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A Rook's flight

Summary:

Rook never asked to lead, but the world gave her no other choice. Given a contract by her Talon to stop Solas, an unforeseen circumstance unleashes two ancient gods intent on blighting the world. Now it is up to her to gather allies and stop them before they can succeed in piercing the Veil.

When she falls for a fellow Crow, love feels like both salvation and danger. And she learns what it means to fight for more than coin or survival.

A unique retelling of Dragon Age: The Veilguard starring my Rook, Nelle De Riva. With a deep focus on her relationship with Lucanis and a more grounded approach to his trauma.

Complete!

Notes:

(See the end of the work for notes.)

Chapter 1: Well... Shit

Summary:

We start at the beginning. All hell breaks lose in Minrathous.

Above them, green light erupted from wounds that tore the veil asunder. The sound was deafening, like glass shattering across the sky, as demons poured through the veil and into the city. Rook had never seen so many; her look was one of horror as the deformed entities cloaked in flames or crackling with electricity tore past them, their screams drowning out the rain.

“Shit,” Varric growled as a blur of claws tore past. “I haven’t seen this many demons since Corypheus!”

“Solas must have started his ritual,” Rook furrowed her brows. “We need to find Neve before it’s too late.”

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It was raining—but then again, when was it not raining in Minrathous? 

The heavy drops struck the cobblestones with a rhythmic tapping. Varric Tethras and Lace Harding huddled beneath one of the many colorful awnings that adorned the city. Water dripped from the edge, forming a growing puddle near their feet as they waited for Rook.

Varric’s contact, Detective Neve Gallus, was nowhere to be found. An hour had passed since their agreed-upon meeting time, and her absence felt ominous. Cultists in Minrathous always played for keeps, as Neve liked to say, and Varric knew trouble was brewing.

A loud crash interrupted the downpour’s rhythm. The tavern door across the street banged open, spilling out three men. Their eyes were wide with panic as they tripped over each other to get away. 

The figure following the cultists moved with a calm, determined grace. Rook emerged, twin blades glinting as she sheathed them. 

“Your friend Neve Gallus is at Dumat Plaza,” she announced in a cheerful voice.

Varric chuckled. “And that’s why you’re my second-in-command.”

“Dumat Plaza?” Harding raised a perfectly arched brow. “That place was crawling with Venetori earlier.”

“Better get to it, then.”

They moved through the city’s winding streets, keeping close to the shadows. The Archon’s palace loomed above, ever-present. Bright lights scoured the roads as the guards searched for signs of unrest.

Then, the world cracked open.

Above them, green light erupted from wounds that tore the veil asunder. The sound was deafening, like glass shattering across the sky, as demons poured through the veil and into the city. Rook had never seen so many; her look was one of horror as the deformed entities cloaked in flames or crackling with electricity tore past them, their screams drowning out the rain.

“Shit,” Varric growled as a blur of claws tore past. “I haven’t seen this many demons since Corypheus!”

“Solas must have started his ritual,” Rook furrowed her brows.  “We need to find Neve before it’s too late.”

“Neve Gallus makes her coin solving trouble,” Varric remarked grimly. “Looks like today, trouble’s an all-you-can-eat buffet.”

Tremors ripped through the ground as magical fireballs thundered from the palace, raining explosions upon the streets. Bodies lay as silent witnesses to the horror, the smell of sulfur mixed with the scent of burning flesh. A magically amplified voice rang out over the carnage, warning citizens to stay safely inside.

They pressed onward, dodging demons erupting from battered buildings. Rook’s knives flashed, Harding’s arrows flew true, and Varric’s bolts found their marks. But there seemed to be an endless supply of targets.

When they finally reached Dumat Plaza, the entire neighborhood had turned into an inferno. They made their way through the smoke to find an ice barrier in their way—a frozen, solid dome at the heart of the chaos. 

Just as Rook noticed movement out of the corner of her eye, a Venatori cultist emerged from the smoke, lashing out at her with his hooked blades. She managed to keep her balance as she evaded the attack, dropping low and making a sweeping move with her leg. The cultist landed on his back, and within seconds, Rook was on him, going straight for the heart. As more Venatori appeared, Rook moved like a storm incarnate, her dual blades a blur of lethal precision. 

As the last cultists fell, the ice barrier dissolved with a crackling hiss, revealing Neve Gallus and two cultists frozen solid. As she stepped forward, her prosthetic leg struck the stones with a metallic clang. 

“Varric. Harding. Not the worst timing,” she said, her eyes sweeping over the carnage with detached familiarity.

“Glad to see you, too,” Varric shot back. “Neve, meet Rook. She’s the expert on trouble. Rook, meet Neve. Our local expert. She was tracking Solas’ movements in the city.”

“Pleasure,” Rook said with a quizzical eyebrow raised and a smile on her lips. “Nice work with the Venatori. Looks like you have excellent taste in enemies.”

Neve snorted softly, a crooked smile tugging at her lips before turning her focus back to Varric. “I haven’t seen Solas in person, but I did find hints of old magic. Similar to what you get in old elven ruins.” She said, her voice low. “I traced it to a building beneath Our Lady of Victory. That’s where your man is hiding.” She gestured toward a towering statue in the distance, a woman carved from stone with a sword planted into the earth and a hand raised to the heavens. Rain streaked down her upturned face like tears.

“Let’s move before this ritual gets any worse,” Varric said.

Neve’s eyes snapped to him. “Worse? It’s already drawing power stronger than a dozen mages. You told me he was working alone.”

Varric cocked an eyebrow. “I also told you he’s an ancient elven god.”

She sighed through clenched teeth. “God or not, he’s wrecking my city. Let’s go.” Her fingers tightened on her scepter, knuckles blanching as if holding onto purpose itself.

They slipped into the maze of tunnels beneath Minrathous, finally reaching the hidden elven chambers. Blue light pulsed ahead, casting ripples over a partially flooded floor. As they reached the last chamber, they saw a towering gilded mirror stretched to the vaulted ceiling. Its surface was constantly shifting, like a lake disturbed by unseen winds.

Rook drew closer, her reflection fractured and uncertain against a backdrop that was unfamiliar to her. “An eluvian,” Harding whispered in awe. “A doorway Solas uses to move around quickly. He must have gone through it!”

 


 

Beyond the mirror, the world transformed. They stepped into a small clearing surrounded by ancient trees stretching toward the sky. Ivy-draped ruins peeked through the undergrowth, the bones of a forgotten empire breaking the earth’s surface.

Harding’s eyes widened as she looked around. “I know these trees… Arlathan Forest.”

Rook squinted into the darkness to get her bearings. Dark clouds smothered the sky, releasing a relentless downpour that hammered the forest canopy. Lightning illuminated the trees in stark bursts before thunder crashed all around them. It felt as though nature itself roared in defiance of the ritual.

Ahead, an ancient temple stood defiant against the encroaching greenery. Statues of the Evanuris watched from high above, their faces worn smooth by the elements. A searing light bled from the cracks and enveloped the ritual site.

“There.” Neve pointed. “He’s inside.”

This close to the ritual, the veil was almost completely torn asunder. Demons prowled freely while Solas stood at the storm’s eye. His lyrium dagger seemed to carve sigils into the very fabric of existence, unraveling spells that held the world together.

At the temple threshold, Varric stopped.  His expression was almost unreadable. “I’ll handle him.”

Neve frowned. “You sure about that?”

“Positive. Keep the demons off me.” He half-smiled.

Harding hesitated, her concern etched in the lines around her eyes.“Varric, Solas isn’t going to stop just because an old friend asks nicely.”

“Solas needs someone to sell him another option, to help him justify changing his mind.” He patted Bianca’s worn frame. “And if he doesn’t listen to me, he’ll hear from Bianca.”

Inside, Solas moved like a conductor of chaos. Light poured from his eyes as unbridled magic swirled.

“Take care of the team for me, Rook,” Varric said pointedly, placing the weight of responsibility on her shoulders.

He strode forward and spoke up as he carefully went up the stairs. “Hey, Chuckles,” he called, trying to sound lighthearted. “I hope I’m not interrupting.”

Solas turned, his focus now fractured. The glance he gave Varric was annoyance tempered with weariness, like a man pulling weeds in an endless field.

It didn’t take long after their greeting for the conversation to become heated. Their words clashed like waves against rocks—idealism against pragmatism, dreams against harsh reality. Varric argued for those suffering now, while Solas spoke of a future free from the mistakes he made.

“The Veil is a wound,” Solas said, voice low. “One I have tried to mend.”

“You call this mending?” Varric barked. “You’re ripping it open. There are people dying in the streets.”

“I know.” For just a second, Solas looked… tired. “But what I’m building will outlast their pain.”

“Spoken like a man who doesn’t bleed anymore,” Varric growled.

“I bleed more than you know,” Solas snapped, then caught himself. “I offered peace. You rejected it.”

“You offered a grave and called it mercy.”

Solas’s eyes flared. His hand flicked—and Bianca shattered.

A combination of disbelief and pain spread across Varric’s face as he looked at the splintered remains of his beloved crossbow.

Nearby, Rook watched the exchange as she tried to hold the demons off Varric. Her patience thinned with every passing moment—people were suffering while they debated philosophy. Her gaze darted across the temple before locking on the scaffolding bracing a weakened arch. 

“This isn’t working,” she yelled to Neve and Harding. “We need another way.” She gestured toward the fragile structure.

“Stepping into that raw magic is suicide,” Neve warned.

“Anyone got a better plan?”

Silence. Just the shriek of demons and the blinding pulse of Solas’s magic.

Rook didn’t wait. She ran.

Her boots barely touched the stone as she vaulted broken columns and ducked low beams. The raw magic in the air singed her skin and made her vision swim—but she’d moved through fire before. She wouldn’t forget the bigger picture. Not again. Not while Varric was in danger, not while Solas was playing god.

She reached the base, her fingers gripping the warped frame. One deep breath. Then she climbed.

Rook’s blades tore through the last support beam, and the scaffolding gave way with a thunderous crack. Stone splintered, statues toppled, and the ceiling collapsed in a storm of dust and magic.

Solas whirled toward the noise, eyes wide. For the first time, he looked rattled.

The ritual stuttered. Magic fractured mid-sigil, arcs of power seizing in the air like severed nerves.

Varric moved in the chaos, jumping onto Solas as he lunged for the dagger. They grappled. Rook couldn’t see clearly, only sparks of lyrium—then blood.

So much blood.

Varric staggered, the dagger jutting from his ribs. He looked down like he couldn’t quite believe it before he collapsed on the ground.

“Varric!” Harding’s scream pierced the silence that followed.

Rook moved before she could think. The ground cracked beneath her. Her chest was a tight, knotted thing. Not Varric. Not like this.

The Veil buckled around her, writhing with chaotic energy. Glancing frantically over her shoulder, she caught sight of Harding and Neve struggling against an invisible force, their boots skidding across the stone as it hurled them away from the ritual’s center. 

Looking back toward Solas, Rook’s breath hitched. Behind him, a Veil tear opened up, jagged and feral. Two figures emerged, twisting free from the breach like nightmares made flesh. The first towered above her, a grotesque fusion of torsos, arms, and writhing tentacles. The second bristled with horns that seemed to come from its head and shoulders.

Then, a deafening explosion shattered the air. 

A pulse of force hit her like a wall. She flew backward, slammed into a column—and the world vanished.

 

Chapter 2: The Caged Wolf

Summary:

Rook gets to know Solas as a massive pain in the ass, has a heart-to-heart with Varric, and remembers her exile from the Crows.

 

A small smile crept on her lips, but her victory was short-lived.

As soon as she returned to House De Riva, Viago summoned her.

“You fucking idiot!”

His voice roared at her as soon as she stepped into the room.

“What were you thinking?” His fists slammed into the table, and his eyes burned with fury. “Do you know what you’ve cost us?”

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

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“You have no idea what you have done.”

A familiar voice cut through the dark enveloping Rook. She stirred, her limbs heavy, as darkness gave way to indistinct contours.

”Solas? " The name echoed in her mind.

The world around her had been drained of color, a lifeless scene consisting of ash and fog. Crumbling ruins hung suspended over an empty abyss. The wind seemed to howl, a breathless lament that echoed across the barren expanse.

Across a rocky chasm, Solas stood proud. His eyes narrow and glaring locked onto her with weary contempt. His hands were clasped behind his back. The picture of contained fury.

“I know exactly what I did,” Rook’s voice sounded sharp. “I stopped you from tearing the world apart.”

“I was not destroying the world.” Solas’ words came slow and deliberate, steeped in cold emphasis. “When you disrupted my ritual, the magical energies pulled me into the Fade.”

Rook folded her arms, her eyes never leaving his. “Fine. That’s why you’re here. But why am I?”

“Your physical body lies unconscious, but you shed a few drops of blood at the ritual site—enough to forge a tenuous connection.”

“Blood magic?” she asked in disgust.

“Firstly,” Solas could barely restrain his irritation, “I abhor the use of blood magic. Secondly, if I had the power to control you, I would already have used it.”

“Get out of my head!” Rook uttered through gritted teeth, her jaw clenched so tightly it hurt. Her hands trembled as she pressed her fingers to her temples, as if, through will alone, she could dislodge his presence from her mind.

“As I said,”  Solas interrupted her futile attempt to end their conversation early. “I do not want to be here any more than you. But your actions have set in motion consequences, and I would not have your ignorance on my conscience.”

He let the words hang a moment before continuing, his tone not as cool but no less sharp.

“The Evanuris, or as you would call them, the elven gods. The creatures that escaped.” He sneered at her. “ In ancient times, they ruled the elves, but that wasn’t enough. They craved not only obedience but worship. When I rebelled, they drew upon the horrific magic of the Blight, corrupting everything they touched until I imprisoned them. And now—thanks to you —they are free, and I am trapped.”

Rook’s eyes narrowed. “Oh, I see,” she said, her voice thick with sarcasm. “We’re getting to the part where I’m the villain.” She scoffed at him. “Are you not forgetting that it was your ritual that freed them?”

“I was not freeing them,” Solas said angrily

“You were tearing open the veil!” Rook shouted back. Her hand slashed the air between them as if to cut through his excuses.

“I had a plan.”

“Varric always said you’d have a big explanation for why none of this is your fault.” Rook challenged him.

Solas flinched. A flicker darkened his expression, and the ghost of regret crossed his face.

“Varric...” His voice cracked, the word heavy.

“Never quite lies, clever half-truths that let you convince yourself you’re doing the right thing. He tried to talk to you anyway, and now he is hurt.” She pushed on.

“Varric is... quite practiced at shading the truth himself,” Solas said as his face became a mask again, guarded and unreadable.

Rook sighed as she clenched her fists. “So, these things that got out... they’re gods?”

They said they were gods,” Solas said darkly. “Blighted, tyrannical, sadistic gods. It took all my power to imprison them millennia ago. But I’m sure you’ll be just fine.”

“That’s really helpful from the elven god of sarcasm,” Rook snapped. “This is your fault. Don’t even think about sitting back and looking smug!”

“What else can I do?” Solas sounded exasperated, and his hands curled into fists at his sides. “I have nothing.” He emphasized each word. “I don’t have my ritual dagger. I can’t access my network of mirrors to travel from the Lighthouse across the world.” He let out a sharp, measured breath. “All I can offer is what I know.”

“You’ll stay here forever, Solas. You’re not walking away from this.” Rook threatened him.

“No,” he agreed softly. “But neither are you.” His eyes seemed to burn a hole in hers. “Elgar’nan and Ghilan’nan are your problems to solve.” His tone was deadly serious.“You will soon see what they’re capable of.”

 


 

Rook bolted upright with a ragged gasp.

A sharp throb pounded in her skull, a reminder of the blow she’d taken. Solas' warning echoed in her mind—low, ominous words writhing their way into her consciousness. 

She blinked against the infirmary’s dim light. The air reeked of salves, blood, and the bitter tang of potions. 

Nothing looked familiar.

Then, a voice cut through her confusion.

"Well, look who’s still with us."

Rook‘s gaze snapped to the speaker, and her chest tightened.

“Easy,” He said, “You’ve been out for a while.”

" Varric," her voice was raw and cracked with emotion. “You’re alright? “

He grinned, though it barely masked his weariness. “Trust me, I’ve had worse. It’ll take more than a little flesh wound to put me down—though I won’t be winning any races anytime soon.”

Rook’s eyes scanned his battered body—a bandaged torso, blood staining the wrappings. His leg rested in a makeshift splint. Her stomach twisted. “But I saw him stab you,” her voice was thick with emotion. “You fell—”

“I did.” He winced as he adjusted himself with a grunt. “But Neve got us out by the skin of her teeth. And before you start worrying about Harding—”

Rook’s lips parted to protest, but he cut her off with a smirk and a commanding hand gesture.

“She’s fine. Tougher than you and certainly tougher than me.”

She exhaled. For a moment, she just stared at him, relief warring with exhaustion.

“What happened, Varric?” Her voice wavered. “I mean… all of it. What went wrong?”

He rubbed a hand over his face, the fatigue in his expression deepening. “I tried to talk sense into Solas. I thought perhaps—” He shook his head, the words trailing off in a sigh. “I should’ve known better.”

She looked away, shame gnawing at her as images of their last moments in the temple replayed behind her eyes—Solas' magic, the flash of lyrium, and Varric’s collapse.

He kept his gaze on her and shrugged. “You did what you had to do. Hell, you did what I couldn’t . The world isn’t drowning in demons, is it?”

“No,” she said softly. “But it’s worse.”

His brows drew together. “Worse how?”

“When we stopped the ritual, Solas got trapped in the Fade. But something else… something even he is scared of—escaped.”

“Well, that’s just wonderful,” he muttered. “So. What’s next?”

“I—” She faltered.

“The team needs you,” Varric said, calm but sure. “There’s a reason I dragged you into this mess, Rook. Remember when we first met? I knew then and there that you were the one. Solas won’t see you coming. You’re clever, you’re stubborn, and you don’t know when to quit.”

Rook scoffed. “I seem to remember my exile from the Crows a little differently.”

Her mind pulled her back to that night—Viago’s wrath, the shouting, her conviction crumbling beneath his glare. She’d thought she’d done the right thing, but she still wasn’t sure.

 


 

Nelle crouched atop a slate-tiled roof, her eyes fixed on the Antaam slavers shepherding their latest prisoners into the streets. Below her, the conquered city of Salle strained under the occupation. Heavy-footed patrols moved through market lanes, pushing past merchants and customers who kept their eyes down. The Antaam controlled Antiva’s vital arteries—its ports, supply chains, and major trade routes. Strategic chokepoints had been established at key crossings, and Antivan ships found themselves under strict Qunari oversight. Crows who once operated in the open were forced deeper into the shadows.

The Talons had debated long into many nights how to answer this affront. Antiva had no standing army like Tevinter or Orlais, but its claws were sharp. To maintain their hold on public favor, the Crows would need to make a statement soon. A strike. A reckoning.

They only needed to choose the right targets.

Don’t act, Viago had warned her, observe and report.

She ground her teeth and fiddled with the small golden pendant around her neck as the convoy below moved through the darkened streets. She had every intention of following orders—until she saw them.

The little ones.

Three of them huddled together, their arms wrapped tight around each other protectively. Rook guessed they were no older than nine years old as they stared into the dark with petrified eyes.

Their eyes were her eyes—years ago, starving in the gutter before Viago found her.

A chill ran through Nelle’s spine, and she was moving before she even realized it.

Sliding down the side of the building, she kept to the shadows as the slavers passed. Her steps were as silent as a whisper in the wind.  Nelle crouched low as she unsheathed her blades, catching only the faintest hint of light.

When the last guard lumbered past her, she struck fast and hard.

She swept behind him like a bird of prey, her daggers severing the tendons behind his knees. When he toppled, Nelle cut his shout short as she slit his throat. Two more Qunari closed in on her, shouting insults she couldn’t understand. Their heavy two-handed swords swung as they ran toward her.

They were predictable. Always relied on brute strength.

Nelle flipped backward, evading their first swings, then vaulted forward in a blur of movement. She twisted midair, her blades finding the gaps between armor plates, cutting deep into flesh. A spray of dark red splashed on the stone.

The guards at the front had heard the commotion. Barking orders, they turned around, dragging their prisoners with them. Nelle darted into the nearest shadow, pulling her hood over her head. She melted into the night as the Antaam guards rushed past her.

As soon as they turned their backs, she struck again.

The blades became extensions of her arms as she moved—sharp, quick, and decisive. Steel elegantly cut through muscle and bone without hesitation. Within moments, the slavers were motionless on the ground.

Nelle wiped her daggers clean and moved to free the prisoners. Their eyes, wide with confusion and fear, followed her every movement. Some seemed too stunned to react, panic frozen on their faces. The coarse ropes slipped from their wrists, and as soon as they were free, they scattered into the night.

She watched them go, her heart still racing from the fight. Then, from the corner of her eye, she caught sight of three small figures slipping into the shadows, darting into an alley behind some wooden crates. One paused briefly to look back—a flash of wide eyes meeting hers—before vanishing into the dark.

A small smile crept on her lips, but her victory was short-lived. 

As soon as she returned to House De Riva, Viago summoned her.

“You fucking idiot!” 

His voice roared at her as soon as she stepped into the room.

“What were you thinking?” His fists slammed into the table, and his eyes burned with fury. “Do you know what you’ve cost us?”

“I—”

“The Antaam were already after us. Thanks to your vigilante heroics, they’ve cracked down even harder. We’ve lost people. Good people.” He jabbed a finger toward her. “Do you wish to know how many? Do you even care?” 

Nelle clenched her jaw, refusing to look away. She would do it all again. Every step, every cut. She tried to remember the eyes that had cast her one last glance. Brown. With a hint of green and gold.

“If I hadn’t acted, those people—those children—would have been sold into chains.”

“You never see the bigger picture!” Viago’s voice filled the room. “Because of you, we’ve lost more than lives—we’ve lost leverage. We had a contract—an operation that would have hurt the occupation more than your little stunt ever could.”

At that revelation, her defiance finally cracked. Her eyes dropped to the floor before she closed them.

"Shit," she muttered, a sigh escaping her.

Brown. With a hint of green and gold.

“What now?” she asked wearily, resignation seeping into her voice.

As if summoned by her question, a single knock sounded at the door before it swung open and revealed the man behind it.

“Nelle, meet Varric Tethras,” Viago said, his tone deceptively calm, though fury still smoldered. “Your new contract.”

Varric offered a playful nod, his arms crossed loosely over his chest.

“He’s looking for someone. And you’re going to help him.” Viago’s words were cold and final, leaving no room for negotiation. “Varric will fill you in on the details on your way out.” 

Nelle bit her tongue and sucked in her lip, swallowing her pride. Varric cocked his head toward the door in an invitation to follow. She turned on her heels and strode stubbornly past Viago without so much as a backward glance.

“Don’t hurry back to the nest, Rook,” he sneered, his voice thick with disdain.

The insult still lingered in her mind as she stepped into the lantern-lit alleys of Salle.

“So, Rook, huh?” Varric broke the silence with his curiosity as they walked side by side. “Like the chess piece?”

“No,” she answered curtly and without patience for pleasantries.

“Well,” he continued, undeterred, “it should be like the chess piece. You tend to think in straight lines.”

She shot him a look, a sarcastic edge hardening her voice. “And that’s based on… what? Your extensive knowledge of me?”

Varric smirked. “Let’s just say, judging by your actions tonight, we’re going to get along just fine.”

He glanced sideways at her, eyes blazing with amusement.

“It suits you, you know.”

“What does?”

The corner of his mouth twitched.

“Rook.”

Nelle didn’t answer. But she didn’t argue either.

 


 

Before she could continue her conversation, footsteps drifted into the room.

“Oh, you’re awake,” Harding said as she entered the infirmary.

Rook winced when she saw Harding’s freckled face covered with fresh bruises. My fault. The thought slipped past before she could grab hold of it.

“Don’t mind me,” the redhead murmured, walking slowly to an open cabinet lined with colorful glass vials and neatly labeled containers. “I’m just hunting down an elfroot potion.” Her eyes narrowed as she scanned the shelves. 

“You should go find Neve,” she said as her hand finally closed around a green-glassed vial. “See what’s going on.”

She paused, her shoulders slumping a little under the weight of recent events.

“On top of everything else, the eluvian didn’t bring us back to Minrathous. It brought us to the Fade.”

She sighed, the sound heavy with exhaustion.

“One wrong step, and you’ll fall forever.”



Notes:

Loved getting into Rook's backstory a little bit more!

Chapter 3: The Lighthouse

Summary:

Rook explores the Lighthouse, discusses their next steps, and travels through the eluvian once more.

This place felt as though it were waiting.

For what, Rook couldn’t say.

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Harding hadn’t been wrong.

The infirmary was just one of many rooms of the dilapidated, tower-like structure Solas had called the Lighthouse. On the upper level, only the infirmary was accessible, though she could see other passages leading to more rooms beyond the rubble obstructing her way. Faded murals adorned the space between, telling a story she could not decipher. 

She headed down the stone stairs into what must have been a common area. Broken bookcases leaned against the circular walls, their shelves spilling the remnants of knowledge onto the floor.  

Looking up toward the only light source, she saw a crystal suspended in the center, glowing with warm white light, inviting guests to sit in the seating area below. Pieces of a broken metal and stone construct floated around the crystal. Surprisingly, she also saw more broken bookcases spiraling in the air. 

Rook pushed open the wooden double door leading outside. It creaked and groaned but gave way, revealing a courtyard that had her gasp out loud.

Steps curved along either side, rising toward a stone tribute to the Dread Wolf standing proud at the center.  Around it, smaller buildings clung desperately to the courtyard’s edges, their paths frayed by time and ruin. 

Beyond the statue, a larger building rose. When Rook explored it, she discovered a dining hall. It was a large space, once warmed by the glow of a grand open fire. A wooden table stood in the center—massive enough to host a royal banquet, though it was set for just one here. Two statues of Fen’Harel flanked either side of the cold fire, their hollow eyes watching over the lonely scene. In the corner, a modest kitchen and a half-stocked pantry whispered of usefulness, but everything else spoke of abandonment.

She returned to the courtyard and, to her amazement, saw a blazing beam of energy erupting from the main building. She walked up to the courtyard's verge and peered past the crumbling edges of this fractured world.

The sky stretched into infinity, blending impossible colors onto an endless canvas. Clouds that weren’t quite clouds floated in the distance. Islands of dead trees and jagged ruins floated on the horizon, dangling in a slow, dreamlike dance.

This place felt as though it were waiting.

For what, Rook couldn’t say.

When she returned to the central room, she found Harding and Neve sitting on the worn sofas across from one another, their expressions grim but thoughtful.

“So, we stopped the ritual,” Neve began, her voice weary.

“And Varric paid the price,” Harding added.

“Hey,” Rook cut through the tension. “Varric made his choice. He knew the risks. We all did.”

“And now Solas is gone, and we’re here. Wherever here is—besides ‘in the Fade,’” Harding muttered as she looked around the strange space.

“Solas called it ‘the Lighthouse,’” Rook informed them.

Neve raised a skeptical brow. “He told you that? When?”

“In my dreams,” Rook replied flatly. “When I was unconscious, he invaded them.”

“Really?” Harding’s concern was obvious as she gave Rook a once-over as though searching for hidden wounds. “I’m glad you’re alright.”

“From what I saw,” Rook explained, pressing her fingers gently to the sore bump on her head, “he’s trapped in the Fade now—some kind of prison. I was bleeding from the blow at the ritual site, and he used it to forge a connection.”

“Blood magic.” Neve’s voice dripped with disdain. “Of course. Like any ordinary mage playing with your mind.” She folded her arms, shaking her head in disgust.

“I told you,” Harding snapped, her fist pounding against her knee, “he’s not just a mage! He’s an ancient elven god.”

Neve snorted. “Tying together a fancy ritual doesn’t make someone a god.”

“None of that matters right now,” Rook interjected before the conversation spiraled. 

Neve gave a curt nod. “He can control your mind?”

“No,” Rook said with certainty. “The chasm between us when we spoke, he can’t cross it. But we’re in far more trouble than that.”

She relayed what Solas had revealed: the Evanuris—ancient beings remembered as gods—had drawn upon the power of the Blight, corrupting themselves into tyrants of unspeakable cruelty. Now, two of them walked free.

Neve’s eyes narrowed. Her tone had an edge to it. “So instead of one supposed god, we’ve now got two out there. And they’re blighted.”

“And Solas is afraid of them,” Rook reminded, her brows furrowed with focus.

“We have to stop them!” Harding said fiercely.

“Just like that?” Neve’s voice sounded incredulous. “Without Varric? And with you still getting back on your feet?” She gestured toward Harding.

When the two of them began to bicker, the throbbing in Rook’s head had progressed to a full-on headache. She massaged her temples as she listened to the detective and the scout arguing.

“Enough!” Rook raised her hand, and silence followed almost immediately. “All we have is Solas’ word. We need to find out for ourselves what Elgar’nan and Ghilan’nain are capable of—and what they want.”

Neve grudgingly nodded, and Harding settled back into her seat.

“The eluvian brought us here,” Neve suggested after a beat of silence. “Surely it can take us back to the ritual site.”

“We have no idea what we’re walking into,” Harding argued, her voice tight with unease. “For all we know, the gods could still be at the ritual site!”

“Or it could be overrun by demons,” Neve added, as a matter of fact.

Rook pushed back her chair and stood. “Then we prepare.”

 


 

Arlathan Forest was beautiful when reality wasn’t tearing itself apart.

The trees seemed alive, with trunks twisting into shapes resembling people. Others grew vast and ancient, their sprawling canopies stained in hues of green and amber as if trapped in an eternal autumn. Shafts of sunlight filtered through the foliage, and the air shimmered with iridescent hues, swirling around leaves like an ethereal fog. 

Birdsong drifted down from above, and nugs chirped softly in the nearby underbrush.

Like nothing ever happened, Rook thought bitterly.

The illusion of peace was shattered with a thunderous crash from a nearby ledge.

Three elves tumbled into the clearing, scrambling to regain their footing. A large metal construct followed behind them with thudding steps. A massive axe whistled through the air as it swung at them.

A young man leaped forward, his blade meeting the construct’s weapon with a sharp clang. Sparks flew as he held his ground.

A woman crouched low a couple of paces behind him. She was working frantically at a glowing orb levitating between her hands. “Nearly there,” she muttered as her brows betrayed her concentration. “Hold it steady!”

The third figure moved with precision. He was an older elf, his face lined with wisdom, and valaslin, who stepped in without hesitation. With a powerful swing, his blade cleaved through the orb just as the construct raised its axe for a lethal strike.

The metal giant shuddered violently and fell to the ground with a loud clang.

Then, silence fell once again.

The younger elves gasped for breath while the older elf calmly sheathed his sword.

Rook, Neve, and Harding stepped forward as the chaos wound down.

“Strife? Irelin?” Harding’s voice rose in surprise as she recognized the distressed little group. “What are you doing here?”

The older elf—Strife—straightened as he put down his sword. “Harding?” His eyes widened with surprise. “We could ask you the same thing.”

 

Chapter 4: Bellara Lutare

Summary:

Everyone's favorite focus-challenged elf makes her first appearance! And in her POV? What?!

“There should be people here.” Her voice was barely above a whisper.

The trading post was always bustling—especially on market day. Children should have been laughing, neighbors gossiping, and the scent of warm bread filling the air. Instead, there was only silence.

The group moved cautiously past abandoned stalls, carts still laden with goods. The wooden doors and windows of nearby homes were hastily hammered shut. Not broken, not looted—sealed.

Something had driven these people to lock themselves in. Or lock something else out.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

 

Bellara put out the campfire with practiced efficiency; the aroma of her meal still lingered in the air. Lunch had been simple, enough to keep her going, but her mind wasn’t on food.

The artifact, wrapped carefully in a bedroll and stuffed in her pack, consumed her every thought. She hadn’t thought it to be anywhere near this location.

It shouldn’t have been there.

She muttered the words under her breath, not realizing she was speaking out loud. A hundred different scenarios raced through her mind, each leading to more questions than answers. She needed to figure this out. Soon. She moved quickly, stuffing her gear into her pack with nervous hands.

Bellara glanced around. The ancient city of Arlathan was reduced to crumbling ruins, and the forest that had reclaimed it was no ordinary place. Strange anomalies were a regular occurrence, warping space and twisting reality. She was used to the forest's inherent strangeness and danger, but it had changed lately.

Artifacts stirred with unexpected power or appeared out of thin air. The guardians had come alive, sentinels of metal that hadn’t moved in centuries. And the veil itself had thinned to a whisper, spirits and demons pressing closer with greater intensity.

Bellara adjusted the straps on her pack and rose. She had to reach the Veiljumpers' camp. This discovery was—

The metal clang of a guardian's heavy footstep silenced the singing birds nesting overhead.

She dropped into a crouch, gliding forward with silent steps. She scanned the track ahead. There it was—a relic of Arlathan’s old defenses. It's back faced her, the crystal core exposed and pulsing faintly with arcane light.

Perfect.

Drawing on the Fade, Bellara shaped her spell. The enchantment resonated, and with a forceful flick of her hand, she seized control of the construct’s power. The guardian tensed, shuddered, and collapsed in a heap of metal on the ground.

“Gotcha!” she said triumphantly, a smile on her face.

Only then did she notice them—three figures watching her, swords, bow, and staff at the ready.

Bellara blinked.

“Oh! People!” she exclaimed with genuine delight. She slung her pack over one shoulder and bounded off the ledge toward them.

“Where’d you come from?” She said, chipper as she looked each of them over.

“Bellara? Bellara Lutare?” one of the two humans asked, her blades still drawn from their encounter with the guardian. She kept a cautious stance, still on guard. “Strife and Irelin sent us to find you.”

Bellara tilted her head, furrowing her brow. “Who are you, exactly?”

“Call me Rook,” the human responded.

“Lace Harding,” added the redheaded archer, giving a quick wave.

“Neve Gallus,” the second human introduced herself.

Bellara’s eyes went wide with recognition and excitement. “Wait, I know that name!” she exclaimed, pointing at Neve. Her mind raced with the realization, but before she could fully process it, another question interrupted her thoughts. “Hold on. The protocol says to wait a full week before sending anyone out to look for me. I’ve only been gone three days.”

“Well,” Rook said, finally sheathing her blades.“The situation has changed—for the worse, unfortunately.”

Bellara watched her warily. “How much worse?”

Rook didn’t hesitate. “Two of the ancient elven gods—Elgar’nan and Ghilan’nain—have escaped. And by all accounts, they want to destroy the world.”

“Oh.” Bellara blinked. “Oh, yes. That is very much for the worst.”

She started pacing, her fingers twitching as she fidgeted with the edge of her sleeve. “Fantastic. Great. I need a second.”

“Yeah,” Rook said dryly, her lips curling into a humorless smile. “Tried that. It doesn’t help.”

Bellara kept pacing, her steps quick and restless. “It does sort of explain a few things, though.”

Neve narrowed her eyes. “Like what exactly?”

Bellara stopped in her tracks as she gathered her jumbled thoughts. “The surge of raw magic in the area. These artifacts started waking up a while ago— but in fits and starts. One here, a couple there.” Her hand gestured to the fallen guardian. “Then, a couple of days ago, the sky split open. And now? Raw magic, thick as fog.”

She exhaled sharply, her eyes meeting Rook’s. “Only a god—or gods—could’ve done that.”

“Wonderful,” Rook muttered sarcastically.

Bellara’s eyes sparkled. “There’s something kind of exciting about it. And dangerous. Really dangerous,” she mused, half to herself. “Dangerous enough that I was going to head back to the Veiljumpers' camp.”

When she turned back to the group, an excited smile formed on her heart-shaped face. “And then I ran into you guys!”

They made their way together back to the Veiljumper camp, moving cautiously through the forest, scanning their surroundings arduously for any more threats. As they traveled, Rook recounted what had transpired with Solas and the ritual that had set the gods free. Bellara listened intently, her mind absorbing every word.

Then, a sound—low and unnatural—pricked Rook’s ears. She raised a clenched fist, signaling the group to halt. They froze. The only noise was the soft rustling of leaves in the breeze, but a deeper, more sinister sound hid beneath it. 

“Do you hear that?” Neve whispered.

“Yes,” Rook replied. “Stay sharp.”

They slowly crept forward, weapons at the ready. The trees thinned, revealing a small clearing bathed in sunlight. In its center lay a dead halla, its white fur stained with blood. A twisted figure crouched over the carcass, ripping at its flesh. The creature’s bark-like skin stretched taut over a skeletal frame, spikes protruding from its arms as it clawed into the poor animal. Red light flickered in its hollow eyes, casting a disturbing glow over its grotesque features.

Bellara recoiled, her face twisting in disgust. “Darkspawn… they never come this far into Arlathan.”

Rook’s expression darkened. “I have a feeling the gods may have something to do with this.”

Without trepidation, Bellara nocked an arrow and drew her bow. Magic hummed as she channeled her energy. She exhaled and released, and the arrow shot forward, embedding itself in the base of the creature’s skull. Lightning crackled along its body as it spasmed violently before collapsing into stillness.

The air was heavy with unanswered questions as they moved past the fallen beast.

 


 

When they reached the Veil Jumper encampment, the scene before them was one of chaos and sorrow. Elves hurried about, tending to wounded kin from nearby Dalish settlements overrun with darkspawn. The heavy scent of herbs and blood hung in the air as makeshift medics shouted for supplies. Others barked orders, their faces grim with exhaustion, as they directed people and goods. 

At the edge of the fray, Strife and Irelin stood hunched over a table strewn with maps, their expressions tense as they debated their next move. When Strife caught sight of Bellara, he let out a breath of relief and waved them over. 

Bellara wasted no time recounting her findings; her words were meticulous and abundant as she went into great detail about what she had encountered and discovered. When she finished, Irelin’s eyes were wide with disbelief. “You found it? the Nadas Dirthalen?” When Bellara nodded solemnly,  Irelin whispered under her breath. “Mythal’anaste.”

It wasn’t entirely working. Bellara finally admitted when the two elves, their voices tense, started discussing the meaning of her discovery for their people. Hope had brightened their expressions at first, only to be overshadowed by something heavier—doubt, frustration, fear of what they had already lost.

Bellara exhaled, feeling the weight of their predicament settle in her chest. She had hoped—foolishly, perhaps—that her latest findings would offer a breakthrough, something to push back against the slow but relentless decay of the Dalish. Instead, the crisis deepened.

Strife rubbed a hand across his weary face, already calculating the next step. “Our patrols have been stretched too thin,” he said. “The Blight-tainted creatures are moving deeper into the forest than we’ve ever seen. We’ve lost contact with two scouting parties.”

“We need reinforcements,” Strife continued, his voice low but firm. “Or better wards. Or both. But the way things are going, we won’t last the season if we don’t act now.”

Bellara clenched her fists. She wasn’t ready to admit defeat—not yet. If the ancient technology she had uncovered meant anything, it had to mean hope. But how to use it before the Blight consumed everything? Her thoughts were interrupted by a soft, familiar voice speaking up.

“And D’Meta’s Crossing,” Irelin added grimly, “is completely cut off.”

Bellara made up her mind. “Then we go there.”

Rook exchanged a glance with Neve and Harding. “We’ll go with Bellara,” she said firmly. “If the village is in danger because of the gods, we need to know exactly what we’re dealing with.”

Bellara led them along a shaded path toward a small dock on the edge of a vast lake. The water stretched so far into the horizon that on most days, the other side was lost to the mist. 

She untied the ropes, and with a flick of her fingers, the boat glided forward, guided by her magic. The only sound was the gentle lapping of water against the hull as they sailed toward the quiet town at the forest’s edge.

But something was wrong.

Bellara felt it before she saw it—an intangible shift in the air, like a breath held too long. It gnawed at the edges of her awareness, making her skin prickle.

Then, as they reached the dock, her suspicions were confirmed.

“There should be people here.” Her voice cracked.

The trading post was always bustling—especially on market day. Children should have been playing and laughing, the scent of warm bread filling the air. Instead, there was only silence.

The group moved cautiously past abandoned stalls, carts still laden with goods. The wooden doors and windows of nearby homes were hastily hammered shut—not broken or looted but sealed.

Something had driven these people to lock themselves in. Or lock something else out.

A blockade loomed ahead, crudely constructed from overturned wagons, barrels, and furniture. Beyond it, the air grew thick, putrid. The scent hit them first, rancid and wrong.

They climbed over the blockade and landed on the other side, only to freeze.

The Blight had taken root here.

Enormous cysts pulsed like diseased hearts, their slick surfaces throbbing as if alive. Blackened tentacles, glistening with mucus, snaked through the square, wrapping around buildings and splitting stone. The Blight had swallowed the town whole, warping it into something unnatural.

Bellara’s breath hitched as she took in the carnage. Corpses lay in heaps, their flesh sloughing from their bones, feeding the insatiable growth around them. These weren’t just strangers. These were people she knew. People she had laughed with, bartered with.

Tears blurred her vision, but she forced herself to look. This couldn’t be all of them. Some had to have survived.

They found them deeper in town.

A warehouse—one of the few remaining structures not yet overtaken by Blight—was barricaded. But its guards were wrong. Their eyes were black pits, their lips dripped with dark, oily ichor. They stood in eerie unison, their voices rasping the same words over and over.

“No one can leave.”

The warehouse door was ajar, and inside—

A pile of bodies, decomposing and bloated, spilled out like the building itself had been gutted and its entrails left to rot in the sun.

Bellara clapped a hand over her mouth, but it did little to keep out the stench. Her companions stood frozen, faces pale, eyes wide. None of them had ever seen the Blight do this before.

They pressed forward, reaching the outskirts of the town—where they found the Veil Jumpers.

One was already gone. The other was barely clinging to life, entangled in a thick, Blight-ridden tendril. The corrupted flesh had fused with his skin, oozing where the twisted vine tore into him. Every movement sent fresh agony through his body.

Bellara ran to him, trying desperately to free him, but he only screamed.

“Leave me,” he rasped, his voice raw with pain. “It’s too late.”

Tears streamed down Bellara’s face as she clutched his hand. “Who did this to you?”

He shuddered, blood bubbling at his lips. His next breath came in a gurgling hiss.

“The gods…”

Bellara’s heart pounded.

“Our gods… they are back…”

His grip tightened, then slackened. His chest shuddered with the effort of speaking, but he forced out his final words.

“Wanted… a… sacrifice.”

Then he went still.

 


 

Bellara stood before the eluvian as the Veiljumpers continued building their camp around it. Lookouts, aravels, and guards encircled the clearing, ensuring the passageway remained safe for travel. Their report back to Irelin and Strife was grim. The loss of D’Meta’s Crossing to the mayor's greed and the gods’ blight, combined with the resurgence of darkspawn in the area, made Bellara’s decision easy. She wanted to help as many people as she could. And that meant going with Rook.

There was an unexpected advantage no one saw coming. Veiljumper scouts had searched the area after Solas’ ritual and retrieved his lyrium dagger. Strife handed it to Rook, sensing the power the artifact held but not fully grasping its importance or the emotional weight of seeing it again, still stained with her friend's blood. Rook’s fingers hovered over the hilt before she took it, the cold metal biting against her palm. A heartbeat of hesitation. A flicker of memory—Varric’s voice, steady even as the world crumbled. And then she tucked it away, expression unreadable.

Bellara followed the group through the eluvian, her skin tingling as the magic enveloped her. It was an odd sensation—like walking through a cold mist, yet feeling a pull deep in her chest. When she emerged on the other side, she stepped into a dimly lit chamber where raw magic swirled beneath a suspended walkway, casting shifting patterns on the walls like ocean waves. The air thrummed with power, an undercurrent of something ancient and waiting.

As she made her way across the bridge and into the main chamber of the Lighthouse, she heard Harding gasp.

“Is it me, or did this place change?” She asked of Neve and Rook, her voice hushed with unease as she scanned their surroundings.

“You’re right.” The detective’s eyes narrowed, already searching for the answer to this new riddle. “It’s cleaner—less rubble in the way.”

To Bellara, the place still looked plenty worn down, with crumbling stones, broken crates, and dead vines littering the areas she could see. But beneath the ruin, she could sense the energy coursing. The way the walls almost hummed as if the very stones remembered something long lost.

She explored a little more before deciding that a newly opened structure clinging to the courtyard would make an ideal workspace. Setting her pack down, she cleared space for her notebooks and tools, exhaling slowly as she let herself settle in. There was work to do—and this place held more secrets than they realized.

 




Rook watched as Bellara wiped sweat from her brow, muttering arcane phrases under her breath while adjusting the last of the runes. The elf was meticulous, her fingers quick and precise despite the tension coiling through the room. Behind her, Neve stood with arms folded, Harding with bow in hand—everyone waiting for the moment the magic settled.

The final rune flared to life.

The eluvian shimmered, its surface shifting. Rook felt it before she saw it—the pressure of something ancient stirring in the air. Her instincts screamed caution, but she held her ground. The Veil rippled. Not just one path but many. She wasn’t seeing it directly—only the edge of it, like a dream half-remembered.

Magic crackled around them, sharp and metallic, filling her mouth with the taste of copper. The portal fully awakened, and with it, something else came through.

A figure stepped into view.

The Caretaker.

It looked half-formed, woven from mist and light, but this wasn’t like the demons she knew. He didn’t posture or threaten; he simply existed like a mountain that had always been there, unmoved and unmoving.

“Travelers,” the spirit said, its voice low and resonant, too vast for the chamber. “You have awakened the path. The Crossroads remain intact.”

Rook exchanged a glance with Neve, who gave the smallest shrug. Bellara was the first to speak, her voice tight. “You… guard this place?”

“I am its keeper,” the Caretaker said, inclining its head. “As I have been since the great sundering. The gods covet this place, but they cannot yet reach it. You are safe.”

Rook crossed her arms. “And when they do?”

The air thickened. The spirit didn’t react, not physically, but something shifted around them—subtle, suffocating.

“They will seek to corrupt it. To twist it to their will, as they have done before.”

The warning settled heavily in Rook’s chest. Safety, then. For now.

Later, after the spirit had guided them through the newly awakened Crossroads—showing flickers of passageways and old secrets—Rook sat with the others in the Lighthouse, the flickering firelight casting their shadows on the stone walls.

Neve leaned against the table, arms crossed. “I could return to Minrathous. See how the Shadow Dragons are holding up after the demon attack; perhaps they can offer aid.”

Bellara nodded quickly. “Harding and I can keep working on mapping the Crossroads. If we can find more passageways, it might give us an advantage.”

Rook stayed quiet, eyes fixed on the fire. The weight of the lyrium dagger rested at her hip like a promise—or a warning. If they were going to take down corrupted, overpowered mages, they’d need someone more ruthless than any of them. Someone who killed blood mages like breathing.

The Demon of Vyrantium.

Her stomach knotted. That meant going back to Viago, tail between her legs, admitting she'd failed. Again.

Neve didn’t miss a beat. “I’m surprised you haven’t suggested the Demon yet.”

Rook’s jaw tensed. Of course, Neve would know about him. Everyone had heard the stories. The Demon was legendary—efficient, lethal, unrelenting, even among the Crows.

After a long moment, Rook exhaled. “I’ll go to Treviso.”

 

Notes:

Still trying to find Bellara's voice, but so far it has been fun getting in her head a little more.

Also
So.Much.Exposition!

bring on Lucanis!

Chapter 5: Well... Shit

Summary:

Viago remembers how he met Nelle when she inquires about Lucanis Dellamorte.

 

Her wrist had been so thin he could have broken it with one hand. Instead, Viago tightened his grip just enough to prevent her from escaping. She fought him like a cornered animal; her face twisted in angry defiance.

Chapter Text

 

Viago paced the room, fingertips drumming lightly against his leather vest. A restless rhythm that mirrored his thoughts. The chiming of the chantry bell drifted on the breeze from outside, mingling with the distant lapping of water against stone and the murmurs of the crowds below in the casino. 

He didn’t let his nerves escape into the open often, but tonight was different. Teia would return soon, bringing Nelle and her new associates with her. Or “Rook,” as Viago had heard her referred to nowadays. Leave it to her to turn an insult into a badge of honor, he thought bitterly.

It had been a year since he’d last seen her, and saying they hadn’t parted on the best of terms would be an understatement. The tensions had never entirely subsided. Caterina hadn't allowed the incident to fade into the past and staying in their leader’s favor had been a constant, grueling act of contrition. Now, the thought of this meeting filled him with dread. 

Rook had written to him about Solas and the ancient blighted elven gods, but Viago couldn’t predict how Caterina would react, nor how his protegé would present her findings.

The sound of wood tapping against stone broke through his inner distractions. Caterina’s deliberate gait echoed through the hallways, her cane's tap announcing her arrival like a herald. 

Caterina moved with the quiet authority of someone who expected the world to part for her, as if the First Talon wore Antiva’s crown jewels rather than her signature ebony cloak. Despite her silver hair, her presence remained as sharp as ever. Her dark eyes could instantly size up a person, and her thin, pursed lips spoke little but conveyed everything.

“Viago,” she greeted, extending a hand adorned with a glinting opal ring.

Viago gently lifted her hand, brushing his lips across the cold stone set in its thick gold band. A gesture of respectful reverence. "Caterina," he replied, straightening and gesturing toward a nearby chair. “I’ve prepared a cup of coffee for you if you’d like.”

A curt nod from Caterina was all he needed as he sprang into action. A smooth, familiar voice interrupted the formalities as he placed the steaming mug before her.

“Anything for me?” 

Illario stepped from the shadows, his tall form leaning casually against one of the pillars that held up the domed roof. Moonlight filtered through the open sections of the structure, casting dancing shadows on his features, though his signature smirk still shone in the dim light.

“Illario,” Viago’s tone was cold, though a polite smile tugged at his lips.

“I do wonder,” Illario mused, eyes glinting with amusement, “what your former student has planned for us. She’s always had a flair for drama, hasn’t she?” He let the words hang in the air, smooth but edged with subtle barbs. “Tell me, Viago,” he added, something almost sincere beneath the teasing. “Looking back… was she really worth it?”

Viago faltered, caught off guard by the unexpected question. Nelle’s image flashed in his mind for a fleeting moment as she had been years ago: fierce, determined, and unyielding. She had so much fight in her.

It had been years since that day on the streets of Salle, yet the memory remained vivid.

 


 

Her wrist had been so thin he could have broken it with one hand. Instead, Viago tightened his grip just enough to prevent her from escaping. She fought him like a cornered animal; her face twisted in angry defiance.

He had planned everything meticulously. The alley was tucked away near the end of Main Street, quiet with plenty of exits for a quick retreat. His mark—a visiting Orlesian noble—had proven predictably arrogant and inattentive. Precisely the type to fall prey to a clever distraction. And this little street rat would be the perfect accomplice.

He had been watching her for days. She first caught his attention in the bustling marketplace, her patchwork clothes and flawless Orlesian accent enough to swindle a few coins from passersby. When charm failed, though, she had no problem resorting to more direct methods to secure her next meal.

She was fast. But not faster than him.

Just as he felt the tiniest tug of a knife at his pouch, Viago spun, catching her wrist with ease. The pocketknife clattered to the ground. Her eyes, the color of the ocean during a summer storm, flashed with defiance. She glared at him like a wyvern, all fury and no fear.

“Let me go!” she hissed, fumbling for something else in her coat pocket.

Viago barely noticed the familiar glass vial before it shattered at his feet and erupted into a choking cloud of smoke.

“Mierda,” he coughed, dragging her further into the alley, his grip unrelenting. The smoke cleared, and there she was, crouched low against a damp wall, her gaze locked on him with unwavering rage.

“You’ve got two choices,” he said, his voice calm yet deadly. “Point out the idiot Crow you stole that vial from and make some quick coin for five minutes of work… or go about your day. But you’ll never get this opportunity again.”

 


 

The present snapped back into focus as Teia and Rook arrived. Viago straightened, forcing his usual mask of indifference back into place, though his lips twitched at the sight of Teia.

“Idiot,” he spoke as a greeting, his voice rough. He couldn’t help the snarl that laced his tone as he regarded Rook.

“Don’t let Viago’s cool exterior fool you, Nelle.“  Teia’s voice rang out, smooth and seductive. She leaned closer, adding with a teasing lilt, “He’s as glad as anyone to have you back.”

Viago scoffed, the sound barely audible. His eyes narrowed at Teia, and his nose curled up in disgust, but something stirred inside him at her words. He hated that she might be right.

Teia shot him an amused look as though she knew exactly what he was thinking. “Trust me, he complains more when you’re not around.”

“Enough of this,” Viago cut her off. “Did you finish the contract on the Dread Wolf? Did you stop the ritual?” his voice hardened, shifting into the cold authority that was second nature to him. He crossed his arms, tilting his head with a subtle challenge. His gaze locked onto Rook, foregoing the pleasantries all at once. 

“Hello, Viago.” She glanced uneasily in his direction. “ It’s... not as straightforward as we’d hoped.”

“How many times…” His irritation flared, though he clenched his jaw to keep the words in check. “Crows always finish the job!”

“Right, we just can’t take the initiative, can we? My run-in with the Antaam taught me that.” Rook’s voice dripped with sarcasm, the bitterness barely concealed beneath her words.

Viago’s mouth tightened, swallowing the unspoken curse that rose in his throat. He sighed in frustration.

Teia intervened with a knowing glance. “Don’t let him scold you too much. Vi was worried about you,” she said, her hand finding his side and giving it a gentle squeeze—a reminder, perhaps, to behave.

“Rook,” Viago said, deliberately keeping his tone calm, “you remember Caterina Dellamorte.”

Rook’s voice dropped slightly. “The First Talon…” 

Caterina’s gaze flicked over Rook with a faint, calculating smile—a smile that never quite reached her eyes.

“I’m honored,” Rook added, glancing at Illario. “And that makes you…?”

“Illario Dellamorte,” Illario bowed slightly, a playful smile tugging at his lips as his eyes sized Rook up with a mix of scrutiny and desire. Viago noticed but chose to ignore it, keeping his focus solely on Rook.

As she explained why the contract had shifted, Viago couldn’t help but think back to the last time Caterina and Rook had been in a room together. His mind wandered back to that dimly lit chamber where Caterina had questioned her.

 


 

Nelle stood before the First Talon, small and wiry, her shoulders tense but squared. Her clothes hung loose on her frame. She shifted her weight like a cat, unsure whether to pounce or flee. It starkly contrasted with Caterina, whose imposing presence seemed to fill the room. Dark hair streaked with silver framed a face that could stop a man dead in his tracks.

Caterina’s voice cut through the quiet. “Name.”

“Nelle,” she said, her voice steady but guarded.

“Your parents?”

“Dead,” Nelle replied after a pause.

“How?”

“Robbers,” she answered, her dark eyes flickering to the shadows on the floor. Her hands clenched at her sides. “They came for my mother’s brooch.”

“A brooch?” Caterina tilted her head slightly, her curiosity edged with disdain.

Nelle hesitated, then spoke. Each word was carefully chosen. “It was Orlesian. A family heirloom. They thought we had more.”

“Have you ever killed anyone?”

The question had caught Nelle off guard. Viago had seen it in the way her brows furrowed and her hand had tugged nervously at the hem of her tunic. She wasn’t sure how to respond. He saw her mind working, her eyes flicking between Caterina’s face and the shadows. Her gaze darted up, reading the room—gauging what was expected from her. Desired from her.

For a long moment, Nelle had stayed silent. Finally, she shook her head. “No” Viago believed her. She hadn’t killed.

“I’ll grant you your exception, Viago” the First Talon said as she put her focus back on him. “Let us see if you can turn this Rook into a Crow.”

 


 

A name drew Viago back into the present conversation in an instant.

“I need the best, the man who brought Venatori and blood mages to their knees,” Rook explained in a serious tone.

“Lucanis,” Caterina uttered the name softly, her voice carrying both reverence and restraint. “My grandson. They called him the Demon of Vyrantium. He was the one who did those jobs.”

Rook’s eyes lit up with hope—a flicker of optimism Viago knew he had to extinguish. “Lucanis Dellamorte is dead,” he said in a low voice. “He was killed a year ago.”

Caterina’s fingers drummed against the silver crow perched atop her cane.

“What I say doesn’t leave this room,” she finally said, her voice low and commanding. Her iron gaze swept over each person in the room, emphasizing the seriousness of her words.“The body my people brought back was not my grandson. It was dressed in his clothes, and its face had been altered by blood magic to resemble him, but it was not him. Of this, I am certain.”

Illario’s expression twisted with disbelief, his voice rising in anger and betrayal. “What? My cousin is alive, and you didn’t tell me?”

Viago stepped in, cutting through Illario’s outburst. “We knew someone sold him out. How else did they get to him on that boat?” His gaze returned to Caterina. “So you kept your suspicions to yourself...”

Caterina’s piercing gaze shifted to Rook, her voice firm. “I’ve had eyes on the Venatori faction that I believe is responsible. The ritual you disrupted plunged their organization into chaos. They made mistakes, and now I have a location. The Ossuary. Where the Demon of Vyrantium is kept.”

Her voice hardened as she delivered her final command. “Free him. You’ll have your God-killer, and I’ll have my grandson.”






Chapter 6: Into The Depthts Below

Summary:

Rook arrives in the Ossuary and lays eyes on a particularly alluring assassin.

It was scrawled hastily, almost illegible, but one phrase leaped out: The guards won’t go near the Crow anymore.
Rook’s breath caught in her throat. Lucanis, she murmured, her grip tightening on the paper. “So he is here.”

Rook pressed forward through the trembling ruin, her grip firm on her swords as she reached another section sealed off by a faintly humming, crystal-powered barrier. With a steady breath, she pushed open the door—and found the first living souls she’d seen in these depths. Five Venatori guards snapped to attention, their surprise evident as she sauntered towards them.

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Rook adjusted the hooded cape against the night chill as she followed Illario down the narrow cobbled path leading to the docks. Illario walked ahead, his polished boots tapping a confident but hurried rhythm against the stones. His posture was as composed as he could muster, given the revelation he had learned only a few moments earlier.

“You’d think she’d trust me,” Illario muttered, the faintest edge in his voice breaking through his smooth veneer. “But no—Caterina keeps her secrets locked away, even from family. My cousin, alive, and I’m the last to know?”

Rook didn’t respond; she didn’t think he wanted her to. The flirtatious charm he’d wielded so easily at the Cantori Diamond was replaced by something sharper. He was angry, sure, but it wasn’t anger that caught her attention—there was something more vulnerable beneath it, the kind of thing Caterina probably wouldn’t tolerate. 

“Did she think I would do something rash?” he continued, trying to understand what had been behind Caterina's motivations.

Illario turned his head then, fixing her with a look that might have been calculating if not for the faint flicker of something else—hurt? He quickly masked it with a sardonic grin. “And you? Do you think me rash?”

“I think you’re about as rash as Caterina allows you to be.” Rook kept her tone deliberately light, but the words felt heavy nonetheless. Illario cocked his head, his smirk faltering as if he considered her response and what it revealed about her.   

The docks came into view, the faint scent of brine mixing with the musk of damp wood. A small boat rocked gently at the pier, barely visible on the dark water.  A tall, stoic figure, wrapped in a mage’s heavy cloak, stood there, waiting for them. Rook couldn’t make out their features as the mage’s hood partially obscured their face. She suspected she wouldn’t have to worry about engaging in chitchat on the way to the Ossuary.

“Your ride,” Illario said as his hand directed her gaze to the vessel. 

Rook glanced at the mage, who offered her a curt nod before stepping aside to adjust the lines securing the boat. No introduction, no pleasantries. One of Caterina’s handpicked staff. She couldn’t help but wonder if stoicism was a requirement for employees at House Dellamorte. 

Illario lingered as Rook approached the vessel. “You’ll be on your own out there. Caterina insisted it was Crow business—no outsiders allowed.”

Rook stepped onto the boat and turned to face Illario, studying him for a moment longer. His expression was calm, but his eyes hinted at the hurt weighing him down. Caterina’s authority didn’t leave room for questions, but it clearly left room for resentment.

"Good luck, Rook." His voice was softer now, almost sincere. "And… bring him back.”

Rook gave him a slight nod before settling into her seat. The mage untied the boat and swung onto it. Without a word, they raised a hand, and a faint shimmer of magic enveloped the otherwise dark vessel, propelling it smoothly away from the dock.

As the city of Treviso receded into the distance, its famous purple and golden hues from the lanterns fading into the horizon, Rook wrapped herself tight in her cloak. Still, it offered no relief from the growing wind gusts and the occasional spray of ocean water.

Caterina couldn’t get the one with the roof on it? Rook thought bitterly as she tried to stop herself from shivering.

The stars overhead dotted the sky, pointing the way to an unknown fate. Rook glanced up at them; her gaze tracing their cold, flickering light, but it did nothing to settle the unease in her gut. 

The boat glided across the water, swallowed by the night. Without a lantern, they were shadows in a sea of obsidian, adrift in a vast, unknowable void. Her thoughts then shifted to the man she was meant to find—and the reason for her current discomfort. Lucanis Dellamorte—the Demon of Vyrantium. Among both Crows and citizens alike, they spoke his name with equal parts awe and fear. Stories of his contracts were the stuff of legend. Unlike most Crows, his missions often took him far from Antiva, into the heart of Minrathous or the hidden enclaves of the Venatori. If the tales were true, he wasn’t just an assassin but a fury of death unleashed upon his contracts.

Rook had never met Lucanis, but if Illario was any indication, his ego might make the lighthouse feel cramped. Being the First Talon’s grandson probably gets to your head. Rook thought, her lips twitching in a faint, wry smile. Power like that had a way of isolating people, even from themselves.

Still, how does someone like him get caught? The thought gnawed at her, looping tighter the longer she sat with it. He was too careful, too fast, too damn good. A legend. If someone took him down, they’d have to know him. Know his habits, his tells. His blind spots.

A Crow, then. One of their own.

Someone close.

The idea tasted like blood in her mouth. A betrayal made sense—but not the motive. What could they gain from sidelining him? Power? Protection? Or had it been personal? That was the problem with the Crows: everything became personal, eventually.

Her gaze drifted to the horizon, though the Ossuary was still far off. What would she find in that place? After a year locked away—what would be left of him? Would he still be sharp? Still dangerous? Still… him?

If he was alive at all.

It took another hour before the mage murmured a new spell, anchoring the boat above the submerged entrance. She raised her hands to perform a series of intricate gestures. Rook watched, unsure of what to expect, when a portal suddenly burst into existence.


 

The transition was disorienting but brief. When Rook emerged on the other side, it took a moment for her eyes to adjust to the dim, submerged elven ruin that now served as a prison.

An invisible dome encased the crumbling structure, its magic wards softly shimmering like rippling waves in the surrounding water. The prison sat so deep that she could see lava flows glowing below, their faint orange hue contrasting with the marine life that drifted past the barrier, oblivious to the ruin’s grim purpose.

Almost no light penetrated this depth, leaving the structure illuminated with lanterns that cast an otherworldly blue and green glow on its surroundings. 

Her eyes scanned the fragmented path ahead, looking for anything that might hint at her destination. The silence was oppressive, broken only by the faint sound of water dripping. Rook unsheathed her swords as she cautiously advanced deeper into the prison.

The guards who should have been patrolling the halls were conspicuously absent, and the suffocating silence only sharpened her unease. Magical shields slowed her down, but destroying the crystals that charged the spell did the trick. Rook wondered if the wards were meant to keep unwanted guests out… or something else in.

It didn’t take long for trouble to rear its ugly head. Bodies of fallen Venatori lay strewn across the floor like broken dolls, discarded without ceremony. Rook’s mind raced—had the prisoners revolted, or had something far worse wrought this carnage?

She passed rows of cells. Some bore walls smeared with old, dried blood. Others held prisoners—ghouls and undead—who snarled and clawed at the barriers. The sight made her stomach churn, but she pressed on, her focus sharp.

Further in, she entered chambers that clearly had dark purposes. Shackles still clung to human remains, the grey flesh of dead prisoners chained to stone tables blackened with blood. Rook grimaced as she rifled through scattered notes, careful to take any documents that might be useful.

She found notebook after notebook—detailed logs, containing the sort of demon or spirit, incubation periods, and the methods of torture applied. Her search had revealed the horrendous truth of this place—Zara Renata, a high-ranking Venatori mage, and the prison warden, Calavan, had been conducting horrifying experiments, attempting to fuse demons with living hosts. The grotesque implications swirled in Rook's mind, but she didn’t have time to dwell on it. She was here on a mission, after all. 

Just as she turned to leave, a half-covered note caught her eye. It was scrawled hastily, almost illegible, but one phrase leaped out: “The guards won’t go near the Crow anymore.”
Rook’s breath caught in her throat. “Lucanis,” she murmured, her grip tightening on the paper. 

 


 

Rook pressed forward through the trembling ruin, her grip firm on her swords as she reached another section sealed off by a crystal-powered barrier. With a steady breath, she slashed through the crystals and reached for the handle. She pushed open the door—and found the first living souls she’d seen in these depths. Five Venatori guards snapped to attention, their surprise evident as she sauntered towards them.

“Hello, boys,” she greeted them, twirling her blades casually, a smile on her lips. Their eyes darted between her swirling knives and smirking face as they scrambled for their weapons.

“We don’t have to fight,” Rook grinned at them. “I’m just here for Lucanis Dellamorte.”

The scrape of swords leaving scabbards was cut short as a violet-winged shadow descended from a nearby pillar with a grace that defied the brutal purpose of its arrival. Like a dancer moving to a rhythm only he could hear, the figure flowed into the nearest guard. He enfolded him in a silent embrace before spinning him into the path of the next Venatori’s blade. The first man sagged without a sound as the shadow continued its fluid arc, delivering a kick that sent the second guard into a pillar with a sickening thud before crumpling to the floor.

He moved with the effortless precision of a master performer. Each shift a seamless transition, each strike a deliberate beat. In a blur, twin blades appeared in his hands as he made his way towards two more Venatori. He crossed them in a swift, low sweep that ended with them kneeling on the floor, holding their stomachs as entrails slipped out. Then came a sharp pirouette as his hands snapped the last guard’s neck in a single, fluid twist.

It was almost more art than violence to Rook, a showing of lethal elegance where no motion was wasted.  Every movement seemed to pulse with a quiet, devastating power, amplified by the swirling purple aura that coiled and unfurled around him like ethereal armor. Then she saw it—the same glow burned not just around him but within, an inner fire blazing in his eyes.

Rook’s breath hitched as the spectacle ended with a silence more deafening than any applause.

The man with long, dark hair glanced over his shoulder, the spectral wings folding into his body until they vanished entirely. When he turned fully, she could see his features more clearly: a tanned face lined with fatigue, dark eyes shadowed by suspicion, and a nose that bore a slight hook where it had been broken before. A beard obscured the hollowness of his cheeks, but the fullness of his lips was unmistakable as he spoke in a deep, rich voice.

“Who are you? Who sent you?”

Chapter 7: Sea of Blood

Summary:

Lucanis goes home.

“Who are you?” he asked, studying her.

Her complexion was lighter than the average Antivan, but the sun had still kissed her skin plenty, scattering freckles lightly across her nose. Her features were delicate—noble-born, if he had to guess. But her stance? That was unmistakable. Crow.

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He approached them from behind, moving slowly and carefully as he slipped behind a broken pillar. The guards were still arguing, their words hurried and their movements restless. He pressed a hand against the rubble, testing its strength—if it crumbled, it would alert them to his presence. The stone held firm. Satisfied, he climbed swiftly.

From his perch, he surveyed the scene below. The positions of his targets, potential chokepoints, advantages, weaknesses—his mind mapped it all out in seconds. But beneath that cold calculation, a rough voice scraped against his thoughts, goading him into action.

Strike now. Rip them. Apart. Bathe in their fear.

Lucanis exhaled sharply, whispering back, “ We’re almost out of this pit. Don’t ruin it now.”

He played out the assault in his mind, rehearsing each motion. He just needed the right moment.

The door ahead swung open.

Smells like. Salt. And. Jasmin.

Like Treviso. The thought struck him with unexpected force. Like home. The word carried such weight that it almost hurt to think it.

Then she walked into the room.

Not walked— strutted. A controlled prowl, her fingers spinning blades with effortless dexterity. His eyes traced the motion before flicking to her lips when she spoke his name. They were stained the color of his favorite Antivan red.

She shouldn’t have caught his eye—not here, not now. But the way she spun her daggers like an afterthought… it stirred something inconvenient.

The guards moved toward her, and Lucanis seized his chance. He struck swiftly, cutting through them with ruthless efficiency. For a fleeting moment, the battle moved as if choreographed—fighters in perfect rhythm, intention and determination in seamless harmony.

When the last body fell, he straightened, turning slowly to face her as he felt his companion retreating beneath the surface, satisfied with the violence.

“Who are you?” he asked, studying her.

Her complexion was lighter than the average Antivan, but the sun had still kissed her skin plenty, scattering freckles lightly across her nose. Her features were delicate—noble-born, if he had to guess. But her stance? That was unmistakable. Crow.

She lowered her weapons, though not her guard. “You can call me Rook. House De Riva,” she said. A beat passed before she added, “Caterina sent me.”

“Caterina.” As the name left his lips, Spite recoiled at the tangle of emotions it stirred.

Rook studied him, curiosity tempered with caution. “I was supposed to break you out of a cell,” she spoke, “but it looks like you beat me to it.”

Lucanis didn’t respond immediately. He knelt beside the bodies, sifting through the bloody aftermath of his own making, salvaging anything useful—armor, weapons, whatever could be repurposed. A third stiletto joined the collection, strapped to his body, this one secured just above his knee.

“So…” Rook’s voice cut through the quiet. “You’re possessed?”

Lucanis didn’t look up. “It’s complicated.”

She huffed a soft laugh. “If you know the route out of here, you can tell me all about it on the way.” That smile of hers came easily, he noted.

His own expression darkened as he moved toward a door behind her. “I can’t leave yet.”

Rook frowned, but before she could ask, he clarified. “They have a vial of my blood. It’s how they control me—and the demon. I need to destroy it first.”

Understanding flickered across her face before her brows settled into a look of determination. She fell into step behind him without hesitation.

“And my contract is here. The prison warden, Calivan.”

Lucanis didn’t have to finish the thought.

“And a Crow never abandons a contract,” Rook sighed. “Lead the way.”

 


 

Lucanis was quiet. 

He couldn't shake the feeling that this was all some elaborate trick, that he would wake to find himself still trapped in the Ossuary, bound by blood magic that burned through his veins like acid, powerless and in someone else's hands. But the cold wind that stung his cheeks and the sea spray that misted against his face were undeniably real. The rhythmic rocking of the boat beneath them, wooden planks creaking with each swell, was real. The sharp scent of salt and damp wood filled his lungs, burning slightly after months of breathing nothing but his prison's stale, copper-tinged air.

And then—Spite.

The demon's voice coiled through his mind, laughing now, shrieking in glee. 

Free. FREE AT LAST! Let them weep. Let them. SUFFER.  Carve a path through their. Wretched flesh!

Lucanis clenched his fists. Uncertainty pressed down on him like a lead chain threatening to pull him beneath the dark waters they crossed. What would it be like to go home now? Would they see the man who had left or the monster that had returned?

He had seen the changes in the mocking reflection of his own face—Spite's spectral form, wearing his features like a cruel parody. The shaggy hair, the unkempt beard, and the shadowed eyes—far removed from the meticulously groomed man he once was.

He had to stay composed. In control. The iron discipline that had kept him alive couldn't falter now.

The lantern glow of his city drew closer. Treviso's landscape—tall spires and sprawling bridges, gilded rooftops catching the first sunrays—loomed before them. It was beautiful and familiar, a painting he had carried in his mind during the darkest hours of his imprisonment. It made his chest tighten with an emotion he refused to name.

He exhaled slowly, the warm cloud of his breath dissipating in the chill air as he forced himself to focus. He glanced at Rook.

She had sat comfortably in his brooding silence for the last hour, unbothered by the absence of conversation—that was rare among the perpetually chattering assassins of his guild. His gaze traced the reflection of Treviso in the dark pools of her eyes, and for a moment, he marveled at the depth there, hidden currents beneath a deceptively still surface.

Then, without warning, her eyes darted to his. He had expected scrutiny, suspicion, perhaps even the edge of fear in her expression. The cautious look reserved for wild animals and madmen, but there was none of that. Only a steady assessment.

Rook was the one to break the silence.

"You should know," she began, seemingly choosing her words carefully, "Caterina accepted a contract on your behalf in exchange for getting you out of the Ossuary."

"Of course," Lucanis said before slowly curling his lips into a half smile that didn't reach his eyes. Caterina was nothing if not calculating. Each move on her personal chessboard was planned ten steps ahead, and she never let sentiment cloud her judgment. Not even for family.

"Who?" he asked, his voice quieter now.

Rook hesitated. That told him enough; it wouldn’t be easy.

"You should talk to her first," her tone final as the shoreline drew closer.

The boat rocked gently as it slid up to the dock. Lucanis moved with ease, stepping onto solid ground, but the moment his boots met the familiar stones, something inside him locked tight. He felt his throat close up.

He wasn't ready for this.

The isolation of the Ossuary had left him raw, like a nerve exposed to open air. He had spent a year reducing himself to nothing but purpose and survival, whittling away everything soft and human. But here, in Treviso, he wasn't a prisoner or an abomination clawing his way free. He was Lucanis Dellamorte, Master assassin, and heir to the First Talon, a man of reputation and carefully cultivated fear. He had to wear that skin again, pull it over the creature he had become, and pray the seams didn't show.

Play your part. Pretend. You're still human. We both. Know better.

As they made their way through Treviso's winding streets, bells chimed the early hour in the distance, the sound both welcome and jarring to ears accustomed to silence broken only by screams. 

The Cantori Diamond loomed ahead. Usually, this was where the pulse of the Crows beat strongest. Laughter, quiet dealings, whispered promises of death—it all lived here. But today, something was very wrong.

The halls were still, and the rooms, typically buzzing with quiet conversations and dangerous flirtations, stood dark and abandoned.

He caught movement at the far end of the main room, where the moonlight streamed through a shattered stained-glass window. Three figures stood together, their heads bowed and their postures stiff.

Lucanis slowed, something in his gut twisting hard.

When Teia and Viago finally looked up, their eyes widened in unison, their sharp breaths breaking the silence.

Like they had seen a ghost.

"Maker…" Teia was the first to speak. 

Viago took a step towards him. "Lucanis?"

"What happened here?" Lucanis’s gaze swept over the ransacked room. The usual elegance of the Cantori Diamond was nowhere to be found—this wasn't just chaos. This was a warning.

The third figure slammed a hand against the table with a sharp crack. "A message," Illario said bitterly, his voice edged with rage barely contained, before turning to face him. "From Zara Renata."

Lucanis narrowed his eyes as the name drove Spite into a frenzy. The demon's presence clawed at the inside of his skull, demanding release and vengeance in equal measure to the pain inflicted.

Rook turned to him. "Isn't that the bitch who captured you?" she asked bluntly.

He simply nodded.

Illario stepped toward Lucanis, his expression caught between disbelief and caution. He placed a firm hand on Lucanis's shoulder, grounding them both in the reality of the moment. "I can't believe it. You're home."

Lucanis met his cousin's gaze and clasped his forearm in silent greeting, a gesture between blood that spoke what words couldn't—that despite everything, some bonds remained unbroken.

But his mind had already moved forward.

"Zara?" Lucanis went past Illario, surveying the wreckage with a careful eye. "Her people got this close?" The question carried the weight of professional assessment and personal affront—the territory of the Crows had always been inviolable, and Zara had already taken too much from him.

"Revenge for the breakout, perhaps?" Rook offered.

Sudden realization hit Lucanis hard. “Where’s Caterina?” he tried his best to keep the rising panic out of his tone, but it crept in at the edges, betraying him.

Teia bowed her head, tears emerging from her almond-shaped eyes. “She’s… she… ” the words strangle in her throat as Viago places a protective arm around her shoulder, his face grim. 

“The Venatori got her in the confusion,” Viago finally confessed.

Illario’s features twisted in grief. “I get one of you back,”  his voice sounded hollow with despair, “only to lose the other.”

Lucanis bowed his head, shoulders tensing as the devastating news settled in his chest. From his peripheral vision, he caught Rook's hesitant movement—her hand reaching toward him in an instinctive gesture of comfort before uncertainty made her withdraw it. "Lucanis, I'm so sorry," she spoke softly, her voice carrying such genuine compassion that it momentarily stole the breath from his lungs.

The room erupted into chaos as Viago, Teia, and Illario launched into a heated debate about their response to this grievous affront. Viago—typically the hot-headed one—surprisingly advocated for measured restraint. Teia, by contrast, demanded with a rising voice that House enemies should pay in blood. Meanwhile, Illario assumed his familiar role of the critic, methodically dismantling each suggestion with a warm smile and sardonic commentary.

Throughout their argument, Lucanis remained silent, yet he was keenly aware of another's attention. Turning slightly, he caught Rook hastily averting her gaze, though not before he glimpsed the sneaking resignation darkening her features—the silent acknowledgment that her contract would surely be forfeit.

Drawing himself to his full height, Lucanis crossed his arms firmly across his chest. "No." The single word commanded immediate silence. "Caterina gave me a contract."

"You only just got here," Illario protested, indignation seeping from him. "And already you want to leave again?"

"I'm not breaking the last deal my Talon made." Lucanis's voice cracked with raw emotion as he locked eyes with his cousin. "Would you?"

The question hung between them as Illario's resolve visibly crumbled under Lucanis's unwavering stare.

"When the contract is done," Lucanis continued, his voice regaining its firmness, "I'll come home."

They forged an uneasy compromise in the tense negotiations that followed: Teia and Viago would orchestrate the Crow's response against the Antaam and Venatori forces. Lucanis would fulfill his contract and start his pursuit of Zara Renata. Illario contributed little beyond his insistence to be present when Lucanis finally confronted her. Vindictive satisfaction surged through Lucanis in the form of Spite when Teia proposed the ultimate retribution: cutting out Zara's heart.

 


 

Lucanis found Rook waiting by the Eluvian, her hands fidgeting with a small blade. He had taken the first opportunity to rid himself of the scavenged rags, replacing them with proper clothes and armor. 

Rook led him through the Crossroads, her pace unhurried but steady. He tried to focus on its impossible beauty—the endless paths stretching into the unknown, the way the Fade itself seemed to hum beneath his feet. But the moment he stepped fully into this place-between-places, a dull, pulsing ache bloomed behind his eyes.

Magic. Always magic.

Still, he listened as Rook spoke, her voice an easy anchor in this strange space. She talked about the workings of the Lighthouse, the mirror portals, and the people working with her.

"And then there’s the Caretaker," she added, glancing around as though expecting it to materialize at the mention of its name. "We’re still not entirely sure if it was here the whole time or…" She waved a hand vaguely through the air. "If it just kind of appeared?"

Lucanis surprised himself with a rough chuckle that scraped against his throat. “That’s comforting.”

They walked in silence for a time, a duet of boots clicking softly against the stone of the fade, until Rook finally asked, “Why did you decide to honor the contract?”

Lucanis didn’t answer right away. Instead, he let his gaze drift to the paths ahead, the roads not taken, the ones still waiting.

“I already told you.” His voice was quiet, steady. “For Caterina.”

A pause. And then, more honestly—

“And I owe you.”

He glanced sideways at her, his lips moving into something that wasn’t quite a smirk but wasn’t far from it. The expression settled naturally on his features as though returning to its rightful place after a long absence.



Chapter 8: A Man And His Demon

Summary:

The gang discusses Spite and gets a glimpse of the anger and violence he is capable of.

"Well, there is one sure way," Bellara hesitated, her voice faltering. "But it's, well... we'd have to... um—"

"You'd have to kill me," Lucanis finished for her, his voice detached as if he were talking about going to the market.

Finally, he pivoted to face them. He stood meticulously dressed—his shirt pressed to precision beneath a fitted vest that emphasized his toned strength, dark trousers tailored to accommodate both elegance and the swift movements their profession demanded. Two small Crow pins glinted at his collar in the firelight, connected by a delicate silver chain—a silent declaration of the allegiance that defined him.

"Well..." Rook tilted her head, breaking the tension. "How about we keep that as a last-ditch effort?"

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After returning to the Lighthouse, exhaustion crashed over Rook, settling into her bones with a relentless ache. She climbed the stone steps to the room where she’d stashed her belongings, pausing for a moment in the doorway. Her gaze lingered on the large couch, a temptation too powerful to ignore. 

There was no denying now that the Lighthouse possessed some consciousness of its own. Responding to its new inhabitants with an almost childlike eagerness, it read their needs and manifested solutions in ways both startling and occasionally comical, like the ornate bathtub that had materialized in her quarters as if conjured from nothing but air.

After spending the past twenty-four hours submerged in an underwater ruin, the mere thought of surrounding herself with water again made her skin crawl. Yet the grime of battle clung to her, forming a second skin. With reluctance born of necessity, she surrendered to the ritual of cleansing.

Fresh clothes—a simple shirt and trousers—helped renew her energy. She rolled her shoulders, exhaling slowly. It was time to move forward.

Neve.

She needed to hear how matters had unfolded in Minrathous and if she had managed to gather any leads. If there was anyone who knew how to weave through the dangers of Tevinter’s underbelly, it was the detective.

Rook found her in one of the smaller buildings clinging to the courtyard. Its tall windows, once grand, were now smothered in dead vines. Inside, Neve stood leaning against a wooden desk, arms crossed, her gaze following the wisps hovering through the air. Their soft glow illuminated the dim space in a slow, pulsing rhythm.

One wisp fluttered too close, knocking over an unlit lantern. Neve sighed, rubbing her temple as the tiny entity darted away in startled panic.

Rook smirked as she stepped through the doorway. “Hi, Neve.” Her voice carried just enough amusement to earn her a glance. Then, glancing at the wisps swirling in erratic patterns above them, she added, “Hello, wisps.” Rook chuckled. “Didn’t take you for someone who attracts spirits, Neve.”

Neve’s deadpan stare could have cut through stone. “I don’t. They’re just nosy little pests.”

“Well, who wouldn’t want to learn more about Minrathous’ infamous detective?” Rook teased before shifting to a more serious tone. “So… how bad is it?”

Neve exhaled sharply, fingers drumming against the desk behind her.

“Minrathous is getting worse.”

Rook leaned against one of the wooden crates, arms crossed. “Define ‘worse.’”

“The Venatori have been more active than we anticipated. Ceremonies and rituals have increased, and it’s not just hidden gatherings anymore—there are public displays, open calls for ‘loyal’ Tevinter citizens to attend.” Neve shook her head. “People are disappearing. And red lyrium relics are flooding the black market. None of it is good news.”

Rook tensed, biting her lip. The growing influence of the Venatori, the corruption of red lyrium—all painted a grim picture. But before she could dwell too much on it, Neve’s sharp gaze flicked to her.

"I saw someone with you earlier," Neve said, one eyebrow arched in perfect skepticism. "Was that the Demon?"

Rook sighed. “About that—”

The door creaked open, and Bellara strode in smiling, absently tucking rebellious strands of hair behind her ear. She carried a notebook under one arm, fingers tapping an absentminded rhythm against its cover. Rook noticed the dirt under her nails, remnants of the artifact she’d been examining.

Bellara nodded toward the stack of Minrathous newspapers Neve had been sifting through. “Mind if I take those?”

As Bellara searched the newspapers for her beloved serials, Rook took a moment to explain Lucanis' situation to the two mages. 

Rook’s hand hovered over the edge of the table. “They... experimented on him,” she said at last. “Used blood magic to bind him to a demon called Spite.”

Bellara looked up sharply. Neve’s face didn’t change, but her fingers stilled on the parchment she was holding.

“He didn’t choose it,” Rook added, feeling the strange need to defend this fractured man.

Rook left them to their research about possession, retreating to her quarters to rest. By the time she awoke, what passed for the night had settled over the Lighthouse. Rook made her way through the courtyard to the dining hall. As she pushed open the heavy wooden door, she took in the scene before her—three figures illuminated by dancing firelight.

Bellara and Neve sat with their backs to her at the dining table, half-empty cups abandoned before them. Across from them, Lucanis stood by the hearth—one hand resting casually on the weathered stone mantel, the other perched at his hip with the nonchalance of a man accustomed to appearing at ease while remaining coiled for violence. The flames painted his sharp features in amber and shadow, rendering his expression unreadable.

"It's the same thing! Mostly. Kind of," Bellara exclaimed, her hands animating her frustration.

"Except one will manipulate you. Or kill you. Or both," Neve interjected, her voice carrying the edge of someone who'd witnessed such horrors firsthand.

Lucanis' gaze remained fixed on the flickering flames. "But how do you get rid of them?" The question hung in the air.

Bellara and Neve exchanged loaded glances, their expertise suddenly insufficient against such an inquiry.

"What's everyone talking about?" Rook asked as she approached.

"Spite," Lucanis answered flatly, his back still turned.

“The demon in Lucanis,” Bellara added.

"When a person gets possessed, the demon usually takes control," Neve explained, her head turning towards Rook while still keeping one eye on the other assassin. 

"And they turn into a monster. The spirit just... molds them. However they want," Bellara added as her eyes darted to Lucanis's rigid silhouette.

"I've heard of abominations being cured by killing the demon in the Fade," Neve offered, though her tone betrayed the fragility of this hope. "That's not a sure bet, though."

"Well, there is one sure way," Bellara hesitated, her voice faltering. "But it's, well... we'd have to... um—"

"You'd have to kill me," Lucanis finished for her, his voice detached as if he were talking about going to the market.

Finally, he turned to face them. He stood meticulously dressed—his shirt pressed to precision beneath a fitted vest that emphasized his toned strength, dark trousers tailored to accommodate both elegance and the swift movements their profession demanded. Two small Crow pins glinted at his collar in the firelight, connected by a delicate silver chain—a silent declaration of the allegiance that defined him.

"Well..." Rook tilted her head, breaking the tension. "How about we keep that as a last resort?"

She caught the subtle but sudden jerk of his head, his gaze snapping to something—someone—beside her that only he could perceive. His features contorted briefly before he wrenched his attention away, jaw muscles tensing as he clenched his teeth like a man ignoring a feral dog circling too close, refusing to acknowledge the threat lest it pounce.

Neve and Bellara continued their discussion, but their voices became background noise as Lucanis suddenly reeled sideways, as if struck by an invisible force. His head snapped violently, and blood sprayed from his nose before he could raise his hand to contain the flow.

The room plunged into horrified silence, broken only by the scraping of wood on stone as both Bellara and Neve shot to their feet. Rook instinctively surged forward—only for Lucanis to raise a bloodied palm.

"No. It's fine. I'm fine," he insisted, the blood seeping between his fingers contradicting his words.

Rook stared at him in utter disbelief. "What did he do that for?" 

"Throwing a tantrum when he doesn't get his way," Lucanis muttered darkly as he checked to see if the bleeding had stopped.

Neve shifted uncomfortably. "But... he can just take you over? Make you do what he wants?"

"He'd do this in the Ossuary," Lucanis explained with exhausted resignation. "The Fade does whatever a spirit wants. Real walls and chains, not so much."

He turned back toward the flames, his shoulders rigid with weariness. "Just... give me a minute. He'll get bored once everyone leaves."

Rook lingered for a heartbeat longer, studying the tension carved into every line of his body. The last thing she wanted to do right now was to leave him alone after he had already endured so much solitude. He seemed adamant, though, and so she exhaled softly. "Welcome to the team."

Rook and the others withdrew, leaving the assassin alone with his demon—a man and his shadow, locked in battle for a single soul.

Chapter 9: Shadows of Minrathous

Summary:

Neve shows Rook and Lucanis around Minrathous and hunts down a dangerous relic.

"Rook, Lucanis," she said, casually gesturing to him, "meet the Viper."

Rook's reaction was immediate and unexpected—pure delight spread across her face. "The name, the entrance..." She grinned broadly, almost bouncing on her toes. "I have so many questions!"

Neve caught the slight twitch at Lucanis's mouth—an almost-smile that vanished as quickly as it had appeared. Interesting. There was more to the Demon of Vyrantium than his reputation suggested. 

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Dock Town, Minrathous. Her city. Her home. Flawed and fractured, but still hers. The kind of place that left scars—but also taught you how to fight back.

"Trust no one, expect the worst, and you might just get by," Neve told her new companions as she led them beneath another crumbling archway. Her voice remained low, eyes constantly scanning their surroundings. "The moment you think you understand this city is the moment it swallows you whole."

The salt-laden breeze carried the familiar scents of spice, smoke, and low tide—the perfume of Dock Town. Here, away from the gleaming spires and marble facades of the magisterium, real Minrathous throbbed with life. Her neighborhood. Her people. The ones who would suffer first when the powerful played their games.

Neve watched Lucanis from the corner of her eye. The assassin moved with a quiet purpose, constantly scanning their surroundings for anything out of the ordinary. Smart. He'd need those instincts here. Everyone was a potential informant, and every dark corner was a trap waiting to be sprung. His reputation as the Demon of Vyrantium had traveled far, reaching the Shadow Dragons' whisper network. She'd connected him to several Venatori deaths over the years—bodies found with precise wounds that spoke of practiced skill and cold efficiency.

Rook followed with curious eyes, taking in everything. Too interested, perhaps. In Minrathous, curiosity was often rewarded with a knife in the dark. But there was something about her—a self-assuredness that suggested competence beneath that wondering gaze. She might actually be worth the trouble Varric claimed she was. Still, Neve wouldn't bet her life on it. Not yet. 

"Neve!"

She turned toward the familiar voice, unable to suppress the smile that crossed her lips at the sight of Tarquin. His dark overcoat contrasted sharply with his bright Tevene clothing—a statement in itself about straddling different worlds. Tarquin's face bore the scars of someone who'd survived Minrathous's harsher lessons, his neatly trimmed beard framing a perpetual half-smile. He was one of the few people in this city she would even consider turning her back to.

"Tarquin," she greeted him warmly. "You look well."

"And you remain as elusive as ever. I heard rumours you'd left the city."

Before Neve could respond, she sensed rather than saw another arrival—the subtle shift in the air before a figure descended from above with characteristic flair. Always one for dramatics, despite her repeated suggestions that someday it would get him killed.

When the newcomer rose to his full height, he struck an imposing figure. He towered over most men, broad shoulders hinting at the corded muscle beneath his cape. The lower half of his face remained obscured by a mask, his features cast in shadow by his hood, revealing only calculating eyes that seemed to take in everything at once.

"Rook, Lucanis," she said, casually gesturing to him, "meet the Viper."

Rook's reaction was immediate and unexpected as pure delight spread across her face. "The name, the entrance..." She grinned broadly, almost bouncing on her toes. "I have so many questions!"

Neve caught the slight twitch at Lucanis's mouth, an almost-smile that vanished as quickly as it had appeared. Interesting. There was more to the Demon of Vyrantium than his reputation suggested. 

She had spent the last few days observing Lucanis. He had claimed the pantry as his own sleeping quarters, an odd choice, but fitting in a way she couldn’t quite articulate. He moved through the Lighthouse like someone born in the spaces between—never fully belonging, never out of place like he’d spent his life learning to vanish before the world could see him.

She couldn’t tell where the Demon ended and the man began—but either way, he moved like someone who’d made peace with every awful thing he had to do. And maybe that was what made him dangerous. Or perhaps it made him honest.

Neve’s focus snapped back to the two Shadow Dragons beside her when they got to business. 

"So why did you request a meeting? Has this something to do with your work with Varric?" 

"Two ancient elven gods have escaped their prison," Rook said bluntly. "They're gathering strength, and we need to stop them."

Even now, as Rook recounted the events Neve herself had witnessed, they sounded like a fabrication—an elaborate tale spun to swindle the gullible out of their hard-earned coin. But Neve had seen enough in her years as an investigator to know that the most outlandish tales often held the darkest truths.

"They blighted a village called D'meta's Crossing," Neve informed the two Shadow Dragons. “Every soul—gone. The ground itself corrupted."  The memory chilled her to the bone. What happened there couldn't happen here. Not to her people, not to her city—no matter how corrupted parts of it might be.

The Viper's eyes narrowed, but he remained silent.

"There were Venatori whispers about this place," he finally said, his voice low and somber. "Now we know why."

Their conversation shifted to other matters—whispers from the streets, movements within the city, pieces of a larger game unfolding in shadows—but one matter loomed larger than the rest.

"A Red Lyrium relic," Tarquin said, placing a detailed sketch on a nearby barrel. "We've been tracking it for weeks."

Neve's blood ran cold at the mention of Red Lyrium. She'd seen what the corrupted substance could do—how it twisted bodies and minds, how it sang with malevolent power. Kirkwall had nearly fallen to its influence. 

"Blood magic is bad enough," Tarquin continued, "but this? Red Lyrium amplifies it and strengthens demon-summoning.”

Neve stiffened. “Who has it?”

Tarquin shook his head. “We heard the smuggler might be one of the Threads. The buyer is still unknown. The last trace was in Dock Town, but if we don’t move fast—”

“I’ll track it down,” Neve cut in. “Dock Town is my home. I’ll find the smuggler, identify the buyer.”

To her surprise, Rook stepped forward. “We’ll help.”

“That’s not necessary.” Neve frowned.

“I didn’t say it was,” Rook replied. “But we’re here asking for help against elven gods. It’s only fair we give some in return.”

Neve hesitated. She didn’t like relying on anyone. Didn’t need to. But there was something in Rook’s stance—solid, unyielding. There was no hesitation in the offer; the decision had already been made. It was the kind of resolve you couldn’t fake.

And they were Crow-trained. That might prove helpful if things turned ugly. They usually did in Minrathous.

 


 

"The Threads used to have a code," Neve explained as she led Rook and Lucanis through the narrow, winding streets of Dock Town. "They smuggle luxuries, run protection rackets, occasionally sell counterfeit charms—but never weapons, never Red Lyrium. Never anything that would poison their own neighborhood."

She nodded to a few locals as they passed—a fish vendor who'd once hidden her from Venatori agents, an elderly woman who mended sails and gathered information with equal skill, a former slave now running a small but thriving spice shop. Her people. The ones who counted on her when schemes of the powerful spilled over into their lives.

"So what changed?" Lucanis asked.

"Good question." Neve paused at a corner, watching a group of laborers load crates onto a cart. "Money, most likely. Or threats. The Venatori aren't known for taking no for an answer."

As they walked, Neve fell into step beside Lucanis, her curiosity getting the better of her reserve. They shared a common enemy in the Venatori, and that made him... not quite a friend, but perhaps an ally worth understanding.

"So, the Demon of Vyrantium, huh?" she asked teasingly, gauging the man behind the legend. 

Lucanis let out a raspy laugh that was so unexpected it made Rook glance back at them. The sound was warm, genuine—and it caught Neve off guard. She hadn’t expected warmth from the notorious assassin. And yet, it lingered in that laugh—unguarded, real. Dangerous, in its own way.

"The name wasn't literal when I got it," he answered, that easy charm rolling off him.

"No, but the reputation that went with it," Neve countered, testing the waters to see how he reacted to his notoriety.

"I suppose I earned it." His voice carried no pride, only a quiet acknowledgment of what necessity had made him become.

"And then some," she said playfully. "Assuming my sources are accurate."

"Your sources?" He raised an eyebrow.

"You know, you're practically a legend among the Shadow Dragons. At least, the Demon is," she said, watching for his reaction as much as teasing him. 

"Famous? Or infamous?" There was a hint of amusement in his voice now.

"What can I say—we're all big supporters of your work. The Shadow Dragons always appreciated a professional, especially one who kept Venatori nervous.”

She noticed Rook glancing back at them, a slight furrow between her brows. Interesting. There was something there—a dynamic Neve hadn't quite worked out yet. She'd keep watching. In her experience, understanding the relationships between allies was just as crucial as understanding enemies.

 


 

Her network of contacts in Dock Town had always been her greatest asset as an investigator. If she used the right pressure points, greased the right palms, and whispered into the right ear, she might get the buyer's name—or at least the smuggler's.

Three contacts, two bribes, and one thinly veiled threat later, Neve's fingers traced the worn leather of her notebook as she pieced together the fragments of intelligence. The final piece had come from Rana, the former templar and partner of Brom, whose presence was ever by Neve's side in the form of his chantry amulet.

The name emerged from the assembled evidence loud and clear: Albin Bataris. Not just any magister's son, but one whose family had been overseeing construction at the Spillway—the perfect place for clandestine meetings.

“If the exchange is happening today as our information suggests, we can intercept them before the relic changes hands," Neve said with conviction.

"And if we're too late?" Lucanis asked.

Neve's expression hardened. "Then we hunt Bataris down and take it from him before he can use it. One way or another, that relic isn't leaving Dock Town."

 


 

The salty air of the harbor whipped at Neve's face as they crouched behind a stack of shipping crates at the Spillway's edge, the wood damp and swollen beneath her fingertips. Rook knelt beside her, while Lucanis positioned himself in the shadows nearby. 

"Remember," Neve spoke softly, "the priority is the relic. We need to destroy it before—"

She tensed as footsteps echoed against the stone. A figure appeared, hood pulled low despite the warm day—the Thread Smuggler, right on time. Moments later, someone else approached from the opposite direction.

She watched Albin's aristocratic profile appear in the courtyard through a narrow gap between crates. The Bataris signet ring gleamed on his finger as he gestured to the hooded Thread smuggler. 

"You have it?" Albin's voice carried across the courtyard, imperious even in conspiracy.

The smuggler nodded, producing a small wooden box. As he opened it, a sickly red glow spilled out. Neve felt the Veil thinning around them as Albin couldn't resist a taste of the power the relic promised. Another disruption, another tear in the fabric separating their world from the Fade.

"For the gods, and Tevinter reborn," Albin announced, his Tevene accent precise and cultured, making the blasphemy sound almost reasonable. "Your service ensures their return to power, and with it, Tevinter's true glory."

As the first wisps of demonic essence began to curl through the air, Neve caught Lucanis's and Rook’s eyes and nodded once—time to move.

She surged forward, cold magic gathering at her fingertips as she slipped from cover. Ice crystallized in the air around her, forming jagged shards that she sent hurtling toward the smuggler's feet, pinning him in place.

Bataris jerked in surprise, raising a hand crackling with arcane energy. But before the spell left his lips, Lucanis was on him. The Crow’s blades flickered, one aimed directly at the magister’s throat.

Albin twisted away at the last second, narrowly avoiding the killing blow. He retaliated with a burst of magic, enough to send Lucanis skidding back.

"Protect the relic!" Albin shouted to the smuggler, who was struggling against his icy bonds. "They mustn't destroy it!"

Neve didn't hesitate. She channeled a barrage of ice through her scepter that slammed into a cluster of shrieking demons now tearing through the weakened Veil. They scattered briefly, then veered toward Lucanis.

But before they could reach him, Rook was there. She dove beneath the arc of a wayward ice crystal, rolling to her feet just in time to drive her blade upward through a demon's maw. Another lunged, and she sidestepped, gracefully spinning as her second dagger found its target. In moments, the Fade-spawn dissolved into nothingness, their cries echoing into the void.

Now the two Crows moved as one as they circled Albin like predators. Their strikes danced in tandem—Lucanis feinting high while Rook swept low, reading each other's intentions without a word. Where one fell back, the other surged forward, pressing Albin with a relentless, merciless rhythm.

Meanwhile, Neve advanced on the smuggler, who had broken free of her ice. "The relic," she demanded, extending her hand. "Give it to me now, and you might walk away from this."

The smuggler clutched the box tighter, his eyes darting frantically between Neve and the exits. With sudden desperation, he hurled the relic at Neve's face and lunged for his concealed dagger. "Venatori take you all!" he snarled, slashing wildly as he tried to create space for escape.

Neve sidestepped the flying relic with ease, catching it one-handed while simultaneously blasting ice across the ground that instantly solidified around the smuggler's ankles, trapping him mid-stride as his momentum sent him crashing face-first onto the stone floor.

"You can't win this, Bataris," Neve called out, her focus now on the last remaining threat. She gathered her power again, feeling the temperature around her drop. "Your demons are gone."

Albin sneered, spinning his staff in a flourish that left a trail of purple light in its wake. "I don't need demons to deal with the likes of—"

His taunt died as Neve's ice spike caught him just as he twisted away from Rook’s blade. Pain and shock registered on his face, and in that crucial moment of distraction, Lucanis struck.

He angled his dagger with chilling precision, dancing into his path and finding flesh. Albin's scream echoed off the stone walls surrounding the secluded forum as he skidded across the floor, his staff clattering away. His face twisted in pain and fury as blood seeped through his fingers.

"It's over," Neve said, approaching the fallen mage.

The smuggler, now bound in the corner, watched with wide eyes as Neve knelt beside Albin, her expression hardening with the promise of what would come if he refused to cooperate.

“I want answers,” she hissed.

But she would get none.

The clanking sound of boots marching towards them silenced them all. They watched as templars in their gleaming armor advanced into the courtyard. A man with the stiff spine of authority and none of its honor strode at their head, followed closely by Magister Bataris himself, his expensive robes swirling dramatically around him.

"What is the meaning of this?" the Magister demanded, his voice loud with outrage. "You dare assault my son?"

Neve’s jaw clenched. “He’s working with the Venatori, he was smuggling Red Lyrium—”

“A misunderstanding,” The magister interrupted smoothly, already turning to the Knight-commander at his side. “Surely you can see this is all a grave mistake.”

The commander didn’t even flinch. “We’ll take it from here.”

Neve glowered at him, her fury barely held in check. She knew how this would go; she’d seen it too many times.

The smuggler, battered and wide-eyed, was dragged to his feet and cuffed.

Albin, bleeding but still smug, was helped up more gently. He didn’t look at his father—he looked at Neve. And smiled.

"How familiar," Neve said, loud enough for everyone to hear, unable to contain her bitterness. "I tie something up only for you to undo it."

“Careful, Gallus,” the commander warned her, as if she were the criminal here.

Neve didn’t answer. She couldn’t trust her voice.

 


 

The walk back to the Shadow Dragon hideout was filled with tense silence. The narrow streets of Dock Town, usually a comfort to Neve, felt oppressive under the weight of their defeat.

The city was quieter now, colder. Lucanis walked a pace behind her, his blades sheathed, but the tension in his frame hadn’t faded. Rook stared straight ahead, lips pressed thin.

“We’ll try again,” Rook said quietly beside her. “And next time, we won’t be so polite.”

Neve glanced at her sharply. There was something in Rook's voice—a personal understanding that went beyond simple observation—another piece of the puzzle that was Varric's agent.

Back in the safety of the Shadow Dragons' hideout, Neve faced Tarquin and the Viper, her voice clipped as she relayed what had happened.

“The idol is gone,” she said. “Destroyed. But Bataris walked. The Venatori are more deeply entrenched than we thought.”

"So the Venatori serve these gods," Tarquin said, troubled.

"Why?" The Viper asked. "They’ve always wanted Tevinter’s old glory and power, not gods."

Neve felt a chill. "Unless they think the gods are the old pantheon. If an ancient power promised them control of Tevinter,” she trailed off.

“The venatori would sign the deal in blood.” Tarquin finished her sentence.

The silence that followed was heavy with dread.

"False gods or real ones," Rook said firmly, "they destroyed D'meta's Crossing. They'll destroy more if we don't stop them."

“The Dragons will monitor every Venatori move,” the Viper promised. “Anything we uncover—we’ll pass it on.”

He turned to Rook and Lucanis, “Your actions with the idol have proven your worth. The Dragons stand with you in this.”

As they prepared to leave, the Viper approached Neve. "Don't let tonight's setback cloud your judgment, detective," he said quietly. "Albin walks free today, but men like him always make mistakes. When he does, we'll be watching."

For the first time in days, Neve allowed herself to breathe.

It wasn’t justice. Not yet. But it was a beginning.

The relic was destroyed. The Dragons were allies. Dock Town—her city, her home—was safe for now.

She looked at Rook and Lucanis as they prepared to return to the Lighthouse. She had built her life around solitude, carved it into a shield, and called it safety. It kept others out, kept her sane. But as she stepped through the eluvian into the winding strangeness of the Crossroads, something stirred behind the usual cynicism.

Cautious. Small. But there.

Hope.

 

Chapter 10: The Ones Who Listen

Summary:

Rook experiences a setback but gets some encouragement from Varric and Lucanis.

"The First Warden agreed to a meeting," she said slowly, hardly believing it herself. "In Minrathous."

"Andraste's ass," she added under her breath, eyes widening. "It's about time."

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Rook slammed the door to her quarters behind her, the sound echoing through the stone corridor like thunder. Her hands trembled—not with fear, but with frustration, annoyance, and something worse: doubt.

Damn that elf and his riddles.

The conversation with Solas had left her raw—another futile attempt to pry truth from riddles. He’d haunted her thoughts, offering only smoke when she needed fire. She'd entered his realm with something resembling hope. Instead, he'd regarded her with those ancient eyes, speaking in circles while revealing nothing.

Nothing except the one terrible certainty that made her stomach clench: the gods sought to tear the veil asunder and unleash even more blight into the world. The irony tasted bitter on her tongue. She'd barely stopped Solas from his catastrophic attempt to open the veil, and had witnessed firsthand the devastating consequences when reality itself had begun to unravel. Now she would have to do it all over again—only this time, her opponents were stronger, more ancient, and infinitely more ruthless than one guilt-ridden apostate

"Useless," she muttered, pressing her fingertips against her temples where a headache had started to bloom. She'd lost her temper—again—when she'd meant to hold steady, to extract actual answers for once. Every conversation with the Dread Wolf felt like losing a battle she'd never agreed to fight.

The corridor walls pressed in, suffocating in their stillness. She needed air. She needed answers. Most of all, she needed a win.

Sighing sharply through her nose, she headed toward the greenhouse, her stride more determined with each step. The greenhouse—that's where she'd find Harding. If anyone could salvage this day, it would be her tireless scout.

The scent hit her first as the heavy door groaned open—loamy, damp, alive. After the chill of the corridor, the greenhouse was a slap of warmth and color, and Rook felt her shoulders begin to unknot.

The place was half-garden, half-chaos: ferns crowded against newly sprouted herbs and colourful flowers stretching toward the sunlight that streamed through the cracked glass dome overhead, transforming ordinary light into pools of liquid gold on the stone floor. 

Harding stood in the center of the controlled mess—sleeves rolled up, hair tied back in a messy bun, her small hands buried wrist-deep in dark soil. A smudge of dirt marked one freckled cheek, and her brow furrowed in concentration as she worked.

The greenhouse had become Harding’s sanctuary, a vibrant patch of the Fereldan countryside brought to life by her careful hands.

At the sound of the door, Harding's head snapped up, trading in her frown for a vibrant grin. She leapt to her feet, her eyes bright with excitement.

"Took a few dozen letters," Harding continued, practically vibrating with triumph, as she fetched a weather-stained letter from her workbench.

“But the First Warden finally decided we're worth the ink,” she said.

Rook took the parchment, her fingers grazing the raised griffon seal. The texture grounded her, pulled her back from spiraling thoughts.

“Finally,” she muttered. “I thought I’d have to march up to Weisshaupt and start knocking on doors.”

"You'd think saving the world once would get you faster mail service," Harding quipped.

The rough texture scraped her fingertips—official Grey Warden stationery, real enough. Her heart quickened despite herself. After weeks of ignored correspondence, this could be the breakthrough they needed.
She unfolded it, bracing for the familiar punch of disappointment.

Rook's eyes darted across the page, taking in the formal script, the dried blue wax seal with the griffon insignia.

"The First Warden agreed to a meeting," she said slowly, hardly believing it herself. "In Minrathous."

"Andraste's ass," she added under her breath, eyes widening. "It's about time."

Harding only grinned wider. The scout had been relentless, using every connection she'd cultivated during a decade with the Inquisition, calling in favors from contacts scattered across Thedas while tracking Solas and his agents.

Thirteen letters she'd sent after the horror at D'Meta's Crossing. Thirteen detailed accounts of a village destroyed in a blood ritual that had unleashed the blight—blight wielded with terrifying precision, shaped by intelligence and purpose rather than mindless hunger. Evidence that whatever had escaped the ancient prisons—gods, monsters, or something in between—could control the blight itself, turning corruption into calculated devastation.

But Harding had persisted. She always did. Now, they finally had a foothold.

Rook met her scout's expectant gaze, allowing herself a genuine smile for the first time that day. "Come on, Lace. We're going to Tevinter."

A door had opened. Now they just had to kick it off its hinges.

 


 

Minrathous loomed like a thunderhead, stone spires clawing at the sky. The air crackled with static and rain, thick with the scent of ozone and something older. Shadows clung to corners too stubbornly for daylight, and if you stared too long, they stared back.

Rook had preferred Dock Town’s colorful chaos—its patchwork stalls and shouting vendors, the scent of fish and spice. It had life. Children darted between wagons, old men argued over cards, and every worn board beneath her boots reminded her what she was trying to protect.

But no, the First Warden would never deign to meet them in a place that smelled of fish oil and fried bread.

So they’d crossed into the marbled quarter of Minrathous, where the fountains spat mana-infused water in hypnotic patterns of blue and silver, and buildings hung heavy overhead. Tevinter architecture, Rook thought grimly. All about intimidation. Like their politics.

The tavern they entered—if you could call it that—was less a place of rest and more a velvet fortress with wine. Voices here were whispers; laughter didn’t belong.

"The First Warden awaits you at the far table, my lady," a patron said, gesturing toward the shadows at the back of the room. "He mentioned you would be... distinctive."

The pause before the word was precise and devastating.

Rook gave a thin smile. “He sounds charming.”

Rook’s boots made soft thuds against the dark marble floor as she crossed the room. She felt the weight of every eye on her—some curious, most wary.

At the far end sat the First Warden, encased in armor that looked more ceremonial than practical. The rusted edges and battle scars suggested he wore it more out of habit than vanity. His face was carved in permanent disapproval, a neat iron mustache framing a mouth drawn tight with judgment. Other Wardens flanked him, standing at rigid attention.

Rook stopped before him. 

"First Warden," she said, slightly inclining her head. Thank you for agreeing to meet with us."

He didn’t rise. Didn’t even offer Rook a seat. Just picked up the evidence scroll she had provided—reports, sketches, and testimonies—and gave it a perfunctory glance, his expression never changing. He unrolled it just enough to glimpse the contents before letting it snap shut again.
Then he tossed it back across the table with a scoff.

"Blighted gods?" His lip curled with undisguised disdain. “What next—dragons knitting socks?”

Rook’s jaw clenched.

“If you’d seen what I have,” she said quietly, “you wouldn’t be laughing.”

The Warden didn’t answer. His gaze drifted past her like she wasn’t even worth arguing with.

"What exactly did you witness at this... D’Meta’s Crossing?" he asked, voice slick with mock interest.

Rook’s voice dropped, steadied. “An entire village destroyed by blight that was summoned. Shaped.”

“Shaped,” he echoed dryly. “By whom, exactly?”

“Something ancient. Something loose. We think—”

“Elven gods,” he finished for her, his tone turning sharp. “Based on myths and liars?”

“Based on evidence,” Rook snapped, stabbing a finger toward the discarded scroll. “And we don’t have the luxury of waiting for your approval.”

The First Warden's eyes narrowed even further.

“The Grey Wardens appreciate your... enthusiasm.” The condescension in his voice was surgical. “But we’ve safeguarded Thedas for centuries without the help of freelance adventurers and political remnants. If there’s a genuine threat, we’ll handle it. In the meantime, you’d be wise to stay out of Warden business unless you want to see the inside of our dungeon.”

There it was—the dismissal. Final. Cold. He'd already made his decision before they'd walked through the door.

One of the wardens by the wall smirked, his hand resting casually on the pommel of his sword. A gesture meant to be noticed.

Rook stood still. Her hands were at her sides, but her fingers had curled into fists so tight her nails bit into her palms. 

She should’ve shouted. Demanded he listen. Shown him what was at stake. Instead, a colder resolve slid into place. One she’d learned from watching Solas—speak softly, plan deeper.

“The Blight’s changing,” she said, voice low and steady. “You’ll realize it too—eventually. Just hope it’s not too late.”

The First Warden didn't respond. He'd already turned to pour himself another drink, his back a wall of dismissal.

 


 

The corridors of the Lighthouse were quiet at this hour. Stone walls lined with warm sconces gave off a soft, flickering light, but it didn’t reach the restlessness pacing behind Rook’s ribs.

She should’ve been asleep hours ago. Everyone else was. She could feel it in the hush of the place with just the occasional creak of old floorboards and the whisper of her own footsteps.

Her thoughts circled back to this afternoon—back to the First Warden’s scorn, the sneer in his voice, the finality of his dismissal. She’d kept her face steady, her voice calm. But now, alone, the fury simmered under her skin.

You should’ve said more. You should’ve done more.

She turned a corner and stopped before a familiar door. Polished wood. Brass handle. A faint trace of elfroot lingering in the air.

Varric.

She didn’t want to knock. Maker, she hated the idea of knocking. It felt like admitting something she didn’t want to say aloud—that she couldn’t handle this on her own. That the Warden’s words had gotten under her skin, and worse, that she wasn’t sure what to do next.

Her hand hovered near the handle.

Just go. Walk away. You don’t need him.

She exhaled through her nose, muttered, “Dammit,” and pushed the door open.

The room was low-lit and comfortably cluttered—books stacked on the sidetable next to cod, bandages and salves next to it, and Varric himself propped up against pillows, shirt unbuttoned at the collar, quill in hand, ink-stained fingers resting against his temple. He didn’t look surprised to see her.

“Well,” he said, setting the quill down. “Either someone’s finally paid to kill me, or you had a worse night than I did.”

Rook closed the door behind her. “Not sure yet.”

Rook lingered just inside the doorway, arms crossed tight over her chest like she could hold the ache consuming her.

Varric raised an eyebrow and gestured to the chair across from him, its cushions slightly askew from whoever had last slumped into it in defeat. “Well, don’t just hover there like a tragic statue. Sit. I’m too old to crane my neck for dramatic conversations.”

She dropped into the chair with a sigh.

For a few long moments, neither of them spoke.

Then, finally, she said, “He called me a reckless outsider. Said we should stay out of Warden business.”

Varric gave a low whistle, tilting the wine bottle toward her in a silent offer. She shook her head.

“I take it this was our esteemed First Warden?” he asked.

Rook gave a humorless laugh. “He didn’t even read the evidence. Just skimmed it and threw it back at me like I’d handed him a soiled handkerchief.”

Varric leaned back, resting one ankle across his knee. “That tracks. Most First Wardens wouldn’t know initiative if it bit them on the ass. Andraste forbid someone try to help without a secret handshake and a two-century-old title.”

“I thought we’d made progress,” Rook muttered. “After D’Meta’s Crossing, after—everything. I thought they’d listen.”

“He didn’t,” he said gently. “Doesn’t mean the others won’t.”

She rubbed a hand over her face, fingers digging into her brow. “I hate this part. The waiting. The stonewalling. I should be out there doing something. Not chasing people who’ve already made up their minds.”

“You’re not wrong,” Varric said, watching her closely. “But you’re also not alone. That’s the part you keep forgetting.”

Rook didn’t answer. 

“I didn’t want to come here,” she said after a beat. “To you, I mean.”

He grinned. “Your bedside manner is as charming as ever.”

“I mean it. I should be able to handle this. I wanted to handle it.”

“You are handling it,” he said, voice quiet now, the sarcasm ebbing beneath something sturdier. “Rook, you walked into the den of the most self-important bastard in Thedas and told him he was wrong. That’s not failure. That’s grit.”

She looked at him. “It didn’t feel like grit.”

“Yeah, well. Half the time it doesn’t.” He leaned forward, resting his elbows on his knees. “But let me tell you something: the Order doesn’t begin or end with the First Warden. It’s bigger than him. Bigger than Weisshaupt. Hell, bigger than any one of us.”

She swallowed hard, the weight of that truth settling beside the doubt.

“You think the Wardens who came before him cared about politics?” Varric went on. “They bled in tunnels and died in shadows for a cause. That cause still matters. And you’re fighting for it. With or without his damn blessing.”

Rook looked down at her hands, still faintly marked with grime from travel and stress.

“I don’t know what I’m doing, leading this team.”

"The good leaders don’t feel ready. The ones who do are usually the first ones you have to stab." Varric groaned as he shifted his leg.

"You’re doing fine, kid. The trick is to survive long enough to get better at it."

She let out a breath that was almost a laugh, leaning back against the chair. “Maker’s breath. You’re a good liar.”

“I prefer the term storyteller.”

Silence fell between them again, easier now. Softer.

“Thanks, Varric.”

“Anytime, Rook. And next time you need to be reminded you’re doing a good job, don’t wait so long?”

She stood, her movements steadier now. “No promises.”

He smiled into his glass. “Didn’t think so.”

 


 

Rook moved quietly through the darkened hallway, her boots barely making any sound on the stone floor. After her talk with Varric, she hadn't wanted to go straight to bed. Her thoughts were calmer, but the storm wasn't quelled.

A walk, she'd told herself. Maybe a bite to eat.

The heavy door to the dining hall creaked faintly as she pushed it open.

Lucanis was already there. Or still there.

He sat alone at the long table, his back to the fireplace where the last embers of the fire glowed faintly. Before him, seven daggers lay in perfect alignment, catching the firelight as he passed a whetstone along the blade in his hand. The rhythmic sound of stone against steel filled the otherwise silent room.

Rook paused in the doorway, observing him. She wasn't surprised, not really. She'd noticed the way Lucanis lingered in shadows long after others had turned in, how he seemed most at ease when everyone else was asleep. 

“You don’t sleep much, do you?” she asked, stepping into the room.

Lucanis didn't look up. He turned the next blade in his hand, its edge catching the ember light as he tested its sharpness with his thumb.

“I don’t sleep well,” he said simply. “Spite’s harder to control when I’m not awake.”

Rook crossed to the counter toward a pitcher of water, her fingers brushing an empty cup. She didn't fill it, suddenly more interested in conversation than quenching her thirst.

“That’s why you’re always up sharpening things?” she asked, forcing a small smile. “Keeping the demon at bay with polished steel?”

“Something like that,” he said. He set the blade down and finally looked up at her. “Routine helps.”

She nodded, then came to sit across from him at the table. Not close enough to crowd him, but not distant either.

“I was going to knock earlier,” she said after a moment. “At your door. See how you're settling in.”

Lucanis arched a brow, his hands pausing mid-motion. "Changed your mind?"

She exhaled a tired sigh. “The First Warden did.”

A beat of silence stretched between them—not awkward, just full. Rook glanced at the weapons laid out before him, admiring their craftsmanship and the way each seemed perfectly balanced.

Then, quietly, he said, “Go ahead. I know you want to ask about Spite. And the Ossuary. Everybody does.”

Rook considered him for a moment, her head tilting slightly. "How do your wings work—when you and Spite fight together?" Her eyes widened, and she couldn’t stop the smile that came with her question.

He blinked in surprise. 

And then — he laughed.  A low, warm sound that slid under her skin like sunlight after rain.

"Most people ask about the monster first," he said, setting down the whetstone. "Or the blood magic." A short pause before he continued, his voice dropping lower. "The torture."

“I figured you’d tell me if and when you wanted to,” she leaned forward slightly. “I’m more interested in how you move together.”

"You think I fight fair?"

"You have a flair for the dramatic," she retorted, half-grinning.

"You should see Spite when he’s showing off," Lucanis said jokingly. "I’m the restrained one."

The hard lines of his face were softened by the firelight playing across his features. His hands, deadly instruments in their own right, moved with surprising gentleness as he carefully arranged his blades.

And it hit her then—the quiet intensity of him, so unlike Illario, whose presence shouted for attention. Lucanis didn't demand attention; he held it. Like gravity—silent, invisible, undeniable—and once you noticed him, you couldn't look away.

"It's like holding lightning by the leash," he continued, his voice thoughtful. "Spite pushes forward—I pull back. If I lose focus, even for a second..."

"You don't strike. He does," Rook finished for him, leaning in even closer.

"Exactly." Lucanis nodded, something like appreciation flickering in his eyes.

"So the wings..." she prompted.

"Like breathing underwater. You forget you shouldn’t be able to."

She watched as he turned the last dagger in his hand. The firelight kissed the blade’s curve. A soft glow on a deadly edge.

Rook listened, observing the man in front of her as he let her peek under his carefully maintained facade.

"You're not afraid?" his eyes narrowed for a second as he looked at her.

She shook her head without hesitation. "I trust my instincts."

The words hung between them.

Rook stood, knowing she should try to get some rest before dawn arrived. But as she turned to go, Lucanis said, "If you ever want to ask about the monster... or the man..."

"I'll know where to find you," she said, a small smile tugging at her lips as she slipped back through the door, leaving him to his blades and his thoughts.

Chapter 11: Of Griffons and Dragons

Summary:

Rook meets Davrin and Assan and saves Treviso from a dragon attack.
After this, Lucanis will be thinking of all the ways to thank her :)

Something was watching them. Not just watching—tracking. Her skin prickled.

A pebble clicked down beside her boot.

Rook froze, muscles coiled. Nothing moved in the stillness. Just the wind mourning through the crags.

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Rook and Harding had been trekking the desolate landscape of the High Anderfels for days. 

The wind here howled like it remembered better things, the mountains jagged and cold. But they had made contact—a couple of Wardens Harding knew, ones not intimidated by their leadership. If they couldn’t get the old bastard to listen, maybe the rank and file would. They couldn’t all be stubborn mules, Rook hoped. 

She absently touched the recovered lyrium dagger at her hip. Strange how something so dangerous could become a talisman of sorts.

They crested another ridge, and Rook squinted ahead through the haze. “Are we even going the right—?”

Harding cut her off with a raised hand. "There." She pointed down, her archer's eyes catching what Rook had missed. A flicker of canvas. Smoke's ghost. "Camp."

They descended cautiously, loose shale skittering beneath their boots. The site was small, half-hidden behind an outcrop of stone that offered shelter from the eastern winds. But something was wrong. Rook smelled it before she saw it—the cloying stench of sweet decay.

Black tendrils stretched out from beneath rocks and crept over the old fire pit. They pulsed, ever so slightly, as if breathing.

Harding moved in a slow circle, bow half-drawn as her eyes tracked something on the ground. "No bodies," she said. "No blood either."

"Doesn't mean we're alone," Rook answered. She rose slowly, the fine hairs on her neck rising. Something was watching them. She could feel it—a pressure on her awareness, like breath ghosting the back of her neck.

She turned, drawing her twin knives in one fluid motion as her eyes scanned the ledges above. The rocks here formed natural alcoves, perfect for an ambush.

Her skin prickled.

A pebble clicked down beside her boot.

Rook froze, but nothing moved in the stillness. Just the wind mourning through the crags.

Then—

A screech split the air. A feathered blur launched from the ledge above, grey wings catching the sunlight as it slammed into her. Air was punched from her lungs as her knives flew wide into the gravel.

The creature backed off a few feet, feathers bristling. Its golden eyes, intelligent and predatory, were locked on her.

Harding's bowstring creaked as she drew.

"I wouldn't," came a voice.

The creature—the griffon —tilted its head, then padded toward the figure that had materialized behind them, silent as a Crow.

"Assan," the elf said. "That's enough."

The griffon lowered its head and brushed against the man’s legs, a gentle gesture for such a creature. He gave a low chuff, awaiting praise.

For a heartbeat, Rook forgot about blighted gods and alliances. She simply stared — and remembered what it was like to believe in legends.

“I’ll be damned… a griffon.”

They weren’t supposed to exist, but neither were the gods walking free. Rook wondered if the world was rewriting itself—creature by creature, myth by myth.

The elf stepped forward, no longer a silhouette. He was tall, broad-shouldered, and scarred like someone who didn’t flinch easily. His hair was black, cropped close at the sides, tight curls tousled by the wind. Definitely the monster-hunter type.

Harding lowered her bow but didn’t relax. “We didn’t mean to trespass.”

A tense silence stretched. Rook collected her knives but didn't sheathe them.

 "No one's supposed to know about this outpost," the elf said, crossing his arms. "Let alone the griffons."

Everything about him spoke of years of experience—the weathered leather, the careful positioning that gave him multiple escape routes, the way his eyes never stopped scanning. A man accustomed to being both hunter and hunted.

“We’re not here because of the griffons,” Rook said finally. “We’re here because we don’t have anywhere else to go.” She nodded to Harding, who stepped forward.

“Antoine and Evka sent us,” Harding began. “The Blight’s changing. Something’s happening with it—and the First Warden won’t listen.”

They took turns explaining what they knew: the elven gods, the growing corruption, how the Blight was no longer mindless, and how the First Warden had dismissed them.

The Warden—Davrin, as he eventually introduced himself—listened, one hand resting on Assan’s neck. The griffon leaned into his touch, purring low in his throat.

When they finished, Davrin said nothing at first, his expression unreadable.

“You’re not wrong,” he finally said. “We noticed it too. The griffons—hell, they felt it before we did. They’ve been restless. The Blight is closing in on our outposts, like it is trying to chase us down.”

Rook frowned. "Chasing what, exactly? You? The griffons?"

Davrin's fingers fiddled with a small knife, "That," he said, "is the question that keeps me awake at night."

"We need allies," Harding stepped closer, her bow now completely relaxed, "People who've seen what we've seen. People the other Wardens might listen to, even if they won't listen to us."

"You're recruiting for what, exactly?"

"A contract. To stop the gods, protect the people." Rook touched the dagger at her hip again. "And maybe find a way to seal away what never should have returned. We're rogue," she added. "Acting without permission. You should know that."

Davrin laughed then. "Risking the First Warden’s displeasure?" He gestured to the wild landscape around them, to the griffon at his side. "Look where we live. Look at what we protect." His smile was sharp-edged. "I've never been much for rules anyway.”

He looked down at Assan. “What do you say, boy?”

The griffon screeched once, feathers flaring in a proud display.

Davrin’s grin widened. “Thought so.”

 


 

It had been a week since Davrin—and Assan—joined the contract, and Lucanis had really tried to like the Warden.

He had greeted Davrin with civility. Asked about favorite meals so he and Bellara could adjust the pantry inventory. He’d even offered to let Assan sniff him, so the griffon might decide whether he was threat or kin.

None of it had mattered. The moment Davrin heard his Antivan accent, and worse, his profession, the air had gone cold. Something in the elf's posture had changed. Subtle, but unmistakable.

Lucanis had seen it before—that flat-eyed reassessment, the subtle recoil. To Davrin, he was just another killer in a finer coat, no better than a street-level butcher. When the elf learned about Spite, it only confirmed whatever quiet judgment had already been passed.

At dinner that evening, Lucanis felt Davrin's gaze on him again. It was not direct, the Warden was too skilled for that, but on the periphery, tracking each movement of Lucanis's hands, noting how he angled his body toward exits, and watching the shadows he cast against the wall.

For what the Warden was looking, Lucanis wasn't certain. A slip, perhaps. A revealing moment when Spite might show through the cracks of his control.

He’d never say it aloud, but in some twisted way, Lucanis appreciated the vigilance. If Spite’s hunger overrode Lucanis’s will, if the creature beneath his skin took control, Davrin would end him. Fast, clean, efficient.

He couldn’t—wouldn’t—make Rook bear that burden. It would forever taint her reputation with the other Houses. Better it comes from Davrin. From someone experienced with monsters.

Strange, to feel safer because someone was ready to end you.

Assan, at least, didn’t share his guardian’s prejudice. The griffon had been wary at first, circling him with deliberate caution, those golden eyes locked onto something just beneath the surface of his skin. But after a few days, Assan had nuzzled his shoulder and was happy for any treats left from the kitchen. Now the beast often purred when passing, accepting dried apple slices from his palm with surprising gentleness.

Spite, for his part, was fascinated by the griffon. Sometimes Lucanis could feel the spirit watching, head cocked like a curious bird, trying to decipher what Assan was—this creature of flesh and feather that seemed to see straight through to him. The griffon often stared back, tilting his head in mirror response, as if they were speaking in some silent, uncanny language.

He had thought that maybe winning Assan’s trust would ease Davrin’s suspicion.

No such luck.

The Warden had integrated into the group with little trouble otherwise. He was blunt, competent, and practical to the core. Trusted what he could touch, measure, or bleed. Magic? The Fade? Spirits? All of it made his mouth tighten like he’d bitten into something sour.

Across the room, Davrin and Bellara spoke quietly about clans and gods. With Harding, it was travel and scouting routes, fingers tracing invisible maps on the tabletop. He exchanged pleasantries with Neve over coffee, guarded but civil.

With Lucanis, they sniped—small jabs passed over food and fire, too dry to be jokes and too sharp to be forgotten.

They had another go at it only yesterday at dinner.

Davrin had sliced a chunk of smoked fish and eyed Lucanis across the fire. The tension had been building all evening.

“You always that quiet,” Davrin said at last, “or just when you’re planning something?”

Lucanis didn’t look up from his plate. “If I were planning something, you wouldn’t have time to ask.”

Harding let out a low whistle. Bellara coughed into her tea.

Davrin leaned forward. “You joke like a man who forgets I hunt monsters.”

“And you posture like someone who forgets I don’t care,” Lucanis replied, finally raising his eyes. “If Spite wanted out, you wouldn’t be talking. You’d be a stain on the wall.”

Spite slithered up the back of his mind, coiling tight around his thoughts. 

Let me. Speak. Put him. In his place!

Lucanis clenched his jaw. Not now. Not here. Not where she could see.

For just a breath, the room tensed. Even the fire seemed to hush.

“Don’t worry, Davrin. Spite and I have taste.” 

Neve snorted. “He’s not wrong.”

Rook had shot him a glance, her smile hidden behind her hand—amused, maybe even a little impressed.

Davrin grunted, but let it go. Barely.

But with Rook, the Warden laughed. And he made her laugh, a warm chuckle that crinkled her nose just the littlest bit. They traded stories and dry jokes at the far end of the table. Always just far enough from Lucanis to remind him how easily some people connected.

He observed them, his posture relaxed but always alert, fingers absently tracing the worn leather grip of his dagger. Rook pushed a strand of hair behind her ear as she spoke, animated in a way she rarely was during strategy sessions. Davrin leaned forward, fully engaged, as if her words were the only thing that mattered in that moment.

Something about their exchange drew his attention. Not the conversation itself—Lucanis could charm information from targets with ease when required. He'd extracted secrets from nobles and servants alike, infiltrated Tevinter soirées, and navigated the politics of Nevarran court. He could play any role needed for a contract. 

But this was different. This wasn't the calculated performance of a job. This was... genuine. Unguarded.

His cousin had often remarked on the distinction.

He remembered it all too well, three summers ago, when Illario dragged him on an elaborate shopping trip across half of Treviso. The city's finest district was crowded with silk merchants, perfumers, artisans, and jewelers. Illario had moved through it all with natural pleasure, spending coin as freely as his laughter.

“Cousin, don’t look so surly,” Illario had said, plucking a silk scarf off the rack and inspecting it. “Don’t you realize you catch more flies with honey?” He'd spun the scarf between his fingers, the azure fabric catching the light like water. "Though why anyone would want to catch flies is beyond me. Butterflies, now—that's what you should be hunting."

He'd given Lucanis a smirk and carried on sorting through trinkets meant to dazzle yet another of his flirtations.

"Some of us," Lucanis had replied, "prefer to focus on the job rather than ruining good silks with blood."

His methods were direct. Efficient. Why charm your way past five guards when you could silently eliminate the one that mattered?

But perhaps his cousin held some wisdom after all.

Watching Davrin and Rook share another quiet laugh across the firelight, he found himself curiously drawn to their camaraderie. Spite stirred beneath his skin, with unexpected interest.

Jealous? Spite whispered, almost curious. Or lonely?

Lucanis didn’t answer. Couldn’t. 

He wants her. What you protect. Destroy him. Before he touches. Her.

He pushed the thought away. Professional. He was being professional. Watching for weaknesses was instinct, nothing more. One did not survive as long as he had in the Crows without prioritizing vigilance over... whatever this was.

He rose silently from his seat, acknowledging Bellara with a slight nod as he passed. Assan also noticed his departure, its golden eyes tracking his retreat, a soft chuff escaping its beak. Rook glanced up at the sound, her gaze meeting Lucanis's for just a moment. Assan padded after him and gently nudged his side. Lucanis reached into his coat and produced the last of the apple slices. 

“You, at least, don’t ask questions.”

The griffon chuffed again, then lay down beside him. Watching. Always watching.

 


 

The Antivan courier stumbled into the lighthouse with blood on his sleeve and panic in his eyes three days later. Rook caught him before he could collapse, bracing his weight as he gasped out a warning.

“Treviso. Under attack. Blighted dragon. The sky—Maker help us—the sky was on fire.”

Not a minute later, a messenger from the Shadow Dragons arrived equally disheveled as he relayed the attack on Minrathous.

Everything after that turned to chaos.

Rook asked for water, Harding helped the men sit, and Bellara scanned for injuries. Neve and Lucanis were already moving, demanding details—what had been hit first and who was leading the assault.

Venatori. Antaam.

The gods.

Rook stood frozen, her heart a lead weight in her chest.

Her home. 

The corruption would seep into the water and the soil if the Antaam succeeded. The casualties would number in the hundreds of thousands if the blight were allowed to take hold in the canals. And Minrathous, barely held together by fragile alliances, now facing a possible Venatori coup? They couldn't afford this. Not now. 

“We have to go,” Neve’s hands trembled as she clenched her fist around her staff. “Minrathous falling means the end of our network. Of Venatori resistance.”

“We can’t let Treviso fall,” Lucanis countered. “The civilians there—if we wait, there won’t be anything left to save.”

All eyes turned to Rook. She didn’t speak. Not at first. A dozen futures flickered behind her eyes, each one ending in fire.

Finally, she exhaled. “Harding, Bellara, Davrin—you go to Minrathous. Help them hold the center. If the Venatori win there, everything else falls apart.”

They nodded without question.

She looked at Neve.  “The capital has more defenses. They could buy more time and, with luck, derail the attack altogether."

Neve turned without a word, her look one of panic mixed with rage.

Rook turned to Lucanis. “We’re going to Treviso.”

By the time they made their way through the eluvian, smoke already clawed at the sky as buildings collapsed in waves. Blight threatened to blacken the canals with its rotting tentacles, and the air stank of iron and char. Antaam soldiers cut through the defenders without mercy, their formations unwavering despite the chaos.

Rook’s blade sang through the air, as the fire burning inside of her fueled her stamina, letting her carve a path toward Teia down in the square.

“Viago?” Rook called out, the name catching in her throat.

Teia’s voice cut through the chaos. “Alive. He’s down at the aqueduct, keeping them from poisoning the clean water.”

Relief flickered through Rook's chest when—

A deafening screech split the sky.

The dragon swept low over the screaming city. The wind from its wings carried the stench of rot and decay. Blight dripped from its maw, making stones dissolve into bubbling puddles wherever the corruption touched. Its wings were torn membrane and bone, and its eyes glowed with a sickly green light.  Veins of lyrium pulsed beneath its scales, forming intricate patterns that reminded Rook of elven vallaslin. 

The corruption that should have weakened the dragon seemed to fuel it. The beast had been enhanced, altered.

She struck low, drove her blade into the gut of an Antaam soldier, and turned just in time to catch the downswing of another’s axe with her other blade. The impact sent a thrum of pain down her arm. She gritted her teeth and pivoted to counter, but it was no use. The flaming husk of a collapsed building had sealed off the alley behind her, forcing her toward the bottleneck.

Another soldier closed in.

She moved to block—too slow. The blow clipped her ribs, shallow, but sharp. Rook staggered back, her armor scorched, and her breath caught between a curse and a gasp.

Then steel flashed beside her.

Lucanis drove his dagger up under the attacker’s chin and wrenched him aside. He didn’t pause—just fell into rhythm with her like they'd fought together for years instead of weeks.

"You're off your line," he said, voice taut but calm. 

“Couldn’t adjust. Building collapsed.”

She braced and pushed forward with him. Together, they cleared the immediate space—seven clean kills, fast and silent.

Rook exhaled hard and looked around for any landmarks she might recognize. “Didn’t expect to get boxed in like that.”

Lucanis glanced at her. “You’re bleeding.”

“I’ve had worse.” Her hand instinctively went to her side and came away red.

His mouth pressed into a grim line, but he didn’t argue. 

She took a second to look at him now that they weren’t surrounded. He was scraped and ash-covered, one side of his leather was scorched through, and a shallow gash on his temple was still seeping. But he stood steady. She suspected she saw the same steel that had made him survive the Ossuary, when every breath had been an act of defiance.

It struck her then how close he’d been to not making it out of that place. How close he still was, in this one.

“We need to pull the dragon somewhere open,” she said, shaking the thought off. “There’s a walled garden near the old castle. Big enough to keep it from flying off?”

Lucanis nodded once. “Funnel it in. Restrict the wingspan.” His voice was steady, but his eyes stayed on her a beat too long.

“Trap it between the stone walls. Limit its movement.” Rook said.

His blades turned slightly in his hands. “And kill it before it kills us.”

She allowed herself the beginning of a smile. “Glad we’re in agreement.”

He tilted his head toward the burning plaza. “Then let’s make it follow us.” His eyes held a question—was she well enough to run?

She answered by pushing past him, straight toward the danger. But the brief brush of their shoulders as she passed wasn't accidental. The weight of the dagger against her hip felt suddenly heavier, destabilizing her as if it were responding to the chaos around them.

The streets narrowed as they ran, and smoke settled in their lungs as they rushed through a city on fire. The sound of collapsing timber roared behind them—another construction giving in. But ahead, the silhouette of the old castle loomed, its gates still holding.

They pushed through the final stretch together—Rook, Lucanis, Teia, and a handful of fledglings who had managed to keep pace. The walled park sprawled before them, blackened trees and shattered stone fountains offering little cover, but enough space to maneuver. Enough space to fight.

Lucanis reached the edge of the courtyard first and paused just long enough to glance upward. “There.”

The dragon circled overhead, wings slicing through the rising smoke, its massive frame momentarily blotting out the moon.

“We need to ground it,” Rook said

Lucanis was already moving. “I’ll pull its attention. Rook, you draw it low. Force it into the trap zone.”

He didn't wait for an answer but vanished into the smoke with the surety of one who'd done this a hundred times before.

Rook watched him go, then turned back to the others, eyes locking with Teia’s.

“Positions,” Teia said. “This ends here.”

The beast came down like a landslide of bone and blight, crashing in the courtyard with enough force to splinter the flagstones. Rook raised her blade, frost already coating its edge. The air shimmered with cold and rot as the creature bellowed, then lunged.

She sidestepped its first swipe, the force of it knocking her off balance even without a hit. Her steel struck true, but it wasn’t enough. Not nearly.

Lucanis appeared at its flank, and his twin blades found the soft tissue between armored joints. The dragon shrieked and turned, Ice so cold it would freeze anything in a second, gathering in its throat.

Now! ” Rook shouted.

Lucanis threw a knife into its eye with eerie precision. It howled. Rook moved in, striking low at its exposed leg. Teia and the fledglings fired bolt after bolt from the shadows, their aim deadly and fast.

But the dragon wouldn't fall. Each wound they inflicted healed with unnatural speed. It was toying with them, learning their patterns. Its tail lashed out, catching Rook across the chest and sending her flying into a crumbling wall. She gasped for air as pain exploded through her ribs.

Through blurred vision, she saw Lucanis dive beneath the creature's belly, blades working furiously. The dragon roared and slammed its body down, nearly crushing him. He rolled away at the last second, but the impact sent him sprawling.

"It's not working!" Teia shouted from somewhere to her left. "It's too strong!"

The shimmer in the air intensified, crystallized, then formed into a tall, willowy figure. The elven goddess stepped onto the battlefield with the casual grace of someone entering their own house. Her eyes were fixed on Rook, or rather, on the dagger at Rook's hip.

"Ghilan'nain," Rook breathed.

"I've come for what is ours." The goddess’s voice resonated with power. "What you kept out of our reach."

The dragon turned its massive head toward its mistress, awaiting command, and Ghilan'nain stroked its corrupted scales with affection.

"My creation," she said, pride evident in her tone. "Enhanced by my own hand. You cannot hope to defeat it."

Rook struggled to her feet, one hand pressed to her side. "We can try."

Her hand dropped to the dagger and felt it pulsing warmly against her palm. She'd felt it before, in quiet moments when she thought about the scope of what they faced. 

"Give me the dagger," Ghilan'nain said, extending one elegant hand. "And I will spare this pitiful city."

"And if I don't?" Rook challenged.

The goddess's smile sharpened. "Then my pet will reduce it to cinders, along with everyone you've tried so hard to save."

Rook exchanged a look with Lucanis. A thousand words passed between them without sound, and a plan formed in the space of a heartbeat.

In one fluid motion, she drew the dagger from its sheath. It hummed in her hand, elven runes flaring to life along its blade.  The dragon shifted uneasily, as if it could sense the power radiating from it.

"I think not," Rook said, and lunged.

The dagger blazed in her hand, searing through the smoke. She struck—not at Ghilan'nain, who stepped back into the shimmer of her spell—but at the dragon.

Pure lyrium met scale with a crack like thunder. Where the blade touched, the lyrium veins stuttered, flared, then dimmed. The beast screamed, reeling back as Lucanis darted in, his blades finding the softened flesh beneath its jaw.

Ghilan'nain’s calm broke. Her expression twisted with fury as she raised both hands, red energy crackling to life. The dragon reared, its maw igniting with blighted breath, but the flames faltered this time. Rook slashed again, and the pulsing runes along the dagger’s edge sank deep into its corrupted hide.

"Enough games," Ghilan’nain snarled.

From the sides, Teia’s voice rose: “Now! All weapons!”

A volley of bolts sang through the air, embedding themselves in wounded joints and softened scale. The dragon shrieked, its wings flailing as it tried to take flight. But it couldn’t rise.

Then a cry came from the eastern gate, and a shadow surged forward—blades flashing, masks glinting.

The Crows.

Reinforcements poured in; they had broken through the Antaam formations. The tide had finally turned.

Ghilan'nain’s gaze snapped to Rook, to the dagger still glowing in her hand. Her expression shifted—fury cooling into recognition .

“This is not over,” she said, her voice low and sharp as glass. “That blade belongs to us. And I will have it.”

Then, with a single gesture, she vanished. The dragon flew after her, wounded and roaring furiously, its massive body disappearing into the roiling sky.

The silence that followed was almost worse than the battle. It pressed against Rook's ears, punctuated only by the ragged sound of her own breathing.

Rook dropped to one knee, dagger still in hand, blood on her face. She didn't look away from the sky until she was certain Ghilan'nain would not return.

“Nelle!”

Viago’s voice, rough and disbelieving, cut through the haze. She turned, and there he was, bloodied but alive, pushing people out of his way to get to her. She had never felt as much relief as she did in that moment. He crossed the space between them and pulled her into a firm, wordless embrace. She let him.

“We should go to Minrathous. Stop the Venatori.” She said when they finally parted.

Lucanis stepped to her side then. His arm was bloodied, and his face was streaked with soot. He didn’t speak at first—only reached out, steadying her with unexpected gentleness.

"She'll be back for the dagger," he murmured.

Rook nodded once, eyes still on the smoke-veiled sky. “Let her try.”

When their eyes met, something unspoken held fast between them—wary, hard-earned trust. Around them, Treviso smoldered. But it stood.



Chapter 12: Fire, Spirits and Wine

Summary:

specialists are recruited, Rook and Lucanis share a moment over some wine.

He caught himself watching her again. Maker, how easily she laughed. Spite hadn’t moved—still crouched in the back of his mind like a wolf at the edge of a fire—but for now, Lucanis could pretend. Pretend he was only a man enjoying wine with someone who made the world feel lighter. Pretend he wouldn’t ruin this.

Chapter Text

 

The quiet in the Lighthouse wasn’t peace—it was exhaustion.

Maps lay splayed across tables, notes scattered like fallen leaves. Half-drunk mugs of tea and wine cluttered every surface. The central hall had become a war room in everything but name. Even the Fade’s hush felt stretched thin, like it too was waiting for the next blow.

Harding leaned over the map, her voice low as she traced supply routes with Bellara. A fresh scab cut across her cheek, her hand still bandaged—an angry reminder of Minrathous.

They’d barely survived. Another dragon, another town scorched. The gods had whispered promises to power-hungry cultists and deserters and forged them into a blighted vanguard of destruction.

Rook rolled tension from her shoulders and tried not to crumple. They needed allies. Power. Strategy. Resources. But right now, she just needed to stay upright.

Her gaze swept the room: Harding gesturing despite her wounds; Bellara tapping Nevarran territories with ink-stained fingers; Varric leaning against the wall, favoring his uninjured leg. And Lucanis, silent and always watching from the edge.

He caught her eye.

He'd changed since Treviso. The guardedness in his eyes had softened, just slightly. Not warm, but... warmer.

A pause stretched between them—too brief, too long—before Rook broke away. Her heart stuttered in her chest, off-rhythm since the dragon fled.

She hadn’t slept in days. Her blades trembled if she held them too long, and the dark circles under her eyes felt stamped into her skin. She hated being seen off-balance, but from him, the scrutiny didn’t sting the way it usually did.

Bellara’s voice cut in. “We won’t survive another fight like that.”

Varric didn’t sugarcoat it. “We can’t do this on our own. Not as we are.”

“Neve and Minrathous are barely holding,” Harding added.

The mention of Neve twisted like a blade between Rook's ribs. She hadn’t shared the latest letter with the others—not all of it. Neve wrote often enough, but it wasn’t the words that lingered. It was the tone.

Minrathous still burns. The Viper is alive, for now. Blighted. We held the Venatori back, but just barely. You were right about their plans, but that won’t help us next time. Don’t let there be a next time.

Cool, precise, barely checked anger.

Not shouting anger—worse. The quiet resentment that whispered: I trusted you. You failed me.

Maybe I did.

A hush fell. Every eye turned to her, waiting.

“We need help,” she said finally, her voice soft but steady. “People who know how to bring dragons down. And someone who understands the Fade better than any of us. If the gods mean to tear through the Veil, then we need someone with knowledge on how to stop that from happening.”

Lucanis shifted in the doorway. The faintest ghost of a smile touched his lips.

She went on. “We need to help the allies we already have. Minrathous is bleeding. The Shadow Dragons and Veiljumpers are scattered, and the Crows are stretched thin between the Antaam and the dragon. They need to be strong enough to keep fighting if we want to win this.”

There was a pause, then Harding nodded. “So. Fade expert. Dragon killer. Support”

Rook's gaze flicked back to Lucanis and found his attention hadn’t wavered. His opinion shouldn't matter this much; she didn't need approval. But she didn't want him to see weakness either.

“I’ve been corresponding with a scholar from the Grand Necropolis,” Bellara said. “Emmrich Volkarin. A Mourn Watcher. He mentioned an upcoming excursion, but I can reach out to his colleagues.”

Harding turned to the group. “And Rivain. The Lords of Fortune have tangled with dragons before—heard they’ve taken down High Dragons and walked off with the hoard. If anyone knows how to kill one, it’s them.”

Rook exhaled slowly. “Alright. We’ll split up. Two missions. One to Nevarra. One to Rivain. We bring in the expertise we need.”

 


 

Rivain was too bright.

Sunlight poured over the jagged coastal cliffs as if it were trying to drown the land in gold, and the sea below shone like hammered glass. Even the shadows were sharp here, sliced clean by stone and heat. 

Lucanis kept to them anyway—old habits didn’t die just because the view was pretty.

His leathers clung to him in the heat. After the Ossuary, he’d kept his hair longer and hadn’t shaved his beard off. Prison rags had been traded for the clothes of his former life, but he’d needed something—anything-to—to mark the line between what he’d been and what he’d become.

He didn’t regret the choice. Not until now, with sweat slicking his collar and the sun clawing at his skin, boiling him in his leathers.

Harding walked beside him, favoring her right leg. She hadn’t complained since they arrived, but he’d seen the way she grimaced after long climbs or stiff terrain—when she thought he wasn’t looking.

They hadn’t spoken much. She kept her eyes forward and her jaw tight. But Lucanis noticed how her fingers drifted—unconsciously—to the strap across her chest. Always near her bow. Always ready.

She flinched sometimes when he used his abilities. Not much, just a flicker, but enough.

So he said, “You keep looking at me like you expect me to sprout horns.”

Harding blinked, caught off guard. Then gave a dry, humorless laugh. “Not horns. Maybe fangs. A tail. Grow a few extra inches.”

He arched a brow. “Subtle.”

“I’ve seen people turn. People who thought they could control it—until they couldn’t.” She didn’t break stride.

Lucanis shrugged. “I haven’t gone full demon yet.”

Her gaze flicked toward him. “Doesn’t mean you won’t.”

No accusation, just a fact. That was worse.

Silence fell again, but it had room in it, space to shift.

The leader of the Lords of Fortune hadn’t been thrilled about parting with their dragon expert—especially not when they’d just discovered a fresh hoard. But once Isabella learned they were taking the fight to the Antaam, her stance shifted. Lucanis had played his cards well, leveraging his knowledge of the Antaam’s recent incursions—how they’d been carving out territory, strong-arming locals, and bleeding Rivaini merchants dry. It was the old rule: the enemy of my enemy is a damn good reason to cooperate.

After a while, Harding raised her hand and pointed down the sloping path ahead. A crumbling watchtower stood against the sky like a broken tooth, half-swallowed by time and sea air.

“That’s where Isabella said we’d find Taash,” she said.

Lucanis followed Harding’s gaze to the crumbling structure. “Looks welcoming.”

“Depends on your definition.” Harding raised a brow.

From afar, the watchtower looked abandoned. But as they crested the path, the signs grew obvious: fresh boot prints in the sand, a smoldering fire pit beneath a weathered canopy, a picked-clean meal on driftwood planks.

Someone was here.

They found Taash on the edge of the cliff, still as a statue, half-silhouetted against the sea. Below, a dragon prowled the narrow strip of beach—massive, silver-blue, and scarred. Its wings flexed as it sniffed at a pile of deepstalkers arranged neatly on the sand.

Taash didn’t turn when they approached. They crouched low behind a broken wall, watching the dragon with steady focus. Long white hair was braided down their back, swaying as they shifted their weight. Two axes were strapped across their shoulders, untouched.

This wasn’t a hunt.

Lucanis stayed in the shade, while Harding stepped forward with caution. “Taash?”

“You’re late,” came the reply.

Harding blinked. “We didn’t set a time.”

“You’re still late,” Taash said. “The dragon doesn’t stay grounded long. I gave it deepstalkers. It likes those. Crunchy.”

Lucanis tilted his head. “You’re feeding it?”

“I’m building trust,” they said. “Dragons aren’t pets. They don’t obey. But they’re clever. Smarter than most people.” A pause then. “Definitely smarter than the last mercenary who tried to tame one. He lost a leg. And the rest, eventually.”

Harding crouched beside them, eyes flicking toward the feeding dragon. “It’s not blighted?”

Taash turned abruptly. “Blighted? No. That’s not possible. Dragons don’t get blighted.”

“They do now,” Lucanis said grimly. “We’ve seen two so far when they attacked Minrathous and Treviso.”

Taash’s eyes narrowed. “That isn’t right. Dragons aren’t tools; they don’t just go and attack cities. If someone’s twisting them—corrupting them—that means something worse is happening.”

Harding nodded. “We believe it’s tied to the Elven gods.”

Taash didn’t answer. Their jaw was tight. The dragon below let out a low, almost curious rumble.

Then—a horn split the air.

Lucanis cursed and looked toward the ridge. A dozen Antaam soldiers were cresting the cliff, armored, armed, and advancing fast.

“They’ll try to take it,” Harding said. “Or kill it.”

“No,” Taash said flatly.

Before Lucanis could stop them, they vaulted the wall and sprinted down the slope, shouting in rough but commanding Qunlat. A warning—or a challenge.

The soldiers turned toward the sound.

Lucanis sighed. “So much for subtlety.”

He sprang forward. Harding followed.

The fight was a blur—sand and steel and shouting. The Antaam were brutal and efficient, but not prepared.

As one raised a polearm toward Taash, they inhaled sharply—then exhaled, unleashing a blast of fire that swallowed two soldiers in searing flame, their skin blackened and cracked from the heat.

Harding ducked behind a boulder, wide-eyed. “Did they just—?”

“It would appear so,” Lucanis grunted, driving his blade into another deserter.

When the last soldier fell, the dragon took flight—wings beating the sand into a whirlwind. It circled once overhead before vanishing into the sky.

Taash stood where they’d been, breathing slowly, shoulders rising and falling.

“I’ll come with you,” they said.

Lucanis arched a brow. “That easy?”

“No,” they said. “But blighting dragons is just not right. Someone has to stop them.”

Lucanis looked at the scorched corpses on the beach. Then he smiled. “This is going to be fun.”

 


 

Nevarra was quieter than Rook remembered.

Not the city itself, its upper districts still buzzed with orchestras and politics and parties thrown for the dead, but the Grand Necropolis had its own kind of hush. A respectful murmuring. The sort of hush you’d find in a library, if the library were also a crypt and most of the regulars didn’t breathe anymore.

They had been warned that the Necropolis was subject to change. Its stone corridors twisted on themselves with maddening logic, routes rearranging as if in conversation with some unseen will.

Bellara craned her neck as they walked beneath vaulted archways carved with funerary script. “You know, for a building full of corpses, this is surprisingly well-lit.”

“High praise,” Rook said dryly.

The Mourn Watch sentinels they passed were more statue than human—obsidian armor absorbing light, positioned with a precision that suggested someone had studied stillness as an art form.

They passed a tableau arranged in a scene—skeletal figures mid-toast, forever suspended in a moment of spectral revelry. Further on, another group labored in silence, skeletal workers methodically digging out new alcoves in the stone, preparing space for the future dead.

The necropolis wasn’t eerie so much as aggressively formal. Everything was polished, perfumed, and curated. Like death had a dress code.

“Are we sure he didn’t get eaten by his own crypt?” Rook muttered.

Bellara adjusted her gauntlet. “If we get devoured by a demon, I just want it noted that I objected to this plan.”

“Noted,” Rook answered.

A moment later, they passed through a door that revealed a high-ceilinged chamber lit by luminous sconces and warded braziers. In its center stood a man with the calm air of someone wholly unsurprised to have guests.

Tall, thin, dressed in ink-dark robes, Emmrich Volkarin looked up from the corpse, sitting upright in its coffin. He offered a smile. 

“Ah,” he said. “You’ve arrived. Most gratifying.”

Rook stepped forward, her boots echoing faintly. “I assume this place wasn’t meant to be easy to find?”

“Nothing of worth is ever straightforward,” Emmrich replied, completing his ritual with a flick of his fingers. “The Necropolis saw fit to reconfigure itself again last week. A regrettable inconvenience—several apprentices were marooned in the Catacombs of the Hushed. Delightful acoustics. Appalling escape routes.”

Rook’s gaze drifted across the room—stone coffins, ritual circles, books propped open on angled lecterns. “You do your fieldwork in an active crypt?”

“It is, in my experience, prudent to conduct one’s research where the phenomenon is most immediate,” he said calmly. “The dead tend to murmur when something’s amiss. And the Veil here is thin in places.” 

He gestured idly toward a nearby lectern stacked with worn scrolls and silver-inlaid tomes. “Of course, the danger has increased of late. I presume you've encountered whispers of Venatori activity?”

Rook's eyes narrowed. “Some. We saw mostly what was left of them.”

Emmrich let out a sigh that spoke of frustration. “They’ve been probing the outer sanctums, disguised as scholars, mourners, even postulants. Rather clever, in their fashion. They're attempting to extract power from the relics buried here. Old things. Quiet things. Best left undisturbed.”

Bellara frowned. “What kind of relics?”

“Sealed bindings, amulets, even the occasional grimoire. You’d be astonished at what people try to take with them into death.”

“Have the Venatori been successful?” Rook asked.

“A number of them have found themselves on the unfortunate side of a binding circle. I offered my services to question them post-mortem.”

As if summoned by the mention of spirits, a clothed skeletal figure stepped into view from an adjoining passage, its ivory fingers clacking against the stone wall as it walked. A faint, inquisitive hiss escaped it, followed by a groan that sounded almost... pleased.

Rook stared. “Of course. Of course, he has a walking skeleton.”

The skeleton paused and offered a wave of his hand in greeting. Its eye sockets glowed with pale blue light, but when Rook looked closer, she saw they were enchanted minerals.

“Ah. That’s Manfred,” Emmrich said, without missing a beat. “He was once a particularly inquisitive wisp—incorrigible, really—so I constructed a more enduring form for him. He’s proven rather attached.” He clasped his hands and smiled at the skeleton.

Manfred let out a papery exhale and patted one of his own ribs with pride.

Bellara blinked. “You adopted a spirit.”

“I find tenured assistant a more accurate descriptor, thank you.”.

Rook grinned as she waved back. “I like him.”

Pleased with the introduction, Emmrich motioned them toward a carved bench set against a wall framed with epitaphs. “Now, I gather you’ve come regarding the recent irregularities in the Veil.”

“How did you—” Bellara started.

“The dead stir with undue ease,” Emmrich said in a professorial tone. “And spirits—spirits are dreadful gossips. Your arrival was never a matter of if, only when.

He studied them for a beat, expression shifting from bemused to sharply focused.

“You’re letter mentioned it’s tied to the Blight?”

Rook nodded.

“Then I shall assist you. Naturally.”

Manfred gave an enthusiastic rattle and pointed emphatically to a satchel that was stuffed in his ribcage.

“I believe that’s his attempt at volunteering,” Emmrich translated. “Though ideally, he might avoid direct entanglement with fire this time.”

Bellara exchanged a look with Rook. “This might actually be the least chaotic ally we’ve made.”

“Don’t say that,” Rook muttered, rising to her feet.

From somewhere deeper in the Necropolis, a low wail echoed—long and spectral, followed by a brief crash as Manfred answered the wail in kind.

“…There it is.”

 


 

The bottle of Antivan red was nearly empty.

Its deep, spiced aroma lingered in the air between them, clinging to the cracked ceramic cups they’d found buried in one of the Lighthouse’s storage alcoves. Rook leaned back on the bench, one leg tucked beneath her, the other perched on a rickety stool beside her chair.

Lucanis poured the wine into her cup before topping off his own. “I still can’t decide what was more unbelievable,” he said, swirling the wine. “The dragon, the fire-breathing, or Taash’s questions about the Crows.”

Rook snorted into her drink. “What was the one with the arm ropes again?”

“Darsaam,” he said, chuckling. “Apparently, we strangle them with their Darsaam.”

He caught himself watching her again. Maker, how easily she laughed. Spite hadn’t moved—still crouched in the back of his mind like a wolf at the edge of a fire—but for now, Lucanis could pretend. Pretend he was only a man enjoying wine with someone who made the world feel lighter. Pretend he wouldn’t ruin this.

She was in the loose shirt she favored during downtime, the one that slipped a little off her shoulder. The linen breeches she wore caught the firelight just enough to hint at the shape beneath. Her hair, usually braided for practicality, fell freely tonight—dark waves spilling down her back.

She wasn’t wearing any cosmetics, but the wine had stained her lips the exact shade they’d been when he first saw her in the Ossuary.

They joked about Manfred—how Assan hadn’t tried to gnaw on him yet like he did with other bones. “Maybe he respects the craft,” Rook said with mock solemnity, and Lucanis had to laugh.

Still, the necromancer’s assistant unnerved him a little. Not just Manfred, with his glowing sockets and excited manners—but the whole idea of it. Necromancy had a certain... arrogance to it. Raising the dead when assassins spent years perfecting the art of making them that way—it was bad form. Disrespectful, almost.

And yet, Manfred had bowed. Had patted his ribs like he was proud of them. Had seemed, Maker help him, charmed to meet them.

“Waste of a good death,” he muttered into his wine, earning a snort from Rook.

“Emmrich would argue it’s recycling.”

Lucanis raised a brow. “If someone ever recycles me , I expect you to set the corpse on fire. Twice.”

She grinned. “Only if you promise the same.”

He tilted his cup toward her in mock salute. “Deal.”

“Emmrich showed me the gardens while we were there. Eerie. Macabre. But beautiful. There’s this peace to them. A certain quietness. Like the dead are still listening.”

“Show me, next time we’re hunting wisps in Nevarra?” Lucanis asked, his voice softer than he meant it to be.

A brief but full silence followed.

“And Neve?” he asked gently.

Rook’s gaze dropped to her cup on the table. “She’s furious. I don’t blame her.”

Lucanis didn’t speak at first. Then he carefully shifted forward and reached across to take her hands. His touch was hesitant, but she didn’t pull away.

“Rook, you helped me save our home when you didn’t have to. You had every reason to go to Minrathous instead—and you didn’t.” His voice had dropped lower, no humor in it now. Just sincerity. “I know what that cost you. I won’t forget it.”

She looked up, startled by the raw honesty on his face. Her hands were warm in his, her pulse fluttering just beneath his thumb. He hadn’t meant to notice it. He did anyway.

The air between them shifted—tense and charged. Almost unbearably close to something else. Lucanis suddenly rose to his feet, pulling his hands back as if the moment had burned him. He turned away toward a cluttered shelf, pretending to inspect a chipped plate. “We should—uh. Buy decent wine glasses. When we’re at the Treviso market.”

He didn’t turn back. Couldn’t. Not with Spite whispering at the edge of his thoughts again, curling cold fingers around the fragile illusion he’d let himself believe in tonight. It was too easy, sitting here with her, laughing like he wasn’t haunted. She didn’t deserve to be a part of that, not like this. Not when he wasn’t sure which part of him was reaching for her—the man, or the demon.

Rook didn’t answer right away, but he could feel her eyes on him. Then, she stood from the chair she’d been lounging in, her voice quiet. “It’s fine, I’ll leave you alone.”

“I’m never alone anymore,” he muttered under his breath.

But the door had already creaked shut behind her.

Chapter 13: Bitter and Sweet

Summary:

Rook and Lucanis go the market.

A small rebellion, just for him. A gift he would never choose for himself. She'd give it to him when he couldn't refuse. 

Chapter Text

 

The letter arrived early in the morning, adorned with the blood-red seal of the Crows. Rook had turned it over in her hands twice before confirming it was addressed to Lucanis. 

She'd managed three days without crossing his path since that night in the dining hall—a careful dance of avoidance that left her more exhausted than any contract. But some messages couldn't be ignored.

Rook had checked the usual places: the courtyard, the kitchen, the pantry. Nothing.

She found him in the music room.

The door was ajar, and she paused in the corridor, letter clenched in her fingers. Soft notes filtered through the opening, not quite a melody, just a wandering line of sound, hesitant and searching. The old, slightly out-of-tune piano transformed the air into something vulnerable.

Lucanis wasn’t someone she’d imagined playing an instrument. But here he was, seated on the bench in the dimly lit room, coaxing the music out of hiding. There was no technique to it, no performance. Just a man extracting something from within himself, note by solitary note.

It was fragile—a soft, faltering confession of sound.

She'd seen Lucanis wield blades with deadly precision, but this—this unpracticed vulnerability—was something she'd never been meant to witness.

The memory of his hands closing over hers in the dining hall flooded her mind: the unexpected weight of them, the calluses that spoke of both violence and care. I won't forget what you did. Words that hadn’t let her sleep in three nights.

And now here he was again, bare in a different way.

She stepped forward, deliberately letting her boot scuff against the threshold. He didn’t look at her right away, but silence fell over the keys.

“I have something for you,” she said, holding out the letter.

He accepted it without rising from the bench, his thumb moving with the same precision he used on a blade. His eyes moved across the page—once, twice—revealing nothing, though something in the corners of his mouth tightened almost imperceptibly.

"My cousin Illario," he said finally, refolding the letter with meticulousness. "He's found new information on Zara Renata."

His eyes met hers then, and with a casualness that felt anything but casual, he added, "You should come with me."

Rook blinked. “You sure?”

"Of course." His smile appeared, precisely measured—a carefully constructed thing that reached his eyes but revealed nothing behind them. Whatever had slipped free between them that night had been carefully locked away again.

"Alright," she agreed.

He rose, the piano bench creaking softly beneath the shifting weight. "Tonight. Cafe Pietra."

She lingered, gaze drifting to the abandoned piano. "Didn't know you played."

Something flickered across his features. "I don't. Not really." His fingers brushed absently against his waistcoat pocket, where the letter now resided. "It calms Spite."

 


 

Rook studied Lucanis as they moved through the crowded market, watching how he navigated his childhood city with the precision of someone who knew every stone, every sound. He moved like the city belonged to him, even if the weight of it sat invisible on his shoulders.

She wondered what it felt like to walk these streets again after everything. After Spite had claimed part of him, after a year under Calivan's so-called "rehabilitation.".

Now he was inspecting turnips with an intense focus, and the dissonance made her dizzy.

Outwardly, nothing betrayed him. No hesitation in his step. No signs of recognition when they passed places that must’ve held memories. But she’d learned to spot the smaller tells—how his posture tightened by degrees, how his breathing shifted when something struck too close to whatever he kept locked behind that immovable calm.

The vulnerability she'd glimpsed in the music room had vanished. Folded away like the Crow letter, tucked somewhere she couldn’t reach. What remained was the Lucanis she’d first met: composed, calculating, utterly self-contained. Not unpleasant, just distant.

The marketplace thrived despite everything. The Antaam had taken much, but not this. Merchants shouted prices in a singsong cadence, colors clashed across canopies, and smoke curled from roasted meat. Lucanis cut through it all, like a blade through water.

He didn’t shop for himself. That was what struck her most.

He bartered for a curved monster bone for Assan and a wax-wrapped bundle of salted fish for Bellara after a lengthy conversation about curing methods. A bag of sun-ripened fruit for when Neve returned, each piece inspected as carefully as he might check a blade.

She shouldn't have been surprised—Lucanis noticed everything. Still, it unsettled her in ways she couldn't name. How much he'd remembered. How closely he'd paid attention. 

There was no room in him for indulgence. Not even the harmless kind. It seemed as if he was waiting to be punished for wanting anything. 

She found herself wondering what he'd noticed about her. Did he see how her eyes lingered on him too long? The way her laugh was always a little louder when he was near? How she'd been avoiding him since that moment in the dining hall, when something had shifted between them?

She almost asked. Almost.

They passed a small weapons stall with a purple awning, where silver and steel glinted in the sun. His pace slowed—not enough for most to notice, but she did. A wyvern-tooth dagger caught the light. His eyes glanced at it, and something flickered across his face. A memory, maybe. 

Then it was gone. He looked away, straightening his spine.

As if even wanting something was a luxury he didn’t allow.

He caught her watching, and met her gaze for a moment too long before nodding toward a spice merchant.

"Taash asked for extra heat in their stew," he said, voice carefully neutral. 

"Of course they did," Rook replied with a forced lightness that did nothing to ease the sudden weight in her chest.

Later, while he bartered in fluid Rivaini with a stubborn fish vendor, Rook slipped back to the weapons stall. It was expensive, but that wasn't why she hesitated. Buying it felt strangely intimate. Too intimate.

But she'd seen his face. The way he'd looked at it and then denied himself, like a child who'd learned not to ask for things he'd never receive.

She handed over the coin before she could reconsider.

She tucked it deep into her pack, beneath food stores where curious hands wouldn't find it until she was ready.

A small rebellion, just for him. A gift he would never choose for himself. She'd give it to him when he couldn't refuse. 

The sun was beginning to slant toward early evening when they left the market's boisterous energy behind them, moving toward the quieter elegance of the café district. By the time they reached their destination, the din had softened to a civilized hum.

Across the courtyard, Illario waited beneath a slanted canopy, one leg crossed, coffee already served.

Lucanis didn’t break stride.

But Rook let herself linger one last moment in the sun, letting it warm her cheeks. She looked out over the city—the one that had made him, and welcomed him back without ever saying a word.

Then she followed him in.

 


 

“Why are we meeting here instead of the casino?” Rook raised her brow as she eyed the ivy-covered courtyard. The scent of roasted coffee beans hung in the air, mingling with the perfume of climbing flowers that framed the entrance. A fountain trickled nearby, its gentle splashing providing just enough sound to obscure conversations from neighboring tables.

“House Cantori has many talents,” Lucanis said smoothly. “Making coffee is not one of them.”

Illario stood and opened his arms in mock affront. “I’ve been waiting, cousin. I was starting to think you’d fallen into the canal.”

Lucanis gave a short nod in greeting. "Still dramatic." His fingers brushed against the hidden dagger at his hip—a reflex more than conscious thought. After a year under Calivan’s ‘care’, crowded spaces set his nerves on edge.

“Besides, I’d never miss a chance to drink the specialty roast they serve here,” Lucanis replied, pulling out a chair for Rook before he settled in the chair across from his cousin.

“You see, Rook?” Illario turned toward her with a grin. “My cousin is all stomach and no heart.”

“You sure about that?” 

Rook's tone was light, but Lucanis felt her eyes settle on him—steady, unreadable. He looked away before he gave something away.

“Well,” Illario added with a lazy smile, “if I’d known you liked heart, I’d have brought roses instead of information.”

Lucanis forced a dry smile. “Don’t mind him. Illario can’t appreciate anything but his own reflection.”

He hated how easily he fell into this juvenile rhythm with Illario: smile, parry, deflect. He'd lived behind those reflexes for so long that he wasn't sure what was beneath them anymore. His memories took him back to summer days in the villa, the taste of blood in his mouth after another "lesson" in the training yard, and Caterina watching them both with calculating eyes.

A server approached, weaving between the tables. “What can I get you all?”

Lucanis glanced at Rook. "You should try the Andoral's Breath," he said, voice casual. "Bitter and sweet. Like a kiss goodbye." The words hung between them.

"Bitter and sweet," she repeated softly, followed by a smile. "Sounds perfect." 

Her fingers moved to the pendant at her throat in a self-soothing manner. How many times had she done that? He narrowed his eyes. Mierda. How had he missed it until now?

"I'll take the usual," Illario said to the server, offering his empty cup. His eyes never left the pair across from him.

Lucanis barely registered the small talk that passed between them. The air was thick with Antivan heat, the vines above them trembling in a breeze that didn’t reach him. He couldn’t stop watching the gate. Or the shadows beyond it.“So,” Rook finally asked, “What information do you have?”

Illario leaned back, gesturing with his cup. “The Crows I sent after Zara picked up her trail. They say she’s gone to Vyrantium.”

“That makes no sense.” Rook frowned. “The Venatori and the Antaam are both working for the gods— she’s better protected here.

“She’s not in Vyrantium,” Lucanis said. “She can’t be.”

Illario frowned. "You're questioning my intelligence reports?" His gaze hardened, the familiar arrogance sliding into place.

"We're compromised," Lucanis said flatly. "It's the only way Zara reached me on the ship and Caterina here in the city. You need to watch your back, cousin." 

The memory of waking to the agonizing, acidic rush of blood magic running through his veins made him clench his teeth as his fingers curled around the coffee cup. “She’s not in Vyrantium,” he repeated, quieter this time but no less confident.

“You think I’d be so easily fooled?” Illario scoffed.

A pulse beat behind Lucanis’s eyes. “I think someone was.” He set the cup down. “You don’t know what she’s capable of.”

“Zara would never be foolish enough to stay. Not with you out for blood.”

“Of course she would,” Lucanis shot back. “If the Crows protecting her are here.”

Illario gave Rook a helpless look. “Rook, be reasonable. He’s being paranoid.” He gestured to the peaceful courtyard around them, as if the very normalcy of their surroundings disproved Lucanis's concerns.

“I’m not being paranoid!” Lucanis snapped louder than he meant. He noticed heads turn and felt Rook shift slightly beside him, but the heat was already rising in his throat. Spite surged before he forced it back with a hard breath.

“She came after me. She came after Caterina. She’ll come for you, too, cousin. You think you’re immune because you’re charming?”

A woman seated nearby glanced over, her gaze lingering on his eyes before she quickly looked away. He caught the movement beside him—Rook shifting her chair, edging just enough to block the curious gazes aimed his way. She didn’t say anything. She didn’t need to.

Illario opened his mouth for another quip, but stopped. Something in Lucanis’s face made the words die.

“I’ll clean house,” he said at last through gritted teeth, the humor gone from his voice. He turned and disappeared through the courtyard gate.

Lucanis watched him go, doubt swirling in his gut. Would his cousin actually follow through, or was this just another moment of appeasement before returning to business as usual? With Illario, he could never tell.

Lucanis and Rook remained at the table, letting the silence stretch between them.

“You alright?” Rook asked, her voice gentler now. She leaned forward in her chair, her fingers stopping just short of his.

He wasn’t, but Lucanis nodded anyway. “He’s still playing games. Still trying to prove Caterina wrong for favoring me.”

They lingered, their drinks cooling between them. The hum of the market had faded, leaving only the rustle of vines and the faint clink of porcelain—gentle noises that felt almost too peaceful. The light had softened, casting longer shadows across the courtyard stones. A street musician had taken up position near the entrance, the melancholy notes of a lute drifting through the garden.

He caught himself tracing the rim of his cup. When he looked up at her, it was with the strange, sudden thought that he might actually be happy.

"They say taste and smell awaken our strongest memories," he murmured. "For a while, memories were all I had. I felt like... if I stopped remembering, I’d disappear.”

He paused, thumb pressing against the warm porcelain of his cup. 

"And then the attack on House Cantori, the dragon, everything after—we were moving so fast. I didn’t have time to feel it. Any of it. But this..." His voice softened. "This is starting to feel real. That I'm out. That I get to have moments like this."

In this moment, he wasn’t a Crow. Not a monster, not a liability. Just a man with coffee, sunlight, and her.

 


 

Back at the Lighthouse, the silence inside felt different after the café and the market, tense and expectant, as if the walls themselves were holding their breath. 

It was late enough for quiet to have settled across the halls, but not so late that the others were asleep. Rook slowed her pace as they approached her quarters, fingers playing nervously with the edge of her shirt. For all her years as a Crow, for all the lives she'd ended without hesitation, this moment required a different kind of courage.

She unhooked her pack and reached inside to find the dagger tucked safely at the bottom. She held it out, hilt first.

“This is for you.”

Lucanis blinked. “You—?”

“I saw your face when you noticed it earlier.” Her shrug was casual, but her fingers fidgeted at her side, almost apologetic for paying too much attention. For seeing too much.

He took it slowly, reverently, as though it meant more than he expected—silver hilt, perfect balance. He turned it in his hand, tracing the mark near the guard.

“It’s beautiful,” his voice was almost hushed. “I’ve always wanted one like this. When I was little, I used to pretend I hunted wyverns through the villa gardens.”

She tilted her head. “Really? Wyverns?”

His laugh was soft. “I was obsessed. I had books, sketches, and even a little wooden one that I carried around.” His mouth tensed, “Caterina said it was unbecoming. I was supposed to be above childish fantasies.”

Unbecoming, Rook echoed silently. As if wanting something harmless made him weak. She pictured him as a boy—dark-eyed, probably a bit too serious, lost in wild daydreams about scaled beasts and glory. 

“You never stopped liking them, did you?”

He met her eyes, and there was something disarmingly open in his expression. “No,” he said simply. “I didn’t.”

She nearly laughed at that. He looked so pleased, so quietly delighted. She hadn’t seen him like this—ever. It caught her off guard. And then her heart did the rest.

He outranked her. Maker, he outclassed her. The most infamous mage-killer in Crow history, Caterina’s heir. He carried the weight of his house like it was stitched into his bones. 

And she—she’s what? The crow that screwed up a contract. The one who had endangered her pears, endangering Viago’s standing. She was still clawing her way back.

And yet… here he was. Taking the blade from her hands like it meant something.

She’d had flings before. Almost everyone did. Crows didn’t do love—they formed strategic alliances or burned fast and clean. A distracted heart made you weak. A bleeding heart got someone else killed.

But this—this was different. It didn’t burn. 

It settled.

A thing with roots.

He stepped closer, blade sheathed now at his side.

She didn’t move.

His breath stirred the space between them. Her pulse pounded, and for a moment, all her doubts dissolved.

He’s going to kiss me.

And she wanted him to. Desperately. 

“Sorry to interrupt,” came a voice from the threshold. “Neve’s returned.”

He slowly stepped back, like he didn’t want to. Or maybe that was just what she wanted to believe.

Chapter 14: The Fall of Weisshaupt

Summary:

The command center was deeper in, past collapsed staircases and burning halls. By the time they reached it, Rook's lungs were aching from smoke and exertion.They’d fought more darkspawn than Rook could count—shriek packs, genlock archers, even a grotesque ogre wearing Warden armor like a trophy.

The First Warden stood at the blood-soaked strategy table, eyes wild, veins bulging. Blood leaked from his ears in thin rivulets. Still, he barked orders like a man possessed.

Chapter Text

 

By the time they reached Weisshaupt, the sky above the Anderfels had already turned the color of charcoal. Thunder rolled across the jagged peaks, but no rain came. Only smoke—black and thick—rose from the once-impenetrable Grey Warden fortress.

Rook crouched behind a shattered pillar, her knuckles white as she gripped the hilts of her swords. The earth trembled beneath her boots, sending pebbles skittering across stone.  Below, a massive horde of darkspawn surged.

The numbers were staggering. Thousands upon thousands. More darkspawn than she'd ever seen in one place, stretching like a black sea from the broken gates to the horizon. Her stomach dropped. 

"Maker's breath," The words were torn from her throat. Behind her, she heard Bellara's sharp intake of breath, the soft curse from Taash. Even Emmrich, who had seen death in all its forms, went perfectly still.

Peering down the slope, she saw that the main fortress wall had collapsed inward. Fires crackled along the parapets. Through the breach poured a murderous tide—ogres, hurlocks, genlocks—twisted and howling with rage.

The god of monsters hadn’t been idle.

Davrin crouched beside her, sword ready. “There’s a tunnel half-buried in rubble—there.” He pointed toward a dark slash in the hillside. “Leads to the old Warden archives, one of the emergency exits. That’s how we get in.”

“No guards?” Lucanis asked.

Davrin grimaced. “Not on this side. That’s why it’ll work.”

Rook nodded once. “Then let’s move.”

They descended silently, dread weighing down more and more with every steep Rook took.

Neve had been right. The First Warden had recalled all wardens to Weisshaupt, and the siege had come with a god’s fury. Their order, the only force capable of killing an archdemon, faced annihilation. They had wasted no time, going through the eluvian into the crossroads, desperate to find a route to the old fortress.

They slipped through the narrow tunnel entrance, the stones damp and cold as they made their way through.

The fortress grounds were in chaos, the battle already devouring half the courtyard. Warden banners hung in tatters, blue and silver stained black with blood and ash. A knot of defenders fought beneath the broken tower: a mage casting with one hand while shielding a wounded comrade with the other, a woman wielding a greatsword caked with gore, her Warden crest barely visible beneath the grime. 

But it was the bodies that made Rook's breath catch in her throat. So many bodies. Entire families, it seemed. Blacksmiths, farmers, merchants, their wives and children. A small hand protruded from beneath a collapsed wall, fingers still clutching a wooden toy. An elderly woman lay crumpled near the well, her gray hair matted with blood, her eyes staring sightlessly at the smoke-filled sky. The darkspawn had killed them all without hesitation, without mercy.

Neve pressed a hand to her mouth, her face pale. Lucanis's jaw clenched so tight Rook thought she could hear his teeth grinding. "Animals," Taash growled, their voice thick with rage. Even Davrin, who had seen countless battles, looked stricken at the loss of his brothers and sisters in arms. These weren't just casualties of war—this was slaughter.

They quickly moved through the ruined outer courtyard. Torn bodies lay crumpled near gates, armor melted to flesh by arcane heat. Bellara knelt beside a twisted helm, lips pressed tight.

The scale of devastation was suffocating. Rook had to step over the body of a young Warden recruit—barely older than twenty, his sword still clutched in his death grip. The stench was overwhelming: blood, smoke, and the sickly-sweet smell of death. Emmrich moved with unusual solemnity, his scholarly detachment cracked by the sheer brutality before them.

Above them, the sky moved. Not clouds—no, clouds didn’t shift like that. A vast swirling ethereal presence in the form of Ghilan'nain’s mask, thick and pulsing, hovered over Weisshaupt like a halo of rot. Lightning sparked inside it, enhancing the horror. 

Bellara's breath hitched, her eyes wide with terror. "That's... that's her face in the sky." 

The mask of Ghilan’nain loomed above them all, indifferent and vast—a god staring through glass, watching its insects burn.

Over the commotion, she heard Lucanis, his voice incredulous. “How am I supposed to stab that ?”

"The command center is through that gate," Davrin said, his voice barely carrying over the distant screams. "Evka will be there."

“And the First Warden?” Rook asked.

“Either there—or already dead.”

They pressed forward. Lucanis vanished into shadow, cutting down a shrieking hurlock before it could alert the rest. Taash charged headfirst into a brute of a darkspawn, ducking its first swing and burying their axe deep into its spine with a sickening crunch.

Rook fought her way across the rubble, sword flashing, blood flying. She didn't think—only moved, deflected, struck. Her body remembered what her mind couldn't process. She was breathing hard by the time they reached the gate, her arms burning with exertion.

They breached the interior halls next, guided by Davrin's sharp memory of the fortress layout. It had once been beautiful, she could tell—clean stone, vaulted ceilings, great stained-glass panels dedicated to victories long forgotten. Now those same windows ran with blood, and the floor beneath their boots cracked with every step, the foundation itself failing.

They’d fought more darkspawn than Rook could count—shriek packs, genlock archers, even a grotesque ogre wearing Warden armor like a trophy.

The command center was deeper in, past collapsed staircases and burning halls. By the time they reached it, Rook's lungs were aching from smoke and exertion. The chamber looked more like a tomb than a war room.

Rook's breath hitched. Half the strategy maps were soaked in blood. Another Warden lay slumped in the corner, dead with eyes wide open, hand still curled around a broken spear.

“We’re too late,” Bellara murmured.

“No,” Davrin said. “We’re barely in time.”

The First Warden stood at the strategy table, eyes wild, veins bulging. Blood leaked from his ears in thin rivulets. Still, he barked orders like a man possessed.

“They’re inside the walls,” Antoine pleaded. “We need to reinforce—”

“No,” the First Warden snapped. “We hold the inner keep. Everyone else defends the courtyard. This is where we end it.”

Evka slammed a fist down. “You’ll get us all killed!”

“You!” The First Warden shouted when he saw Rook, spittle flying. "What are you doing here? I told you, stay out of Warden business!"

“Helping,” Rook shot back, storming forward. “Just because you’re a pain in my ass doesn’t mean I’ll happily sit back and watch the gods wipe out your entire order.”

“You don’t understand! We’ve handled Blights for generations—”

“This isn’t a Blight,” Rook snapped, gesturing outside.

He refused to look.

“You don’t understand!” he shouted. “If we falter—”

"If you don't see what this is," she interrupted, "we're all going to die here for nothing."

He hesitated, just for a second, and then, "Lies. We need to make our stand. Order every man to the battlements."

Outside, a massive shadow blotted out the sky. The archdemon—twisted beyond recognition, with horns like spears and wings tattered but massive—screeched across the battlefield, sending soldiers scattering like leaves before a gale.

Taash stepped protectively in front of the group, their massive frame tensed for battle. "That thing's not natural," they growled. 

Even Davrin, who had faced darkspawn for most of his life, stared in shocked silence.

“Seize her!” The First Warden pointed toward Rook, ignoring the real threat.

The words had barely left his mouth before Rook's companions moved as one to shield her.

“Well, I tried,” she muttered. And with one smooth movement, she pushed through her team and struck the First Warden with the hilt of her sword. He slumped to the ground.

Davrin caught him before he hit the stone, lowering him with undeserved gentleness. “He’s lucky. Others will envy that mercy.”

Meanwhile, other wardens started to close in on Rook, hands hovering over weapons, unsure how to handle their leader, until Evka stepped forward in a purposeful stride.

Evka looked at Rook, then at the rest of the group, her expression grim but resolute. "Stop, that’s an order." If the dwarf was surprised that the others followed her command without hesitation, she didn’t show it. Together with Antoine, they gathered their pears around the table to talk strategy.

The plan was simple—and suicidal. Lure the archdemon to a trap. Kill it. Sever Ghilan'nain's bond to it—and in doing so, make her vulnerable. Solas had been clear: the archdemons were what made them immortal.

Evka simply nodded once and gave orders to the remaining Wardens, her voice cutting through the chaos like a blade.

"Form up! Mages with me! Shields to the front! We're holding the line until the archdemon comes to us!"

They moved fast, desperation fueling speed. Taash and Bellara discovered the trap site, which was half-buried and covered by a collapsed tower. A rusted mechanism slumbered beneath—enormous hooks anchored to ancient chain-coiled counterweights that had waited centuries for this moment.

Lucanis knelt beside the pressure plate, fingers ghosting across the cracks in the stone. “It’ll hold if it’s heavy enough.”

"It will be," Rook said. Her voice felt hollow in her own throat.

"We need to bait it," Taash added, casting an anxious glance toward the dark horizon where lightning fractured the sky.

Rook reached beneath her cloak and withdrew the lyrium dagger. Its glow pulsed faintly, a dull rhythm like a heartbeat, casting her face in spectral blue.

"She wants this," Rook said. "We show her we have it, and she'll come."

Davrin's hand rested on his blade. "You're using yourself as bait again."

"It'll be fine," 

“Lovely,” Bellara muttered.

Taash cracked their neck. “We should spread out. If the trap fails, she’ll lash out.”

Rook's gaze flicked to each of them. Emmrich, grim and composed despite the stink of rot, Bellara trembling but steady, Davrin wounded but determined,  Taash silent and coiled like a drawn bow. Harding, steady as a rock by her side. And Lucanis, watching her—not the battlefield, not the sky. Her.

"Positions," Rook commanded, watching her team scatter.

From above, the archdemon descended—massive wings stirring up ash and debris in choking clouds. It blotted out what little light remained, its shadow a promise of extinction.

Rook stepped forward, raised the blade high, and shouted, "Come and take it!"

“She sees it,” Bellara’s voice was barely audible over the wind.

The dragon screamed, then dove.

Everything became noise—screaming, wind, motion. Rook barely managed to roll out of the way as the archdemon slammed into the ground, talons tearing deep gouges in the stone. The impact rattled her teeth. She could smell the rot on its breath, making her eyes water.

The dragon's hind leg pressed the trigger plate—and with a hiss and a deep, mechanical groan, the ancient Warden trap activated.

Iron hooks shot from hidden recesses in the walls, chains uncoiling with a snap that echoed across the courtyard. The dragon bellowed as a dozen hooks sank deep into its flanks and wings. It reared back, screaming, trying to wrench free, but the chains held.

Now it could die.

Now Ghilan'nain could bleed.

Davrin approached the fallen beast, its panicked glowing eyes tracking the warden's movements, knowing its death was now inevitable. As the elf reached the maw of the dragon, he turned towards Rook. "Take care of Assan for me," he said quietly, before raising his blade to strike.

Her breath caught. Davrin wasn’t expecting to survive.

A voice cut through the chaos, stopping Davrin cold.

“Stand down!” The First Warden appeared, his face streaked with dried blood. "That's an order. I am your commander, your senior. The killing blow falls to me." The elder man pushed Davrin aside and took his position instead.

His blade drove down, but before the tip reached the blighted scales, Ghilan'nain rose up and plucked him from her pet. With a single movement of her hand, blood came through every pore of the First Warden’s seizing body, fueling a spell to strengthen and revive her dragon.

The beast melted in on itself, then rose anew, freed of the shackles that held it in place. What appeared now before them was no longer a dragon but the form of the true Archdemon—a snake-like creature with too many heads and giant fangs, meant to scoop and devour.

Horror crashed over them. Bellara staggered backward, Davrin's face twisted with disgust and rage. "Corrupting even death itself," he spat. Rook felt something cold and final settle in her chest. Their advantage was gone; they had lost the upper hand.

The dragon wielded its body as a weapon, slamming into the courtyard with such force that it sent Rook flying. She crashed against the stone and tasted blood. Rook struggled to rise. Her arm was slick with blood—hers or someone else’s, she didn’t know. She turned—

A hurlock charged her from behind, its roar a twisted parody of a battle cry.

She barely lifted her blades in time to parry, but the blow knocked her down again, dazed and half-blind. Her limbs felt too heavy, as if the very air had thickened around her. She blinked, vision swimming.

Through the blur, she saw Neve.

The other woman stood just ten feet away. She saw Rook fall, their eyes meeting across the chaos for a heartbeat.

But Neve's gaze snapped away, and a second later, she started sprinting. Not toward Rook, but toward Bellara, who was in the sights of another darkspawn, bowstring drawn but unaware of the danger at her back. Neve threw a spell at him, shattering the creature before it could do harm.

Rook tried to move, but her legs wouldn’t respond.

The metal of a rapier flashed next to her in the ash-covered gloom. The hurlock dropped before it could finish Rook, black blood pooling beneath its twisted form. She never saw the creature approach her. Lucanis knelt beside her, breath ragged, eyes fierce and violet.

"I've got you," he said, his voice rough with exertion.

Davrin appeared next, helping him lift her. "We need to kill that Archdemon. Now!"

What followed was a desperate battle choreographed in blood and steel. Taash and Davrin shouted orders, their voices guiding them through the chaos like lifelines. The others followed without question. 

The multi-headed serpent struck like lightning, its massive coils crushing stone to powder. Rook rolled desperately as fangs the size of swords crashed down where she'd been standing. The creature's breath was poison itself, acrid and burning, causing her eyes to stream and her lungs to seize.

Taash roared and drove their axe deep into one of the creature's heads, black ichor spraying in an arc around them. The beast retaliated instantly, another head snapping toward them with terrifying speed. Only Davrin's quick thinking saved the Qunari—his blade intercepted the strike, though the impact sent him skidding across the courtyard.

Bellara lashed out with her magick, desperately trying to blind the creature, while Neve's ice magick formed barriers that shattered like glass against the beast's fury. Lucanis danced between the coils, daggers finding gaps in the blighted scales, but for every wound they inflicted, the creature seemed to grow more enraged.

Rook found herself separated from the others, backed against a collapsed wall, when two heads focused their malevolent attention on her. She could see the trap in their eyes—they were herding her, driving her toward the creature's maw. Her daggers felt pathetically small against such overwhelming force.

But then Davrin was there, his blade singing through the air, cutting deep into one of the necks. The creature's scream of pain and rage nearly shattered their eardrums. That gave Rook the opening she needed—she sprinted forward, using Davrin's shoulders as a springboard to launch herself toward the other head.

Her blade found its mark, sinking deep into the creature's eye. The archdemon convulsed, sending shockwaves through the fortress foundations. Davrin held up his blade to deliver the final blow before screaming, bringing his arm down. Finally, mercifully, it collapsed, the light fading from all its terrible eyes.

Davrin stood, blinking. Alive.

“I was supposed to die,” he murmured.

He had been ready to sacrifice himself again. There was so much she wanted to say, so many questions, but the fortress shook around them, reminding her that they were still in the heart of danger. "Later," she managed. “We'll talk about this later."

Rook passed the lyrium dagger to Lucanis. The moment's significance pressed down on them. This was it—their one chance, perhaps their only chance. If Lucanis failed, if the dagger didn't find its mark, they would all die here, and Ghilan'nain's corruption would spread unchecked across Thedas. Rook met his eyes, and in that instant, she saw her own desperate hope reflected back at her. 

One heartbeat, he was still—the next he was in motion.

He shot forward like a blade ripped from its sheath, his world seemingly narrowed to instinct and intent. Veins lit with violet fire, his movements flowed with unnatural speed, the grace of a predetor sharpened by something inhuman. The ground barely registered beneath his boots as he surged ahead, low and silent, weaving through debris and bodies with impossible agility.

Then—up.

He leapt onto the jagged remains of a collapsed tower wall, boots skimming the stone as he ran vertically, momentum carrying him higher. At the peak, he twisted his body and launched into the air. 

Lucanis descended like judgment made flesh, dagger poised, every sinew burning with Spite’s will and his own. But the god twisted at the final instant, a snarl curving her lips.

The dagger tore across her cheek instead.

Ghilan'nain reeled back, crimson dripping from her face. Her fingers touched the wound in disbelief. Then she screamed, pure rage flowing from her injured body. Her voice split the sky. Blight poured from her hands like unraveling roots, tendrils exploding outward as the fortress trembled beneath their feet, clashing against Rook’s already battered ribs.

The mortal god screamed again, the blighted tendrils tore through the air, engulfing the old fortress, turning stone to blackened, pulsing flesh. The trap site collapsed into rot, as a wave of darkspawn broke through. 

Davrin carried her through the chaos. She tried to protest, to move, but her body refused to obey, betraying her when she needed it most.

The last thing she saw was Lucanis, standing there in the ruin, staring at Ghilan'nain like he might go back and try again—like death was preferable to retreat.

And then blackness closed in.

 


 

Rook's ears rang as the tendrils of blight twisted through the air, choking the light and breath from the ruined halls of Weisshaupt. The acrid stench of rot and decay clung to her lungs like smoke. Her vision swam as she lay crumpled on the shattered stone floor, pain blooming in her ribs where the blow had landed.

"Rook!" Davrin's voice was sharp, urgent. His rough hands lifted her, careful but swift.

"I'm—" she tried to steady herself, but the world tipped sideways. Her heartbeat hammered against the cage of her ribs, threatening to burst free.

Behind them was only chaos. Emmrich's voice cut through the noise, chanting low and commanding. Shadows warped into spectral chains that snared darkspawn in place, their snarls muffled as they struggled against bonds they couldn't see.

"Keep moving!" Taash's voice rang from the stairwell, sharp as the bloodied axes in their hands. The Qunari was a whirlwind of motion, cleaving through hulking hurlocks with brute force. They shouted over their shoulder, "We hold the line here. No one breaks through!"

Lucanis was already ahead, his lithe form darting through the gloom, a shadow withing a shadow. He caught the echo of Ghilan'nain's enraged roar, an earth-shaking sound, and shouted back, "Rook, you need to get clear! This place is going to collapse any second."

Rook forced a nod, though her breath came in ragged gasps. She hated leaving the fight with every fiber of her being, but the sharp crackle of collapsing stone and the thickening tendrils of blight wrapping around the walls left no choice.

"Neve?" Rook's voice was hoarse, searching for the familiar figure in the chaos. She spotted the mage through the swirling dust. Neve's eyes flicked past her, cool and distant, as she unleashed a spell that sent ice spears into the throat of a charging, hulking darkspawn.

Rook's heart twisted. She had seen Neve hesitate earlier, turning away when she had fallen, choosing instead to shield Bellara from a feral darkspawn. The coldness in Neve's gaze was unmistakable now, leaving no room for doubt that the mage hand’t seen her.

"Rook, move!" Emmrich called out, now at her side, his staff with a glowing skull lightend the murky air as he muttered wards of protection.

Davrin steadied her as they began to retreat, Lucanis falling in behind them, rapier ready and eyes burning with unspent fury.

The corridors trembled with the force of the battle around them, the clash of steel echoing like thunder. Every breath, every heartbeat hurt her all over again, but Rook pushed the pain aside, forcing her body to obey.

Thick tendrils of blight surged like serpents, curling and twisting through shattered stone and bloodied corpses, seeking to choke every last breath from those who remained.

"Fall back! Now!" Lucanis spun on his heel, eyes blazing.

Davrin caught Rook's arm, dragging her into a hard sprint toward the eluvian. Her legs protested, every step a scream of pain, but adrenaline drowned out the worst of the agony.

"Rook, stay with me!" Davrin's voice ordered her.

Behind them, Emmrich wove a shield of crackling Fade energy, his staff glowing bright enough to burn through the darkspawn's maddened charge. "Hold the line!" he bellowed, voice rough with strain.

Taash fought like a storm, cleaving through hurlocks that lunged at the retreating group. Rook caught a glimpse of her eyes, fierce and unyielding, unafraid of death or whatever came after.

They crossed the threshold of the eluvian, Davrin helping her forward, steadying her as they stepped through the shimmering portal. The Fade greeted them with cold, silence. Behind them, the eluvian shimmered once, then its surface cracked, dimming the light emanating from it.




Chapter 15: Surrender

Summary:

Rook and Lucanis find solace in eachother

Their eyes met, and he saw something there that unsettled him to his core. Vulnerability, yes, but also a silent plea for respite, for help—for connection. Something coiled tightly in his chest, both warming and frightening him.

Notes:

I like the way you kiss me, I can tell you miss me
I can tell it hits, hits, hits, hits
Not tryna be romantic, I'll hit it from the back
Just so you don't get attached

Artemas - I like the way you kiss me

Chapter Text

 

The Lighthouse was felt more sullen now than it had ever been. Even more so than after the attacks on Treviso and Minrathous. The stone walls that once witnessed talk of strategy and laughter now saw only defeat. There were no leads to follow up on, no map to mark, no battle looming over their heads—just silence. Heavy and strange, filled with unspoken accusations.

Rook moved barefoot through the halls, the stone cool and rough underfoot. The midnight chill seeped through her thin nightshirt, but she barely noticed. She hadn't bothered changing, hadn't bothered with sleep either. She told herself it was the dreams, the dread of knowing she couldn’t escape them. 

She had dreamed of Weisshaupt almost every night since the fortress had fallen. 

In her nightmares, the walls bled an oily ichor that burned her flesh, the sky had cracked open, and when Rook looked up, Ghilan’nain loomed above her like a constellation of rot, her face sneering with amusement.

A voice called out from the eluvian—Varric’s voice, choking and dying.

She ran toward him, but the ground shifted, turning slick beneath her feet. No matter how fast she moved, the mirror receded like a mirage. Next, she turned to see Neve, her face was ash-pale, and her hands cradled the body of a child scorched by blight. “Minrathous burned while you chased ghosts.”

Davrin stood at the edge of a collapsed stone bridge, arms crossed. “We followed you,” he said simply. “And look where it got us.” Rook tried to speak, but her voice failed.

Above her, Ghilan’nain reached down for the lyrium dagger, now fused to her chest like an open wound. “You were never the leader,” the god cruelly stated. “You were just the bait.”

The dagger ignited, scorching Rook’s skin as flames engulfed her.

She shuddered at the memory of her dream, as she tried to shake the sensation off of being on fire.

Her fingers trailed along the stone as she passed the sofas—ghosts of conversations echoed, the most prominent being Neve outlining the situation in Minrathous.

The city Neve had left behind to warn them about the Wardens.

The coup might have failed, but whole neighborhoods were gone or under Venatori control. Shadow Dragon agents had disappeared or been found dead, their bodies displayed as warnings. Parts of the resistance network had gone completely dark, leaving families wondering if their loved ones would ever return. 

Neve hadn't flinched once when relaying the devastating information to the stunned group. She had made it sound clinical. Tactical. 

But they had rallied around Neve nonetheless, offering sympathies, resources, help of any kind. It was all they could do to offer any comfort. The detective had accepted gratefully, the smallest crack in her composure appearing when Lucanis had offered Crow assistance. 

Rook felt as if Neve placed the blame for her losses solely on her. After all, she had decided to go to Treviso, not Minrathous. The weight of that choice pressed down on her shoulders with every step she took, until she felt as if she were walking folded in two.

But she hadn't known what to say. What comfort could she offer when her own hands were stained with the same failure? Words seemed hollow, inadequate against the enormity of what had been lost.

Evka had taken the surviving Wardens to a little village at the Anderfels border. She and Antoine kept in touch, mostly with brief notes. They were helping refugees now, tending to the rot that had spread from Ghilan'nain's attack. Whole villages turned to sludge, people went missing daily, and healers were overwhelmed and quickly running out of supplies with no way to refill their stock. The notes never asked for help directly, but the desperation bled through the hurriedly penned words.

Davrin always wrote back. He wasn't coping well; none of them were. But Davrin had blamed Lucanis, accusing him of missing on purpose, and had called him an abomination. He shouted at him over nothing. Over everything. Even now, the echo of his last outburst seemed to linger.

Bellara was distracted and had locked herself in her workspace. She threw herself into fixing the artifact she had brought with her from Arlathan Forest, pausing only to chat when someone brought her food because she forgot to eat. 

Taash was training as if their life depended on it, and Emmrich had thrown himself into his books or communed with spirits, trying to find a clue that could help them fight the gods. The smell of incense and old parchment trailed him wherever he went now.

And Lucanis, already prone to brooding, had turned withdrawal into an art form. He locked himself in the pantry unless it was his turn to make dinner. The meals he prepared were perfect and meticulous, as if he could atone for his failure through the precise arrangement of herbs and spices.

They were still a team, but only just. Cracks had formed, and they only seemed to grow larger. 

The night stretched on. Rook paused at the outer door to the courtyard when she heard footsteps coming down the stairs. She continued to the courtyard, couldn't face another conversation that danced around what they'd lost.

Rook rubbed her temple, fingers brushing the scar near her hairline. She hadn't looked in a mirror since Weisshaupt. Didn’t want to. Didn't need to see what failure looked like when she could feel it. Her hand then drifted down to the small gold pendant hanging from her neck. She thumbed the edges—a habit she had formed long ago. The metal was warm from constant contact with her skin, smooth where her fingers had worn away at the design over the years. It was the one thing she couldn't bring herself to take off.

Her mind continued its wandering, landing on the fight she had had with Neve the day prior. Neve had been cold. Polite, but cutting. They stood on the balcony. The sky of the Fade was bleeding into dawn, creating a pink but bruised hue. The air between them crystallized with frost despite the false warmth of the sun.

"You blame me," Rook had said, quietly. A statement of fact that had been building for weeks. Her fingers had found the pendant again, turning it over and over.

Neve didn’t look at her. “I blame a great many things.”

“You think I abandoned your city.”

“I think you had an impossible choice to make.” Her voice had gone quiet then. Measured. “But you made it, and now my home is in ruins.”

Something had cracked inside Rook. “I can’t believe you would put a Venatori coup at my feet.” Her voice had risen. “The Venatori were your mess long before they were mine. Tevinter’s rot, not only ignored but exported. You could’ve stamped them out after Corypheus. But no. You passed the poison down like a fucking heirloom.”

Neve didn't even blink. "Say what you need to say." The invitation was cold, almost merciful in its detachment.

"I did," Rook said, low and final. "And I'm done trying to earn your forgiveness. If you want to fight the gods, fine. But I'm not going to keep bleeding for someone who treats me like a traitor."

Neve's reply had been simple before turning away. "Then stop bleeding."

The detective had looked back, and for half a second, she looked like she might say more—something cruel, or maybe something unforgivably true. But her mouth pressed shut.

“Forget it,” she muttered as she walked away.

Rook hadn't meant to snap at Neve like that. She had just come out of her room after a talk with Solas, bringing him up to date on the latest developments. He had blamed her, too, and the weight of dual condemnations had broken something inside her.

She had gone into his prison, dreading the confrontation. Solas had stood on the far edge of the chasm between them, arms folded, eyes heavy with disappointment that somehow cut deeper than Neve's cold anger.

You didn’t finish the job,” he said.

Rook stared at him. “We tried.” The words tasted like ash.

“You failed.”

The words weren’t meant as an accusation, simply a truth, spoken aloud by the last person she wanted to hear it from.

“Ghilan'nain was vulnerable—a mortal thing, and yet you still didn’t succeed. Do you not understand what’s at stake?”

Rook’s fists clenched. “You talk about stakes while you rot in your cage. Easy to judge from behind a veil.”

“And yet, you came to me.” A simple observation that laid bare her desperation.

“I didn’t come for wisdom,” she snapped, the lie blatant to both.

“Good. I have none left to give.” He paused, letting his eyes land on her in condemnation. “But I will give you this: next time, don’t miss.”

Then he was gone, leaving Rook alone with the weight of every choice she had made, and every consequence that had followed.

When Rook snapped out of her reveries, she found herself in the dining hall, fingers still wrapped tight around the pendant. She released her grip slowly, letting the small piece of gold fall back against her chest. Whatever comfort it had once offered seemed as distant as the real stars beyond the fade’s false sky.

A candle still burned beneath the pantry door, and she could see movement inside, a shadow dancing on the floor.

Lucanis.

She stood in the doorway, her hand hovering in the air for a beat.

Then she knocked.

 


 

Lucanis hadn't moved from his cot in hours. The battle at Weisshaupt replayed in his mind like a blade grinding against stone—harsh, grating, and relentless. His failed attempt on Ghilan’nain was a shadow that lengthened with each passing hour, darkening every corner of his thoughts.

When the door creaked open after a soft knock, his hand moved of its own accord, fingers seeking the familiar comfort of steel beneath his pillow. But the silhouette in the doorway stopped him cold.

Rook lingered at the threshold in a moment of hesitation, one hand still on the door handle as if she might change her mind and step back into the darkness. When she entered, the flickering candlelight caught the angles of her face, highlighting the shadows beneath her eyes. She leaned against a wooden crate, her arms crossed.

He glanced at her before exhaling softly and sinking back onto his cot, the thin mattress barely yielding beneath his weight.

"So," she started, her voice low in the quiet room. "You're brooding too, huh?"

He looked at her, narrowing his eyes. "After everything," he sighed, failure pressing down on his chest. "I thought, at the very least, I'd still be a professional, that I could still do my job."

“Lucanis,” Her tone carried a hint of gentleness. “I asked you to stab a cloud.”

"And I missed the damn cloud." He replied, unintentionally raising his voice.

Their eyes locked, and something shifted in Rook's expression—the realization of how absurd their words sounded in the aftermath of such a profound battle. Then a sound broke free from her, a small, breathy laugh that seemed to surprise even her. Lucanis blinked, momentarily stunned. The sound traveled through the air between them and settled somewhere beneath his ribs. His lips twitched of their own accord, and a chuckle escaped.

"How do you do it?" he asked, studying the minute changes in her posture. "Chase away these perfectly gathered dark clouds over my head?"

She huffed in a self-deprecating manner. “I can’t even banish mine.” But there was a hollow note in her words that caught his attention like a misplaced footstep in the dark. Her fingers drifting to the small gold pendant at her neck, turning it absently, only confirmed his suspicion.

"What do you mean?"

He saw the instant she retreated behind her walls again, backtracking quickly as she realized her mistake. Rook hesitated, then pushed off from the crate with a subtle roll of her shoulders. "Forget it." She turned toward the door, but before conscious thought could intervene, Lucanis was on his feet and closed his fingers around her wrist. The touch sent an unexpected jolt through him.

They both froze, gazes drawn to the point where they physically connected. Lucanis felt the rapid flutter of her pulse beneath his fingertips, matching the sudden quickening of his own heartbeat. He released her slowly, the warmth of her skin lingering on his palm even as his hand fell away. 

"Rook," he said, after he had found his voice. "Talk to me."

He watched her internal struggle play out across her features—the tightening of her jaw, the way she ground her teeth, the slight inward pull of her lower lip as frustration coursed through her. She wouldn't meet his eyes, and he couldn't tell if her refusal stemmed from his questioning or from being caught in a moment of vulnerability.

Finally, she exhaled, the sigh carrying everything she'd been holding back.

"What about?" she shrugged, the gesture too sharp to be casual. "All the mistakes I'm making? All the people I've failed?" Rook stared at the floor between them. Her fingers clenched, like she was bracing for a blow. “Treviso barely stands,” she said, voice breaking. “But Minrathous, and Weisshaupt? Neve—” she trailed off as her eyes glistened with held-back tears, the reflection of candlelight making them shine like dark sapphires.

Lucanis stared at her, momentarily stunned by the confession. He had been so thoroughly consumed by his own misery that he had failed to notice the weight pressing down on her shoulders. Now, seeing her like this—the exhaustion etched into the lines around her eyes, the slump of shoulders that usually stood proud, the weariness that seemed to seep from her very core—was obviously crushing her. She seemed smaller somehow, as if the last few days had chipped away pieces of her. 

"Mierda," he muttered, the familiar curse bitter on his tongue. "I'm a fucking idiot."

She rubbed a hand down her face, the gesture somehow both weary and frustrated. "Sometimes, I just want to turn it off.  Stop being the one everyone goes to for answers and just be—"

"Nelle."

The name slipped from his lips unbidden. It was the first time he had spoken it aloud after hearing Viago calling out her name. He savored the way it felt—sweet and lingering on his tongue like the last bite of his favorite dessert.

Surprise flickered across her face, her hand stilling on the pendant. "How,—" She faltered, searching his face with newfound intensity.  He summoned every ounce of boldness he possessed to hold her gaze, though his heart hammered against his ribs.

"I didn't realize anyone knew my name here; it's always been just Rook to them. Only Varric knows, and he lives or dies by his nicknames."

He shrugged nonchalantly as he raised an eyebrow for a beat, enjoying the mix of annoyance and curiosity that played across her features at his evasion. She narrowed her eyes before looking away, but not before he caught the ghost of amusement there. Her fingers resumed their restless movement on the pendant.

"I understand," he said, his tone gentler now, drawing her gaze back to his. "About just wanting to forget everything for a while. Stop... thinking." He took a half-step closer, close enough to catch the flowery scent that clung to her, underlaid with something earthy that was uniquely hers.

Their eyes met, and he saw something there that unsettled him to his core. Vulnerability, yes, but also a silent plea for respite, for help—for connection. She glanced at his lips. It was quick, so quick he might have imagined it, but when her eyes returned to his, they held unspoken desire. He found himself drowning in those eyes as he leaned closer, one hand resting against the wall beside her—a challenge or an offer of escape.

She leaned in, tilting her head slightly, eyes heavy-lidded with intent. Her hand settled at his waist, fingers pressing lightly through the fabric of his shirt. The touch sent warmth through his body, pooling low in his stomach. He leaned in the rest of the way.

Their lips met with an urgency born of desperation and need that surprised him as the world narrowed to points of contact. Her mouth was warm and inviting, the taste of her intoxicating—a hint of wine and something sweeter. Curious tongues explored, teeth nipped at sensitive flesh, drawing forth sounds that reverberated through his core. His fingers gripped her waist as he guided her back against the wall, his other hand rising to cup the side of her face, his fingers threading through the dark strands of her hair, which felt like silk against his calloused skin. Her breath stuttered as his hand slipped beneath her shirt. She arched into him, murmuring his name against his jaw, her breath ghosting his skin, nearly his undoing.

Her hands roamed his back, fisting in the fabric of his shirt, pulling him closer with a desperation that mirrored his own. The heat was building rapidly, threatening to consume them both.

Then, reality reasserted itself like cold water down his spine.

Lucanis pulled away, his chest heaving with each breath. His hand lingered on her face, his thumb tracing the curve of her cheek, memorizing the softness of her skin. When her eyes met his, they held a silent question laced with unmistakable desire.

Slowly, deliberately, she began to unlace her shirt, allowing one sleeve to slip down her shoulder, exposing the curve of her breast. He kept his gaze locked with hers, resisting the urge to look, to touch, to taste. She moved to kiss him again, but he hesitated. If he surrendered to her lips once more, this would become something else—something that carried meaning beyond the momentary escape they both sought. 

Instead, he placed his hands on her hips and turned her around. The soft gasp that escaped her as she braced herself against the stone wall sent a shiver of anticipation down his spine.

He decided that, if he couldn't have her lips, he would worship at other altars.

Brushing away her long tresses, his mouth found the junction where neck met shoulder. One hand held her firmly against him while the other explored, slipping beneath her shirt to trace his fingers across warm skin. He lost himself in the scent of her hair as it brushed his face, in the quiet sounds that escaped her lips.

Each new territory discovered elicited responses that fueled his desire—the arch of her back when his thumb brushed along her ribs, the way her breath hitched when his teeth grazed that spot below her ear. His callused hand climbed higher beneath her shirt until it found the soft weight of her pebbled breast. His other hand made quick work of the ties at her waist, slipping inside to cup her with a gentleness that belied the urgency coursing through his veins.

He continued the assault on her neck with his lips, teeth, and tongue, as his other hand ventured lower. He let a finger slide between her slick folds, and he revelled in the gasp she let escape at the feel of him exploring her. 

As she whimpered and moaned, something primal awakened within Lucanis. Whatever restraint he may have maintained evaporated like morning dew under a scorching sun. He released her breast to tangle his fingers in her hair, wrapping the dark strands around his wrist and pulling down, exposing more of her neck to his hungry mouth.

His lips brushed her ear as he growled low words meant only for her. Soon, his fingers found a relentless rhythm that had her trembling against him, her legs threatening to give way. The sounds she made, the way she ground against him—it was almost more than he could bear.

Finally, he abandoned her to free himself from the confines of his trousers, his arousal demanding to be let out. Still holding her hair in one hand, he guided himself to her entrance. She rocked her hips in invitation, allowing him to slide against the slickness he had created.

As she rolled her hips back, he thrust forward and entered her completely. The gasp that tore from her throat mirrored his own sharp intake of breath. She fit him perfectly, made for him alone. He placed both hands on her waist as he rested his forehead against her bare shoulder, savoring the sensation of being enveloped by her warmth.

This could be trouble.  

The realization was distant but insistent beneath the haze of desire.

When he began to move, she matched him perfectly—their bodies finding a harmony. She arched against him as he adjusted his angle until he found the one that made her clench around him.

As the rhythm intensified, his hand returned to where they were joined, fingers circling in time with his movements. His other arm wrapped around her, cupping her breast, pulling her back against his chest until there was no space between them. 

He felt the change in her breathing, heard the pitch of her moans rise as she approached the edge. He gritted his teeth, fighting his own release, determined to watch her fall apart first. When she finally shattered, her head fell back against his shoulder in surrender. He accepted the invitation, lips finding her pulse point as he worked her through the waves of pleasure, his own control finally giving way to release.

The aftershocks rippled through them both as he rested his head on her shoulder, their breathing heavy. She shivered when his beard brushed against the sensitive skin of her neck, the small reaction oddly intimate. For a moment, everything else disappeared until only she was left—only them.

Afterward, a fragile silence stretched between them. Lucanis pulled away first, adjusting his clothes, suddenly aware of every sound, every scent—sweat and desire hanging thick in the air, the soft rustle of fabric as Nelle laced up her shirt, her fingers steady even as she avoided his gaze.

Her cheeks were flushed with color, her hair a wild tangle cascading down her shoulders in disarray. The pendant at her neck gleamed in the candlelight, drawing his eye like a beacon.

Maker, she is beautiful.

The realization terrified him. He should be focused on the contract, on the fight still ahead. Not on how her hair shone like moonlight on water, or how her lips felt against his. This—whatever this was—shouldn't have happened. It couldn’t happen again. It complicated things that were already complex enough. 

Shame washed over him—for his loss of control, for taking advantage of a moment of vulnerability, for the utter lack of professionalism, and words failed him in the silence that stretched between them, neither knowing quite what to say or do next. Finally, Rook broke the impasse, her voice unfamiliar in its uncertainty.

"I should go back to my room. Before the others wake up."

He could only nod in response, watching her walk away, leaving him standing alone in a room that still carried the scent of their passion.

He ran a hand down his face, exhaling sharply.

"Mierda" 

Chapter 16: From Ashes

Summary:

Rook set down her fork and took a breath. Keep showing up. Keep caring.

So she spoke.

“I know the last couple of days…” She exhaled. “Hell, weeks… have been hard. Weisshaupt has always stood as a beacon of strength, duty, perseverance.” Her gaze swept across their faces—each one marked by exhaustion, loss, and the stubborn will that had carried them this far. “But those things don’t live in stone and mortar.”

Chapter Text

 

Rook jolted awake on the large canapé she’d crashed on in her quarters. For a moment, she didn’t know where she was. She hadn’t realized she’d dozed off, and from the way her stomach growled, she had the distinct sense she’d overslept.

Flashes of her dream still clung to her skin—warm, calloused hands skimming her waist, sliding up her ribs, cupping her breasts, the press of his mouth against her neck, the rasp of his voice when he called her by her name. Her skin still tingled where he’d touched her, as if her body hadn’t caught up to the morning yet.

No. Not a dream.

She brought her fingers to her lips—like she could still taste him there.

Lucanis .

A muffled groan escaped her as she fell back into the cushions and flung an arm over her eyes. Maker, what had she done?

She’d let her mind wander before—about what might happen if he ever surrendered that tightly wound control. But fantasies didn’t come with consequences.

And the timing—spectacularly ill-chosen. Her body already ached for more, but her mind screamed for discipline. She didn’t have the luxury of distraction. Not now.

She squeezed her eyes shut. Don’t be an idiot.

Rook swung her legs over the edge and dressed in her black leathers. Her hands moved by instinct: buckles, belt, daggers. Every piece of gear added another inch of armor between her and the part of her that felt exposed.

If she looked the part, maybe she’d start to feel like herself again.

She stepped into the hallway. The Lighthouse was quiet, wrapped in that odd stillness she’d come to recognize. A low thrum stirred the air—subtle as a heartbeat—as if the place itself was alive, awake, and watching.

At the stairs, she paused, then turned toward the infirmary.

Varric had been keeping to himself there. She hadn’t exactly avoided him, just postponed her visit. He’d trusted her to hold the team together, and all she’d done was fracture what he’d built. The thought tied a knot in her stomach.

She knocked gently and pushed open the door.

Varric was reclined at a small desk, his injured leg propped on another chair cushioned with pillows. He looked up with a grin that was pure mischief as he lazily twirled a quill with his fingers.

“Did I imagine it,” he said, “or did you get in rather late last night?”

His voice was light, but his eyes were sharp. He missed nothing, and she knew it.

Rook blinked, then gave a huff of a laugh that sounded a little too close to panic.

“Just… couldn’t sleep.”

Varric set the quill down. “Solas tends to have that effect on people.”

“You heard about our conversation?” Her brows knitted together in confusion.

Varric shrugged. “Hard not to in here. Solas’s disapproval has a way of… reverberating.”

Rook leaned against the doorframe, arms folded. “He wants me to keep going. Even if it means sending people to their deaths, like it’s nothing.”

Varric’s grin faded. He studied her for a moment, his expression softening. “That’s not why you couldn’t sleep.”

She didn’t answer right away. Her gaze dropped to the floor, then flicked back up to his face. “I keep making mistakes,” she said quietly.

"Well," he said, leaning further back in his chair, "we've all got a collection of those by now."

Rook huffed again, but the sound lacked humor. “This one could cost more than just me or the team. The Wardens—”

“Have their Commander to thank for losing Weisshaupt,” Varric said. He let the words sit for a beat, heavy but not cruel. 

She didn’t flinch. Didn’t take the out he was offering her.

"I was supposed to be leading," she said. "But everything's fracturing. Neve's barely talking to me, the Wardens are in pieces, Ghilan'ain and Elgar'nan are still out there, and I'm—"

She hesitated, the words catching. "I don't know what I'm doing anymore."

The admission sat heavily between them. A truth too big to take back.

Varric leaned forward a little, resting his elbows on the desk. “None of us know what we’re doing, Rook. That’s the secret. You think I had a plan when I started the search for Solas? I didn’t even have a map.”

He tapped the wood lightly with his finger. "But I believed in the people around me. Still do." He gave her a pointed look. "And so should you. You don't have to figure out everything by yourself."

Her jaw tightened. "I'm used to dealing with problems that can be solved with a knife. This is bigger than that." She looked up at him, vulnerability flickering across her face. "What if this is the best I can do?"

"Then it's enough," Varric said simply. "Look, I've seen a lot of leaders in my time. You know what separates the good ones from the disasters? It's not having all the answers. It's caring enough to keep trying when the answers don't come easy."

He gestured vaguely toward the door. "You think Hawke knew what they were doing when they walked into that mess in Kirkwall? Or the Inquisitor, for that matter—thrust into leading a whole organization overnight?" He shook his head. "Hell no. Half the time they were making it up as they went along. But they cared about the people around them. That's what mattered."

Rook was quiet for a long moment, absorbing his words.

"The team's not fractured because of you," Varric continued. "It's fractured because we're all scared, all grieving, trying to hold onto something when everything feels like it's slipping away. But that doesn't mean it's broken beyond repair."

She met his eyes, and for a moment, the weight on her shoulders felt a little lighter—whether it was hope or just the relief of being seen, she couldn’t tell.

"So what do I do?"

"What you've been doing," he said. "Keep showing up. Keep caring. And trust your people to meet you halfway."

Rook nodded slowly, pushing off from the doorframe. "Thanks, Varric."

"Anytime, kid." His grin returned. "Now go get some breakfast. Can't save the world on an empty stomach."

 


 

She left the infirmary with Varric’s words echoing in her head. You don’t have to figure out everything by yourself.

But that didn’t change the fact that they were waiting on her. For one selfish moment, she wanted to turn around, crawl back into her quarters, and pretend the world could wait.

Instead, she crossed the courtyard and made her way to the dining hall. Rook squared her shoulders, then she opened the door.

Quiet conversation continued as she entered.

She moved toward the long wooden table, where someone had laid out a plate for her—eggs, bread, a thick wedge of cheese, and a cup of steaming coffee. The gesture nearly undid her. After everything that had happened, after all the doubts, someone had still thought to care for her.

She sat down, scooted her chair in, and picked up the fork. Around the table, voices trailed off, awareness of her presence rippling outward.

She felt his gaze before she saw him.

Lucanis.

She looked up and caught him watching her, eyes steady but unreadable.

When everyone had finished eating, no one moved. They lingered at the table—hesitant, uncertain. The scrape of utensils had ceased, and cups cooled in hands that had forgotten to drink.

Waiting for her.

Rook set down her fork and took a breath. Keep showing up. Keep caring.

So she spoke.

“I know the last couple of days…” She exhaled. “Hell, weeks… have been hard. Weisshaupt has always stood as a beacon of strength, duty, and perseverance.” Her gaze swept across their faces—each one marked by exhaustion, loss, and the stubborn will that had carried them this far. “But those things don’t live in stone and mortar.”

Davrin’s harsh voice cut through the silence. “It doesn’t matter now; it was all for nothing. We failed.”

“Ghilan’nain still lives. But we made her bleed.” Emmrich said, trying to quell the burgeoning storm.

“She should be dead,” Davrin said, flatly, staring across the table at Lucanis.

“No,” Rook cut in. “None of that. Not anymore. We can’t afford to be at each other’s throats.”

The words settled heavily over the table. A few glanced between Davrin and Lucanis, but no one spoke.

Then Taash let out a shaky breath. They scrubbed a hand through their hair, eyes flicking toward Rook and then away again.

“Yeah,” they said, voice unsteady, “Are we going to talk about that dragon or whatever the fuck that was?” Their tone sharpened with each word, rising from unease to disgust. “It was wrong and unnatural. If that’s what she can do to dragons, how are we supposed to fight that?”

The question hit the table like a stone in still water. Rook saw the ripple of doubt spread outward—shoulders tensing, eyes dropping to cups or hands or anything but each other.

“You already did,” she said, her voice cutting through the silence. “We all did. We killed her archdemon, we made her mortal again. You don’t think she’s scared?”

Her voice dropped, quieter but firmer. “That victory was real, and you were all part of it. Be proud.”

Taash hesitated, then gave a sharp nod. “Yeah. Okay.”

Neve leaned forward, eyes sharp. “And now we take the fight to them. No more scrambling after their disasters. No more cleaning up their messes. We've only been reacting, and I, for one, am tired of it." The words landed hard—strategy, yes, but also the raw edge of frustration, of anger left to simmer too long. "It's time we take the initiative. We know the Venatori and the Antaam are working for them, so we start there—disrupting their operations and burning their alliances to the ground. Make them come after us. That’s when they’ll make mistakes.”

Neve’s gaze swept the room, sharp and expectant, daring someone to argue—hoping someone would agree.

Davrin’s chair creaked as he leaned back, arms crossed. “We still have the Blight to deal with. We can’t ignore it. Not with the Wardens scattered and Weisshaupt gone. If we don’t stop the spread, there won't be a world left to save."

“Agreed,” Rook said with a nod. “We can’t lose sight of the Blight. It’s spreading in Arlathan and the Hossberg Wetlands—we can’t let it go unchecked. We can contact Evka and Strife, see what support they need.”

Emmrich raised his chin. His fingers were steepled before him, rings catching the light as he spoke with careful precision. “We’ve employed the lyrium dagger as bait on two occasions now, Ghilan’nain and Elgar’nan seek to wield it as a key—one capable of sundering the Veil and unleashing the Blight in its most unrestrained form.” He said, folding his hands with academic poise. “And while the results were not without merit, I suspect our adversaries will not be deceived so easily a third time. 

“Speaking of Elgar’nan…” Harding leaned forward, frowning. “We’ve only seen Ghilan’nain so far, which makes sense—she’s shaping the Blight, making darkspawn. But… where’s Elgar’nan? What’s he doing? What’s he waiting for?”

That question left a cold stillness in its wake.

Bellara was the one to break it. “Elgar’nan is the most powerful of them. The Dalish call him the god of vengeance. And the sun.”

“They’re just stories, Bellara. Myths.” Davrin snorted. 

“We can’t afford to be so dismissive,” Emmrich interjected smoothly. “Even the most embellished legends tend to grow from a kernel of truth. And in our current predicament, we would be fools to ignore any of it.”

Bellara went on, voice quieter now. “They say he pulled the sun from the sky. That the dwarves still fear the light because of him. And don’t forget his archdemon—Lusacan. The most monstrous of them all.” Her voice dropped. “If he's waiting, it's because he's planning something worse than anything we've seen."

Lucanis shifted, the lamplight catching the glint of steel at his hip. “If we’re talking next moves,” he said evenly, “the Antaam are strongest in Rivain and Antiva. That’s where their logistics run—shipments, soldiers, supplies. Cut the connection and we don't just hit them—we starve whatever they’re building.”

She felt a sense of awe as she heard Lucanis explain his proposed strategy. He didn’t just see the immediate—he saw what happened five moves down the line, predicting enemy movement.

His eyes flicked around the table, then returned to Rook. “The Crows can help coordinate resistance in Rivain. Quietly. And the Lords of Fortune can’t ignore a war on their shores forever.”

Rook held his gaze a moment longer. She saw no regret. No shame.

Just fire.

“Alright,” she said, her voice steadier now.

“This is your moment. If anyone has more to share, now is the time. If not, we start moving.”



Chapter 17: The Cost Of Distance

Summary:

“Want her. want. her. want to touch—”

Spite's voice was different from his own thoughts—hungrier, more insistent. It purred through his mind like fog, curling around memories of her smile, her scent, the way she'd looked at him that night when they had crashed into one another.

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The air in the Arlathan Forest was thin, allowing magic to bleed through and pool in the roots and cling to bark. Lucanis felt it in his temples first, a dull pulse behind the eyes, growing louder with every step.

Blood still stained the edges of Lucanis’s gloves, crusted and dark. They'd spent the morning clearing blighted pockets left to fester, the darkspawn collapsing beneath their blades and arrows. The air had reeked of taint, but now only moss and smoke lingered.

When they returned to camp, the others scattered.

Bellara crouched with a circle of scouts at the Veil Jumper camp, parchment spread across a flat stone as she marked paths and scribbled instructions for calming artefacts. Harding’s voice echoed from within one of the canvas shelters, sharp and efficient as she rerouted supply chains with the ease of someone who never stopped working.

Davrin had whistled once, and Assan launched into the trees with a beat of wings. Then he turned to Rook and asked if she’d join them. She had gone without hesitation, smiling at his side. 

That left Lucanis.

He wandered alone until he heard the sound of rushing water. A waterfall, tumbling over moss-covered stone. He settled near the base, where the Veil felt thicker—where the world felt more solid . The headache dulled to a tolerable level.

For the first time in days, he let his shoulders drop and his breathing slow. The water's steady rhythm drowned out the forest's whispers, the distant calls of birds, and even his own racing thoughts. This was what peace might feel like if he could trust it.

His eyelids grew heavy. He couldn’t remember the last time he'd slept more than an hour at a stretch. Spite didn't need rest, which meant Lucanis couldn’t afford to.

The waterfall's song was hypnotic. His breathing deepened.

Just for a moment. Just—

His breath caught. 

No.

Spite pushed at the edge of his awareness, more present than usual. The forest’s old magic made him giddy. The spirit flitted like a shadow, chasing butterflies and nugs, and kicking at pebbles. It was almost childlike. Almost innocent, if Lucanis didn't know better.

He watched, unmoving. For a moment, he could pretend this was just another day, but the guilt crept in slowly, like water seeping through stone.

Nelle.

“Want her. Want. Her. Want to touch—”

Spite's voice was different from his own thoughts—hungrier, more insistent. It purred through his mind like fog, curling around memories of her smile, her scent, the way she'd looked at him that night when they had crashed into one another.

Sex could be an efficient release valve—occasional, detached, clean. He didn’t indulge often, and he never repeated partners, didn’t need to. If someone caught his eye, it was a passing impulse, rarely worth the effort. But Nelle… Nelle wasn’t a pursuit. She was gravity, and he was being pulled in her orbit.

Lucanis pressed his palms against his temples, trying to build walls in his mind. He'd applied these techniques in the Ossuary—meditation exercises to keep his thoughts contained, to maintain some sense of self when everything else was being stripped away. But Spite had been with him too long. The spirit knew all his tricks.

Lucanis clenched his jaw. Spite had changed since Nelle and Lucanis had been together—had become fixated. Spite no longer merely hovered in his mind—it prowled whenever she entered a room, sniffed at the air through Lucanis's senses, curled behind his eyes when she laughed.

He'd felt Spite try to take over before, usually during combat when violence called to the spirit. But this was different. It felt like a violation. Not Spite’s—his. He had brought this thing into her orbit. It watched through his eyes. Wanted through his skin.

He hadn't touched her since Weisshaupt. How could he, with Spite watching? How could he kiss her, knowing something else was tasting her through his lips? His fingers twitched against his knee—wanting, hesitating, curling tight again. He didn’t know how to explain that the thing living inside him hungered for her in ways that made his skin crawl. 

She'd run if she knew, he told himself. But another part of him whispered: What if she wouldn't?

He couldn’t afford to think about her. Not with unfinished business.

Zara Renata's name rose sharply in his mind. The hatred that followed was white-hot and immediate. Spite's attention snapped toward it like a hunting hound catching scent.

“Yes. Kill her. Make her. Scream.”

Good. Let the spirit feast on his rage instead. Let it gorge itself on thoughts of blood and vengeance until it forgot about jasmine and soft skin and the way Nelle's breath hitched when he—

No. Don't think about that either.

The waterfall continued its endless song. Lucanis forced himself to breathe.

Spite suddenly stilled, head cocked like a curious cat.

Lucanis didn't ask how the spirit knew. He’d already felt the change in the air—cooler, fragrant, familiar. A breeze stirred, brushing past his neck like a memory, carrying the scent of jasmine. Not the sharp perfume of Treviso's gardens, but the subtle trace that lingered in Nelle's hair after she washed it. No one else smelled like that.

He opened his eyes and looked up.

There she was, just beyond the treeline. She moved carefully through the undergrowth, scanning the glade with sharp eyes. She hadn't spotted him yet; he was still hidden in the shadow of the rocks.

Lucanis stayed still, as if movement might shatter the moment.

He let himself look. Really look. The way sunlight caught in her chestnut hair like strands of firelight. The alert tilt of her head as she searched. The graceful efficiency of her movements, even when tired.

“Beautiful,” Spite said. Then something cruder.

Lucanis shut him out and rose from the rock, slow and controlled. No sudden movements. No thoughts he didn't choose.

Time to return to the others.

"Looking for someone?" he called out, keeping his voice light.

Her head snapped toward him, and for just a moment, her expression softened with what might have been relief. "There you are. I was starting to worry."

“How sweet.”  Spite snarled in his ear.

He nodded and fell into step beside her as they made their way through the trees. Close enough to catch her scent. Far enough that their hands wouldn't accidentally brush.

“Closer,” Spite urged. “ Touch her .”

Lucanis forced himself to focus on the path ahead.

They rejoined the team at the Veil Jumper camp just as Harding handed off a supply list to a passing courier. Bellara was arguing gently with another elf about the crystal alignment of a recently discovered artefact. Davrin sat near the fire, cleaning his blade while Assan preened his feathers in a patch of sun.

"Everything settled?" Rook asked, settling onto a log near the fire.

Lucanis took a seat across from her—not beside her, never beside her anymore—and nodded. "Just needed some air."

She studied his face for a moment, those sharp eyes searching for something he couldn't give her. Not with Spite coiled behind his thoughts, watching her through his gaze.

"Good," she said finally, but he caught the flicker of hurt before she looked away.

Just like that, the moment was gone. But the ache in his chest lingered, a familiar weight he was learning to carry.

 


 

The village of Lavendel sat like a scar on the edge of the Anderfels, its grey stone buildings huddled together against the snowy mountain range. Smoke rose from the chimneys with the sluggishness of mourning. Survivors from Weisshaupt and scattered villages consumed by corruption had gathered here, drawn by the last patch of earth not yet soured.

The survivors moved through the streets with the slow motions of people who had seen too much and were still trying to convince themselves they were alive.

Rook pulled her cloak tighter as she and Davrin made their way through the market square. What little remained of it, anyway. Half the stalls stood empty, their wooden frames weathered and splintered. The ones that remained open sold mostly practical things—stale bread, rusty daggers, half-dried firewood. No luxuries here. No room for anything that didn't serve survival.

They found the makeshift Warden outpost in what had once been the village's chantry. The central room buzzed with activity; maps were spread across the tables, and conversations were held in hushed tones. Evka stood at the center of it all, her dark hair pulled back in an intricate braid as she gestured at a map covered in red marks.

"The blight spread has slowed here," she was saying to a cluster of scouts, "but we can't assume it's stopped. I want patrols doubled along the eastern ridge."

Rook had always admired how Evka commanded a room. There was no hesitation in her voice, no uncertainty in her movements. Just quiet competence and a determination that made others want to follow her. Leadership born from necessity.

Davrin and her approached the table, making Evka look up with relief. "Please tell me you have good news."

"The Veil Jumpers came through," Rook said, hefting her pack. "Enough elfroot potions to last your people two weeks, maybe more if you ration carefully."

"Bellara's work," Davrin added. She said she learned the improved recipe from her father, who was apparently an herbalist."

Evka's shoulders sagged slightly with relief. "The Stone bless that girl. We've had twelve more cases of the cough since you left. Without these..." She trailed off, but they all knew how that sentence ended.

As they distributed the potions, Rook caught sight of Antoine in the corner, hunched over a collection of vials and specimens. He looked thinner than she remembered. More concerning were the dark circles under his eyes and the way his hands trembled slightly as he worked.

"How is he?" Rook asked quietly.

Evka followed her gaze, her expression tightening. "The same. Maybe worse. He says he's making progress, learning how the blight has changed, but..." She shook her head. "He's listening to the Song more than he's listening to me these days."

The Song. The call that every Warden heard—the whisper of the Old Gods that grew stronger the longer they carried the taint. Eventually, it would drive them into the Deep Roads to find their deaths fighting darkspawn. But that was supposed to take decades, not months.

"The blight is changing faster than we can understand it," Evka continued. "The taint in our blood is responding differently. Some of us are hearing the Song earlier. Louder." She looked at Antoine again, worry etched into every line of her face. "I'm afraid I'm going to lose him before we find any answers."

Rook wanted to offer comfort, but what could she say? They were all struggling against forces they barely understood, trying to fight a war with incomplete information and dwindling resources.

"Come on," Davrin said softly, touching her elbow. "Let's get some air."

They left the outpost and found a small tavern still serving food. The owner, a weathered woman with kind eyes, brought them bowls of something that might charitably be called stew and bread that was only slightly stale. It was the best meal Lavendel had to offer, and Rook was grateful for it.

"You know," Davrin said, tearing his bread into smaller pieces, "I have to admit, this is nice."

"The stew? I think it's mostly turnips and hope."

He laughed, and the sound was warm in the tavern's dim interior. "No, this. Just... talking. No demons, no ancient elven gods, no world-ending catastrophes. Just two people sharing a meal."

Davrin didn’t blame her for Weisshaupt. He hadn’t even asked about it—just nodded when she offered help and made room beside the remaining Wardens.
He kept things light, and she didn’t mind—except when Lucanis was nearby. Then it grated. Then it felt like a game she didn’t want to play.

Still, Davrin was good company. Charming without being pushy. Attentive without being overwhelming. He didn’t wield silence like a blade, nor did he flinch when her hand brushed against his. There were no unspoken things between them, no careful silences.

He made her laugh, and right now, that was a small miracle. But it came with a twist in her chest—part pleasure, part guilt.

Rook hadn’t gone to Lucanis since that night. And maybe that was the point.
But part of her still burned—the part she refused to feed.

It’s not fair to him, she thought. And it’s not fair to—

"Rook?" Davrin was watching her with concern. "You disappeared for a moment there."

"Sorry, just thinking." She took a sip of the thin ale the tavern served. "About Weisshaupt. About the archdemon."

Davrin's expression sobered. "Ah. That."

"I keep thinking about what you said before, about expecting to die." She studied his face. "Is that really what you thought would happen?"

He was quiet for a long moment, staring into his bowl. "It's what's supposed to happen," he said finally. "It's what every Warden knows going in. When an archdemon dies, so does the Warden who delivered the killing blow. That's the deal."

"Explain it to me. The real mechanics, not the children's tales."

Davrin met her eyes. "When an archdemon is killed, its soul needs somewhere to go. If there's no Warden present, it just finds the nearest blighted creature and transforms it into a new archdemon. The cycle continues. But if a Warden is there..." He made a pulling gesture toward his stomach. "The soul gets absorbed into the Warden instead, and the Warden dies—their soul torn apart and their body destroyed. But the archdemon stays dead."

Rook felt cold. "Every Warden knows this?"

"Every Warden accepts this. It's why we exist." His voice was steady, matter-of-fact. "We carry the taint so we can sense darkspawn and draw in the soul of an Archdemon. We study their movements, their strategies. And when the time comes, we give our lives to end the Blight."

"But that's not what happened at Weisshaupt."

"No." Davrin's expression darkened. "At least, that was the deal before Ghilan'ain and Elgar'nan changed the rules. Now the part of the soul that was stored in the dragon returns to the gods. Makes them mortal again, but doesn't require a Warden's death. We don't know what that means for future archdemons, or if the old rules will apply again once the gods are gone."

The weight of that uncertainty hung between them. Rook reached across the table and squeezed his hand. "Well, we killed one already. And we'll be ready for the next one. We know what to expect now, unlike before."

Davrin turned his hand over, briefly clasping her fingers. The contact sent a small thrill through her that she tried to ignore. "Always the optimist."

"Someone has to be." Rook shrugged.

They finished their meal and stepped back into the grey afternoon. Assan immediately took flight, circling overhead before diving toward something in the distance. Rook watched him go, marveling at his grace and speed.

"Look at that," she said, pointing.

Assan had found a small blight tendril emerging from between the cobblestones—a twisted black growth that pulsed with malevolent energy. The griffon attacked it without hesitation, his talons tearing through the corrupted flesh. Within moments, the tendril was destroyed, its remains already beginning to wither.

"Perfect killing machine," Davrin said with unmistakable pride. "Honed by centuries of evolution to fight the blight with a ferocity no other animal has shown."

"I thought griffons were extinct," Rook said, watching Assan preen his feathers after his victory.

"They were, since the 4th Blight." Davrin whistled, and Assan returned. "But someone found a clutch of eggs, protected by some ancient warding spell. Thirteen eggs, perfectly preserved. They hatched, bringing thirteen griffons back into the world."

"They entrusted Assan’s safety to me. They are the last of their kind. It's a sacred duty."

"That's a lot of pressure."

"It is. But look at him." Assan chittered softly, nuzzling against Davrin's hand. "He's magnificent. They all are. And they're our best weapon against the blight."

"Better than Wardens?"

"Different from Wardens. We sense darkspawn, but griffons can smell blight from miles away. We're strategic, but they're instinctive. They know threats we can't even see yet." Davrin hesitated, then said, “Still surprised he hasn’t tried to rip out the abomination’s throat yet.”

The words hit Rook like a slap. "Excuse me?"

"Lucanis. The demon inside him. Assan should be going mad trying to get at it, but instead he just... watches, even seeks him out. It's unnatural."

"Why do you do that?" Rook's voice was sharper than she intended. "Why do you keep pushing at Lucanis? We need him, Davrin. He's the only one who could hope to attempt to kill the gods. The rest of us wouldn’t even get close."

"Because he's dangerous," Davrin said, his easy charm dropping away. "I'm a monster hunter, Rook. I've spent my life learning to recognize threats, to understand what makes creatures tick. And everything about Lucanis screams danger."

"He's not a monster—"

"Isn't he?" Davrin's voice was quiet but intense.

"That's not fair. He didn't choose this."

"No, but he's living with it. And that makes him unpredictable." Davrin's eyes were hard. "Don’t forget he's Crow royalty, born into a family of murderers, and raised to kill without conscience. Even without the demon, he'd be dangerous."

"We're not murderers," Rook snapped. "We're assassins.”

"You're different." Davrin's expression softened slightly as he sighed. "You're not like them. You're not—"

"Not what? Not good enough? Not important enough?"

"Not poisoned by it," he said firmly. ”And you don't have a demon whispering in your ear."

Rook stared at him, anger and hurt warring in her chest. "We all have demons inside us, Davrin. Lucanis's is just more literal than ours. He didn't choose it—it was done to him. And it's not fair to put that on him."

“You’re awfully quick to defend him,” Davrin said lightly, though something sharper moved behind the words.

She didn’t answer. Her mouth moved like she might say something, but no words came. 

"We should head back," she finally said instead. "The others will be wondering where we are."

Davrin nodded, but she caught the look of concern he gave her as they began walking back toward the village center.

Assan wandered closer, silent as a shadow on padded talons. The griffon stopped beside her, nudging her with his beak—a gentle prod, as if sensing the tension. Rook reached out instinctively and stroked the feathers along his jawline.

She leaned into him slightly, closing her eyes. “You don’t ask questions,” she said quietly. “You just stay.”

Assan gave a quiet chuff and lowered his head into her touch, no judgment, no expectations.

Chapter 18: Threads In The Dark

Summary:

The lighthouse's small kitchen area was bathed in warm lamplight, and the rich aroma of properly brewed coffee filled the air like a benediction. Lucanis stood at the counter, his movements precise and economical as he tended to a copper pot that gleamed like burnished gold.

"You are Maker sent," Neve sighed, inhaling deeply.

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The study in the Lighthouse had become Neve's own personal war room, though the enemy she fought was made of shadows and unanswered questions rather than flesh and blood. Her desk groaned under the weight of correspondence—desperate letters, templar reports, and her own increasingly illegible scribbles.

Curious wisps danced around her, drawn to the relentless churning of her mind. Behind her, a detailed map of Dock Town dominated the wall, bristling with colored pins and red thread that connected locations like a spider's web.

Neve rubbed her eyes and surveyed the mess before her, picking up papers at random:

Who has seen my daughter Mira? She never came home from the Cobbled Swan last Tuesday. Please, if anyone knows anything…

MISSING: Hanna Volkstock, last seen at Glandivalis Square with a friend, Petric Caldor, also missing. Reward offered for information.

Miss Gallus, I don't have any coin to offer, but I'm in desperate need of help. Our son, Jonah, answered an advertisement for a job at the docks and never returned. He's only sixteen, Miss. Please.

Dock Town had always had its share of trouble, but nothing like this. The influx of missing people, most of them poor and desperate, couldn't be a coincidence. There was a pattern here, a connection she wasn't seeing, and it gnawed at her.

The city guard would only file a report, and the Templars didn’t care. If she failed, no one else would ever bother to look.

Neve sighed and lifted her coffee cup, only to find it empty save for a thin layer of cold, bitter sludge at the bottom. She grimaced and pushed back from her desk, her chair scraping against the stone floor as she made her way outside. The wisps scattered like startled birds before reforming in lazy spirals around the room.

A familiar scent drifted from the dining hall—coffee, real coffee. Her steps quickened.

The lighthouse's small kitchen area was bathed in warm lamplight, and the rich aroma of properly brewed coffee filled the air like a prayer answered. Lucanis stood at the counter, tending to a copper pot that gleamed like burnished gold.

"You really are Maker sent," Neve sighed, inhaling deeply.

Lucanis glanced over his shoulder, one eyebrow raised in amusement. "I saw the sludge you brewed earlier," he said, his tone mixing disgust with genuine concern. "I couldn't, in good conscience, let you continue poisoning yourself."

He poured the dark liquid into a clean cup and handed it to her. The ceramic was warm against her palms, and the first sip sent a wave of relief through her tired body. Real coffee, rich and complex, with notes of chocolate and spice that spoke of expensive beans and careful preparation.

"This is incredible," she murmured, sinking into a nearby chair. "Where did you even find beans like this?"

"I have my sources." Lucanis poured himself a cup and leaned against the counter, studying her face. "Venatori acting up again?" The word came out like a curse, his voice tight with disgust.

Neve's brows drew together as she considered this. "Nothing I can connect to them. The pattern doesn't match their usual methods, but..." She looked up at him, hope flickering in her chest. "I could use the help of an experienced Venatori hunter."

Lucanis set down his cup, his expression sharpening with interest. "What do you need?"




 

The Siren's Call had seen better days. Probably even decades. The tavern squatted on the corner of Rope Street like a diseased tooth, its wooden walls stained black with years of smoke and salt air. Inside, the remains of what had been a lively evening lay scattered across the room—overturned chairs, broken pottery, and a dark stain on the floorboards that could have been wine or blood.

"This is where the last one was taken," Neve said, stepping carefully around the debris. "Makal Damas. He was here watching a performance of Cida Ciconia when he disappeared."

Lucanis crouched beside the dark stain, his fingers hovering just above the wood. "No witnesses?"

"None willing to talk, anyway." Neve pulled out her notebook and flipped through the pages. "The barkeep claims he was cleaning glasses and didn't see anything. The serving girl swears she was in the back room fetching ale. I haven’t been able to locate Cida.”

"Strange." Lucanis stood and moved to examine the tavern's back door, which hung slightly ajar. "This lock's been picked. Recently, I’d say, from the look of the scratches around the keyhole."

Neve joined him, peering at the damaged metal. "Professional work?"

"Good enough." He pushed the door open and stepped into the narrow alley beyond. "Look here.

In the mud beside the door, barely visible in the dim light, were the impressions of boot prints. But more interesting were the parallel grooves that ran alongside them, as if something heavy had been dragged.

"Someone was carried out this way," Neve observed, her magic creating a small light to illuminate the scene better. "Unconscious, most likely."

"Or dead." Lucanis followed the trail deeper into the alley, where it disappeared onto the cobblestoned street. "The drag marks stop here. They had a cart waiting."

Neve jotted notes as they worked, her pulse quickening with each new detail. Having a partner made all the difference—someone who knew what to look for, who understood the mind of a predator.

They spent another hour combing through the tavern and questioning the few patrons who remained. Most claimed ignorance, but Neve caught the nervous glances, the way conversations died when they approached. Fear hung in the air.

Finally, an old sailor with rheumy eyes and hands that shook with drink pulled Neve aside.

"You didn't hear this from me," he said, voice low and his breath reeking of cheap gin. "But word is Cida has sought shelter at the Lamplighter.”

Neve’s pulse kicked up. The Lamplighter was neutral ground—on paper. In practice, it meant Threads involvement. That changed things. 

The streets of Dock Town twisted like a drunk man's path, following the contours of the harbor with no regard for logic or convenience. Gas lamps flickered weakly in the evening mist, casting pools of yellow light that only seemed to make the shadows between them deeper.

Neve led the way through the maze of narrow passages and cramped squares, her footsteps sure despite the poor lighting. Beside her, Lucanis moved with the fluid grace of someone equally at home in urban terrain, though she noticed him studying their surroundings with particular interest.

"The city's almost exactly as I remember it," he said, his voice carrying a note of nostalgia. “Still could use fewer Venatori, though.”

"You spent a lot of time in Minrathous?" Neve asked, stepping around a puddle.

"I used to. Before..." He trailed off, his expression darkening briefly before smoothing back into its usual composed mask. "But never in Dock Town."

Neve felt a smile tug at her lips. "Ah, so you stuck to the fancier parts of town? The Upper district, perhaps? The Golden Quarter?"

"I'm expensive," Lucanis replied dryly, but there was humor in his voice.

"Of course you are. Can't have the famous Demon of Vyrantium skulking around with the common folk." She glanced at him sideways. "What was it like? Before?"

He was quiet for a moment, considering his words. "Different. Simpler, in some ways. There was a clarity to it—receive a contract, complete the job, collect payment. Clean."

"And now?"

"Now everything is complicated."

They continued walking, the conversation lulling into comfortable silence. Neve found herself stealing glances at her companion, noting details she'd missed before. The careful way he checked doorways and alleys, habits so ingrained they were probably unconscious. The faint lines around his eyes that spoke of too little sleep and too much worry.

There was something magnetic about him—tired, yes, but sharp. Controlled. Dangerous in the right ways. She understood the appeal, even if she pretended not to.

But that wasn't her problem to solve. Tonight, she had people to find and possibly save.

"There," she said, pointing ahead to where the street opened onto a wider avenue. ”Elek should be inside, hopefully with Cida Ciconia.”

The Lamplighter had a reputation. A safe haven for some, but a last stop for others. If Cida was there, someone was protecting her—or hiding her.

"How much do they know about the disappearances?"

"Officially? Nothing. Unofficially... we'll find out." Neve’s hand blanched around her staff, ensuring her magic was ready if things went poorly. "Just follow my lead. The Threads respect strength, but they also value subtlety. Too much or too little of either and we'll have more problems than answers."

Lucanis nodded, his hand resting casually near his blades. "Understood."

As they approached the tavern where her contact waited, Neve felt the familiar mixture of anticipation and dread that came with getting closer to the truth. In her experience, answers were rarely comfortable things. But the missing deserved justice, even if it came at the cost of her peace of mind.

 


 

The tavern was quieter than Neve had expected. Its worn sign creaked in the mist, and the faint sound of conversation drifted through the cracks in the warped wooden door. Inside, the scent of roasted roots and cheap spirits clung to the air, and the flickering hearth painted long shadows against the stone walls.

Elek sat at a corner table near the back, his hood low, a steaming mug clasped between scarred hands. Beside him, a woman leaned back in her chair, arms folded. Cida Ciconia, performer turned fugitive—or something more. Her sharp eyes found Neve immediately.

"Took you long enough," Elek said as they approached, his voice dry.

Neve slid into the seat across from them, Lucanis standing just behind her, silent but watchful.

"You've been hiding," Neve said to Cida. 

"Surviving," The singer corrected.

 "Your missing man, Makal Damas,” Elek jumped right to the matter at hand. “He's not just another Dock Town ghost. He's the leader of the Threads."

Neve stiffened. "I had a shortlist of possible leaders. He wasn’t on it."

"He wouldn't be," Elek spoke. "We kept it quiet. Safer that way."

Lucanis stepped closer. "Then who took him?"

"Venatori,” Cida's expression tightened. “They've been watching the Threads. When they found out who he really was, they struck. We think he's being held in the old Thread Market tunnels. They're using it as a base."

Neve's fingers curled around her staff. "Then that’s where we’re going."

The descent into Minrathous's underground market was like diving into the city's buried secrets. Masterful stonework gave way to makeshift passages, the air thick with the smell of old magic and desperation. Neve led the way, her staff's light casting dancing shadows on the walls.

"There," Lucanis pointed to a cluster of figures ahead. "Venatori guards."

The ambush was swift and silent. Lucanis moved like a shadow made flesh, while Neve's magic crackled through the air, ice binding their enemies before they could cry out.

Elek and Cida followed close behind, helping to free the captives—frightened merchants, and a few Thread operatives,

"Damas?" Cida asked one of the freed Threads.

The woman shook her head. "Inner courtyard, by the old dock. But something's wrong with him. He's... different."

Lucanis signaled, and they moved as one. The fight was quick and brutal. Neve froze one mage mid-incantation; Lucanis dropped another with a thrown dagger before he could shout a warning. Elek and Cida freed more prisoners as the last enemy fell.

But as they moved to the far end of the market, toward the sound of water lapping at stone, the air grew colder and carried the smell of old magic—something rotten beneath the surface. An archway led to a courtyard that opened onto a hidden dock.

There, standing in the center, was Makal Damas.

His eyes glowed faintly red, and his movements were stilted, like a puppet suspended with strings. 

"Careful," Neve warned. "That's not him."

A voice echoed.

"Oh, Neve,still playing the hero, I see."

The sound coming from Damas was warped. His voice mingled with someone else’s. Someone Neve recognized. Her blood ran cold. “Aelia.”

A laugh, rich and mocking. "Oh, I'm flattered you remember."

"I stopped you once before," Neve said, her staff crackling with building power. “Ill do it again.”

"Did you?" Aelia laughed, a sound like breaking glass. "Because here I am, and here you are, and nothing has changed. Except now I have better toys to play with."

Lucanis's eyes swept the perimeter. "Where is she?"

"Close enough. But don't worry—I'm not here to fight. Just to show you how deep the roots go." The invisible enemy taunted. Damas took a step forward, hands twitching at his sides. Neve raised her staff, ice gathering around her fingers.

"Let him go."

"In time," Aelia purred. "I just wanted to say hello. You let me slip away once. That won't happen again, will it?"

Neve launched a bolt of frost, shattering a crate—empty. 

"Actually," she said, the voice soft and deadly, "this has been quite illuminating. Keep him, Neve. Consider it a gift."

Lucanis moved in, catching the man before he fell.

Damas gasped, blinking rapidly as the red glow left his gaze, his hands were trembling as if he'd been holding ice. "Neve?"

"We've got you," she said, steadying him. "You're safe."

Aelia was gone. The shadows held no more answers.

The journey back through the tunnels felt longer, and by the time they reached the Lamplighter, exhaustion had settled over the group like a heavy cloak.

The rescued captives were given hot food and blankets inside the tavern's warmth. Damas, now lucid, was still shaking.

"Thank you," he said to Neve, his voice hoarse. "All of you. I thought... I thought I was lost."

"She'll be back," she said, more to herself than anyone else.

"The Venatori mage?" Lucanis appeared beside her, silent as always.

"Aelia. She won't let this go. She never does." Neve's jaw tightened. "But this time will be different. This time, I'll be ready for her. She won't slip away again."

He watched her for a moment, something unreadable flickering behind his eyes. There was no grand speech, just quiet resolve. "I'll help you,"

Neve turned to look at him, surprised. "I can't afford your services, Lucanis."

“This one’s on the house. But only if you tell me… why blame her and not me?”

The question hung in the air between them. Neve was quiet for a long moment, staring out at the dark streets of her city.

"I don't really know," she finally admitted. "Who else is there to blame? A face in the sky? Some distant god?" She shook her head. "It's easier to blame someone of flesh and blood, even when it's not entirely fair."

The silence stretched between them, heavy with unspoken truths.

"But that doesn't make it right," she added quietly.

Lucanis nodded. "No. It doesn't."



Chapter 19: Sleep, and Other Dangerous Things

Summary:

Lucanis's head snapped toward her with inhuman speed, and Rook's breath caught in her throat. His eyes blazed with violet fire, pupils lost in that otherworldly glow. His face was contorted in a snarl she had never seen on him before—lips pulled back to reveal teeth, jaw clenched with barely restrained violence. The careful composure he wore like armor had been stripped away entirely, leaving something raw and dangerous in its place.

No. Not Lucanis. The demon had taken his body—Spite, raw and feral where Lucanis was careful and composed.

"Come on." Rook extended her hand toward him, the gesture deliberate and slow. No sudden movements, nothing that could be interpreted as a threat. "You know there's nowhere else to go."

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The afternoon light of the Fade shone overhead, casting long shadows across the stone courtyard as Rook made her way back from the workshop. Oily substances still stained her hands from helping Bellara with the defective artefact she had been working on since they had arrived at the Lighthouse, refusing to admit defeat.

Taash fell into step beside her as they approached the main building. The qunari had been unusually subdued since their conversation about the whereabouts of the blighted dragons, and Rook had learned to give them space to process. But something shifted in Taash's posture as they crossed the threshold.

They stopped abruptly, nostrils flaring. "I smell blood."

Before Rook could respond, Lucanis and Neve emerged from the mirror room. Her breath caught at the sight of them.

Battle. The signs were unmistakable—blood spattering Lucanis's fine black leather, a fresh tear running down Neve's coat from shoulder to elbow, dirt and something darker smudged across their faces. Lucanis moved with that careful precision he always adopted when injured, but was trying to hide it. Neve's staff hummed with residual magic, ice crystals clinging to it even now.

"What happened?" Rook stopped dead in her tracks, leader and friend warring in her voice.

"Venatori," Neve replied curtly. Her eyes met Rook's for a brief moment—no warmth there, but no outright hostility either. Just weary acknowledgment. She gave a short nod before continuing toward the courtyard, wanting to be undisturbed after a tiring day.

Rook watched her go, surprise swirling through her chest. This was the most polite conversation she'd had with Neve since Minrathous, though it remained distant and cold as winter morning frost.

Lucanis lingered, and Rook found herself automatically scanning him for injuries. A small cut on his cheek, a slight favoring of his left leg, but nothing else jumped out at her. His breathing seemed steady. The blood on his leathers appeared to belong to someone else entirely.

He caught her cataloging his condition, and something softened in his dark eyes, before assuring her of his wellbeing. He too walked away.

As they climbed the stairs toward their rooms, Taash wrinkled their nose again. "There's something else besides the blood. Magic, but it smells wrong. Like rotted meat."

Blood magic. Her stomach clenched as she glanced back over her shoulder just in time to see Lucanis pause at the heavy wooden doors. For a moment, he looked back too—their eyes meeting across the distance—before he disappeared into shadows.

Concern followed Rook to her room, where she tried and failed to lose herself in a book she borrowed from Harding. The words blurred together on the page.  All of it felt insignificant compared to the lingering look Lucanis had given her. She wondered if she was reading too much into the moment. Even though they couldn’t do that again, the night she and Lucanis spent together, meant something to her and she wanted it to mean something for him too.

Eventually, she gave up on reading, settled onto the settee, and poured herself a glass of wine from the bottle she had stashed in her room. She meant to review Bellara's latest research on the workings of the Lighthouse, but after a while, the words on the page blurred for another reason, and exhaustion finally claimed her.

Warm hands on her skin, calloused fingertips tracing the curve of her collarbone with reverent care. Too soft and too hard all at once—gentle enough to worship, firm enough to claim. Her name whispered in her ear in that slow, warm cadence that never failed to set her skin on fire. Hot breath on her neck. His hands in her hair, tilting her head back to expose the vulnerable line of her throat. The scrape of his beard against her skin. The weight of him pressed against her, solid and hard and—

The whispered endearments dissolved as real voices cut through her sleep. Distant at first, then louder as doors were pushed open and slammed against stone walls before falling back into their frames with heavy thuds. Hurried footsteps echoed in the corridor outside her room, multiple sets moving with purpose and barely controlled panic.

She rolled off the canapé, bare feet hitting cold stone as she padded to the door. The sounds were coming from the eluvian room—voices she recognized, and one she didn’t.

Without thinking, she slipped out into the corridor wearing nothing but her nightshirt, the fabric settling above her knees as urgency drove her forward.

The voices became clearer as she approached—Taash's commanding growl and Harding's higher pitch. Rook's pulse quickened as she rounded the corner and found them stationed like sentries on the walkway to the eluvian. They were blocking something—someone.

The moment she stepped into view, everything changed.

Lucanis's head snapped toward her with inhuman speed, and Rook's breath caught in her throat. His eyes blazed with violet fire, pupils lost in an otherworldly glow. His face was contorted in a snarl she had never seen on him before—lips pulled back to reveal teeth, jaw clenched with barely restrained violence.

No. Not Lucanis. 

The demon had taken his body. Spite, raw and feral, where Lucanis was careful and composed.

"Rook, thank the Maker!" Harding's voice cracked with relief, though she never took her eyes off the possessed assassin.

"Spite was trying to leave," Taash explained, their massive frame planted firmly in the middle. Every line of their body screamed readiness for violence. "Caught him trying to get through the eluvian."

The demon wearing Lucanis's face took a step forward, and Taash immediately shifted their stance. "Get back, demon!" they barked. "You're not going anywhere."

"I could, if you'd move." The voice that emerged was a twisted harmony—Lucanis's warm, deep tones corrupted by something hoarser and colder. Spite bared his teeth in what might have been a smile on anyone else. On him, it looked like a threat.

Rook felt her training kick in, the same calm that served her in battle settling over her shoulders like a familiar cloak. The key was not to show fear, not to escalate.

"You know this is pointless, Spite," she said, keeping her voice soft and level. "Lucanis will wake up eventually and just come back here."

Those blazing violet eyes fixed on her, and she felt the intensity of the demon's attention. There was intelligence there, ancient and alien, but also something... lost.

"He promised!" The words burst out of him. "We had a deal—get out, and live!"

Understanding washed over her. The Ossuary. The bargain that had saved Lucanis's life. Spite had kept his end—he'd helped Lucanis escape that nightmare prison. But now—

"You did," Rook said gently, taking a small step forward. Taash tensed behind her, but she ignored the warning. "The Ossuary is long gone and behind you."

"He promised!" Spite repeated, and this time she heard the desperation seeping through his anger. The demon sounded betrayed, trying to understand why his deal wasn’t being honored. "Free! He said we would be free!"

"Come on." Rook extended her hand toward him, the gesture deliberate and slow. No sudden movements, nothing that could be interpreted as a threat. "You know there's nowhere else to go."

Spite stared at her hand like it was a trap, or dangerous, or both. Confusion settled across his features—Lucanis's features—warring with the ever-present anger. For a moment, he looked almost human.

She flexed her fingers, emphasizing the invitation. "Let's go back."

The silence stretched between them, tension thick enough to cut. Behind her, she could feel Taash, ready to intervene if this went badly. Harding's breathing was too quick, too shallow. But Rook kept her focus on those violet flames, on the conflict she could see raging behind them.

With a sound somewhere between a growl and a sigh, Spite reached out and took her hand.

The touch sent a shock through her system—not because it was different, but because it wasn't. This was still Lucanis's hand, soft except where his knives had left calluses along his palm and fingers. Still strong and warm, she closed her fingers around his. Still the same hand that had traced her skin with such reverence in dreams and waking moments alike.

The dichotomy was unsettling in a way she hadn't expected: a monster wearing the face of someone she... cared about, someone whose touch she knew as well as her own.

Together, they walked back through the corridors of the Lighthouse, leaving Harding and Taash to exchange relieved but confused glances in their wake. Rook stayed a half step ahead, leading but not pulling. When she glanced back, she found him staring at their interlaced fingers with something approaching wonder. He squeezed her palm softly—an almost unconscious gesture—and she squeezed back without thinking, offering him the same gentle smile she might give a spooked animal or a child.

"Smells like..." Spite murmured, his voice softer now, less of that harsh overlay. "Jasmine and grapes."

The observation was so unexpected, so quietly intimate, that it momentarily took her breath away. She'd worn jasmine oil in her hair since her mother showed her how—a small luxury that reminded her of ghosts. But she'd never known anyone noticed, least of all him.

Rook pushed open the heavy doors when they reached the dining hall. The moment they crossed the threshold, she felt the hand in hers jerk as if struck by lightning. She looked back to find the violet flames extinguished, replaced by eyes she knew far better—warm, deep brown where she could barely make out his iris against the dark pupils in the firelight. 

Lucanis was back, and the transition was jarring in its completeness. One moment she'd been holding hands with a demon; the next, it was just... him.

Surprise creased his brow, his mouth slightly ajar as if he'd awakened from a particularly vivid dream. His gaze moved from her face to their still-joined hands, and she watched awareness dawn in his expression. Neither of them made any move to let go.

"What—" he started, his voice hoarse with confusion and something else—embarrassment, maybe. 

Keeping her voice gentle, Rook explained,"Spite tried to get out, through the eluvian. Taash and Harding stopped him."

Defeat flickered in his dark eyes, followed immediately by self-recrimination. Lucanis sighed deeply, finally releasing her hand to rub his face with both palms. "I fell asleep," he admitted. "I need more coffee."

The simple statement broke her heart. Here was a man pushing himself past all reasonable limits, trying to stay awake through sheer force of will and caffeine, terrified of what might happen if he let his guard down for even a moment.

"That's not going to solve this," Rook said, unable to keep concern from bleeding through.

"I don't think anything will ever solve this." Lucanis simply said.

He turned away from her, moving toward the small kitchen area where he kept his stash of antivan coffee. His posture slumped slightly, like he was carrying an invisible boulder on his shoulders, as he poured grounds into the coffee press before grabbing the biggest cup he could find.

Rook’s eyes followed his every movement. This man, who had survived torture and demonic possession, was being slowly worn down by his own sense of responsibility. By the belief that he had to carry every burden alone.

"You know," She said softly, choosing her words carefully, "I admire you."

Lucanis paused in his coffee preparation and turned back to look at her, one dark brow raised in genuine confusion, as if the idea that anyone could find something admirable about his situation was utterly foreign to him.

"What you went through," she continued, holding his gaze. "Most people wouldn't have survived that, let alone kept their sanity."

A bitter laugh escaped him, the sound harsh in the quiet room. "Did I? Keep my sanity?" His voice dropped to something rawer, more vulnrable. "There's a voice in my head every waking moment, Rook. Sometimes I can't tell which thoughts are mine anymore. I wake up and don't know what I did or how I got there."

The admission hung between them like a confession. She could see how much it cost him to voice those fears, to admit that the control he prized so highly was more illusion than reality.

"I think you're brave," she said earnestly, stepping closer. Her eyes locked on his, trying to convey everything she couldn't quite put into words. "Braver than you know."

"I don't know about brave," he replied, his voice soft. "Maybe just stubborn. Too stubborn to die."

"Either way," she said, taking another small step toward him. "I'm glad you're here. I'm glad you survived."

Something unspoken brewed in the space between them as their eyes locked. He observed her with an intensity she didn’t know how to interpret, and when she stared back, she thought of what he saw.

She imagined he noticed the way her hair, still tousled from sleep, fell loose over her shoulders. How her nightshirt had slipped slightly. How, under his scrutiny, a flush was slowly spreading across her cheeks.

Rook became suddenly, acutely aware of how little fabric separated them, and how even that felt like too much. She could see the exact moment he noticed her state of undress, watched his pupils dilate as his breathing became slightly uneven.

His gaze traveled from her eyes to her lips and back again, making her pulse flutter. For a heartbeat, she thought he might step closer, that he might finally bridge the akwardnes that had been building between them.

Instead, after what felt like an eternity of shared breath and racing hearts, Lucanis stepped back. 

"Thank you," he said, his voice rougher than it had been moments before. Then he walked toward his makeshift room in the pantry, leaving Rook breathless and aching in the half-lit hall.

Chapter 20: Rain, Rebellion and Vengeance

Summary:

"You do so love your logistics, Nelle," Illario said, voice smooth as wine. "Perhaps we could discuss them somewhere more... ambient?"
Lucanis stiffened. So did Spite.
NO, the demon snarled. She is OURS.
Nelle didn't even blink. "Thank you, Illario. But I prefer my conversations with people who know what a supply route is."

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The night air carried the scent of rain and revolution through the open windows of the Cantori Diamond. Below, the casino's lights painted the gaming floors in gold. Above, the Crow base perched like a predator's nest among the rafters. 

Seven weeks of guerrilla warfare had transformed the resistance in Treviso. What began as unorganized strikes by individual Crow Houses against the Antaam occupation had evolved into something more surgical. Hit fast and deadly, vanishing before the encumbered soldiers could mount a response. 

There was no pattern to their attacks, nor any mercy given.

The strategy table dominated the north corner of the room, its surface buried beneath maps, coded messages, and supply manifests—threads binding Treviso to Rivain, Minrathous, and beyond.

Lucanis stood shoulder to shoulder with Nelle, Viago, and Teia, their voices low as they coordinated support for allies across the continent.

"The situation in Minrathous is dire," Nelle reported, her finger tracing damaged districts on the map. Dark circles shadowed her eyes—she had been pushing herself too hard, taking responsibility for every fallen building, every displaced family. "The dragon attack left entire neighborhoods in ruins, and the Venatori are using the chaos to enslave more citizens."

Viago's jaw tightened. Beside him, Teia placed a comforting hand on his arm, and Lucanis noticed how Viago's shoulders eased slightly at her touch and his breathing steadied.

"Treviso escaped that fate by mere luck," Teia said, remembering the near-catastrophe. "We owe the Shadow Dragons our support. More than that—we owe you, Rook."

They had already sent some of their best operatives west, and gold had followed. Funding reconstruction in strategic neighborhoods ensured the Shadow Dragons had the resources to rebuild stronger than before.

"The Crows' gratitude means more than you know," Rook told them, a slight tremor in her voice. "But we need sustainable solutions. The Venatori won't release their upper hand so easily."

Viago leaned over the map, marking new positions. "Intelligence suggests they're consolidating in the warehouse district. If we can coordinate a three-pronged assault—"

Lucanis half-listened, watching the interplay: Viago's protectiveness whenever Rook spoke, Teia's sharp honesty, Rook’s relentless focus. And Illario, lounging at the periphery like a cat too lazy to kill the mouse it toyed with.

His cousin cleared his throat. "Fascinating as always," he drawled, though his attention seemed focused on something beyond the windows rather than their conversation. "I'm sure you'll sort it all out."

The dismissive tone grated on Lucanis. They were planning operations that could save or damn entire neighborhoods, and his cousin acted as if they were discussing something as banal as the weather. After everything that had happened—Caterina's death, the Antaam's iron grip on their city—how could Illario remain so detached?

House Dellamorte teetered on the brink of extinction. Only their combined strength deterred rival houses from moving against them, keeping their contracts and territories intact. Yet Illario treated these discussions like a mere social obligation, contributing nothing of importance while their grandmother's legacy and their home crumbled around them.

"The supply routes through Rivain need better coordination," Rook continued, pointing to shipping lanes marked in blue ink. "Isabella mentioned establishing secure waypoints here and here. We can move resources without—"

"You do so love your logistics, Rook," Illario said, voice smooth as wine. "Perhaps we could discuss them somewhere more… stimulating?"

Lucanis stiffened. 

NO , Spite snarled. She is OURS .

The possessive fury bled into Lucanis's thoughts, violent images flashing behind his eyes—Illario's blood on his hands, his cousin's charming smile replaced by fear. Lucanis ground his palm against the table's edge until the pain cut through the noise. "We're not here to be stimulated."

Rook didn't even blink. "Since there is more work to do, and I suspect your meaning of the word doesn’t match mine, I’m afraid I must decline.”  

Illario's smile faltered, just slightly. Viago's expression didn't change, but Teia's fingers twitched on his arm. Even now, Lucanis couldn't tell if Illario flirted out of habit or calculation—and that uncertainty was the problem.

Most women soon fell under Illario's spell after meeting him. His effortless charm, his practiced compliments, his ability to make each target feel like the only person in the room—it was a weapon as deadly as any blade. Lucanis had watched his cousin collect conquests across dozens of cities, celebrating successful contracts with new lovers enamored by his charisma, only to be discarded for the next pretty face.

Rook’s immunity seemed to frustrate Illario in ways Lucanis found deeply satisfying. Each failed attempt made his cousin try harder, and his approaches became more obvious and desperate.

"Your dedication is admirable," Illario persisted, moving closer than necessary to examine the map. "But surely a more… intimate environment would be more to your liking, no?  I could show you parts of Treviso that tourists never see—hidden gardens, private rooftops where the stars..."

"Illario." Viago's voice sharply cut through the romantic overtures. "Perhaps your efforts would be better directed toward a more conducive purpose." The rebuke was polite, but coming from Viago, it had the edge of a formal warning. 

Illario straightened, his smile never wavering, even as his eyes flashed with something darker. "Of course. Forgive my enthusiasm."

When Rook caught Lucanis's eye across the table, her apologetic look spoke volumes. She was sorry that his cousin was making a fool of himself, as if Illario’s flirtatious way were her fault somehow. The gesture was small but meaningful—recognition that she saw the intentions underneath, that she understood more than she let on.

Viago noticed too, his gaze flicking between Illario and his protégé, cataloging every interaction, every presumption. His jaw tightened almost imperceptibly when Illario leaned too close or used her name with too much familiarity. Nothing escaped Viago's attention, especially when it concerned people under his protection. 

And Rook was under his protection, Lucanis realized not just as an ally or strategic asset, but as someone who mattered to him personally. He had seen how Viago embraced her, how his voice softened when he spoke with her, and how he stopped himself from hovering when she sported an injury.

As the night deepened around them, they returned to their planning: supply lines, storage, and safe houses, coded messages and coordinated strikes—the mundane details that kept their resistance alive. Teia's quick wit and tactical brilliance complemented Viago's calculated precision, while Rook’s innovative thinking inspired.

"The Temple Quarter needs additional security," Teia noted, marking positions with red ink. "Refugees from the occupied districts are gathering there, and the Antaam have noticed."

"I can spare three teams," Viago replied immediately. "Veterans who know the district's hidden passages."

"And food to distribute," Nelle added. "Hungry people make desperate choices. The last thing we need is civilians turning informants for Antaam rations."

From the corner of his eye, Lucanis saw Illario yawn, and he could not understand why he didn’t seem to care at all. A year ago, before the Ossuary, Lucanis could have read his cousin like a book. Every expression, every gesture, every fleeting thought had been as clear as printed words on a page. They had grown up together, trained together, bled together in the service of House Dellamorte.

Now, Illario was nothing but a stranger wearing a familiar face. His motivations remained opaque, his priorities unclear. The cousin who had once shared every secret now guarded his thoughts behind practiced smiles and empty charm.

What had changed during that lost year? What had happened while Lucanis rotted in a Venatori prison, while Spite carved pieces from his soul? Had Illario always been this distant, this disconnected from their shared purpose? Or had captivity stripped away Lucanis's ability to see past the surface?

The questions multiplied without answers, breeding suspicion in the dark corners of his mind.

"We should discuss memorial arrangements," Teia said gently as their strategic session wound down. "For Caterina. She deserves proper honors, and we’ve already delayed for too long."

Gratitude and grief warred in Lucanis's chest. They hadn't added her ashes to the family crypt, nor had they held the formal ceremonies that would give her spirit proper rest. Between the Antaam occupation, their desperate resistance efforts, and their search for the gods, there had been no time for mourning, no space for the rituals that bound families together.

"You're very kind to offer," Lucanis began, but Illario interrupted.

"Are you certain this is appropriate timing?" His cousin's voice carried an odd hesitation, as if the prospect of honoring Caterina troubled him in some way. "With everything happening so quickly, perhaps we should wait until the city is more stable—"

The suggestion stopped Lucanis cold. Why would Illario want to delay their grandmother's memorial? She had raised them both after their parents' deaths, taught them the old traditions that kept House Dellamorte strong through centuries of blood and betrayal. She deserved better than indefinite postponement, better than being forgotten in favor of political or practical convenience.

"Caterina wouldn't want us to wait," Lucanis said carefully, watching his cousin's face for tells. "She'd want the family to honor its obligations, even in difficult times."

Illario's smile never wavered, but something flickered behind his eyes—annoyance? Fear? Guilt? "Of course, you're right. I only meant to suggest we give her the celebration she deserves. When we can do it properly."

The explanation sounded reasonable, but it didn't sit right in Lucanis's stomach. Another crack in the foundation of trust that had once seemed unshakeable. How many more doubts could their relationship survive before it collapsed entirely?

A treacherous thought crept through his mind: What if Illario knew about the ambush that sent me to the Ossuary?

Illario had been one of the few who knew about the contract and his travel arrangements. But the idea was blasphemy against everything they had shared, every bond that had sustained him through the darkest moments of captivity.

No. He forced the suspicion down before it could take root. They might be cousins by blood, but they had been brothers by choice. Illario and Caterina were all that was left after rival houses decimated their family in a grab for the position of First Talon.  Caterina would never forgive him for turning against the last of their bloodline. Her ghost would haunt him through eternity if he destroyed what remained of their family on mere suspicion.

But trust didn't mean blindness. He would watch Illario more carefully now, catalog every strange reaction and unexplained absence. If his cousin were hiding something, Lucanis would uncover it before it could destroy what remained of House Dellamorte.

The meeting concluded with final assignments and coded messages for various operatives. As they prepared to leave, Viago approached Rook with the careful deliberation of a man weighing important words. Their conversation was too quiet for Lucanis to overhear, but he saw the gentle way Viago placed his hands on her shoulders and gave a gentle squeeze, the protective tenderness in his expression.

When Viago embraced her, the gesture spoke of deep affection that transcended mere alliance. He pressed a kiss to her forehead with a familiarity usually reserved for family, for people whose loss would break something fundamental inside. Rook accepted the affection with equal warmth, her arms tightening around him in a way that spoke of absolute trust.

Watching them, Lucanis thought of her name—Nelle, not Rook. The others on their team knew her only by her nickname, the casual designation that reduced her to a chess piece in someone else's game. But her true name had become precious to him, an intimacy earned.

It grated when Illario used it, drawing out the syllables with false affection. "Until next time, dear Nelle," he said, bowing with a theatrical flourish as he kissed her hand. "I do hope you will reconsider my invitation."

The forced familiarity left a bitter taste in his mouth. It felt like claiming ownership of something that had never been available. Viago's mouth tightened into a thin line, and Lucanis realized he wasn't the only one who noticed his cousin’s presumption.

"Safe travels," Rook replied diplomatically, neither accepting nor rejecting the invitation. Her tone suggested the matter was closed, but Illario seemed determined to interpret neutral responses as encouragement.

Teia clasped Rook's hands warmly before they parted. "Take care of yourself," she said with genuine concern. "I have a feeling it will get worse before it gets better."

As the others filed out into the night, Viago approached Lucanis.

"Keep her safe, Dellamorte," he said quietly, their hands clasping in the traditional Crow farewell. His eyes flicked toward Illario, who was taking his time gathering nonexistent belongings, clearly hoping for a moment alone with Nelle. The meaning in Viago's glance was unmistakable. 

No one touches her.

Guilt flared in his chest as his eyes locked on Nelle. He had let himself grow too close to her, drawing Spite's dangerous attention like a moth to a flame. The demon's possessive fury grew stronger each day, fed by proximity and unspoken feelings that had no place in their desperate circumstances. Every moment they spent together risked her safety, invited the monster in his soul to see her as property to be claimed.

He even suspected that Illario's obvious flirtations were calculated to provoke him rather than genuinely court her. His cousin had always enjoyed getting under his skin, finding the pressure points that made Lucanis lose his composure. What better target than someone who mattered to him? 

He nodded, not sure what he could say to assuage the Talon’s concerns. Viago studied his face with the intensity of someone reading a contract's fine print, seemingly satisfied with what he found there. Trust given and received, obligations acknowledged without need for elaborate promises.

Then Viago pulled him closer, voice dropping to ensure complete privacy. His breath was warm against Lucanis's ear as he delivered words that sent Spite into a frenzy of anticipation.

"We've had reports of unusual Venatori activity. A hideout in Treviso's old district, heavily guarded and more secretive than their usual operations. My sources said that it's different from the cells we've been eliminating—larger, better organized, and incredibly well-funded. Whoever runs it seems to hold a lot of power within the cult."

Lucanis' pulse quickened as understanding dawned. Spite writhed in his mind, bloodthirsty joy bleeding into his thoughts.

Yes , the demon hissed. Blood for blood.

Zara Renata. The mage who had tortured him in the Ossuary's depths, who had bound Spite to his soul. After three months of following cold trails and chasing shadows, they finally had a lead.

"How certain are your sources?" Lucanis asked, fighting to keep his voice level despite the violent anticipation building in his chest.

"Certain enough to risk good Crows investigating," Viago replied grimly. "But be careful. If it's really her, she won't go down easily. Venatori mages of her caliber don't survive this long by being careless."

As if Lucanis needed the warning. He had been planning Zara's death since they put him in his cell, crafting elaborate scenarios of revenge during the long watches of sleepless nights. The woman who had stolen a year of his life, who had violated his mind and body, who had created the monster that now shared his thoughts—she would pay for every moment of suffering she had inflicted.

But beneath the anticipation ran a current of fear he couldn't acknowledge aloud. Facing Zara meant risking Spite's complete emergence, letting the demon taste enough blood to break free of their uneasy partnership.

"Thank you," he told Viago, meaning more than just the information. "We'll handle it."

Viago nodded once, releasing his wrist. "See that you do. Treviso has enough problems without Venatori mages roaming around."

As they finally parted ways, Lucanis caught Illario watching him with unreadable eyes, his expression revealing nothing. Did he suspect what Viago had shared? Had he been eavesdropping on conversations he shouldn't have heard?

Another question without an answer.



Chapter 21: Blood and Consequence

Summary:

"This isn't your kind of job, cousin." Lucanis kept his voice firm. "There's no one to charm into dropping their guard, only fanatics. You'll only get yourself killed."
Irritation flickered across Illario's face "You don't think I'm good enough?" The words carried the edge of old wounds, competitions, and resentments that had festered in the spaces between them.
"Are you?"

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

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Lucanis jerked awake in his narrow bunk, sheets twisted around his legs like shackles. Cold air hit the sweat coating his chest as he sat up and undid the bindings that tied his wrist to his bed. The nightmare still clawed at him. His breathing came in sharp bursts, each inhale carrying the phantom stench of that accursed place.

He swung his legs over the side of the bed and pressed his palms against his temples, trying to push back the memories flooding his mind. But they came anyway, as they always did in the quiet hours before dawn.

The Ossuary lingered in him. Always.

 


 

He’d never been a man easily frightened. Caterina had carved fear out of him long ago, replacing it with cold calculation and deadly precision. Even waking on a Venatori ship, bound and bruised, his first thought had been practical: Good, they've spared me the trouble of breaking in myself.

They had expected fear, hungered for it. He’d seen it in their eyes, tasted it on their breath. 

Even Zara's cruel gloating that his family believed him dead hadn't fazed him. She'd circled him like a predator, her silk robes whispering against the stone floor. Her perfume was orange blossom over blood.

But Lucanis had stared through her, revealing nothing. This was a setback, nothing more.

The screams that echoed through the cell block—high, animalistic sounds—created a symphony of suffering that never ceased. Calivan's workshop occupied the deepest level, where the smell of blood and alchemical reagents had soaked so deeply into the stone that it seemed to seep from the walls themselves.

For weeks, they'd worked on him with methodical precision. Calivan was an artist with his knives, each cut calculated for maximum pain without permanent damage. He'd trace patterns across Lucanis's skin precisely, then pour salt into the wounds and ask questions in that soft, cultured voice.

But he had stayed silent. Always silent.

The beatings came next—systematic, brutal affairs that left him retching blood for hours afterward. Calivan would crack ribs, stretch tendons, and lashes fell across his back in measured intervals, tearing away strips of flesh until the stone beneath him grew slick.

Lucanis had been trained for this. Caterina's lessons echoed in his mind: Pain is temporary. Information is forever. A true Crow dies before they break. She had taught him how to transcend pain. Cold, clinical, brutal.

So he retreated inward, where he had built a cathedral of memory within his mind. There, he walked the lantern-lit streets of Treviso and smelled the phantom aromas—fresh-baked bread, pungent cheese, exotic spices from vessels newly arrived at port. He surveyed market vendors' wares, his fingertips ghosting over velvet-skinned peaches and blood-red tomatoes, selecting perfect ingredients for imaginary meals in a kitchen he might never see again.

When they threw him into the lightless pit for days at a time, he'd perform his exercises in the dark—push-ups until his arms trembled, stretches to keep his muscles loose, meditation techniques to maintain his focus. Each movement was deliberate and purposeful. He was not breaking down—he was waiting.

The other prisoners weren't so fortunate. He'd learned their routines through sound alone: the sobbing that echoed from the cells at night, the screams from the torture chambers, the terrible silence that followed when someone was taken and never returned.

 

Through it all, Lucanis observed. He memorized the guards' shift changes by counting heartbeats, noting which ones were lazy, cruel, and might be bribed or threatened. He mapped every sound—the creak of hinges that needed oil, the echo patterns that revealed the shape of corridors he'd never seen, the rhythm of daily routines that governed this place like clockwork. Every motion catalogued like a Crow preparing the perfect kill.

He was patient. Professional. This was simply another contract, albeit one with unusually challenging parameters.

But then came the day they dragged him to a different chamber entirely, and everything changed. 

Terror had finally found him.

They had taken him to a strange room and strapped him to a table in the center, leather restraints biting into his wrists and ankles that were still raw from his usual heavy iron shackles.  Around the room's edges, other tables waited empty, their surfaces stained dark with the evidence of previous occupants.

Felicity stepped into view. Her hair was pulled tight, her skin was corpse-pale, and her expression was detached. She worked at a desk cluttered with alchemical apparatus—glass vials in twisted shapes, some empty, others swirling with luminescent substances that hurt to look at directly. Crystallized lyrium dust caught the light like ground diamonds, while bundles of deathroot and other, less recognizable ingredients lay arranged in neat rows. She moved with the casual efficiency of someone who'd performed this ritual countless times before.

The other prisoner was brought in struggling. The guards forced him to his knees beside Lucanis's table, shackles weighing down his hands. His eyes were wide with the terror that came from knowing exactly what was about to happen.

She positioned herself behind the shackled prisoner and began an incantation, low and guttural. The sound seemed to bypass his ears entirely, resonating in his bones, making his teeth ache. She drew her dagger and sliced the kneeling man's throat in one decisive movement.

The blood rose unnaturally, suspended midair, coalescing into a breach. From it, something slipped through—something that screamed without sound.

Felicity's wards snapped into place around it, trapping it in a cage of pure will before forcing it into a vial.

She then approached his table, wiping blood from her hands with a clean cloth. Her eyes held the flat emptiness that came from performing terrible acts until they no longer registered as such.

"Zara Renata has made a special request," she told him. "Since you're already called the Demon of Vyrantium," she said, bringing her face close to his, "she wanted to make it official—to give substance to the legend." Her smile was the worst part—genuine pleasure, as though she were offering him a gift. "Consider this a promotion."

He thrashed as two guards pried open his mouth.

"Congratulations, Crow," she said, and poured the contents down his throat.

He felt it go down as it burned like molten glass and froze like deepest Fade. It writhed like it lived. It sought him.

When they unstrapped him and threw him back into his cell, Lucanis barely made it to the corner before his body revolted. He retched, violent and useless, the taste of the potion clinging to his throat like spoiled metal.

It wouldn’t come up. It had already taken root inside him—coiling through muscle and marrow. He felt it then: something shifting beneath his skin, heat crawling through his veins, too precise to be fever.

He crawled to his usual corner and propped himself against the cold stone wall, trying to outbreath the nausea.

He knew what came next; he’d heard it. Others had gone through this. None stayed human.

And in that moment—knees drawn to chest, body shivering uncontrollably, the taste of corruption clinging to his throat—Lucanis allowed himself one emotion:

Rage.

He refused to be their triumph.

If he was going to become a monster, then let him be one of his own making. Let him kill Calivan first—with claw, with fang, with whatever this thing inside him wanted to use. Let Zara choke on the taste of her own brilliance.

He would not die as their experiment. He would kill them as their consequence.

Even now, instinct clung to him like a second skin—the teachings drilled into him from youth, the ruthless pragmatism of the Crows. And at the center of it all, always, was Caterina.

The thought of her reaction almost made him laugh. Dying with a contract unfulfilled? She’d drag him to hell herself for such unprofessional behavior. If he were going to become an abomination, he'd make it count. 

The days that followed blurred together in a haze of growing wrongness. The foreign presence stirred within him like a sleeping predator. His skin felt too tight, as though something pressed against it from within, testing its limits.

But worse than the physical changes was the voice that began whispering in the quiet moments—not words, exactly, but intent, urges, a growing bloodthirst he'd never felt before.

On the fifth day after the ritual, as he sat in his corner planning Calivan's death in exacting detail, the whispers finally resolved into something coherent.

A voice, sharp and ragged, spoke directly into his mind with a hunger that wasn’t his.

Smells like... blood. And vengeance.

And Lucanis was no longer alone in his skin.

 


 

Lucanis’s hand had gone numb from grabbing his dagger too tightly,  but he barely noticed. His attention was fixed on the figure moving through the crowds below—a man whose face was burned into his memory. The jagged line that carved its way from left temple to the right corner of his mouth was unmistakable, a grotesque souvenir from whatever violence had marked him as one of Zara's chosen.

Viago's intel had been correct. The Venatori guard had led him on a winding path through Treviso's heart—from the bustling Grande Markets through the Financial District, and finally to the Chantry. The man had shed his usual Venatori garb for common clothes, but no disguise could hide that scar.

A shadow detached itself beside him, and Rook appeared. Her eyes searched his face with quiet intensity. Lucanis was grateful for her presence. This was personal business, his vendetta to settle. But he knew with bone-deep certainty that Rook wouldn't have stayed behind even if he'd asked. She was too stubborn, too loyal, too invested in seeing this through.

"You sure?" she asked. 

"I'm sure." He kept his voice level, though Spite stirred restlessly in the depths of his mind, eager for what was to come. "Zara owes me a debt of pain and misery. Tonight, it will be paid in full."

He outlined their approach with efficient gestures—across the roofline, using Treviso's old stonework to reach the chantry's upper balcony. They checked their gear. Nothing could go wrong tonight.

The familiar rhythm of rooftop movement—reach, grip, vault, and land—calmed the restless energy that had been building in his chest since the moment he'd spotted his quarry.

When they landed on the final roof before the chantry, a voice broke the night's silence, freezing Lucanis's blood in his veins.

"There you are. What took you so long?"

The words drifted from the shadows with casual familiarity. He knew that voice better than his own.

"Illario?" The name escaped him as his cousin stepped into view with effortless grace and smug confidence. "What are you doing here?"

"I'm coming with you, cousin. No argument." Illario's attention shifted to Rook with a smile on his face. "Nelle, so nice to see you again. After this nasty business is concluded, you must allow me to show you the sights."

"This is my job," Lucanis snapped.

"This is Crow business," Illario countered. "Family business."

"How did you even know we'd be here?"

"Cousin," Illario said with a practiced smile meant to disarm. "Let me help."

"Lucanis told you no," Rook said flatly. Her arms crossed. She positioned herself slightly between the two men, and Lucanis felt a surge of warmth at her loyalty.

"This isn't your kind of job, cousin." Lucanis kept his voice firm. "There's no one to charm into dropping their guard, only fanatics. You'll only get yourself killed."

Irritation flickered across Illario's face. "You don't think I'm good enough?" The words carried the edge of old wounds, competitions, and resentments that had festered in the spaces between them.

"Are you?"

Illario's expression tightened, the smile faltering. "Fine. Have it your way. Good luck with your retribution."

Lucanis watched him go, confusion and unease warring in his chest. But he couldn't afford to dwell on his cousin's strange behavior, not when Zara was so close. He felt Rook's questioning gaze—the furrow of her brow and the tightness around her lips—as she held back questions.

They slipped into the Chantry. The sacred halls were lifeless and still, moonlight casting long shadows through stained glass. But Lucanis spotted subtle signs: shifted dust, faint tracks.

"Look," Rook pointed to a bookcase. Scuff marks on the stone floor told a story of repeated movement, and when Lucanis examined the shelves more closely, he could see the subtle wear patterns where hands had gripped the wood.

Behind the bookcase lay a narrow hallway that plunged into darkness. Steep stone steps descended into the building's bowels, lit by a handful of flickering torches that cast more shadow than light. The air that wafted up from below made Lucanis's stomach clench—old blood, incense, and sweet decay.

They exchanged a look and went down.

The hallway opened into a vaulted cellar that branched in multiple directions. The torchlight revealed corridors that twisted away into darkness, and as they explored deeper, the faint smell of sweet rot began to overpower even the metallic tang of old blood.

Lucanis knew they were close when he caught the telltale signs of blood magic. He motioned to Rook, and she nodded, her hand dropping instinctively to her blade's hilt.

The cells they passed would have broken lesser minds—bodies drained dry, their skin paper-thin and clinging to bone.

At the corridor’s end, two guards waited. Lucanis recognized them both. The scarred man he'd followed through Treviso's streets, and the second of Zara's personal guards—both had watched with evident enjoyment as their mistress worked her bloody craft on his flesh.

No time for plans. He nodded to Rook, then approached.

He stepped forward while she melted back into the shadows of a small alcove. The guards moved toward him without warning or hesitation—professional killers who recognized a threat when they saw one.

The first guard struck immediately, his blade whistling through the air where Lucanis's head had been a heartbeat before. Lucanis parried with one blade while ducking under the second guard's reaching arm, forcing the first man to turn his back to Rook's hiding place. 

She struck without hesitation, advancing with perfect silence to draw her blade across the exposed throat. 

The tight corridor favored brute strength, and the man pressed him hard, each blow forcing Lucanis back toward the stone wall. Sweat beaded on his forehead as he sought an opening, any gap in the man's defense. 

When it came, Rook provided it—a perfectly timed kick to the kidneys that sent the guard stumbling forward. Lucanis drove his blade into the exposed throat, feeling the familiar resistance of flesh and cartilage. Blood filled the man's mouth, cutting off his final gasps in a wet, choking silence.

They entered the chamber beyond, and Lucanis felt his breath catch in his throat.

Pillars lined the vaulted room, its ceiling lost to shadows. A large, sunken bath, filled to the brim with blood so fresh it still steamed in the cool air, dominated the space.

In it, Zara Renata bathed.

Upon their intrusion, she rose slowly from her crimson bath, her naked form coated with the thick red substance that filled the air with a metallic stench so powerful it dragged Lucanis back to his imprisonment.

Her pitch-black hair clung against pale skin, eyes rimmed in kohl, fixed on him with mocking glee. She was beautiful in the same way that poisoned flowers were—lovely to look upon but deadly to touch.

"Lucanis," she purred. "It's terribly uncivilized to drop in on a lady unannounced. Now the evening is quite ruined." She pouted with mock disappointment, but her eyes gleamed with violent anticipation.

Lucanis kept his gaze trained on her as she prowled closer, every move calculated to display her naked form to its best advantage. Spite roared in his skull, screaming for blood as the demon's rage made his vision blur at the edges. He jerked his head slightly, trying to drown out the voice that grew louder with each passing second.

Slowly, deliberately, he moved to one side of the pool. Rook instinctively circled to the other side, flanking the blood mage. Zara smiled lazily at each of them, her tongue darting out to wet her lips as if she were savoring a fine wine.

"Two against one?" she asked, feigning hurt. "How unsporting of you."

Then she lunged at Rook.

The fight that followed was brutal and seemingly endless. Whenever Lucanis's blade found flesh or Rook's daggers drew blood, the sorceress would draw on the warm, crimson liquid that surrounded them, using it to fuel magic that sealed cuts and renewed her strength.

But Lucanis knew she couldn't maintain this forever. Magic always had a price, and even blood magic had its limits. Using this much power without pause would eventually drain her, regardless of how much blood she had to fuel her spells. They just had to outlast her, had to endure whatever she threw at them until her reserves ran dry.

When Zara threw Rook into a pillar with a casual flick of her hand, the sound of bone meeting stone cracked through the chamber. Rook crumpled at the base of the pillar, gasping for air as she struggled to push herself upright, blood trickling from her temple.

Something snapped inside Lucanis, then. Spite erupted with fury, and he loosened his control of the demon, giving him room.

His vision took on a violet tinge as he resumed attacking with renewed ferocity that claimed Zara's complete attention. Rook had regained her breath and joined the attack, though her movements were slower after the collision.

At first, he thought he was imagining it. Zara's black hair seemed to dull with each spell she cast. Fine lines appeared around her eyes, and her skin seemed to sag whenever she deflected his attacks. But he wasn't wrong—her dwindling magic reserves meant she could no longer maintain the spell that preserved her youthful appearance.

By the time Lucanis had finally worked Zara to the ground, she looked ancient.

He approached Zara with measured steps, as Spite demanded revenge. The demon wanted blood, wanted to feel her heart stop beating in their hands, wanted to watch the light fade from her eyes as payment for every moment of torment she had inflicted.

"Lucanis," she wheezed, hoisting herself against the pillar with shaking arms. "Why so serious? We could discuss terms, you and I."

"I could tell you much about the Venatori," she offered desperately. "Don't you want to know who betrayed you? Who sent you to the Ossuary?"

No , Spite roared in his mind, the demon's voice almost drowning out every other thought. I want her heart. Quivering. On our knife.

Lucanis fought to stay in control. He needed answers. "Talk."

"I knew you were—"

Suddenly, a shape dropped from the ceiling, landing in a crouch before rising with a theatrical flourish.

Illario.

Lucanis saw something flicker in Zara’s eyes—recognition. Relief. Hope.

"Amatu—"

The word was cut short as Illario grabbed her head with both hands and twisted her neck with a sickening crack that echoed through the chamber. Her lifeless body crumpled to the ground with an undignified thud.

Lucanis didn’t move. Couldn’t. Everything he’d endured, everything he’d survived—and it ended like this?

Spite surged forward with overwhelming force, fed by rage, frustration, and the thwarted need for blood.

No! Mine!  

The demon's fury crashed through Lucanis like a dam bursting. He found himself lunging forward before he could even process what was happening. Illario's eyes widened as Lucanis was on top of him instantly, blade raised high above his head.

Illario blocked the strike, barely. Lucanis gripped the knife with one hand—and his own wrist with the other. He could feel his muscles straining with effort, feel sweat beading on his forehead as he fought against himself. The blade trembled between them, its point mere inches from Illario's throat.

"Nelle!" he choked. "Get him out!"

He saw her eyes widen with shock as she froze for a moment. He called out again, desperation lending strength to his voice, and this time she lunged forward.

But she was too late. Spite seized control, and Lucanis's vision went black.

When awareness returned, he was thrown onto his back several feet away, the knife scattered beyond his reach. Rook knelt beside him, arguing with Illario in confused and angry voices. He couldn't make out the exact words; his hearing felt muffled, as if he were underwater.

When Rook helped him sit up, he saw Illario storming out of the chamber, his voice echoing off the stone walls.

"Keep him away from Treviso, from the Crows. He is a danger to the family."

The chamber fell into blood-soaked silence, broken only by the sound of Lucanis's ragged breathing.

Notes:

Oh no! Rook's favorite assassin is brooding again. Whatever will she do to cheer him up? 😉

Chapter 22: Sanctuary

Summary:

His eyes opened, and he searched her face as if looking for signs of deception, of the fear he was sure she must feel. "How can you say that? How can you look at me and not see—"

She silenced him with a kiss, gentle but insistent. He didn't respond, his lips still beneath hers as if he'd forgotten how to accept tenderness. Then something in him seemed to crack, and he kissed her back.

Notes:

Thank you so much for your kind comments. Even though I couldn't stop writing this story if I tried, knowing that it's reaching readers means the world to me. This is my first time sharing my writing, and your kindness has made what felt like a terrifying leap so much less daunting.

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The silence stretched between them as they traveled back to the Lighthouse, their footsteps echoing off the cobblestone paths. Nelle glanced sideways at Lucanis, noting the rigid set of his shoulders and the way his jaw worked, as if he were grinding his teeth. When she'd suggested going to Viago and Teia—telling them what had happened, asking for their counsel—he'd turned away without a word.

"Lucanis—"

"No." The word came out sharp. He stopped walking, running a hand through his disheveled hair. "I can't... not yet."

She watched shame creep across his features like a shadow. He wouldn't meet her eyes, and when she reached out to touch his arm, he pulled away as if her fingers burned.

The rejection stung, but she understood it. Illario might be manipulative or a threat, but blood was blood. If tonight had ended differently, she knew it would have destroyed something in Lucanis that he would never be able to rebuild.

When they reached the Lighthouse, Lucanis headed straight for the door without so much as a backward glance. Nelle stood next to the stairs leading to the upper level, watching his retreating figure disappear behind the heavy wooden doors. Her chest felt tight, full of words she didn't know how to say.

What she'd witnessed tonight—Spite's violent takeover, the raw fury that had transformed Lucanis's face into something barely recognizable—hadn't frightened her the way he clearly thought it had. Where he saw a monster unleashed, she'd seen a man pushed beyond his breaking point, fighting battles on multiple fronts.

The assumption that she'd be afraid of him, disgusted by what he'd become, made her want to shake him. But she knew that feeling came from his own self-loathing, not anything she'd said or done.

A soft grinding sound drew her attention. One of the Lighthouse's mysterious doors appeared in the main building's wall, with stones giving way to reveal a circular opening. Beyond the threshold, a narrow corridor led to a shimmering portal. The Caretaker appeared then, ushering her inside with its gentle voice, "Inside, Dweller."

Nelle stepped through without hesitation. The world shifted around her, colors bleeding and reforming, until she stood in an unfamiliar room. Sparse didn't begin to describe it—a simple bed with a thin mattress, a plain wooden wardrobe, a mirror that reflected the pale light filtering through an open doorway. Crates and empty chests were scattered about like abandoned thoughts.

Everything about the space felt lonely, forgotten. She couldn't shake the feeling that it had once belonged to Solas, though she couldn't say why. Perhaps it was the deliberate emptiness, the way it seemed designed to hold nothing that might tie its occupant to the world.

The doorway led to a small balcony carved into the building's stone face. She'd noticed this outcropping before during her explorations of the Lighthouse's exterior, but the walls were too smooth to climb and the perch too high to reach any other way. Standing there, she could see the entire courtyard spread below her, the dining hall doors clearly visible.

Sounds rose from below, but the height dampened everything, as if the balcony existed in its own pocket of stillness.

She could see lights flickering in Bellara's workspace; no doubt the elf was lost in her project and hadn't noticed the lateness of the hour or even remembered to eat. A little further, Neve's shadow moved in her office, moving from her desk to the map behind it, putting pieces of a puzzle together like always. The movements seemed small and distant from this vantage point, like watching actors on a stage.

Nelle stepped back through the portal to the main floor, counting her footsteps, timing the journey. Twelve seconds door to door. If Spite decided to drag Lucanis out for another confrontation with Illario, twelve seconds would be enough to intercept them.

The thought solidified her resolve. She made her way to her own quarters, gathering supplies. Clean shirts, her warmest blankets, two books she'd been meaning to read, and the half-empty bottle of wine she'd once saved for a victory that never came.

Back in the abandoned room, she dragged the thin mattress onto the balcony and arranged her blankets into a comfortable nest. The books and wine went in the corner by the door, her shirts folded neatly on the bare bed frame. It wasn't much, but it would do.

She would stay here tonight or any other night. However long it took. A sentinel watching over someone who wouldn't accept support any other way.

 


 

Hours passed as Nelle lay on her makeshift bed, studying the impossible sky above. The Fade's version of stars made no sense—constellations she'd known since childhood appeared upside down or mirrored. Some were compressed into tight clusters while others sprawled across vast expanses of nothing.

She remembered their first nights at the Lighthouse, when the sky had been empty and dark. Crows were people of the night, working under the cover of darkness and navigating by the familiar patterns of the moon and stars. The celestial void had left her feeling unmoored, cut off from the rhythms that had governed her life.

The Fade stars had appeared gradually, as if the Lighthouse were learning what its inhabitants needed. If they had manifested just for her, she was grateful, even if they defied every map she'd ever memorized.

The wine was gone now. Her book lay abandoned beside her, the same paragraph read and reread until the words blurred. Her attention kept drifting to the dining hall doors, as if she could divine Lucanis's state of mind from the wood sheltering him.

Eventually, she gave up. Wrapping a blanket around her shoulders, she padded barefoot to the portal and to the courtyard. The stone floor was cold, each step requiring conscious effort not to break into a run.

The dining hall was quiet. She moved past scattered notebooks and long-forgotten meals to the back corner where Lucanis had made his makeshift quarters.

She knocked—three soft taps.

She didn't wait for permission before pushing the door open and slipping inside.

 


 

Lucanis sat hunched over on his bed, elbows braced on his knees—a single candle burned on the makeshift table beside him. The warm light cast deep shadows across his face, emphasizing the hollows beneath his eyes.

He didn't look up when she entered, didn't acknowledge her presence at all. She'd seen him angry before, had watched him channel that fury into deadly precision in battle. She'd seen him focused, calculating, utterly controlled. But this—this quiet devastation—was something else entirely.

Nelle approached silently and knelt in front of him, her hands resting gently on his knees. From this angle, she could see the defeat written in every line of his face.

His meticulous appearance had crumbled along with everything else. His shirt hung open at the collar. The sleeves were rolled up carelessly, exposing forearms corded with muscle and marked with old scars. The silver crow buttons and delicate chain he typically wore were nowhere to be seen.

"Lucanis," she said softly.

He blinked slowly but didn't raise his head.

She moved one hand from his knee to his forearm, feeling the warmth of his skin beneath her palm. "Look at me."

For a moment, he didn't respond. Then, with what looked like tremendous effort, he lifted his head just enough to meet her eyes. She could see the reluctance in the movement, as if even this small gesture drained what little strength he had left.

What she saw in his eyes made her chest tighten—an emptiness so profound it seemed to echo.

"I didn't want you to see me like that," he said hoarsely. "The way I lost control. The way Spite... I almost—"

"Stop." She shifted her position, instinctively moving her hands to cup his face, thumbs stroking his cheekbones.

He leaned into her touch, eyes closing as if the contact brought both relief and pain. "You saw what I became."

"I saw a man protecting his family," she said firmly. "I saw someone pushed past his limits, fighting to stay himself."

His eyes opened, and he searched her face as if looking for signs of deception, of the fear she was sure he expected to find. "How can you say that? How can you look at me and not see—"

She silenced him with a kiss, gentle but insistent. He didn't respond at first, his lips still beneath hers as if he wasn't sure how to accept such tenderness. Then something in him seemed to crack, and he tentatively kissed her back.

When they broke apart, she rested her forehead against his. His hands found her waist as her fingers threaded into his hair.

"You deserve better than this. Better than me." Lucanis insisted, seemingly resolved to deter her from him.

Instead of arguing, she kissed him again. This time, there was no hesitation—his mouth moved against hers, one hand sliding up to cup the back of her neck. The kiss deepened. No urgency or conquest, just comfort and connection.

They stayed like that for long moments, trading gentle kisses and soft touches. Nelle's fingers combed through his dark hair while his hands mapped the curve of her spine through the fabric covering her. The world outside the pantry seemed to fade away, leaving only this small space and the quiet intimacy building between them.

Eventually, she pulled back just enough to look at him and felt relieved when some of the hollow desperation had left his eyes. She stood slowly, letting the blanket slide from her shoulders to pool at their feet.

Without breaking eye contact, she straddled his lap, her hands settling on his shoulders. His own hands found her hips, spanning her waist with gentle reverence. She leaned in to kiss him again, slow and deep.

Her fingers found the remaining buttons of his shirt, working them free with patient care. She pushed the fabric off his shoulders, letting her hands explore the geography of his chest. His skin was warm beneath her palms, marked with scars that told stories of a life lived in shadows and violence—a thin line across his ribs, a knot of tissue near his collarbone, jagged lines on his back.

She took her time, memorizing the texture of dark hair beneath her fingertips and the way his breathing changed when she traced her fingertips across his ribs. Her touch was deliberate but gentle as she learned the map of him.

His hands remained on her waist, their touch light and wondering, as if he couldn't quite believe she was real. But as she continued her exploration, his grip grew more confident, thumbs stroking along the curve of her hip bones through the thin fabric.

When she pulled her own shirt over her head, letting it fall forgotten to the floor, his eyes widened with something approaching awe. He simply looked at her for a moment, taking in the sight of her bare skin in the candlelight. Then his hands moved, skimming her sides with reverent touches that made her breath catch. His palms were calloused from years of blade work, rough against the smooth skin of her back, but his touch was infinitely gentle.

"Beautiful," he whispered, the word barely audible in the small space. A small blush spread on her cheeks at the reverence in his voice, leaving her flushed.

Her hands moved to the laces of his pants, fingers working them loose with the same patient care she'd shown his shirt. He lifted his hips to help her, and she felt the evidence of his desire as she freed him from the constraints of fabric. 

When they were both bare, she settled back on his lap, feeling the heat of him against her.  Their lips danced in a languid rhythm as his hands mapped her body—trailing from her shoulders down to cup her breasts, thumbs brushing across sensitive peaks that made her gasp softly into his mouth.

She could feel him hard and ready beneath her, but she took her time, rocking against him slowly until his breathing grew ragged. His hands gripped her thighs as she moved, and she could see him struggling to let her set the pace, the tension in his jaw betraying how much control it cost him.

"Nelle," he breathed against her lips, her name a plea.

She lifted herself, positioning him at her entrance, then sank slowly, taking him inch by inch. Nelle moaned softly, her eyes fluttering closed as she adjusted to the exquisite feel of him inside her. For a moment, neither of them moved. She could feel him trembling beneath her, as his forehead dropped to rest against her chest, ghosting her skin with warm breath.

"I've wanted this," she admitted, threading her fingers through his hair. "Wanted you. Since—"

He silenced her with a kiss, desperate and grateful, and she began to move. The rhythm she set was slow and deliberate—rising until he almost slipped free, then sinking back down to take him fully. Each movement sent waves of pleasure through her, building steadily like a gathering storm, their lips finding each other over and over again.

His hands guided her movements, sometimes lifting her, sometimes pulling her down harder when she teased him with shallow strokes. They found their cadence together, a dance as old as time but somehow entirely their own. When he lifted his hips to meet her, the angle changed, hitting that spot inside her that made stars burst behind her eyelids.

"Yes," she gasped, picking up the pace slightly. "Like that."

He responded by wrapping his arms around her waist, pulling her closer, deeper. His mouth found her throat, pressing kisses and gentle bites to the sensitive skin there. The scrape of his beard against her neck sent shivers through her, adding another layer to the building sensations of pleasure.

The small room filled with the sounds of their joining—quiet gasps, the rustle of skin against skin, the soft creak of the cot beneath them. The candle flame danced with their movements, casting shifting shadows on the walls.

She could feel the tension coiling tighter in her core, each roll of her hips bringing her closer to the edge.

"I'm close," she moaned against his lips, and felt him nod, his own breathing ragged.

His thumb found the sensitive bundle of nerves where they were joined, circling gently until he sent her spiraling over the edge. Her release crashed over her in waves, her body clenching around him as his mouth swallowed her cries of pleasure.

Feeling her climax around him seemed to trigger his own, and she felt him follow her with a low groan, his arms tightening around her as if he could hold onto this moment forever. She felt him pulse inside her, filling her with warmth as they clung to each other, riding out the aftershocks together.

Afterward, they remained entwined, her head resting on his shoulder, his hands stroking her hair. The candle had burned lower, wax pooling on the table beside them. Neither spoke, afraid that words might break the fragile peace they'd built.

 

Chapter 23: The Scent of Morning

Summary:

"I thought you might have left," she admitted quietly, her head finding its place against his shoulder like it belonged there. "When I woke alone."

The vulnerability in her voice made something fierce rise in his chest. He set down his cup and turned to frame her face with hands that had killed but now only wanted to cherish

"Where would I go when everything I want is right here?" The words came out rough with emotion he couldn't hide.

The kiss began softly, tasting of coffee and possibility, but quickly deepened as she responded with eager warmth. Her hands found the familiar territory of his chest, and the mugs were forgotten, abandoned as they lost themselves in each other.

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His eyes didn't flutter open—they snapped open, immediately sharp and alert, the way they always had since the Ossuary. Sleep wasn’t rest anymore; it was risk, a lowered guard. A door left ajar for Spite.

But this morning brought something different. He registered the warm weight pressed against his side. Nelle's arm draped across his chest, her breath feathering against his skin, her legs tangled with his beneath the blanket.

She had burrowed into him during the night, seeking his warmth. The sight of her like this, so unguarded and trusting, did something to his chest he couldn't name—a tightness that wasn't fear or pain but something softer, more dangerous.

The memory of how she'd come to him the night before washed over him—how she hadn't flinched from the things he feared most about himself. She'd seen the demon lurking beneath his skin, the blood on his hands, the fractures in his mind, and stayed anyway.

His free hand moved on instinct, brushing her hair back with the same care he once gave to poison or blades—precision, but gentler, touching something precious, not fragile. 

He let his fingertips trace the line of her jaw that his mouth had claimed in the dark, before resting his palm against the curve of her waist. He'd memorized a hundred different ways to kill with these hands, but now, all he wanted was to learn how to worship instead.

Even unconscious, she was devastating to him—long lashes that cast shadows on her cheekbones, full lips that had melded with his, the graceful curve of her neck where he could still feel her pulse. The intimacy of watching her like this was almost overwhelming.

Sex had never been a pursuit for Lucanis like it was for his cousin. When it occasionally happened, it was detached, anonymous, easily forgotten, and never repeated. But with her? He wanted to linger, to stay even. It was a danger he didn’t know how to navigate.

She chose us, Spite murmured, quieter than usual. He wasn’t hunting, wasn’t pressing—just watching, strangely still. Lucanis didn’t know for sure what the demon felt. Maybe awe. Maybe hunger. 

"Yes," Lucanis whispered to the quiet room. "She did."

Time felt suspended in those precious moments. Her breathing remained deep and even, occasionally punctuated by the softest sigh or whimper that made heat curl low in his belly. He reveled in the way her weight anchored him, the way her hair tickled his chest, the trust implicit in how completely she had surrendered to sleep in his arms.

When he finally stirred, easing out from under her with the silent movements of his trade, she murmured something unintelligible, reaching blindly for his warmth. But when her seeking hand found only empty space, she pulled his pillow to her chest, burying her face in the fabric.

Smells like us , Spite observed with unmistakable pride, his shadowy form materializing beside the bed to study her with fascination. Marked.

The possessiveness in the demon's voice should have alarmed him. Instead, Lucanis found himself agreeing completely.

"Let her rest," he ordered, though he found himself equally captivated by the sight of her nestled in his bedding, surrounded by their mingled scent.

Spite dismissed him with an imperious wave. Don't. Wake. Her.

His eyes never left her form—possessive, curious, territorial in a way that made Lucanis's pulse quicken.

He pulled on his discarded pants, padding silently from the room on bare feet. The Lighthouse's dining hall was still shrouded in pre-dawn quiet, giving him the solitude he needed for his morning ritual.

In the small alcove that held the kitchen, muscle memory guided his movements. This was his meditation—fresh water into the kettle, the coffee beans measured with the precision of his grandmother's recipe. The familiar motions centered him, the precise grinding that released that rich, earthy aroma.

It had always been a solitary act, this brewing—a moment of peace in a life filled with death.

This morning, however, his hand reached for a second mug without conscious thought. The aromatic steam rising from both cups chased away the last shadows of old nightmares. For once, he looked forward to sharing something beautiful instead of dealing death.

When he returned, Nelle was sitting up in bed, the sheet clutched to her chest, hair tousled from sleep. Her eyes held that glazed confusion of someone caught between sleeping and waking, and for a heartbeat, uncertainty flickered across her features.

His chest tightened. Had she regretted staying the night? Had the morning light changed what they'd shared in darkness?

Then her gaze found his, and her expression transformed. Relief smoothed the worried lines around her eyes, followed by a smile so radiant it was almost blinding. Her smile called forth his own, an answering warmth that started in his chest and spread through his entire being.

She wanted to be here. With him. Still.

"Good morning," he said, crossing to the bed, careful not to spill the coffee.

She accepted the offered mug with both hands, cradling it like the treasure it was. "You made me coffee?" Wonder colored her voice, as if his grandmother's secret blend was a love letter written in steam and caffeine.

"Of course," he replied, settling onto the mattress beside her. The sheet slipped as she moved, revealing the elegant column of her throat where he could see the faint marks his mouth had left. The sight sent pure satisfaction thrumming through him—his kiss, visible on her skin.

She lifted the cup higher, closing her eyes as she inhaled the vapors. The expression of pure bliss that crossed her features made pride swell in his chest, as if her pleasure was like the highest praise he'd ever received. She took her first sip, and the soft sound of appreciation she made—that little hum of contentment—sent heat coursing straight through him.

"This is incredible," she murmured, settling back against the wall, legs drawn to her chest beneath the bedsheet.

He smiled and sat next to her, their shoulders touching skin to skin. The casual intimacy of it stole his breath—how natural it felt, how desperately he'd needed this without even knowing it.

They sat in comfortable silence, but the coffee's warmth was nothing compared to the contentment of having her beside him as if she had meant to be there all along. He found himself noticing details to be catalogued—the way she held the cup, how she tucked her hair behind her ears before she took a sip, how she closed her eyes in bliss after, the crinkle of her nose when she yawned.

"I thought you might have left," she admitted quietly, her head finding its place against his shoulder like it belonged there. "When I woke alone."

The vulnerability in her voice stirred something fierce in his chest. He set down his coffee and turned to frame her face, his hands still warm from holding the cup.

"Where would I go when everything I want is right here?" 

The kiss began softly, but quickly deepened as she responded with eager fervor. He eased her back onto the rumpled sheets, marveling at how perfectly she fit against him. The sight of her—trust and desire written across every line of her body—made his hands shake slightly. After so much death, so much destruction, how had he been allowed this? How had she chosen him ?

Her hands followed the contours of his shoulders, mapped the planes of his chest, and followed his spine up and down. Every caress, every sweep of her tongue, stoked the fire from last night that had never fully died.

He nipped and licked the sensitive spot below her ear, making her shiver as she arched into him. His lips charted a deliberate course along her throat—he'd always been methodical, thorough—pausing to suck gently at her pulse point until she pressed her nails into his back.

Her hands became more demanding, one threading through his hair to guide his mouth where she craved it, the other trailing down his ribs with touches that burned. When her fingers worked at his pants, he helped her push them away, groaning as her palm brushed against his hardening length.

"I want to taste you," he murmured against her skin, his voice rough with want.

She let out a breathless moan and bit her lip as his mouth began a slow journey down her body. At the swell of her breasts, he lingered, tongue circling each nipple until she was writhing beneath him, soft whimpers escaping her lips that went straight to his groin.

Lower still, he pressed kisses to her ribs, her stomach, the sharp points of her hipbones, taking his time despite her increasingly desperate pleas. When he slid his hand between her thighs, she was already ready for him—warm and wanting, every soft sound urging him closer.

The first touch of his fingers drew a cry from her that made his own desire spike almost painfully, but he forced himself to go slow, exploring her with his tongue and fingers until she was trembling, his name falling from her lips in broken syllables.

Only when she was on the very edge, when her hands were fisted in the sheets and her hips were lifting desperately against him, did he rise to claim her lips again.

"I need you inside me." She groaned against his mouth, and the need in her voice nearly shattered his control. That she needed him , wanted him despite everything he was, everything he carried—it was absolution and damnation rolled into one.

He grabbed her thighs, and, bracing on one knee, he sank into her in one smooth motion. Nelle moaned as he buried himself inside of her again and again. Slow and deep. His hand roamed over her, cupping the weight of her breasts in his palm, when he felt her arch beneath him, pressing herself closer. 

She matched him movement for movement, pulling him closer. He felt her hands roaming his back, her nails marking him as surely as he had marked her. Lucanis drove even deeper into her as Nelle wrapped her legs around his waist to hold him exactly where she needed him.

"Right there," she gasped, her voice broken with pleasure. "Don't stop, please don't stop."

She's perfect, he thought, losing himself in the feel of her around him. How is she perfect?

Spite watched from the edge of his consciousness, but for once, Lucanis didn't care about the demon's presence. Not when she was everything—her pleasure, her trust, the way she gave herself to him completely.

Time became meaningless as they built toward their peak together, skin slick with sweat, breathing ragged. Her movements grew more urgent, and he could feel her tightening around him, so close to falling apart.

When she broke apart in his arms, he followed her. Buried deep in her pulsing warmth as she shuddered from her release, leaving them gasping and clinging to each other.

Afterward, they lay entwined, hearts gradually slowing, as he pressed lazy kisses to her temple.

“I could stay here forever,” He murmured, meaning every word.

Her laugh was soft, musical. "As tempting as that sounds, there would be a revolt if the rest of the team didn't have breakfast on time."

The thought of facing the others made him groan. "Taash might actually set me on fire."

"We wouldn't want that," she said, pressing a kiss to the hollow of his throat that made him shiver. 

Reality intruded with reluctant persistence, dissolving the little bubble they were in. He rolled away to retrieve their scattered clothing, trying not to stare too obviously at the elegant lines of her body as she moved—though his eyes, trained to notice every detail, missed nothing.

When she stood and turned to dress, his breath caught. Angry purple bruising coloured her shoulder blades—stark evidence of the violence that had preceded their union. The sight of her marred skin made something murderous rise in his chest.

Spite howled at the sight, fury pouring through their shared bones. The witch was dead, but that didn’t matter. Pain written on her skin still felt like failure.

For once, demon and man were in perfect agreement.

She wrapped herself in his blanket, unaware of his scrutiny, giving him a smile that could have powered the entirety of the Lighthouse’s defenses, as she announced her plans to go get washed up and dressed.

He caught her wrist as she moved toward the door, pulling her against him for one more kiss—deep and thorough and full of promises for tonight, for every night she'd have him.

When he finally released her, they were both breathing harder.

As the door closed behind her, he sank back onto the bed that still held her warmth, her scent.  Spite didn’t speak, but Lucanis could feel him—quiet, watchful. And, maybe, for once, content.

 


 

Nelle's legs felt unsteady as she climbed the stairs to her chamber, each step a reminder of what had just transpired in the pantry. Her skin still hummed with the memory of Lucanis' touch, and when she pressed her fingers to her lips, she could taste him there, making her stomach flutter. She couldn’t suppress the smile that crept across her face.

She pushed open the door to her room and leaned against it for a moment, releasing a shaky breath. Everything looked the same—the books scattered across her desk, the armor stand in the corner, her blades on the table next to the oil—but nothing felt the same.

She slowly began to undress, trying to focus on the tasks at hand. But her tunic still held his scent—leather, and something warm and masculine that had settled deep into the fibers. She pressed the fabric to her face and inhaled deeply, eyes fluttering shut as the night replayed in her mind. The way he’d looked at her, touched her—like she was entirely his.

The water in her tub was cool against her heated skin as she began to wash. Part of her didn’t want to wash it away—not the scent nor the phantom imprint of his hands and mouth on her body. 

But Taash’s supernatural nose and total lack of filter made the decision easier. The last thing she needed was them loudly announcing to the breakfast table that she smelled like sex and desperation. The memory of Taash's confused sniffing when that vendor had flirted with Bellara made her reach for the soap.

She lingered longer than necessary, her fingers unconsciously tracing the paths Lucanis had mapped across her skin earlier. Even now, part of her wondered if she'd dreamed the whole thing—the way he'd pressed her into the mattress, the hunger in his kiss, the fire in his eyes.

The water had grown tepid when she finally emerged, and she wrapped herself in a soft towel. As she moved toward her wardrobe, something on the credenza caught her eye—several letters bearing familiar seals, no doubt delivered while she'd been occupied in the pantry.

Still wrapped in her towel, she settled into a chair and reached for her hairbrush. The jasmine oil she worked through her damp tresses reminded her of her mother, a home she had lost and a new one she had found.

She turned her attention to the letters. The Veil Jumpers needed aid; several scouts hadn’t returned from a routine mission. Viago's neat script conveyed good news about the shipping routes to Rivain. The Lords of Fortune offered both gratitude and opportunity—treasure from a shipwreck, if they could deal with the undead crew still guarding it. More concerning were the reports from the Mournwatchers about increased Venatori activity, and the Grey Wardens' warning about darkspawn movements near Lavendel.

She set the letters aside with a sigh. Their brief moment of peace was over; duty called once again. But before she addressed any of these new issues, there was something else she needed to do.

Moving to her desk, she pulled out parchment and ink. Her letter to Viago was carefully worded—thanking him for the updates while casually flagging concerns about Illario. She couldn't betray Lucanis' trust by revealing what had transpired between the cousins, but every instinct she possessed screamed that Illario was dangerous. There was something in his eyes when he looked at Lucanis, something that spoke of resentment and barely contained ambition. 

Viago would understand. He always did.

After sealing the letter, she finally moved to dress herself, donning her black leather armor. She braided her hair, and when she caught sight of herself in the mirror, she looked composed and professional—no trace of the woman who'd come apart in Lucanis' arms this morning.

Gathering the remaining letters, she made her way to the dining hall. Voices and laughter filtered through the door as she approached, and she took a moment to steel herself. 

Nothing had changed, yet everything was different.

The sight that greeted her made her steps falter—Lucanis had outdone himself. The table was overflowing with pastries, artfully arranged fruit, eggs done three ways, and sizzling bacon. A true banquet. 

"Maker's breath, Lucanis," Harding said around a mouthful of honey-glazed roll, "what’s gotten into you this morning?"

Nelle felt heat creep up her neck as she took her usual seat. She could feel Lucanis' gaze on her, and when she finally looked up to meet his eyes, the smoldering heat she found there nearly made her forget how to breathe. He was remembering too—she could see it in the way his jaw tightened, in the almost imperceptible way his fingers flexed against his coffee cup.

Taash’s nose wrinkled as they sniffed the air. “You smell... off. The same flower, but also something else. Not in a bad way. Just... weird."

Nelle's heart stopped, but she forced a breezy laugh out. "New soap from the market, I thought it smelled nice."

From the corner of her eye, she caught Lucanis' mouth quirking up in the barest hint of a smile. The bastard was enjoying this.

"Smells different," Taash grumbled, apparently accepting the explanation as they reached for another helping of eggs and bacon. 

The conversation continued, and Nelle forced herself to eat, though that was no easy feat when she was so acutely aware of the man sitting across from her. Every casual gesture—the way he lifted his cup, the graceful movement of his hands as he cut his food—reminded her of how those same hands had felt on her skin.

When Emmrich finally pushed back his plate, he nodded to Lucanis with a contented sigh. "Exceptional, my friend. What inspired such abundance?"

Lucanis didn’t miss a beat. "I just felt inspired."

She turned to business because she had to. Letters were distributed, updates shared, and missions assigned: Taash, Harding, and Emmrich to Rivain. Neve and Lucanis to the Necropolis. She and Davrin to Lavendel. Logic dictated the pairings.

But logic did little to dull the ache. She'd only just found this thing with Lucanis, and already, duty and necessity separated them.

As the others stood, gathering weapons and gear, Nelle lingered, pretending to sort papers. In truth, she was stealing moments. Lucanis hadn't spoken, but he hadn’t needed to. His gaze was steady and charged, making her knees weak.

His eyes held the same heat as when he'd moved inside her—possessive, tender, wrecked. 

They couldn't speak, not with the others still within earshot—but the look that passed between them was a promise. This wasn't over.

Not even close.

Chapter 24: The Line We Draw

Summary:

The barrel was heavier than it looked. Rook grunted as she and a grizzled Warden named Marcus maneuvered it into position at the village's eastern chokepoint. The acrid smell of lamp oil made her eyes water. Her shoulders burned from hauling supplies all afternoon, but she pushed through the discomfort. There would be time to rest when the darkspawn were dead—or when she was.

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The sound of boots on stone echoed through the Lighthouse's main hall as Taash dropped a heavy sack of recovered artifacts with a satisfying thunk. Rook looked up from the correspondence scattered across the coffee table—dispatches, intelligence reports, one of Bellara’s slightly unhinged diagrams involving a canon as a defense for the Lighthouse—and arched a brow.

Rook watched Taash head straight for the weapons rack without slowing—that restless energy meant the mission hadn't been challenging enough for their liking. Movement from the Eluvian room caught her eye as Emmrich emerged, and she had to bite back a smile watching him fuss over the dust on his robes while scolding Manfred for tearing his livery.

"Undead put up much of a fight?" Rook asked, leaning back in her chair and working a kink out of her shoulder.

“Terribly misbehaved, I’m afraid,” Emmrich replied like a professor bemoaning the conduct of unruly pupils. "Though such things happen when the dead cling too fiercely to earthly possessions."

Harding came up the stairs, her unstrung bow slung over her back. 'The gold was cursed,' she muttered, like she’d stopped being surprised by anything weeks ago.

"Nothing a few well-placed dispelling rituals couldn't handle, but it did make the corpses rather more... enthusiastic in their defense," Emmrich confirmed.

Taash wrinkled their nose. "They smelled all wrong. Living corpses always do." They shot a glance at Emmrich. "No offense, Death Mage."

Rook watched Emmrich pause and his shoulders go rigid. His smile never wavered, but it didn't quite reach his eyes.

"I prefer Mortalitasi, or Mourn Watcher" he said quietly. "It's a distinguished academic discipline with centuries of honorable tradition."

She’d have a quiet word with Taash later, Rook decided, as she watched the Qunari roll their eyes at the rebuke. It wasn’t just about titles—Emmrich had earned more than their unease, crude nicknames, and barely veiled hostility.

"Well, what matters is you all made it back in one piece," Rook said, gathering the scattered letters into a neater pile. "Davrin and I weren't quite so lucky with our gear."

She held up what was left of her cuirass—burn holes, blight-stains, and the reek of darkspawn clinging to every fiber. "This was my favorite, and now it looks like something a street cat coughed up.” She dropped it with a grimace. “I fucking hate those exploding darkspawn.”

From across the room, Rook heard Davrin's rumbling laugh. She glanced over to see him kneeling beside his weapons, cleaning darkspawn blood from his sword's edge. "Look at it this way—you're practically an honorary Grey Warden now. Most recruits don't get their first real darkspawn christening until months after the Joining."

"Wonderful. Just what I always wanted," Rook muttered, but she was fighting back a smile. There was something oddly comforting about Davrin's easy acceptance of her into his world, even if that world involved significantly more explosive bodily fluids than she'd signed up for.

"At least you didn't get any in your hair this time," Harding offered helpfully. "Remember when you got a face full of darkspawn guts in Arlathan Forrest? Took you three washes to get the smell out."

"Don't remind me," Rook groaned. "I was finding bits of darkspawn for days."

As the afternoon wore on, Rook tried to focus on strategy and resources while the others fell into their familiar post-mission routines. But no matter how hard she concentrated on the reports, her eyes kept drifting toward the stairs that led to the Eluvian. She strained her ears, but no matter how hard she tried, she couldn’t discern his deep voice with that Antivan lilt or the cynical little laugh she associated with Neve.

"They're still not back?" she asked Emmrich hours later when she returned from a chat with Bellara.

Emmrich looked up from the tome he'd been consulting, his reading glasses perched on the end of his nose. "I'm afraid not," he replied, settling back in his chair. "Though I'm hardly surprised. The Grand Necropolis is vast, easily the size of a large city if one counts all the levels and catacombs. And if one wishes to be thorough in rooting out Venatori strongholds—"

He gestured vaguely with his free hand, encompassing volumes of unspoken complexity. "Well, such work takes time. They're methodical sorts, Venatori. Like insects, they burrow deep and create networks. Finding one cell often leads to discovering three more."

Rook nodded, worry knotting beneath her breastbone. Lucanis and Neve could handle themselves; they were always on alert, clever and ruthless when needed. But that didn’t stop her imagination from crafting increasingly terrible outcomes like cave-ins or blood magic traps.

She gave up pretending to read when twilight settled in and the team began to disperse. Rook watched Taash head toward the training grounds—probably planning to work off residual mission energy on some unfortunate practice dummies. She noted Harding settling in with her fletching kit while Davrin focused on armor maintenance.

Eventually, Rook slipped out to the balcony, telling herself she’d hear them return from there. The night air cooled her flushed skin as she curled into the nest of pillows and blankets she'd claimed as a lookout post.

Knees drawn to her chest, arms wrapped around herself, she settled in—not worried, not really. Just… waiting.

Sleep overwhelmed her as the day's tensions finally caught up with her.

Her dreams were fragments—wings rustling, footsteps on stone, a touch on her cheek.

When she blinked awake, her neck ached from the angle she'd slept in, and she groaned softly, stretching her arms over her head.

"Good morning."

Rook nearly jumped out of her skin. When she whipped around, Lucanis was perched on the stone railing like it was the most natural thing in the world, one leg drawn up, the other dangling casually over the side as he sipped from a steaming cup.

"Maker's breath," she gasped, pressing a hand to her chest. "How long have you been sitting there?"

"Not long," he said, though something in his expression suggested he'd been watching her sleep for more than just a few minutes. "You looked peaceful. I didn't want to wake you."

He nodded slightly toward the small table beside her makeshift bed, where a second cup waited. The ceramic was warm against her palms as she reached for it.

"Is this going to be a thing now?" she asked, fighting back a grin and savoring the warmth spreading through her chest. It might’ve been the coffee. Or him. Probably him. "Because I could get used to a personal coffee delivery service."

The look he gave her over the rim of his cup was positively sinful—dark eyes holding hers with an intensity that made her stomach flutter and heat pool low in her belly. He took another deliberate sip, his gaze never wavering, and she could see the corner of his mouth twitch with suppressed amusement.

"I'll keep that in mind," he said, voice pitched low enough to send goosebumps racing down her arms.

She took a long sip to mask her reaction, but his gaze unraveled her thoughts with alarming ease. With coffee in hand and Lucanis beside her, the chaos downstairs felt far, far away.

"How did you even get up here?" she asked. "No one else even knows where this room is."

In answer, Lucanis let his wings unfurl for just a moment. They were magnificent—transparent bone laced with glowing Fadelight, feathers made from shadows trailing like mist. The wings folded back against his shoulders as smoothly as they'd appeared.

"Cheat," she accused, "So unfair you can just fly anywhere."

"Flying would be generous," he said with a self-deprecating shrug. "More like... controlled falling. With style, of course."

"Still counts as cheating," she said playfully before turning to more serious matters.

"How did the Necropolis mission go?" she asked. His expression shifted, the playful lightness giving way to a more focused and professional one. "It went well. Five Venatori nests destroyed." His jaw tightened slightly. "They were more entrenched than we expected—had been using the lower levels as a base of operations for weeks, maybe months.” His expression shifted. “Neve suspects inside help.”

"Did you shut it down?"

“Thoroughly,” he said, and something sharp and dark flickered in his tone.

“And Neve?”

“Fine. Exhausted. She stayed behind to brief Vorgoth and Myrna, but she’ll be back before midday.”

Rook exhaled slowly, letting the residual tension from her worrying unravel.

"What about your mission?" he asked.

"Successful, but messy," she said, gesturing ruefully at her stained clothes somewhere behind her. “We confirmed the movement toward Lavendel. They're moving faster than we anticipated. The horde hits the outskirts by tomorrow night.”

Lucanis's posture shifted, and the relaxed morning mood gave way to the focused intensity she'd associated with mission planning. "How many?"

"Hard to say exactly, we estimated two hundred. Maybe more." She rubbed her forehead, feeling the familiar weight of responsibility settling back onto her shoulders. "Lavendel's militia is maybe thirty strong on a good day, and half are farmers with hunting bows. The Wardens are trying, but not enough of them are left. They'll be slaughtered if we don't get there first."

"When do we leave?"

"As soon as Neve returns. We can help reinforce their defenses and position our people strategically for the battle." She stood from her makeshift bed, mentally tracking what needed to be done. "It's going to be a hard fight, but we've faced worse."

Before she could take more than a step toward the room, Lucanis was there, moving with that fluid grace that never failed to catch her off guard. One moment, he was on the railing, the next his hands were cupping her face, and his lips were on hers, kissing her with an intensity that made her knees weak.

She melted into him, her hands fisting in the front of his shirt as she kissed him back with equal fervor. She could become addicted to his taste, she thought. When his tongue traced the seam of her lips, she opened for him gladly, losing herself in the heat and closeness and the way he held her.

When they broke apart, she found herself staring into his eyes, marveling at the way he looked at her. Even now, hair tangled, still drowsy and undoubtedly rumpled, he looked at her like she was the most beautiful thing he'd ever seen. 

The thought should have been overwhelming. She'd never expected anyone to look at her like that, certainly not Lucanis Dellamorte. Crow royalty, the most notorious assassin in Antiva, looking at her like she hung the very stars.

“Is that your official report?” she asked, her voice a little rough.

Lucanis smiled, “Part one,” he said.

He released her with apparent reluctance, stepping back toward the railing. "I'll gather the others."

"Good," she managed. "Tell them to pack full gear, supplies for three days. And someone should check the stores—if we're holding a perimeter against those numbers, we'll need every advantage we can get."

Instead of walking to the door like a normal person, Lucanis vaulted over the railing. Rook rushed to the edge just in time to see him land gracefully in the courtyard below, wings providing enough lift to make the descent look effortless. He glanced up and caught her watching, that same devastating smile on his lips.

"Show off!" she called down to him.

His laughter drifted up to her as he headed toward the main hall. Rook smiled as she finally turned to get dressed for the day ahead.

 


 

The barrel was heavier than it looked. Rook grunted as she and a grizzled Warden named Marcus maneuvered it into position at the village's eastern chokepoint. The acrid smell of lamp oil made her eyes water. Her shoulders burned from hauling supplies all afternoon, but she pushed through the discomfort. There would be time to rest when the darkspawn were dead—or when she was.

"That's the last of them," Marcus wheezed, wiping his hands on his torn tunic. His left arm hung at an odd angle—a souvenir from Weisshaupt's fall that hadn’t properly healed. "Should be enough to turn this whole approach into a bonfire."

"Let's hope we don't have to find out," Rook replied, though they both knew they would.

The sound of hammering echoed from every corner of Lavendel as the afternoon sun slanted lower through the mountain peaks. To her left, a group of villagers worked to reinforce wooden barriers with scavenged metal—strips torn from wagon wheels, bent horseshoes, anything with an edge. 

There was no shouting. No weeping. Just the low murmur of movement, of fear swallowed down and turned into action.

"Not there!" Rook called to a cluster of refugees wrestling with a pile of sharp stones near the hillside fence. A boy who couldn't have been more than sixteen was struggling with a boulder twice his size. "Behind the fence line, where the rope's anchored. When we pull it, those rocks must come down like an avalanche."

The group adjusted its positioning without complaint. These weren't farmers or merchants anymore—the darkspawn had burned those parts away along with their homes. Now they were survivors, and survivors followed orders that kept them breathing.

Rook wiped sweat from her forehead with the back of her hand, surveying their progress. The village's natural defenses were decent—nestled in a valley with steep approaches on two sides—but decent wouldn't be enough. Not when darkspawn were involved.

"Is the overlook position secure?" Evka's low-pitched voice came from behind her.

Rook turned to find the new Warden Commander and her husband approaching. 

“They’ll come from the west,” Evka said without preamble. “Down the old trade road. If they veer off into the trees, Harding and Bellara will pick them off from the platforms. Assuming we have enough arrows.”

“We don’t,” Rook said. “But we’ll make do. We’ve got traps set along the lower ridge. If the bastards go that way, we’ll hear them screaming.”

Evka grunted. “Our people?”

“Lucanis and Taash have the south gate. Emmrich and Neve hold the square with the second line. Davrin’s got the bottleneck. Harding and Bellara, higher up, are calling out movements. I’ll move between positions as needed.”

Antoine spoke. “I’ve posted five villagers with flint and torches near the oil. They know to wait for the signal before lighting anything.”

Evka nodded. “Good. No panicking. No rushing forward.”

The hurried sound of approaching footsteps made them turn. A young scout jogged toward them, his boots caked with mud and his chest heaving. He couldn't have been more than seventeen.

"Commander Evka," he gasped, stopping just short of a salute. "The horde—it's moving faster than we thought. And it's... It's grown."

Rook felt ice settle in her stomach. "How much bigger?"

"Stragglers from the corrupted farmlands joined up with the main force. Maybe fifty more, maybe a hundred. Hard to count when they're all—" He swallowed hard, clearly remembering something he'd rather forget. "They'll reach the outer perimeter within the hour."

Evka took a breath. The sky was already bleeding into twilight, soft and purple at the edges. The stench on the wind was growing stronger, clinging to the trees like mist.

Rook exhaled slowly. “We should speak to them. Before it begins.”

"Gather everyone," Evka commanded. "Time to make sure they all understand what we're facing."

The town's small square filled quickly as word spread. Torches flickered to life in the gathering dusk, casting dancing shadows across faces that ranged from weathered Warden veterans to young recruits, and farmers who'd never held weapons before this week. Children, too young to fight but old enough to understand the stakes, pressed close to their parents. Even the elderly who couldn't hold a sword stood ready to help however they could.

"Look at me," Evka began, her voice carrying clearly in the still evening air. "All of you. I want you to see who's standing with you tonight."

“You know what’s coming,” she said. “Most of you have seen it. The rot. The monsters that tunnel up from the earth and devour everything in their path. If you fled from it, you know what they leave behind.” But here's what you might not know—you're not facing this alone."

“We’re not retreating,” Evka went on. “Lavendel is the line and we’ll hold it. We’ve built what we could, set the traps, and stacked the stones. But wood and oil won’t stop them alone. We need each other for that. And we’ll need every one of you.”

She paused, letting her words settle in.

“Stay behind the barricades. If you’re not fighting, tend the wounded. Keep the torches burning. Listen for orders—and when they come, make every one of them count.”

A young mother near the front adjusted her grip on a kitchen knife she'd sharpened as best as she could. "What if it's not enough?" she asked quietly. "What if we're not strong enough?"

"Then we make ourselves strong enough," Antoine interjected in his heavy Orleasian accent. “Strength isn't about the size of your sword—it's about what you're fighting for." He gestured toward the village around them. "This is your home. Your families, your memories, your future. The darkspawn want to take all of that and corrupt it into something obscene. Are you going to let them?"

"No," the baker—a sturdy woman organizing medical supplies all day—said firmly. "We're not."

The crowd straightened almost imperceptibly. Rook saw the change—not just in posture, but in their eyes. The fear was still there, but it was being forged into something harder, more useful.

"Our outer defenses will slow them down," Evka explained, switching to practical matters. "The oil barrels will create chokepoints they'll have to push through. The rock slides will break up their formation. But they will get through—they always do. When that happens, remember your positions. Trust your training, even if it's only a day old. Don't waste arrows on shots you can't make. Watch your flanks. And whatever you do, don't let them separate you from the group."

Murmurs of agreement rippled through the crowd. Rook felt something ease in her chest—not confidence, exactly, but something close to hope. They might actually have a chance.

"One more thing," Evka added as people began to disperse toward their positions. "Some of you are going to want to run when you see them coming. That's natural—they're designed to inspire terror. But look around you one more time. Look at the person next to you. They're counting on you to stand firm, just like you're counting on them. Don't let each other down."

Night fell in full. Torches lit the ramparts,  and shadows stretched long and strange across the village square. The scent of pitch drifted on the wind, and somewhere in the trees, something howled—a low, inhuman roar that seemed to vibrate in Rook's bones.

She gripped her dagger tighter. If this was where it ended, then so be it. But it wouldn’t end easily.

Chapter 25: In War, Victory

Summary:

For a moment—just a moment—Rook thought they might actually make this look easy. Maybe all their planning would pay off. Maybe they were better than she'd given them credit for.
Then the ground began to tremble.

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The mist clung to Lavendel like a burial shroud, and Rook tried her best not to take it as a sign of their coming demise. She stood at the northern barricade, checking the oil barrels for the third time in ten minutes, her hands trembling just enough to make her clench them into fists. The silence that had settled over the town felt wrong—too thick, too expectant.

"You're going to wear a hole in those barrels if you keep fussing with them," Bellara called down from the roof, her voice carrying that forced lightness she used when she was trying to keep everyone's spirits up. But Rook could hear the tension underneath, tight as a bowstring.

Rook forced a smile she didn't feel. "Better to check twice than die once."

"Cheerful," Lucanis murmured from where he was testing the rope mechanisms for their rock traps. His usually immaculate leathers were already dusty from crawling around the defenses, but his movements remained precise. "Though I suppose if we're all going to die horribly, at least we'll have properly maintained equipment."

"Nobody's dying horribly," Rook said, more to convince herself than him. "We've planned for this. We're ready."

Davrin snorted from behind his shield, where he'd been running through sword forms to stay loose. "Famous last words, those." But his tone lacked real mockery. They were all feeling it—the weight of what was coming, pressing down like the fog itself.

The first drops of rain began to fall, soft and scattered. Rook tilted her face up, the moisture cold on her skin. Maybe the weather would slow their enemies down.

The wind shifted.

And then the smell hit her.

Rot and corruption, thick enough to taste. It had worsened since moonrise, clinging to the back of her throat like grease. Her stomach turned.

"They're close," Emmrich said quietly, appearing at her shoulder. His eyes were fixed on the treeline beyond their defenses, and something in his expression made her skin crawl. "The spirits grow more restless. Can you sense it?"

She could. Like standing too close to a cliff's edge—vertigo and inevitability. The hair on her arms stood up, and every instinct she had was screaming at her to run.

"Positions," she called, louder than she meant to. 

Taash and Lucanis took the southern barricade. Harding slipped into her archer’s nest beside Bellara, arrows ready. Emmrich and Neve retreated to the town square with the second line. Davrin stood a little behind Rook, at the bottlenecked front.

"Been in worse spots," he said casually.

"When?"

"I'll think of one later."

Despite everything, Rook almost smiled. 

The first shapes emerged from the mist. Tall, twisted figures, their weapons black with corruption. Hurlocks, shrieks, and alphas, moving in a way so feral that it made her skin crawl.

"I count fifty," Bellara reported, her voice steady now that there was something concrete to focus on. "Standard formation. No sign of anything bigger."

Rook's heart hammered against her ribs, but she'd faced worse odds. "Light them up!"

The fuse sparked. She tracked its progress to the barrels—

—then fire.

An eruption of light and heat tore through the fog. Darkspawn shrieked as flames turned them into silhouettes of agony.

The stench of burning meat layered over the rot. Rook gagged but didn’t look away.

Bellara breathed, and her first arrow took down a hurlock that tried to dodge around the flames. Each hit struck like a spell—one lightning-charged arrow turned four darkspawn to twitching corpses. Her precision was a thing of beauty.

For a moment—just a moment—Rook thought they might actually make this look easy. Maybe all their planning would pay off. Maybe they were better than she'd given them credit for.

Then the ground began to tremble.

It was subtle at first, just a vibration through her boots that she almost dismissed as her own nerves. But it grew stronger, rhythmic, like the footsteps of giants marching in time. The rain began to fall harder, as if the sky itself sensed what was coming.

"Oh," she watched the fog part like a curtain being drawn back. "Oh, shit."

They poured out of the mist like a black tide. Not dozens—hundreds. Hurlocks and genlocks, their crude weapons glinting in the firelight. Behind them, shapes too large to be anything but ogres moved with surprising grace, and their roars shook the very air.

"Harding," Rook called, her voice oddly calm considering her heart had just stopped beating. "How many?"

A pause as she counted, and Rook could practically hear her hopes dying. "I... I can't count them all. Too many. Far too many."

The tide of darkspawn didn't break against their defenses—it swallowed them whole.

Rook grabbed the rope for their first rock trap, muscles burning as she hauled on the pulley system. The mechanism groaned, then released with a thunderous sound. Boulders crashed down behind the first wave of attackers, cutting off their retreat and crushing the unlucky ones caught beneath. 

But they kept coming. They just kept coming.

The barricade to her left exploded in a shower of splinters and screams.

An ogre emerged from the wreckage, easily twice her height, its massive fists still dripping with the blood of whoever had tried to stop it. Their organized defense crumbled in seconds as darkspawn poured through the breach like water through a broken dam.

She saw the breach at Minrathous again—the sky tearing. Weisshaupt crumbling beneath a scream. She’d lost too many already. Not Lavendel. Not again.

Steel rang against steel. Someone screamed behind her—she couldn't tell if it was one of theirs or the enemy's, and that terrified her more than anything else. She heard shouting as reinforcements rushed over from the southern barricade, where the line still held.

The world narrowed to heartbeats and blade-work.

A hurlock lunged at her, all yellowed teeth and reaching claws. She sidestepped, feeling its claws whistle past her cheek, and drove her blade deep between its ribs. The steel met resistance, then slid home with a wet sound that told her she hit her mark.

Another one came from her right, moving faster than the corrupted should move. She ducked under its wild swing, slashed upward, and felt steel scrape against bone. It dropped, but there was already another behind it.

And another behind that.

"This is madness," she panted, parrying a blow that numbed her entire arm. "Absolute madness."

The rain intensified from scattered drops to a torrent, turning their carefully prepared battlefield into a slippery hellscape of mud and blood. Her boots slid with each step, threatening to dump her face-first into the carnage.

Through the melee, Rook caught glimpses of her team as she desperately fought for her own life. The air around Emmrich tasted of grave dirt and old bones—she could feel his magic crawling across her skin even from here. Spectral limbs erupted from the ground where the darkspawn were thickest, grasping, tearing, and choking. 

A flash of shield and steel to her left—Davrin, she realized, catching a genlock's axe and opening its throat in one fluid motion.

Taash's roar echoed over the battlefield as their axes carved through darkspawn. The sound made Rook's heart leap—rage or terror, she couldn't tell.

And Lucanis—she almost missed him entirely, just caught the glint of steel as he appeared behind a hurlock that had been stalking Davrin. Even in the middle of a battle for their lives, he gave a little bow when Davrin glanced back.

A horn blast cut through the noise of combat.

Rook's blood turned to ice in her veins.

The sound came again, more desperate this time, joined by the piercing wail of a Warden signal flare that split the sky like a bleeding wound. Red light bathed the battlefield, turning everything the color of fresh blood.

"That's the eastern gate," Lucanis said, appearing at her shoulder like a wraith. His usually pristine leathers were torn and bloodied, and there was a cut across his cheek that made him look more human somehow. "They're being overrun."

The words drove the air from her lungs. If they lost both fronts, Lavendel would fall. They would all die.

She grabbed Taash and Davrin mid-swing, yanking them back from their opponents despite the risk. "You two! Get your asses over there! Set something on fire!"

Davrin's eyes widened as he processed what she was asking—split their forces, weaken their line, gambling everything on a desperate play. "Rook—"

"Go!" The desperation in her voice surprised even her. "Now!"

They didn't argue further.

She watched them disappear into the rain and chaos, and suddenly their line felt dangerously thin. A genlock broke through where Davrin had been standing, its crude sword seeking her heart. She barely got her blade up in time, the impact jarring through her bones.

The rain pounded harder, turning the battlefield into a sludge that sucked on her boots. Every movement cost her something now.

She smashed into a genlock's skull with her elbow and felt her flesh tear as its claws found purchase in her armor. The pain was sharp and immediate, but there was no time to acknowledge it. Pain meant she was still alive, and alive meant she could still fight.

"South wall's breaking!" Bellara's voice from above, tight with controlled panic. Her arrows never stopped their deadly rain, but Rook could hear the strain in her voice.

"Cut them off at the well!" Harding ordered, her shots finding their marks even as exhaustion began to tell on all of them.

Hurlocks broke through their line entirely, heading straight for the town center where the civilians were huddled. The sight filled Rook with a rage that burned away any fear, exhaustion, and pain.

She threw herself forward, tackling one of the creatures to the muddy ground. They rolled through the muck like animals, fighting with nothing but desperation. Its claws raked across her cheek, but she managed to get her knife between its ribs. She lay there for a moment, panting in the dead creature's face, rain washing the blood and dirt from her wounds.

Around her, her team was bleeding, exhausted, pushed beyond anything they'd ever faced before. Emmrich staggered, his spectral guardians flickering as his strength failed. Lucanis moved more slowly now, favoring his left leg where something had gotten past his guard. Even the rain seemed to be against them, making every movement harder, heavier, more desperate.

"We're running low on arrows!" Bellara called down, and those words might as well have been a death sentence.

If we fall here, it has all been for nothing.

The thought burned through her like lightning, illuminating truths she didn't want to face. It wasn’t just the town that depended on them; it was everyone who'd believed they could protect them. Everyone who'd trusted a group of strangers to stand between them and the dark. They were all counting on her, and she was failing. She lost Minrathous and Weisshaupt, and she’d be damned if she lost Lavendel as well. 

Rook hauled herself to her feet, tasted blood and rain and something that might have been hope or madness. Her ribs screamed in protest, her face felt like raw meat, and she could barely see through the mixture of blood and rainwater streaming down her forehead.

But she was still standing. They were all still standing.

"We fall back to the eastern gate!" she shouted over the chaos, her voice cracking but carrying. "Fighting retreat! Reform the line!"

Something shifted in their faces when she voiced the order—exhaustion transformed into fury and determination.

Emmrich straightened, power flowing back into his spectral allies. Lucanis melted back into the shadows, slashing arteries with renewed purpose. Bellara and Harding's arrows found their rhythm again, each shot buying them precious seconds.

Neve appeared from the smoke, her scepter black with ichor. “We’re losing ground.”

“No,” Rook said. “We’re buying time.”

They moved toward the eastern gate as one unit, step by bloody step.

The Grey Wardens at the eastern gate looked ready to collapse when she arrived. She could see it in their stance—the way they swayed on their feet, the tremor in their weapon grips. Blood covered most of them, and their eyes had that glassy look she'd seen before in people pushed too far.

But when they spotted her team stumbling through the rain—mud-caked, bleeding, but still armed and angry—she watched something resembling hope flicker across their faces. 

"Reinforcements!" one of them gasped, pointing in their direction.

Fresh energy coursed through Rook as they slammed into the darkspawn's flank like the fist of an angry god. The creatures weren't expecting them, and for a crucial moment, they had the advantage of surprise, pushing the enemy back.

Above her, she could hear Assan screech as the beast dove into the corrupted mass that had followed them from the northern gate, forcing the creatures to scatter to be picked off.

Taash breathed a firestorm down the chokepoint where the darkspawn were thickest, the heat so intense she could feel her eyebrows singe from twenty feet away. The smell of burning corruption filled the air as half the enemy flank simply ceased to exist, reduced to ash and screaming in the space of a heartbeat.

Bellara's shot took out a support rope with perfect precision, and their second rock trap came crashing down on the elite spawn that were moments away from breaking through the Wardens' last line. The sound was like thunder, like the world ending and beginning again all at once.

Emmrich raised something that made her skin crawl and her soul recoil—fallen darkspawn, their broken bodies jerking upright like marionettes controlled by a mad puppeteer. The newly animated corpses turned on their former allies with mindless hunger, ripping and tearing into corrupted flesh.

A scream—Bellara’s.

Rook turned in time to see the elf fall from the rooftop, landing hard in the mud. A shriek leapt at her form—but Lucanis was faster. He tackled it mid-air, drove both knives into its throat, and didn’t rise for a long second.

Rook fought her way to them.

“Bellara?” she gasped.

“I’m fine,” Bellara wheezed. “I fell with style.”

Lucanis helped her up. “As a Crow should. Now move!”

Rook felt the tide turn before she saw it—a shift in the sounds of battle, fewer screams, more steel ringing against steel instead of tearing through flesh. She risked a glance around and caught sight of Davrin and Lucanis fighting side-by-side. Davrin's shield intercepted a blow that would have taken Lucanis in the spine.

"Couldn't owe one to a demon," she heard Davrin say through gritted teeth.

A bellow shook the cobblestones. Another ogre had entered the fray, plowing through the broken gate, scattering defenders.

“Emmrich!” Rook yelled.

The necromancer raised both hands, lips moving in a sharp chant. Shadows surged from the earth—spectral chains of bone and blackness. They wrapped around the ogre’s limbs and yanked it sideways, but the beast roared and tore through them with brute force. Emmrich staggered backward, nose bleeding.

Then, Lucanis spread his wings and dove for the ogre like death itself, wearing a familiar face. His blade found the creature's heart with surgical precision, and the massive beast toppled like a felled tree.

"Showing off, Lucanis?" Davrin shouted over the dying sounds of battle.

"Always," came the reply, though she could hear the exhaustion underneath the bravado.

The last darkspawn fell with a wet thud that seemed to echo in the sudden quiet. The only sounds were their ragged breathing, the rumbling of rain, and the distant crackle of collapsing wood. The ground beneath her feet was slick with blood and ash, littered with bodies that would populate her nightmares for years to come.

The rot smell lifted slightly as the wind carried it away, leaving the metallic taste of victory paid for in pain and terror. But underneath it all, she could sense something else—the clean scent of approaching dawn, the promise that the world would continue despite everything they'd been through.

Her team slumped against ruined walls and broken barricades, breathing hard, bleeding but alive—all of them. Still alive. The miracle of that simple fact threatened to overtake her.

Rook looked over them all—her people, who'd trusted her enough to follow her into hell and somehow managed to fight their way back out—and felt the full weight of responsibility settle on her shoulders. They'd followed her orders. They'd risked everything because she'd asked them to. And somehow, against all odds, it had worked. They'd won. 

In the distance, she could hear voices—survivors calling out to each other, families reuniting, the sounds of a town slowly remembering that it's alive. 

 

Chapter 26: Let Me

Summary:

The half-collapsed woodshed sat behind the blacksmith's forge. Just four walls, really—three upright and one slanted into the dirt, letting the dying firelight spill in. alf the roof had caved in, but it was dry. And most importantly, it was away from the others.

Lucanis had discovered it earlier while scouting their defensive positions, looking for potential fallback points and escape routes. Old habits from his Crow training—always know where the exits are, always have a plan for when things go wrong. What he'd found inside had been... unexpected.

The blacksmith, it seemed, had been something of a romantic.

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The acrid smell of smoke and blood still hung heavy in the air as the last of the darkspawn corpses were dragged beyond Lavendel's walls to be burned. The battle was won, but watching Rook in its aftermath, Lucanis wondered if she understood what victory meant. She moved through the wreckage as if she were still fighting—checking pulse points on fallen Wardens with Evka, distributing supplies. Her own blood still trickled, bright and slow, down her ribs with every breath, painting the edge of her leathers a deeper red.

Lucanis lingered nearby, close enough to listen as she crouched beside Davrin. “That’s going to scar if you don’t treat it properly,” she murmured, pressing one of her elfroot potions into the Warden’s palm as she examined the gash splitting his eyebrow.

“I’ve had worse,” Davrin protested, his voice low and rasping, but Lucanis saw the grateful look in his eyes as he accepted the potion anyway.

She was already moving, wordlessly handing bandages to Neve, who was tending to wounded villagers by the well. Lucanis noted the careful way the mage favored her left shoulder, the tight lines around her eyes that spoke of exhaustion deeper than physical fatigue.

Then Rook went on to Taash, kneeling to repair a torn armor strap with the same focused attention she'd given their battle plans. The Qunari looked like they wanted to protest—surely a torn strap was hardly urgent—but something in Rook's manner made them simply nod and hold still while she worked.

Lucanis watched her from the shadow of a collapsed doorway, his arms crossed loosely, but his gaze intent. She kept her weight off her left side, and her elbow curled inward when she thought no one noticed, cradling bruised ribs.

Never show weakness. Never let them know you’re hurt.

Old habits. He understood. How many rooftops in Treviso had he bled on alone? How many times had he refused help, stitched flesh with numb fingers in the dark because pride demanded it?

The irony wasn’t lost on him—that he was contemplating all this while preparing to offer her the very thing he’d always denied himself.

A child tugged at her sleeve—barely ten years old, his face smeared with soot and dried tears. Rook immediately dropped to one knee, meeting the boy’s eyes as though he were the most important soul in the village.

Lucanis couldn’t hear the words exchanged, but he saw her expression shift—soften. She reached into her pack and drew out a piece of hard candy, pressing it into the boy’s palm with a conspiratorial wink.

There's the woman beneath the Crow.

It was easy to forget. Easy to see only the blade, the authority, the calculation. But she carried a gentleness inside her like a secret flame—something fiercely protected, revealed only in flashes.

The boy scampered off. Rook rose, slower now, one hand moving instinctively to her side. A wince flickered across her face—gone in an instant, replaced by the same determined calm. She thought no one saw. But Lucanis had been trained to see everything.

Every Crow knew: pain is information, and weakness an opportunity.

Except when it came to her.

When it came to her, weakness was something to shield.

Spite stirred in the back of his mind. Restless. Curious. Whispering.

Blood. Exhaustion. She’s—loveliest like this.

The demon’s voice poured through him like oil on fire—silken and burning.

Beautiful. When she. Kills. Beautiful. When she. Bleeds. Beautiful. When she—

Lucanis had grown skilled at ignoring Spite's commentary, but sometimes the demon's observations cut uncomfortably close to his own thoughts.

"Not now," Lucanis murmured under his breath, pushing the demon's voice back into the corners of his mind where it belonged.

Only when the last villager was tended to and the last of her team accounted for did Rook pause. He saw the exact moment it hit her—her shoulders drooping, a slight sway as she stood. She reached for her ribs, prodding the wound as if surprised it was still there, as if her body had dared betray her by reminding her it existed.

She moved to her pack and pulled out her suture kit—black leather, well-used. Every Crow had one. Lucanis knew the weight of it, the smell of the needles soaked in disinfectant, the cold snap of thread through skin. Seeing it in her hands was like looking backward through time—Caterina’s voice echoing in his mind. “Pain is temporary, boy. Scars are permanent. Make yours count.”

She lowered herself to the floor of the desecrated chantry, back braced against a scorched pillar. Her hands trembled slightly as she reached for her shirt.

"Let me," he said, approaching her slowly.

She looked up at him, and he caught the brief flicker of surprise.

"I can do it," she said automatically. He recognized the response—so ingrained it was practically reflex. 

"I know you can." He kept his voice gentle. "But you don't have to."

The words hung between them, carrying weight beyond their simple meaning—both recognition of her strength and an invitation to set it aside, if only for a moment.

She studied his face for a long moment, and he wondered what she was looking for. Permission to be tired? 

He helped her to her feet, noting the wince she couldn't quite hide as the movement pulled at her wounds. Standing face to face, he felt her gaze shift to examine the cut on his cheek—a parting gift from a particularly persistent shriek. It had stopped bleeding hours ago and barely qualified as a scratch, but he saw concern form in her expression anyway.

"This needs cleaning," she said, her fingers hovering near the wound without quite touching.

Even now, even exhausted and injured, her first instinct was to tend to others. It was admirable and frustrating in equal measure—this complete inability to prioritize her own needs.

"It's nothing."

"I know what nothing looks like. This isn't it."

When her hand settled against his cheek, thumb tracing carefully around the edges of the cut, the tenderness of it caught him off guard. Her touch was impossibly gentle—a stark contrast to the deadly precision he'd watched those same hands display mere hours ago. He found himself studying her face—the way her brow furrowed in concentration, the softness that entered her expression when she thought someone needed care.

He caught her hand, pressed a quick kiss to her palm, before the moment could overwhelm him entirely. "Come," he said, his voice rougher than he'd intended. "I found somewhere more private than a chantry floor."

 


 

The half-collapsed woodshed sat behind the blacksmith's forge. Just four walls, really—three upright and one slanted into the dirt, letting the dying firelight from the town’s center spill in. Half the roof had caved in, but it was dry. And most importantly, it was away from the others. 

Lucanis had discovered it earlier while scouting their defensive positions, looking for potential fallback points and escape routes. Old habits—always know where the exits are, always have a plan for when things go wrong. What he'd found inside had been... unexpected.

The blacksmith, or so it seemed, was something of a romantic.

He pushed open the door and gestured her inside, trying to keep his expression perfectly innocent.

Lucanis watched Nelle step through the doorway and stop short. He followed her gaze as it took in the scene: a thick bearskin rug spread across the wooden floor, flanked by carefully arranged blankets, two lanterns, and a bottle of wine.

The setup was almost comically elaborate for a village like Lavendel. Someone had clearly put considerable effort into creating the perfect romantic hideaway, complete with what appeared to be hand-carved wooden goblets and a small collection of wildflowers in a ceramic vase. The flowers had wilted, their petals scattered across the bearskin like colorful confetti, but somehow that only added to the charm.

A painful laugh escaped her. "Really, Lucanis?"

"Found it exactly like this," he said solemnly, lighting one of the lanterns. The warm glow immediately softened the rough edges of their makeshift sanctuary. "Though I have to admit, whoever arranged this has excellent taste in ambiance.  For medical procedures only, of course."

"Medical procedures," she repeated, slowly settling onto the bearskin rug, her face contorted in pain. Her fingers combed idly through the fur, slow and absent, like muscle memory catching up to comfort. Lucanis noted the way her shoulders finally began to relax for the first time since the battle ended. "Is that what we're calling it?"

“Would you prefer ‘wound management’? ‘Heroic maintenance’?”

The wine, he noted, was surprisingly good—Free Marches vintage, maybe Starkhaven. Someone had been planning a proposal, perhaps. He made a mental note to ask around—some stories were worth preserving.

He caught her smile as she began working at her braid, fingers patient despite her exhaustion as she loosened the matted strands. When she shook her hair free and ran her fingers through the dark waves, Lucanis found himself momentarily distracted by the way candlelight caught the movement like silk.

He forced himself to focus on organizing his medical supplies. His own black leather kit, twin to hers—needle, thread, clean cloth, water, elfroot salve. The ritual of preparation felt familiar, comforting in its predictability.

Nelle hissed in pain when she pulled her shirt over her head. Something warm swelled in his chest that had nothing to do with desire and everything to do with trust, seeing how unselfconscious she was around him. How safe she must feel to be vulnerable in front of him.

Lucanis kept his touch gentle yet thorough as he began cleaning the deep wound, noting every small detail that might affect the healing process. The surrounding skin was warm but not hot—no sign of infection yet, though they'd need to watch it carefully. The bleeding had slowed—her body already beginning to knit itself back together.

He noted her stillness beneath his hands—no tension, no flinching away from him. She had the same pain tolerance he did, the same training that made suffering in silence second nature.

"We did well today," she said quietly as he began the first stitch.

"We did." He kept his focus on creating neat, even stitches. However, he was acutely aware of every small shift in her breathing, every minute change in her posture.

“I saw you,” he murmured at last. “Out there.”

She stayed still, letting him work.

“In the haze. You were covered in mud. Breath ragged. Bleeding. Still moving like nothing could touch you.”

It had been beautiful and terrible in equal measure—watching her fight with the desperate grace of someone who refused to fall while others depended on her. She'd carved through darkspawn like they were practice dummies, her blade finding vital points even as exhaustion threatened to bring her to her knees.

She let out a slow breath. “Something did.”

"That hurlock never saw it coming. One moment it was screaming, the next your blade was in its neck. You—" He paused, the needle halting as he searched for words that could capture what he'd witnessed. "You kill beautifully."

Spite had stirred at the sight of it, too, whispering that beauty could be carved from carnage—that she was never more herself than when her blade was wet and her eyes clear. He hated how much he understood Spite's fascination, hated how the demon's whispers sometimes echoed his own thoughts.

The words hung between them—a compliment that only another Crow would understand, an acknowledgment of deadly grace that outsiders would find disturbing. Lucanis watched her storm-blue eyes study his face, and he wondered what she read in his expression.

"I saw you too," she said quietly. "That move with the ogre—I've never seen anything like it."

"Years of practice."

"Years of artistry." Her voice carried the same professional appreciation he'd offered her, and Lucanis felt something warm settle in his chest at the recognition.

She understood. In a world that often painted them as simple killers, she recognized the craft involved, the dedication required to transform violence into something approaching art.

He resumed his stitching, counting each suture carefully. Fifteen would be enough—the wound was clean and the edges came together well. His hands moved with practiced precision, creating neat, even stitches that would hold securely while minimizing scarring. Not that either of them was particularly concerned about adding to their collection of marks. Their bodies were maps of old wounds, evidence of survival rather than beauty.

But he found himself taking extra care anyway, as if the precision of his work could make up for everything she'd endured. Each stitch was placed with deliberate attention to both function and form, creating a line of repair that would fade to a thin silver mark in time.

"There," he said, applying elfroot salve with gentle fingers. "That should hold."

"Your work's getting sloppy," she teased drowsily. "Those stitches are almost pretty."

"Don't let word get back to Treviso. I have a reputation to maintain."

When she turned onto her back so he could examine the scratch on her face, Lucanis found himself closer than he'd intended. Close enough to see the storm-blue depths of her eyes, close enough to count the freckles across her nose. Close enough to notice the way her breathing had grown deeper, more relaxed.

There were other small marks he hadn't really noticed before—a thin scar along her jawline, probably old, and a small crescent-shaped mark near her temple that looked like it might have come from fingernails.

"This really is nothing," he murmured, cleaning away the dried blood with careful touches.

"Mmm." Her eyes were starting to drift closed despite her efforts to stay alert.

"When's the last time you slept? Really slept, not just collapsed from exhaustion?"

"Define sleep."

"More than two hours without interruptions, bad dreams, or people trying to kill you."

"You first," she chuckled knowingly, and he found himself smiling despite everything. She knew him too well.

He finished cleaning the cut and set aside his supplies, but found himself reluctant to move away. She looked younger like this, he thought, with her guard down and exhaustion finally claiming her. Softer somehow, though he knew she was no less dangerous for it.

They both sat in comfortable quiet for a moment. Outside, Lucanis could hear voices continuing to call back and forth as Lavendel slowly pieced itself back together.

"Sleep," he said softly. "I'll keep watch."

"Don't need watching. Not from you."

The words could have been an insult—dismissal of his skills, questioning his loyalty. But the way she said them, the trust implicit in the statement, made them something else entirely.

"I know you don't need it," he replied, pulling one of the scattered blankets over her. "But you have it anyway."

"Definitely going soft, Dellamorte."

"Definitely," he agreed, settling back against the wall to keep his promise.

She was already drifting off, but he caught her small smile before sleep claimed her entirely. 

Outside, he could hear the sounds of Lavendel slowly returning to life. Inside their ridiculous romantic hideaway, Lucanis watched Rook sleep the deep sleep of the truly exhausted, trusting him to watch over her dreams.

Spite stirred restlessly in the depths of his mind, drawn by the vulnerability of the moment, but Lucanis pushed the demon back with ease. This moment belonged to them.

He would keep watch, as promised. Not because she needed protection, but because she deserved the gift of unguarded sleep.

 

Chapter 27: Duty Calls

Summary:

"Working already?"

She looked up to find Lucanis in her doorway, two steaming cups balanced in his hands and that slight, crooked smile that did increasingly complicated things to her pulse. He'd changed out of his leathers into a simple black shirt and pants.

"Viago doesn't believe in rest." She gestured to the papers scattered across her desk. "New job."

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

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The lighthouse stairs had never felt longer. Rook pressed her palm against her ribs, feeling the familiar pull of healing stitches beneath Lucanis's careful bandaging. Lavendel had bought them time, but her ribs still pulled with every breath.

She paused at the first landing, catching her breath and listening to the sounds from the courtyard. Real laughter—Bellara's bright giggle mixing with Taash's rumbling chuckle, and Harding’s snigger. The lighthouse felt alive again, filled with purpose instead of desperate planning. They'd needed this win, and Lavendel had delivered.

She hadn't expected how much the quiet moments mattered to her. Not the battle or restoration itself, but the nights after—slipping away to that cramped shed where Lucanis waited with clean bandages and gentle hands. Too exhausted for anything more than whispered conversations and the simple comfort of his presence, but somehow that had been enough. More than enough.

The memory of his fingers carefully checking her stitches, muttering in Antivan about her recklessness while his touch remained impossibly tender, sent warmth spreading through her chest. A dangerous kind of warmth for someone trained never to let anyone get too close.

"You're supposed to be resting, not climbing mountains."

Rook turned to find Emmrich descending from the upper level, his scholarly robes somehow still immaculate despite their recent return. 

"It's just stairs, Emmrich."

“Stairs—to your quarters. Where you should have been an hour ago.”
He nodded toward the common area, where Davrin’s voice now carried, explaining something about supply routes to an attentive audience. “The others can handle settling in. That’s rather the point of having a team.”

Rook’s mouth twitched into a smile as she resumed walking. “You’re right, Emmrich.”

“Take care of yourself, my dear. The world will wait a few more hours.”

She chuckled softly and disappeared down the hall toward her chambers.

 


 

Rook unpacked on instinct from years of safehouse rotations—weapons cleaned and stored, armor set aside for proper maintenance, clothes relegated to the laundry pile. The motions were methodical, comforting in their familiarity.

But this space—clean and private—felt almost too polished after the dusty storage shed they’d claimed in Lavendel. That had been cramped, half-collapsed, and cold at night. But it had been theirs. And somehow, she'd felt safer there.

Because of him.

The quiet companionship, the warmth of his hands as he checked her stitches, the softly murmured Antivan scoldings under his breath when she had torn the wound open—none of that existed here, in her silent quarters. And she missed it more than she should have. 

Rook sighed as she meandered to her desk.

A letter, on cream-colored paper with the Crows' seal pressed deep into wax, was waiting there. Her hands trembled slightly as she broke it open.

Nelle,

I trust your recent travels have been educational. The weather here has been unusually turbulent, with sudden storms appearing without warning and unusual bird migrations. 

Young Illario has been taking considerable personal initiative lately, expanding his networking beyond his usual circles. Some of the newer family members have been asking interesting questions about recent contract assignments and resource allocations. I find their curiosity… illuminating and possibly contagious.

I've enclosed a small family matter that requires your particular expertise. Our Rivaini contacts have reported some supply chain disruptions—missing shipments, communication gaps,... They suspect our mutual friends from across the sea have been getting creative with their expansion efforts.

I trust you'll handle this with your characteristic discretion. Timeline is flexible, but sooner rather than later would be appreciated.

Give my regards to our friend.

V

Rook read the letter twice, parsing Viago's careful language. Illario was making moves, the younger Crows were asking dangerous questions, and he needed her visible but not too visible. The Rivain job was perfect.

She set the letter aside and reached for the attached contract details, scanning the specifics. Three missing supply convoys, two dead Crows, and reports of Antaam forces moving through areas they had no business being in. 

"Working already?"

She looked up to find Lucanis in her doorway, two steaming cups balanced in his hands and that slight, crooked smile that did increasingly complicated things to her pulse. He'd changed out of his leathers into a simple black shirt and pants.

"Viago doesn't believe in rest." She gestured to the papers scattered across her desk. "New job."

"Of course he doesn't." Lucanis stepped into the room, closing the door behind him with his foot—a casual intimacy that made her acutely aware of how small the space suddenly felt. "Coffee?"

The cup he handed her was perfect. "So," he said, settling into the chair across from her desk. "What's Viago got us doing now?"

"Rivain. Missing supplies, missing Crows, probably Antaam involvement." She passed him the contract details, watching his expression shift from casual interest to focused intensity. The transformation was fascinating—the way his shoulders straightened, how his eyes sharpened as he processed the information. She'd seen him make this shift dozens of times, but it never stopped being impressive.

"Smart choice," he said after a moment. "Keeps us active, keeps us funded, keeps us visible to the right people."

"And away from the wrong ones."

His dark eyes met hers over the rim of his cup, and she saw the flicker of something that reminded her he was still very much a Crow, even when he was being impossibly gentle with her. "Especially away from the wrong ones."

They sat in comfortable silence for a moment, an unspoken understanding settling between them. But this felt different somehow—more personal, more intimate. 

"When do we leave?" he asked.

"Two days. Give everyone time to settle, figure out who's going where." She gestured toward the common area, where voices were rising in what sounded like a heated debate. "Bellara and Harding want to help secure the Crossroads—the Caretaker says there have been more incursions."

"What kind of incursions?"

"Everything. Antaam, Venatori, and even some Darkspawn are finding ways through." She took a sip of coffee, savoring the warmth and the familiarity of sharing intelligence with someone who understood the implications. "Taash volunteered to help clear them out."

"Good. They have been restless since Lavendel." His lips quirked upward. "I think they are disappointed we didn't get to fight a dragon."

"Give it time. At the rate we're going, I'm sure one will turn up eventually." Rook found herself smiling despite everything—the gods trying to end the world, the political games swirling around them, the constant weight of responsibility pressing down. "Davrin wants to coordinate supply runs between here and Lavendel, help the Wardens get back on their feet."

"And Emmrich?"

"Research. He has heard spirits mentioning something about the gods' next move, and found more research on Fade rifts he wants to read up on." She paused, watching Lucanis's face carefully. "Neve's following up on leads in Docktown. Missing people, possible Venatori connections."

"So it's just us in Rivain," he said, and there was something in his voice that made the air between them feel charged with possibility.

"Just us," she confirmed, surprised by how much she liked the sound of that. "Think you can handle being stuck with me for a few days?"

"I think I can manage." He leaned back in his chair, studying her with the same intensity he'd applied to the contract details. "The real question is whether you can handle being stuck with me."

It should have been a throwaway comment, the kind of light banter that had always come easily between them. But something in his tone, in the way his eyes lingered on her face, made it feel like a much more serious question.

Could she handle it? Days of working closely together, sharing sleeping space and meals, and the kind of casual intimacy that had been developing between them since Lavendel? The gentle care he'd shown with her injuries, the way he waited for her every night in that cramped storage shed, the growing awareness that she was falling for him in a way that went far beyond physical attraction?

The smart answer—the Crow answer—was no. Getting attached was dangerous. Caring too much made you vulnerable, created weaknesses that enemies could exploit. Viago had taught her that lesson over and over, through bitter experience and careful observation of Crows who'd let their hearts override their training.

She shouldn’t want this. Not with him. Not with anyone. But Lucanis had a way of slipping past her defenses until she didn’t realize how much she needed to hear his voice at the end of the day. And Maker help her, she wasn’t sure she wanted to stop him.

But she couldn’t say all that, so she said instead, "I guess we’ll find out.”

His smile was slow and devastating, the kind that made her forget why keeping people at arm's length had ever seemed important. "Good," he said, "I was hoping you'd say that."

The moment stretched between them, full of possibility and unspoken questions, until a tremendous crash from the common area, followed by Taash's creative swearing, broke the spell.

"Probably nothing—" Rook started.

"Probably," Lucanis agreed, but neither of them moved.

Another crash, more shouting, and what sounded like Bellara trying to mediate some kind of dispute about proper cooking techniques.

"They can handle it," Rook said.

"Absolutely," Lucanis said. "Very capable team."

"Practically self-sufficient."

A third crash, this one accompanied by what might have been Harding's surprised yelp.

"Right," Rook said, pushing back from her desk. "Duty calls."



Notes:

It's about to get real smutty up in here!

Chapter 28: Under The Rivaini Sun

Summary:

The beach was even more perfect up close—fine white sand that felt like silk beneath her boots, water so clear she could see small fish darting between the rocks. Rook kicked off her boots and socks, then reached for the buckles on her armor.

"Rook." Lucanis's voice held a warning she chose to ignore. "What are you doing?"

"Going for a swim." She pulled her shirt over her head, tossing it onto the sand beside her armor. "You should join me."

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Rook had seen paintings of Rivain in noble houses across Antiva, but nothing had prepared her for the reality of it. 

She stood at the cliff's edge for a full fifteen minutes, grinning like a fool at the view spread below—quiet bays carved into golden stone, turquoise water so clear she could see the sandy bottom twenty feet down, and a horizon dotted with small islands that looked like scattered emeralds. Palm trees swayed in the warm breeze, their fronds casting dancing shadows, while seagulls wheeled overhead in lazy spirals.

"First time?" Lucanis asked, though his tone suggested he already knew the answer.

"Is it that obvious?" She couldn't keep the wonder out of her voice. "I've never seen water this color."

"The paintings don't do it justice." He moved to stand beside her, close enough that she could smell the salt air mixing with his familiar scent of leather and coffee. "I had a contract not far from here once—tracking a merchant who'd been skimming from the wrong people. Spent three days in Llomerryn."

"Just the three days?"

"The target was efficient. So was I." His mouth quirked upward. "Though I remember thinking it was a shame to leave so quickly."

Rook turned to study his profile, noting the way his shoulders had relaxed since they'd arrived. 

"What about you?” He asked, “Did your contracts take you from Antiva often?"

She gestured toward the path winding down toward the coast, and they started walking toward it. "My mother was Orlesian—I spoke the language fluently before I ever trained with blades. Made me useful for certain types of work."

"Useful," Lucanis repeated, and something in his tone made her look at him more carefully. "Is that how Viago saw you? As useful?"

The question caught her off guard. "I... yes? We're all useful to our Talons. That's how the Crows work."

He was quiet for a moment, dark eyes studying her face with an intensity that made her stomach flutter. "You're more than useful, Nelle."

The statement was simple enough, but she felt heat rise in her cheeks, her breath catching on words she couldn't quite form. Before she could ask what he meant by that—before she could examine the way her heart had started racing—he was already moving down the path, leaving her to follow with a dozen questions on her tongue.

The trail the missing Crows had taken was easy enough to follow—scratches on rocks, disturbed vegetation, the occasional boot print in softer soil. Rook fell into the familiar rhythm of tracking, her mind cataloging details while her body moved on autopilot. 

"There," he said quietly, pointing to a cluster of rocks that looked unremarkable to Rook's eye. "Do you see it?"

She squinted, then caught the faint scratches carved into the stone—a Crow marker, almost invisible unless you knew what to look for. "Cache?"

"Has to be." He was already moving toward the rocks, fingers finding hidden handholds with ease. "Watch the path."

Rook positioned herself so she could see both directions while Lucanis worked. The sound of shifting stone was barely audible over the crash of waves below, but she heard the soft exhale of satisfaction when he found what he was looking for.

"What is it?" she asked when he returned, a small wrapped bundle in his hands.

"Notes. And not good ones." He passed her the oiled leather packet, his expression grim. "Read it."

The handwriting was cramped, hurried, but still recognizable:

Day 3 - We're being followed. Martino spotted the same ship twice. Did someone leak our route? No other way they could have found us this quickly.

Day 4 - Confirmed. Three ships now, closing distance. Antaam colors, but moving wrong for raiders. This is coordinated.

Day 5 - If anyone finds this, we were betrayed. Information this specific had to come from inside. High up. We're making for the secondary cache at—

The note ended abruptly, the ink smeared as if the writer had been interrupted.

"Shit," Rook breathed, "This is—"

"Proof," Lucanis finished, his voice flat. "What we suspected after Caterina, but couldn't prove."

She looked up from the note to find his face had gone carefully blank, the relaxed openness from earlier replaced by something harder, more guarded. His hands were clenched at his sides, knuckles white with tension.

He knows, she realized with a sick feeling in her stomach. He's thinking the same thing I am.

"Lucanis—"

"Someone high up," he repeated, as if he hadn't heard her. "High enough to know about trade routes, about which Crows were assigned to which contracts. High enough to know exactly where I'd be when Zara's people came for me. Where Caterina would be vulnerable."

"We don't know for certain—"

"Don't we?" His laugh was bitter. "How many people knew about this supply run? How many knew exactly when and where to find me?"

She wanted to argue, to find some other explanation that wouldn't tear his family apart, but the evidence was damning. Worse, she could see the moment he made the connection, the way his expression shifted from anger to something that looked suspiciously like grief.

Illario. The name hung between them, unspoken but understood. 

"I need..." He turned away from her, staring out at the water with unseeing eyes. "I need to think."

They walked in silence toward the next marker, but Rook's mind was racing. She could feel him pulling away, sense the walls going up with each step. The easy companionship from earlier had vanished, replaced by a tension that made her want to grab him by the shoulders and shake him.

Or distract him.

He walked ahead, shoulders tight, each breath shallow and forced like he was choking on his own thoughts. She knew this silence—the kind that built walls no one could scale. Not unless you shattered them.

The thought came suddenly, accompanied by a glance at the secluded bay spread out below them. The water was impossibly inviting, a brilliant blue-green that shimmered in the afternoon heat. They'd been walking for hours, her shirt and leathers stuck to her back from sweat, and the idea of cool water against her skin was almost irresistible.

More importantly, Lucanis needed to get out of his head before he spiraled completely.

"I have an idea," she said, stopping abruptly.

He turned to look at her, eyebrows raised in question.

"It’s hot, I’m tired, and you're brooding." She gestured toward the beach below. "That bay looks completely deserted, and the water is gorgeous. What do you say we take a break?"

"A break?" He looked at her like she'd suggested they set up camp in the middle of a battlefield. "Rook, we have a job to do."

"The job will still be here in an hour. The supplies will still be missing. She started down the path toward the water, not giving him time to argue. "But right now, we're alone on a beautiful beach in Rivain, and I'm not wasting that."

She heard his footsteps behind her, reluctant but following, and smiled to herself. He could protest all he wanted, but she knew him well enough to recognize when he was curious despite himself.

The beach was even more perfect up close—fine white sand that was as smooth as silk beneath her boots, water so clear she could see small fish darting between the rocks. Rook kicked off her boots, then reached for the buckles on her armor.

"Rook." Lucanis's voice held a warning she chose to ignore. "What are you doing?"

"Going for a swim." She pulled her shirt over her head, tossing it onto the sand beside her armor. "You should join me."

"I don't... we shouldn't..." He stood very still, arms crossed over his chest, but she could see how his eyes tracked her movements. 

"I’m going to swim. You can join me, or you can keep brooding." She shrugged as she took off the last of her clothing. “Your choice, Dellamorte.”

She didn’t look back, but her pulse quickened at the thought of his eyes on her.

The first touch of waves against her ankles was heaven—cool and refreshing after hours in the heat. She waded deeper, sighing with pleasure as the water rose to her waist, her chest, her shoulders.

The water slipped around her skin like silk, cool at first, then warm as her body adjusted. Waves lapped gently, the scent of salt and wet stone sharpening as she dove.

"This is incredible," she called over her shoulder, finally turning to look at him.

He was still standing on the beach, but his armor was gone, shirt in his hands as he watched her with an expression caught somewhere between exasperation and something warmer. "You're impossible."

"I'm practical." She dove under the surface, letting the water wash away the sweat, dust, and lingering tension from their discovery. When she surfaced, shaking water from her hair, she found him wading toward her.

"Better?" she asked.

"Perhaps." But he was smiling now, the tight lines around his eyes beginning to soften. "Though I reserve the right to claim temporary insanity if anyone asks."

"Noted." She floated on her back, letting the gentle waves carry her. "So what's the verdict? Worth the risk to your reputation?"

"Ask me in an hour." He dove under the surface, emerging several feet away with his hair slicked back and water streaming down his chest. "Though I have to admit, the water is..."

"Perfect?"

"Tolerable."

She laughed, the sound carrying across the water. "High praise."

"We still need to—"

"Shh." She interrupted him as she moved closer, close enough that she could feel the heat radiating from his body. "Stop thinking so much."

"I can't just—"

She silenced him with a splash, cupping water in her hands and letting it cascade over his head. He sputtered, blinking water from his eyes, and for a moment, he looked so indignant that she couldn't help but laugh.

"Did you just—"

Another splash, this one aimed at his chest. He tried to dodge, failed, and came up looking torn between annoyance and amusement.

"That's it." He moved faster than she'd expected, cutting through the water with predatory grace. She tried to move away, but his arms closed around her waist, pulling her against him as his hands found her wrists.

"Surrender," he said, his voice low and rough with something that had nothing to do with their playful chase.

"Never." But she was laughing, breathless—not from the game, but from the feel of his body pressed against hers, solid and warm in the cooling water.

"So stubborn." His grip loosened, fingers trailing along her forearms, but he didn't release her entirely.

She let her head fall back against his shoulder, still smiling even as she felt the shift in the air between them—the way playfulness had given way to something else entirely.

His hands moved from her wrists to her waist, holding her steady against the gentle push and pull of the waves. The water lapped around them, warm and caressing, and she could feel the steady rhythm of his breathing against her back, the way it had quickened despite their stillness.

"Nelle," the wind carried her name out to the open ocean.

"What?" she asked, though the tremor in her voice betrayed that she already knew.

Instead of answering, he lowered his head and kissed her shoulder, his lips soft against her sun-heated skin. She shivered despite the tropical warmth, the gesture so tender it made her quiver.

"Lucanis..."

She turned in his arms, the waves pressing her closer to him, eliminating the last breath of space between them. When she looked, his eyes were dark, pupils dilated, and she could see her reflection swimming in their depths, flushed and wanting.

She didn't hesitate, didn't second-guess, just cupped his face in her hands and kissed him.

He responded immediately, one hand tangling in her wet hair while the other pulled her closer. She could taste salt on his lips, could feel the way his hands mapped the curve of her waist, the line of her spine. His touch ignited something fierce within her—a hunger that the water only seemed to intensify.

The ocean made everything more passionate—the way they had to hold each other for balance, the way every touch sent ripples across the surface around them, the way the waves seemed to move them together and apart in a rhythm that matched the racing of their hearts.

When the kiss ended, both were breathing hard. She could feel him pressed against her, hard and wanting, and it made heat pool low in her belly despite the cooling water. Her hand moved between them, finding him, and she watched his eyes flutter closed as she touched him.

"Better?" she asked, echoing her earlier question but with entirely different meaning, her voice husky with desire.

"Much." His smile was soft, genuine, the haunted look finally gone from his eyes. "Though I think we may have scandalized the fish."

She laughed, pressing another quick kiss to his lips. "I think they'll survive."

They moved together toward the shore, hands intertwined, water streaming from their bodies as they walked to where their clothes lay scattered beneath a small palm tree. She watched him as they walked—the way his tanned, wet skin glistened in the warm light, water tracing rivulets down the defined planes of his chest and abdomen. She simply couldn't look away.

When they reached the tree, she turned to face him fully, heat burning in her eyes as she pulled him in for another kiss. She couldn't get enough of him, couldn't satisfy the craving that had been building between them. She felt his hands grip her waist, desperate, as if he couldn't get enough of her either.

She sank to her knees in the warm sand, looking up to find his eyes dark and heavy with desire. She could see the way his breathing had changed, could feel the tension coiled in his body as she touched him, her initial light caresses growing bolder as she watched the effect she had on him.

She took her time, savoring the taste of him, lavishing attention on him with lips and tongue. The sounds he made—low groans and whispered endearments—only fueled her desire. When she looked up, their eyes locked, and she could see how she had unraveled him completely.

His hands found her hair, one tangling in the dark strands while the other rested at the nape of her neck. She could feel his fingers tighten when she took him deeper, could hear his sharp intake of breath.

He pulled her up then, kissing her deeply before turning them so she was pressed back against the smooth bark of the palm tree. His hands roamed freely—her waist, her hips, the curve of her breast, the swell of her backside—everywhere and nowhere all at once. Then he lifted her leg, hooking it around his hip, creating space for his fingers to find her already slick with want.

He worked her with steady, purposeful strokes, his mouth trailing kisses along her neck and collarbone. She arched against him, soft moans escaping her lips as the pressure built.

"Come apart for me, Nelle," he murmured against her ear, his voice rough with need. The sound of it alone nearly sent her over the edge. He increased the pressure, slipping two fingers inside her and curling them in a way that made her whimper against his lips.

"That's it," he encouraged, his breath hot against her skin. "I love watching you come undone."

She surrendered completely, crying out as waves of pleasure crashed over her, her body trembling against his as he worked her through every aftershock.

While she was still shuddering from her release, he positioned himself and pushed inside in one smooth stroke. She gasped at the sensation—the way he filled her completely, perfectly. Her leg trembled as she wrapped it more tightly around him, urging him deeper. When he obliged, she nearly shattered all over again.

He set a demanding pace, taking her with an intensity that had her clinging to him desperately. She was still so sensitive that every thrust sent sparks through her entire body.

"Maker, you're perfect," he whispered against her ear, his voice strained with the effort of holding back. "So warm, so ready for me."

She couldn't form coherent words, could only surrender to the building pressure. "You feel so good," she managed to gasp, her nails digging into his shoulders.

When her second climax hit, it dragged him with her, her body clenching around him as he groaned and buried his face in her neck, spilling himself inside her with a shudder that shook them both. Their climaxes seemed to go on forever, leaving her gasping and shaking in his arms.

Afterward, they collapsed together onto the soft sand, limbs intertwined, breathing slowly returning to normal. The silence between them was comfortable now, peaceful—a stark contrast to the tension that had followed them down from the cliffs. The last rays of sunlight painted the sky in shades of orange and pink, and she could hear the gentle rhythm of waves against the shore.

Lucanis pressed a kiss to her temple, his chest rising slowly beneath her fingers. “Thank you,” he murmured, barely audible. She didn’t ask what for. She already knew.

Chapter 29: Under The Rivaini Moon

Summary:

As if sensing his mood shift, she turned in his arms, wavy hair curtaining half her face. "Where did you go?"
"Nowhere good." He whispered.
She studied his face in the moonlight. "Then come back to me."
When she kissed him, it was with an urgency that spoke of shared understanding—they both knew this was borrowed time. He pulled her against him, tasting desperation beneath the desire.

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The watchtower was ancient, its stone walls weathered by decades of ocean winds and storms, but the structure remained sound. More importantly, it was defensible—there was only one way up, good sight lines in all directions, and thick walls that would muffle sound. 

His assassin's mind automatically mapped escape routes and potential weaknesses, even as another part of him simply wanted to climb toward privacy with her.

A temporary sanctuary. A pause before the world pulled them back in.

"It'll do," Lucanis said, testing the stability of the wooden ladder that led to the upper levels.

Nelle followed him up, her boots careful on the timeworn rungs. The view grew more breathtaking with every step. By the time they reached the top floor—just a platform surrounded by crumbling parapets—the coastline stretched below them: golden cliffs, turquoise sea, and sky blushing with the colors of a dying sun.

"Worth the climb," she said, setting down her pack and stretching muscles that had grown stiff from the day's walking in a way that made his mouth dry.

"Definitely." But Lucanis wasn't looking at the view. He was looking at her—openly, without having to glance away or pretend indifference. Three days of this freedom, and he still wasn't used to it.

They set up camp efficiently, the routine now familiar after the last couple of nights on the road together. 

"Hungry?" Lucanis asked, pulling provisions from his pack, already looking to build a campfire.

"Starving," she admitted, though he wasn't entirely sure they were talking about food anymore.

The conversation came easily, as it always did between them. She mentioned that she thought Taash might like Harding and what led her to suspect this. He found himself talking about Treviso before everything went wrong, surprised by how much he wanted to share these small pieces of himself.

Something was building between them—had been building—that went beyond the physical connection that had drawn them together. Something that made his chest tight when she said his name, made him want to commit the way she moved in the firelight to memory.

As darkness settled around them, Lucanis leaned back against the stone wall and gazed upward. "I'd forgotten," He said quietly.

"Forgotten what?"

“How many stars there are. After the Ossuary… Sometimes I look up and still expect to see a mass of dark water waiting to collapse on me.” 

 


 

Later,  they lay on the blanket, naked and glistening with perspiration, coming down from their climax. He had worshipped her with his hands, with his mouth, until she cried out for him—ragged, breathless, insistent. He gave her everything she asked for. And when he took her, it was slow and deep, like he was etching the memory of her into his bones.

Her head rested on his chest, dark tresses spread across his skin. With one hand, he caressed her jaw with his thumb. The other ran through her silken hair—simple touches that felt different now, more necessary.

They pointed out falling stars and laughed softly when one of them made an amusing observation, basking in the afterglow. But underneath the contentment was something else—a weight he couldn't identify.

He realized with a pang that he didn't want this to end. Not just the physical pleasure, though that was incredible, but this. Her head on his chest, how she hummed contentedly when he played with her hair, how she unconsciously let her fingertips trail paths on his skin.

The last three days had been bliss. Tracking during the day, wearing increasingly less armor as the temperature rose. Naked swims in the ocean, stolen kisses, and hushed moans in hidden alcoves, her sleeping in his arms under the stars. She'd wrapped herself around him like the sea: enveloping, untameable, infinite.

He grew still, knowing it was coming to an end. They had eliminated the Antaam responsible for the dead Crows and missing supplies. But he knew they were in a fragile bubble that would shatter when they left Rivain. Nelle would disappear behind her mask of leadership, and Rook would have to return to managing the biggest contract the Crows had ever undertaken. And he… he would go back to figuring out ways to kill a couple of gods. 

Tomorrow morning, they would return to the Lighthouse—back to their separate rooms.

As if sensing his mood shift, she turned in his arms, wavy hair curtaining half her face. "Where did you go?"

"Nowhere good." He admitted. 

She studied his face in the moonlight. "Then come back to me."

When she kissed him, it was with an urgency that spoke of shared understanding—they both knew this was borrowed time. He pulled her against him, tasting desperation beneath the desire.

"Nelle," he savored the freedom to use her real name.

He should slow down. He should pull back before this got too serious if he had any sense left. But he didn't. He couldn’t. He was already hers, whether she wanted him or not.

She pulled away the blanket and sat up to straddle him, then leaned back down to capture his mouth in a searing kiss. The feeling of her soft curves pressed against him was pure ecstasy. Her hands caressed his face and stroked his hair as he fisted hers gently, turning her head to deepen the kiss.

She moaned into his mouth, and her hips bucked against his when she felt his desire for her rise. He gripped her firmly against him, maintaining the pressure as she ground against him, making him slick with her arousal.

Her hand reached between them, and with her next movement, he was inside her. They both moaned when he slid in, still warm and wet from their earlier joining.

He leaned on one elbow, rising slightly. His other hand traveled over her—her breasts, her nipples, ghosting along her ribs, gripping her thighs. He looked up at her, trying to memorize this moment. The moonlight illuminated her curls, caught the shine of the trail his mouth left on her collarbone, and highlighted every curve and hollow. Her hands rested on his chest, and he could feel her grip tighten when she moved just right, taking him deeper.

Sitting up, he gathered her by the waist with both hands. He guided her rhythm, helping her drive onto him with each swing of her hips. They moved together with a hungry intensity. He could feel her clenching around him as she urged him deeper still, begging for his all. Her hands wound around his neck, and their mouths crashed together. One of his arms circled her hips, the other her back, drawing her closer until there was no space between them.

He gently fisted her hair and tugged so he could kiss her neck, traveling down to her breasts as they continued moving against each other, lost in time. As they built toward their peak, the need for friction became uncontrollable, and he heard her moans grow louder. He sucked on her nipple before letting his thumb find her sensitive center.

She was so responsive to his touch that the smallest pressure made her body shiver, a loud moan escaping that went straight to his core. His movements became more urgent, thrusting into her with greater force until she threw her head back and came so hard her cry was almost soundless. He thrust into her a few more times before he too came undone in her arms.

 


 

They lay facing each other in the darkness, her hand resting on his chest, his fingers tracing idle patterns on her shoulder. She dozed while he watched her, fighting the urge to wake her with his hands and mouth. She made him forget himself. With her, there was no strategy—just instinct and need. The intensity of how completely she'd gotten under his skin was new and terrifying. 

Lucanis couldn’t help himself. His mind kept drifting to darker places—to Illario, to the possibility that his own cousin had betrayed him. If family could turn on family,  what did that say about trust itself? About letting anyone close enough to matter? He'd been trained to identify threats, never to let his guard down completely. Yet here he was, walls crumbling before someone who could destroy him more thoroughly than any blade. 

And if Illario was the last thread tying him to the life he'd fought to return to—what would be left of it without him? Just a blade with no loyalty. A Crow who didn’t believe in the nest anymore.

If he was going to entertain this possibility, if he allowed himself to suspect Illario had betrayed him, he needed irrefutable evidence. He would not kill the last member of his family on suspicion alone. He wouldn't have that on his conscience. He had already lost too much; he couldn't afford to lose that, too.

The familiar walls began to rise in his chest, the instinct to protect himself. Even with her pressed to him, pleasure still thrumming through every nerve, the cold thoughts returned. He couldn't hold them off, not even now. Not even with her.

He pondered this until he noticed the stars giving way to dawn. 

She murmured in her sleep and shifted, curling backward into him. He let her guide his arm beneath her head, wrapping his other arm around her waist. She sighed when he brushed his fingers along her ribcage and the swell of her breast, her breathing deepening. Her skin was still hot from their last time, and as his hand drifted to her stomach, she arched back into him as she awakened to pleasure rising within her.

For a long moment, he just held her, forehead resting against the curve of her neck, breathing in the scent of her skin. She was warm and soft and real—nothing like the cold truths gnawing at the back of his mind. 

Her hand found his, pressing it firmer to her breast. His other hand moved lower, slipping between her legs. Her hips rocked back into him, and when she said that she needed him, with sleep still in her voice, all his doubts dissolved. He buried his face in her neck, not just to kiss her, but to hide. To lose himself in skin and scent and warmth. He didn't have the words for what this was, what she meant to him. But he could show her. Again. And again.

He took her slowly, savoring every sensation—the way she arched into him, the soft sounds she made, the feel of her coming apart in his arms. When it was over, they lay entwined, neither willing to be the first to break the spell.

But the growing light made ignoring reality impossible.

They packed in silence, both aware that every secured item brought them closer to the end of their reprieve. The easy intimacy of the past three days felt precious under the rising sun.  

He only knew he couldn't stop wanting her, even if he should want to.

He watched the transformation happen in real time. Her spine straightened, shoulders squaring in a way he recognized from countless briefings. The soft curve of her mouth firmed into the determined line that had rallied them all against impossible odds. Even her breathing changed—slower, more controlled. Nelle faded behind the mask of leadership he knew so well, leaving Rook in her place.

"Ready to move out?" Rook asked.

"Yes," he replied, his own voice automatically shifting to match her tone. But the single word felt like swallowing glass.

They stared at each other for a long moment, the careful distance between them suddenly feeling like a chasm. Then her composure cracked, just slightly—a tightening around her eyes that spoke of the same pain he felt.

Neither moved to close the distance. They couldn't afford to. Not with the Lighthouse waiting and duties calling.

But in the space between one step and the next, she reached back and squeezed his hand—just once, quickly, a secret shared in plain sight.

 

Chapter 30: Frayed

Summary:

"You good?" Taash asked, pausing mid-swing.
"Fine," Rook said. "Just a broken clasp."
But as she tucked the broken chain beneath her collar, she wondered if Lucanis would have noticed. Five weeks ago, he would have. He'd have stopped whatever he was doing, taken the chain from her hands, and spent the afternoon in his room fixing it with the same careful precision he brought to maintaining his blades.
Now she wasn't sure he'd notice if she stopped wearing it altogether.

Notes:

I edited this chapter a couple of days after posting it to include a more visceral breaking point for Lucanis.

Chapter Text

 

The return to the Lighthouse had been relatively smooth, though the Rivaini warmth hadn’t followed them back.

Lavendel had felt like breathing for the first time in months. Fighting side by side, saving something that mattered—it had given her team hope. Rivain had given her and Lucanis… something more. Nights wrapped in each other, skin and sweat and silence. Not just lust. Not just comfort. A thread of something real.

They hadn't spoken about Rivain—not directly—but they hadn't needed to.

Missions often kept them apart, sometimes for days at a time, but they managed to find stolen moments.

Rook still found Lucanis in the kitchen in the early mornings, already pouring her a cup before she entered. She stayed while he chopped vegetables for dinner, lips brushing hers as they moved around each other. He'd play piano in the music room, a slow melody she didn't recognize. When she sat beside him on the bench, he never stopped playing, just shifted to make room and pulled her closer. Sometimes his free hand would trace her thigh, absent and tender.

Some evenings, she went to his room. He always opened the door before she could knock. Just pulled her inside, arms warm around her waist, lips already on hers. They rarely talked those nights, but it didn't matter. Touch filled the silence. Sleep came easier in his arms, his heartbeat steady beneath her cheek.

They had a rhythm.

But then the moments began to shrink. It happened so gradually that she wasn't even sure when it had started. Three weeks after Rivain? Four? Maybe there had been a handful of perfect days before the shift began, before something behind his eyes went distant.

The changes were subtle at first. 

There had been moments. Times when she caught him staring past her shoulder instead of at her. When his kiss lingered, but his thoughts didn't.

During the philosophical or moral debates between Emmrich and Lucanis, his answers became less spirited, more distracted. Instead of engaging, he'd stare at his hands, offering only halfhearted rebuttals. His banter with Davrin grew duller, losing the sharp wit that once made the whole table laugh, so Davrin started directing his jokes toward Harding instead. The meals grew quieter without Lucanis's dry commentary to fill the gaps. He stopped lingering after meals, excusing himself. Even Neve, usually absorbed in her thoughts, had started watching him with that calculating expression she wore when puzzling out a case.

He was still present in meetings, sharp as ever when it came to strategy, but withdrawn from the group's easy flow. Some nights—too many now—she made her way to his room, and found it empty. The door unlocked, his bed undisturbed, no sign of where he'd gone.

Those nights, she started sleeping on the balcony again, her stomach twisting with uncertainty and worry. Her fingers drifted more and more to her throat, seeking solace from the small pendant there.

The clasp had started to fray. One morning in the yard, she felt it break—a sharp tug as she dodged Taash's staff, the soft clink when it hit the stones. She only muttered a curse, pocketed the pendant, and moved on. Just another thing she’d fix later.

"You good?" Taash asked, pausing mid-swing.

"Fine," Rook said. "Just a broken clasp."

But as she tucked the broken chain beneath her collar, she wondered if Lucanis would have noticed. Seven weeks ago, he would have. He'd have stopped whatever he was doing, taken the chain from her hands, and spent the afternoon in his room fixing it with the same careful precision he brought to maintaining his blades.

Now she wasn't sure he'd notice if she stopped wearing it altogether.

She told herself she'd fix it the next time they hit a market. But standing there in the training yard, watching Taash reset their stance, she realized she’d been telling herself a lot of “next times” lately—ask him what was wrong, stop pretending his sudden silences didn't sting, talk about how he'd stopped sharing his thoughts.

It was a promise she wasn't sure she could keep.

She thought about knocking on his door again that night. Standing there, her knuckles hovering just shy of wood. The familiar ache of wanting to be near him burned in her chest—but something stopped her. She turned and went back to the balcony instead.

 


 

He was failing her. He knew it. Spite wouldn’t let him forget it.

He hadn’t meant to drift from her. Not at first. They'd come back from Rivain with sun on their skin and salt in their hair, and something fragile and hopeful between them. He'd woken with her head on his chest, listening to the steady rhythm of her breathing. The weight of her against him, warm and real. Proof that he could still be more than just a weapon, more than just Spite's reluctant host.

He still remembered the way she looked in the watchtower firelight, golden and delicate. Still remembered the soft sounds she made under him, the way she had smiled with her eyes when he caught her gaze, the taste of sea air on her lips.

But Treviso’s letters brought ghosts.

Every message from Viago drew him closer to the edge. The reports came weekly, sometimes more often, each one a carefully worded blade between his ribs. Illario was missing from Talon meetings. Assignments were rerouted without explanation. Resources were moved under strange names. The Antaam repelling the Crow's pushback and sabotage. A Venatori presence emerging—coordinated, insidious.

The whispers grew louder. And Viago's phrasing—always so precise—turned razor-edged: personal initiative , family divergence , concerning patterns of independence, questionable suggestions .

Lucanis read those words and heard betrayal.

He didn't want to believe it. Couldn't. Illario had been more than blood—he’d been home. The boy who used to sneak candied almonds when Caterina wasn't looking, who once threw himself between Lucanis and a Tevinter blade and laughed while bleeding, saying it was worth it to see the shock on their enemy's face.

But if it was true—if the person who knew him best, who knew every weakness and vulnerability, had handed him over to the Venatori like a piece on a chess board...

The thought made him sick.

Spite stirred more powerfully whenever the doubt crept in. Not with comfort. Never with comfort.

"Family. Always betrays ," the spirit hissed. " He fed you. To the dark. And still. You defend. Him!"

Lucanis tried to push him down, to lock Spite in a far corner of his mind like before. He had to do this more and more lately, the spirit growing stronger with his turmoil. But suppression only made Spite angrier, louder, and more volatile.

The demon’s disturbing influence constantly seeped through the cracks. In the training yard, the demon would whisper suggestions during sparring sessions— how easy it would be to take out an eye , how to make a training accident look convincing . When working on his gear, Spite would guide his hands to check the sharpness of the blades more than necessary, running his fingertips along the edges until they bled.

Then, the sleepwalking had started again.

Sometimes Lucanis woke up outside her door, his hand already reaching for the handle, Spite's hunger thrumming through his veins. The spirit wanted her—wanted to touch, to feel, to taste her.

He didn’t trust himself anymore.

Emmrich had sensed the growing turmoil and offered to help, his eyes full of concern and academic curiosity. Lucanis had accepted the mage's offer to put wards on his door—protective barriers that would keep Spite from wandering the halls at night.

That should’ve been enough.

It wasn’t.

He picked up new routines—training until his hands bled, memorizing every Venatori name on Viago’s lists, sharpening blades that didn’t need sharpening. He had isolated himself by habit now, as if it might keep her safe.

But it wasn’t enough.

One night, she found him in his room with a knife in his hand.

He didn't remember retrieving it, only that it was there when he woke up—balanced weight in his palm, fingers tight around the hilt. The pressure in his head had become a roar. Spite paced beneath his skin, vying for control as his vision took on a purple tinge. The room tilted. Her voice reached him like he was under water, Spite pushing him down.

"Lucanis? What are you doing?"

He didn't answer. Couldn't. His breath came fast. He couldn't feel the ground under his feet.

She crossed to him, eyes focused on the blade. "Give it to me," she had said.

"No," the spirit hissed. His voice wasn't his anymore.

She reached for his hand. He pulled away—too fast, too hard.

The blade caught her arm.

His body froze as red welled beneath her torn sleeve, bright and accusatory in the lamplight. A shallow cut, but it felt catastrophic.

Spite recoiled. Vanished in an instant, leaving only Lucanis to hold the knife.

"Nelle," Lucanis choked. "I didn't—"

She pressed the cloth from her shirt to her arm, shaking her head. "It’s fine."

He dropped the knife. Backed away from her like she was fire and he was already burning.

That was the moment he decided: no more .

If Spite could make him hurt her once, it could happen again.

He stopped eating his meals with the others. He made himself scarce during training. He avoided her eyes in meetings, dodged her footsteps in the halls. Every bit of distance was a punishment—and a precaution. Better she hate him for his absence than for his presence.

This only enraged the spirit more.

"Want her," Spite would snarl during long, sleepless nights. "Smell her. Skin. Hair. Salt and. Jasmin. Why do you. Keep us. From what is. Ours?"

"She's not ours," Lucanis would say into his pillow, hands clenched into fists. "She's not a possession."

"Everything. Is possession. Everything. Can be. Taken."

When he suspected she would come to his room—and he always knew, could feel her approach like a shift in the air—he made sure he was gone. Training somewhere in the Crossroads, hunting Antaam stragglers and cultists who tried to breach the barriers around their sanctuary. When he returned, he could smell her scent lingering near his door: Jasmin and disappointment.

The pangs of guilt had taken up permanent residence in his chest.

He knew she was waiting for him, worrying about him. All he needed to do was go to her. Kiss her temple like he used to. Hold her against his chest and let her steady breathing calm the storm in his mind. Never let go.

But he couldn't do that. Not when he couldn't protect her from himself.

The conversation had been inevitable.

She'd found him in his room, surrounded by Viago's latest reports. He'd been staring at the same paragraph for twenty minutes, the words blurring together as Spite whispered poison in his ear. When she entered, closing the door behind her, he'd felt his heart rate spike.

"Finally," Spite had purred. "Alone. With her. Now we can—"

"Lucanis." Her voice cut through the demon's whisper. "Can we talk?"

He'd tried to deflect, to send her away with excuses about Crow business. But she'd pressed forward, and he could see the hurt building in her eyes with each deflection. When she mentioned Rivain, the word hit him like a blow to the chest.

"Tell her," Spite had hissed as she reached for him. "Tell her. About the. Dreams. About how. We want to. Taste her. Show her."

Instead, he'd pulled away, using the only weapon he had left—cruelty.

"Rivain was a mistake."

The words had tasted like ash in his mouth, but he'd forced them out anyway. Watched her face crumple before she composed herself. She'd fought for him, tried to reach him even as he built walls between them. But in the end, he'd done what he had to do.

"Don't come to my room anymore."

The hurt that flashed across her face nearly broke his resolve. But it was better this way. Safer.

"I see," she'd said quietly. Then, after a moment, "If that's what you want."

After she left, he'd sat among the scattered reports for a long time

He told himself it was for her safety. That he was protecting her. From Spite. From Illario. From himself.

If she stays close, I will destroy her. Better she learns now.

But the truth cut deeper.

He missed her.

Maker, he missed her.

 


 

He looked hollowed out. 

The shadows beneath his eyes deepened by the day, his shoulders hunched like something was grinding him down from the inside out. His jaw trembled slightly as he ground his teeth, lost in thoughts she no longer had access to.

Rook had to ignore every instinct that told her to go to him. Care for him and hold him. The part of her that was called Nelle—who had been held by him, needed by him, seen by him.

Lucanis had been clear. 

He wanted space. Space to let him drown. Space so he could fold in on himself again and again until there was nothing left but ghosts and guilt.

Maker. That man was as stubborn as an Antivan mule. She used to admire him for that; now she wanted to punch him in the face. Maybe twice. Once for pushing her away. The other one for thinking she couldn’t see right through him.

For assuming she’d buy the excuses—that it had been lust in a moment of weakness. A mistake.

As if she hadn’t seen his hand tremble when she bandaged her arm. As if she hadn’t watched the horror crawl across his face like he was the one bleeding. As if she hadn’t read the same reports. As if she didn’t know his silence wasn’t just distance, but fear.

Just thinking about his empty chair at the dinner table or his eyes skating over hers made her seethe. Her fists clenched before she realized it, and the sudden tug at the raw skin beneath the bandage made her wince.

The worst part was that he’d left her no way through but confrontation. 

He had backed her into a corner. There was no gentle way to do this anymore. He looked like he hadn’t slept in days, and Spite’s presence was clawing closer to the surface day by day. She couldn’t let this keep going.

She waited for him.

Rook stood on the balcony, willing herself to stay awake despite the exhaustion still clinging to her limbs after the day’s mission with Emmrich. Tracking a rogue necromancer through crypts and cursed tunnels wasn’t how she’d wanted to spend her day, and it certainly hadn’t improved her mood.

Just when her eyes began to drift closed, she heard the door below fall shut with a heavy thud.

She leaned over the railing and saw his silhouette moving across the courtyard. Alone, shoulders hunched.

By the time she reached the dining hall, he had already started brewing coffee. The scent was familiar, and it stabbed at her unexpectedly. That same roast. The one he'd made her the morning after their first real night together.

She hesitated in the doorway, then stepped in.

“Hey,” she said quietly.

His shoulders tensed. “Rook.” He didn’t turn around until he had a steaming cup in hand.

That’s when she saw the bruise forming across the cut in his eyebrow. Angry and swollen, the skin already darkening.

She moved before she could think better of it.

She tore a strip of cloth from the hem of her shirt and doused it with fresh water, folding it into a makeshift compress. But when she stepped forward to press it to his wound, he backed away.

H er breath caught as her hands froze mid-air, just for a second. The slap of rejection came harder than she'd braced for. The anger still boiled under her skin, but it was sorrow that threatened to spill first.

She lowered her hands slowly, offering the cloth from a distance instead.

She blinked once. Twice. Told herself not to let him see.

After a beat, he took it. “Thank you.”

“How bad is it?”

“Not too bad.” He shrugged. “Compared to how the offender ended up.”

“That’s not what I meant.” Her voice was flatter than she’d intended. Detached.

He let out a long sigh. “It’s under control.”

Her temper snapped at his deflection. “The fuck it is.”

He turned to her sharply, brows lifting in disbelief. At her tone, the curse, or the fact that she finally called him on his bullshit—she didn’t know.

She met his gaze, unflinching. Daring him to lie to her again.

He looked away first. Raked a hand through his hair and down the back of his neck. “Emmrich placed wards. If I sleep, the door is locked. I hide my blades. I… I tie myself to the bed, just in case.”

He looked up again, voice quieter. “What more do you want me to do?”

It hit her harder than she expected—how much he was hurting, the effort he was putting in. But it wasn’t enough.

“I want you to talk to me,” she said.

She stepped closer. “We both know what’s causing this, Lucanis. Andraste’s tits, we read the same reports.”

His jaw clenched. The name hung there, unspoken between them.

She said it anyway.

“Illario.”

He closed his eyes briefly. “Illario,” he repeated.

 


 

The argument had replayed in her head for hours afterward.

She had lashed out, pushed him to talk. Tried to keep him from folding in on himself like Illario had already taken everything. She’d all but begged him not to let this crack between them fester. Asked him for the chance to prove she wasn’t going to let him down, too.

He’d remained a wall. Stubborn and silent. His eyes fixed on the far wall as if he thought that if he didn’t look at her, the pain wouldn’t count.

She told herself not to try again, that it was now his move. But as the night crept deeper, the ache in her chest only grew.

So she went to him.

She pushed open the pantry door and knew instantly he wasn’t there. The air was colder without him. She stood in the doorway a long moment, breathing through the hollow space he’d left behind.

She hadn’t been able to sleep.

Later that night, as she lay curled under the blanket on her sofa, she saw shadows shift outside her door. Quiet steps, hesitant. The silhouette paused.

For a breathless second, she let herself believe it was him, that they would be alright.

Then—

A sharp inhale.

A sigh.

Footsteps retreating.

Chapter 31: When Despair Surges

Summary:

“Lucanis.”
The blade stopped mid-motion. He turned. Only then did she see the shadows beneath his eyes, the bruise blooming on his cheekbone,his jaw locked so tight she wondered if it hurt.
But his voice was steady. "Neve."
"I need your help with something."
He sheathed the blade without breaking eye contact. "What kind of something?"
"The kind that involves killing demons." She stepped into the yard proper. "Someone's been planting despair anchors in Dock Town. I've traced the pattern, but the final site..." She gestured vaguely. "Let's just say I'd prefer not to face it alone."

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

 

The sigil was still warm.

Neve crouched beside the cold ashes of the bakery hearth, her gloved fingers hovering over the jagged circle carved into soot-stained brick. Runes for fear, isolation, and guilt. A tether for a despair demon—placed with strategic importance, not summoned by some desperate blood mage's impromptu ritual.

This was the third anchor she'd found in two blocks.

She pulled out her notebook, sketching the configuration she observed. Three weeks she'd been chasing leads for this investigation—three weeks of watching Dock Town's survivors turn on each other in fits of inexplicable grief and rage. The pattern had only clicked yesterday, but the damage had been unfolding far longer than anyone realized.

The fog outside never lifted here. Not since the dragon attack, turning half the district into a wasteland of broken stone and broken families. A perfect cover for something as insidious as this.

Someone was using the devastation as camouflage.

She stood, brushing ash from her knee and prosthetic, already calculating her next move. The evidence pointed to a network—too organized for a lone cultist, too sophisticated for opportunistic scavengers. This was Venatori work, but not their usual approach. No grand ritual, no dramatic summoning. Just slow, methodical corrosion of hope itself.

And she knew she couldn’t stop it alone.

Even now, she could feel another presence lurking beyond the collapsed wall, something hungry.

She didn’t flinch. But she didn’t pursue, either.

Instead, she turned toward the exit of the ruined bakery, already speculating who might be foolish or capable enough to follow her into the deep. There weren’t many options, not ones she trusted, at least.

Except one.

Lucanis.

The thought made her jaw tighten. Not an ideal choice—too haunted by his own demons, too distant lately—but the only one she trusted completely with this investigation. She'd seen him fight. More importantly, she'd seen him choose restraint when violence would have been easier.

If she was going to walk into a trap, she wanted him watching her back.

 


 

Neve paused in the shadow of the Lighthouse's training yard archway, watching Lucanis work through what looked like the same sequence for the dozenth time. Shirtless, sweat-slicked, driving a short blade through the air. No target or opponent, just ghosts he seemed determined to carve apart.

He hadn’t noticed her yet.

His form was flawless—every step measured, every strike calculated. But there was something frantic underneath the control. The way his blade trembled after each combination. The rigid set of his shoulders.

A man holding himself together by sheer force of will.

“Lucanis.” 

The blade stopped mid-motion. He turned. Only then did she see the shadows beneath his eyes, the bruise blooming above his eye, his jaw locked so tight she wondered if it hurt. 

But his voice was steady. "Neve."

"I need your help with something."

He sheathed the blade without breaking eye contact. "What kind of something?"

"The kind that involves killing demons." She stepped into the yard proper. "Someone's been planting despair anchors in Dock Town. I've traced the pattern, but the final site..." She gestured vaguely. "Let's just say I'd prefer not to face it alone."

His posture shifted slightly—not quite tension, but a sharpening of attention. "Venatori?"

"Has to be. Although I didn’t suspect them to be this organised or sophisticated." She crossed her arms. "I know you've got your own troubles, but—"

"When?"

The interruption was quiet but decisive. She studied his face, looking for signs of whatever had put those shadows under his eyes. The tension between him and Rook had been building for weeks—not the sharp clash of an argument that can easily be resolved, but something worse. The slow, careful distance of two people who'd hurt each other and didn't know how to fix it.

Maybe this would help, or maybe it would make things worse. Either way, it was his choice.

"Now," she said. "The trail's fresh, but not for long."

He nodded once, already reaching for his shirt. "Give me five minutes."

 


 

The smell of despair hit them before they'd gone three blocks into the ruins.

A stagnant and infected hopelessness that had nowhere to go, curdling into rage and self-destruction. It clung to the broken stone like mold, seeping from the cracks where the Veil had torn.

Neve adjusted her grip on her staff as they picked their way through the rubble. The further they moved from the main road, the quieter it got. Even the gulls had abandoned this part of the docks.

"Why here specifically?" Lucanis moved beside her with that unnerving assassin's quiet, barely disturbing the debris underfoot.

She answered with disdain. “Demographics. Dock Town’s always been poor—and they suffered the worst when the dragon hit.”

Lucanis had always unsettled her a little. Not because of the reputation—though “Mage-Killer” didn’t exactly ease introductions—but because of the restraint. The terrifying calm of a man shaped by violence who chooses, every second, not to snap.

Today, though, his quiet didn’t feel like control; it felt like distance.

“Third ward ahead,” she murmured, gesturing to a scorched sigil on the wall.

Lucanis nodded. “Residual? Or active?”

"Both." Neve crouched beside the marks, tracing their edges with her finger. The magic hummed against her skin—sour, wrong. "This one's older than the others. Maybe a week?"

"Test pattern?"

"Maybe. Or they're getting bolder." She pulled out her notebook, sketching the configuration. "The placement is deliberate. Corner building, maximum foot traffic before the collapse. They wanted as many people as possible to be affected."

Lucanis examined the surrounding rubble while she worked. "Exit routes?"

"Three. But look—" She pointed to scorch marks on the adjacent buildings. "They blocked two of them. Funneled people toward the main street."

"So the panic would spread faster."

"Exactly." Neve closed her notebook and stood. "This isn't random terrorism, it's social engineering."

They worked in a comfortable rhythm after that. She identified the magical signatures; he mapped the tactical implications. He had a good eye—seeing patterns she'd missed, understanding how each sigil connected to create a web of influence that could turn an entire neighborhood against itself.

"There," Lucanis said, pointing to a partially collapsed watchtower. "Center of the grid."

Neve nodded grimly. "If we disrupt that one, the others destabilize. But you realize what this means?"

"That we're not dealing with some desperate cultist." His voice carried an edge of controlled anger. "This is organized. Well-funded."

"And if they're testing the technique here..."

"They're planning something bigger." The words hung between them. 

They didn't speak again as they approached the fourth anchor sigil. They didn't need to. Just two professionals who trusted each other. She marked the circle for dispersal; he stood with his back to hers, watching the shadows.

Then the shadows moved.

The demon burst from the wall like smoke given shape—horned, slick with malice, trailing a spiral of suffocating dread. Another followed. Then a third.

Neve’s shield surged up a second before claws would have found her chest.

Lucanis was moving, sliding under the first demon's swing with fluid grace. His daggers found flesh, but the thing barely flinched—these weren't the mindless horrors they'd faced before. These had been fed, strengthened by weeks of accumulated despair.

"They're anchored!" Neve shouted, throwing chains of ice around the second demon's legs. "You have to sever the connection!"

She saw him nod before he pivoted toward the central sigill—and then the third demon was on her, breaking through her defenses with raw force. She stumbled back, staff raised, but it was too close, too fast—

Lucanis appeared between them like a shadow made solid.

The demon's claws met his crossed daggers with a sound like breaking glass. For a heartbeat, they were locked together, and Neve saw something flicker in his eyes—a violet flash that didn't belong to him. 

It was like being stared at by something hollow and endless. Something too large to fit inside skin and bone. Neve staggered back, feeling her heart hammer against her ribs.

Then he twisted, letting the demon's momentum carry it past him, and drove both blades into its spine with brutal force.

It collapsed, but the other two were still coming.

"The sigil!" Neve called, weaving another barrier around them. "I can hold them, but not for long!"

He was already there, daggers flashing as he carved through the binding runes with swift, precise strokes. The demons screamed in fury as their anchor to this plane began to unravel.

"Now!" he shouted.

Neve dropped her barrier and poured everything she had into a single, focused blast of dispelling magic. The sigil cracked, then shattered, and the demons simply dissolved like smoke in a strong wind.

They stood in the sudden silence, breathing hard.

"I owe you one," she said quietly, not sure if she was talking to Lucanis or the thing inside him.

He bent to clean his blade and muttered, "You'd have done the same."

Maybe. But she didn’t know if she’d have done it so fast. Or so instinctively.

Neve straightened her robe and moved to the remnants of the sigil. “This one’s different,” she murmured.

Lucanis knelt beside her, frowning. "Blood magic."

"And it's old. Weeks, maybe more. Look here—" She gestured to the edge, where a series of runes overlapped with Venatori glyphs. "That binding signature… that’s Aelia's work."

Neve traced the interconnected symbols with growing dread. “With enough anchor points, she could affect the entire region." Neve sat back on her heels. "We have to stop her."

" We can't do this alone," Lucanis said firmly.

Neve's jaw tightened. She knew what he meant, who he meant. And she didn't want to say it.

"You need her," he continued.

The truth lodged heavily behind her teeth. She couldn't argue with it. Much as she wanted to handle this herself, much as she hated admitting she needed help—especially from her —the math was simple. Aelia had weeks of preparation and a network of magical amplifiers. Neve was good, but she wasn't that good.

"She'll say yes," Lucanis said finally. "She always does."

There was something in his voice—even now, even with whatever was broken between them—a kind of weary affection that made Neve's chest tighten. 

"I know," she said finally.

"Then ask her."

 


 

The eluvian shimmered as they stepped through, rippling like a silver curtain torn by memory.

Neve emerged first, boot and metal landing softly on the stone floor of the Lighthouse. The silence hit her almost immediately—no distant sounds of conversation, no laughter in the common room.

Lucanis stepped through a breath later, and the mirror went still behind him.

They didn’t speak right away. Dock Town still clung to them like soot—she could feel it in the way her fingers flexed against her staff. In the way his jaw stayed clenched.

But there was something else, too. Something that had been building all day, simmering beneath the surface of their easy partnership. The way he'd moved to protect her without thinking. The way she'd found herself watching him when she should have been focusing on the investigation.

She'd been doing that for a while now, actually, ever since things had gone cold between him and Rook.

Lucanis rolled his neck once and started walking. Neve followed.

Their steps echoed softly down the corridor, and Neve became acutely aware of the distance between their footsteps—and how easily she could close it.

They passed the common room. Empty.

They entered the courtyard. Silent.

And still they didn’t speak.

Not until they reached the fork that would take her toward her study, and him to his room.

Lucanis slowed, “Good work today.”

"You too." The words felt inadequate, but she wasn't sure what else to say.

He shrugged. "You did the hard part; I just pointed out the obvious."

"Nothing about this was obvious." She took a step forward. "And when that demon came at me... thank you. For stepping in." She thought about the moment he'd stepped between her and that monster. The absolute certainty in his movement, the way he'd positioned himself without hesitation. Not just protecting her—shielding her with his own body.

The thought stirred something warm and complicated in her chest. Something she'd been trying not to examine too closely.

"Neve..." His voice was quiet, careful.

She wasn't sure what made her do it. Maybe it was just that he'd saved her, and she wanted to thank him in a way that words couldn't quite manage. Maybe she had wanted to do that since the beginning. She closed the distance, and before she could think better of it—before she could think at all—she leaned in and kissed him.

The echo of a thought that had existed too long was now given form.

She felt the tension roll through him, his shoulders under her hands taut and sharp. He didn’t kiss her back—but he didn’t shove her away either. Instead, he carefully broke the contact. 

Then he angled his head. Slightly. Subtly. Back toward the building behind them.

Neve blinked. The realization hit her like a slap of cold water. He was checking for her. For Rook.

Even here, with her, Rook was still his first thought. 

His face was unreadable, but something in his eyes flickered with discomfort. Guilt. Maybe even regret—though she wasn't sure if it was for the kiss or for not being able to return it.

“I shouldn’t have—” Neve began.

He didn't answer. Couldn't, probably. What was there to say? That she'd misread the situation? That his heart was still tangled up with someone else? 

She already knew that.

She cleared her throat. "I'll talk to her," she said quietly.

That, at least, earned a nod.

 

Notes:

I swear, I like Neve just fine! She's just the Ice queen I need for the drama

Chapter 32: What Remains

Summary:

She hadn’t said a word since stepping through the eluvian. Neither had he.

The kiss still pulsed behind her ribs like a bruise she couldn’t stop pressing, even when it hurt.

The silence between them felt louder than Neve’s whispers. Louder than the creak of distant chains or the faint, unnatural hum rising from deeper in the temple.

Something old still breathed in these halls, beneath the dust and blood.

Notes:

Credit to Lucanis Nation Tumblr for the whole 'going for eachothers back-up daggers' idea

Chapter Text

 

The knock on her door was fast and sharp.

Rook heard it but didn’t answer right away. She sat at the edge of her sofa, half-laced thighboots paused mid-tug. She listened, trying to identify the visitor, too aware of those who never approached anymore. She opened the door, and to her surprise, found Neve standing in the hallway, her expression carefully neutral.

"Can we talk?"

Rook stepped aside wordlessly, letting the mage enter her quarters. Rook looked Neve over, remembering the view from the balcony last night—her hands around his neck, her lips capturing his.

She blinked the image away and directed her focus to the conversation at hand. Neve wouldn’t have come to her unless it was serious, not after the words they had exchanged. Rook studied her, noting the way Neve's fingers twisted together in her lap as she sat on the chair Rook had directed her to. 

“I’m listening,” Rook said evenly.

“Dock Town’s falling apart. Someone’s been planting despair anchors; it’s not random.” She took a breath, then continued. ”Lucanis and I found the pattern, and I recognized the magical signature—Aelia, a powerful, high-ranking Venatori mage.”

“You’ve encountered her before?”

Neve sighed, “I caught her once in the middle of a horrible blood sacrifice. She disappeared after she was arrested.” Neve closed her eyes, seemingly remembering the moment. “ I’ve been keeping my eyes open ever since for a trace of her.”

“We need your help, Rook.” Neve finally dared to ask.

“We?” Rook echoed, the word heavier than it should’ve been. She already knew who Neve meant; she just wanted to hear her say it.

“You, Lucanis, and I.”

Rook nodded. “Fine. When do we leave?”

Neve blinked, like she'd expected more resistance. Maybe part of her had hoped for it, something to make sense of the distance still straining between them.

“When you are ready.. I should let you prepare,” she hesitated. “Thank you. For agreeing.”

"It's the right thing to do."

Neve reached the door, her hand resting on the handle. She paused—just long enough for it to be noticeable. Her gaze flicked back toward Rook, and for a second, it looked like she might say more. But whatever it was, she swallowed it. Her posture straightened, and she walked away without another word.

After Neve left, the room felt too quiet, and despite herself, Rook found herself thinking about the day before, about what she'd seen from her balcony. The kiss had been brief but tender. She wasn’t able to hear what they said. Part of her was grateful, but another part couldn’t stop imagining the worst. It had left Rook feeling hollow, like something essential had been carved away. 

Was she so easily replaced? Had it meant so little that he could offer the same tenderness to someone else, barely weeks later?

But it was what came after that haunted her—the way he'd half-turned toward her balcony, his expression unreadable. He'd known she was there. He knew she had seen it. 

Shaking off the memory, she moved to her wardrobe to gather her gear. Her fingers drifted to her throat without conscious thought, seeking the familiar weight of her pendant, only to find bare skin. 

The absence stopped her cold. She checked the small dish on her nightstand, where she usually placed it—empty. 

The search started methodically. Dresser drawers, the pockets of discarded clothes, beneath the sofa. But as the minutes ticked by and the pendant remained missing, her movements grew more frantic. She tore through her wardrobe, shaking out every piece of clothing, checking every pocket twice. She checked under every piece of furniture and scoured the floor. Her room became a disaster of scattered belongings, and still, nothing.

No, no, no, no

The small pendant had been her mother’s—the last tangible piece of home she carried. The delicate golden chain had come from Viago the day he accepted her as a De Riva, marking her a Crow. That necklace had tied her past to her present. Her blood and her chosen family. Now both were gone.

It could be anywhere—dropped in some ruin, lost in the depths of Arlathan Forest, buried in the sand of some forgotten battlefield. The thought of it lying abandoned somewhere across Thedas, of never seeing it again, hurt her beyond belief. The tears came without warning, hot and fierce. She sank onto her disheveled bed and wept for the loss.

Her room looked like it had been ransacked. In the corner, the mirror caught her reflection—red-eyed and flushed. She hated seeing herself like this. So weak. Untethered.

A splash of cold water helped, but only marginally. She dressed quickly, hoping the others wouldn't notice. Lucanis was already waiting by the eluvian when she arrived, his posture casual, eyes anything but. They swept over her face and paused—not long, but long enough. She could feel it, like a touch she hadn’t asked for. 

"Ready?" Neve asked, approaching with her staff in hand.

Rook nodded, not trusting her voice. As they stepped through the eluvian, she caught Lucanis watching her again, his brow slightly furrowed. She waited for him to ask, dreading the question but somehow also needing it.

His silence could be mercy. It could also be abandonment, and she wasn’t sure which one cut deeper. Once, she would have gone to him without hesitation, seeking comfort in his steady presence. Now, both her anchors felt impossibly distant, and the loneliness of it was crushing her.

Her fingers brushed the hollow of her throat out of habit. Still no pendant. Just skin and ache.

 




A heavy stillness clung to the underground temple—Sancte Luscacan, Neve had called it. Once a place of worship, now repurposed as a Venatori compound.

Rook's boots echoed faintly as she stepped past shattered reliefs and cracked archways. Her eyes adjusted slowly to the darkness, letting her take in the half-collapsed side halls and stairways swallowed by rubble and void.

She hadn’t said a word since stepping through the eluvian. Neither had he.

The kiss still pulsed behind her ribs like a bruise she couldn’t stop pressing, even when it hurt. The silence between them felt loud. Louder than the creak of distant chains or the faint, unnatural hum rising from deeper in the temple.

Something old still breathed in these halls, beneath the dust and blood.

They made it through two empty corridors before the first patrol rounded the corner. Three Venatori soldiers in crimson armor, moving with the confident swagger of those who thought their compound impregnable.

Lucanis was a shadow beside her, his daggers flashing through gaps in armor like water slipping through cracks. 

When a barrier rose to deflect Neve’s spell, Rook was already pivoting wide, driving steel through the spellcaster’s exposed side. Lucanis was gone by the time the mage hit the ground, already disabling the next opponent.

They moved like muscle and bone—distinct, but made to work together. He'd create an opening just as she needed it, trusting her to exploit it without looking back. She threw her dagger past his ear to drop an archer who'd been lining up a shot.

She hated how good it felt. Hated how her pulse quickened not just from exertion but from his proximity, from the thrill of their perfect synchronization. How easily her body remembered the shape of fighting beside him, like it was muscle memory, like it had missed this, too.

She didn’t want to miss him. She didn’t want any of this to feel right.

But it did.

They pressed deeper into the compound, following corridors lined with stolen artifacts and passing rooms with bloodstained altars. The Venatori grew more desperate as they advanced, their attacks more vicious. Magic crackled through the air as Neve blasted through their defenses, magick clearing their path while Rook and Lucanis moved like predators, leaving carnage in their wake.

The central courtyard opened before them—a circular space surrounded by pillars, with a raised dais at its center.

Rook scanned the space and froze. Dock Town’s missing, bound, and reanimated. Not all of them whole. Not all of them dead. The bile rose before she could stop it. 

Aelia stood beside a massive ritual circle carved into the stone, dark energy writhing within its boundaries. Her red-and-gold robes swept around her, a staff in her hands gleamed with embedded lyrium, and her eyes glowed with something darker than just power.

The fight was brutal from the first exchange. The ground surged beneath them as her magic twisted the battlefield, and walls of fire erupted, closing them in. Illusory copies of herself flickered through the smoke, and shattering blasts shattered the stone underfoot.

She's drawing power from the ritual circle!" Neve shouted over the chaos, deflecting a bolt of dark energy with her staff. "We need to disrupt it!"

Rook rolled behind a pillar as another spell shattered stone where she'd been standing. She came up running, knives ready, but Aelia gestured sharply, and an invisible force sent her weapons spinning across the courtyard, well out of reach.

She skidded to a stop, gritting her teeth. Her muscles moved on instinct, scanning the battlefield for her next move.

A wall of fire cut her off from Neve while another blast of energy sent her diving for cover. When she looked up, Lucanis was locked in combat with two Venatori soldiers who'd emerged from hidden alcoves, his daggers a blur of deadly motion as he fought to reach Aelia.

Without thinking, she sprinted toward him. Even now, her body trusted his without question. This close, this familiar, this unbearable. Her hand found the dagger on his thigh like it had always been hers. He could have stopped her, could have twisted away, or knocked her hand aside. Instead, their eyes met, just for a second, but long enough to figure out her intention.

She saw it reflected in him—the same electric charge she felt. The perfection of their rhythm. The relief of being understood without uttering a sound. The ache of what was still broken, and the pull of what could have been.

The realization was as painful as it was perfect.

Then the moment passed, and she was rolling away with his blade in her hand. Aelia raised her staff for a killing blow aimed at Neve, dark energy crackling along its length. Rook surged forward—felt every ounce of grief, distance, and everything unsaid condense into that single motion. She drove the blade between the mage’s ribs into her lung, the spell dying on her lips as she crumpled.

The ritual circle's energy collapsed with a sound like exploding glass, and the courtyard fell silent except for their ragged breathing.

Rook stood over the body, Lucanis’ dagger still clutched in her hand. Her pulse hadn’t slowed. She had expected relief. Or pain. Or something. But all she felt was the weight of the dagger and the heat of Lucanis' gaze still clinging to her skin. 

Neve moved toward them slowly, staff lowered. Her eyes flicked between the corpse and Rook, calculating.

No one spoke. The battle was over. But none of them felt like victors.

 


 

The infirmary always smelled faintly of elfroot and antiseptic. 

Rook sat on the edge of a narrow cot, bruises forming beneath her bandages, ribs aching with every breath.

Varric leaned back in the wooden chair beside her, his expression thoughtful.

“So let me get this straight,” he said, stroking his beard. “Solas shows up, full cryptic charm and ancient elf brooding, and instead of telling you how to stop the world from ending, he gives you… metaphors and tales about shaming a cruel warlord into defeat?”

“That sums it up,” Rook confirmed dryly.

“Charming.” Varric scratched his chin. “He’s really leaning into the whole god-of-rebellion image. Next time he shows up, maybe ask if the veiled riddles come with a glossary.”

Rook chuckled, and her hands stopped fidgeting with the bandage.

"You believe him?"

She was quiet for a moment, feeling the weight of that question. "I think he believes it. Whether that makes it true..." She shrugged, then winced as the motion pulled at her bruised ribs.

“He asked about the team again, about the relationship between me and—well, everyone.”

Varric’s brow ticked up. “Getting personal.”

“He always tries to,” she murmured, her gaze drifting toward the far wall. 

The knock came a moment later, light but unmistakably deliberate.

Rook glanced at Varric, who raised an eyebrow but said nothing. "Come in."

Neve opened the door and stood on the threshold, holding a small jar. Her tone was polite, guarded. “I brought something for the cuts. It won’t sting, I promise.” The mage attempted a small smile.

Rook hesitated a beat before nodding. “Thanks.”

Varric caught the tone and pushed off the chair. “I’ll let you two have a minute,” he said, looking meaningfully at Rook. He gave her shoulder a brief squeeze before heading to the door. “Don’t kill each other,” he muttered on his way out, but the smile didn’t quite reach his eyes.

Once they were alone, the silence stretched between them like a taut string. Neve stepped inside, crossing the room to offer the ceramic jar. 

Rook unscrewed the lid, the sharp scent of herbs filling her nose. "How did you know I was here?"

Neve hesitated. “Lucanis.”

Of course. Of course, he would know—he always did. Always watching, always tracking. But now he shared nothing except silence and cold pragmatism. No comfort, no affection. 

She said nothing, just nodded once and started applying the salve. Despite Neve's promise, it burned—a sharp sting that made her jaw clench. Some wounds, it seemed, weren't ready to heal yet.

"I wanted to thank you," Neve said finally. "For today. For helping bring Aelia to justice. Those people... they deserved better than what she did to them."

Rook looked up, brow arched in quiet surprise. "Like I said, it was the right thing to do."

Still…” Neve shifted her weight, thumb rubbing along the seam of her glove. “After everything…” she sighed. “I owe you an apology... For what I said after the dragon attack. About the choice you made."

Rook's hand stilled on the jar. She'd been waiting for this conversation, dreading it, needing it.

"I knew it was wrong even as I was saying it," Neve continued, her voice quiet but steady. Her shoulders curved inward, like she wanted to fold herself out of the moment. "But I had so much anger, and it had to go somewhere. It felt easier to blame you than to accept that sometimes there are no good choices." She paused, her hands clasping tightly in front of her. "Once I started, I didn't know how to stop. I didn't know how to take it back."

The honesty in Neve's voice cut through Rook's defenses. She looked up, meeting the mage's eyes for the first time since she'd entered the room. 

“I blamed myself. For not being fast enough. Smart enough. Good enough to save them both.” She chewed the inside of her cheek while she figured out what to say next. “When you started saying the things I’d already thought a hundred times, I lashed out. I’m not proud of what I said to you on the balcony.” She struggled for the words. "Being angry with you hurt less than admitting I might have been wrong."

"You weren't wrong," Neve said softly. "You made an impossible choice with incomplete information. I should have supported you, not made it worse."

Rook felt something loosen in her chest—not forgiveness, not yet, but the possibility of it. "We both said things we didn't mean."

"Did we?" Neve's question was soft, almost hesitant. "Or did we mean them in the moment, and that's what makes it worse?"

The question hung between them, too honest and too complicated for easy answers. Rook screwed the lid back on the salve jar, buying herself time to think.

"Maybe both," she said eventually. "Maybe we meant them when we said them, but we don't have to keep meaning them now."

Neve nodded slowly. "A truce, then?"

"A truce." Rook extended her hand, and after a moment's hesitation, Neve shook it. Her grip was firm and warm, but there was still caution—a quiet recognition of the cracks that hadn't yet healed.

"This doesn't fix everything," Neve said, and there was relief in her voice at being able to say it plainly.

"No," Rook agreed. "But it's a start."

Neve lingered for a moment longer, as if there were more she wanted to say. But whatever it was, she kept it to herself. "The salve should help with the stiffness by morning. Try to get some rest."

After she left, Rook sat alone in the infirmary, turning the jar over in her hands. The conversation felt like progress, but a tentative kind. Trust, once broken, is rarely mended clean. 

 

Chapter 33: What Follows Hunger

Summary:

Because no matter how tightly she clung to the mission, part of her was still in that kitchen. Still tasting the kiss. Still aching with everything they couldn’t say.

Chapter Text

 

The late afternoon sun cast long shadows across the Lighthouse courtyard as Lucanis returned from Emmrich's quarters, his mind still churning from their conversation. The necromancer's affinity for spirits gave him an odd rapport with Spite, and his words—about spirits deserving the same respect as any other being, about coexistence rather than dominance- lingered in his consciousness. 

Respect, Spite had muttered afterward, his voice insidious inside Lucanis's skull. Bone man speaks. Truth. 

“He also said it goes both ways,” Lucanis reminded him aloud.

It was unsettling how readily Spite accepted Emmrich’s lessons while challenging everything Lucanis said. The spirit seemed convinced that Lucanis was constantly scheming to deceive him, to find some way to banish or control him as if Spite didn’t already have access to every thought in his head.

I want. Hands . Spite continued his rambling. Feet. Like Curiosity!

Lucanis sighed, rubbing at his temple. "We have enough feet."

Spite’s growing fascination with having a physical body was... concerning. Especially when Lucanis suspected the demon was powerful enough to reshape his flesh if he truly willed it.

He shook off the thought as he approached the dining hall, tying his dark hair back and rolling up his sleeves. It was Bellara's turn to cook tonight, but he often helped her. The routine calmed his mind and gave his hands something to do. Spite liked the smells and the knives. Everyone benefited.

But as he neared the entrance, he heard the telltale chaos of someone wrestling with cookware. The clanging of pots and pans sounded like Bellara's usual enthusiastic approach to cooking, but something was off. Her cheerful humming was absent, replaced by frustrated muttering and the occasional clatter of dropped utensils.

When he reached the kitchen alcove, he realized why.

"Don't."

The word sliced the air cleanly. She hadn’t turned but sensed him all the same—silent as he had been. Only she would have detected him. The thought sent an unwelcome warmth through his chest.

He watched her shoulders tense as she went utterly still, waiting to see if he would honor her request or push forward. Every instinct in his body screamed at him to go to her, close the distance between them, and fix whatever was broken between them. His muscles remembered how they moved together in combat, how perfectly they read each other's intentions. He could still feel the ghost of her body sliding past his during their fight with Aelia, the brush of her hand against his thigh as she'd grabbed his dagger without even looking. As if it belonged to her.

But her posture was a barrier. And with knives within arm’s reach, he knew better than to ignore it.

He shifted direction, leaning on the edge of the dining table. Close enough to stay, far enough to respect the distance. He couldn’t walk away entirely. Even when he should have. Even when she deserved more than this half-presence of his.

There was so much he wanted to say to her, but no combination of words seemed adequate to express the tangle of regret and longing in his chest.

None of it would’ve mattered anyway.

After a long moment, she resumed her cooking, movements sharp and frustrated. He could tell she was improvising from the way she kept pausing to smell ingredients, adding spices seemingly at random. It occurred to him that he'd never actually seen her cook before—he and Bellara had taken over meal preparation early on after one too many of Harding's questionable "stews."

Watching her now, he was struck by how she approached cooking the same way she approached everything else—with determination and intuition rather than rigid adherence to rules. She tasted, adjusted, tasted again. Her brow furrowed in concentration as she lifted the ladle to her lips, steam curling around her face as she searched for the last note.

The sight transported him back to happier times, her in this same kitchen, laughing. He’d been cooking, and she’d passed him to set the table. He’d caught her waist without thinking. She gasped in surprise when he kissed her, then smiled like the world had narrowed to just them.

He blinked the memory away. 

Now, she stood with one hand on her hip, the other drumming against the counter. Her eyes flicked from the pot to the herb rack, back again. Searching. He could practically see her weighing her options.

Finally, he couldn't stand it anymore. Rising from the table, he crossed to the shelf, grabbed a pinch of dried herbs, and silently held it out to her.

She looked at the leaves, the pot, then back at him. Suspicious. Like accepting his help might cost her something. 

He watched the conflict play out across her features—her pride warring with practicality. She didn't want to take anything from him, didn't want to acknowledge that he knew what she needed.

"I hate that you know," she said quietly, finally taking the herbs from his palm. Her fingers brushed his for just a moment, and the contact sent electricity shooting up his arm. From the way her breath hitched, he knew she felt it too.

"I know," he replied softly, because what else was there to say?

She stirred the herbs into the pot, and immediately, the aroma transformed, becoming richer, more complex. She tasted it again, and this time, her expression softened into something approaching satisfaction.

When she turned to face him fully, her eyes couldn’t quite meet his. The air between them seemed to thicken with everything they weren't saying.

"Nelle," he started—but the words died. What could he say? That I still think about you every waking moment? That I hear your name whispered back to me by the thing living in my head? That he'd rather have these stolen moments of pain than nothing at all?

"Don't," she said again, but this time it sounded less like a command and more like a plea. He could see the war raging in her eyes—anger, hurt, and want all tangled together.

He should walk away. He knew that. Every rational part of his mind screamed at him to leave her be, to stop causing her pain. But his feet wouldn't move, and when she angled her body slightly toward him, his resolve crumbled entirely.

Before he knew what he was doing, he closed the distance. His lips crashed into hers. She gasped—a delightful sound muffled by his mouth—and he braced for the rejection. He expected her to push him away, to slap him, to give voice to all the hurt he'd caused her.

But it didn’t come.

Instead, she made a soft, broken sound against his mouth and kissed him back with desperation, as if he were air and she were drowning. Her hands fisted in his shirt, pulling him closer as her lips parted under his. She tasted like the herbs she'd been cooking with.

Spite purred, delighted . Take her. She. Wants. You.

Lucanis pushed the demon's voice aside, focusing only on the woman in his arms. He backed her against the small prep table, his hands finding her waist, then her thighs as he lifted her onto the surface. She wrapped her legs around him instinctively, pulling him into the cradle of her hips with a soft gasp that made his blood sing.

His hand buried itself in her hair while the other gripped her thigh, holding her against him as they kissed with weeks of pent-up longing. Every slight sound she made went straight through him, every touch of her hands on his shoulders and arms lighting fires under his skin.

He kissed her like he couldn’t stop. She moaned into him, small, helpless sounds that undid him completely. Her hands roamed to his chest, mapping the planes of muscle through his shirt.

Then he felt it—the exact moment she remembered why they were apart. 

Her hands, which had been pulling him closer, suddenly pressed against his chest with a different intent. Her body went rigid beneath his touch, and she tore her mouth away from his with a gasp.

Rook's eyes were wide, her lips swollen from their kiss, her chest rising and falling rapidly. But there was something else in her expression now—the memory of every reason they couldn't do this, every word they'd spoken in hurt and fear, every choice that had led them to this impossible place.

There was a hollowness in her he recognized—he’d left it there.

He released her immediately and stepped back, his hands falling to his sides. She remained perched on the table where he'd placed her, looking small and wounded and so beautiful it made his chest ache.

Neither of them spoke. Their breath filled the space between.

He wanted to apologize, but no apology could fix it. She deserved more than he could give—she always had.

So he left the warmth of the kitchen behind, each step a confession he couldn’t speak aloud.

 


 

Nelle stood frozen in the kitchen long after his footsteps faded, her heart pounding like a war drum in her chest. The warmth of his hands still lingered on her skin—on her thigh and hair, pressed into the places where they'd fit together too easily. She hated how her body had betrayed her, how even now it ached for more of his touch despite everything that stood between them.

She pressed her fingertips against her swollen lips, trying to erase the heat he’d left behind. The kitchen still smelled like the herbs they'd chosen together, the perfect meal simmering forgotten on the stove.

When the dinner bell chimed an hour later, she wasn't surprised that Lucanis didn't appear. The others gathered around the table—Bellara chattering about the latest information she had retrieved from the artefact, Emmrich discussing some fascinating spirit he'd encountered, Neve making dry observations about the day's events. But the sight of the empty chair at the far end of the table festered.

After the meal, she prepared a plate for him without thinking and set the plate on the small table outside his door, not trusting herself to knock. It would be a shame if he didn't get to taste the final result of their collaboration, she told herself. It had nothing to do with caring for him, with wanting to make sure he ate, with the way her chest tightened at the thought of him going hungry because of her.

Nothing at all.

Back in her quarters, Nelle tried to settle into her evening routine, but sleep felt impossible. She lay on the sofa that served as her bed, staring at the ceiling and trying not to think about the way Lucanis had looked at her in those final moments.

Her hand went instinctively to her throat.

Nothing.

She turned onto her side and shut her eyes—but it didn’t help. She was back in that kitchen again. His mouth on hers. His body pressed into the space between her legs. That sound he’d made when she pulled him closer. The need in him, how it had matched her own.

Her body thrummed with unspent want, and her mind betrayed her—replaying the kiss, imagining what would’ve happened if she hadn’t pulled away. If she'd let herself fall.

In her mind, she saw herself storming down to his door, shoving it open, and dragging him into her arms without a word. She imagined straddling him on his cot, pinning him beneath her, both of them lost in the kind of hunger that burned everything else to ash.

She could almost feel it. His hands. His breath. The sound he’d make as she—

She shoved her face into the pillow with a groan. This was madness. Fantasies that led nowhere. Memories that only hollowed her out.

But her body didn't seem to care about logic or self-preservation. Despite her better judgment, her hand drifted lower, seeking relief from the ache he'd left behind. She imagined it was his touch instead of her own as she tried to quiet the storm he'd stirred up inside her.

 


 

Dawn came too soon and brought with it the sound of urgent knocking on her door. Rook dragged herself upright, feeling like she'd barely slept—which wasn't far from the truth. Her reflection in the small mirror showed dark circles under her eyes and hair that looked like she'd spent the night tossing and turning.

Which, of course, she had.

"Rook!" Davrin's voice called through the door. "We need to move. Now."

She opened the door to find the Grey Warden looking grim but energized, as he always did when there was a real fight ahead. "What's happened?"

"One of the blighted dragons. Scouts spotted her in the Wetlands, holed up in some old Grey Warden ruin. This is our chance to take her down while she's isolated!"

Finally. Something she could sink her teeth into, something that would require all her focus and leave no room for brooding over impossible men and their impossible situations.

"Give me five minutes to gear up," she said, reaching for her armor. "Who else are we taking?"

"Taash is already prepping. Figured we'd need their expertise for this one." 

An hour later, they stood at the edge of the Warden encampment, studying the collapsed tower where the dragon had made her lair. The ancient stones were blackened with corruption, and the air seemed to shimmer with toxic fumes. Even from a distance, Rook could feel the wrongness of the place, like a discordant note played too loud.

"She's big," Taash observed, lowering their spyglass. "And see how she's positioned herself? If we go in, she’ll slash us apart."

Rook studied the tactical layout, grateful to have something concrete to focus on. The dragon's position was smart; they would need to be very careful. 

"We need to draw her out," she said, pointing to the open ground beyond the tower. "Get her into that clearing. Ground her fast before she can take to the air and rain down fire on us."

"Agreed," said Evka. "My people can provide artillery support from the surrounding battlements. Ballistas and trebuchets to help herd her toward your position and keep her pinned once she's grounded."

"What about bait?" Davrin asked. "Something big enough to draw her out but not so tempting that she just torches it from a distance."

Taash grinned, their eyes lighting up with the prospect of a real challenge. "Leave that to me. I know exactly how to piss off a dragon."

They spent the next several minutes refining the plan—timing the artillery support, establishing fallback positions, and working out signals for coordination. It felt good to be planning something concrete, something with clear objectives and measurable outcomes. Rook felt herself slipping into command mode like it was second nature—and maybe it was.

"The key is speed," Rook concluded, looking around at the assembled faces. "We get one shot at this. If she retreats back into those ruins, we'll be fighting on her terms, and that's a losing proposition."

"Understood," Antoine nodded grimly. "When do we move?"

The calm came like a mask sliding into place—measured, practiced. She could lead. She had to. It was easier than feeling anything else.

"I'll organize the team," she said. "One hour, and then we take this thing down."

As the group began to disperse to make their preparations, Davrin caught her arm gently. "You alright?" he asked quietly. "You seem... I don't know. On edge."

For a moment, she considered deflecting, making some joke about pre-battle nerves. But Davrin had always been able to read her better than she’d like.

"Just ready for a fight," she said instead, which was true enough. "Sometimes you need to hit something, you know?"

He studied her face for a moment longer, then nodded. "I know the feeling. Just... don't let whatever's eating at you make you reckless out there. We need you sharp."

"Always am," she replied, but even as she said it, she wondered if that was still true. Because despite her best efforts to focus on the mission ahead, part of her mind was still back in that kitchen, still caught in the memory of desperate kisses and the hollow ache of what might have been.

 

Chapter 34: Two Were Dead

Summary:

‘I can. Do it,’ Spite murmured.

Lucanis clenched his jaw. “No.”

‘She will die.’

The demon was right. Rook was slowing, her earlier fluid grace replaced by increasingly desperate dodges. A blast of dragonfire had caught her left shoulder, and she was favoring that side now, her guard dropping just a fraction with each evasive maneuver.

Let. Me. Help! Spite continued, its voice taking on an almost pleading quality.

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The blighted dragon emerged from the ruined tower with an ear-splitting shriek, her massive form slithering through the rubble like a serpent of shadow and scales. Wings unfurled like tattered sails as she pulled herself into the pale sunlight, sending a cascade of broken stone tumbling to the earth below.

From their position on the high ridge, the Grey Warden ballista crews had clear sight lines. The first volley screamed through the air—iron-tipped bolts as long as spears, trailing chains, but most missed their target. The dragon was faster than her size suggested, moving with the desperate fury of a cornered animal despite the jagged scars still marking her flanks—scars carved deep by Rook’s lyrium dagger back in Treviso.

But pain had only made her more vicious.

The few bolts that struck home chipped the scaly hide, but she barely flinched. Her molten eyes swept the field and locked on the small group gathered below.

"Remember," Taash said, gripping her axe, "first the wings, then the legs, and the neck. Don't let her claws or teeth anywhere near you.

“Wasn’t planning on it,” Davrin commented.

The dragon launched herself skyward with a powerful thrust, gaining altitude despite her injuries. She circled once—studying them with disturbing intelligence—and dove.

Rook rolled left as talons raked the earth, gouging deep furrows into the ground. The dragon wheeled again, jaws agape, releasing a torrent of corruption-tinged ice. 

The team scattered.

Taash dove behind an outcropping of rock, their axes ready as they prepared for a counterattack, while Harding found cover behind the ruins of an old wall. 

The creature came around again; this time, a Warden ballista crew successfully hit their target. The bolt caught her wing, punching through membrane and bone with a wet, tearing sound that echoed across the battlefield. The dragon screamed, crashing to earth with a thunderous impact.

"Now!" Taash shouted. "While she's grounded!"

They surged forward as one. Harding's arrows found where the scales had weakened. Bellara's and Neve’s magic crackled across the dragon's hide. Davrin advanced with his shield raised, drawing the beast's attention while Rook and Lucanis moved to flank from the sides.

Emmrich's spectral bindings wrapped around the dragon's legs, holding her in place long enough for the others to press their advantage. 

For a breathless moment, it looked like they had it.

Then the sky split with a second roar.

From the cliffs, a second blighted beast descended, wings wide as thunderheads. It hit the ground with a shockwave that staggered the entire field.

"Two?!" Taash shouted. "You said one!"

"She must've called for help," Davrin grunted, pulling his shield up.

Rook's blood ran cold. One dragon had been a calculated risk;  two dragons meant they would die.

The ballista crews were already adjusting their aim, swiveling the massive weapons to track both targets now. But the siege engines were slow to reload, and the dragons weren't giving them time to coordinate their fire. The first dragon, already regaining her footing, snarled and lunged.

The second dragon was larger and healthier than the first, with wings that beat the air like thunder. When it opened its maw, the gout of flame was pure white heat that turned stone to molten slag.

Emmrich's spectral shields flared to life around their scattered forces, but Rook could see the strain on the necromancer's face, the way his hands trembled as he maintained multiple complex spells simultaneously.

They were losing ground fast.

The field was in chaos. Flames licked across the battlefield, and Rook's armor grew scorching hot. To her left, Evka stumbled past with blood streaming from a gash across her forehead as she tried to coordinate the scattered Warden forces.

Neve was weaving barriers of ice around the second dragon's flanks, but her mana reserves were running dangerously low.

Something had to change, or they would all burn.

Lucanis moved through the chaos like a liquid shadow, blight clinging to his dark leathers. His world had narrowed to the gap between a dragon's guard and the soft flesh beneath its armored scales.

His daggers found their marks with supernatural precision. Against creatures of this size, death would come from a thousand small cuts, not a single devastating blow.

Davrin was down, his body limp near a shattered wall where the dragon had tossed him. Harding’s arrows had grown ineffective. Bellara’s spells still struck true, but her pace was faltering.

Near the first dragon's massive head, Rook moved like a dancer—quick, precise, desperate. Her lyrium dagger opened shallow cuts along the creature's neck as she stayed just out of reach of snapping jaws. She was using the dragon's aggression against it, but she couldn't stay in one place long enough to deliver a damaging blow.

The second dragon's attacks forced her to constantly watch the sky while trying to maintain pressure on her primary target.

‘I can do it,’ Spite murmured.

Lucanis clenched his jaw. “No.”

‘She will die.’

The demon was right. Rook was slowing, her earlier fervor replaced by increasingly desperate dodges. A blast of dragonfire had caught her left shoulder, and she was favoring that side now, her guard dropping just a fraction with each evasive maneuver.

Let. Me. Help! Spite continued, its voice taking on an almost pleading quality.

Lucanis had spent months learning to suppress Spite, to maintain absolute control over his own actions and thoughts. But what good was that control if everyone he cared about died while he clung to it?

He closed his eyes. And let go.

The Fade erupted around him like purple lightning given solid form. Spite unfolded through him, letting this otherworldly strength flow through Lucanis’ body. But it was not the violent possession he'd always feared; it was something else entirely. 

Together, they moved.

They surged up the second dragon’s flank. Lucanis's knives—or perhaps they were Spite's now—trailed violet light as they found the precise spot at the base of the skull.

The blades punched deep, metal parting bone and severing the spinal cord with surgical precision, like a scythe through wheat.

The dragon's shriek cut off, replaced by the wet sound of a massive body hitting the earth. Its form began to dissolve into the black sludge that marked the defeat of truly blighted creatures.

Spite's presence receded, leaving Lucanis gasping and slightly disoriented but undeniably liberated. The demon's laughter echoed in his mind, but it held satisfaction rather than malice or mockery.

“See?”

For a breathless moment, Lucanis believed it: they could kill the gods. He and Spite—together—were something more than mortal. And it scared him how right it felt.

The battlefield had gone silent except for the crackling of flames and the labored breathing of the survivors. The first dragon, its earlier confidence shaken by its companion's sudden death, let out a furious roar that rattled her bones.

"We can end this," Rook breathed, raising her glowing blade toward the remaining beast. The lyrium dagger pulsed with eager light, as if it too sensed that victory was finally within reach.

The dragon backed away, no longer eager to press the attack; even its blighted intelligence could recognize the change in the tactical situation.

But then the air itself began to shimmer and warp.

Reality rippled outward from a point just above the ruined tower, and the temperature plummeted. Every blade of grass on the battlefield began to wither and blacken as if touched by invisible flame. Ghilan'nain descended through the fractured air, and where she walked, veins of dark energy spread outward.

The dragon corpse at Lucanis's feet began to twitch.

Then writhe.

Then rise.

Blighted flesh knitted itself back together with wet sounds. The creature's mortal wounds sealed over with cancerous growths that pulsed with their own heartbeat, fed by corruption that flowed through its body like blood through veins. 

When it roared, the sound was a chorus of stolen voices—the death-screams of a thousand different beings, all given voice through one throat. 

“You see the Blight only as death,” Ghilan’nan proclaimed, like a herald of their demise. “But it is life. Evolution without limit. Perfection without flaw.”

The surviving dragon’s wounds began sealing with the same cancerous growths.

"No, no, no," Rook muttered under her breath.

She spun around, her eyes frantically scanning their surroundings for any advantage. There, the massive ballista was positioned on the ridge behind their original formation. Its crew stared in horrified fascination at the transforming dragons, but the weapon was still trained on the ruined tower where Ghilan'nain stood.

The angle was perfect. The distance was manageable. If she could just get their attention...

Rook began waving her arms frantically, shouting over the shrieking reborn dragons and the slopping sounds of spreading corruption. "The ballista! Shoot it!" Her voice cracked with strain and desperation, but most of the surviving Wardens were too far away or too transfixed to notice her desperate gestures.

Then Evka's head turned.

She followed Rook's pointing finger from the ballista to Ghilan'nain and back again. Understanding dawned in her eyes, and she immediately began shouting orders.

"Wardens, target the Evanuris! Forget the dragons—hit her!"

Other ballista crews began to respond, their massive siege engines groaning and creaking as they swiveled toward this new priority target. But they were so terribly slow. Rook drew the lyrium dagger from her belt, and immediately the weapon began to sing.

"Evka!" Rook shouted desperately, raising the dagger high so its radiance would catch the Warden's attention across the battlefield. "Now!"

The ballista bolt screamed through the air. It struck Ghilan'nain center mass with enough force to drive her backward into the stone wall of the ruined tower. She hung there for a moment, suspended between earth and sky by cold iron and the momentum of mortal defiance, screaming a high-pitched note that nearly burst Rook’s eardrums.

The blighted dragons shrieked, and their flesh began to slough away. The corruption that held them together unraveled without Ghilan'nain's will to sustain and direct it.

Rook ran toward the pinned Evanuris, the lyrium dagger growing warm in her grip as she covered the distance in desperate strides. This was it—She only needed to find Lucanis.

She caught him in the corner of her eye, sprinting to meet her.

Almost there. Just a few more steps, and it would all be over.

Then the world shuddered.

A ripple began outward from Ghilan'nain's position. Time seemed to skip and stutter, jumping between one heartbeat and the next. The pressure building behind her eyes was immense, as if something vast and terrible was trying to force its way into her consciousness through sheer proximity.

A column of golden flame burst beside the tower, and Elgar’nan stepped forth. His eyes were twin suns—molten, dead, and utterly without mercy or compassion. And then, with casual indifference, he stopped time.

Rook froze mid-stride, her feet no longer touching the ground. The lyrium dagger hung motionless in her grip, its pulsing light frozen between one flicker and the next. But her mind remained free, able to think, observe, and feel the growing horror of complete helplessness. 

She could scream in her mind, but not in her throat. She could feel the sweat on her skin, but could not move a single muscle. It was like drowning upright in her own body.

"My poor sister," Elgar’nan said, approaching Ghilan'nain's impaled form with something that might generously be called affection. 

“They killed my dragon, Elgar’nan,” She pleaded with him.

He reached out with one golden hand and grasped the ballista bolt that pinned Ghilan'nain to the stone construction, the wood and metal crumbling to dust at his touch. Ghilan'nain fell to her knees and took the hand Elgar’nan offered her, helping her back up.

"But they have given us something valuable," Elgar'nan continued, “They have shown us,” he said, turning to the battlefield, “how far mortals will go for defiance. What they would give for hope .”

Rook tried to speak, move, do anything at all, but her body remained locked.

She felt his attention settle on her like the weight of a mountain. In her frozen state, she could only watch as he raised one hand toward her, golden light beginning to gather around his fingers.

"Someone resists," he said, and there was something almost like amusement in his voice.

The golden light flashed bright, blinding her completely.

Then, silence.




Chapter 35: The Celebration After

Summary:

The wind whipped her hair around her face, and his hands moved instinctively to brush it back. The contact was electric, but it might as well have been lightning. Her breath caught at the touch, and suddenly she was all there was.

He kissed her, fierce and claiming, pouring months of want and fear and regret into it. For a heartbeat, she yielded, soft and warm against him, and he thought maybe—

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The Hilt thrummed with celebration, voices raised in song and laughter echoing off the weathered stone walls of the old fort. Torchlight flickered and cast dancing shadows that seemed to join the revelry. The Lords of Fortune had pushed their tables together in the tavern's center, creating one massive gathering where ale flowed as freely as the tales of their recent victories.

Lucanis sat with his back to the wall, nursing the same cup of wine he'd started with hours ago. Around him, his companions basked in the glow of their triumphs—two blighted dragons slain, Lavendel saved, their enemies finally showing cracks in their armor. For the first time in months, hope was more than just a foolish dream.

Antoine regaled the table with an account of the time a werewolf had bitten him. Evka laughed and corrected his more outrageous claims while several other Wardens nodded along, adding their own commentary. 

Taash had somehow procured a deck of cards and attempted to teach Emmrich a Rivaini gambling game that seemed to change rules every few minutes.

And there, directly across from him, Nelle threw back her head and laughed at something Davrin had whispered in her ear.

The sound hit Lucanis like a punch in the stomach. Her dark hair cascaded down her back in loose waves, catching the torchlight with each movement of her head. She'd dressed for celebration tonight—leather boots that hugged her legs to mid-thigh, form-fitting breeches that accentuated every curve, and a wide belt cinched tight over her shirt like a corset. The overall effect was devastating, and Lucanis wasn't entirely convinced she hadn't chosen the ensemble specifically to torment him.

Looks good, Spite observed with characteristic bluntness. Want to touch. Want to taste. Want to keep.

Be quiet, Lucanis thought back, but the demon's crude honesty only echoed his own desires. Every laugh, every gesture, every unconscious flip of her hair made his chest tighten with want and regret in equal measure.

She dreams of us , Spite continued, unprompted. Tastes like lightning.

The observation made heat crawl up Lucanis's neck. Spite had always been disturbingly perceptive about Nelle's feelings, as if the demon could sense what Lucanis was too afraid to hope for.

Their eyes met across the crowded table—a moment of electric contact that made his pulse quicken. But she looked away, pointedly returning her attention to Davrin's story. The dismissal stung, even though he deserved it, especially because he deserved it.

He'd kissed her in the kitchen days ago, poured weeks of longing into that single moment of contact. It had been her turn to push him away. It had been the right choice, but watching her laugh with Davrin now, seeing how easily she fit into the space beside the Warden, made him wonder if he should have let her.

"Lucanis," Taash's voice cut through his brooding. "Is it true that Crows can turn invisible by standing perfectly still?"

He blinked, focusing on the Qunari's earnest expression. "What?"

"Like those lizards that change colors." Taash deadpanned.

The sheer absurdity of the question left him speechless for a moment. "I... what? No. That's not—we're assassins, not chameleons."

Across the table, Nelle snorted with poorly suppressed laughter. When he looked up, she had both hands pressed to her mouth, her shoulders shaking with the effort to contain herself. Her eyes watered with mirth, and despite everything, the sound of her joy made something flutter in his chest.

She tried valiantly to compose herself, but failed spectacularly. The laughter burst free, bright and infectious and completely uninhibited. "I'm sorry," she gasped between giggles. "I just—the mental image of Lucanis standing statue-still behind a potted plant—"

He couldn’t help it. A small smile cracked his usually stoic expression. It was absurd. It was ridiculous. It was her, and it was joy.

Their eyes locked again, laughter softening into something warmer, more unspoken. A shared flicker of memory, or want, or both. Like those nights in Rivain, when she'd laugh at his dry observations about their companions, when her eyes would crinkle at the corners, and she'd lean into him.

But as the moment stretched, Lucanis watched the amusement slowly fade from her face. Her gaze dropped. Her posture closed off. Whatever had opened inside her shuttered just as quickly.

She tried valiantly to return to the conversation, nodding at appropriate moments as Davrin launched into another tale. But Lucanis could see the effort it cost her, the way her fingers worried at the edge of her cup, the way her gaze kept drifting toward the castle's outer reaches as if planning an escape.

When she finally pushed back from the table, her excuse about needing air sounded thin even to Lucanis's ears.

The others barely noticed her departure, too deep in their cups and conversation. But Lucanis tracked every step until she disappeared into the shadows beyond the torchlight. A few moments later, Davrin stood as well.

"I should check on her," the Warden said, already moving to follow.

The words sit down almost escaped Lucanis's throat. His hand tightened around his cup hard enough that he heard the clay creak. What right did he have to object? He'd made his choice weeks ago. He'd walked away. 

Follow her , Spite urged, more insistent now. Take what's ours .

She's not ours, Lucanis replied firmly.

Stupid. Foolish. She wants us. Can smell it on her. Dreams of our hands, our mouth. Dreams of surrender.

The demon's accusations hit deeper than they should have. Time crawled by with excruciating slowness as the celebration continued around him, but Lucanis felt separate from it. When Davrin finally returned to his seat, settling back into easy conversation with the others, Rook's chair remained conspicuously empty.

Still not back , Spite observed unnecessarily. Alone. Upset. Should go to her.

Coward.

The demon wasn't wrong. Lucanis had spent weeks being a coward, hiding behind noble intentions and self-sacrifice while watching her smile for everyone except him. He'd told himself it was for her own good, but maybe—probably—it was just fear dressed up in prettier clothes.

He waited until the others were deep in debate about proper dragon-fighting techniques, then slipped away from the table. No one noticed his departure.




 

The castle ruins sprawled across the clifftop like the bones of some ancient beast. Lucanis silently moved through the shadows, following instinct and Spite's whispered directions toward the scent of sea air and something uniquely Nelle.

This way. Up. Higher. She climbs like a cat.

He found her on one of the collapsed towers, standing on a platform of crumbling stone that jutted out over the churning ocean below. She'd climbed over fallen beams and navigated debris to reach this isolated perch—no mean feat in those boots..

She stood with her back to him, face turned skyward toward the vast canopy of stars overhead. The same Rivaini constellations that had watched over them during those nights, long months ago, when they'd lain tangled together, skin to skin. Before he'd ruined everything by overthinking what felt so right.

The wind caught her hair, sending dark strands dancing around her shoulders. She didn't turn at his approach, but he saw her posture shift slightly, a subtle tension that told him she'd heard him coming.

"You can't keep doing this." Her voice carried clearly over the sound of waves crashing against the cliffs below. Still no movement, no acknowledgment beyond words. "It's not fair."

He moved to the railing beside her. "I know."

"Do you?" Now she turned, and he saw the exhaustion beneath her anger, the hurt she'd been hiding behind easy smiles and forced laughter. "Because I don't think you do. Seeing you disappear inside your own head, feeling you push me away. Hear you calling it a mistake,” She was fighting for composure, clenching her fists at her side. “I don't think you understand what it's like to see you and Neve…" Her voice cracked slightly, a single tear escaping her. "And then," she continued, "you dare to keep looking at me like that. Like you care, but only when no one else is watching.”

The words were devastating in their truth.

"Nelle—"

"I'm tired, Lucanis." The admission seemed to cost her everything. “I can’t do this anymore.”

Told you, Spite murmured with unusual gentleness. Dreams of us. Burns for us. Aches for us.

The demon's words should have felt intrusive, but instead they were confirmation of something too precious to believe. She was right. Entirely, terrifyingly right. Because wanting her— having her—meant risking everything. It meant trusting Spite, facing Illario, reclaiming what he'd abandoned.

The wind whipped her hair around her face, and his hands moved instinctively to brush it back. The contact was electric, but it might as well have been lightning. Her breath caught at the touch, and suddenly she was all there was.

He kissed her, fierce and claiming, pouring months of want and fear and regret into it. For a heartbeat, she yielded, soft and warm against him, and he thought maybe—

She pushed him away with both hands. "It's not fair," she said again, but her voice wavered now, breathless and unsteady.

"I'm sorry." He kissed her again, softer this time, an apology and a question wrapped in the press of lips against lips. “I’m so sorry.”

This time, she lasted three heartbeats before pulling back. "It’s not enough."

"Then let me try again." His voice dropped, rough with desire and determination.

Yes , Spite sounded convinced.

When he kissed her the third time, she didn’t stop him.

Nelle kissed him fiercely and desperately, biting his lower lip hard enough to taste blood. The metallic tang bloomed on her tongue as they kissed, pulling back just enough for her to see something wild flicker in his dark eyes before he dove back in, hungrier than before.

His hands tangled in her hair, pulling just shy of painful, eliciting a moan from her, while her hands fisted his shirt, dragging him closer, needing more contact, more pressure, more of everything she'd been denied.

She pushed him back against the stone wall with enough force that she heard his breath catch, her palms flat against his chest as she held him there, their eyes locked. For a moment, she reveled in having him pinned, in being the one with control.

But when his fingers found the laces of her belt and her trousers, when they traced the curve of her waist with a reverence that made her skin burn, something shifted inside her chest. The anger and hurt remained, but it tangled with something softer, more vulnerable. She hated how her breath hitched at the tenderness in his touch, hated how easily he could unravel her defenses.

Her hands moved to his shirt, yanking at the fabric with fingers that trembled despite her best efforts. She needed to feel skin against skin, needed to erase the distance between them.

When his hand finally slid between her legs, finding her shamefully ready for him despite everything, she couldn't suppress the sharp intake of breath. She felt his satisfied rumble vibrate through his chest where it pressed against hers, and she wanted to curse him for knowing her body so well, for reading her desire like words on a page.

"Still so ready for me," he murmured against her neck, and she heard the amazement beneath the hunger, as if he couldn't quite believe she still wanted him after everything.

His fingers moved with the confidence of intimate knowledge, finding every spot that made her arch and gasp. She rocked against his hand shamelessly, chasing more, even as part of her mind screamed that she should be stronger than this, that she should have learned better.

She was dimly aware of him working her breeches down, but her tall boots trapped the leather at her thighs. The restriction forced her legs together, and when he positioned her exactly where he wanted her, the limitation intensified everything—made her feel more vulnerable, more at his mercy than she wanted to admit.

When he found that spot that made stars burst behind her closed eyelids, her fingernails raked down his shoulders hard enough to leave marks. She felt him press deeper in response, working her with single-minded devotion until she was trembling against him, caught between fury and desperate need.

When the release tore through her like lightning, her body clenched around his fingers as she bit down on his shoulder to muffle her cry. She felt him hold her through it, supporting her weight as her knees buckled, his free hand stroking her hair with unexpected gentleness.

Even through the haze of pleasure, part of her mind was acutely aware of this moment—how he knew exactly how to touch her, how her body betrayed all her sleepless nights thinking about him, all the fury, pain, and desire that had been eating her alive since he'd walked away.

But before she could catch her breath, she felt him moving. Strong hands gripped her hips, turning her away from him until she was bent over the stone railing with her palms braced against the cold stones. The trapped breeches still pressed her legs together, and when he entered her from behind, the tightness drew a groan from both of them that she felt in her bones.

She felt his fingers dig into her hips, and the grip whispered mine even as she knew he'd probably push her away again tomorrow. She pushed back against him with equal force, demanding deeper contact, her spine arching as she met each thrust.

The rhythm they found was primal, desperate—months of tension and denial finding release in the crash of their bodies against each other. She felt his control fray with each movement, heard his breath coming in harsh pants against her neck, and she reveled in the knowledge that she could undo him so completely.

"Nelle," he groaned against her skin, her name sounding like both prayer and curse.

"Don't stop," she gasped back, the words catching as he made her vision blur.

When his hand slipped around to find that sensitive spot between her legs again, working her in time with his thrusts, his other hand snaked around her throat and pulled her back against him. She nearly sobbed with the intensity of it. The second climax built faster than the first, pleasure coiling tight in her belly as every nerve ending caught fire.

She could feel him losing control behind her, his movements becoming increasingly erratic and desperate. The knowledge that she affected him so completely was almost as overwhelming as the physical sensations he was wringing from her willing body.

When she shattered around him the second time, her cry echoed off the stones and out over the endless ocean. She felt his release follow hers, heard him groan something that might have been her name as he buried himself deep, his hands gripping her so tightly she knew she'd wear the marks for days.

They stayed connected afterward, both trembling, both breathing hard. She felt the salt air cool the sweat on her skin while the stars wheeled overhead, ancient witnesses to this reunion of flesh and fury.

The distant sound of celebration drifted up from the tavern below, but it might as well have been a world away. There was only this—only them.

Chapter 36: No Easy Thing

Summary:

The red lyrium.
She'd seen it clearly—not just in the dream, but in the memory buried beneath it. She’d stared at it and dismissed it.
Her feet hit the floor before she’d finished the thought, and she was running.

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The gods thundered through her mind—Ghilan’nain’s chittering laugh against Elgar’nan’s booming commands, a chorus that rattled her bones like shattered glass.

Ghilan'nain hissed. "It knows hunger. It will serve."

The nightmare fractured, reality bleeding through the cracks like light through a broken pane of glass. Then warmth flooded the fragmented vision. Lucanis's hands cupped her face, calloused fingers gentle against her skin. 

“I’m so sorry.” His eyes, wide and dark, searched hers like they held the answer to some unspoken question. His mouth brushed hers. “Still so ready for me,” he whispered—a memory, or a cruel echo. Her body flushed with heat. Shame bloomed just as quickly.

The warmth shattered as quickly as it had come, the dream pulling her back into darker visions.

"Focus." Solas's disembodied and sharp voice cut through the moment. The warmth vanished, leaving her cold and aching.

But the memory wouldn't release her, not entirely. It dragged her deeper, to a moment she'd tried to forget . The gods loomed—towering shadows that hurt to perceive. Elgar'nan's armor caught the light, and red shards pulsed with corrupted energy, something alive, pulsing and hungry. 

"What do you see?" The Dread Wolf's voice again, urgent, demanding. “What truth claws at the edges?”

The vision snapped back to the present, but now she understood what she was seeing. Lucanis’s eyes returned, just for a second. But this time, the hunger wasn’t just his. Red light flickered in their depths—the same corrupt glow that crawled from Elgar’nan’s collar, reaching toward her like tendrils.

Rook jolted awake with a gasp. 

She pressed her palms to her eyes, trying to sift dream from memory from warning. Her chest heaved. The Lighthouse hummed with its usual ancient magic—but tonight, even that felt wrong. 

The red lyrium. 

She'd seen it clearly—not just in the dream, but in the memory buried beneath it. She’d stared at it and dismissed it.

Her feet hit the floor before she’d finished the thought, and she was running.

"Red lyrium," she said, breathless, bursting into Emmrich’s study. "He had red lyrium embedded in his armor. Elgar’nan. In the Wetlands. I saw it—I didn’t remember until now."

Emmrich looked up from his tome, spectacles sliding down his nose. "I beg your pardon, my dear? It's rather late for—"

"It wasn’t a dream. It was a memory. His armor—it had red lyrium shards, woven into the collar like gemstones."

He blinked once. Then, he slowly set his book aside. "You believe they're attempting to craft their own dagger."

The words were a plunge in cold water. Obvious now—but how had they missed it? How had she?

She nodded, pacing. Her limbs still thrummed with adrenaline. "If they can’t reclaim ours—if they’ve given up pursuing it—why not make their own? If Ghilan’nain controls the Blight, she could shape red lyrium as a weapon."

Emmrich’s fingers trembled slightly as he reached for a tome. The binding cracked with age as he opened it. "A weapon forged with such components… yes. Feasible. Terrifyingly so."

"How long?"

"Weeks, maybe, to build. But empowering it? That would require something elaborate. Blood, sacrifice, alignment—ritual magic of high order." He looked up, suddenly alert. "We’ll need Neve’s insight. And Bellara’s artifact."

Emmrich was already moving, gathering books and scrolls. "This changes everything, my dear. If you're correct—and I believe you are—we're not just trying to prevent them from reclaiming an existing weapon. We're racing to stop them from creating something far worse."

 


 

The pre-dawn hours found her in the kitchen, too wired to sleep, nursing a cup of coffee that had long since gone cold. The breakthrough felt monumental, but it also brought a crushing sense of urgency she wasn't sure how to process.

Rook found Varric in the infirmary, cold coffee still in hand.

"You look like hell," he said by way of greeting, taking in her disheveled appearance and the manic energy she knew was radiating from her.

"Breakthroughs aren’t glamorous," she replied, slumping into the chair. "They’re sweaty, manic, and involve shouting at middle-aged men in their nightrobes."

Varric listened to her theory with the patient attention he'd always given her wildest ideas. When she finished, he set down his cup and leaned back in his chair.

"That's good thinking, Rook. Makes sense why they'd pull back and let us sweat while they work on their own solution. Classic villain strategy." He eyed her. "Just don’t forget what they definitely want."

"The Blight."

"And if they no longer need the dagger, then our friend in the Fade is still very interested in getting his hands on it." Varric's expression grew serious. 

The reminder sobered her, but couldn't entirely dampen the thrill of finally having a concrete lead.

"I know," she said. "But Varric, for the first time since this whole mess started, I feel like we're getting ahead of them instead of always being three steps behind."

He smiled then, the expression transforming his worn features. "That's the Rook I know. Just... be careful, all right? Hope's a dangerous thing in our line of work. It makes you take risks you shouldn't."

 


 

The rest of the day unfolded in a blur of activity and cautious optimism. She spent the morning with Davrin and Assan, hunting for truffles in Arlathan Forest and chasing nugs. Assan seemed to sense her mood, performing aerial acrobatics that made Davrin laugh. "Show-off," he called to his companion, but his voice was fond. 

She found Neve around midday in the library, poring over reports from Dock Town. The detective looked up when she entered, and Rook was relieved to see genuine warmth in her eyes.

"How's the recovery going?" Rook asked, settling into a nearby chair.

"Slowly but steadily." Neve set aside her papers, giving Rook her full attention. "Taking down Aelia sent shockwaves through the Venatori network, but they're already trying to fill the power vacuum. We'll need to keep pressure on them to prevent them from regrouping."

"And the people?"

"Grateful, mostly. Some are still suspicious—can't blame them after everything they've been through. But they're starting to believe things might actually get better." 

The conversation flowed more easily after that. It wasn't quite the easy friendship they'd shared before, but it was progress.

It was approaching evening when the sound of clashing metal drifted across the courtyard and drew her attention. 

Lucanis was a blade in motion—fluid, lethal, honed to the edge of control. Sweat glistened on his bare chest as he pivoted, each strike carving the air. His hair was tied back except for some loose strands plastered to his brow. She knew she should walk away—but her feet didn’t listen.

His rhythm faltered for just a moment, his eyes losing focus, which meant Spite was speaking to him. When his gaze found hers, she felt a surge of heat rise at being caught staring. They just looked at each other for a moment, the air between them heavy with unspoken words. His chest rose and fell with exertion, and she found herself tracking the movement despite herself.

They hadn't talked about what happened at the Hilt, and she wasn’t eager to bring it up. She didn't know where they stood, where he stood with Neve, with himself, with the pain that still shadowed his features even if he seemed less withdrawn than before.

The smart thing would be to leave. To not complicate an already impossible situation.

She approached slowly. "Didn’t mean to interrupt."

"You didn’t." He wiped his face with a towel, watching her the whole time. "I was almost done."

"You looked like you were working through something."

"I usually am." His voice was rough, whether from exertion or emotion, she couldn't tell.

"Rook."

"Yes?"

For a heartbeat, he leaned in—just slightly, like he might touch her cheek. Her breath hitched.

"Viago sent word," he said.

The moment broke. He held out a letter sealed with the Crow sigil.

She took it with trembling hands. "Thanks."

He nodded, but didn’t move right away. Their eyes lingered on one another.

"I should clean up. Before he arrives."

"Right."

As he walked away, she couldn't help but watch the way he moved. Then he was gone, leaving her alone with a letter and a pulse that refused to slow.

She broke the seal with hands that trembled slightly, 

Nelle—

You have been assigned a contract in Orlais. Evidence suggests the Venatori are fanning the flames of civil war, manipulating the Game and its players. We have a chance to disrupt their plans and flush out the traitors.

I propose a more direct approach. I will come to your Lighthouse at dusk.

—V

She stared at the final line for a long time.

Direct approaches with Viago always meant blood.

 


 

Viago arrived just before sunset.

She'd been waiting in the common area for the better part of an hour, her foot tapping a nervous rhythm against the stone floor. The sound echoed off the walls—too loud, too telling. She forced herself to stillness just as Viago's boots clicked against the threshold.

He entered without preamble, removing his leather gloves as his eyes swept the room like a buyer appraising property.

"Nice place," he said, voice neutral. "Bit small. Not quite what I pictured."

"It's not the Cantori Diamond," Rook chuckled, though tension crept into her voice. "But we make do."

Rook had expected Teia with him, so his solitary presence set her on edge.

“Teia didn’t want to be seen here,” Viago added casually, as if he had heard her thoughts. “Too many eyes watching her.”

The soft scuff of leather on stone announced Lucanis before he spoke. He emerged from the shadows near the doorway. His presence seemed to shift something in Viago's posture—a subtle straightening, like predators acknowledging each other.

"Viago." Lucanis's nod was professionally neutral.

"Lucanis. I trust you're keeping Nelle out of trouble?"

"She doesn’t need help finding it."

Rook cleared her throat, annoyed that they were talking about her as if she weren't there. "So. Why the personal visit? You could have sent word through the usual channels."

Viago's expression darkened. "Because Teia uncovered something that couldn't wait for the usual channels." He paused, letting the gravity settle. He moved to the center of the room, commanding the space as naturally as breathing. "Your cousin accepted a contract from the Venatori."

Beside her, Lucanis went very still—the kind of stillness that preceded violence.

"Who?" Rook's voice came out steadier than she felt.

"Key Orlesian nobles, standing between the Venatori and complete control." Viago's fingers drummed against his thigh—a rare tell of agitation. "If both Tevinter and Orlais fall to them—"

"They gain the largest military force in Thedas' history," Lucanis finished, his voice flat. "The gods become unstoppable."

The walls of the room seemed to press closer. Rook sank into the nearest chair, her mind racing through possibilities, each one worse than the last. "And you want us to what—sabotage a Crow contract? That's not just breaking policy, Viago. That's heresy."

"Is it heresy if the contract serves enemies of Antiva?" Viago stepped closer, his voice dropping a register. "We take out the contract holder, identify the conspirators, and feed the information to the right people. Orlais stays free, the gods lose their army, and Illario..." He shrugged. "Illario finds himself in a very uncomfortable position."

"You're talking about destroying him."

"I'm talking about survival. He’s aligning us with monsters." Viago's eyes held hers. "There are factions within the Crows already comfortable with his methods. If we act now, we can fracture them before they consolidate behind him."

"You're asking me to move against family," Lucanis said quietly. The words carried pain, carefully controlled but still audible to those who knew how to listen.

Viago's attention shifted to him with laser focus. "I'm asking you to choose which family matters more. The Crows, or the one man who would see them serve tyrants."

The silence stretched. Rook could feel Lucanis watching her, could sense the conflict radiating from him—loyalty to family warring with something deeper.

"If we get caught—" she began.

"Then we're both dead. Probably slowly. Definitely creatively." Viago’s mouth curved in that familiar, dangerous smile. "But at least we'll go down making a mess Illario won't be able to sweep under the rug."  He leaned forward, elbows on his knees, voice dropping to an intimate register. "Besides, when have you ever walked away from a fight worth having, Nelle?"

The words hit deeper than any appeal to duty or logic. He knew exactly who she’d been, once. The girl who would slit a throat for a cause, not coin. Who still believed in better choices, even if they meant worse consequences.

"Alright," she said finally. "We do it your way. But if this backfires—"

"It won't." The confidence in his voice should have been reassuring. Instead, it reminded her why Viago had survived this long in a world that devoured the careless and unlucky in equal measure.

"When do we start?" Lucanis asked. His voice was steady, but Rook caught the slight hoarseness in it.

"Soon. I'll need a few days to put the pieces in place.” Viago straightened, the business mask sliding back into place. 

Viago gathered his gloves and prepared to put them back on as he moved toward the room with the eluvian. Lucanis stepped forward. "A word? Privately."

Something passed between the two men—understanding, perhaps, or recognition. Nelle felt suddenly excluded, a sensation that sparked both irritation and curiosity. What could they possibly need to discuss that she couldn't hear?

"Of course," Viago said smoothly, offering her a brief nod in parting.

The two men walked down the stairs together, their voices dropping to murmurs she couldn't quite catch. She watched their body language instead—Lucanis's shoulders tense, Viago's head tilted in that way that meant he was truly listening. Whatever they discussed, it mattered.

The conversation lasted perhaps five minutes, though it felt longer. When Viago's voice rose slightly, she caught fragments: "—I can’t guarantee the state—" and "—know what you're risking—" but the rest remained frustratingly out of reach.

Lucanis returned a moment later, his expression unreadable but heavier than before. Their eyes met across the room, and she felt that familiar pull behind her ribs.

This is a contract, she reminded herself, the words feeling like a mantra she'd repeated too many times to believe . You can't afford distractions. Not when Viago started trusting you again. You won't disappoint him. Not again.

But as Lucanis moved closer, that heat in his gaze made her pulse quicken and her resolve waver.

This is a contract, she told herself.

But her heart didn’t listen.

Chapter 37: We Should Run

Summary:

"Help!" she cried in rapid Orlesian, throwing herself into their path with perfectly crafted distress.“Smoke—screaming—someone said there’s fire—”
The guards helped her to her feet, barking questions. She sobbed, babbled incoherent, and they rushed past her. She straightened and smoothed her skirts when they disappeared around the corner.
"Impressive."
She turned to find Lucanis watching from the shadows, his voice warm and something more profound that made her pulse quicken.

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Three days in Val Royeaux, and he had memorized every shadow that fell across the nobleman's estate. There was a rhythm to the household: servants rising before dawn, guards changing shifts at precise intervals, and the Comte himself adhering to the kind of predictable routine that made assassination feel almost disappointingly easy.

Almost.

The mission was more than just another contract—it was reclamation. Every dead target would be a step back toward the Crow he'd always meant to be. His cousin had thought exile would break him completely; instead, it had given him perspective, had crystallized what actually mattered.

This mission demanded absolute discretion. If word reached Illario that they were investigating Venatori connections in Orlais, their entire advantage would evaporate. So Rook had stayed behind, making calculated appearances in Treviso and Minrathous, where gossip would carry her presence back to the right ears. She played her part while Lucanis had been in the shadows.

The surveillance had yielded more than he'd dared hope. The Comte's study overlooked a courtyard where sound carried, and patient observation had revealed four co-conspirators, three Venatori enforcers, and a glimpse of correspondence left carelessly on the mahogany desk.

"The gathering proceeds as planned. The summer estate will host our most important guests. Their commitment to the cause must be absolute before we proceed to the next phase."

Names, dates, locations. Either the gods truly favored fools, or desperation had made these conspirators reckless.

He preferred to assume the latter. It made the coming bloodshed feel more justified.

This gathering would be their most vulnerable moment: every key player in one place, guards looking outward instead of within, and the estate's seclusion offering the perfect cover for the kind of message the Crows delivered best.

Lucanis spent the afternoon in one of the safehouse's upper rooms preparing the poison. It required precision—each ingredient had to be measured, heated, and cooled.

The base came from Antivan nightshade, while crystallized deathroot served as a catalyst. A pinch of refined lyrium stabilized the brew until it met human blood. The final component—four drops of Rialto Bay wasp venom—determined the absorption rate.

Too fast, and their targets would collapse before every glass had been served. Too slow, and innocent servants might sample the wine, or worse, their enemies might recognize the signs and intervene. The blend had to be exact: symptoms at thirteen minutes, death by fifteen. No time to react, and just enough time for them to walk away.

He worked by candlelight, hands steady despite the weight of responsibility. Each vial held enough poison to kill a dozen men. He packed them in a velvet-lined pouch at his belt. One wrong move and he'd join his targets in whatever afterlife awaited poisoners.

Spite stirred in the back of his mind, sneering. No blood? Poison is for cowards.

"Death is death," Lucanis murmured, sealing the last vial. "The artistry lies in choosing the right tool."

The demon's presence felt less invasive tonight, perhaps purpose agreed with both of them. Maybe this was what it meant to stop running from what he'd become and start using it.

The rest of his preparations were equally thorough. He'd restocked their medical supplies and bought food—hard cheese that wouldn't spoil, bread that would travel well, dried fruit, and a bottle of Antivan red.

The wine hadn’t been a calculated choice, though the deep burgundy color matched the shade Nelle painted her lips. She had said it was her war paint—enemies expected certain things from beautiful women, but never steel and death. 

His pack sat ready by the door when familiar footsteps echoed in the stairwell. Three flights up, steady rhythm, slight favor to the left foot. Only Rook walked like that—efficient but never rushed, aware of her surroundings but confident in her welcome.

"You're earlier than expected," he said without looking up from the map spread across the room's single table.

"Roads were clearer than expected." Her voice was calm, but her movements were precise as she explored the room. "Any changes?" she asked, setting her pack down quietly.

"Several." He finally looked up. Her shoulders were tight, her posture exact. She stood at just enough distance to maintain professionalism. They didn’t know what it meant to be alone together anymore. "They’re increasing security as the gathering nears."

She pulled out the room's second chair. "I'm listening."

"The guest list has grown. Looks like they’re not just reaffirming allegiances—they’re recruiting."

She frowned. "That's unusually impulsive for a Venatori operation."

"Which means they're either desperate or confident they won't be interrupted." He traced a finger along the map's route to the summer estate. "I’ve identified most of the key players. With this many in one place, we’ll have only one shot."

"What do you have in mind?"

The plan took shape as he explained: additional staff were being hired for the banquet—mostly local girls. No one would question one more unfamiliar face. During wine service, they’d have access to every target.

"Infiltration and subterfuge rather than assault," she concluded.

"Twelve confirmed Venatori agents and at least ten more sympathizers. Plus their guards. A direct strike would fail. But if the leadership dies mid-celebration…"

"Fear spreads faster than blood." She leaned in, studying the notes and diagrams.

“I’ve already brewed the poison. Three drops per cup, no more,” he said finally, watching her face. Her hesitation was brief but unmistakable, and he recognized it for what it was—not doubt in his skill, but the weight of accepting another person's tools for killing. It was intimate in a way most people never understood. Each practitioner developed their own techniques and tolerances for poisons. Trusting another's work required a level of faith that professional assassins rarely afforded anyone.

"What's the timeline?" she asked finally.

"Fifteen minutes from ingestion to death. Symptoms begin at thirteen minutes—sudden fatigue, difficulty breathing, loss of coordination. By fourteen minutes, complete cardiovascular collapse. The delay should give us enough time to avoid immediate suspicion and make our way out.

She nodded. "Alright, I trust your skills," she said, measured. "Always have."

"We should rest," he said, rolling up the maps. "Tomorrow will be a long day."

 


 

The ride to the estate took them through countryside that belonged in a romantic painting—rolling hills dotted with wildflowers, ancient oak trees providing shade, streams that babbled with cheerful persistence, making killing seem like a distant impossibility.

An hour from their destination, they left the main road for a shepherd's track that curved around the estate's eastern boundary. The summer retreat sat in a shallow valley, geometric gardens stretching outward like spokes on a wheel from the main building, with clustered outbuildings near the servants’ entrance.

They quietly moved through the underbrush. The estate's defenses were adequate rather than impressive—guards looked competent but not exceptional, patrol routes followed predictable patterns, and walls that promised more privacy than protection. The Comte clearly believed isolation and political connections offered sufficient security.

A costly mistake.

The servants' activity provided them with an opportunity. Men and women moved freely between the kitchen entrance and various outbuildings, carrying supplies, setting up tables, and preparing for the evening's festivities. Most importantly, the guards barely glanced at them—familiar faces performing familiar tasks, invisible by repetition.

As afternoon shadows lengthened and preparations grew frantic, they made their move.

The maid's uniform hung on the clothing line like an invitation, and Rook pulled it on behind the cover of trees. The bodice laced tightly, pressing her breasts higher than she'd ever choose. The linen skirt was practical, but the neckline was anything but. She braided her hair in the loose style like the other servants, worked dirt under her fingernails, and rubbed dust across her cheek to suggest a day's honest labor. 

When she returned to Lucanis, the look in his eyes made her forget the corset’s pinch. He looked at her as if she wore Tevinter silk instead of rough cloth.

"Will it pass inspection?" she asked, fighting the warmth that rose in her cheeks.

"It will." His voice was rough. "Be careful in there."

He walked her to the forest's edge, close enough to the estate that she could see servants bustling between outbuildings. "Remember," he said as they reached the edge, "three drops per cup, no more. I'll be watching from the servants' gallery. If anything goes wrong—"

"Three short whistles. I know."

She confidently approached the servants' entrance with the sort of stride that most guards never questioned. Servants with tasks rarely stood out; it was the idle ones who attracted attention. The first test came immediately, a guard stationed near the door who looked up as she approached.

"You're late," he said without much interest.

“The baker’s delivery ran long,” she replied in fluent Orlesian, infusing it with the sing-song lilt of the countryside. “Madame Dubois was very particular about the bread.”

He waved her through without further question.

Inside, the kitchen buzzed with controlled chaos. She snatched a wicker basket from the floor and moved through the kitchen, observing everything. Within the hour, wine service would begin in the main hall, servers offering crystal glasses of the Comte’s finest vintages.

The perfect delivery system: death disguised as hospitality.

She noted exits, guard positions, and the flow between stations. Then, with no one watching, she slipped to a side door and turned the heavy lock.

Lucanis materialized from the shadows, sliding through the half-opened door. His shoulder brushed hers as he passed, and she caught the familiar scent of leather and coffee that always seemed to cling to him. 

Focus , she reminded herself. Contract first, distractions never.

She started to whisper. "The wine service begins in—" 

Metal footsteps on stone. A guard making his rounds.

Without hesitation, she grabbed Lucanis’ arm and pushed him into a nearby alcove, yanking the heavy curtain closed and positioning herself in front just as the guard rounded the corner. 

"Girl, what are you doing here?"

"Oh! Monsieur, you startled me," she replied, letting surprise color her voice. "I was just... the cook sent me to check the wine stores, but I'm afraid I've gotten turned around. These old houses, they're like mazes, non?"

The guard relaxed at her smile. She tucked a loose strand behind her ear, a small, practiced gesture that drew his gaze to the curve of her neck and collarbone.

"New to the house?" 

"Oui, hired just for tonight's festivities. The staff they are so busy, and I am eager to help." She stepped closer, letting her eyes widen with apparent gratitude. "Perhaps you could point me toward the cellars? I would be so grateful to someone who knows these halls."

His chest puffed with the flattery, and she caught his gaze dipping briefly to her cleavage. "Down the corridor, third door on your left. Mind the steps—they're steep, and we wouldn't want you to hurt yourself."

“Merci beaucoup.” Her fingers brushed his sleeve as she passed, just enough to send him off with a swagger. "You're very kind."

She waited until his footsteps faded before returning to the alcove. Lucanis emerged from behind the curtain, his jaw set in hard lines, and his dark eyes burning with something that might have been jealousy.

The next hour passed in careful observation and subtle preparation. She helped arrange serving trays and memorized the layout of the dining hall. The chaos would provide perfect cover.

As the sun set, carriages began arriving. Through the kitchen windows, she caught glimpses of Orlesian nobles in their finest attire, accompanied by individuals in tailored armor and arrogance.

When the dinner bell chimed, she went to the storage room where Lucanis waited. He had clear sightlines to the main dining hall. 

"Ready?" he asked, pulling out four small vials of clear liquid.

"Ready." She took the vials, feeling their weight settle in her hands.

"Remember," he said, pressing the vials into her palm, "three drops per cup, no more.”

“There’ll be a distraction in the kitchens once the last glass is poured,” he murmured. “Smoke only. Enough to get us out clean.”

She nodded, tucking the vials into her apron's pockets. "I'll signal when it's done."

The dining hall buzzed with conversation as she entered, carrying a tray of crystal glasses filled with the Comte's finest red wine. The room was magnificent—soaring ceilings painted with classical scenes, and walls lined with priceless art. Long tables groaned under the weight of elaborate place settings, while musicians played softly from a corner alcove.

She moved between tables with skillful invisibility, counting targets as she poured. Each drop of poison disappeared into deep burgundy wine, undetectable to the eye and nose. She didn’t flinch. Didn’t pause.

Lucanis watched from the corridor.

The final target—a minor lord who had revealed extensive Venatori sympathies—downed his cup just as shouting rose from the kitchen, right on schedule.

She headed back, her movements brisk, just another servant responding to chaos. Then, two guards blocked the way.

"Help!" she cried in rapid Orlesian, throwing herself into their path with perfectly crafted distress.“Smoke—screaming—someone said there’s fire—”

The guards helped her to her feet, barking questions. She sobbed, babbled incoherently, and they rushed past her. She straightened and smoothed her skirts when they disappeared around the corner.

"Impressive."

She turned to find Lucanis watching from the shadows, his voice warm and something more profound that made her pulse quicken.

"Just another day's work," she replied, unable to suppress her smile.

He stepped closer, close enough that she could see the pride in his eyes. "We need to go. The poison will take effect soon."

"We made a good team tonight," she said simply.

"We always do."

 


 

She led them toward the side exit, the one where she had let Lucanis in earlier. Her footsteps were purposeful but not hurried—a servant finishing her duties, nothing more—while Lucanis trailed in the shadows. The poison would begin its work soon, and they needed to be gone before the first collapse sent the estate into true chaos.

The garden greeted them in silence. When they turned the corner, torchlight flickered ahead. A patrol, moving in their direction.

Before she could react, Lucanis pulled her across the path and into the narrow space between the outer wall and a thick hedge. The gap was barely wide enough for one person, let alone two. His body pressed against hers, dark leathers covering her light servant's dress that caught the moonlight like a beacon.

She held her breath as footsteps approached, paused, then continued past. The guards' voices faded as they rounded the corner, away from the exit.

In the silence that followed, she became acutely aware of everything—the rough stone wall against her back, the scent of night-blooming moonflower from the hedge, the warmth radiating from Lucanis's body. Her heart was pounding so loudly, she was sure he could hear it. She looked at him, and she saw her own awareness reflected in his dark eyes. They should go. She knew it. Minutes before the poison took effect, before chaos erupted.

But she couldn't move.

His hand was still braced against the wall beside her head, and slowly, deliberately, he leaned closer.

"We should run," he murmured, but his gaze dropped to her lips.

"We should," she agreed, making no move to step away from him.

The moment stretched between them, then it snapped.

His mouth crashed against hers with desperate hunger, all the careful restraint of the evening finally breaking. She melted into him, hands fisting in his leathers, pulling him even closer despite the impossibility of the space.

The kiss was urgent, frantic—she could hear distant voices from the estate, see the occasional flicker of torchlight through gaps in the hedge. Every second felt stolen, precious, dangerous.

His hands tangled in her loosened hair while she worked frantically at his belt. Her dress had too many ties and buttons, and when his fingers began to shake with impatience, he drew his dagger.

"Lucanis," she breathed, but he was already slicing through the laces.

He growled against her throat, and she felt the freed fabric fall away.

Footsteps echoed nearby—another patrol. She froze, heart hammering, pressed against him in the shadows. She bit her lip to stifle a gasp as his mouth found the sensitive spot where her neck met her shoulder. When the guards passed and their voices faded, they were on each other again with renewed desperation.

He shoved her chemise down, mouth never leaving her skin, and she arched into his touch, fighting to stay silent as he palmed her breasts roughly, rolling her nipples between his fingers. He was wild and wanting, and she loved it.

She finally freed him from his trousers. He pressed her harder into the wall, one hand gripping her thigh as he pushed her skirts up, never breaking the kiss. She could feel him, hard and insistent against her, and her body responded with liquid heat pooling low.

"Now," she whispered urgently, wrapping her arms around his neck.

He lifted her, and she wrapped her legs around his waist as he aligned himself and sank into her in one smooth thrust. The sensation tore a strangled moan from her throat, which he silenced with another fierce kiss.

He set a frenzied pace that matched the urgency of their situation, and she met him thrust for thrust, lost in the overwhelming sensations—the mission's adrenaline, the danger of their position, him—it was explosive.

Her climax hit her like lightning, every nerve ending alive with pleasure. She bit down on her lip to muffle her cry, her body trembling against him as waves of sensation crashed over her.

But he didn't stop. Even as she shuddered through her release, he maintained that relentless pace, working her through every aftershock. She gasped against his throat, overwhelmed by the intensity, her sensitized body responding to every thrust.

"Lucanis," she breathed, not sure if it was a plea or devotion.

"Again," he growled against her ear, his voice rough. "I want to feel you again."

The combination of his words and his unrelenting rhythm sent her spiraling toward another peak before she'd fully recovered from the first. Her second climax built differently—deeper, more consuming—and when it crashed over her, she cried out despite herself.

The sound of her pleasure, the way her body clenched around him in that second release, finally broke his control. He buried his face in her neck, stifling his own groan as he emptied himself into her with deep, shuddering thrusts that prolonged both their pleasure.

For a moment, they stayed like that, breathless and shaking, her heart racing from more than just exertion. Then reality crashed through orgasmic bliss. They needed to move.

She straightened her clothes with shaking hands, her ruined dress barely decent but passable in the darkness. 

She should have felt guilt. Or fear. Definitely shame. But what pulsed through her now was something simpler: satisfaction.

Hand in hand, they ran for the treeline, and she had to bite back laughter that bubbled up like champagne. Behind them, the first shouts of alarm began to rise from the estate as the poison finally claimed its victims.

 

Chapter 38: You remembered

Summary:

She had meant to explain over breakfast. Had rehearsed the words in her head while brushing down the horses, something about a shortcut, a safer route. But when he handed her a waterskin without a word, and their fingers brushed against each other again, she hesitated, the words catching in her throat like birds uncertain of flight. The truth was, she wanted to surprise him—and the thought of his reaction made her stomach twist with nervous anticipation.

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The fire crackled low in the center of the grove, casting long shadows against the trunks of oak trees. Their horses grazed nearby, tied loosely to a fallen log. Just out of sight, a river murmured over stones. It was a safe enough spot for the night—quiet, hidden, no signs of patrol.

They had moved around each other easily while setting up camp. No discussion was needed, no awkward negotiation of space—just the quiet rhythm of two people who knew how to exist in each other’s orbits.

Nelle crouched beside the flames, methodically feeding twigs into the pit. Her fingers worked in silence, but it was layered over restlessness.

Lucanis sat opposite her, sharpening a blade that didn't need it. The whetstone rasped rhythmically against steel, a sound she'd come to associate with him. Soothing, in a strange way, like a heartbeat. She'd been listening to that particular rhythm for an hour now, which meant the blade was either duller than a butter knife or sharp enough to split hairs.

They hadn't spoken since they had made camp. The silence wasn't uncomfortable, as she had expected it to be. Instead, it was warm and serene.

Here, in this quiet grove with only the fire between them, she felt like herself again. Not Rook, the leader, not the careful diplomat who had to weigh every word for its impact. Just Nelle. She couldn't remember the last time she'd felt this settled in her own skin. 

How did he do that? How did he draw her out of the persona everyone expected, past the crafted responses and strategic thinking, down to something truer underneath?

She glanced at him through the flames. His brow furrowed with focus, the muscles in his jaw tight. Everything about him was composed and professional. But she noticed the small tells now—how his shoulders held just a fraction too much tension, how his breathing had shifted from the steady rhythm of concentration.

The contradiction twisted something in her chest.  She’d seen him undone, inhaled his breath as he whispered her name, felt him tremble against her. Had felt his grip in The Hilt, and tasted him in the kitchen. 

Still feeling the aftermath of their passion between her thighs as she sat there, Nelle pressed her lips together and stared into the fire until her eyes stung. Anything to distract her from what had happened between them.

She should have stopped him.

She shouldn't want to again.

But she did. And worse—she missed him. Not just the heat of him, the weight of his body against hers, but the way he'd looked at her after. As if she wasn’t a mistake he regretted after all, as if she were something he wanted, something worth the risk. That look had been honest—she was sure of it. 

He had pushed her away, and it had hurt her. Deeply. More deeply than she should've allowed. 

Yet despite the pain, despite his stubborn resistance born of self-doubt, she found herself unable to deny the pull between them. There was a gravity in his eyes that made her feel both seen and dismantled.

The truth was simple, even if it terrified her: she was tired of fighting this current, tired of swimming upstream against something that felt as natural as breathing. It cost her too much to deny him, to miss him.

If that meant she would shatter when the current finally carried her to shore, so be it.

If only she had the words for any of it. To make him see that she accepted him—man, demon, broken family, and all.

Something else, then. Something real. Something only she could offer.

Her fingers curled around a stick until it snapped in her hand. She tossed it into the fire. Her hand drifted to her neck without conscious thought, only becoming aware when she brushed skin instead of gold. The loss of her pendant still sent sharp pangs of pain through her, and she wondered if it would ever dull.

Across the flames, Lucanis didn’t flinch. Just kept working that blade.

The fire began to die as the night deepened around them. Eventually, Lucanis set aside his whetstone and volunteered for first watch. Nelle didn't argue.

 


 

Lucanis was on watch, though his eyes mostly lingered on her.

She lay curled toward the small fire he had kept going, one hand tucked beneath her cheek. The flames cast shifting shadows across her face, smoothing the worry lines that had deepened over the last few months. She had twitched a few times, spoken a few words, something that sounded like his name, but he couldn't be sure. Spite had offered to tell him the scent of her dreams, but he was quick to decline that offer. It felt intrusive, and he wasn’t sure he wanted to know.

The night was settling around them with the soft sounds he'd learned to find comforting—the distant hoot of an owl, the gentle rustle of leaves in the breeze, the quiet snuffling of their horses. No footsteps. No metal on leather. No conversations carried on the wind. Just peace.

Her hair was pulled back in a loose braid, wisps curling around her cheeks. Her dress, corset torn at the laces where he had cut through, had been bound in place with her belt, clumsy but functional. The sight should have filled him with guilt. Instead, it made something warm and possessive curl in his chest.

Spite surged in pride as his eyes lingered on the path his knife had taken.

She liked it. Smelled. Sweeter.

"Inappropriate, Spite," Lucanis murmured under his breath.

You liked it. Too. Made her. Yours.

The demon wasn't wrong. There had been other times in the last few weeks, heated encounters that left them both breathless, guilty, and unsure of where they stood. Pretending afterward that nothing had changed.

But tonight felt different. Not because of what they’d done, but because of what they hadn’t said. The silence between them was no longer just avoidance; it was a fragile kind of intimacy. Undeniable and growing.

Spite was still fascinated with Nelle, though Lucanis still didn't know if it was because the demon liked her or because of her effect on his host. That was a conversation he didn't know how to have. What he did know was that Spite went quiet around her in a way that felt almost... content. Like even a demon could recognize sanctuary when it found it.

She dreams of you, Spite offered. Not afraid. Never afraid.

He should say something when she woke up. Should offer her his spare cloak. Should apologize for the dress, for the love bites he'd left on her throat, for all the ways he'd marked her and then pushed her away. Pretended it hadn't meant what it did.

But the words wouldn't come. They never did, not when it mattered.

He couldn't stop remembering how she'd said his name, how she'd looked when she came apart around him. The feel of her thighs wrapped tight against his hips, her gasps muffled against his neck. The memories were vivid enough to replace the image that had been stuck in his head since he told her not to come to his room anymore, when he had shut her out completely. The stoic heartbreak, his brave Nelle accepting the rejection. 

He'd spent most of his life keeping people out. He had tried to keep her out, painfully pushed her away, denying his own heart and breaking hers. But with Nelle, it was like the door had already been unlocked. No matter how hard he tried, he was drawn to her. 

And now he didn't know if she regretted it. She probably should. If she asked, he'd pretend he did too.

She deserved better, and for her, he would be. For her, he would piece by piece, remake himself into a creature worthy of her. For her, he would find the strength to become who he was supposed to be. Man, Crow, abomination. He’d bear it all.

The fire popped, sending sparks spiraling up toward the stars. Dew was beginning to settle on the grass around them, and somewhere in the distance, a night bird called to its mate—normal sounds. Safe sounds. 

After a long moment, he finally looked away and reached into his pack in search of his cloak. He stretched his legs as he stood up, then he unfolded the cloak and laid it gently across her shoulders, careful not to wake her. 

Her fingers found his before he could pull away, giving a soft squeeze in acknowledgment. His breath caught, and for a heartbeat, he froze, afraid to move and break whatever fragile thing had just passed between them.

He didn’t speak. He just chose to stay, settling beside her.

The fire popped.

Neither said anything.

They didn't talk about what they were. Not yet. Maybe not ever.

 


 

The morning was misted and pale when they broke camp, a hush that made the world feel half-formed lingering over them. Nelle rode ahead, letting the rhythm of her horse's steps fill the silence between them. Lucanis was behind her, close enough that she could hear the occasional creak of his saddle, the soft sound of breath through his nose. Alert, as always. Watching the woods. Watching her.

She hadn't told him where they were going.

She had meant to explain over breakfast, had rehearsed the words in her head while brushing down the horses, something about a shortcut or a safer route. But when he handed her a waterskin without a word, and their fingers brushed against each other again, she hesitated, the words catching in her throat like birds uncertain of flight. The truth was, she wanted to surprise him, and the thought of his reaction made her stomach twist with nervous anticipation.

The trail narrowed where the trees grew thick, twisting birch and towering oak, and she dismounted once the slope began to climb. Lucanis followed without question, his bootfalls steady behind her as they led their horses on foot.

She glanced back once and saw him frowning slightly, that familiar calculating look in his dark eyes. But he didn't question her. 

"Ever been out this far east?" she asked finally, voice soft so it wouldn't jar the stillness.

"No." A pause, measured and precise. "I was not aware we had a specific destination."

"We don't," she said. Then, "We do. You'll see."

He made a quiet sound, neither agreement nor skepticism, but she felt his attention sharpen like a blade finding its edge.

The woods thinned again near the ridge. Nelle left the horses tethered beneath a crooked tree and began the climb on foot. Rocks slipped under her boots, the incline steeper than it looked, her breathing faster with each step. She heard Lucanis fall into step behind her again, silent except for the occasional shift of weight, and wondered not for the first time whether he could hear her heart hammering against her ribs.

What if this was a mistake? Years of keeping this secret, and now she was risking it all on a hope that he'd understand why it mattered, why she had taken him here.

They reached the crest just as the sun broke over the horizon.

Below them stretched a wide valley, flanked by jagged cliffs. From there, they had a clear view into an alcove among the cliffs. At the far end, there was movement in the bushes. And then—moving with grace—was a wyvern.

It was massive and sleek, its scales shimmered silver-blue in the morning light, and its wings were tucked against its sides. A second, smaller wyvern emerged from the underbrush and padded to the little pond formed in the rock, and Nelle caught the faint scent of something wild on the morning breeze.

She heard Lucanis inhale next to her, reverently, like something in him had stopped moving. Nelle watched as his eyes widened at the sight before him, mouth agape, lost for words.

"It's a nesting site," she said quietly. "I had a contract here years ago. Couriers and spies kept disappearing in the area. Never told anyone what I really found." She paused, watching the larger wyvern lift its great head, amber eyes on the lookout for breakfast. "Figured it was safer that way, didn’t want to turn it into a hunting ground. No one else needed to know."

He stood there still as stone, eyes locked on the creatures below, until he finally spoke.

"Why?"

She shrugged, but her fingers worried at the leather of her gloves. "Figured you'd finally want to see one," She managed a small smile. "And Harding mentioned you keep asking everyone about them."

He turned to her then, and the expression on his face was soft, like no one had ever listened closely enough to remember what mattered to him, and he didn't quite know what to do with the feeling.

"You remembered," he said, and his voice was quieter than she'd ever heard it.

She gave a small, helpless smile. "Of course I did."

They stood there for a long time, watching the wyverns exist peacefully.

Silence didn't have to mean distance.

When they finally stirred, Nelle turned downhill, ready to start their journey back, when Lucanis caught her wrist. His fingers were warm as he gently pulled her to him and kissed her. Slowly. Reverently. Completely. When he let her go, she felt lightheaded.

He stared into her eyes, and there was something raw in his expression. "Thank you."

The rest of the way down, the sun had climbed higher, birds singing overhead as they picked their way slowly through the rocks. The descent felt peaceful, contemplative. Like the moment was, already becoming a memory. They climbed their horses and continued their journey, but all too soon, they reached the crossroads where their paths would diverge—his back to Val Royeaux to watch for any Venatori or Orlesian reaction to their mission, hers to the Lighthouse.

Lucanis lingered at the fork in the trail, his hand resting on his horse's neck, but his eyes were on her. The easy intimacy of the morning seemed to slip away, replaced by the weight of duty.

"Tomorrow," he said finally, but it sounded like a question.

"Tomorrow," she confirmed.

 

Chapter 39: A House Built From Pain

Summary:

"What is this place?" she asked.
"Home."
"Villa Dellamorte?" Nelle frowned. "But why does it look like this?"
Spite tilted his head, almost gently. "Two places. One made him, one broke him. He can't tell them apart anymore."

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The request had been simple enough: retrieve Zara Renata's corpse before the Crows cremated her.

Lucanis had expected Viago to refuse—it was an unusual ask, even by Crow standards. But when he'd explained his reasoning, Viago's expression had darkened.

"You think your cousin orchestrated your imprisonment," Viago had said, not a question but a verdict.

"I think many things," Lucanis replied. "But I need to know for certain."

That conversation had led them here, to Emmrich's chambers in the lighthouse, where the usually warm and scholarly atmosphere had been transformed into something far more ominous. Ritual chalk circled the center stone table. The smell of iron lingered beneath incense. The necromancer had spent the better part of an hour preparing.

Zara's corpse lay at the center.

Without her illusions, she was withered and ancient, already beginning to show signs of decay. Her mouth had been sewn shut in the Crow tradition, her hands folded over her chest. The bruising around her neck, where Illario had snapped it, was dark and unmistakable.

She looked preserved, but not at peace. Even in death, there was something malevolent about her presence.

"You're certain about this?" Viago asked, his voice curt. He stood near the edge of the ritual circle, arms crossed, watching Emmrich make his final preparations.

Lucanis's fingers curled into fists at his sides . "This is the only way to know beyond a doubt. I won't act directly against my cousin—against my House—without irrefutable proof."

Emmrich looked up from the leather-bound tome in his hands, his usually kind eyes serious. "She'll answer, my dear friend. Whether you'll like what she has to say is another matter entirely." He paused, studying Lucanis's face. "The dead have no reason to lie, but they also have no reason to be gentle with the truth."

Rook stood beside him, silent, watchful. She hadn't spoken since they brought the body in, but her presence grounded him. Her eyes moved constantly—marking the sigils, the shadows in the corners of the room, Emmrich lighting the candles.

She sees everything, he thought.

She's worried about you , Spite murmured, unusually quiet. The demon had been subdued all afternoon—not gone, but still. Even Spite seemed to sense what they were about to unearth.

"The ritual requires complete focus," Emmrich continued, closing the tome with a soft thud. "I must ask that you not interrupt once I begin, regardless of what you hear. The spirit realm is... unpredictable. Any disruption could have consequences."

Viago's mouth flattened into a thin line. "I want confirmation. A name. Who gave the order to have Lucanis taken and Caterina killed."

"Then I suggest you hold your tongue until she's finished speaking," Emmrich replied, his scholar's politeness edged with professorial steel.

The necromancer moved to stand beside the corpse, raising his hands on either side of his head as he began to chant.

The language was old, not meant for mortal mouths. The air turned arctic—Lucanis's next breath misted white . Shadows curled in the corners, stretching toward the center. The air thickened, slow and heavy, like the world itself had begun to listen.

Beside him, Rook's hand found his arm, fingers wrapping around his wrist. Steady. Warm.

Something comes , Spite hissed, and Lucanis felt the demon's unease.

Zara's body twitched. Just once, but the movement was wrong—too sharp, too sudden.

The corpse drew in a breath, deep and rasping, as if pulling air through water. The sound echoed strangely in the chamber, seeming to come from everywhere and nowhere at once. It scraped along Lucanis's spine like a blade.

"What do you require of this one?" The voice was Zara's, but her mouth didn’t move. The sound echoed, layered with something vast and cold. Something that remembered being alive and resented it.

Emmrich's knuckles went white as he gripped his staff. "Tell us about Illario Dellamorte."

The corpse turned its head with a grinding sound, bone over bone. Her stitched eyes remained closed, but Lucanis felt her attention land on them like a hook in the chest pulling him in.

"Amatus," the corpse crooned, "My beautiful, ambitious love. Such pretty words he spoke, such devoted passion. All lies." Zara hissed, "He fooled us both."

Lucanis's teeth ground together . He’d expected confirmation, but the sharp, petty malice in her voice made it real in a way no suspicion ever could. "Elaborate."

The corpse's head tilted with predatory interest. "You took what he wanted most in this world. More than family. More than love."

"The title of First Talon," Lucanis said quietly. Of course. Only Illario could be so petty. "But why imprison me? Why not just kill me?"

"Ah..." The corpse's lips curved in a grotesque smirk, pulling against the stitches. "An improvisation on this one's part. You had too much potential to die so young, and this one had such... plans."

Viago leaned forward, his composure cracking. "Did Illario use you to kill Caterina?"

"No." The answer came sharply. "This one offered but was refused."

Rook broke her silence. "Then how did he control Spite?"

The corpse's unseeing gaze slid to her, and Lucanis's pulse jumped. Rook didn’t flinch—but her jaw locked, just briefly.

"Clever girl," it purred. "This one gifted him blood as proof of death. Still warm. Still soaked in fear and rage. Collected by this one's hand, with such tender precision."

The pieces snapped into place. "That's why it felt like blood magic."

"Is Illario working for the Evanuris?" Rook pressed, though her eyes remained fixed on Lucanis.

"This one… made introductions." A sick little laugh rasped from the stitched mouth.

Emmrich swayed, his chant faltering . "Her spirit is strong. Haste would be appreciated."

Lucanis stepped closer to the edge of the circle. "Enough. Let her go."

The corpse twitched, spasmed once, then collapsed like a marionette cut from its strings.

The sudden silence was deafening.

Emmrich caught himself against the table, breathing hard . "That," he muttered, "was not a restful spirit."

Rook's voice came low, even. "Did anyone see Caterina's body?"

Lucanis went very still.

Viago shook his head slowly . "No. Illario said she was too badly mutilated, that it would be... inappropriate to view her."

If he hadn't used the Venatori to kill her, and refused Zara's offer…then what? Illaria had killed Caterine himself? Possible, but not likely. Illario was never able to fully commit to anything.

"She might still be alive."

A possibility. A terrible, impossible hope.

Viago straightened, his voice regaining its razor edge. "I'll inform Teia. We'll continue to monitor Illario's movements closely." He paused, his expression growing serious. "But don't wait too long. If Caterina lives, every day is borrowed time."

"And if she's dead?" Lucanis asked.

"Then justice delayed is justice denied." Viago's smile was sharp. "When you're ready to move, you won't be alone."

When Viago left, Emmrich began dismantling the ritual circle quietly. Lucanis and Rook stood in the hollow silence that had been left behind, deep in thought.

"We should go," he said finally. "Let Emmrich work in peace."

They walked through the lighthouse, and the familiar corridors felt strange after the otherworldly atmosphere of the ritual. Lucanis barely registered where they were until Rook stopped him.

"What now?" she asked. 

“I don’t know.” Lucanis sighed, dragging a hand through his hair. "I'm not sure I can kill him," he admitted, the words tasting like ash. "Illario is... he's family. We grew up together. But I'm not convinced I can stop Spite if the demon demands blood."

"I'm sorry," she said quietly as she stepped closer. "I know how much family means to you."

He looked away, unable to hold her gaze. "If Caterina's alive, that changes everything. But if she's dead…" He trailed off. "I don't know what's right anymore."

Her thumb brushed his cheek, a silent reminder that he didn't need to carry this burden alone. The warmth of her touch lingered on his skin. 

She smiled then. "Come on, let's get some air."

As they walked toward the courtyard, Lucanis felt the weight of what was coming settling on his shoulders.

Betrayal demands an answer! Spite hissed.

Lucanis didn't answer.

They just kept walking, hand in hand, into whatever came next.

 


 

Nelle was anxious as she prepared herself for sleep. Her fingers fumbled with the laces of her armor , making her sigh in frustration before she sat on the edge of her bed. She forced herself to breathe— in and stretch, out and release. One breath. Then another. By the fourth, her hands remembered what to do.

As she undressed, her mind drifted to dinner, or more precisely, Lucanis. He had made her favorite dessert again. She had tried to resist, waiting until everyone else took seconds before giving in. When she finally reached for it, he’d smirked at her, smug and teasing. She’d wanted to smack him. Instead, she’d smiled back.

Nelle had noticed the little attentions he paid her—the pantry stocked with her favorite foods, her cloak mended before she got to it, the bottle of Antivan red in front of her door.

But what mattered more was that he’d stopped pushing her away. She didn’t know why, and she didn’t ask. But it mattered.

She should still be angry with him—righteously so. Even now, part of her wanted to shake him, demand answers for the way he'd withdrawn after Zara’s death, a justification for the heartbreak he caused. She had tried to hold onto that hurt, to let it fuel her anger. But somewhere along the way, she had let it go. Maybe she’d left it behind in Orlais, with the shredded remains of the dress he cut her out of.

Heat crept up her neck as she threw on her nightshirt, crawling under a blanket.

It wasn’t just about the gestures. It was the way he let her in. How he opened up without retreating into that self-imposed prison cell he called a room. He let her see him, not always, but enough.

And she saw more than he realized. She stared at the ceiling, fingers tracing patterns on the blanket . She had become so completely attuned to him that she saw his triggers.

Some topics she knew not to broach first.

He could answer Bellara’s technical questions or laugh at Taash’s weird ones. He even joked—grimly, but still—about the Ossuary with Emmrich or Davrin.

But when it came to the emotional fallout of the betrayal he had suffered? When it came to what possession had done to him, was doing to him?

Nothing.

She knew it took a toll that went beyond sleepless nights. During the worst of it, she'd caught him staring at empty corners, his jaw tight with concentration. Watched him press his fingers to his temples when he thought no one was looking. Noticed the way he sometimes stopped mid-sentence, his eyes going distant as if listening to something only he could hear.

On the topic of Illario, he grew quieter by the day. She knew he was calculating, preparing, running through every possibility in that assassin’s brain of his. All she could do was give him time and listen when he would come to her.

She hadn’t expected that it would be Spite to approach her first.

Sleep must have claimed her while she worried about the headache that had creased Lucanis's brow at dinner. The next thing she knew, something had pulled her from dreams—a presence, intense and watching.

She slowly opened her eyes and saw flaring violet ones looking back at her. They glowed too brightly in the dim room, causing her to squint as her eyes adapted.

Lucanis was seated on the floor, arms folded over the edge of her bed, head tilted. But it wasn’t him. His breathing was different, and the way he carried himself was wrong. His shoulders were too rigid, as if he were wearing clothes that didn't fit. 

“Spite?” she said groggily, rubbing a hand over her eyes. “What—why are you here?”

"We need help." The demon’s voice wasn’t taunting tonight, but carried an edge of barely contained anxiety.

"How?” She asked, “ What do you need?"

“He listens to you.” Spite leaned closer, violet gaze burning into hers. “He always listens to you.”

Nelle sat up fully now, the weight of the moment sobering her. She stared at those violet eyes and wondered if this was precisely how people got manipulated by demons. But the desperation in Spite's voice felt real, and if Lucanis was in trouble...

“Lucanis is here .” The demon pointed towards his head. “ Always. But I can’t get to him. And I can’t get out.”

“You're stuck?"

"Yes!" The word came out as a snarl.

“Okay...,” She kept her voice steady, drawing on years of navigating dangerous situations. “How do I get you unstuck?”

“Speak to him. In there.” He pointed again. “Get us out!” 

“But if you can’t reach him, how can I?” She asked, confused by the request.

"He listens to you," the demon repeated, baring his teeth as if impatient. "You walked in between. You speak to Pride. You can reach him."

She frowned. “You mean like how I reach Solas and talk to him?  Do you want me to try that?”

“Yes,” Spite hissed. “Try that.”

Nelle hesitated. She wasn’t sure this would work or what would happen if it did. What if she got trapped in there with them? What if she couldn't find her way back?  

"If I do this—if something goes wrong—what happens to both of you?"

“We stay stuck.” Spite snarled, not pleased with that possibility.

She rose slowly from her bed, padded across the floor, and sat cross-legged on the rug there. Her back was positioned to the wall, her gaze on the flickering candles on the small altar table in front of her.

Spite retreated to the corner of the room. Watching. She could hear him pacing, Lucanis's boots making soft sounds against the stone floor.

She let her breath slow. In. Out. She let her thoughts loosen and unfocused her eyes as the warmth of the candlelight washed over her senses.

One breath. Then another. And another.

Everything else slipped away. The walls. The quiet scratching of Spite’s presence. The pounding of her own heart. Every thought was pushed out until only the flames in the now remained.

She let go.

And fell.

And when she opened her eyes, the room was gone.

 


 

The world had gone quiet.

She stood at the threshold of what might have once been a grand marble hallway. Tarnished gilding peeled from the walls and ornate paneling warped where dampness had seeped through from somewhere else. Standing there felt wrong, as if she was seeing something she wasn’t supposed to, on the verge of being discovered.

Above, chunks of the roof had simply disappeared. Through the gaps, she glimpsed the view from the Ossuary. But instead of the living tableau that had served as his prison ceiling, this view was static. It held no movement or life, as if his mind had painted a picture over the fractures. Or maybe the Ossuary was the reason this place had cracked in the first place.

The hallway branched in many directions, flanked by archways that led to different rooms. Some doors bore plaques—Study, Training Room, Atrium, Lighthouse, Kitchen, Gallery—but others remained unmarked. The doors themselves told stories of what lay behind them: pristine oak beside splintered wood, brass handles next to rusted iron.

From the end of the hall came a sound, so faint she almost missed it—a rhythmic tapping, like fingers drumming against wood.

Spite appeared beside her, materializing from thin air.

His true form, this time.

He was taller now—lean, sinuous, and broad-shouldered. His limbs stretched long, calloused and scorched, knotted with layered muscle. Not agile, but worked—like he’d been climbing the same crumbling cliff for centuries. Every joint looked like it had healed wrong multiple times, and shadow-armor shifted constantly across his form like smoke beneath water, thickening and thinning with his mood. His eyes blazed a color she had no name for.

He stood bent forward, always straining against resistance, like a creature trying to cross a battlefield while dragging others behind him.

But it was his expression that struck her most. Not menace or malevolence, but weariness. A being held together by purpose, cracked by pain.

Glowing red lyrium sigils burned into his flesh—remnants of the Venatori's blood ritual that pulsed brighter whenever that distant tapping reached them.

"Where are we?" she asked, her voice barely steady.

"Lucanis is here," Spite said. His voice reverberated, half inside her head.  “Behind locked doors. I can't get through."

"Is this the Fade? Are there other spirits here?"

"No, Lucanis is mine. They wouldn't dare," he snarled, then gentled. "Thoughts live here. Ideas. Feelings. Memories."

The Study door groaned open as she approached it.

Inside, the air was thick with incense and dust, and shelves lined every wall, holding ledgers, notations, and dossiers. Maps of Thedas hung on the far wall, with red strings connecting contracts, names, and places. In the center sat a desk with a dagger stabbed through parchment bearing the Crow sigil.

She reached toward the blade, but Spite's form flickered violently.

"Don't," he warned.

She pulled her hand back and returned to the crumbling hall.

The Kitchen door stood ajar, letting warm light spill on the floor. From within came the scent of coffee and something sweet. She could hear the clink of cups, a voice muttering recipes: "Two eggs, flour. Mind the hot oil, young master." But when she peered inside, the coffee pot was cracked, steam hissing from its broken seams, and the stove wouldn't light despite the phantom flames.

"The voices," Nelle said, pulling her hand back as she paused by a door marked Family. From within came the sound of laughter and wailing—too loud, too forced, like actors who'd forgotten their lines. "Are they always this loud?"

"Yes," Spite replied, his form flickering. The shadows around him seemed to lean away from this room.

From behind the Training Room door came the rhythmic sound of blades against practice dummies, but also harsh voices cutting through the air: "Again! Faster! A real target won't wait for you to find your footing!" Another voice, younger, cockier: "Come on, Lucanis! Is that the best you can do?"

The Gallery door creaked as she passed it. Inside, portraits lined the walls—targets, she realized. Each face meticulously detailed, each death carefully catalogued.

It was the unmarked door that made her stomach turn. No plaque, but she could smell the dampness, hear the chains rattling, the whips flying, and pained groans. The temperature plummeted near it, and Spite's shadow-armor thickened until he was nearly solid. His lyrium sigils blazed angry red. Venatori voices seeped through the cracks: You'll wish for death after I'm done with you, Crow. You're a monster now—there is no escape. Why don't you just die already!

Spite flinched at each word, his form wavering.

"What is this place?" she asked.

"Home."

"Villa Dellamorte?" Nelle frowned. "But why does it look like this?"

Spite tilted his head, almost gently. "Two places. One made him, one broke him. He can't tell them apart anymore."

The tapping from the end of the hall grew louder and more insistent.

"Where is he?" Nelle asked.

Spite didn't answer right away. Instead, he gestured to a door at the end of the hall, and his shadows seemed to stretch toward it despite his will. Unlabeled and blackened, recessed into the wall as if trying to vanish.

"He hides through there," Spite murmured.

"And you can't reach him?"

"He locked it."

His voice had softened. For the first time, Nelle realized that Spite was not only trapped—he was hurting as well.

"Why show me all this?" she asked.

"We had a deal," Spite said, and his gaze fixed on the locked door, shadows reaching toward it like desperate fingers. "He promised we'd live. Instead, he keeps us here!"

As she approached the blackened door, the temperature dropped further—colder than anywhere else in this fractured place. The tapping stopped. But beneath her palm, the wood felt warm, almost feverish. She could hear something new through the silence: shallow, uneven breathing.

This door wasn't just hiding him; it was him. His grief. His shame. His fear of being judged a monster. 

And still, she reached for him.



Chapter 40: Forward

Summary:

She found him in the last cell.

Or at least—she thought it was him.

Nelle’s knees nearly buckled. Lucanis sat huddled in the far corner, his back pressed to the wall, head buried in his hands. His legs were drawn up, arms looped loosely around them. He looked so small. Not the sharp-edged fighter she'd come to know, but the prisoner she'd never seen—the part of him left behind when he escaped the cell. Unwashed. Half-starved. Hair matted and long, beard overgrown. Dressed in tattered remnants of what might once have been a tunic and trousers.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

 

The door groaned open beneath Nelle's hand.

Beyond it lay only darkness. A darkness that seemed to swallow sound, heat, and even hope itself. She paused at the threshold, her breath catching as stale air rushed past her like the exhalation of something long buried. The hallway stretched ahead, its walls cracked and pulsing, as if the very structure was alive and in pain.

This isn't like the other corridors , she realized, her fingers instinctively reaching for knives that weren't there. Where earlier spaces hinted at memory, this one pulsed with something raw and unfinished. This was trauma, bare and breathing.

Her feet scraped against fractured stone as she forced herself forward, step by step. The hallway stretched unnaturally, and for a moment, she feared it might never end—that she'd be trapped walking through someone else's pain forever. Each footfall echoed back distorted, as if the walls were mocking her.

But eventually, the space began to change. The walls peeled back, the darkness deepened, and recognition hit. Her stomach dropped, and bile rose in her throat.

Oh no. Oh, Lucanis.

She knew this place—the Ossuary.

Not the real one, but a replica built from memory and pain, crafted by a mind that had spent too long within these walls. It was exact: stone by stone, torch by torch, every detail rendered with the obsessive precision of trauma. The water-stained floor and the stench of iron and mildew that filled her nostrils were so real she could taste it on her tongue.

But it didn't breathe like the real place. It was motionless like a memory caught mid-scream.

Her chest tightened until each breath was a struggle, but she pressed on, driven by something fiercer than fear. He's here. Lucanis is here. Trapped. And if she didn’t reach him...

The thought remained unfinished, too terrible to complete.

The cells grew smaller as she progressed, becoming more cramped and cruel. Some bore evidence of their former occupants—scratches in the stone, dark stains on the floor, chains still hanging from the walls. Others were empty, swept clean, as if their prisoners had simply vanished and left only the echo of fingernails scraping against stone.

She found him in the last cell.

Or at least she thought it was him.

Lucanis sat huddled in the far corner, his back pressed to the wall, head buried in his hands. His legs were drawn up; his arms looped loosely around them. Nelle’s knees nearly buckled at the sight. He looked so small. Not the sharp-edged fighter she'd come to know, but the prisoner she'd never seen—the part of him left behind when he escaped his cell. Unwashed. Half-starved. Hair matted and long, beard overgrown. Dressed in the tattered remnants of what might once have been a tunic and trousers.

This wasn’t the man who had killed dragons, the one who held her up when she faltered. This was the shadow left behind. And all she could do was stand there and watch him bleed from wounds that never healed. 

Her vision blurred with unshed tears. The thought of losing him, truly losing him to whatever this place was, made her chest ache with helplessness.

He didn't move. But as she watched, she noticed the slightest change in his breathing, as if some part of him recognized her presence even in this broken state.

For a terrible moment, she wondered if this was just a phantom, a cruel trick designed to torment her with false hope.

"Lucanis?" she said softly, her voice cracking.

No answer. But his fingers tightened slightly, just enough to show that something in him had heard her.

She stepped closer, then stopped. Her stomach turned—the trained fighter in her catalogued the damage while the rest of her reeled.

His body was a tapestry of pain. Bruises bloomed like ink under his skin, and shallow cuts traced deliberate lines. Precise and cruel. 

She recognized the pattern. The kind of wounds inflicted when someone wanted to cause pain without ending the suffering too quickly, when malice needed a target and had all the time in the world. These injuries were meant to hurt, to remind, to break the spirit rather than the body.

That made them worse.

Her voice cracked. "What can I do?"

Still no response. He remained curled in on himself, but his shoulders tensed when she spoke.

The silence stretched between them, heavy with unspoken horrors and the weight of everything he'd survived and still carried. In the dim, flickering torchlight, she could see the slow rise and fall of his chest, the only indication that he was still alive, still breathing, still somehow surviving in this place where hope had come to die.

She wanted to call his name again, to demand he look at her, fight back, speak—but something about the cell swallowed words. This wasn't a place for voices; it was a place where pain went to rot.

Her foot crossed the threshold, and the darkness deepened, as if the cell resented her intrusion. The metallic taste of fear coated her tongue. A faint sound echoed behind her, like shackles rattling from a distant wall, and she felt the hair on her neck rise.

She knelt slowly, easing down beside him. The stone was cold and damp against her knees, seeping through her clothes. She was close enough now to see how deep the bruises went. Close enough to notice that the cuts looked fresher, like they hadn't stopped bleeding, even in this static place.

Her hand hovered, trembling slightly. She wasn't sure where to touch him—he was all hurt. But she chose carefully, gently laying her fingers on his forearm.

For a moment, nothing happened.

Then he recoiled like he’d been burned.

His breathing stuttered, sharp and panicked. His head jerked up, eyes wild, and for the first time in this place, she saw his face. Swollen, bloodied, and haunted. 

"You're not real," he rasped. His voice sounded like it hadn’t been used in weeks.

"I am," she said, leaning closer despite every instinct screaming to give him space, despite the way her heart hammered against her ribs.

He stared at her, as if searching for cracks or signs of illusion. His hands trembled violently, hovering just short of her arm—as if afraid that touching her would break the spell.

"You can’t be real," he said again, weaker this time. Pleading.

The raw vulnerability in his voice nearly shattered her composure. "I am," she said, firmer now. She reached for his hand and guided it to her chest, pressing it flat to where her heart pounded. “Feel that? I’m here.”

His posture collapsed in a slow, shattering exhale.

He let his head fall forward until it rested against her shoulder, and though he made no sound, she felt the tension bleed out of him, little by little. His weight leaned into her like he no longer had the strength to hold himself up, and she wrapped her arms around him carefully, mindful of his injuries.

He's so tired, she realized, her throat tight with emotion she couldn't name. He's been carrying this alone for so long.

She held him, and they stayed like that, quiet and suspended in time.

Eventually, his voice broke the silence. "You shouldn't be here."

"I'm not leaving," Nelle said simply. The words came from somewhere deep and certain within her, from the part that had been terrified of losing him long before she'd understood why.

He didn't lift his head, but she felt him tense slightly. "You don't understand. This place... it isn't safe. I'm not safe." He sighed, "But it's better for me to stay here than risk losing you."

She let the words hang, understanding that he needed to fill the space with what he needed to say, even as her heart ached at the resignation in his voice. When he spoke again, his voice was laced with exhaustion.

"I thought you were just another ghost. Something my mind made up to punish me."

Lucanis finally pulled back enough to look at her, and she had to fight the urge to flinch at the damage written across his features. 

"I didn't want you to see me like this."

“I already did,” she said gently. “What happened to you, what was done to you—you carry it with you. Hiding it away… It’s not helping you.”

He swallowed hard, his throat working visibly as she watched him struggle with something internal. "It was easier when I could pretend I was past it.”

"You don't have to pretend with me," she said softly.

A bitter laugh escaped him, raw and low. "That’s the problem. When I stop pretending—there's nothing left worth seeing."

"You're wrong," her voice carried a conviction that surprised even her. “I see you, Lucanis. I see all of you. The man who doesn’t give up, who still holds onto something, even after all he suffered.” 

Lucanis closed his eyes, and she could see something cracking open. Not breaking, but giving way.

“I’m tired, Nelle.”

“I know.”

“I don’t know how to live without the pain. It’s… all I know. It’s who I am now.”

“It’s what was done to you,” she said. “Not who you are.”

He looked at her again, and she saw no anger in his expression. There was only disbelief, as if hope itself was a threat he couldn't afford.

“You really believe that?”

“I wouldn’t be here if I didn’t.”

As the moment stretched between them, something shifted. The air grew thicker and colder, and the torchlight seemed to dim without reason. Nelle felt the hair on her arms rise, and the metallic taste in her mouth intensified. The shadows in the cell's corners began to gather.

A second presence appeared. 

Spite.

He materialized slowly, as if peeled from the very wall. Still bent and broad-shouldered, still flickering with smoke and armor. But his eyes—those strange, burning eyes—fixed directly on Lucanis.

"You let her in," Spite observed.

Nelle felt Lucanis freeze against her, his breathing going shallow.

Spite stepped closer, and the flickering torchlight caught the planes of his face, revealing the frustration in his expression.

"You stayed here,” Spite said, his voice carrying an odd note of accusation. "And you kept me here!"

Lucanis's grip tightened on Nelle's hand. "I had to. We’re dangerous. You're—"

"I am Determination," Spite interrupted, and Nelle was startled by how clear his voice was, how articulate—more vocal than she'd ever heard him when he fought for control in the waking world. He gestured at the cell around them. "But you have been... undetermined. Stuck. Afraid."

As she mulled over Spite’s words, Nelle felt something click into place. She looked between them—Lucanis hunched in the corner, Spite standing tall but somehow constrained—and saw the truth of it.

"You're not protecting the world from him. You're shielding yourself—from living, from feeling, from moving on."

Lucanis's head snapped up. "You don't understand. If I let him out, everything—"

"We made a deal," Spite's voice was sharp now, cutting. "We escaped. Now live!” 

“He’s part of what made you survive this place," Nelle added

The words made Lucanis shudder. 

Nelle shifted closer, ignoring the way the dampness seeped through her clothes. "You're afraid that if you let yourself live—really live—you'll hurt people. But you're already hurting. You're already in pain. The difference is, now you're making that pain the center of everything."

Lucanis looked at her, then at Spite, then back at her. She could see something shifting in his expression, something raw and more uncertain, more human.

"I don't know how to be anything else."

"You don't have to know," Nelle said. "Just choose. Right now. Stay, or step out of this cell."

The question hung in the air between them, and she held her breath, terrified of his answer.

Lucanis looked around the cramped space, taking in the chains on the walls and the stains on the floor, seeing the evidence of everything that had been done to him. His hands were shaking now, and she could see the war playing out across his features.

He was quiet for a long moment, then shook his head. "I've tried to leave. I have been trying. Every day.. I thought that was enough."

"I know," Nelle said gently, her heart aching for him as she reached up to touch his face, careful of the bruises. "You will always carry this place with you, but you don’t have to be its prisoner."

He looked at her, something raw and vulnerable in his expression. "But if I let it all out, if I stop controlling it—"

"You're not controlling it," she said softly. "You are letting it control you. There's a difference."

"I can't undo what happened," he said finally, his voice barely audible.

"No," Nelle agreed, her thumb brushing carefully over his cheekbone. "But you can choose what happens next."

For a long moment, the only sound was the distant drip of water. Then Lucanis's shoulders straightened slightly. 

"I'm scared," he admitted.

"Fear is useful," Spite said, "Fear is a compass made of knives. It tells you where you are soft."

Lucanis looked at Nelle. "I don't want to hurt you."

"Then don't," she said simply. "Choose not to. Choose to trust that you can be more than what was done to you."

Something in his face was changing. The lines of despair were shifting, rearranging themselves into something that might, eventually, become hope.

"I want to leave this place," Lucanis said. His voice didn’t shake this time.

"Then we leave," Spite answered.

Lucanis met his eyes and nodded at the spirit. “We will.”

Relief flooded through her as her eyes burned with tears she refused to shed. 

Slowly, carefully, Lucanis pushed himself up from the corner. His legs shook, but he stood. The movement was small, but in this place, it felt monumental.

"I don't know what leaving looks like," he said.

As if responding to his words, the cell around them began to change. The walls didn't crumble; they simply became less solid. Less real. The chains on the walls grew lighter, their metal taking on the quality of mist.

The cell was becoming something else—a room one could visit but not be trapped in. 

Lucanis took a step forward, then another. Each one was deliberate, chosen. Then he stepped across the threshold, leaving the cell behind.

"Where do we go now?" Lucanis asked, and she could hear the uncertainty underneath the question—not just about direction, but about everything that came after.

Nelle smiled. "Forward," she said, though she wasn't entirely sure what that meant either.

"Forward," Spite agreed.

 

Notes:

I hope you enjoyed my take on the 'Inner Demons' quest. It had so much potential, but the game really didn’t do it justice.

Chapter 41: Like We Had Time

Summary:

Something had shifted. He felt hollowed out—not broken, exactly, just scraped raw on the inside, like something had finally gotten free and left the door swinging open behind it.

His eyes traced over her carefully, a habit born of years as an assassin—checking for threats, for injuries, for anything out of place. He looked for any sign of damage from their shared journey through the labyrinth of his mind. Anything that would confirm his worst fears about putting her in danger.

Her skin was unmarked. And when his eyes lifted back to hers, he caught the faint flush across her cheeks. She’d seen him looking—and hadn’t turned away.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

 

The taste of iron and mildew lingered on Lucanis's tongue when he came to. His eyes fluttered open to soft golden light dancing across stone walls—candles, he realized. The scent of jasmine hung in the air, braided with something familiar. 

Somewhere safe.

Nelle.

She sat cross-legged on the worn rug across from him, her dark hair falling in loose waves around her shoulders. Her fingers were intertwined with his, and he could feel the gentle pressure of her thumb against his knuckles.

Their eyes connected, and for a moment, neither moved. The room hung in a breathless hush.

"How did that happen?" he asked, his voice rough.

"Spite," she answered, offering him a small smile before shrugging. "He asked nicely."

Lucanis blinked slowly, trying to process this information. In his experience, Spite didn't ask for anything nicely . The demon took, demanded, clawed his way to the surface with all the subtlety of a blade between the ribs. "He... asked?"

"He could have knocked on my door first," Nelle shrugged as she drew one leg up to her chest, but she didn't let go of his hand. "He said you needed help."

The memory came back in fragments as Spite shared his recollection. Images of Nelle sleeping, how she had looked concerned but unafraid as she spoke to Spite, the way he had guided her through the labyrinth of Lucanis's mind.

Needed her . Spite whispered.

"I remember," Lucanis said quietly. "You came into my mind. You saw..." He trailed off, unable to finish the sentence. She'd seen everything—every failure, every doubt, every fear.

"I saw you," Nelle simply said, “Just you.”

Heat rose in his cheeks as he looked away. "I'm sorry. You shouldn't have had to—"

"Stop." Her voice was gentle but firm. "How do you feel now? With Spite, I mean, after everything we went through in there."

Lucanis considered the question, turning his attention inward. Spite was still there. Still vast. Still dangerous. But no longer pressing against the seams of his skin.

He waited for the familiar muttering—Spite’s contempt, his sharp-edged commentary—but it didn’t come. The quiet was not exactly peace, but rather space. And for the first time, Lucanis wasn’t sure what to do with it.

He hadn’t meant to keep holding on. But the longer their fingers stayed entwined, the quieter it became inside. Maybe the silence wasn’t so terrifying if it meant that there was room for her now.

"He's quieter," Lucanis admitted. "Less like he's trying to claw his way out of me. Before, it was like... having a caged animal in my head. Always angry. Always fighting. Now he's just—" He searched for the word. "Listening."

Spite stepped into view behind Nelle. Not as Lucanis’s shadow, the cracked reflection from the Ossuary. This was his true form.

Lucanis didn’t flinch. Not this time. That was the difference, wasn’t it? Spite hadn’t changed, he had, and maybe that was why the demon no longer looked like him.

That’s you?

Spite inclined his head in a quiet gesture of recognition. Then he faded, candlelight reclaiming the space he left behind.

Spite murmured from within, and Lucanis felt the truth of it resonate through his bones. He was simply existing within him. Anchored to him.

"That's good," Nelle said, her smile genuine now, reaching her eyes. "That's really good, Lucanis."

He started to disentangle their hands, the familiar weight of guilt beginning to settle on his shoulders like an old cloak. He should leave, should retreat to his room, should apologize properly for the intrusion, for dragging her into his mess, for—

"Wait," Nelle said softly, her fingers tightening around his as she followed his movement to stand.

It was then that he noticed what she was wearing—or rather, what she wasn't wearing. She was dressed only in her nightshirt, a simple linen garment that fell to mid-thigh, leaving her legs bare. Her feet were tucked beneath her, and he could see the faint impressions the rug had left on her skin. The realization hit him that Spite had walked his body through the halls of the Lighthouse in the dead of night. Straight to her.

The shame should come now, he thought. The mortification, the horror at his lack of control. He waited for the familiar pang, for the look in her eyes that would tell him she was disturbed by what had happened. But her gaze remained steady, and shame never made an appearance.

Something had shifted. He felt hollowed out, scraped raw on the inside, like something had finally gotten free and left the door swinging open behind it.

His eyes traced over her carefully, checking for threats, for injuries, for anything out of place. He looked for any sign of damage from their shared journey through the labyrinth of his mind. Anything that would confirm his worst fears about putting her in danger.

Her skin was unmarked. And when his eyes lifted back to hers, he caught the faint flush across her cheeks. She’d seen him looking and hadn’t turned away.

"I'm sorry we disturbed your night," he said, the words a barrier against the intimacy of the moment. 

"Lucanis." Her voice was soft, but certain. "Don't you dare apologize for needing help."

He opened his mouth, a protest already half-formed, but she pressed on.

"I'm glad Spite came to me. I'm glad I was able to help, even if it was just by being there."

"For what it's worth," he said quietly, "if anyone had to be inside my thoughts, I'm glad it was you."

The words hung between them, more honest than he intended. He should leave now and lock this moment away with all the other things he didn't dare examine too closely. But his feet seemed rooted to the floor, his body unwilling to break the spell of her presence.

"Stay?" she asked softly, as if she was scared of his rejection.

When he nodded, she took his hand and guided him to the couch where she slept, pulling him down beside her. He let himself wrap an arm around her waist, pulling her close. 

"Is this okay?" she asked as she lay her face against his chest.

"More than okay," he sighed, and he felt the tension ease from his shoulders.

They settled in silence, surrounded by the soft glow of candlelight. 

"Sleep," she whispered, and her voice was the last thing he heard before darkness pulled him under.

When he woke, Nelle was still in his arms, her legs tangled with his, and her hand resting over his heart. Her breathing was deep and even, and he could feel the flutter of her eyelashes against his skin.

He should move, should extract himself carefully, and return to his own room before anyone would notice where he had spent the night. But he was reluctant to disturb this perfect moment, this peace they'd created.

He had missed this. He just hadn’t realized how much.

Spite didn’t press. Didn’t stir with hunger or warning, just a hum of agreement, folded into the quiet.

Good, and Lucanis felt the sound like a contented purr in his chest. He closed his eyes again and let himself drift, just for a little longer.

 


 

The static in his chest had quieted. Spite walked with him always, but no longer dragged claws through every thought. There was a rhythm again—a center.

He had forgotten what it felt like to be still inside.

The others noticed, though no one said it outright.

Harding mentioned he looked more rested, and Bellara had looked surprised when she had heard him laughing. Even Emmrich, usually eager to poke and prod, had gone quiet the morning after. Just a thoughtful expression on his face as he explained how the magic surrounding him had a much finer etheric transfusion now.

And Nelle… Nelle had invited him.

The invitation had been simple. “Come with me,” she’d said that morning, over her breakfast. “There’s something I want to show you.”

He'd found himself nodding before he'd even thought about it.

The gardens of the Grand Necropolis were more alive than Lucanis could have imagined.

Ivy clung to graves, blue-limned flowers climbed stone crypts, and narrow pathways curled between mausoleums, lit by floating lanterns. A strange kind of stillness hung over it all.

He could feel how thin the veil was in this place, how many spirits had made their home here. 

Nelle had told him once that the gardens were her favorite part of the Necropolis. “Macabre. But... beautiful,” she’d said. “There’s this... peace to them. Quiet.” 

He hadn’t fully believed her, but she’d been right. 

He had stepped off the main path, boots crunching softly in the gravel, and found a crooked arch of flowering vines that hid a half-forgotten alcove, the kind mourners might’ve once used to grieve in private. A crumbling bench, half-eaten by moss, sat beneath a weeping birch tree, and pale blossoms glowed faintly in the shade.

Lucanis paused. Spite had followed him in silence, often wandering a little further, scowling at spirits like Compassion, Regret, Joy, and Longing. But now he felt the spirit at his back—no pressure, no insistent whispers, just presence.

Then a second presence joined it.

He turned to find Nelle behind him, a shoulder pressed to the arch, arms folded. Her curious eyes swept the space Lucanis had discovered.

Lucanis moved to the bench, brushing lichen from the edge before taking a seat. The stone was cold. Spite drifted between the trees, chasing the shimmer of a mourning spirit that danced just out of reach. He watched the way the two circled each other.

It made his chest tighten, unexpectedly.

When he looked back at Nelle, her gaze was already on him. He scooted to the side of the bench to make room for her as she crossed to him.

No words passed between them. None were needed.

She kissed him like they had time.

His hands slipped to her waist, gentle where once they might have gripped. Her hand rested on his thigh as the other went to his neck. He tilted his head to fit her better, breathing her in.

When they broke apart, her forehead lingered against his. Their breath mingled.

In the distance, he could hear the happy hisses that meant Manfred was nearby. Spite surged towards the skeleton, longingly observing every move Manfred made with his very own pair of feet.




Notes:

A small interlude before we delve into 'Blood of Arlathan' mission.

Chapter 42: Only A Second Too Late

Summary:

The temple convulsed, and a scream like no beast they had ever heard echoed throughout—pure triumph and hunger and wrath.

"I am Elgar'nan," the voice echoed again, stronger now, more present. "All you must do is obey me. Worship me. Love me. And kneel."

Chapter Text

 

The forest pressed in from all sides. Gnarled branches clawed at the light, and roots twisted across the narrow path like warning signs. The air grew thick with the smell of damp earth and old blood. The deeper they went, the more the forest changed. Older. Quieter. Like it was holding its breath, waiting for something that had already begun.

Even the birds had gone silent.

Arlathan Crater wasn’t far now. They’d followed the trail for days—abandoned camps, scattered belongings, signs of fighting. The missing Dalish clans hadn’t just vanished. They’d been taken.

A low birdcall whistled through the trees—two notes. Harding’s signal meant the path was clear.

Rook counted her people as they moved through the shadows. Five of them in stolen Venatori robes, mud smeared over boots and sleeves to dull the blood. The fabric still carried the acrid scent of sweat from its previous owners. The real Venatori hadn't gone quietly, but they'd gone.

She kept her pace steady, leather creaking softly with each step. Behind her, she could hear Bellara's breathing—slow and controlled. Rook knew that measured rhythm. Anger that had been held in check since they'd passed the first abandoned camp.

Suddenly, voices drifted on the wind toward them. She raised her fist, and her team stopped in their tracks.

"—told you, the ritual needs three more—"

"—Magister grows impatient. The prisoners are—"

She crouched low behind a fallen trunk and gestured for the others to do the same. Ahead, the ruined walls of an old elven structure loomed, strangled by ivy and cracked roots. A stone archway, half-buried in moss, marked the entrance to what had once been a temple or a fortress. It was hard to say. Firelight flickered between the arches, illuminating a steady stream of cultists moving along the main path, their voices carrying in the hushed quiet of the forest.

“This is it,” she murmured. "Once we're inside, we find the holding cells. Free as many as we can. Fast and quiet. If things go badly—"

"—We burn it down," Davrin finished, anticipation sharp in his voice.

She didn't correct him. They all knew what failure meant here. The Veiljumpers, Taash, and Lace waited deeper in the woods, ready to lead the captives to safety once the guards were down.

A soft rustle to her right made her turn. Lucanis had moved beside her, settling into a crouch. He didn't speak, just met her eyes from beneath his hood—that familiar intensity that said he was already three moves ahead. A slight nod passed between them.

"Alright," she said, rising and pulling her stolen hood low. "Time to go."

Another group of cultists approached on the main path. They emerged from cover and fell into step. Rook focused on her breathing as they passed the guards at the entrance, but their stolen robes held.

The moment Bellara stepped inside, Rook saw her companion go rigid. Rook followed her gaze upward and felt her breath catch.

The walls were covered in carvings, but not the kind she had seen in Elvhen ruins before. These were harsh, angular symbols cut deep into the stone. Stylized suns with too many rays, and eyes that seemed to watch them. And above it all, carved into the highest point of the arch, was a massive depiction of a figure wreathed in flame.

Rook watched Bellara's face drain of color, and her voice was thick with horror. "This isn't just any temple. This was built to worship Elgar'nan." 

The torchlight made it seem as if the carved eyes followed them as they moved deeper into the structure. The corridor opened into a vast inner hall, with high ceilings that allowed the afternoon sun to filter through the missing sections of stone. It stank of sweat, wine, and burning meat.

The place was full of Venatori.

Dozens of them milled about the ruin, draped in robes and half-armor, drunk on excitement. Some wore silver clasps at their throats, while others had brass rings on their fingers. Indicators of rank or hierarchy, Rook summarized—information they needed to survive the next few hours.

Lucanis moved slightly ahead, leading the way past cultists, allowing Rook to survey her surroundings in more detail. 

Some Venatori gathered around open flames, drinking from tarnished goblets. Others sat on cracked steps or broken slabs of stone, muttering, laughing, scheming. The ritual hadn't begun yet, but the air thrummed with anticipation.

"Three more days," someone was saying, voice sharp with glee. "Then my father dies, and I will finally take his seat."

A few paces away, a cultist roughly clutched a cowering elf by the collar. "Touch me again," he snarled, "and I'll cut your fingers off and feed them to you."

Another group had gathered around a makeshift table, dissecting a halla. It was still alive, twitching as heated blades carved into its flank. A woman laughed as a mage twisted a screaming nug's limbs backward, the creature's paws flailing helplessly.

A Venatori near the halla glanced up, catching Rook's eye, and she forced her mouth into a slight curve. The expression someone might wear while watching an interesting experiment. She felt bile rise in her throat even as the Venatori nodded approvingly and turned back to his work.

Rook could hear Bellara's breathing growing shallow and rapid behind her. She caught a glimpse of Neve's face, her usual composure cracking as she stared at the mutilated halla.

Heat prickled at Rook's back. She didn't need to look to know Davrin was barely holding himself together. She could feel his rage radiating like a furnace. When she glanced back, his hand twitched toward his weapon as an animal cried out.

They couldn't do anything. Not yet.

"Keep walking," Rook muttered through a smile that felt like swallowing glass. "Look bored. Davrin— breathe ."

They had to blend in, had to seem as callous as the rest.

As they continued forward, Rook felt her hood slip back slightly in the press of bodies. Before she could adjust it, Lucanis was there, his fingers brushing against her neck as he pulled the fabric forward. His dark eyes met hers for just an instant before he melted back into position.

Across the hall, Rook saw Emmrich separate from their group to inspect the far wall, casually examining the glyphs carved into the stone. But he lingered too long, tracing symbols with apparent fascination. She tensed as she noticed a passing Venatori beginning to look interested in what could be so captivating.

Davrin saved him, appearing at Emmrich's shoulder with a grunt. "Boring shit," he roared, then grabbed the mage's arm and steered him away. "You promised to show me the good stuff."

Rook had to admire Emmrich's indignant expression. It was almost too genuine as he allowed himself to be dragged toward a group drinking by the fires."I suppose the finer points of runic theory are beyond—"

"Yeah, yeah." Davrin's performance was pitch-perfect, the impatient acolyte dismissing his teacher's rambling, but Rook caught the white-knuckled grip he kept on Emmrich's elbow.

Then—a blur of motion.

A drunken Venatori stumbled sideways and crashed into Neve, sloshing wine down the front of her robe. "Watch where you—" he started, then paused, blinking. "You're—what's your name again?"

Rook's heart stopped. Names. They hadn't prepared names that could be checked, verified—

"Watch where I'm going?" Neve's voice dripped with disdain, and Rook felt a surge of relief as she realized Neve’s play. "How dare you speak to me like this!" She moved in on him, head held high, looking down her nose at the drunk man. "I should kill you where you stand, but your sullied blood is as useless as your life."

The man staggered back, paling. "S-sorry, mistress," he mumbled, bowing deeply. "Didn't recognize—forgive me."

"Get out of my sight," she snarled, dismissing him from her wrath.

He gladly obeyed and vanished into the crowd.

Rook saw the encounter ripple through their group. Bellara stood near the back, her breath shallow, and her eyes darting between exits like a trapped animal. Emmrich constantly touched the brass ring he'd slipped onto his finger, as if the stolen insignia felt foreign on his hand. Davrin's shoulders were so tense that she was afraid someone would notice. 

"Password might be 'praise the flame,'" Lucanis murmured as they passed a group discussing entry to the deserted aqueducts. "I heard it twice."

They pressed deeper, each member of their group gleaning what they could while fighting their own battles. Davrin kept directing her attention to specific conversations, but his movements were becoming jerkier and less controlled. Emmrich traced patterns in the air behind his back; his academic excitement bleeding through his disguise.

When a cultist laughed particularly viciously at a slave's scream echoing from below, Rook saw Bellara's hands curl into fists. The elf's breathing hitched, and for a moment, Rook thought she might break entirely.

As they passed a knot of mages arguing by a set of cracked stairs, Rook heard part of their hushed conversation.

"Elgar'nan called us here. He said the blood of the Dalish would nourish the beast."

"What beast?"

“The god beneath,” one stated. “The sleeping one.”

“His dragon,” another said. “His mouth. His fire.”

They'd found what they were looking for.

 


 

The stone corridor narrowed into an arched passageway where two Venatori guards flanked a rusted portcullis on Rook's left, their halberds crossed. Beyond them, the aqueducts stretched into shadow—part prison, part sanctum. The smell of mildew and something older clung to the air, and water trickled along channels carved into the stone, the sound nearly drowned out by the roar of fire and voices echoing above.

Lucanis confidently stepped forward, hood drawn low. "Praise the flame."

The guards hesitated only a second, then nodded and uncrossed their weapons.

"Glory to the empire," one murmured.

Rook followed him through, with the others filing in behind, all hooded and anonymous beneath stolen robes.

And then everything stilled.

A pulse of magic rolled through the corridors like a shockwave, stopping them cold in their tracks. Rook stumbled against the wall, hands pressed to her temples as foreign thoughts crept along the edges of her mind—insistent and chilling. The sensation was like ice water flooding her skull. Alien whispers trying to drown out her voice. Beside her, she heard Emmrich muttering protective wards, his hands shaking. 

A voice boomed—not so much through the air, but through their minds, threading through their consciousness.

"For hundreds of years, you have mourned the loss of your dragon gods. But I am returned—Elgar'nan the All-Father, whom your ancestors once called by another name."

The ancient being's presence pressed against Rook's mind, and with it came flashes of memory that weren't hers—images of worship, of bowing figures, of devotion bred into bone and blood.

"I am the one you knew as Lusacan, the Dragon God. Your salvation."

Rook felt her own thoughts bending, reshaping themselves around his words. Part of her whispered that this was right, that she should kneel, should welcome him. She bit down hard until she tasted copper, using pain to anchor herself to her own will. The copper taste. Viago’s voice. Lucanis's laugh. These were hers. She clung to them like lifelines.

She wasn’t losing herself. Not here. Not to him.

"But now, my children, you have gathered as I commanded. You have brought me a sacrifice. Through flame and devotion, we shall cleanse this world and rebuild the empire of old."

The ground beneath them began to tremble. Ancient mortar cracked between stones, and dust rained from carved archways. Rook felt the vibration in her bones as the very foundations of the temple groaned, something vast stirring beneath them.

They pressed forward anyway. Whatever this thrall was, it grew stronger near the surface. Down here, in the depths, they could still choose.

Another corridor, another locked gate. Bellara stepped forward, her lockpicks steady despite the tremor in her breath. The gate swung open with a groan that echoed off stone walls now spider-webbed with fresh cracks.

And then they saw them.

Dozens of elves, packed into a caged reservoir chamber, their clothes ragged and bloodied. Children clung to older relatives, wide-eyed as Rook and the others entered. Bellara knelt beside the nearest cage, removing her hood, her voice soft but urgent. "We're with the Veiljumpers. We're going to get you out of this place."

A torrent of relief flooded the room as the elves dared to hope they would live to see another day. The locks clanked open, and the elves stumbled forward, half-blinded by fear and days of dark confinement.

One of the elves—a young man with hollow cheeks and desperate eyes—tugged on Rook's sleeve. "We felt him. The old god. He is awake, isn't he? The dragon?"

Before Rook could answer, the ground bucked beneath their feet. The carved ceiling above them split with a crashing sound, raining chunks of ancient masonry. The prisoner who had spoken to her fell to his knees, his eyes rolling back, his lips moving in reverent whispers.

Then a rumble came. A roar that seemed to come from the very heart of the earth. The temple convulsed, and a scream like no beast they had ever heard echoed throughout—pure triumph and hunger and wrath.

"I am Elgar'nan," the voice echoed again, stronger now, more present. "All you must do is obey me. Worship me. Love me. And kneel ."

His presence weighed heavily on their minds. Rook felt her heartbeat slowing, falling in time with something vast. Her thoughts weren't hers anymore; they tugged toward his like rivers drawn to an ocean.

A flicker—Viago’s voice, long ago, saying her name with warmth. Her father's hands, bloodied and cold. Lucanis’s mouth against hers, promising nothing, saying everything.
She clung to those moments, these splinters of truth that belonged only to her.

I am not his. I am mine.

The young elf beside her was already lost, tears streaming down his face as he prayed in the old tongue. Others were following, sinking to their knees in rapture and terror.

"Look at me," Rook commanded, gripping the young man's shoulders, forcing eye contact. "Whatever's in your head—it's not salvation. Fight it!"

Behind her, Neve's voice was strained but sharp: "His influence is only growing. We need to move. Now!"

They pushed forward through the carved stone corridor, half-carrying prisoners who could barely walk, while others walked too willingly toward whatever called to them from above. Faint torchlight flickered ahead, dancing wildly as the temple continued to tremble ominously.

A pair of Venatori guards rounded the corner, their eyes wide in surprise, then narrowing as they recognized the deception. Rook didn't hesitate. Her dagger flashed up beneath one's chin before he could shout a warning. Davrin tackled the other, his blade finding the gap between ribs into the heart.

"This way—stay close!" Neve called, already guiding the most vulnerable prisoners toward the far arch, ice magic crackling around her fingers in preparation for what was coming.

The air trembled again, and this time it brought voices with it, along with dozens of booted feet, the harsh bark of commands echoing from behind them. Venatori reinforcements came pouring through the corridors.

"Emmrich, can you buy us time?" Rook shouted.

The necromancer was already weaving magic. "I'll try—but this place resists me. Too much external influence!"

They fought as they fled. Lucanis appeared behind enemies and disappeared before retaliation could find him. Neve cast barriers of ice to block passages, buying precious time. Rook stayed at the rear, her blades finding cultists who pressed too close to the struggling prisoners.

But they were outnumbered. One of the freed elves took a sword thrust to the ribs, crying out as he fell. Another collapsed under a bolt of searing flame, the smell of burned flesh mixing with incense and fear. They were losing ground with every step.

Ahead, the tunnel mouth opened into what should have been blessed wilderness, but as they stumbled into the open air, the world above made them all freeze in terror.

The dragon Lusacan dominated the sky.

It was massive beyond comprehension. Its obsidian body stretched impossibly across the heavens, each scale the size of a warrior's shield, gleaming like black glass in the firelight that poured from the temple below. When it spread its wings, it blotted out the sun, casting the entire forest into shadow.

The beast's head alone dwarfed the temple's highest spire. When it turned its massive skull toward them, its eyes, like molten lava, searched the treeline with predatory intelligence. 

"Veiljumpers!" someone called out, voice tight with barely controlled fear.

Arrows carved through the air, ruthlessly cutting down the front line of pursuing Venatori. Rook saw Harding among the archers, her face grim with concentration, but her eyes kept darting upward to the impossible sight that filled the sky. 

"The forest!" Rook shouted to the prisoners as she rushed back. "Run for the trees—they'll protect you!"

Neve spun toward her. "We all go together, or—"

"I need to make sure they all get out—"

Lucanis had doubled back, standing next to Neve. "You are coming with. That's not negotiable."

More Venatori spilled into the tunnel mouth. Flames licked along the walls, casting dancing shadows that made it impossible to count their numbers. One of the cultists raised his staff, power gathering around him like a storm.

Rook saw the spell taking shape, and she only had a heartbeat to decide: dodge and let it strike the fleeing prisoners behind her, or—

The spell struck her square in the chest. Pure agony shot through her as every muscle, every tendon, every nerve was set ablaze. Lucanis’ knife found the mage’s throat a second later. Rook’s body convulsed as her nervous system was being ravaged. She heard her own scream as if from a great distance, and could feel herself falling, slamming against stone with a sickening sound.

Her vision blurred, and the world tilted to one side. Through the haze of pain, she could hear Lucanis screaming her name as he rushed toward her with an expression she had never seen on him before.

But the spell's echoes were still tearing through her body, and consciousness was already slipping away like water through her fingers.

 

Chapter 43: A Soft Place to Burn

Summary:

“I holed up here once after a contract went wrong. Too many guards and bad intel. I had to pull an arrow out of my thigh and stitch it shut by torchlight. The mineral springs have healing properties—or so the locals claimed. Whether that's true or not, it's peaceful. Safe."

She looked down then and her eyes narrowed as she ran a hand along her side. “You undressed me.”

Notes:

We need that damned hot spring scene, Bioware!

Chapter Text

 

Lucanis felt the spell forming before the mage lifted his staff.

A sickly shimmer coiled around the Venatori's hands, light refracting like oil on water. Too far. He ran, but another cultist lunged into his path, flashing a blade toward his side.

He ducked, twisted, and struck.

But it cost him a second. One precious heartbeat that meant everything.

The spell hit Nelle like a lightning strike. She screamed—a raw, agonized sound that tore through him worse than any blade—before crumpling to the ground. Her body seized, back arching as arcane power stitched fire into her skin.

“Nelle—”

Rage and fear surged in equal measure, white-hot and consuming.
He had always held the reins tight, but now, with Nelle broken on the ground, he let go.

Must help her, Spite whispered, and Lucanis felt the demon's power surge through him more powerfully than before. There was no hesitation, no resistance.

His vision sharpened to inhuman clarity. His muscles sang with newfound strength as he moved faster than humanly possible. In his right hand, a blade of pure darkness materialized—Spite's will drawing it from beyond the Veil.

The ice-cold shadow knife left his fingers before conscious thought could interfere. It pierced the mage's chest just as the man began weaving another spell. 

Wings erupted from Lucanis's back, heavier and realer than they had ever felt before. Phantom muscles he'd never controlled suddenly responded to his will, air currents becoming as readable as footprints in dirt. He launched himself toward Nelle's convulsing form as more Venatori closed in.

"Get out of here!" he shouted back to the others, his voice carrying Spite's otherworldly resonance. "Take the prisoners back to camp—I'll handle them!"

Nelle lay there helpless, her body still wrecked with tremors as residual magic sparked across her skin. Lucanis could see blood seeping from a head wound, and that her breathing was too shallow. Whatever spell this was, it was burning through her system.

She hadn’t moved, and she wasn’t making a sound. That terrified him more than the spells.

Lucanis moved like vengeance itself—a violet blur of blades and shadows. The world had transformed through Spite's influence: colors bled into ultraviolet spectrums, sounds became crystalline and sharp. He could taste the fear-sweat of his enemies, and smell the copper tang of blood before it was even spilled.

He and Spite weren’t fighting for control; they were fighting for the same thing. No resistance, no fear of losing himself. His desperate need to protect Nelle had burned away every barrier between them. Spite flowed through him like molten shadow, enhancing every instinct, every strike, every kill.

Just help me save her , Lucanis asked of the spirit, his own thoughts feeling strangely distant.

Always. She is... precious.

The symbiosis was perfect, terrible, and beautiful. Lucanis had never felt so alive and yet so deadly. Each enemy fell before they could even scream. He noticed two crossbowmen raising their weapons in unison. Time slowed as Lucanis saw the bolts preparing to fly at Nelle's defenseless form.

Instinct took over. He swept forward, his wings wrapping around both of them like a cocoon of shadow. The bolts struck with sharp thunks , embedding themselves in the ethereal feathers that suddenly felt solid as armor.

For a heartbeat, they were enveloped together in darkness shot through with veins of purple light. He could hear her labored breathing, feel the residual magic still crackling across her skin. The wings formed a perfect barrier—nothing would reach her here.

Then he unfurled them with explosive force, shadow-feathers scattering the broken bolt shafts, and launched himself at the now-reloading archers with lethal intent.

When the last Venatori crumpled to the ground, Lucanis knelt beside Nelle. Gathering her carefully in his arms, he took to the sky once more. Flying with Spite's wings was like riding a controlled fall—catching updrafts that shouldn't exist. The demon's power coursed through the ethereal appendages, each stroke of the wings creating lift through pure will rather than any law of physics he understood.

He glimpsed movement below and saw Harding and the others escorting the freed prisoners toward the Veiljumper rendezvous point. He caught the scout’s gaze for a second and nodded once in acknowledgment. 

They would make it.

Now he had to make sure she did.

He flew until his shoulder blades ached with an otherworldly burning, until the familiar landscape of Antiva came into view. Only then did he allow himself to descend, guiding them to a secluded hot spring he remembered from a contract years ago—a place where one might recover in peace.

Dusk painted the sky in shades of amber and rose as they landed beside the springs, the wings dissolving into wisps of violet smoke. He was exhausted, and his head was pounding as he returned to his purely human senses. 

The hot spring was just as he remembered. Steam rose from the mineral-rich water in lazy spirals, carrying the scent of earth and wet stones. A small waterfall fed the pool with a gentle percussion, and flowering shrubs released their fragrance into the humid air—wild roses, sweet and clean after the metallic taste of battle.

Lucanis settled Nelle on the soft grass beside the water's edge, his hands trembling—whether from exhaustion or lingering adrenaline, he couldn't tell. But she was safe, and that was the only thing that mattered. 

With careful movements, he began removing pieces of her armor, checking for injuries as he went. There was blood, but most of it belonged to their enemies. A few cuts on her arms, bruising around her thigh and hip, and a lesion on her chest where the spell had made contact. Her pulse was steady beneath his fingers, though her skin felt too warm.

Lucanis exhaled, then brushed a hand over her hair, fingers combing gently through tangled strands.

“You’re safe now,” his voice was hoarse. “I’ve got you.”

Her lashes fluttered as she stirred, lips parting slightly.

“I’ve got you,” he said again.

We have her Spite corrected him.

Lucanis felt something tight in his chest finally begin to loosen.

Nelle stirred again but winced in pain from the movement. A sharp breath caught in her throat, and then she blinked up at him—dazed and confused. 

"Lucanis?"

He exhaled like he’d been holding it in for hours. “There you are.”

She winced, trying to push herself up. He caught her shoulders gently and steadied her. He helped her sit up carefully, supporting her weight as she swayed. 

"Easy. You took a nasty spell back there."

“What—where—?” Her hand gripped his arm. “The prisoners?”

"Safe. Making their way back to the Veilhumper camp."

"We need to go," she said immediately, struggling to rise. "Make sure everyone made it, get help for—"

"Nelle." His hand on her shoulder was gentle but firm. "You were convulsing for nearly ten minutes. Whatever that spell was, it could have killed you. You need to recover."

She opened her mouth to argue, that familiar stubborn set to her jaw, but then her gaze swept their surroundings properly for the first time. The steam rising from the mineral-rich water, the gentle cascade of the waterfall, and the flowering shrubs perfuming the warm air. Her expression shifted from concern to wonder.

"Where are we?"

He shifted beside her, drawing his legs beneath him. “I holed up here once after a contract went wrong—too many guards and bad intel. I had to pull an arrow out of my thigh and stitch it shut by torchlight. The mineral springs have healing properties—or so the locals claimed. Whether that's true or not, it's peaceful. Safe."

She looked down then, and her eyes narrowed as she ran a hand along her side. “You undressed me.”

"I had to check for injuries," he said quietly. "Most of the blood wasn't yours, but I needed to be certain."

Her brow arched. “I’m just saying… usually I get dinner first.”

That earned a rough chuckle from him. He ran a hand through his hair, and for a moment, neither of them moved. The forest around them was still. The water steamed. The worst of it was behind them.

"The springs do look inviting," she admitted finally, her voice softer now. "And I can still taste that spell on my tongue—like garbage left out in the sun."

Lucanis didn’t respond right away. He stood, walked a few paces toward the spring, and began stripping off his gear. Armor first, piece by piece. Then the gloves, the shirt, his pants. Scars were scattered on his back—marks from the Ossuary, newer ones from recent battles. He didn’t hide them.

He didn’t want to hide anything from her.

She watched him, unmoving. When she spoke again, it was quieter. “Thank you for saving me.”

"It’s not nearly enough to repay you," he said as he stepped into the water. The mineral-rich warmth wrapped around his sore muscles like a balm. The heat sank into old aches he'd grown so accustomed to, he'd forgotten they could be soothed. "After what you did for me. For Spite."

He waded deeper, water lapping at his waist. "Spite and I truly merged. He didn't control me, didn't push me aside. We were both at the helm." Lucanis took a second to let the weight of what had happened settle over him—the perfect symbiosis, a trust he'd never allowed before.

“Because all I could think about was getting to you.”

Nelle rose slowly, testing her weight as she stood. He noticed the slight tremor in her legs, the way she paused to steady herself. The spell had taken more out of her than she wanted to admit. She pulled the chemise over her head and followed him into the spring. 

Steam curled along the line of her breasts as she stood in front of him, the warmth drawing color back into her cheeks. Her hair was still damp with sweat and battle, but her eyes were clear now.

He reached for her, letting his fingers gently brush her waist. 

“I am so sorry, Nelle,” he said, voice thick, “I was an idiot. For pushing you away. For pretending I didn’t want this.”

Nelle stayed quiet as she bit her lip. He could read the trepidation in her eyes as she waited for him to continue.

“That I didn’t want you. Us.”

The words scraped their way out of his throat. Ugly truths, but truths nonetheless.

"I was terrified," he admitted, "Of wanting you, needing you. After Illario's betrayal, after the Ossuary... it was easier to hide behind the pain. To let Spite take up the space I didn’t know how to fill. Easier to convince myself that I was too damaged, too dangerous. That you deserve better than me." He swallowed hard.

Her stormy eyes shone as tears threatened to spill.

“I was afraid to fall for you,” he admitted. “But I did. And I think I have for a while now.”

She continued to bite her lip as she fought a losing battle against the tears rolling over her cheeks. She placed a hand against his chest, and he felt her fingers curl against his skin.

"Today, when I saw that spell hit you, when I thought I might lose you... None of that mattered anymore. There is only you." He gently cupped her face, wiping away the tears with his thumbs as he stared into her eyes. “I’d kill all of the gods to keep you breathing.”

The last of Nelle’s tears fell as she returned his gaze, her eyes the bluest sapphires he’d ever seen. “I’ve been waiting for you to stop running.”

"I'm done running," he promised her. “I love you, Nelle.”

"I love you too," she breathed. "All of you. Even the parts you think are broken."

They didn't move. They just held each other in the warm embrace of the springs, letting the confession settle between them. Lucanis felt years of fear and self-doubt beginning to dissolve like salt in water.

Then she kissed him, soft and sure. His hands slipped to her waist and lingered there, his thumbs stroking her sides. Her fingers curled into his hair, pulling him closer to her as she breathed him in. The water splashed quietly around them as they drew each other closer, kissing each other as if it were the first and only thing that mattered. When he backed her toward the smooth stone plateau, she went willingly. No more distance. No more fear.

They took their time as their hands stroked, and their mouths reclaimed soft lips and exploring tongues.

His hand found her thigh as the other rose higher to cup her breast. She gasped softly against his mouth, her hands grasping at his back, his shoulders, the nape of his neck. As if she were still afraid he might run, even now.

My heart, he thought, pressing closer. Doesn't she know I'm never letting go again?

He loved the little sounds she made as he touched her, the way her breath hitched when he kissed her neck and shoulder. His hand left her breast to slowly travel further south, fingers tangling in her hair as he held her against him.

It was then that he felt Spite stirring, drawing closer to the surface. This time, Lucanis didn't fight it. After what they'd shared in battle, he understood now that Spite wouldn't hurt her. Wouldn’t steal this from him.

She is beautiful, Spite whispered, wonder threading through the alien voice.

Lucanis's senses heightened as Spite's power flowed through him. Not the violent symbiosis from the earlier battle, but something gentler, overwhelming in its intensity. Her intoxicating scent became richer and deeper. Her skin, soft and warm against his body, was now silk beneath his fingertips. Every sigh, gasp, or moan was crystalline. 

When his hand traced a path between her thighs, she gasped as he let his finger softly slide over her folds before circling her sensitive center. Through Spite's enhanced senses, he felt every tremor, heard every breath, smelled her arousal. The demon's presence didn't intrude—it simply allowed him to experience her more completely. It was addictive.

She cupped his arousal then, and electricity shot down his spine at the feeling of her fingers softly touching him. He kissed her deeply, his tongue dancing with hers. They continued like this for long, languid minutes in the steam-wreathed sanctuary of the springs.

When Lucanis slowly pushed into her slick warmth, the sensation almost overwhelmed him. She felt divine, every inch of his length disappearing into her welcoming heat. She moaned as she wrapped her thighs around him, urging him even deeper.

When he was fully buried within her, he stilled, relishing in the feeling of being connected to her so completely. He kissed her again as she wrapped herself around him, her body accepting him like he belonged there.

He slowly rolled his hips, setting an unhurried but steady pace. He moved from her lips to her neck, to her breasts, and back again as he took her with reverent thoroughness. She was moaning and writhing beneath him, and he could not get enough.

He leaned back, sitting on his knees, as his hands lifted her hips off the stone, supporting her weight. He picked up the pace slightly but kept the movements deep and purposeful. Nelle’s back arched until only her shoulders remained on the ground, urging him on with breathy moans.

When he sensed she was approaching her peak, he slowed again, supporting her hips with one arm, freeing his other hand. In this gentler rhythm, he began teasing her again—softly tracing her belly and ribs, playing with her nipples, kneading her breasts. When he felt her hands gripping his legs desperately, he returned his attention to her center, applying pressure and circling her core with his thumb.

Her moans matched his thrusts as he pushed into her until she came undone around him, her body clenching and pulsing. The sensation, amplified by Spite's presence, sent him tumbling over the edge after her.

They held each other as the aftershocks faded, the mineral-rich water seeming to wash away more than just the grime of battle. Old aches that had lived in his bones seemed to dissolve, and scars that had pulled tight with phantom pain relaxed. Even his breathing came easier, as if some weight he'd carried for months had finally been lifted.

She is ours now, Spite murmured contentedly as his presence receded to its usual whisper. As we are hers .

Lucanis couldn't argue with the demon's assessment.

Under starlight and steam, surrounded by the gentle music of falling water, they had found their way back to each other.

 

Chapter 44: Pressure Points

Summary:

It had been a week since they freed the prisoners. Since Lucanis had pulled her into his arms in the aftermath. Since everything between them had irrevocably shifted.

Nelle traced lazy circles through the hair on his chest, her fingertips following the outline of his muscles. In sleep, Lucanis looked peaceful—unguarded in a way she’d only ever seen here, in the hush of morning, where the world hadn’t yet demanded his sharp edges.

She'd memorized this version of him over the past seven days, hoarding these quiet moments like a crow with trinkets.

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It had been a week since they freed the prisoners. Since Lucanis had pulled her into his arms in the aftermath. Since everything between them had irrevocably shifted.

Nelle traced lazy circles through the hair on his chest, her fingertips softly following the outline of his muscles. Lucanis looked peaceful—unguarded in a way she’d only ever seen here, in the hush of morning, where the world hadn’t yet demanded his sharp edges.

She'd memorized this version of him over the past seven days, collecting these quiet moments like a Crow hoards trinkets.

For once, she'd woken before him—usually, he was alert at the first hint of dawn, those assassin instincts never entirely at rest. They'd been up late yesterday, planning their next move, poring over maps and intelligence reports until her eyes burned. Even then, he'd made love to her with a thorough attention that left her boneless and gasping his name.

Her thumb brushed along his collarbone, and she felt the subtle change. A shift in his breathing, the faint tightening of muscle beneath skin. He was waking. She smiled to herself. He probably didn’t even realize how easily his body betrayed him now, how easily she could read him. 

Dark lashes fluttered, revealing warm brown eyes that found hers immediately: no confusion, just instant awareness and a softness reserved only for her.

"Good morning," she said, her voice still thick with sleep.

"Buenos días, querida." He caught her wandering hand, bringing it to his lips to press a reverent kiss to her palm. "You're awake early."

"So are you, usually." She shifted closer, drawn by the warmth radiating from his skin. "I like watching you sleep. You look so... unguarded."

His eyes narrowed slightly. "Not many people have seen me that way and lived to tell about it."

His hands found her waist, fingers splaying across her ribs as he pulled her flush against him. The kiss he gave her was unhurried and complete. His tongue traced the seam of her lips, coaxing her to open for him, and when she did, his soft groan went straight to her core.

Nelle's leg hooked around his hip, pulling him closer as her hands outlined the familiar territory of his back. She could blindly navigate every ridge and valley of muscle by touch alone.

The kiss deepened, and she felt the hard press of his morning arousal against her belly. Heat bloomed low, tension coiling with every teasing pass.

"I didn't mean to wake you," she breathed against his mouth, though her hips were already seeking friction.

“If this is how you wake me,” he murmured, voice a low rasp, “don’t ever stop.”

One hand slid down to her hip as he positioned himself against her. Then he began to move—slow, purposeful rolls of his hips that had his hard member stroking along her slick folds in a maddening tease. Every pass of his erection over her most sensitive spot sent shockwaves through her nervous system.

"Lucanis," she gasped, her fingers digging into the muscles of his shoulders. The friction was perfect yet not enough. She could never have enough. 

"Tell me what you want, querida," he murmured against her throat. "Tell me how to make you feel good."

“You,” she said hoarsely. “Just you. Always you.”

Something flickered in his eyes at her words, and the next stroke had him sliding against her with increased pressure.

"Maker," she choked out, hips bucking against him. "If you make me come like this—"

“What then?” he said, a smile in his voice rough with want, even as she felt his own restraint begin to fray.

"I know where you keep your knives, Dellamorte," she managed between moans, though her threat was undermined by the way she was trembling on the edge. "Stop teasing."

He chuckled at that, his warm breath against her skin. He nipped at her earlobe, and she couldn’t help but shiver. He shifted his hips then and slid into her. She gasped, and her head fell back as the stretch of him filled the need inside her. His mouth found hers again, claiming her in tandem with his body, and she let him, helpless against the tide building inside her.

Every thrust had her grinding against the hard planes of his pelvis, the tension building to something almost unbearable. Pleasure gathered like thunder—pressing, rising, about to break. She was unraveling, threads pulled loose by every thrust and kiss, every whispered word. He didn’t just make her come—he broke something open inside her, her back arching and toes curling as bliss crashed over her in waves. Her body gripped him as she buried her face in his shoulder to muffle her cries of pleasure.

He continued moving through her climax, his thrusts becoming shorter and more urgent as her inner walls quivered around him. The overstimulation was almost too much for her sensitive flesh, but before she could protest, she was climbing again, impossibly higher.

She fell apart a second time, harder than the first. A shaky breath escaped her lips as the aftershocks rippled through her body, shattering any conscious thought.

He let out a strangled groan, spilling into her with a full-body shudder, his fingers digging into her hips as he held her tight.

They lay tangled together afterward, both breathing hard. The soft morning light filtered in through the window of Solas’ old chambers—the irony was not lost on her. To find love here, in a place inspired by rebellion and built with sorrow. But Solas was gone. This room was theirs now, and they had filled it with something better than regret.

But even here, in the comfort of his arms, she knew the world waited outside.

The mission. The refugees. The gathering storm they could no longer ignore.

Her hand drifted unconsciously to her throat, fingers reaching for the pendant. Even though she lost it months ago, her fingers remembered and still sought solace there.

She didn’t want to move. Not yet. Not while the sheets still smelled like him. But the world didn’t wait for morning kisses.

“What are you thinking about?” he asked softly, his fingers brushing her spine in slow, soothing caresses.

She considered lying, brushing it off—but this wasn’t the place for masks. Not anymore.

“The strategy meeting,” she said truthfully. “There’s a lot to discuss. A lot to plan.”

He nodded. “It’ll be a long day.”

She sat up and reached for her chemise. “They’re all long.” The fabric brushed against her skin as she pulled it over her head, and she already missed the warmth of his touch.

“We’ll figure it out,” he said, as he stood up and reached for his clothes. 

She braided her hair while he buckled his daggers—a comfortable routine, easy and intimate.

“Ready?” she asked when they were dressed.

He smiled at her. “Always.”

 


 

The map of northern Thedas lay sprawled across the long table, pinned at the corners by mismatched weights—daggers, candleholders, a cracked teacup. Rook traced a finger along the cluttered scrawl of notes, troop routes, and rows of tiny red pins marking darkspawn sightings. 

Bellara cleared her throat, absently fidgeting with a pencil. "The Shadow Dragons confirmed what the Veiljumpers saw. After we pulled the elves out, Elgar'nan… improvised. He fed most of the cultists to his dragon."

"Punishment and necessity," Emmrich muttered, folding his arms. "He wished to cool his rage and required sustenance for the beast. Two birds, one stone."

"Doesn't matter," Neve said, automatically refilling Harding's coffee without looking away from the map. "He still has soldiers. And worse—loyalty."

"He has less of both than he did before," Rook said, though she wondered if it was enough. "The cult is not only diminished but also afraid. That's useful."

Lucanis tilted his head toward the map. "Do we know where he is?"

"Not exactly," Harding admitted. "But if he and Ghilan'nain were moving, we'd hear something. Sightings, signs, rumors. There's been nothing."

"Which means they've dug in," Davrin said, tapping a cluster of hills near the Arlathan border.

"Still too much ground to cover," Rook wanted them to focus on what they could accomplish. "But Ghilan'nain is making darkspawn. That's something we can use."

Bellara nodded, her fingers now fidgeting with the brass compass beside the map. "The Veiljumpers are tracking emergence points. If we can map them—see where they're coming from—we might find a pattern. A radius."

Emmrich leaned over the map. "And if we find the pattern, we find her nest."

"And Elgar'nan won't be far," Lucanis added.

Rook straightened, trying to project more confidence than she felt. "Until then, we continue to target their forces. The Antaam. The Venatori strongholds. Any forward mercenary camps. Pressure them into making mistakes, and maybe they’ll reveal something."

Neve set her mug down with a soft thunk. "Supplies are dwindling. Not critical yet, but we'll need to redistribute if the Veiljumpers are pushing deeper."

Another problem to juggle. Rook nodded. "Agreed. Our other allies are holding; Warden camps are stable, as are the smuggling routes in Rivain. The Shadow Dragons are pushing back further and further. They're not as dependent on our resources anymore with the cult reduced to a shadow of itself."

Lucanis's hand shifted on the table. "Then it is time I dealt with Illario."

"You're sure?" She could see the answer in the set of his shoulders, the way he'd gone perfectly still.

He nodded once. "I've avoided it long enough."

"Is that the best use of our time right now?" Davrin glanced at Lucanis, "Settling family business?"

Rook felt the temperature in the room drop.

"The Crows could be a crucial ally," she said, keeping her voice level. "We need them, and not just a couple of rogue agents."

"Do we?" Davrin asked. "Or are we spreading ourselves too thin? Every day we delay gives the gods more time to consolidate power and resources."

Rook watched Lucanis's jaw tighten almost imperceptibly. She knew that look—he was holding back more than he was saying.

"And every day Illario remains in power, the Crows are compromised," Lucanis said.

Neve raised a brow. "If you're going to take your House back, now's the time. Before everything breaks open."

"He won't make it easy," Emmrich warned. "You know that."

Lucanis gave a grim smile. "He never does."

Davrin crossed his arms, studying Lucanis with the intensity he usually reserved for tracking darkspawn. "What if he won't step down? What if it comes to—"

"Then it comes to that." Lucanis's voice was flat, final. But Rook caught the slight tremor in his left hand before he clenched it into a fist. The cost of that possibility was written in the tension of his shoulders.

Harding winced slightly. "There has to be another way."

"There might be," Rook said carefully. "But we plan for the worst."

Lucanis met her gaze. "We should talk to Viago. He'll know which Houses are still loyal, and which ones are just waiting to see who wins."

"I’m going with you," Rook insisted.

Lucanis answered as he let his gaze linger on her. "I was counting on it." 

Taash stood and stretched. "I'll handle the Veiljumpers. Get them better gear. Those bows they're using are shit against armored darkspawn, let alone dragons."

"Good," Rook nodded, relieved to move back to logistics she could control. "Davrin, you and Bellara keep working the emergence sites. Look for any alignment with ruins. If Ghilan'nain is hiding a lab, it'll be in something built to last."

"Old elven architecture would be ideal," Bellara said, stilling her nervous hands to point out sites on the map. "Deep foundations, magical reinforcement. She'd want somewhere that could contain her experiments."

"And somewhere Elgar'nan could fortify easily," Davrin added. "High ground, defensible approaches."

"I'll coordinate with the Shadow Dragons on the Venatori camps. If we hit three or four simultaneously, someone's bound to break and give us intel." Neve leaned back in her chair. "We could use the help, Lace."

Harding nodded her agreement. "Count me in."

"When do we depart?" Emmrich asked as he gathered his notes

"Tomorrow," Rook decided. "We've planned enough. Time to act."

She looked around the table, meeting each pair of eyes, trying to convey a confidence she wasn't sure she possessed. "We're not just buying time anymore. Every move we make now shapes how this ends. The gods think they've won, that they just need to wait us out—"

"Let them think that," Lucanis said, his eyes filled with menace. "Overconfidence has killed more people than knives ever have."

"Speaking of overconfidence," Neve said, giving Lucanis a pointed look, "don't underestimate Illario. He's had months to entrench himself."

"And he's had months to make enemies, to make mistakes," Lucanis replied. "The Crows respect strength and don't forgive weakness. And working with the Venatori? That was weak."

As the others began to file out, discussing logistics in low voices, Lucanis lingered by the map. Rook watched his fingers find the edge where Antiva was marked, thumb pressing against the ink as if he could erase what awaited him there.

"You're thinking about Caterina," she said after everyone else had left.

He nodded slowly, still staring at the map. "She always said the hardest kills are the ones you have to make. Not the ones you want."

Rook moved closer, wrapping her arms around him. "She'd be proud you're doing what needs to be done, even when it hurts. Especially when it hurts."

"Perhaps." He straightened as he moved to hold her waist with one arm, but she noticed his hands were steady now, the tremor gone. Whatever internal war he'd been fighting, he won. "Come, let's find Viago. Time to remind Treviso what a real Crow looks like."

 


 

The salt air hit Rook’s face as they emerged from the Eluvian. The Rivaini coast stretched before them, framed by jagged cliffs and the sprawl of the fortress that housed The Hilt .

The tavern's main room buzzed with lighthearted chaos—merchants haggling over supplies, sailors debating wind patterns, and in the corner booths, tales of glory were regaled. The scent of brine and old wood lingered in the air.

She and Lucanis found Viago and Teia tucked into one of the corner alcoves, half-hidden beneath the fishing nets that hung from the ceiling. Empty plates and half-drunk glasses of wine hinted they’d been here a while; the clutter of maps and sealed letters said they’d used the time well.

"Isabela's ships are ready," Teia was saying as they approached. "Three fast galleys, armed and provisioned. If the Antaam make their move, they will be overtaken at the agreed-upon coordinates."

Viago looked up, his expression unreadable as always. "Good, you’ve made it." He gestured to the empty chairs. "Sit. We have much to discuss."

Rook slid in beside Lucanis, noting how his shoulders had tensed the moment they’d sat down. Coming home was never easy—especially when home might try to kill you.

"What about the Antaam situation?" Rook asked. "You said they were gathering?"

Viago's expression darkened. “Ships. Weapons. Enough food for a siege,” Viago said. “They're not digging in—they’re preparing to march.”

"Any idea where?"

"Not yet," Teia admitted. "But whatever it is, it’s not defensive. They’re preparing to move, not hold ground."

“One crisis at a time,” Rook muttered. “Illario first.”

"Assuming we survive the first crisis," Viago pointed out.

Lucanis leaned forward. “How bad is it?”

"Bad." Teia sighed and gave Lucanis a sympathetic look.

"Illario’s been moving faster than we anticipated," Viago said as he poured more wine. "Four minor houses, all under new leadership, are supporting him outright. Two more are wavering."

"And the others?"

"Unhappy but waiting," Teia said, fingers drumming against the table. "Watching what you will do, Lucanis."

Rook saw the way his jaw worked as he processed the changed political landscape.

"What about Caterina? Any word?"

Teia and Viago exchanged a look that made Rook’s stomach tighten.

"We've had agents watching Villa Dellamorte," Teia said carefully. "Subtle surveillance, nothing that would raise alarms."

"And?" The single word came out sharper than Lucanis probably intended.

Teia reached into her vest and withdrew something small, wrapped in dark cloth. She placed it on the table and slowly unwrapped it.

Caterina’s opal ring. The mark of her favor.

"Where did you find this?" Lucanis’s gaze remained glued to the gold band on the table.

"In the kitchen waste," Viago said. "Too valuable to discard accidentally. Too recognizable to be disposed of carelessly."

"She’s trying to signal," Teia added gently. "She’s alive, Lucanis."

Rook watched Lucanis stare at the ring. It was painful to witness—the way someone could be undone by the possibility of good news after preparing for the worst.

"There’s more," Viago continued, though his tone suggested it wasn’t all positive. "Illario has called a gathering. All houses, summoned to Villa Dellamorte the day after tomorrow."

"For what purpose?" Rook asked, though she suspected she already knew.

"Crown himself," Teia said bluntly. "Officially declare himself First Talon."

Lucanis finally looked up from the ring, and Rook saw determination blaze in his eyes. "Then we stop him."

"How?" Viago leaned back in his chair. "The villa will be crawling with Venatori guards. Every Crow house will have people there. It’s not exactly a subtle infiltration target."

"We don’t need subtle," Lucanis said. "We need witnesses."

Rook could see the plan forming in his mind—calculating terrain, numbers, escape routes.

"What are you thinking?"

"The gathering is perfect cover," he said, voice gaining strength. "All those people, all that chaos. We find Caterina and the blood vial Illario’s been using to control me, then we confront him with the evidence."

Teia smiled, but it wasn’t entirely pleasant. "I do love a dramatic entrance."

Viago studied him for a long moment. "You’re assuming she’s being held in the main house."

“If I were Illario, I’d keep her close. Too many risks in travelling. And I know how to get in.” Lucanis picked up the ring, turning it over in his fingers. 

Rook leaned in. “What about once we’re inside? What’s the play against his allies?”

Viago’s grin was sharp. “Leave that to us. Not all the Crows are happy with Illario dancing to Venatori strings.”

"Armed friends?" Rook asked.

"The best kind," Teia confirmed. "But you’ll have maybe an hour before the ceremony starts. After that, things get complicated."

“One hour to infiltrate and search the villa, find Caterina, destroy a blood magic artifact, and disrupt a power grab.” Rook raised an eyebrow. “Totally reasonable.”

“The family wing isn’t large,” Lucanis said. “And I know every passage.”

Rook nodded, watching as Lucanis pocketed the family heirloom. She saw his resolve settle like armor clicking into place.

As they prepared to leave, Rook caught Teia’s eye. The other woman’s expression was troubled, and Rook suspected she shared the same concern—about what they might find at Villa Dellamorte, and what it might cost Lucanis to face it.




Chapter 45: The Demon's Return

Summary:

Spite had grown increasingly restless as they approached this door, the demon's energy coiling and uncoiling like a caged beast. But now, at the threshold, he went completely still.
The door creaked open.
He stepped inside first, senses alert, heart pounding. He wasn’t sure what would be worse—finding her body or finding nothing at all.
The room was dark and still. But underneath the silence, he could hear it—the faint, labored sound of breathing.

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The crack in the rock was barely wide enough for a person to slip through. The scent of stagnant canal water still clung to them as they emerged into the cool stone passage beneath Villa Dellamorte.

Home. 

The familiar feel of the villa's foundations should have greeted him like an old friend, but something was wrong. The faint smell of foreign incense had seeped through even down here.

Wrong , Spite whispered in his mind, the demon's voice carrying an edge of unease.

Rook moved up beside him, blades already drawn, her eyes scanning the gloom. “How did you even know this passage existed?” she asked quietly. “Wouldn’t Illario have sealed it?”

"He doesn't know about it," Lucanis said, his fingers tracing the stone wall. "No one does."

She glanced over at him, and he could feel her curiosity.

"I found it when I was a boy, playing down here." A faint smile tugged at the corner of his mouth, but it didn't last. The memories were bittersweet now. "I never told anyone. Not even Caterina. Sometimes you need a place where no one can find you, where you can just... disappear."

Rook’s expression softened. “So you’ve had an escape route all this time?”

"Not an escape. A secret," he corrected, his voice quieter now. “This house doesn’t give up anything without a price. I just got lucky.”

The passage opened into the villa's basement through a concealed panel behind a row of wine casks. Lucanis automatically avoided the third stone from the wall—it had always been loose, would scrape if stepped on, and alert the servants—old habits.

But as they emerged, he froze.

Voices echoed through corridors that should have been silent. 

His chest tightened. Those weren't the voices of the house staff. The demon stirred restlessly beneath his skin, sharing his agitation.

Venatori.

They'd made camp in his home.

“He opened our doors to them,” Lucanis clenched his jaw so hard his teeth ached. "Venatori. In my house." The betrayal cut deeper than any blade.

They crept forward, and with each step, Lucanis felt something sacred dying inside him. Maps of Antiva were spread across Caterina's antique card table—the one where she'd taught him to play Wicked Grace. Muddy boots had tracked filth across marble floors that had gleamed like mirrors for three centuries. Someone had used a priceless Orlesian tapestry as a blanket.

But it was the sight around the corner that shattered his control.

Two guards in rust-colored robes lounged in the family's private sitting room like they owned it. One had his feet propped on great-grandfather's chair—the one Caterina had forbidden anyone to sit in, the other was drinking their wine from a silver goblet bearing the Dellamorte sigil while casually paging through what looked like Caterina's personal correspondence. 

Reading her letters. Her private thoughts.

Something cold and terrible unfurled in Lucanis's chest. The demon, maybe, or just his own rage—he couldn't tell the difference anymore. The temperature in the corridor seemed to drop, shadows lengthening around Lucanis as purple flickered behind his eyes.

He struck first.

The guard with the goblet died with wine still on his lips, never knowing death was coming. The second barely had time to register his companion's fate before Lucanis's blade opened his throat. Warm blood splattered across the rug—Caterina would be furious about the stain.

He surveyed the damage, the filth they had spread around. Lucanis stepped over muddy boots, past scrolls left half-unrolled and cold food molding on silver trays. Someone had ground incense ash into the marble. His home looked defiled. Claimed.

"I can't believe he let that vermin in," Lucanis breathed, his hands trembling with the effort of maintaining control. "Now I'll have to get the whole house cleaned and blessed again. Some of these stains will never come out."

"They're not subtle," Rook muttered as they passed a room where crystal decanters lay shattered and a portrait of his great-aunt Fiora bore knife slashes across her painted face. "Or particularly respectful."

“They’ll pay for it.” Lucanis didn’t keep silent. Not anymore. "Every. Single. One."

They swept the halls methodically, room by room. Lucanis moved quickly through corridors he could navigate blindfolded, taking shortcuts only someone born to this house would know—through servants' passages behind the kitchens, around the loose floorboard by the library, up the back stairs that didn't creak if you kept to the left side.

Each kill was personal. Each death a small payment against an unpayable debt.

Their luck nearly ran out on the second floor. Voices approached from around a bend, and Lucanis pulled Rook into the alcove behind the statue of Lucien the Bold, pressing her against the cold marble in the narrow space. He could smell the familiar scents of home—beeswax candles, old leather, and the ghost of Caterina's perfume.

"—orders are to search the east wing again," one voice was saying. "Boss thinks the old woman might have hidden something there before she got caught."

Lucanis went completely still. They were talking about Caterina as if she were still alive.

"What about that locked room on the third floor? The one with all the fancy woodwork?"

"That's the entry to the attic. Illario said not to bother—nothing valuable there."

Nothing valuable. His entire childhood, his books, his memories—nothing valuable.

How do you measure the worth of a life lived? How do you price the weight of memory? Even Spite, creature of the Fade that he was, seemed to understand the profound violation of dismissing a lifetime as worthless.

The guards moved past. When he emerged from the alcove, murder was singing in his veins. With swift movements, he slit the throat of the man closest to him before moving on to the other one.

Yes , Spite purred as they left the bodies behind. They learn the price of insult. Too late, but they learn.

As they continued, Lucanis felt himself changing. The careful control he'd spent years perfecting was cracking, revealing the weapon underneath. The Demon of Vyrantium had been forged in these halls—it was only fitting he returned to finish what was started.

When they reached the familiar archway, he paused.  "My grandmother's study is just ahead," he told Rook quietly. “We’re in the family wing now.”

The heavy door hung askew on its hinges, and even before they stepped inside, Lucanis saw the devastation. Caterina's study—her sanctuary of leather-bound books and meticulously arranged papers—had been gutted. Shelves lay overturned, their contents scattered. Her desk had been ransacked: drawers yanked open, manuscripts and contracts torn and trampled.

He stood frozen in the doorway. The destruction was so complete, he couldn’t tell whether it had a purpose or if it was just rage given form. Books that had survived centuries now lay spine-broken on the floor. Her favorite reading chair had been slashed open.

Rook’s boots crunched glass behind him. “They were afraid of her,” she said quietly. “That kind of rage… It’s fear, dressed up as power.”

"Animals," his voice was hollow. This wasn't just theft or intrusion. This was desecration.

They moved through the carnage carefully, stepping over scattered papers and broken glass. Nothing remained untouched. 

Rook touched his arm gently. "I'm sorry."

Lucanis nodded, not trusting his voice. There was nothing left to salvage here.

Illario's rooms were pristine by comparison—unnaturally so. The bed was perfectly made, surfaces dusted to a shine, everything arranged with the kind of meticulous care he didn't associate with Illario at all. Fresh white lilies sat in a crystal vase on the nightstand, their cloying sweetness trying to mask something rotten underneath. The room felt staged, a performance of innocence.

They searched methodically through drawers, behind paintings, under the mattress. Lucanis knew where Illario used to hide things as a boy, but those old hiding spots yielded nothing—no blood vial.

But Rook found something else.

"Lucanis." She held up an elegant piece of parchment, sealed with black wax. "Look at this."

The invitation was written in flowing script; the paper was so fine that it was almost translucent. The honor of your presence is requested to witness the Ascension of the Gods, Isle of the Gods. The date was soon—too soon.

"He really is working for them," Lucanis said, reading over her shoulder. The betrayal cut deeper with each revelation. His cousin, his brother in all but blood, had sold them all for power.

The hallway outside his old rooms was precisely as he remembered—same cracked tile in the corner, same faded mural of Andraste’s martyrdom flaking near the ceiling. He hesitated at the door.

His old rooms were exactly as he'd left them.

The air was stagnant, preserved like a tomb. Every book on the shelf was in its proper place. Part of his knife collection was still on display, the blades dulled with dust. The small wooden wyvern he'd carved as a child sat on his desk beside an ink well that had probably dried up years ago.

Caterina had kept it all. A testament to her faith that he'd return.

Rook surveyed the space with a sense of wonder. "I’m surprised Illario hasn’t torn through here, considering the state of Caterina’s study."

He picked up a book from his nightstand. Some embarrassingly romantic tale he’d never finished.

“So this is where the great Lucanis Dellamorte brooded as a teenager,”  Rook said, smiling, settling onto the edge of his bed. "I have to say, I'm a little disappointed. I expected more weapons."

Despite everything, Lucanis felt his mouth twitch. "Sorry to disappoint. This was just where I slept."

"Just where you slept?" She raised an eyebrow, patting the mattress.

"I was a perfect gentleman. Caterina made sure of that."

"How disappointing," Rook murmured, and he caught the playfulness in her voice.

For a moment, the weight of grief and rage lifted, but the levity couldn't last. They had one more room to check.

As they approached Caterina's chambers, Lucanis noticed the scratches first—deep gouges in the wallpaper leading to her door, as if someone had clawed at the walls while being dragged. The smell here was different, too—fear-sweat and something medicinal.

Caterina's bedroom door was locked.

Not just locked—barricaded. Someone had shoved a heavy dresser against it, the dark wood scarred from being dragged across the floor. The lock itself looked new.

"They're keeping someone in," Rook whispered, drawing her blades.

Lucanis nodded, his own weapons resting in his hands like extensions of his will. Together, they managed to shift the dresser enough to access the door. The lock was sturdy, but no match for a Crow's lockpicks.

The mechanism clicked open.

Lucanis paused with his hand on the handle, suddenly afraid of what they might find. His grandmother's most private space. Her sanctuary. What if she wasn’t here? What if he was too late?

Spite had grown increasingly restless as they approached this door, the demon's energy coiling and uncoiling like a caged beast. But now, at the threshold, he went completely still.

The door creaked open.

He stepped inside first, senses alert, heart pounding. He wasn’t sure what would be worse—finding her body or finding nothing at all.

The room was dark and still, but underneath the silence, he could hear the faint, labored sound of breathing.

She is here , the demon said with absolute certainty.

Lucanis took two careful steps inside. His eyes had adjusted to the low light when he caught movement from the corner of his vision—a shadow detaching itself from beside the massive armoire.

Steel sang through the air.

He pivoted instinctively, catching the blow mid-swing. Steel rang as his rapier met iron. He grabbed the weapon with his off hand and forced it down, only then realizing it was a fireplace poker, rusted at the tip and wielded with surprising strength and precision.

His assailant stepped into the pale moonlight streaming through the curtains.

Caterina.

Her silver hair was disheveled, her usually immaculate appearance rumpled and worn, but those dark eyes blazed with undiminished fire. She was thinner than he remembered, and there were bruises on her wrists where restraints had chafed. But she stood straight as a blade, unbowed and unbroken.

For a heartbeat, they stared at each other across the locked poker, neither quite believing what they were seeing.

"Lucanis?" 

The poker clattered to the floor. Before he could react, she had crossed the distance between them and pulled him into her arms, pressing kisses to both his cheeks in the old Antivan way. 

"Welcome home, my boy."

The embrace caught him entirely off guard. Affection from Caterina came in the form of approving nods or the occasional proud hand on his shoulder. Not the bold display she exhibited now.

He returned the hug awkwardly.

"What happened?" he asked when she finally pulled back, though he kept his hands on her shoulders as if afraid she might topple over. "We thought—Illario told us you were dead."

Caterina's expression hardened. "Illario drugged me," she said, her voice carrying all the venom of a woman betrayed by family. "Told me you were a monster—not the man I remembered, but an abomination not worthy of being my heir. Said he'd made new allies for the Crows, that he would show everyone he could lead." She snorted. “He always was dramatic.”

"But you've been causing trouble," Rook observed, noting the overturned furniture and makeshift weapons scattered around the room.

Caterina's smile was sharp as a blade. "Did that boy think I would just go along with this? I’ve let them know this House still has teeth."

"Caterina." Lucanis's voice was urgent now. “We’re moving tonight. Illario’s planning something—an event at the opera house. A public demonstration.”

Her eyes sharpened with predatory interest. "The opera house? Of course." She moved to her dresser, retrieving a hidden dagger from beneath folded linens. "How many allies does he have there?"

"We don't know exactly, but—" Lucanis paused as he realized what she was doing. "Caterina, no. You need to stay here, lock yourself in. Let us handle this."

She turned to face him, and in that moment, he saw the woman who had ruled the Crows with an iron fist for decades. "I beg your pardon?"

"It's too dangerous. You've been imprisoned for months, you're not in fighting condition—"

"Lucanis." Her voice could have frozen fire. "I was fulfilling contracts before you were born. I didn't survive this long by hiding when business needed dealing with."

Lucanis wanted to argue, but he recognized the set of her jaw. Caterina Dellamorte had made her decision, and no force in Thedas could change her mind once that happened.

"Just..." he sighed, "be careful. I just got you back."

Something soft flickered in her expression. "And I just got you back, too, my boy." She reached up to touch his cheek. "Now go. I’ll be right behind you."

Her eyes met his, and for a moment, he saw not only his grandmother but the woman who had built an empire on respect and fear.

Chapter 46: Crows at War

Summary:

Lucanis stared at him, jaw tight.
He couldn't strike. Not yet. Not until the truth was out—until Illario showed his hand.
And if Lucanis had to play the monster to make that happen… so be it.

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The last Venatori guard crumpled to the cobblestones, his blood pooling on the courtyard stones. Lucanis wiped his blade clean, the familiar ritual doing nothing to calm the storm building in his chest.

"Forty-eight minutes," Rook said quietly, checking the small timepiece Viago had pressed into their hands. "Think we can make it dramatic enough for the Crows' taste?"

Lucanis' mouth twitched upward.

"I think," he said, adjusting his leather armor and checking that his daggers sat properly in their sheaths, "drama won't be a problem."

It couldn't be done from the shadows. Not this time. If he was going to expose Illario, if he wanted the truth to stick, he needed all eyes on him.

They climbed the marble steps until they reached the grand double doors of the central chamber. Behind them, the muffled sound of Illario's voice leaked through the carved wood.

"…how I mourn her loss," he was saying. "Our dearest Caterina. And how I mourn poor Lucanis—once promising heir, now a creature twisted beyond recognition. An abomination. A demon wearing the face of a Dellamorte."

Lucanis's jaw clenched. Even now, Illario was performing. Every word carefully chosen, every pause calculated for maximum effect. He'd probably rehearsed this speech in his mirror, perfecting the right mixture of grief and noble resolve.

Disgust curled hot in Lucanis's gut.

Spite stirred in the depths of his mind, eager for violence, for the satisfaction of watching Illario's blood paint the opera house floor.

Soon , he promised the demon. But not yet.

"And so it is with a heavy heart that I accept the mantle of First Talon, and with it, the responsibility of leading the Antivan Crows into a new era of—"

Rook caught his eye, a silent question passing between them. Lucanis nodded once, then placed both hands against the doors. He threw the doors open. They slammed wide, the crash of wood against stone echoing through the vaulted chamber like thunder.

Conversations died. Wine glasses paused halfway to lips. Every face in the opera house, from the Crows packed into the seats to the Talons watching from their private boxes, turned toward Lucanis.

The room parted before him like a blade slicing water as he strode down the center aisle. His boots rang against the marble floor, each step an accusation. On the stage, Illario stood with his mouth still open from whatever lie he'd been spinning.

He felt Spite's presence like a second shadow as his vision took on a violet tint. In the candlelight, he knew he must look like something from a cautionary tale—the loyal heir transformed into a nightmare.

Let them look.

"That position," Lucanis said, his voice carrying easily through the hushed theater, "has already been filled. Cousin."

The words hung in the air like an insult. A challenge.

Illario's smile widened, transforming from welcoming to predatory. His eyes glittered with satisfaction, as if he'd been waiting for this moment, preparing for it.

"Lucanis." The name rolled off his tongue like honey over poison. He stepped closer to the edge of the podium, looking down at his cousin with theatrical sorrow. "How wonderful that you've joined us. Here to give everyone a demonstration of the monster you've become?"

There it was.

The bait. The trap. Spoken with the ease of someone who had already prepared for this moment.

Lucanis stopped at the foot of the dais.

"Look at him," Illario continued, his voice heavy with theatrical grief. "Look at what they've done to my dear cousin. The way the demon burns behind his eyes."

Murmurs rose from the crowd—fear, disgust, pity—all the reactions Illario had been cultivating with his careful words.

"I grieve for the man you were, Lucanis. Truly." Illario pressed a hand to his heart. "But I cannot allow sentiment to blind me to duty. An abomination cannot lead the Crows, no matter how beloved the host once was."

Show him , the demon whispered. Show them all what we can do.

Instead, Lucanis smiled.

"If I'm a monster," he said evenly, "then what does that make you? You sold the Crows to Tevinter filth. You handed over our future to the Venatori—and lied to everyone while you did it."

The color drained from Illario's face, but his smile never wavered.

"Careful, cousin," he said softly, his voice still carrying to every corner of the theater. "Grief can make us say things we don't mean. The demon in your head is twisting your—"

Lucanis turned to address the chamber, ignoring Illario’s deflections.

"He lied about Caterina. Lied about me. Lied about everything."

Another wave of murmurs spread through the audience, but Illario only lifted a hand for silence—composed and indulgent, like a man humoring a petulant child.

"Do you see?" he said. "He speaks madness. Blood magic has eaten away the last of his reason. My poor cousin, what did they do to you in that prison? What lies did they plant in your head to turn you against your own family?"

Lucanis stared at him, jaw tight. He couldn't strike. Not yet. Not until the truth was out—until Illario showed his hand.

And if Lucanis had to play the monster to make that happen, then so be it.

"Proof, cousin," he said quietly. "Do you have proof of these wild accusations?"

Lucanis stepped onto the stage, every muscle coiled for violence. Rushing Illario now would only validate every lie his cousin had spun. The assembled Houses needed to see the truth—all of it.

"Better an abomination," Lucanis said defiantly, "than a traitor."

Illario's mask finally cracked, his handsome features twisting with years of suppressed rage and jealousy.

And then—

"Enough!"

The voice cracked through the theater like a whip. Heads turned and whispers bloomed when a figure, draped in black, stepped into the light of the central aisle. Caterina Dellamorte marched into the theater, her cane tapping against marble.

Glasses slipped from nerveless fingers to shatter on the floor, and several minor Crows actually stumbled backward, as if they were seeing the ghost that haunted them.

"Stop this performance, Illario," she said, her voice carrying easily through the stunned theater. "Whatever you hoped to accomplish here, it ends now."

Illario stared at her as if she were indeed a specter risen from the grave. "You're... you should be—"

"Locked up? Shackled? Chained to a chair?" Caterina's voice was steady and sharp as steel . "You told them I was dead while you kept me captive in my own House. You lied to the Talons. To the Crows. To me."

The crowd watched in horrified fascination as she continued up the steps, each word a nail in Illario's coffin.

Illario's face had gone ashen, but his eyes burned with something desperate and wild.

"Even now," he spat, "you choose him. A monster."

He turned to Lucanis, eyes burning. "Will you favor his memory over me as well, I wonder?"

"His memory?" Caterina's eyebrows rose. "Child, he's standing right there."

"That thing is not my cousin!" Illario screamed. "That is a demon wearing his face, and you're too blind to see it!" His hand moved to his sleeve, fingers closing around a slender stiletto, designed for close work. He lunged forward at Lucanis.

Lucanis moved, but Caterina was closer. She stepped between them, her arms spread wide to shield him. The knife sank into her abdomen with a wet sound.

"Caterina—!" Lucanis caught her as she fell, his hands slick with blood.

Illario staggered back, eyes wide with shock; then rage.

"No," Lucanis shouted. Blood spread across her gown like spilled wine as he gently lowered her to the ground. "No, no, no..."

Rage bloomed in Lucanis's chest, but before he could move, before he could tear Illario apart with his bare hands, Illario's hand pressed against something at his chest. With dawning horror, Lucanis realized that the ornate brooch on his cousin's vest wasn't merely decorative at all.

It contained the vial of his blood, hidden in plain sight.

"Yield."

Lucanis cried out as the magic hit him. It tore through his veins like acid, coiling and choking, pulling his spine straight like a puppet on strings. His muscles spasmed. His wings—half unfurled in anger—shrank back.

"Yield," Illario said, his voice razor-sharp. "Submit."

Lucanis's vision blurred, and the room started to spin. He could feel the foul magic trying to dominate his will, bending him to Illario's voice.

"Surrender to me," Illario commanded, his voice ringing with stolen authority. "Submit. Kneel."

The magic swam through Lucanis like liquid fire, every nerve screaming, but beneath the pain, beneath the magical compulsion, something else burned.

Grief. For Caterina's blood on his hands.

Fury. At the betrayal.

And underneath it all, a cold determination that had been forged in Zara Renata's dungeons.

Never again, Spite whispered.

Lucanis looked up at his cousin through purple-tinged vision. When he spoke, his voice carried the weight of the Fade itself.

"No."

His bones cracked as the magic tried to hold him in place, but still he moved. His wings burst forth fully behind him, feathers like shadow, purple fire dancing along their edges, and when he moved, they left trails of darkness in the air.

The crowd recoiled in awe and terror.

Spite's power flowed through him, not controlling him but amplifying what was already there—his will, his fury, his absolute refusal to bow.

"Impossible," Illario breathed, stepping backward. "The blood magic should—" His eyes went wide in panic as he stepped backward. "Venatori!" Illario shouted over the chaos, his voice cracking with panic. "Now! Take them!"

Doors burst open around the theater. Armed figures in masks poured in from every entrance—Tevinter mages, Venatori soldiers, and worst of all, Crows wearing the wrong colors.

But they weren't the only ones who had been waiting for a sign.

A sharp whistle cut through the noise—Viago's signal. Suddenly, the opera house was full of flying steel as loyal Crows drew weapons that had been smuggled past Illario’s security. Teia's people dropped from the rafters like deadly rain, while Viago's assassins materialized from the curtains behind the dais.

Rook moved like lightning, her blade finding the throat of a Venatori mage before he could complete his spell. "Not happening," she snarled, spinning to parry a traitor Crow's poisoned dagger.

"You chose the wrong cousin, Nelle!" Illario called out over the clash of steel, his voice wild with desperate laughter. "Look around you! Look what your monster has brought upon us all!"

"I chose exactly right!" she shouted back, driving her elbow into a second attacker's chest before opening his throat with her return stroke.

But Lucanis wasn't listening. His eyes were fixed on Caterina's still form, on the blood pooling beneath her. Teia and two others were by her side, trying to stop the bleeding. Everything else—the battle raging around them, the screams and clash of weapons, even Illario's taunts—faded to background noise.

There was only determination.

Only the need to make his cousin pay.

He launched himself across the stage, wings propelling him forward with impossible speed. Illario barely got his blade up in time to block the first strike, his eyes wide with terror as he realized what he'd unleashed.

But even as Lucanis pressed his attack on Illario, enemies circled like vultures. A traitor Crow lunged at his back, only to meet Rook's blade instead. She moved with deadly grace, her weapon spinning in fluid, graceful movements as she cut down anyone who tried to interfere with Lucanis's fight.

"Focus on Illario!" she called out, knocking down a Venatori soldier with a vicious uppercut. 

Two more attackers rushed her—a mage crackling with electricity and a Venatori assassin wielding twin daggers. Rook rolled under the lightning bolt, came up inside the mage's guard, and drove her knife into his skull. The assassin’s daggers whistled past her ear as she spun away, her counterstrike opening him from sternum to stomach.

Around them, the opera house had turned into a battlefield. Viago danced between three Venatori mages, his poisoned blades weaving deadly patterns in the air.

But Lucanis saw none of it. There was only Illario's terrified face, only the satisfying ring of steel on steel. The promise of vengeance finally within reach.

His cousin had always been the better actor, the smoother talker, the charmer. But in a fight, there was no contest at all.

Spite's wings beat once, surging Lucanis forward. His blade found its mark, sliding deep into Illario's shoulder and down. Bone cracked. Tendons severed. His cousin's weapon clattered to the stage as he collapsed to his knees, grabbing his ruined limb.

"For Caterina," Lucanis pressed the tip of his dagger to Illario's throat. One push, and it would all be over.

But the rage was already fading, replaced by something colder and more calculating.

"Death would be too easy for you," he said quietly. "You'll live to answer for every life you sold, every oath you broke."

Around them, the sounds of battle were dying. Viago's voice cut through the chaos: "Secure the prisoners! Any Venatori still breathing?"

"All dead!" a Tallon called back from across the theater. "And we've got the traitor Crows in custody."

Lucanis stepped back from his cousin, his wings dissipating like smoke. Two loyal Crows moved in immediately, hauling Illario to his feet despite his wounded protests.

"Take him to the holding cells," Lucanis ordered. His voice carried the authority of his birthright now—no one questioned it.

As they dragged Illario away, his cousin looked back with eyes full of hatred.

"This isn't over," he gasped. "You think you've won, but—"

"It is over," Lucanis said simply. "You lost the moment you chose betrayal over blood."

He turned away from his cousin's curses and rushed back to Caterina's side. She lay still where he'd left her, her face pale but her eyes alert. Rook knelt beside her, pressing cloth against the wound to stem the bleeding.

"The... healers?" Caterina asked.

"Teia's people are bringing them through the side entrance now. Just hold on."

Within minutes, the theater's side doors burst open a second time that night, revealing a team of healers rushing in. They worked with practiced efficiency as they assessed and treated her injuries.

"The blade missed anything vital," the healer announced after several tense minutes. "She's lost a lot of blood, but with proper care and rest, she should make a full recovery."

Lucanis closed his eyes, the tension finally leaving his shoulders. The words echoed in his mind—she would live. Caterina would live.

For a moment, no one moved. The weight of how close they'd come to losing her so shortly after her resurrection settled over the theater like a shroud. Then someone—Viago, perhaps—let out a shaky breath.

A cheer went up from the assembled Crows, a raw, heartfelt celebration of people who had just watched their matriarch cheat death twice in one evening. Caterina's survival meant stability, a return to the old consensus.

As the healers carefully moved her, Caterina caught Lucanis's hand.

"You did well," she said softly. "The House... is yours now. Lead them... as I taught you."

"Rest, Caterina," he replied, squeezing her fingers gently. "We'll talk when you're stronger."

She smiled—a real smile. "Proud of you... My fierce boy."

As the healers carried her out, the celebration in the theater continued. Crows cleaned their weapons and tended to their wounded, while others began the grim work of clearing away Venatori bodies. The traitor Crows sat bound under heavy guard, their faces resigned to whatever judgment awaited them.

Viago appeared at Lucanis's side, his appearance only slightly disheveled from battle.

"Well," he said, surveying the carnage with satisfaction, "that was certainly dramatic enough."

"Good," Lucanis replied, watching as his people celebrated around them. "The evidence against Illario?"

"Secure," Viago confirmed. "Letters, ledgers, witness testimonies. His trial will be a formality."

Someone had rolled in barrels of wine to the center of the hall. Glasses passed from hand to hand as Crows toasted their victory and their First Talon.

Looking around at the blood-stained but victorious faces of his people, Lucanis felt that he was finally home.

Chapter 47: Silver on Gold

Summary:

Hand in hand, Lucanis led them to a gate partially hidden in the hedge. It opened with a metal groan, revealing stone steps that descended to a small private dock where a large gondola was moored. From a chest in the stone alcove, he retrieved a lantern and several thick blankets.

Nelle settled into the gondola as he pushed off from the dock, steering them smoothly into the canal. She found herself watching his practiced movements, noticing how different he seemed here—calmer, more himself. 

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Nelle pressed her back against the cool stone wall, watching the elaborate dance of politics unfold before her. The great hall of the opera house buzzed with conversation, laughter, and the subtle undertones of careful negotiations that always accompanied gatherings of the Antivan Crows.

Across the room, Lucanis moved between clusters of Crows like a master performer working his audience. She watched him clasp the shoulder of the Fourth Talon, his laugh genuine enough to fool anyone who didn't know him. But Nelle caught the tension in his jaw, the way his fingers drummed against his thigh. House Dellamorte's golden boy was being pulled in every direction tonight—promises to make, alliances to forge, expectations to meet.

Their eyes met, and for a heartbeat, his mask slipped, and she saw the exhaustion underneath. Then someone called his name, and the moment shattered.

"Don't tell me Lucanis' brooding is contagious," Viago's voice cut through her observations.

She turned to find her mentor approaching with two glasses of wine, his expression unreadable as always. 

She huffed a quiet laugh at her Talon’s joke. "I'm observing."

"Hmm." He handed her a glass. "And what fascinating observations have you made?"

"That everyone here wants something from him." She took a sip of the wine, and of course, it was excellent. Everything in this house was.

Viago followed her gaze to where Lucanis was now deep in conversation with a woman whose House Nelle couldn't identify from her position. "The burden of leadership. You should understand it for yourself by now."

"When I’m leading a contract, yes." She looked at him sideways. "But within the Crows, I'll always be on the sidelines."

"That depends entirely on you." Viago's tone was mild, but she heard the challenge underneath. "Though I suspect you've already made your choice." His knowing eyes darted from her to Lucanis.

Before she could ask what he meant, he melted back into the crowd with the ease of someone who had spent years navigating these gatherings. Nelle remained by the wall, swirling wine in her glass as his words echoed in her mind.

The celebration pressed in around her—voices growing louder, laughter more free as the evening wore on. She needed air. Needed space. Silence.

Nelle made her way to the refreshment tables, weaving between conversations. At a barrel of Antivan red, she filled a second glass, the liquid catching the warm glow of the oil lamps.

The moment she stepped into the gardens, the tension in her shoulders began to ease. The Dellamorte estate grounds were a masterpiece of landscaping and old wealth. Gravel crunched softly under her boots as she walked down the paths past marble statues that had stood for generations. Each one was a work of art—angels with faces worn smooth by weather, warriors frozen in eternal battle, lovers caught in tender embraces.

She paused before a fountain where water cascaded from the beak of a crow, its feathers meticulously detailed, its eyes following her every move. The sound was soothing after the racket of the party. Here, surrounded by proof of generations of power and prosperity, she couldn't help but remember the girl she'd been before Viago found her.

The faces of her parents had long since faded from her mind, leaving only scraps of memories and impressions, along with phantom voices. She did remember the streets, though. Cramped alleyways where she'd curled up to sleep, using a stolen newspaper for warmth. The constant gnaw of hunger, the way she'd learned to move silently to avoid notice. The day Viago had cornered her when she had tried to pick his pocket, and offered her a choice.

House De Riva had never been poor. Viago commanded respect and resources, but this was something else entirely. The topiaries alone cost more than some families saw in a year. Sculpted ravens seemed to watch her pass, their leafy eyes following her movement. Even the archways were ornate, carved with intricate patterns that evoked a sense of old decadence.

She found herself wondering what Lucanis had been like as a child here. Had he run through these gardens? Hidden behind these statues during games of chase? Or had he been groomed from birth for the role he now inhabited, taught to smile and charm and never let anyone see what lay beneath? Death was, after all, the Dellamorte family business.

The path led her deeper into the estate, past a walled kitchen garden that perfumed the night air with rosemary and thyme. The sounds of the party faded until they were nothing more than a distant murmur, like waves against a faraway shore. Her breathing deepened as her mind finally found the clarity she'd been seeking.

At the far end of the grounds stood a marble gazebo, its pillars casting a faint reflection of the moon's light. Beyond it, the estate's boundary ended at one of Treviso's canals. The water moved lazily in the moonlight, reflecting silver fragments of stars and carrying the faint scent of the sea.

Nelle climbed the three steps into the pavilion and set one wine glass on the stone bench in the center, overlooking the water. Then she moved to the railing and leaned against it, taking a slow sip from her own glass as she gazed out over the water.

A night bird called somewhere in the darkness, answered by another from across the waterway. The jasmine climbing the gazebo’s pillars released its perfume into the cool air—familiar and sweet. For the first time all night, she could breathe properly.

She wondered, briefly, how long this quiet would last. How many more nights like this might they have before the Crows would take him from her?

She didn't have to wait long.

Faint footsteps on gravel announced his approach, unhurried but purposeful. She didn't turn around, instead savoring the anticipation coiling in her stomach.

"I wondered where you'd disappeared to," Lucanis's voice came from behind her, as warm and smooth as the wine in her glass.

"Did you?" She glanced over her shoulder to find him standing at the gazebo's entrance. The moonlight softened the sharp angles of his face, made him look at ease. Less like the heir to House Dellamorte and more like the man she'd come to know in the quiet moments between missions.

"Not enjoying the celebration?" He stepped into the gazebo as he ran a hand through his hair. She closed her eyes, savoring how his scent mixed with the wine.

"Your celebration," she corrected, finally turning to face him fully. "And it's perfectly lovely. Very... deserved."

He laughed, a real sound this time, raspy and warm, nothing like the performance he'd been giving all evening. 

“Deserved. That’s one way to put it,” he said. “Though I prefer the way we celebrated after we killed those blighted dragons.”

“You mean the one in The Hilt? When we ended up alone—”

“Exactly.” He almost growled at the memory.

He noticed the second wine glass and raised an eyebrow. "Confident of me, weren't you?"

"Was I wrong?"

Instead of answering, he picked up the glass she brought for him and stood beside her at the railing as he took a sip.

"Thank you," he said quietly, "for this. For getting me away from all of that." He gestured with his head to the building behind them.

"You could have left on your own." Nelle gently reminded him.

"Could I?" He took a sip of wine, his gaze fixed on the canal. "The heir to House Dellamorte doesn't simply abandon his own party. There are expectations, responsibilities."

"And what does Lucanis want?"

He turned to look at her, and in the moonlight she could see all the things he couldn't say in public—the exhaustion, the longing, the weight of both grief and relief.

"Right now? This. Just this."

Nelle set her wine glass on the railing and stepped closer, close enough to drown in his dark eyes, close enough to count his heartbeats if she pressed her hand to his chest.

"Kiss me?" she asked him.

He leaned in, letting his lips hover just above hers, his breath warm against her skin. "With pleasure."

His lips claimed hers in a slow, passionate kiss that spoke of all the stolen glances they had shared all evening. They melted into one another, her hands clutching his leathers while his arms encircled her waist, pulling her closer against him. Time seemed suspended in the jasmine-scented air, the distant sounds of the party forgotten entirely.

When he finally broke away, his forehead came to rest against hers, both of them breathing unsteadily.

"Can I take you somewhere?" His voice was rough with emotion.

Nelle chuckled softly, her fingers still clutched in his clothing. "That depends... is the destination your bedroom?"

He laughed, the sound vibrating through his chest where she could feel it. "As tempting as that is..." He shook his head slightly, his eyes never leaving hers. "I want to show you my favorite place in the city."

"More beautiful than this?" She gestured at the moonlit garden around them.

"Different," he said, brushing a strand of hair from her face.

There was something vulnerable in his expression, as if he were offering her not just a location but a piece of himself that few others had seen.

"Lead the way," she said as their fingers intertwined.

Hand in hand, Lucanis led her to a gate partially hidden by a hedge surrounding the gardens. It opened with a metal groan, revealing stone steps that descended to a small private dock where a large gondola was moored. From a chest in the stone alcove, he retrieved a lantern and several thick blankets.

Nelle settled into the gondola as he pushed off from the dock, watching the city glide past them in the gentle lamplight. They passed under the Ponte di Marmo before turning into a narrower waterway where someone's violin melody drifted from an upper balcony. They had stepped into a dream, she thought, just the two of them gliding through Treviso, the water beneath them reflecting the stars above.

After about twenty minutes, they reached a more secluded part of the canals where ancient buildings leaned in different directions and the trees and shrubbery flanking the waterway created privacy from possible onlookers. Lucanis anchored the gondola and spread the blankets in the center of the boat.

They lay on their backs, gazing up at the stars. Nelle understood immediately why this was his favorite place. It felt secluded yet safe, quiet enough for solitude but not isolation. The gentle sounds of the city—conversations and laughter drifting from nearby taverns, the soft splash of other boats in distant canals, troubadours regaling people with their balads—reminded them they were still part of Treviso's living heartbeat.

"I have something for you," Lucanis said after a while as he turned towards her.

Nelle shifted to face him, her eyebrows rising. Uncertainty flickered across his expression as his fingers found a pocket and retrieved something small. "I should have returned it sooner, but I hoped..."

She had never seen him struggle for words like this. He held his closed hand out to her, then opened his palm. A delicate golden chain dropped down, and at its end hung her mother's pendant—the simple engraving of a flower worn smooth by years of touching. The chain caught the light, a thread of silver against the gold. 

Nelle's hand flew to her bare throat, her breath catching. For a moment, she couldn't breathe, couldn't speak, could only stare at the precious thing she'd thought was lost forever. Tears spilled down her cheeks. Lucanis didn't say anything; he only waited, his hand open and steady.

"How did... Where did you..." Her voice broke, and tears spilled over. "I thought it was gone. I thought I'd lost the last piece of her."

"Assan," Lucanis said gently, his own voice thick with emotion at her reaction. "I found it in his nest and had the clasp repaired while we were in Orlais."

“You went looking for it?” she asked through her tears.

Lucanis smoothed his hair nervously, vulnerability clear in his voice. "I noticed you weren't wearing it anymore, after I... when we weren't speaking." He paused, uncertain. "Birds like shiny things, and grifons are part bird, so I thought maybe he'd spotted it. Turns out I was right."

"You noticed?" The words came out quieter than she intended, heavy with all the pain of those months when they'd avoided each other, when she'd felt so alone.

"Of course I noticed," Lucanis reached to cup her face, his thumb brushing away her tears. "I notice everything about you."

She stared at him through the blur of tears, overwhelmed. Even during their worst moments, he'd been watching and had cared enough to try to find a way to bring back something precious she had lost.

Her heart clenched. He understood. The pendant—her mother's love, her roots. The chain—Viago's acceptance, her new family in House De Riva. Together, they were her identity, her past and present intertwined. And now, with the new clasp, it represented her future as well.

Lucanis’s hand was still resting near hers on the blanket. For a moment, he seemed to struggle with something. Then, quietly,

"When this is over—”

He stopped. The words hung there between them, too fragile. He didn’t finish the sentence. Just swallowed hard and looked away. But she felt it anyway. The ache of what he hadn’t said. The hope of it. 

"May I?"

She nodded. Unable to speak, she turned and lifted her hair. His fingers were gentle, and when the familiar weight settled against her chest again, she felt complete for the first time in months.

"Thank you," she said, turning back to face him.

The pendant settled against her skin, still warm from his touch. She traced the familiar shape with her fingertips, then looked at him with eyes bright with tears.

And then she was kissing him, pouring all her gratitude and overwhelming love into him. The kiss deepened, becoming hungrier as longing crashed over her.

They began undressing each other slowly. When Lucanis traced the line of her collarbone to the hollow of her throat where the pendant now rested, Nelle's eyes misted again from joy so pure it made her chest ache.

He kissed his way down her body, taking his time at her breasts, her ribs, the sensitive skin of her stomach, until he settled between her legs. Nelle's breath caught as she watched him, dark eyes looking up at her with such reverence that it made her heart race.

She gasped at the first whisper of his breath against her most sensitive skin, anticipation alone nearly enough to undo her. He began with light, teasing strokes of his tongue that made her shiver and arch toward him, her hands fisting in the blankets beneath them.

As her breathing quickened, he increased the pressure, licking and sucking while she tangled her fingers in his hair, pressing closer to his mouth. The gentle sounds of the canal seemed to fade away until there was only the rushing of her blood, her soft moans, and his voice—praising how she tasted, how beautiful she was.

"Maker," she gasped, overwhelmed by the building pressure, by how completely he focused on her pleasure. He hummed disapprovingly against her skin, knowing deities had nothing to do with what she was feeling. The vibrations made her cry out as she climaxed, her back arching, stars exploding behind her closed eyelids.

For a moment, she could only breathe, aftershocks rippling through her as he pressed gentle kisses to her inner thighs. When he crawled back up to kiss her deeply, she could taste herself on his lips, and the closeness of it made her feel light-headed with renewed want.

She turned them over until she was straddling him. His hands found her waist and hips as she leaned down to kiss him again, feeling his hard length pressed against her.

Here he was, the famed Crow so many feared or envied, between her thighs and looking at her like she hung the moon.

She began to move in slow circles, grinding against him, watching him as pleasure washed over his features. The friction was delicious torture for both of them, and she felt him twitch beneath her as they both grew slick with her arousal.

"Nelle," he breathed her name against her lips as he buried his hand in her hair.

Maker, she loved the way he said her name.

She reached back with one hand, guiding him. She took her time sinking down, savoring every delicious inch as he filled her. His hands on her hips grounded her as she began to move, slow at first, then finding a rhythm that made them both moan. One of his hands moved up to cup her breast, thumb circling her nipple, and she arched into his touch.

They moved together under the starlight, the gentle rocking of the gondola adding to their rhythm, and their sighs and moans filled the air. At long last, they reached their summit and climaxed, declarations of love on their lips. 

Afterward, they stayed joined, foreheads touching, breathing each other's air in the perfect intimacy of the moment. The pendant lay between them now, resting over her heart. So was he.

Chapter 48: Closure

Summary:

The dungeon beneath the estate was colder than the rest of the house, the air damp with age and salt from the canal. The guards nodded him through without question. Illario's cell was at the end of the corridor, lit by a single torch bracketed to the wall.

Lucanis opened the door.

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The room was quiet.

It was a quiet that breathed, that curled around him like her scent, faint but clinging to his skin. Lucanis sat at the edge of the bed, half-dressed, watching Nelle asleep in his bed, the soft morning light seeping through the curtains. She lay with her back to him, hair spilling over the pillow, one arm tucked beneath it. Even in sleep, she was wary—never sprawling, never vulnerable except when he was lying next to her.

He studied the curve of her shoulder, the gentle rise and fall of her breathing. He brushed hair strands away from her face, his fingers lingering against her cheek. She stirred slightly at his touch, a faint sound escaping her lips. 

Then he stood, careful not to wake her, and dressed in silence. A part of him hated leaving the warmth of the bed behind, but some things needed doing.

The corridor outside was dim and cold by comparison. Servants were already stirring elsewhere in the estate, voices low and feet swift. The estate felt changed—brighter, cleaner, purposeful. Caterina had wasted no time reasserting control. Lucanis noted the cleaned floors, the new guards stationed with sharper posture, and the absence of lingering bloodstains or broken furniture. Order had returned.

Her rooms were just as he remembered them—heavy with age and scent, history woven into the tapestries and carved into the furniture. Low oil lamps turned the cloth hangings to gold and shadow. Caterina Dellamorte sat in her bed, leaning against pillows, fingers steepled beneath her chin. She didn't look surprised to see him.

She gestured to the seat next to her bed. "Sit."

He obeyed. For a long moment, they said nothing, the silence between them heavy with all the things they had never spoken of. Finally, he reached into his pocket and withdrew something wrapped in cloth. He placed it gently in her hand. She unwrapped it. The ring gleamed in the lamplight—not just a jewel, but a symbol. Legacy.

"You've walked a path I never could have imagined.” Caterina's voice softened. “You came back from the dead. You have made this House proud. You have made your family proud, Lucanis."

He remained silent, unsure how to carry her praise.

She placed the ring back in his hands, "Keep it, my boy. I trust that you know on whose hand it belongs."

Lucanis slowly closed his fingers around the ring. "I do."

They sat a while longer, neither breaking the moment.

"It wasn't supposed to be you," Caterina said quietly, almost to herself. "It was never meant to be your burden. But we were all that was left."

Lucanis looked down at the ring again. "He wanted it so badly. I think he still does."

Caterina's eyes hardened. "He wanted power, not responsibility. And I—" her voice faltered for a second, "I let my affection blind me to the danger he'd become."

When he finally rose, she said only, "He is my mistake to fix, Lucanis. Let me carry that responsibility."

 


 

The dungeon beneath the estate was colder than the rest of the house, the air damp with age and salt from the canal. The guards nodded him through without question. Illario's cell was at the end of the corridor, lit by a single torch bracketed to the wall.

Lucanis opened the door.

His cousin was seated on the floor, wrists manacled, his hair a tangled mess. His shoulder had been tended to by the looks of the bandages that were already turning crimson. He looked up, and bitter amusement flickered across his features.

"Come to gloat, cousin? Or just to see what disappointment looks like up close?"

Lucanis didn't rise to the bait. He stepped closer, folding his arms. "I wanted to look the man who betrayed me in the eye one more time."

In his periphery, he could see Spite lurking in the shadows. The demon's presence pulsed with interest—feeding on the resentment that permeated this place like fog. But it was Illario's bitterness, not his own, so it couldn't take root within.

Illario tilted his head. "Is that what this is? Closure?" He spat the word out. "I expected more blood."

"So did I."

"Ah, the golden boy, prodigal son," Illario said, grinning. "The favorite." His smile faltered then. "You think I wanted any of this? You think I asked to be the failure, the shadow trailing after your perfection?"

Lucanis didn't answer.

Illario's voice turned sharp. "You think you're better than me? You think just because they can't see the truth of what you are, you're untouchable now? I bled for this House, too. I did what I was told. I played the games. I kept the secrets. And she still chose you."

"I never asked for this," Lucanis said softly. "I only ever wanted to protect this family. Even when it cost me everything."

"Everything?" Illario laughed, the sound jagged. "You got everything. You got her love, her trust, her respect. You've got to be the legend, the Demon of Vyrantium . You even got the girl." His eyes glittered with malice. "She'll leave you, you know, once she realizes what kind of monster you truly are. You're not the kind of man someone stays for."

The magical bindings around Spite's form glowed more intensely in response, red and pulsing. The demon fed on resentment—and here, it gorged.

"What do you want, Illario? Truly?"

Illario's expression cracked. Beneath the bitterness, there was something hollow and desperate.

"I want out," he said. "One way or another. Kill me. Let me go. Just don't leave me here with my failure and her disappointment." He winced at the pain in his shoulder. Lucanis had aimed well—Illario would never regain the function of his sword arm.

Lucanis met his cousin's gaze one final time.

"You chose this. Every betrayal, every scheme. This was always going to be the end of that path. You could've chosen differently at any point. But you kept walking toward this. And now you're here."

Illario laughed, the sound ragged. "And on what path are you, cousin? You think love will save you? That a warm bed and pretty eyes make up for what you are?"

"No," Lucanis said quietly. "But I know what I won't become."

He turned and walked away.

"Coward," Illario hissed.

Lucanis didn't stop. He left the dungeons in silence, boots echoing on stone.

He returned to his room as dawn began to rise. Nelle hadn't moved, had preserved his space next to her like a promise kept. He shed his clothes quietly, sliding back into bed. She stirred slightly, instinctively curling toward him.

"You're cold," she murmured against his chest, not quite awake.

"I'm sorry."

She pressed closer, sharing her warmth without question, without demand for explanation. Lucanis pulled her closer still, resting his forehead against hers, inhaling her scent.

This was peace, bought at great cost. He didn't know what he did to deserve this quiet. But he knew he would protect it, with all he had.

 

Chapter 49: Eclipse

Summary:

The red glow intensified, seeping through like blood through cloth. Everyone froze, heads turning toward the light with the collective instinct of prey animals sensing a predator.
They rushed outside. What they saw there made Rook's stomach drop into her boots.
Both moons drifted across the sun—Satina and her smaller sister sliding across the sun's face. The eclipse they created cast the world in deep crimson light that made everything look like it was drowning in blood.

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The main room in the Lighthouse felt smaller with everyone inside. Maps covered every surface—Isabela’s naval charts overlapping with Bellara’s eluvian network diagrams, Neve’s intelligence reports scattered between pages of Emmrich’s meticulous research notes. The space pulsed with quiet urgency, layered voices, and the ever-present magical resonance that never quite left this place.

Rook stood at the center, watching her companions argue over priorities and approaches. She felt suspended, her limbs too light, her breath slow and distant. As if she were standing inside someone else's nightmare, watching it unfold.

"It doesn't add up. The power curve is all wrong, unless the red lyrium dagger's incomplete or... fundamentally flawed?" Bellara was saying, her fingers tracing the equations Emmrich had scrawled across three different pieces of parchment.

Emmrich looked up from the ancient Tevinter tome he'd been poring over, his hair disheveled from running his hands through it. "It is unfinished," he said, excitement creeping into his voice despite the gravity of their situation. "Look—here, in the Tevinter records."

He flipped through his notes frantically. "The ritual requires an eclipse. The alignment channels power directly from a solar convergence," he clarified, eyes gleaming. "They draw energy straight from Elgar'nan’s domain."

A moment of silence fell over the room. Harding whistled low under her breath. "Well, that's just perfect."

"But if they need a specific celestial alignment, the timeline doesn’t make any sense," Lucanis said, leaning forward. "According to your calculations, Emmrich, the next eclipse isn't for another two months. So why would they invite Illario to an 'ascension' ceremony now?"

Neve tapped her quill against her notes thoughtfully. "So we have a rough timeline, but no location," she mused.

Isabella leaned back in her chair, arms crossed. "My ships tracked the Antaam fleet to their destination. Tearstone Island, about a day's sail northeast of Rivain." She tapped the relevant spot on her chart with a finger stained with paint. "They’ve renamed it the Isle of the Gods now. Bit grandiose, even for them."

"Tearstone Island?" Taash looked up from where they'd been sharpening their axe. "That's just some ruins."

"Not anymore, apparently," Isabella said grimly. "My scouts report significant construction and movement on the beaches. Looks like they're planning something big. And the Antaam have established a naval blockade extending three miles in every direction. We're not just dealing with a fortified position; we're looking at a full-scale military operation."

Bellara frowned at her calculations. "That level of construction in such a short time—”

That's when the light changed.

It started as a subtle shift as the warm afternoon glow suddenly took on a reddish tint. Then shadows began moving in the wrong direction.

"What in the—" Lucanis started.

The red glow intensified, seeping through like blood through cloth. Everyone froze, heads turning toward the light with the collective instinct of prey animals sensing a predator. They rushed outside. What they saw there made Rook's stomach drop into her boots.

Both moons drifted across the sun—Satina and her smaller sister sliding across the sun's face. The eclipse they created cast the world in a deep crimson light, making everything look like it was drowning in blood.

"That's not possible," Neve breathed, her voice cracking.

"That’s not how moons move." Bellara’s face was pale in the unnatural light. "The orbital mechanics alone—and the gravitational forces would—"

"Unless you're the God of the Sun," Rook said quietly.

The artificial eclipse hung above them like a wound in the sky, pulsing with malevolent energy. Around her, her companions stood transfixed by the impossible sight. She felt the weight of their collective gaze as they turned to her, one by one. Waiting for orders, waiting for a miracle.

"We leave at dawn," she heard herself say, surprised by the steadiness in her own voice. “Go prepare.”

The words broke the spell. Suddenly, everyone was moving and talking at once. Rook found herself only half-listening. The words washed over her like distant surf, important but somehow removed from the churning anxiety in her chest.

She watched Bellara's animated gestures as she explained contingency plans, saw Neve's careful note-taking, and observed the way Harding kept checking and rechecking her equipment. All of them so focused, so determined—and all of them trusting her to keep them alive. The weight of that trust felt more suffocating than any prison.

Isabela spread out her nautical charts, pointing to potential landing zones. "The eastern approach has the best cover, but it's also where they'll expect us. The western cliffs are treacherous, but if you can scale them..."

Lucanis studied the tactical positions with professional interest. "There's no way we can break through the blockade by force, but a small crew might slip past. Especially if we create a diversion elsewhere."

Someone was talking about enemy fleets. Someone else mentioned backup plans for if the primary assault failed. Then Davrin’s voice cut through the noise: "Whatever it takes to stop them." The phrase hit her like a hammer. It wasn't the first time she'd heard it.

 


 

Two days ago.

Solas had been waiting for her.

"You have been avoiding me," he said without preamble, glaring at her from his side of the chasm that separated them.

Rook answered his glare with her own. "Fixing your mistake has kept me rather occupied."

The words came out sharper than she'd intended, but she didn't soften them. Let him hear her anger. Let him know exactly what she thought of his grand plans and their consequences. No matter what explanation or justification he gave her.

His laugh was humorless, bitter. "My mistake. How refreshing to hear such certainty from someone so young." He paced back and forth, hands clasped behind his back in that infuriatingly calm way of his. "Tell me, how goes this grand alliance of yours? Your murderers for hire? The pirates who only value gold and glory?"

"They're fighting for something bigger than themselves."

"As was I." The response came without hesitation. "The only difference is that I understand the true cost of such aspirations."

She turned to face him, jaw set. "You don't get to lecture me about cost. Not after what you've unleashed."

"Do you understand what you face now, then?" he continued as if she hadn't spoken. "What Elgar'nan and Ghilan'nain truly are?"

Despite herself, despite her anger and resentment, she found herself caught by his gaze. Those ancient eyes held depths of knowledge, sorrow, and cunning that made her feel like a child playing at war.

"I know enough," she said, but the words sounded weak even to her own ears.

"You know nothing." He stepped closer, "They are not merely enemies to defeat—they are forces of nature given will and hunger. They will tear through your precious allies like wolves through sheep."

"We've faced them before. We've won battles against them."

"Did you? Or were you simply fortunate that they were not yet at full strength?" His voice remained gentle, which somehow made his words more terrifying. "When that moment comes—and it will come—when you must choose between the world and the people you've grown attached to..."

"I won't order them to die!" The words burst out with more force than she'd intended, revealing the fear she'd been trying to hide.

"Even if it means failure? Even if your loyalty to a handful dooms thousands?" The gentleness in his voice intensified, became almost paternal. He began to pace then, hands still clasped behind his back, and Rook followed his movement despite wanting to look away. There was something hypnotic about his certainty, the way he laid out horrible truths as if they were simple mathematical equations.

"Your friend Lucanis—an assassin bound to a demon. How long before that binding fails at the worst possible moment? Will you hesitate to put him down when he becomes a threat to everyone around him?"

"That won't happen."

"Won't it? And Bellara, so eager to prove herself, toying with ancient magic she barely understands. What happens when her experiments tear a hole in reality? Will you sacrifice the world to spare her feelings?"

"You're twisting everything—"

"What about Neve, whose loyalty to Minrathous might force her to choose between her city and the greater good? He paused, letting each scenario sink in. Or Davrin, when the calling turns him into the very monster he hunts?"

Each question was a knife thrust, precise and devastating. But Rook forced herself to think, to push back against his relentless logic. 

"You're describing worst-case scenarios as if they're inevitable. People aren't just collections of their weaknesses."

"I have lived long enough to watch countless heroes become the very monsters they once fought. Hope is a luxury that leads to hesitation, and hesitation leads to catastrophe."

"Then what's the alternative? Become like you? Cut myself off from everyone who matters until I'm just a puppet master pulling strings?"

"They trust you," he said finally, stopping his pacing to face her directly. "They follow you because they believe you will keep them safe. But you cannot. No one can. The only question is whether you will let that impossible promise destroy everything you're fighting to protect."

Rook felt cornered, herded toward an admission she didn't want to make. Every path of argument led to the same dark conclusion, every moral high ground crumbled under the weight of his inexorable logic.

"When the choice comes, you must be prepared to sacrifice anything. Anyone. The needs of the many—"

"Outweigh the needs of the few." The words tasted like ash in her mouth. "I know the philosophy."

"Do you? Or do you simply know the words?" He stepped closer again, close enough that she could see the lines of weariness around his eyes, the weight of centuries pressing down on his shoulders. “Knowing something is necessary does not make it noble, or clean, or painless. The weight of those choices will follow you for the rest of your life. The question is whether you are strong enough to carry them."

“The difference is that I have learned to trust my team’s judgement.” She bristled at the elf in front of her. “I don’t make unilateral decisions for millions of people like you.”

The conversation had continued from there, spiraling through moral philosophy and tactical necessity until Rook felt dizzy with the implications. By the end, she found herself backed into a corner she hadn't seen coming.

"You'll do whatever it takes," Solas said finally. Not a question, but a statement of fact, delivered with quiet satisfaction.

The word slipped out before she could stop it, pulled from her by the weight of his logic: "Yes."

He nodded, something that might have been approval flickering across his features. "Good."

His smile was cold, ancient. "Remember this moment when the choice presents itself."

 


 

The memory left Rook feeling hollowed out, just as it had two days ago. Around her, the planning session continued, her friends and allies working frantically to coordinate an operation that might well be suicide for all of them.

She looked at their faces in the artificial twilight: Lucanis's jaw was tight with determination, Bellara's eyes were bright with nervous energy, and Neve's careful composure barely concealed her fear. Each of them was trusting her to lead them through this, trusting her to bring them home.

Solas's words echoed in her mind: You cannot keep them safe. No one can.

"Rook?" Harding's voice cut through her spiraling thoughts. "You with us?"

She blinked, refocusing on the room full of expectant faces. "Yes. Sorry. The eclipse—it's affecting my concentration."

A lie, but a useful one. Lucanis caught her eye; he'd seen through the deflection, even if he didn't call her out on it.

The planning session continued for another hour before people began to disperse, each with their own preparations to make. There wasn't much time to coordinate a multi-faction assault on a fortified position, but it was what they had. 

When Rook finally made it back to the room she shared with Lucanis, she saw him sitting on the edge of their bed, his hair bound, sleeves rolled up, and his shirt partially unbuttoned. His daggers lay across his knees, waiting to be oiled.

He looked up when she entered, and she saw her own dread reflected in his dark eyes. 

"Six more hours," he said quietly.

"Six more hours," she confirmed.

Tomorrow could strip away everything. The infiltration onto Tearstone Island would either end the threat of the risen gods or result in their own demise. 

The knowledge sat heavy in the room, unspoken but acknowledged.

When Lucanis set aside his daggers and reached for her, his touch was careful. His hands framed her face like she was fragile, thumbs brushing across her cheekbones with infinite gentleness.

Their first kiss tasted of desperation and defiance, soft lips and sharp teeth. They undressed each other, and in every place where skin met skin, heat bloomed between them.

He traced the line of her collarbone with his mouth, whispered endearments in Antivan against her throat while his hands followed the curve of her waist. She ran her fingers through his hair, marveling at how soft it was.

They made love like it was both the first and last time, passion sharpened by the knife-edge of potential tragedy. This was real, it was theirs, and tomorrow could not take it away even if it took everything else.

Afterward, she lay with her head on his chest, listening to the steady rhythm of his heartbeat. His fingers combed through her hair in slow, soothing strokes.

They talked in whispers about small things—the book Bellara had recommended, the way Taash had laughed at something Harding said during the planning session, whether they should get a cat or if that would make Assan or Manfred jealous. Normal things, future things, as if speaking them aloud could make them real.

"Do you think Emmrich has ever been in love?" she asked much later, her voice drowsy.

"Yes. But not recently."

"How do you know?"

"The way he looks at us. Like he's remembering something good."

"That's very observant of you."

"We’re assassins. We notice things."

"You notice everything."

"I notice you, querida." His hand traced her spine. "The way you wrinkle your nose when you're thinking. How you always check your weapons twice before a mission. How you traded steel for silver on your belt, so you can toss a coin to a beggar without them ever noticing.”

"What else?"

"You steal the blankets. Every single night."

"I do not."

"You absolutely do." He pulled her closer, proving his point as the sheets bunched around them. "I don't mind."

"What do you notice about us?"

He was quiet for a moment, his fingers drawing abstract patterns on her bare shoulder. "That we fit," he said finally. "In ways I never expected."

She lifted her head to look at him in the dim light. "Is that your professional opinion?"

"That's my personal opinion."

They kissed again, soft and lingering, moving with the familiar rhythm of two people who knew exactly how to love each other.

The night continued in this way: quiet conversations punctuated by gentle passion, laughter muffled against their skin, and observations about their friends and the world. Sometimes they talked about the future they wanted to build together, sometimes about memories that made them smile.

Hours passed like water. They dozed briefly between conversations and heated embraces, waking to find themselves still entwined, still reaching for more.

As dawn approached, they lay tangled together in comfortable exhaustion. Her leg was hooked over his hip, one of his arms beneath her head, while the other held her close. Neither had slept more than minutes at a time, but she felt sustained by something more nurturing than rest.

"Whatever happens," she whispered against his throat, "this was real."

His arms tightened around her, pulling her closer until she could feel every plane and angle of his body pressed against hers. She felt him nod, felt the brush of his lips against the top of her head.

"Real," he agreed softly. "All of it."

Outside their window, the moons hadn't returned to their proper place in the sky, crimson light slanted across the floor, a reminder of the world waiting to end. But inside their small sanctuary, time had moved differently. 

They had stretched six hours into forever.




Chapter 50: The Cost of Entry

Summary:

Rook felt the pull as he took flight, her heart lifting with him despite the weight of dread in her chest. The unnatural wings caught the red light streaming from the wounded sky, and for a heartbeat—just one perfect moment—he looked like something divine himself. A celestial being built for punishment, beautiful and deadly.

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Tearstone Island didn't welcome them so much as swallow them whole.

From the moment their boots touched earth, Rook felt the shift—an oppressive weight, as though the island itself exhaled a blighted breath. The sky still bled red above them, the artificial eclipse stretched, casting everything in a sickly twilight. It had not faded. That was something. A sign, perhaps, that the ritual wasn’t yet complete. That there was still time, though not much.

Along the jagged coastline, Antaam banners snapped like warnings. Salt spray mixed with the acrid stench of blight. The wind carried voices, harsh commands, and the ring of steel on steel.

Davrin crouched low in the brush, spyglass raised. "Antaam," he murmured, voice pitched low, jaw tight. "And mercenaries. Multiple factions. Someone’s been buying up every sword without a cause and a death wish."

The brass spyglass gleamed dully as he lowered it. Rook followed his gaze and saw them—mercenaries in mismatched armor, clustered at makeshift camps, their manner too easy for the tension in the air. Nearby, Antaam soldiers stood in grim contrast—disciplined, silent, waiting.

Harding stepped up beside them, bow slung over her shoulder, and scanning their surroundings. "We split here," she said, calm and confident. "Me, Taash, Davrin, and Emmrich will go loud on the north side. Draw eyes. Light a few fires. Nothing subtle."

Harding would get them in. Rook would get them through.

Rook glanced at her. "You sure?"

Harding gave her a crooked grin. "Please. After everything, you think I'm passing up the chance to stick it to a couple of would-be gods?"

"On your signal."

Harding nodded once, then slipped into the trees without a sound. Taash and the others were close behind.

The signal came not long after—a crack like distant thunder, followed by an orange flare blooming across the northern ridge. Firelight danced along the tree canopy, and a low roar began to rise—the start of chaos.

Rook's team moved fast.

The deeper they pushed, the thicker the blight became. It laced the roots and stone, transforming the forest into something twisted and diseased. The ground sucked at their boots, and the stink of rot clung to their skin like sweat.

Lucanis and Rook moved ahead, scouting each bend of the trail, while Neve stalked behind them, her hand already tingling with gathered frost. Bellara brought up the rear.

The first outpost appeared suddenly through the trees, a narrow dirt trail that led to a lookout tower perched precariously over a supply tent. Two mercenaries manned it, their voices carrying clearly in the still air as they chatted about pay and women.

Lucanis signaled—one hand, two fingers.

Rook nodded once. Neve and Bellara stayed low behind a fallen log, eyes scanning for traps.

Lucanis vanished into the green.

By the time the first guard fell with a muffled gasp, the second was already reaching for the horn at his belt. Rook was there in an instant, seizing his wrist as she planted her blade in his back, piercing his lung. She caught his weight, eased him to the dirt.

No noise. No delay.

They continued clearing the smaller camps—a throat cut here, a spine severed there—quick, efficient, necessary. The metallic smell of blood began to cling to their clothes, but it was lost beneath the stronger stench of blight that seemed to seep from the very ground.

One post proved less forgiving. A scout with sharper eyes than his fellows let off a flare before Bellara’s magical bolt took him in the chest. The flare burst above the treetops in a shower of sparks.

"They know we're coming, now. " Neve said, her voice dry yet grim.

After that, they stopped trying to be silent. The island had turned hostile around them—distant horns, frantic shouts. Smoke and flame painted the northern sky, and the distant crash of falling trees spoke of Harding’s and Taash's particular brand of mayhem.

Bellara halted near a moss-covered wall. Her voice was thin, her pointed ears twitching as she listened to something. "I can feel it. The ritual is gathering more power—it's nearly complete."

"You heard her," Rook said, hefting her weapons. "No time to lose."

The trail rose sharply, the hill consumed by a maze of corrupted roots and shattered masonry. It had once been a place of reverence, maybe even beauty, where pilgrims came to worship and pray. Now it reeked of rot and corrosion as they ascended toward whatever awaited them at the peak.

The first darkspawn shriek came without warning. Then another. Then dozens.

They poured out to meet them near the summit—a tide of twisted flesh and rusted steel that emerged from every shadow and every crack in the stonework of the temple.

Rook's blades were already in position when the nearest one lunged. 

Lucanis veered right, disappearing into the shadows between pillars. Bellara's arrows hissed through the air, each one charged with crackling magic. Neve stayed in the center of the group, her staff spinning as she flung hexes that sent waves of frost crashing into their enemies.

They fought uphill through grime and gore, step by bleeding step. Rook moved on instinct—parry, slice, pivot, kill.

She cut down a hurlock that lunged for Bellara, her blade opening its throat in a spray of black blood. She pivoted without pause, slamming her heel into another's face with enough force to crush bone.

The air rang with the clash of steel on steel, the wet sound of blades finding flesh, the cracks and hisses of magic unleashed. The darkspawn here were different from any Rook had faced—more frenzied, erratic, their movements convulsive and unpredictable. Whatever was happening deeper in the temple was agitating them, driving them to new heights of madness.

"Keep moving!" she shouted over the noise of battle.

They battered through a corridor of shattered statues. Then, through a crumbling arch, the temple’s heart revealed itself.

A courtyard, vast and broken, bristled with blighted power. And at the center, waiting for them, stood Ghilan’nain.

She was monstrous. Beautiful once, maybe, but that time was long dead. Twin torsos twisted into one grotesque shape. Four arms moved with unnatural elegance. Her body gleamed with scaled armor that pulsed like it breathed, and blight coiled around her feet like worshippers. Her gaze landed on Rook with slow, deliberate malice.

"You," she sneered at them with pure fury. "You killed my children."

Rook didn’t flinch. Her lyrium dagger stayed at her hip, but her fingers curled tight around its hilt.

Ghilan'nain smiled, grotesque and deadly. "I've been waiting."

The courtyard erupted as blighted tendrils slammed down, cracking stone and bone alike.

Rook's blade sang through the air as Ghilan'nain surged forward. The goddess struck with blighted limbs that felt like iron, each blow carrying enough force to shatter bones, while more darkspawn poured from the ruins behind her.

Bellara had fallen back, pressing herself against a broken pillar as her arrows proved less effective against this new threat. The blight tendrils blocked her shots, weaving together like a wall of living darkness that swallowed her bolts.

Rook ducked as a tendril snapped toward her head, only for a darkspawn brute to emerge from her blind spot. Its massive fist caught her in the kidneys with the force of a war hammer, lifting her off her feet and sending her stumbling forward. The blow knocked the breath from her lungs, stars exploding across her vision. She could feel the sharp, insistent ache of bruised organs.

She rolled to her feet just in time to block another blow, her arms shaking with the force of the attack. Lucanis tried to reach her, but even he couldn't stay close for long. Every opening was a trap, every step forward punished by lashing tendrils or grasping claws.

Neve screamed as one of the tendrils wrapped around her ankle. It yanked her off her feet as the tentacles dragged her toward the cluster of blight boils that pulsed at the courtyard's edge.

" Kneel ," the goddess hissed. "You were always meant to break beneath me."

Lucanis tried to flank the blighted mage, but every step forward triggered a response. As if Ghilan’nain was the center of a web, and the island itself her snare.

For a moment, despair threatened to overwhelm Rook. They were outmatched and outnumbered, fighting a battle they couldn't win.

And then—

A whistle cut through the air.

Followed by a second, then a third.

Ghilan’nain reeled as it lodged in her back, at a vulnerable seam of her armor. She shrieked with pure madness, her body twisting unnaturally as another arrow slammed into her shoulder.

Harding appeared in the breach of the courtyard wall, flanking their enemy and already nocking another arrow. Blood streamed down one side of her face from a gash above her eyebrow, and her left arm was burned, but her aim didn't waver.

"Hit her again!" Davrin roared as he barreled through the breach, charging the darkspawn.

Emmrich followed, his hands weaving patterns in the air, blazing sigils to life around him. The very air crackled as he began to raise the fallen darkspawn, their corpses twitching and jerking as unlife flooded back into dead flesh. "Rise," he commanded, "and serve."

The reanimated creatures turned on their kind without hesitation.

Taash howled as they charged into the fray. Their axe caught a blight tendril that had wrapped around Bellara, spraying black ichor across the stones as the severed end whipped away.

Ghilan'nain roared as Harding's arrows continued to find their mark. One pierced the corrupted flesh around her eye, another sank deep into her throat, but even half-blinded and enraged, the goddess thrashed with monstrous power that defied belief. Her blighted tentacles lashed across the courtyard like massive whips, scattering stone and bodies like toys in a child's tantrum.

"Now!" Rook yelled, her voice hoarse. She turned toward Lucanis, already pushing toward her through the chaos. Her hand went to the lyrium dagger at her belt—their only real weapon against a being like this, the blade humming with barely contained power.

His hand closed around hers, then the hilt of the dagger. His gaze held hers a moment longer, but there was no time for words. Wings of ethereal violet energy unfurled behind him.  The wind howled with the force of their appearance, scattering ash and debris as he launched himself into the air with impossible grace.

Rook felt the pull as he took flight, her heart lifting with him despite the weight of dread in her chest. The unnatural wings caught the red light streaming from the wounded sky, and for a moment, he looked like something divine himself—a celestial being built for punishment.

Lucanis dropped from the sky like holy judgment.

He twisted in midair with inhuman agility, dodging a swipe that would have crushed anyone else. The claws drew blood, but he didn't even flinch. Lucanis folded his wings tight against his body to gain speed—and in the next instant, he was on her.

No hesitation. No mercy. 

He plunged the lyrium dagger into the center of her sternum, driving upward with perfect precision, sinking it deep into the vile and blighted imitation of a heart.

The effect was immediate and catastrophic.

Light poured from the wound as the blade demolished the corrupted essence.

The goddess screamed. Her back arched violently, and every muscle spasmed as energy exploded from the wound in waves, splintering the stones beneath their feet. A shockwave tore through the temple, toppling the remaining columns and sending debris raining from the ceiling.

Ghilan'nain staggered; her massive form suddenly seemed fragile as light leaked from every wound. "He promised—" she gasped, black blood frothing at her lips. "We would become—"

But the words dissolved into meaningless sound as more light poured from her mouth, her eyes, her chest. Her body convulsed as the dagger fed on whatever passed for her soul.

Rook gritted her teeth against the pressure building in her skull and pushed forward through air that felt thick as honey. Finally, she reached the fallen god, fingers closing around the dagger's hilt, grunting as she pulled the blade free.

The instant it left Ghilan'nain's flesh, Veil-tears burst into being around them, a sickly green light bleeding through the gaps.

Rook turned, and triumph faded to ash in her mouth when she saw Lucanis on the ground.

Unmoving. Eyes wide and staring at nothing, blood pooling beneath him.

Her heart stopped. The world stopped. Everything stopped except the terrible, crushing weight of realization.

"No—no, no—" The words tore from her throat raw and desperate as she dropped to her knees beside him. Her hands shook as she grabbed his shoulders, shaking him with increasing desperation. "Lucanis! Lucanis, look at me!"

But he didn't respond.

Everything else vanished.

There was only this.

This pain.

This weight.

This failure.

She clutched Lucanis to her chest, pulling his head against her shoulder as tears streaked her face. Her breath came in short, sharp gasps that scraped her throat. 

The lyrium dagger was still in her hand, but she barely discerned it through the agony that consumed her.

Then—a voice, low and cold and terrifyingly familiar:

"Thank you."

Solas.

She looked up through her tears, her vision blurred and her reflexes dulled by shock and sorrow.

Solas stepped through a tear as casually as walking through a doorway, his pale hand casually reaching for the lyrium dagger. Her fingers tried to resist as his closed around the weapon, but anguish had made her lose focus, and the overwhelming weight of regret dragged her down into an abyss of her own making. The dagger slipped from her grasp.

Solas vanished with the blade, and the tear snapped shut behind him.



Chapter 51: The One Left Behind

Summary:

Nelle began to walk, exploring every inch of the floating island, searching for weaknesses in the fade's fabric, but found none. "Let me out!" she screamed into the void. "I have to fix this! I have to stop him!"

But the abyss swallowed her words without echo or acknowledgment. She was truly alone here, cut off from everything and everyone she had ever known.

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Chapter 51

The world materialized around Nelle like a half-remembered nightmare. She blinked, disoriented, her hand instinctively reaching for the blade at her hip, but her fingers found only empty air. The familiar weight of her weapons was gone, along with everything else that had anchored her to reality.

She could see the cracked stone on which she stood under a dull and sourceless light. The colors had been bled from this place, leaving only muted grays and sickly greens that hurt to look at. 

Where am I? 

Nelle took a tentative step forward, then another. The ground felt solid enough, though something about it seemed wrong. The air shimmered with sorrow. Jagged rocks floated like broken teeth around the island's edge. 

She wandered through the washed-out remains of a world stripped of meaning. 

It wasn’t until she reached the edge of a fractured precipice that she recognised it—not from where she stood now, but from the other side. That stone bridge cleaved in two—that warped tree with no shadow. This was Solas’s prison. Only now… she was on the wrong side of the chasm.

Her knees buckled, and she barely caught herself against a broken wall.

"No," she breathed. "No, no, no..."

She was in Solas's fade prison. The prison he had created for the Evanuris for what should have been eternity. But if she were here, and he was not...

Was that why he’d thanked her?

Had she let him out?

"What did I do?" The words tore from her throat, raw and desperate. "What did I do?"

But the questions dissolved before she could finish them, swept away by a tidal wave of pain she couldn’t outrun, couldn’t reason with, couldn’t name. Not when Lucanis was—

The word didn’t form. It didn’t need to.

The image was seared into her mind, blood pooling beneath a chest that had once risen with laughter, breath, love. Those lips, once warm against her skin, frozen. Captivating brown eyes that had looked at her with such heat, such devotion, staring sightlessly at nothing.

Real. All of it.

The memory echoed with no end. 

"I'm sorry," she said to the empty air. "I'm so sorry. I failed you. I failed us. I failed everyone."

Her whole body shook with the force of her sobs, tears streaming down her face until there were no more left to shed. Her chest felt hollowed out, scraped raw.

An eternity later, when the worst of it passed, she found herself on her knees in the rubble. Her hands were scraped and bleeding from where she had clawed at the stone, but the physical pain was almost a relief, something to focus on instead of the howling void in her chest.

She forced herself to stand. Whatever had happened, whatever she had done, sitting here and drowning in self-pity wouldn't change anything. If there was a way out of this place, she had to find it. 

Her contract was not yet fulfilled, and whatever was left of her was still a Crow.

Nelle began to walk, exploring every inch of the floating island, searching for weaknesses in the fade's fabric, but found none. "Let me out!" she screamed into the void. "I have to fix this! I have to stop him!"

But the abyss swallowed her words without acknowledgment. She was truly alone here, cut off from everything and everyone she had ever known. Nelle investigated her place of confinement as best she could, but was often halted by overwhelming attacks of heartache that sent her to her knees, crying for the loss of her love for hours on end.

Hours passed like this, or perhaps days—time had no meaning when the light never changed and the silence was eternal. She found herself returning again and again to the chasm where she had often spoken with Solas, half-expecting to see his figure materialize on the other side. But there was nothing; just the gap in the stone and the weight of her mistakes.

She tried to remember everything he had told her about the prison, every detail that might give her a clue about how to escape. But he had been deliberately vague, sharing only what he thought she needed to know. How could she have been so naive? How could she not have seen him coming?

She had been wrong about him, about herself, about everything.

As the endless twilight wore on, exhaustion began to take its toll. She had found no food in this place, no water to slake her growing thirst. Her stomach cramped with hunger, and her lips burned with thirst.  Her Crow skills were useless here. There were no locks to pick, no guards to eliminate, no food to poison. Her skills were honed for destruction, not for sustenance.

The pain was excruciating at first, but gradually, mercifully, even that began to fade. The gnawing hunger dulled to a distant ache, and the crushing thirst became just another part of her misery. She found herself sleeping more often, her legs too weak to support her weight for long.

She wasn’t meant to survive here. Not without food, not without water, not without Lucanis.

Cut off from the Fade proper, Nelle couldn’t escape in her dreams. Even in sleep, she was deprived of him.

The cold was the one constant, seeping into her bones until she couldn't remember what warmth felt like. But even that seemed distant now, as if it were happening to someone else.

She thought about her life, about the choices that had led her here, every moment where a single decision could have changed everything. The weight of the roads not taken suffocated her.

Perhaps this was what she deserved for her failures, her arrogance in thinking she could save the world when she couldn't even save the people she loved most. Not even now. The prison was fitting. A place where she could contemplate her mistakes until death mercifully took her, where the consequences of her actions could never be forgotten or forgiven.

She closed her eyes and let herself drift, thinking of Lucanis's smile, of the way he had looked at her that last night together. The love in his eyes had been so fierce, so sure. He had believed in her, even when she couldn't believe in herself.

The silence pressed so close, she imagined it would crush her out of existence entirely.

That wouldn’t be so bad, would it?

Maybe, in whatever came after, she would see him again. Maybe he would forgive her.

The prison's eternal silence wrapped around her like a cloak, and Nelle let herself sink into its embrace, her breathing growing shallow as the cold claimed the last warmth from her body. In the distance, so faint she might have imagined it, she thought she heard the echo of a familiar voice calling her name.

But that was impossible. There was no one left to call for her now.

She was alone, as she deserved to be, in the prison of her own making. And now, all she wanted was to sleep, to forget. To stop being the one left behind. 

 


 

"Hey, kid."

The voice cut through the darkness that had begun to claim her, distant but unmistakably familiar.

Nelle's consciousness stirred reluctantly. She had been so close to letting go, so ready to sink into the numbing void. The voice called again, closer now, more insistent.

"Come on, kid. Time to wake up."

Her eyes opened, blinking away the blur, and she saw a shape leaning against a slab of stone like it was a tavern bar.

It couldn't be...

"Varric?" 

He gave a half-shrug, half-grin. "You were expecting someone else?"

She slowly pushed herself up from the ground, her arms trembling with the effort. Every muscle in her body screamed in protest. "How did you get here?"

He glanced around the bleak prison with theatrical distaste. “I didn’t walk here, if that’s what you mean.” He chuckled then, the familiar sound that had gotten her through so many dark moments at the Lighthouse. 

"But you're here. You're standing right there." She wiped her eyes, certain she was seeing things. "I can see you."

"Perhaps. Or maybe you’re seeing what you need to see."

Nelle stared at him, throat tight. Something felt wrong. He looked like himself—too much like himself: no splint and none of the new scars he should have had after his injuries had healed.

She shook her head violently. "No. No, this isn't real. I'm going crazy. I'm hallucinating. You're not—you can't be—"

"Easy, kid. Take a breath." Varric's voice was gentle, patient. "I know this is a lot to process."

"You're not real!" The words came out as a broken sob. "Nothing in this place is real. I'm losing my mind, aren't I?"

"Maybe I'm not real in the way you want me to be," Varric said, settling down on a piece of rubble as if they were having one of their old conversations in the infirmary. "But I'm here now, and that's what matters. The question is: are you going to listen to what I have to say?"

"Why now?" she asked him. "Why are you here now?"

"Because you need me to be. And because it's time you remembered what really happened that day."

"What day?" But even as she asked, she knew. Her mind fumbled toward something it didn’t want to touch.

"Solas’s ritual. The day everything went to hell." Varric leaned forward, his expression growing serious. "You've been avoiding it, kid."

"I remember enough." Her voice was bitter. "I remember failing. I remember watching Solas stab you. I remember—"

"Do you really remember? Or do you just remember the pain?"

Nelle wrapped her arms around herself, suddenly feeling vulnerable. "I don't want to go back there."

"I know. But you have to. Trust me on this one, I've got experience with hard truths." His smile was sad but encouraging. "Start at the beginning. What were you trying to do?"

"Stop the ritual. Save the world." The words felt hollow. "Fat lot of good that did."

"How were you going to stop it?"

"We had a plan. Disrupt the ritual, confront Solas, make him see reason." She laughed bitterly. "Maker, we were so naive."

"Is it naive to do what you thought was right with the information you had?"

The questions came slowly at first, then faster as Varric guided her through the memories. He made her recall details she had buried—the exact words Solas had spoken, the moment when everything started to unravel, the choice he had made in those final seconds.

“Harding and Neve got us out.”

"But that's not what happened, is it?"

"No." The admission hurt her. "I ran to you, screamed for help, but… "

She couldn't finish the sentence. Couldn't voice the terrible possibility that his sacrifice had been for nothing. That she failed him, too.

"Tell me about the conversations we had afterward," Varric said gently. "At the Lighthouse."

Nelle frowned, trying to remember specific moments. Varric at the war table, offering tactical advice. Varric in the dining hall, sharing stories to boost morale. Varric listening to her fears in the quiet hours before dawn.

But the harder she tried to grasp the memories, the more they slipped away like smoke in the wind.

"I... I can't..." The realization hit her then. "Maker. You weren't there, were you? You weren't really there."

"No, kid. I wasn't."

The truth crashed over her in waves. 

"You died," Her eyes started to tear up. "At the ritual. Solas killed you."

"Yeah." He sighed, looking away. "He did."

"No." She desperately shook her head, tears streaming down her face. "No, you can't be dead. I still need you. I can't do this without you."

"You've been doing it without me this whole time. You just weren't ready to admit it yet."

"I should have known. I should have realized..." The guilt was crushing, adding another layer to the mountain of her failures. "How could I not know?"

"Because you needed me alive more than you needed to face the truth. There's no shame in that, kid. Besides, don’t doubt that Solas had something to do with it as well."

"I think... I think part of me always knew," she admitted. "But I couldn't let you go. Not yet."

"And why do you think I'm here now?" He looked around the desolate prison, his expression gentle. "After this, you won't need me anymore. You can let go."

"I can't get out of here, Varric. I tried everything. I'm trapped. The world is ending, and I can't do anything about it." The despair in her voice was raw, desperate. "I'm not strong enough. Good enough. I never was."

"Tell me about Lucanis," he said instead of offering comfort.

The change of subject caught her off guard. "What?"

"His death. Your guilt about it. Tell me what you think happened."

"I didn’t see him get hurt. I was too late." The words came out in a raspy voice, her throat scraped dry. "I couldn't protect the people I love, couldn't stop the gods, couldn't save the world. Solas was right—I was just a foolish mortal, up against powers I didn't understand."

"Was he now?" Varric cocked an eyebrow.

"He warned me, you know. About doing whatever it takes, no matter the sacrifices, no matter the pain it might bring. My orders could send my team to their deaths."

"Seems to me that Solas used the hard-earned love between you and Lucanis against you."

The statement stopped her cold. She stared at Varric, feeling something shift in her understanding.

"What do you mean?"

"Think about it, kid.” he looked her in the eye with an urgency she had not seen from him before. “What do you know about Solas? Think about what Solas knew about you, about Lucanis. How could he use that knowledge?"

The pieces began to fall into place with sickening clarity. The way Solas had positioned their final confrontation, and the moral concessions he had forced her to make along the way.

The Dread Wolf. God of lies, trickery, and deceit.

Solas had studied her. He knew which buttons to push and which lines not to cross until it served him.

"He put me exactly where he wanted me."  

Varric nodded grimly. "He played you, kid."

There it was, the reason Crows didn’t do love. It only gave enemies more targets, more pressure points to exploit.

But even as the thought formed, something in her rebelled against it.

No

She refused to let this precious thing, this love—built on vulnerability, trust, and resilience—be twisted until nothing was left but pain.

Instead of letting it weaken her, she would let it strengthen her. Embolden her. Armor her.

"Solas may have used it against me, but that doesn't mean love has made me weak."

"And how's that working out for you, kid?" Varric's question was gentle but pointed.

"Our bond will not be my undoing," she said, more to herself than to him. "I could never regret him. Even if it led to pain, even if it led to loss—it was real and it was worth fighting for."

No sooner had her resolve hardened than the ground beneath her feet began to tremble. A low rumbling sound echoed across the island, and she turned toward the source of the sound. The chasm that had cut off the island from its surroundings, the gap that had seemed impossible to cross, was changing. Stone was rising from the depths, fitting together piece by piece.

A bridge was formed across the divide, solid and real, connecting her to the place where she had once stood to speak with Solas—the place where she had tried to reason with him, to find another way.

"Proud of you, kid," Varric said behind her, his voice warm with approval. "I knew I chose you for a reason."

She turned to him, eyes full.

He gave her a simple nod. “This is the part where you walk.”

She hesitated. “Will I see you again?”

“No,” he said gently. “But you’ll carry me with you. And besides—” He gestured toward the bridge. “You don’t need me anymore.”

She looked back one more time, but Varric was already fading, his form becoming translucent in the sourceless light.

"Thank you," she offered.

His smile was the last thing to disappear. "Thank me by finishing the job, kid. I've got faith in you."

She turned and stepped onto the bridge. 

Chapter 52: No Greater Good

Summary:

He reached inward—toward the being that had screamed beside him in silence, the shadow he lived with. Spite pressed against him like a restless wolf, sharing his anguish in the space between heartbeats.

"We'll find her," he whispered, not knowing if it was a promise to Spite or to himself. "We'll tear the sky apart if we have to."

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Lucanis staggered backward, his body heaving and shaking from the effort it had taken to deliver the killing blow. Ghilan'nain's body lay crumpled in the ancient courtyard, light bleeding from her wounds across weathered stone.

Lucanis saw Nelle fighting her way towards the dagger still embedded in the goddess. Waves of invisible power rolled off the dying entity, pulsing heavy and slow, dragging at her limbs. Finally, she managed to clasp the handle of the dagger and pulled it free.

Then the Veil screamed.

A crack tore across the sky, and with it came a sound like thunder being strangled.

Movement tore Lucanis' eyes back to Ghilan’nain. Her monstrous body twitched, then stilled completely. The goddess was dead.

And the island howled with the knowledge.

The darkspawn unraveled first, their bodies collapsing into blighted sludge that seeped between broken stones. Tendrils writhed uselessly before stilling. The mind that had created them was gone.

The crack in the veil split wider, bleeding light into the world like an infected wound.

Solas stepped through the tear, pale and composed, his eyes immediately finding Nelle. She crouched in the rubble, her fingers half-clenched around the hilt of the lyrium dagger, Ghilan'nain's blood still dripping from the blade.

Nelle looked up at the trickster god. Her eyes brimmed with something beyond pain. Beyond grief.

Solas moved toward her, speaking words too low for Lucanis to hear. Nelle's grip on the dagger loosened, her shoulders sagging as if the weight of the world had settled on them. As if she just gave up. But that couldn’t be right.

Bellara shouted for aid, hunched over Harding's unmoving form. Lucanis looked away for just a second—

When he looked back, Solas stood where Nelle had been, the lyrium dagger gleaming in his grasp. The tear behind him flickered and began to close. Solas vanished.

And Nelle was gone.

The silence in Lucanis's skull was deafening. He launched forward, stumbling over cracked stone, ignoring the sharp heat lancing through his injured leg as he hit the ground where she'd been. There was no body. Nothing but—

The scent of blood and jasmine.

Somewhere deep inside, Spite howled—a violent, searing grief that came out as a scream of defiance. The world had ripped her from them and left nothing but her scent behind.

"No—no, no—" His voice broke as his hands clawed through dust and stone. "Where is she?!"

Lucanis's wings flared wide without command, half-furled, casting broken shadows across the ruin. The air around him trembled, heavy with unleashed power.

The others were shouting. He could hear Davrin barking orders and Emmrich insisting on something about stabilizing Harding. Bellara's voice cracked as she checked Neve’s wounds. The ruined temple groaned like it wanted to bury them all.

Violet flashed through his irises. Spite surged, furious and unrelenting, clawing at the inside of his skull. The spirit wanted to burn something. Tear something. Fly after her into nothingness if it had to.

And Lucanis almost let it.

He grit his teeth, shoved down the rage that wasn't only his. The wings stilled, trembling once before folding against his back.

"No," he rasped, breath catching. "You don't get to burn the world down. Not yet."

Spite hissed but restrained himself once more.

Lucanis turned toward the others, his voice raw. "Did anyone see where she went? Where is she?"

Silence and disbelief settled over them.

"She was holding the dagger," Davrin finally said, his voice hoarse. "I saw it. And then Solas... he spoke to her, said something."

Bellara looked up from Harding's still form, eyes glassy. "He took it. I saw him take the dagger right out of Rook's hand."

"He pushed her," Davrin continued, struggling with the words. "And then she was gone."

Lucanis didn't answer. He couldn't.

She was gone. Probably dead.

No. He would feel it if she were dead. He would know.

Wouldn't he?

When he surged to his feet, the ground tilted, and a wave of dizziness nearly brought him back down. "We have to find her," he growled. "We go through the rift—"

"There's no rift," Neve said sharply, her voice cutting through his desperation. "The Veil closed behind her."

He turned back toward the ruined platform where the tear had been, willing something, anything, to reappear. Another crack in reality. A sign. A voice calling his name. But there was nothing but empty air shimmering with residual magic.

Taash's hand landed heavily on his shoulder. "We need to move. Elgar'nan knows what's happened. You hear that?"

Beneath the cracking stone and settling ruin, another sound was audible, deep and resonant. A roar was building like distant thunder.

Elgar'nan's fury turned the island into a drumhead, every stone trembling beneath the weight of divine wrath. The clouds above churned violently, and the red sky pulsed like a heartbeat, faster and more urgent.

"We can't stay," Taash said. "Not now."

"But Rook—"

"You are of no use to her dead," Emmrich stated, his gentle tone replaced by firm authority. "Not even I can help you then."

Lucanis wanted to tear the world in half. But they were right. The defenses on the island were gone, but so was their advantage. The Dread Wolf had escaped with the one weapon that could kill the  And Nelle was lost, trapped somewhere beyond his reach.

The retreat was brutal. Taash carried Harding, her breath shallow, lips blue with cold or shock, blood still gushing from her wounds. Their allies waited at the coastline, their position fortified just enough to be defensible. They rushed back to the ship and the healers waiting there.

"You need to rest," Bellara told him later, her voice hoarse from shouting orders during their escape. "You're hurt."

"I'm fine."

"You're not."

He turned to look at her, his retort ready. But then he saw her. Saw them.

Bellara's face was smeared with blood, her armor cracked at the shoulder. Neve sat nearby, her robes scorched, her hands trembling from too much magic used too fast, and a nasty gash was visible on her leg. Taash nursed a broken wrist, their stoic expression tight with pain. Davrin had a laceration from temple to jaw.

Even Emmrich didn't come out unscathed, sporting a nasty cut above his eyebrow that made him wince whenever he moved.

None of them had gotten out clean.

And Nelle hadn't gotten out at all.

Lucanis sat down hard, his knees giving out under him. The loss washed over him again, more profound this time. A grief too heavy to scream. A fear too deep to name.

She was gone.

But she wasn't lost.

Not yet.

He reached inward, toward the being that had screamed inside him in silence, the shadow he lived with. Spite pressed against him like a restless wolf, sharing his anguish in the space between heartbeats.

"We'll find her," he whispered, not knowing if it was a promise to Spite or to himself. "We'll tear the sky apart if we have to."

 


 

The lighthouse felt hollow and cold without her.

Lucanis stood at the edge of the main hall, wings half-spread, every muscle coiled tight as he listened to his companions argue. 

"We can't just abandon Minrathous!" Neve's voice cracked with exhaustion and fury. Dark circles shadowed her eyes. "Two days, Davrin. It took Elgar'nan two days to burn everything we've built to ash. The reports coming through the eluvians: children trapped in buildings overrun with blight, entire neighbourhoods consumed—"

"You think I don't know that?" Davrin snapped, his hand white-knuckled around Assan's perch. The griffon sensed the tension, feathers ruffled, gold eyes darting between the arguing companions. "But without Ghilan'nain's control, the blight is spreading faster than wildfire. Every hour we waste—"

" Waste ?" Lucanis's voice was deadly quiet. A flicker of violet flashed through his irises. "Are you suggesting that finding her is a waste of time?"

The room went silent except for the distant hum of magic and Assan's anxious chirping.

Bellara stepped forward, her hands raised in a placating gesture. "That's not what he meant, Lucanis. We all want Rook back, but—"

"Do you?" The words came out sharper than he intended, edged with Spite's simmering rage. "Because it sounds like you're all ready to abandon her."

"That's not fair," Emmrich said gently, but his calm authority wavered. Blood still crusted the cut above his eyebrow, and his elegant hands trembled slightly. "We're all grieving—"

"She's not dead!" Lucanis roared, wings flaring wide enough to cast shadows across the entire room. "She's trapped. There's a difference."

He wasn’t just furious, he was unraveling. Not because of what they said, but because he couldn’t bear the truth of it. That she might be gone. That he might never get her back.

Neve flinched but held her ground. "And while we're chasing shadows in the Fade, real people are dying. Right now. People we swore to protect. That she swore to protect."

"Solas has the dagger," Bellara interjected, her voice strained. "If we find him first, we can force him to—"

"Solas is mine." The words fell like stones into still water. Lucanis's voice had gone flat, empty of everything but promise. "I'll keep him alive long enough to free her. Spite gets what's left."

Taash, who had been sitting silent on the steps, finally spoke. "This is exactly what I'm talking about." They gestured broadly at all of them. "Look at us. We're falling apart!" They shifted, the splint on their wrist creaking. 

"We're strategizing," Davrin protested, but even he sounded uncertain.

"We're panicking," Taash corrected. "And making shit decisions because of it."

Lucanis began pacing, sharp, agitated movements that made everyone tense. Each step echoed in the hollow space, and with each turn, his control slipped a little more. The air around him shimmered with barely contained energy.

Spite whispered, pressing against the inside of his skull like a caged animal

Break something. Make them LISTEN.

"Minrathous is completely overrun," Neve continued, desperation creeping into her voice. "Elgar’nan completely cut the city off. And the people trapped inside—"

"Will still be trapped whether we go now or in a week!" Lucanis whirled on her, and for a moment, his eyes were pure violet. "But she might not survive that long!"

"You don't know that she even is alive!" Neve shot back.

The temperature plummeted. 

"Take. That. Back." Each word was a promise of violence.

"Lucanis—" Emmrich started.

"No." He turned to face all of them, letting them see what lived behind his eyes. Not just grief or fear, but white-burning fury. "You are all cowards. Selfish to so easily abandon what she sacrificed to build. You'd rather let her rot in whatever hell Solas has trapped her in than admit we need her."

"That's enough," Davrin growled.

"It’s not nearly enough!" Lucanis laughed, bitter and broken. "She was the one who threw herself into every mission. Who took every risk and carried every damned burden and consequence from our choices so we wouldn’t have to."

His wings spread wider, and papers scattered in the sudden wind that whipped through the room. 

"And now, when she needs us, when she needs us the way we've always needed her, you all want to abandon her for the greater good?" His voice dropped until it carried more threat than any shout."Well, here’s the truth: there’s no greater good without her. No victory, no salvation. No world worth saving."

“You think you’re the only one hurting?” Davrin’s voice cut through the room like a whip. “You think you’re the only one who cares for her? We’re all breaking, Lucanis. We just don’t have the claws to show for it.”

The silence that followed was deafening. Even Assan had gone still.

Bellara was the first to speak, her voice barely audible. "Lucanis is right."

Everyone turned to look at her.

"He's right," she repeated, stronger now. "About all of it. Rook—Nelle—she was our anchor. Our center. And we're..." She gestured helplessly at the chaos around them. "Look at us. We can't even have a conversation without falling apart. How are we supposed to face Elgar'nan like this?"

Emmrich cleared his throat softly. "The young lady makes an astute observation. We have been... rather lost at sea without our fearless leader's guidance."

"She always knew what to do," Davrin admitted quietly. "Even when the choices were impossible, she made them. And she made them so we didn't have to."

Neve sank into a chair, suddenly looking older than her years. "The people in Minrathous... they need help. But you're right. They need Rook." She looked up at Lucanis, eyes bright with unshed tears. "And so do we."

Taash nodded grimly. "We're no good to anyone like this. Definitely no good against a fucking god."

Lucanis felt the fight go out of him all at once. His wings folded against his back, and he slumped against the nearest wall. "I just... I can't lose her. I can't."

"You won't," Bellara said firmly. "We won't let you. We won't let that happen to any of us."

"Right then," Emmrich said, straightening his robes with forced cheer. "A plan. We'll need to be systematic about this."

"Neve," Lucanis said, his voice hoarse. "Everything you can find about Solas's prison. Every detail Rook ever shared about her conversations with him, every scrap of information you can find. We need to know about it."

Neve nodded. "I'll get it done."

"And I shall commune with the spirits.” Emmrich let his determined gaze land on Lucanis. “Melancholy and Wisdom both have long memories. They may know a way of sundering the Veil or other... creative solutions."

"Bellara," Lucanis continued, "those murals that just appeared—"

"Already on it," she said, pulling out her notebook. "It can't be a coincidence that they showed up right when Solas escaped and Rook got taken. The lighthouse is still somehow connected to the Drad Wolf. Maybe it's trying to tell us something."

"And Davrin—"

"Scouting and prep work," Davrin finished. "Keep our allies ready to move when we bring her back. Because we will bring her back."

Taash stood up. “I’ll help you.”

Lucanis nodded, feeling something like hope stir in his chest for the first time since she disappeared.

"What about you?" Taash asked. "What's your job in all this?"

Lucanis managed a ghost of a smile. "Try not to tear the place apart while you all work."

"Well," Emmrich said with gentle humor, "that should keep you sufficiently occupied."

For the first time since the island, someone almost smiled.

Nelle would come home. Whatever it took.

Chapter 53: Unfurled

Summary:

A hairline crack appeared first, barely visible. But even as they poured everything into it, Lucanis saw with sinking certainty that it wasn’t enough. The rift shimmered like a wound refusing to split open—too small, too weak.

Then—jasmine.

The scent was so faint, he had almost missed it.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

 

"The Veil won't yield," Bellara sounded beyond frustrated, her voice rough from the incantations. "Every attempt has left only a dent—never a tear."

Lucanis’s jaw clenched. Seven days. Seven days since Nelle had vanished into that cursed prison, and every magical theory, every desperate attempt had failed. The deciphered murals had made it clear—the prison was built of regret, anchored by its occupant’s deepest shame, held tight by whatever chained Nelle’s heart. 

But knowing the mechanism hadn't made breaking it any easier.

Seven days of barely eating, of pacing the Lighthouse like a caged wolf. Seven days of watching hope flicker in his companions' eyes before dying again with each failed attempt. Seven days of Spite clawing at the inside of his skull, demanding action, demanding violence, demanding something other than this helpless waiting.

What could she regret so fiercely that Solas had trapped her there? Minrathous? Weisshaupt? Him?

Emmrich stepped forward, his hands steady despite the exhaustion marking his face.

"Perhaps if we tried a different approach," he said carefully, his voice measured. "A spirit summoning to guide us through the theoretical frameworks we haven't yet explored. There are benevolent entities who understand the nature of regret better than—"

"No." Lucanis’s voice cut sharply through the suggestion. "No more experiments. No more—"

"The lyrium dagger," Bellara interrupted softly. "Emmrich and I… we tried to replicate it." She lifted their creation with trembling hands, a pale imitation of Solas's weapon, its surface caught the light wrong as unstable magic flickered across its length. Where the original had hummed with controlled power, this one seemed to wheeze. 

"But it fails," she added, her eyes heavy. "Every time we try to channel enough power through it, the crystalline matrix fractures. It can't hold the resonance frequency needed to pierce the Veil."

Lucanis watched her channel power into the false blade. It sputtered and died, like a candle snuffed by wind—another dead end.

“Perhaps if—” Emmrich hesitated, brow furrowed in thought. Then, his eyes lit with sudden clarity, “Ah! Remembrance once lamented an artifact in the Necropolis that impacted the Veil. Other, less benign spirits, pressed close there.”

He turned to Manfred with the brisk efficiency that marked all his interactions with his skeletal assistant. "We must go at once. Gather the portable containment apparatus and the spectral analysis tools. And bring the warding salts—the good ones, not the standard grade."

Lucanis watched as the mage and his skeletal assistant made haste toward his study. 

Somewhere deep inside, hope began to bloom.

Hope. Dangerous, treacherous hope.

Emmrich returned at dawn with a crystal artefact that hummed with archaic potency. By midday, it rested at the center of their ritual circle, surrounded by every ward and amplification rune Bellara could devise.

"This is our last chance," Emmrich said quietly as they took their positions. "There are no more paths left to explore after this."

Lucanis nodded, feeling Spite pace restlessly inside him. The demon’s impatience bled into him until his hands trembled with barely contained energy.

They began.

The air shimmered, and reality started to bend.

"We’re close," Lucanis gasped. The mages doubled their efforts, sweat beading on brows as they fought to maintain the fragile magic. The air around them crackled with power, causing their hair to stand on end and their skin to tingle with static discharge.

The Veil began to rupture.

A hairline crack appeared first, barely visible. But even as they poured everything into it, Lucanis saw with sinking certainty that it wasn’t enough. The rift shimmered like a wound refusing to split open—too small, too weak.

Then—jasmine.

The scent was so faint, he had almost missed it.

Spite roared with recognition, the sound echoing through Lucanis's skull like thunder. There! There! She is there!

The tear was too small.

Let me help , Spite demanded with raw intent and a desperate hunger for action. Let me open it.

Violet light erupted around him as wings unfurled, shadow and radiance rolling off him. His hands, enveloped in Spite’s violet haze, grasped the jagged edges of the tear as his power flared, wild and uncontrolled. The sky cracked—just a seam.

It wasn’t enough.

He reached deeper for the memories that burned brightest.

Nelle’s laughter echoing through the Lighthouse. Her hand gripping his in the dark. Her voice, hoarse from battle, whispering his name as she stroked his hair in quiet moments between missions.

He grabbed hold of those memories and tore.

The sky screamed as the Veil ripped open like fabric, revealing the void beyond.

And somewhere within that endless dark, jasmine bloomed.

 


 

The oppression lifted so gradually that Nelle almost didn't notice at first. It was like a weight being removed one grain of sand at a time.

The fears, doubts, and regrets that had been her constant companions grew quieter, more distant. The shadows that had clawed at her thoughts seemed to pull back.

Time moved strangely in the Fade, especially in places like this, where emotion took precedence over natural law. She hadn't eaten in—she didn't know how long. Days? Her body felt disconnected from her will, operating on reserves she hadn't known she possessed.

Her legs shook with every step. Her wrists were thinner than she remembered, and even in the dim light she could see the ashen colour of her skin.

She paused in her endless wandering, her feet silent on the shifting ground of the Fade. The air tasted different here, less bitter than it had been before. If she turned around, she could still see the prison island and the bridge in the distance. She didn’t know how long she had been wandering in this desolate place beyond.

Then, a noise caught her attention.

A small tear pierced the air, and her heart clenched with desperate hope even as her mind rebelled.

Another hallucination?

But she walked toward it anyway, forcing one trembling leg in front of the other. Her body was screaming in protest. The tear seemed impossibly far away, wavering like a mirage in the strange light of the Fade.

Her legs gave out halfway, and she collapsed to her knees with a sound that was part gasp, part sob. The impact sent shockwaves through her starved frame, and for a moment, the world grayed out at the edges. The tear seemed to grow bigger, pulsing with a light that called to her.

Move, she commanded her body. Move.

She crawled.

Each inch was agony and determination tangled together. The ground beneath her palms felt real enough—rough and cold against her skin. Her vision began to fade, but she could see the way out getting closer with each desperate inch forward.

Her breath came in ragged gasps, each inhalation a conscious effort. The tear ahead pulsed in rhythm with her heartbeat, or maybe it was the other way around.

Please, she prayed to whatever greater power lay beyond. Please let this be real.

Just before her vision vanished entirely, she saw it—the glimmer of violet, her favorite color. His color.

Brilliant and violent, tearing the sky apart.

Then nothing.

 




Lucanis held the tear open—and then he saw her, collapsed just a few steps inside the other side.

"Nelle!" The name tore from his throat, but she didn't move. Didn't respond. Just lay there so still that for one heart-stopping moment, he thought they were too late.

He started to step forward, to go through himself, but the tear immediately began to shrink the moment his concentration wavered.

"Davrin!" he called out desperately, his voice cracking with strain. "Get her! Now!"

The Grey Warden didn’t hesitate, dove through the rift, and scooped her up. Her head lolled against his shoulder, arms hanging limp, but Lucanis could see the faint rise and fall of her chest.

She's still breathing.

Davrin sprinted back through the tear, and Lucanis grunted with the effort of keeping it open long enough, his power straining against the Veil's desperate pull to seal itself. Every fiber of reality wanted to close this wound, and holding it open felt like trying to prevent a river from flowing downhill through sheer force of will.

The moment Davrin cleared the threshold, Lucanis let go.

The Warden placed her gently on the bedroll, where Neve already waited, potions and bandages ready.

Lucanis dropped to his knees beside her, his hands hovering over her still form, afraid to touch and disturb. Her body was horrifyingly small, her pale skin was marked with bruises stretched over sharp bones, and her hair was dull and lifeless. But her heart beat underneath his palm, weak and irregular, but beating.

"Nelle." Her name fell from his lips. "Nelle, you're safe now."

She didn't respond, didn't twitch. But then came the barest flutter of her eyelids and the slightest catch in her breathing, just enough to keep hope alive in his chest.

Emmrich and Bellara rushed forward, magic flowing from their hands, while Neve administered poultices and potions. Healing light wrapped around Nelle's fragile form in waves of soft green and blue.

"Will she—?" he started to ask, then stopped. The words caught in his throat, too afraid to give voice to his fear.

"She's alive," Emmrich said gently, his hands glowing as he worked. "Weak and starving, but alive. The experience has left its mark on her, but nothing that time and care cannot mend."

Time passed in a blur of magic and softly spoken urgencies after that.

“We’ve done what we can,” Neve said softly. “The rest is hers to fight.”

Healing took time. 

Magic never stitched wounds completely shut; it only coaxed the body to remember how to survive and sped up the process.

Lucanis nodded, voice caught in his throat. As he looked down at her too-thin face, something inside him cracked. A week of terror and helplessness crashed over him all at once. He took a shuddering breath, steadying himself, then lifted Nelle carefully, marveling at her fragile weight.

He carried her to their bedroom. Their bed had been cold and empty for seven days, seven eternities, but now he settled her gently among the pillows, pulling the covers up to her chin.

Lucanis sat beside her for a long time, watching the steady rise and fall of her chest. He brushed damp hair from her forehead, then leaned down to press a kiss there. Her skin was cold but warming under his touch, and when his thumb traced the arch of her eyebrow, he thought he saw the faintest flutter in response.

He began to undress her, piece by piece, with trembling hands. Each movement was deliberate, careful not to disturb her bandages or cause pain.

With a damp cloth, he washed her skin in gentle strokes, then dressed her in a soft nightshirt.

When he had her comfortable, he climbed into bed behind her and wrapped himself around her with infinite gentleness.

"Tomorrow," he whispered, his voice cracking. "Tomorrow I'll make that Orlesian bread you love. The kind with the cinnamon. And that soup you asked for the recipe of. I'll feed you myself if I have to."

He held her close, one arm wrapped protectively around her waist, as he focused on the reassuring rhythm of her breathing. Each breath steadied something frantic inside him. She was so thin he could count her ribs, but she was warm. She was here.

His wings folded around them like a shield, and as her breathing deepened, Spite’s voice in his mind went silent. The search was over, the rage had no fuel. 

All he could do now was wait.



Notes:

If you're going to create a possessed character with a demon that can pull things from the Fade, BioWare, how about you use that character to do something interesting when someone is trapped there? Love interest or no, I'd love to see a cutscene of Lucanis just tearing the sky open.

Chapter 54: Recovery

Summary:

They sat in comfortable silence, and she caught him watching her between bites, his dark eyes tracking every small movement. She wanted to tell him she wasn't going anywhere. But the thought felt dangerous, as if saying it might tempt the Fade to take her back.

Chapter Text

 

Nelle woke to the sensation of weight—blankets over her body, the faint pressure of a mattress beneath her. For a moment, she lay still, afraid that if she moved, it would dissolve, and she would find herself again on the jagged, cold stone of the Fade.

But the softness stayed. The warmth remained.

Then she smelled coffee and leather—his scent.

Her eyes opened slowly. The light was dim as it filtered through the gauzy curtains. She could taste the bitter residue of magic that had tried to bind her.

She tried to move, but her body felt foreign, and her muscles trembled with the effort of just lifting the blanket. 

Nelle stayed still, letting her vision adjust. The familiar decor came into focus—the room she shared with Lucanis in the Lighthouse. His boots by the door, caked with mud. Her book still open on the nightstand where she'd left it.

 It hadn't been a dream. They’d pulled her out.

The faintest shift at her waist pulled her attention. She turned her head first, her body followed with a struggle that left her gasping.

Lucanis was there. Fully dressed, stretched out on top of the sheets, boots still on. One hand rested protectively on her waist, the other curled near his weapon. He'd been ready to fight for her even in sleep.

She turned toward him completely, her body a collection of aches, but she hardly noticed. Dark circles shadowed his eyes, his clothes were rumpled, and his hair was mussed in a way she’d only ever seen when he’d been too exhausted to care. 

Tears fell silently as she studied his sleeping face. His brow was furrowed even in rest. Long dark eyelashes cast shadows on sharp cheekbones. His lips, warm and full, slightly parted with each breath. His beard had grown a little wild, unkempt.

She simply watched him breathe, counting each rise and fall of his chest, desperately hoping this was real. But if this were the afterlife, she would take it gladly.

After a long while, she reached out with trembling fingers to cup his face. The stubble was coarse against her palm, wonderfully, heartbreakingly real. His eyes fluttered open at her touch, instantly alert. She let her thumb trace the line of his cheekbone.

"Lucanis?" The word scraped from her throat.

For a heartbeat, he stared at her with wide, disbelieving eyes. Gratitude bloomed across his features, followed by a raw and desperate relief so profound it resembled pain.

"You're awake." His voice cracked. "You're actually—" He stopped, swallowed hard, as if speaking might shatter the moment. "Thank the Maker."

She tried to sit up, but her whole body rebelled. He caught her before she could fall and carefully drew her against his chest. His shirt was soft against her cheek, and she could feel his heart racing beneath the fabric—too fast, too hard. It matched the wild rhythm of her own.

"You're here," she murmured against his chest. "You're... alive."  Her vision blurred. "I thought—I was so sure I'd lost you. I saw—"

The sob that escaped her shook them both. It came from somewhere deep.

"Shh." His voice broke. One hand tangled in her hair while the other traced gentle circles on her back. "You're safe. I'm here, and I'm not going anywhere." His jaw worked, as though the words he wanted to say were too big to fit into speech. "You came back to me. That's all that matters."

"I saw your body," she said, needing him to understand the depth of her terror. "You were dead, and I couldn't breathe, couldn't think. Everything stopped."

"Whatever you saw," he said gently, his hand cupping her face now, thumb brushing away tears, "it was a lie." He continued to hold her close as he murmured the depths of his devotion to her temple. "I would have torn the Fade apart to find you," he said, and she could hear the absolute truth in it. "I would have burned the world down to bring you home."

The corner of her mouth twitched, half smile, half sob. He leaned forward and pressed his forehead to hers, wings curving around them both like a spectral guard.

"You're still weak," he murmured, cataloging her state as if it would keep him from breaking. "You were starving."

“Turns out there’s no pantry in the Fade.” She tried to comfort him. “Who knew, right?”

"I'll make you something," he said, determination threading through his voice. "We'll start small. Soup or tea with honey. Everything you love. Until you forget what hunger feels like.”

"You don't have to take care of me," she said, though the words lacked conviction.

"I want to." The simplicity of it made her chest tight. "I need to. Let me."

"Bossy," she managed through her exhaustion.

He huffed out something that might have been a laugh. "You have no idea."

But she didn't let go of his hand. And when he shifted to get up to fetch the promised food, she tightened her grip on him.

"Not yet," she pleaded. "Please. Just... not yet."

He settled back beside her without hesitation, pulling her close again. "Whatever you need," he said against her hair. "As long as you need it."

She closed her eyes and let herself sink into the warmth of him, into the steady rhythm of his breathing. Her fingers curled into his shirt. If this were a dream, she would never wake. And if it was real, Maker help anyone who tried to take it from her again.

 


 

She must have fallen asleep again, because when she opened her eyes next, Lucanis had been true to his word. A lot of words, from the looks of it. Three different soups steamed in bowls on the bedside table—one rich and dark, another pale with floating herbs, the third golden with chunks of vegetables. Freshly baked bread sat beside them, salted butter, two different egg dishes bright with vegetables, and four types of juices crowded the small space.

The scent hit her all at once, flooding her senses. Her stomach clenched, sharp and sudden. Hunger was a violent thing when it came back like this.

She tried to sit up, but her muscles protested with every shift. Before she could grit her teeth against it, Lucanis was there, fast and steady, his hands warm and sure as he helped her upright and arranged the pillows behind her back.

“You made enough to feed an army,” she said, her voice rough but carrying the spark of warmth. The abundance made her chest ache in a way that had nothing to do with hunger. In the Fade, nothing had been this real. This heavy. This warm.

"I didn't know what you'd want." His voice carried a careful note. "So I gave you options."

"And something to keep yourself busy," she observed, watching the way his shoulders relaxed just slightly at her teasing tone.

He settled beside her on the bed, close enough that she could feel the warmth radiating from him. "Perhaps."

She noticed then that he'd changed. His hair was combed, his beard trimmed. Fresh clothes, the scent of soap still clinging to his skin. She must have slept for hours while he'd worked to put himself back together.

He helped her eat, his movements attentive and patient. The first spoon of soup, the golden one, rich with carrots and ginger, spread warmth through her chest. The bread was soft, perfect for soaking up the broth, and when he held the spoon to her lips, she found herself studying his face. The concentration there, the way his brow furrowed slightly as if feeding her was the most crucial task in the world.

They sat in comfortable silence, and she caught him watching her between bites, his dark eyes tracking every slight movement. She wanted to tell him she wasn't going anywhere. But the thought felt dangerous, as if saying it might tempt the Fade to take her back.

After a few spoonfuls, her stomach began to ache, too much and too soon after so long with nothing. She pressed a hand to her abdomen, shaking her head when he lifted the spoon again.

"That's enough for now, thank you," she said quietly.

He didn't argue, just set everything aside with the same careful concentration he'd shown while feeding her. She watched him move around their shared space as he cleaned up their room. The thought warmed her heart and drove something sharp through it at the same time. How many nights had he spent here alone, wondering if she'd ever come back to fill the empty space beside him?

When he returned, something had shifted in his expression. He stopped in the doorway for a moment, just looking at her as if she might disappear if he blinked.

"I can't believe we found you." his voice was rough with raw emotion.

"Neither can I, if I'm honest." The admission felt strange.

He crossed to her slowly. "I thought—" He stopped, swallowed hard. "I'd started to think I'd never see you again."

The pain in his voice made her heart ache. She could see it in the way he moved, the tension he carried in his shoulders. He'd been preparing himself for the worst, she realized.

"I started to think I'd never get out of there." The doubt that had been lurking at the edges of her mind since waking surfaced like a dark tide. "How do I know I really did? This could just be more of the Fade, couldn't it?"

The wave of sadness that crashed over her was sudden and overwhelming. She'd been so focused on the relief of seeing him, of being held, that she hadn't let herself look too close. She wouldn’t be able to survive if it were to be ripped away from her again.

He knelt in front of her without hesitation, his hands coming up to frame her face with infinite gentleness. "You're here," he said, "You're really here, Nelle."

His lips found hers, soft and warm. She could taste the lingering hint of coffee on his breath, could feel the slight roughness where his beard had been trimmed. When he pulled back, his forehead rested against hers.

"Promise me," she said, because she needed to hear it.

"I swear it," he said, and the absolute conviction in his voice was like solid ground beneath her feet. 

 


 

Time felt fluid in the cocoon of their room, marked only by the gradual return of her strength. The Lighthouse settled around them like a protective shell, muffling the outside world's chaos. Nelle could perform some light stretches without pain or fatigue, and her appetite continued to grow by the day.

Small victories that felt monumental.

But progress wasn't always linear. On the third night, she woke screaming, convinced she was back in that suffocating darkness. Lucanis held her through the trembling, his own voice shaking as he whispered reassurances until dawn.

Lucanis’ care was steady and overflowed with love. He fed her slowly and patiently, allowing her body to remember how to crave food. Each bath was an act of delicate devotion, with warm water and a soft cloth scented with lavender; his fingers traced careful lines along the healing bruises that had faded from purple to yellow-green.

Outside their door, Nelle often heard the soft murmur of voices: teammates seeking direction and guidance, the leadership she wasn't yet ready to provide. But Lucanis's voice would cut through, kind but firm.

"She's not ready, let her rest."

or her favorite:

"Ask yourself: what would Rook do? If you're not sure, just think harder."

His tone carried that quiet authority, the kind of command that brooked no argument while somehow managing not to offend. Nelle would smile against her pillow as her heart swelled with gratitude. This was his way of protecting her.

Then, there was the morning she chose to dress herself, slowly and carefully, in clothes that still hung loosely on her frame. Lucanis watched from across the room, ready to help but letting her try.

On the fourth evening—or was it the fifth?—wrapped in the soft wool blanket he'd found somewhere, they had conversations out on the balcony. Real ones this time, not the careful inquiries about her physical state or gentle reassurances. 

Lucanis spoke of the rage and fear that had lived in his chest during her absence.

"Spite wanted to tear through the Fade itself," he said, his fingers absently stroking her hair where her head rested against his shoulder. "You should have heard him when someone dared to doubt you were still alive." His voice caught slightly. "I’m surprised he didn’t burst out of me right then and there."

She could hear the cost of that restraint in his voice, the way it had worn at him.

"I felt so powerless," he continued. "You disappearing, knowing that you were suffering somewhere, and I couldn't reach you. It was like dying slowly."

Nelle pressed closer to him. "I thought about you," she said quietly. "In the Fade, I mean. I thought about you every waking moment."

She told him about the prison then, about the weight of despair that had tried to crush her, the way time had moved like thick syrup, each moment an eternity of loneliness, how the prison had whispered of her worst mistakes, her worst regrets.

“But once I realized I could never regret you,” Nelle continued, “that I would not let Solas use our love against me, that’s when the bridge appeared.”

“There was still nothing but wasteland, but at least I could move forward.” Hand gestures mimicked the determination in her voice. "Then there was this light," she said, lifting her head to meet his eyes. "Almost invisible at first, and then it became brighter. Violet, like—"

"Like me and Spite," he finished, understanding immediately.

"You were holding it open, weren't you?"

His hand cupped her face, thumb brushing across her cheekbone. "I would have held that tear open until it killed me if it meant you could find your way back."

Their hands found each other beneath the blankets, fingers weaving together with comfortable intimacy. 

Later, as they returned to their bed when sleep began to pull at them both, Lucanis's wings unfurled slowly in the dim light, more beautiful every time she saw them. They folded gently around them both, a living shield that shut out everything but the sound of their breathing and the steady rhythm of his heartbeat against her ear. It had become a habit since her return.

"I used to be afraid of enclosed spaces, you know," she murmured against his chest, surprising herself with the admission.

"And now?"

She considered this, secure in the warmth of the shadow and light that wrapped around them. 

"Now it just means you're close and I’m safe."

"I'm here," Lucanis said softly, the words a promise and a prayer.

"I'm here," she echoed, letting herself believe it.

 

Chapter 55: The Empty Chair

Summary:

Nelle looked around the table at these people who had risked everything to pull her from that nightmare prison. Who had gathered gifts and waited for her return. Who had carried on the fight even when hope seemed lost.

"Thank you," she said finally, her voice thick with emotion. "All of you. For getting me out. For..." She gestured helplessly at the gifts, at their faces filled with concern and affection. "For everything."

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

 

They’d be expected downstairs soon.

Lucanis leaned against the dresser, arms folded, one ankle crossed over the other, trying his best to look casual. It was a poor disguise—his eyes followed Nelle's every movement with unwavering focus.

She sat on the edge of their bed, folded in half as she labored to get her boots on, her hair obscuring her features. The soft scrape of leather against the floor was broken by a slight hiss when a movement caused her pain. His body tensed on instinct, ready to step in, but he forced himself and Spite to stay still, his hands curling into loose fists at his sides. 

She’d made it clear the other day—she didn’t need him hovering over every breath she took.

After she tied the last knot, Nelle stood and crossed the room to him, leaning in just enough to reach past his folded arms for the hairbrush resting on the dresser.

The first pull of bristles through her hair caught the light, and his eyes followed the sweep of her satin-dark strands with each stroke. She looked better. Not just better—like herself again. Colour warmed her cheeks, life had returned to her lips, and the shadows beneath her eyes had faded.

It should have been enough to ease him, but it wasn’t. The memory of her body in his arms when they pulled her from the Fade—weightless, starving, barely breathing—still festered like an infected wound.

Spite growled in the back of his mind at that memory, a promise it would never happen again—they wouldn’t allow it.

Her eyes flicked up, catching him staring.

"I know that look," she said softly. "You're still worried about me." She shrugged lightly. "It's not like I'm marching off into battle, Lucanis. Just a meeting in the dining hall. A get-together." Her mouth curved into a small, almost playful pout.

He sighed. "I know," he said, voice low and reluctant. "I just don't want you to overexert yourself. You don’t have the best track record when it comes to taking care of yourself."

"What do you expect?" She stepped closer, looping her arms around his neck, her smile turning downright wicked. "When I've got this gorgeous man so willing to do it for me?"

Despite himself, he huffed out a laugh. The sparkle in her eyes was impossible to resist. Some of the tension in his shoulders eased as he slipped his arms around her waist, pulling her into the warmth of his chest. He could feel Spite almost purring at the contact.

Her weight against him was solid now, not fragile. He could no longer count her ribs when he held her, and her wrists no longer felt so delicate. She truly was coming back to herself.

She turned in his arms, gathering her hair over one shoulder before resuming her slow strokes with the brush as she leaned back against him. He kept his hands at her waist, content just to feel the warmth of her there, before he could stop it, desire stirred low in his gut. A familiar ache he’d almost forgotten in the days of watching her fight her way back to life. Spite’s interest sharpened instantly, feeding on his own. He subtly turned his hips away, not wanting her to feel his body’s response. He wanted her—Maker, how he wanted her—but the fear lingered. She was still recovering. 

The last thing he would ever do was hurt her.

 




Lucanis eased the heavy, wooden double doors open for Nelle as they made their entry into the dining hall. The scene she walked into was one of warmth, the burning hearth illuminated her team in their usual seats, casting an ember glow that enveloped her like mulled wine. 

The table groaned under dozens of small plates and delicate bites, fit for a celebration—her body reacted before her mind could catch up, saliva pooling, and her stomach tightening. The sheer abundance struck her after too many days reacquainted with hunger.

For a heartbeat, she stilled and observed the scene, letting it settle deep within. The sight before her filled her with a joy she didn’t expect. Before tears could well up, she started to cross the room to her seat, focusing on her breathing.

They didn’t notice her right away, still caught in the ebb and flow of conversation, though the mood felt quieter than she remembered, muted somehow. It took her a moment to notice the absence of laughter. The scrape of wooden chairs against stone broke through the conversation, and heads swiveled towards her.

"Well, well," Neve said, raising her glass with a knowing smile. "Look who's finally back where she belongs."

"We have something for you," Bellara practically bounced in her seat, her excitement barely contained. "We all do."

“It was supposed to be a ‘get well soon’ present,” Davrin shot Lucanis a frustrated glare, “but thanks to a certain assassin with a strict visiting policy, it’s more a ‘welcome back’ gift.”

"And I would do it again," Lucanis replied without hesitation, unapologetic in his resolve as he stared Davrin down. "She needed rest, not visitors bearing gifts and questions."

Nelle smirked, watching the argument play out in front of her. This felt good. Familiar. Safe even, until she noticed Lucanis’s glance toward the far end of the table.

She caught movement in the corner of her eye—Assan, waddling toward her with a small basket clamped in his beak. He dropped it at her feet with a proud little shake, flicking his feline tail freely.

She looked more closely at the items as she took them out of the basket and placed them on the table. A bottle that held golden liquor, wooden sculptures of Assan, her, and a figure that scowled enough to be Lucanis, a collection of completed serials, a leather-bound notebook— Even if you can talk to spirits and the dead, she could almost hear Emmrich say, Good documentation is priceless, Rook.

She frowned at the last item, trying to figure out its function. It was an ornament of some kind that sat heavy in her palm. 

"It goes in your hair, but it's also a lockpick. Files down to a point if you need it to.” Taash offered clarification. “For the next time you need to break out of a prison."

“That’s not—” Emmrich’s look of sheer scandal was so genuine and righteous, it startled a laugh out of her: high, bright, and utterly unguarded. It felt strange and good in equal measure. She caught it too late, her hands flying to her mouth as if she could press the sound back in.

Neve’s grin widened. Bellara’s eyes softened. Davrin chuckled.

The laughter drew Taash's and Emmrich's attention back to them, and even the necromancer couldn't suppress a chuckle at the absurdity of it all.

Lucanis watched from the far end of the table, his eyes unreadable, but his lips curved upward as he observed her. There was relief there, but also something else that weighed down on her chest without knowing why.

Nelle looked around the table at these people who had risked everything to pull her from that nightmare prison. Who had gathered gifts and waited for her return. Who had carried on the fight even when hope seemed lost.

"Thank you," she said finally, her voice thick with emotion. "All of you. For getting me out. For..." She gestured helplessly at the gifts, at their faces filled with concern and affection. "For everything."

Emmrich leaned forward, his kind eyes serious. "You must understand, Rook, you are our leader. Our dear friend. The very heart of this group."

"When you disappeared," Bellara's usual brightness dimmed, "it was like the light went out. We kept going because that's what you would have wanted, but..." She shrugged helplessly.

"You give us purpose," Neve added, her usual sardonic tone slipping. "Direction. Hope."

“These have been hard times, my dear, all the darker in your absence.” Emmrich's hands folded before him on the table. “That we were successful in tearing the Veil and that you were still breathing when we pulled you out—it’s nothing short of a miracle.”

Nelle only noticed the tears when they slid down her jaw. All those talks with Varric—at least, what she’d thought was Varric—hadn’t been for nothing. The memory of his gruff voice imparting wisdom and desperately needed confirmation sent another tear escaping her control.

The memory of Varric made her seek out Lace without thinking, her friend from the very start, who had stuck by her after Varric’s death. When her eyes found the seat, expecting to see freckles and red hair, it was empty instead. 

No, not empty. 

A familiar bow and quiver, the brown leather faded and worn but well-maintained, leaned against the back. As if waiting for her inevitable return. 

But from where? And why would she leave—  

A prickling unease climbed her spine as her mind supplied half a dozen reasons why the chair might be empty, she was in the greenhouse, she'd gone to fetch something, but every one of them felt too thin to hold.

Dread settled in her stomach like a stone sinking in water, scraping against her insides as it went. Her heartbeat stammered with every passing moment, but the chair remained empty.

"Where's Lace?" The desperation in her voice betrayed her before she could stop it.

The table fell silent. She watched her teammates exchange glances laden with meaning she couldn't—wouldn't—interpret.

"She..." Neve started, then stopped. Her throat worked visibly. "She didn't make it."

Nelle gripped the edge of the table, knuckles white, and her vision tunneled, focusing on that empty chair, on the bow that would never be drawn again.

"What happened?" The words scraped her throat raw.

Davrin finally spoke, his voice rough. "Ghilan'nain. Lace had landed arrow after arrow into that monster, kept her distracted while we—"

"She gave me the opening I needed." Lucanis's gaze was fixed on her. "For the killing blow. But the cost..."

"Ghilan'nain got hold of her before we could reach her," Davrin continued, jaw clenched. "The damage was... There was nothing we could do."

Nelle's breathing became shallow and rapid. First Varric, now Lace. Two people who had believed in her from the beginning were gone.

Nelle's gaze snapped to Lucanis, her eyes wide with shock and betrayal. Why didn't you tell me? The question hung between them, unspoken but deafening. At least he had the grace to look ashamed, his jaw tight with guilt.

"You needed rest," he said quietly. "We all agreed. You were barely breathing when we pulled you out, and I—" He stopped, running a hand through his dark hair. "I wanted to give you time before you had to carry this too."

"That wasn't your choice to make." The words came out sharper than she intended, grief transmuting into anger. "She is my friend.”

"There was nothing any of us could do for her," Emmrich said gently, "But we made sure she found her way home, returned her ashes to her mother in Ferelden."

"Her mother insisted we take an apple pie with us when we left." Neve's attempt at lightness cracked around the edges. "Said that's what Lace would have wanted—to make sure we were fed."

The silence after felt suffocating.

Finally, Lucanis spoke again. "There's more you need to know. About Solas. About Elgar'nan."

Nelle forced herself to focus past the grief clawing at her chest, past the empty chair. "Tell me."

 


 

The clang of steel on steel echoed through the courtyard, punctuated by Taash's gruff corrections and Davrin's encouraging calls. 

Rook's back was damp with sweat, and her muscles burned with each parry, each strike. The physical pain was a welcome distraction from the ache that had settled in her chest. 

"Again!" Davrin circled them, Assan stalking at his heels with sharp golden eyes, head tilting at every clash. "If you want to take on an archdemon, you'll have to do better than that!" 

Rook wiped sweat from her brow with the back of her hand. She wasn't stupid. They'd orchestrated this training session to drag her out of Lace's greenhouse, where she'd been spending most of her time since yesterday. Surrounded by the scout's carefully tended plants and notes, trying to make sense of a world where both Varric and Lace were gone. 

"Your footwork's slow," Taash observed, not unkindly. "You're overthinking."

"Hard not to." Rook rolled her shoulders, adjusting her stance. "A lot on my mind." 

She launched herself at Taash again, circling her like a hunter looking for weaknesses. The Qunari was a formidable opponent even when they weren’t trying their hardest, and right now Rook suspected they were pulling their punches. The thought sent irritation flaring through her—it made her feel weak. Fragile. 

"So," she said between strikes, "all our targets are in Minrathous right now? Solas, Elgar'nan, and his archdemon?" 

Taash blocked her attack with a grunt. "All in one place." 

Davrin's expression grew serious. "Solas has the dagger, and according to the Viper's latest message, he's taken over directing the Shadow Dragons' fight against Elgar'nan." 

"Taken over?" Rook pressed her attack, raising an eyebrow. 

"Sought them out," Taash clarified. "Walked right up to their hideout and offered his help. The Viper wasn't thrilled about it, but…." 

"Desperate times." Rook's voice carried bitter understanding. She knew that feeling well. 

"Did he reach out to our other allies?" She feinted left before striking right, and Taash barely got their sword up in time. 

"Tried to." Davrin's tone turned grim. "Contacted the Crows and the Veiljumpers, wanted them to join the fight." 

Rook's next strike faltered slightly, her rhythm breaking for just a moment before she recovered. "To be a fly on Viago's wall when that conversation happened." 

"They kept asking about you," Taash said, parrying another strike. "Apparently, they didn't like his answers." 

Rook stepped back, lowering her weapon slightly. "This is either very convenient or a perfect trap." 

"Probably both." Taash wiped sweat from their brow. 

Davrin moved closer, concern creasing his features. "The problem is we can't get in. The city's locked down tight. Nothing has been getting in or out." 

Rook's mind raced as her feet began to pace. "So we need another way in. Get to Solas, get the dagger, kill the archdemon, then Elgar'nan." She stopped pacing, staring at a crack in the courtyard stones. The next part was harder to voice. "What's Solas's endgame here?" Her voice dropped to a more thoughtful tone. "He has the dagger, he's fighting Elgar'nan—is he planning to continue the ritual once the gods are dead?" 

"I don't know." Frustration colored Davrin's admission. "The Viper says he's been focused entirely on the immediate threat. No talk of tearing down the Veil, at least not yet." 

"But that doesn't mean he's abandoned the plan," she mused. "Just postponed it."

 The suggestion hung heavy between them. After everything he'd put them through, after Varric, after the lies and manipulations—what was justice? What was mercy? The familiar tightness returned to Rook's chest, the weight of all the people she'd lost pressing down on her. 

"And what happens to the Blight?" Davrin's practical nature cut through her brooding. "We need the remaining Gray Wardens there to help the citizens and destroy the corruption. This isn't just about stopping Elgar'nan—it's about saving what's left of Minrathous." 

"One crisis at a time," Rook said, though the scope of what they faced felt crushing. Two of the people who'd started this journey with her were dead, their allies were scattered, and the enemy held all the advantages. 

And through it all, Solas—always Solas—threaded the needle through every wound. 

She straightened abruptly, reaching for her weapon again. "Come on. I need to hit something else." 

Taash and Davrin exchanged another look, but they didn't argue. Sometimes the only way forward was through exhaustion. For now, they let her swing until the burn in her muscles was the only pain she could feel.

 


 

Lucanis heard her footsteps long before she reached their door, quiet yet purposeful. He'd been pacing their room for the better part of an hour, ever since Bellara had mentioned in passing that Taash and Davrin managed to cajole her into training.

The bath he'd drawn had gone lukewarm. The tea sat untouched on the small table beside it, steam long since dissipated. He'd told himself he was simply being thoughtful, but the truth sat heavier in his chest—he'd been preparing to take care of her again, to ease whatever pain the physical exertion might have cost her.

When she pushed through the door, still flushed with wisps of dark hair escaping her braid, something in his chest loosened and tightened simultaneously. Alive. She looked so brilliantly, defiantly alive.

"How are you feeling?" The words left his mouth before he could stop them, soft and careful in the way he'd been speaking to her since she'd woken up.

She paused in pulling off her leather gloves, fixing him with a look that was sharper than anything he'd seen from her in days. 

"Like I just spent two hours being handled with kid gloves by my friends.” Her voice carried an edge that made him straighten his spine. “And now I'm about to get the same treatment from you, aren’t I?"

The words were precise and unexpectedly painful. He opened his mouth to deny it, to explain that he was simply concerned for her well-being, but she was already moving. Her hands went to the buckles of her armor, leaving a trail of discarded leather and clothes as she crossed the room.

"That's not—I was just concerned—"

"I know. But I'm not made of glass, Lucanis."

She stepped toward the bath, then stopped, her back to him. For a moment, her shoulders sagged almost imperceptibly, and he caught a glimpse of something fragile beneath her defiance. "I can't... I can't keep pretending everything is fine if you won't let me actually be fine."

"You almost died." The words came out rougher than he intended. "I don't know how to stop reliving that," he admitted.

"Lucanis." Her voice carried a gentleness now, but no less conviction as she stepped into the tepid bathwater without so much as a flinch at the temperature. "I survived. Because of you."

The words struck him differently than her earlier accusations. She wasn't dismissing his care, she was acknowledging it, crediting it with her survival. But the care that had pulled her back from the brink was not the same as the careful handling that was keeping her there.

She began to wash herself with unhurried movements, unbothered by the cooler water against her heated skin. Lucanis found himself simply watching, transfixed by the deliberate way she claimed this space—their space—as her own.

He realized with startling clarity that he'd been holding his breath around her for days. Waiting for her to break, to collapse, to prove that it all finally had become too much.

"You've been treating me like an invalid," she said, finishing up. "Like someone who needs to be managed and monitored. But that's not what I need from you."

Water cascaded down her shoulders as she rose from the bath, her body gleaming in the dim light, and Lucanis felt his breath catch. She looked stunning. Whole. Powerful.

The protest died in his throat because she was right. He had been careful with her, gentle in a way that had nothing to do with tenderness and everything to do with fear. 

"What do you need?" he asked, his voice rough.

"What I need from you," she stepped closer, water droplets catching the light as she moved until he could feel the heat radiating from her damp skin. "is not to treat me like I might fall apart at any moment."

She was close enough that he had no choice but to meet her gaze. The fire in her eyes held him captive. 

"I need you to trust that I’m okay," she said, reaching up to place her palm against his cheek. He leaned into the touch before he could stop himself. "Trust that I'm still here. Still whole. Still the woman who fell in love with you."

That was the moment, the precise instant when his perception of her shifted back into focus. She was Nelle, formidable as ever, simply getting back up. 

"I do trust you," he said quietly, covering her hand with his own. 

When she kissed him, her free hand fisted in his shirt, pulling him to her with a certainty that sent fire racing through his veins. He responded in kind, his hands finding her waist, finally allowing himself to touch her with the passion she deserved.

She pulled back just enough to look at him, her eyes dark with something that made his heart race. "Show me," she said. "Show me you see me."

And he did. 

When he kissed her again, it was with the recognition of who she truly was, the woman who had walked into impossible situations and emerged victorious.

She smiled, and her hands moved to his clothes with willful purpose. This was the woman he'd fallen in love with—decisive, assertive, unafraid. The fabric fell away under her skilled hands, as he kissed a trail down her jaw, to the sensitive spot at her throat that made her breath hitch.

"Yes," she whispered, arching into his touch. "Like that. Like you mean it."

“I always mean it, querida.” Lucanis couldn’t help the growl that escaped his lips.

He traced lower, to her collarbone, then her breasts. The soft sound she made when his breath ghosted over her skin sent heat racing through him. She arched into his touch as his lips and tongue caressed her, her body responding to him with a hunger that drove him wild.

Lucanis turned them around, and Nelle’s hips met the hard-edged wooden dresser, her fingers gripping the edge, knuckles whitening against the grain. He sank to one knee in front of her and lifted her thigh onto his shoulder. The dark look he gave her made her breath stutter audibly, and he felt her lean back against the dresser.

His mouth found her with reverent precision, his tongue gliding over her in featherlight strokes that had her gasping almost immediately. He quickly added more pressure, becoming rougher with his mouth as he worked her core. Each sound, each tremor through her body, told him he was striking true, that he was doing exactly what she needed.

When she let out a gasp and clutched at his hair, he added his fingers, sliding them in and out while curling them, until her whole body shivered with the force of it and her voice broke on his name. Spite purred low in his chest, marveling at her pleasure.

The way she moved against him, taking what she needed, filled him with fierce satisfaction. This was her desire and he was the one allowed to answer it.

She reached her peak with a cry, her thighs trembling against his shoulders as she rode out the waves. When the tremors subsided, he stood and lifted her onto the dresser, positioning himself between her thighs.

When he bottomed out in her, she moaned and gripped his shoulders as he began to move within her. Deep, passionate strokes that let her feel every inch of him, let them both remember what they'd almost lost. 

The truth settled into him every time her body met his: she was not fragile. She was fire, consuming him whole.

When his pace became more heated, he gripped her thighs and lifted her from the dresser, supporting her weight while she leaned back against it. The new angle drew a sharp cry of pleasure from her lips, and her body responded with renewed intensity. 

He took her as she wanted to be taken, as he had longed to take her—no reservations, only unbridled desire. When her orgasm ripped through her, her body clenching around him with exquisite intensity, he let go as well, shuddering his release into her with a groan that seemed to come from his very soul.

They stayed connected for a long moment afterward, breathing hard. Her damp skin was hot beneath his hands, and her breath shivered across his jaw. The air between them felt different now—clearer, more honest. 

When he finally lifted her down, it was with a gentle reverence for no reason other than she was precious to him.

Later, they lay entangled in bed, skin cooling in the evening air.

"I'm sorry," he said quietly, his fingers tracing her shoulder and arm. "For treating you like you’d shatter. For deciding in your place what you could handle."

She tilted her head up to look at him, and there was something soft in her expression now, something that spoke of forgiveness already given. "You were protecting me," she said simply. "I understand. But I need you to trust that I can protect myself, too."

He nodded, pressing a kiss to the top of her head. "Partners," he said.

"Partners," she agreed, settling back against him with a satisfied sigh. "In everything."

In the comfortable silence that followed, understanding settled between them. This was what healing looked like. Not the preservation of something broken, but the reclamation of something that had always been whole.

 

Notes:

I can't believe I'm in the final push to get this project done! I've already written the next two chapters, but I'm holding onto them until I finish writing the ending, in case some details need to be changed.
At the same time, I'm revisiting earlier chapters and refining them a bit more (the life of a perfectionist who sees mistakes as vulnerabilities). I will post the last chapters and the updated ones together.

Chapter 56: Darkness

Summary:

"The path is clear," he reported, but his tone suggested that it was far from good news. "No guards, no patrols, no Venatori. Nothing."
"Why doesn’t that sound reassuring?" Bellara observed.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

 

The darkness held nothing and everything all at once.

The void in front of Rook seemed to swallow them whole as they made their way through the tunnel to the rotten underbelly of Minrathous. Rook had felt her way along the damp stone for what seemed like hours. The tunnel had veered in multiple directions, ascended steep inclines, and descended into depths until she had lost all sense of direction.

Only dripping water and shuffling footsteps accompanied them through the tomb-like passage. Each sound was amplified in the enclosed space, mocking their attempts at stealth.

The noises echoed endlessly, folding back on themselves until each step sounded like it belonged to someone else. Once, Rook thought she heard a whisper—only to realize it was water trickling through a crack, her imagination turning the sound into a voice.

Using her hands to keep track of the wall, she felt the familiar metal bracket of another torch mounted to the stone and lit it. A weak orange glow illuminated the space around her—rough stone walls that seemed to press inward, a ceiling low enough that Taash had to duck, and nothing but impenetrable black ahead. The flame barely pushed back the consuming darkness.

Rook's breathing quickened as the walls pressed closer. She counted heartbeats—one, two, three—until the familiar panic ebbed. Assassins didn't get to choose their hiding spots.

Through her less-than-savory contacts within the Threads, Neve had obtained an old but usable smuggling route. The crime syndicate had long abandoned it, leaving it to rot, but that was precisely what made it perfect.

The deeper they went, the thicker the air became. Ocean breeze was now just a memory, replaced by something that coated her throat and made her taste decay.

This passageway would eventually intersect with the catacombs, from which they could travel into the city center, bypassing security checkpoints. The ancient underground maze had numerous entrances and exits, some well-known, while others remained hidden. It would allow their allies to gain access to different parts of the city quickly, hopefully disorganizing the defenses Elgar'nan had set up with the help of his Venatori cultists and mercenaries.

At least, that was the plan.

Rook's mind wandered to the people they had left behind in the Crossroads. Necromancers mingled with Crows dressed in black leathers, Grey Wardens in blue and silver had sparred with Lords of Fortune, and Veil Jumpers bearing intricate vallaslin had been trading provisions—all ready for her command and willing to die for the cause she had convinced them to believe in.

The sight had warmed her heart and terrified her in equal measure. These last months of building and strengthening relationships had been exhausting, but worth it. She had made some good decisions along the way—and some terrible ones—but the evidence of her success was undeniable. So many people had ended up supporting her, trusting her, following her into what might very well be their deaths.

The weight of that responsibility sat heavily on her shoulders as she navigated another turn in the endless tunnel.

"This is taking forever," Taash muttered from behind her, annoyance thick in their voice.

"The route was supposed to be direct," Neve replied, though uncertainty shone through her words. "My contact assured me—"

"Your contact might be dead," Lucanis said bluntly. "Or turned. We should have seen some sign of the catacombs by now."

Rook held up a hand for silence, straining her ears. Was that... she tilted her head, listening. No, just the eternal drip of water somewhere in the darkness ahead.

"It is rather... quiet," Emmrich observed, his cultured voice echoing strangely in the confined space as his knuckles whitened around his staff.

Bellara shifted nervously behind him, her hands fidgeting with one of her inventions. "It's not too late to turn back and get the reinforcements now. We could reassess, maybe find another route, or—"

"No." Rook's voice was firm, cutting through the doubt that threatened to take root. She turned to face her companions, letting her resolve show in the torchlight. "We only get one chance at this. Once Elgar'nan knows we're coming, we lose our only advantage."

She met each of their eyes in turn. "We assess the situation first, make contact with the Shadow Dragons, and then send for reinforcements once we know how to utilize them best. I didn't bring all those people to the Crossroads just to watch them be slaughtered without a plan in place."

Taash nodded slowly, and the furrow on Bellara's brow eased slightly, though worry still creased her features.

"Besides," Rook added with a grim smile, "when has anything we've done been easy?"

That earned her a few chuckles, breaking some of the tension that had been building in the narrow space.

 


 

As they navigated the passages, silence stretched between them, filled only with their breathing and the distant echo of dripping water. Finally, Neve broke it, her voice carefully neutral.

"I hope Solas has been able to assist the Shadow Dragons. They need all the help they can get, especially with the Venatori hunting them."

The mention of Solas sent a visible tremor through Lucanis; his presence beside her suddenly going taut as a bowstring. His jaw clenched, and when she glanced at him, she saw the familiar struggle in his eyes. Brown flickered with dangerous violet as Spite stirred beneath the surface.

"Solas is mine," he said simply, but the words carried the weight of certainty.

Rook reached out instinctively, her fingers finding his hand in the darkness. 

"He trapped you," Lucanis continued, his voice dropping to a low, deadly tone. "Left you to die in that prison while he played at being a god. There will be no forgiveness for that. Not from me. Not from Spite."

Rook felt the heat of his fury radiating through their joined hands. She remembered all too well the devastation she had felt when Solas had made her see Lucanis' corpse in her arms—the horrible, soul-crushing certainty that she had lost him, that her choices had killed the man she loved. It still haunted her dreams, still made her wake up gasping in the middle of the night, reaching for him to make sure he was real and breathing.

She understood the rage, shared it even. The urge to make Solas pay for what he had put them both through burned in her chest. But they needed to be practical, no matter how much it galled her.

"We still need him," she reminded Lucanis, keeping her voice steady despite the turmoil in her chest. "Solas has the dagger. Solas knows Elgar'nan's weaknesses, his patterns, his fears. I don't like it any more than you do, but—"

"I will finish my contract first," Lucanis interrupted. "Elgar’nan will die. But after that, Solas will be dealt with."

The promise in his voice was absolute. She squeezed his hand once, a silent acknowledgment of his pain, and felt some of the tension leave his frame.

 


 

Rook smelled it before she could see it—sweet, cloying rot that burned her nostrils and made her throat close. The stench coated her tongue like oil. She had encountered that smell too many times in the past months. It meant only one thing.

"Blight," she said, just as the first shambling figures emerged from the shadows ahead.

Darkspawn, but not like any she had seen before. These moved frenziedly, without any coordination or strategy, as if they had been driven mad. Their eyes blazed with an unnatural light that cut through the darkness. 

The narrow tunnel left little room for fighting or maneuvering. Rook drew her daggers as the first creature lunged at her, its claws scraping against stone as it scrambled forward. She sidestepped its wild swing and drove her blade between its ribs, feeling the weapon slide through corrupted flesh.

Black ichor sprayed from the wound, hissing where it hit stone.

"Stay together!" Davrin shouted as Assan screeched, trying to maneuver in the confined space. "Don't let them separate us!"

The fight was brutal. Desperate. Rook climbed over pulsing blight growths, ducked corrupted tendrils that dripped like syrup, and dodged pools of hissing ichor that ate through leather and flesh alike.

When the last creature fell, they stood panting in the flickering torchlight, covered in sweat and worse things.

"Blight," Neve breathed heavily, her voice trembling as she stared at the ichor eating through the stone. "It's down here, too. But how? The corruption shouldn't have spread this deep so quickly."

"Unless it's been here longer than we thought," Davrin said grimly, examining one of the blight growths with professional interest. "This level of saturation... it should have taken months."

They carved through more pockets of corruption as they progressed, each battle revealing the city's true condition above. Slimy tendrils crept down through stone cracks like seeking fingers. Walls had begun to rot, hard stone turned soft and putrid. The air itself seemed thick with spores that made them cough and wheeze.

When the tunnel finally opened into a larger chamber—the edge of the catacombs proper—Rook's heart sank. A wall of writhing blight blocked their path forward, pulsing like a living heart. The corruption had consumed everything, forcing them into a much longer route.

"My entire life's work," Neve’s voice broke as she stared at a massive blight tendril that had pushed through the ceiling like some obscene root system. Corruption seeped from it constantly, consuming everything it came into contact with. "All the people I've tried to help, all the good I tried to do, all the cases I solved..."

She gestured helplessly at the devastation around them. "Elgar'nan destroyed everything in a matter of days, like it was nothing. Like none of it mattered."

Tears tracked down the detective's face. "How do you fight against this?" Neve asked, looking at a section of the chamber where the ceiling had caved in completely, the weight of rot too much for ancient foundations. "How do you fight against something that can unmake centuries of civilization in less than a week?"

Rook moved to her side and gripped her shoulder. Neve was shaking, and Rook felt an answering tremor in her own chest. The devastation was overwhelming, the scope of destruction almost incomprehensible. But giving in to despair would help no one.

"You can help rebuild," she said firmly. "You can't give up now—your people still need you. The survivors need someone who knows the city, who knows how to find the hidden places, the safe routes, the people who can be trusted."

‘We will end this, Neve.” Rook managed a grim smile, though she thought it might crack her face. "A Crow always fulfills their contract. I'm not allowed to fail. Viago won't let me, and Lucanis would have to kill me himself to preserve the Crow’s reputation."

"True. Though I'd make it quick. Professional courtesy," Lucanis confirmed, warmth beneath the deadly promise.

Despite everything, that earned him a watery chuckle from Neve. The ghost of a smile graced her lips as she straightened her shoulders and picked up her staff. "Right then. Let's go save what's left of my city."

With her determination renewed, they continued deeper into the maze. 

 


 

When they finally reached what should have been the junction leading to one of the exits near the market district, Rook turned to give a command that had become second nature over the past months.

"Lace, I need you to—"

Pain lanced through her chest. Lace wasn't there. Would never be there again. The space where her friend should have been standing gaped empty.

The echo of her voice sounded hollow, mocking.

She swallowed hard, her throat suddenly tight, forcing herself to focus through the grief that threatened to overwhelm her. This was not the time. This was not the place. Lace would have been the first to remind her of that.

When she looked up, she saw six pairs of sympathetic eyes looking back at her. They all knew. They had all lost her, too.

Lace wouldn't want to be the reason this plan failed. Her friend had been practical above all else, focused on the mission and the people they were trying to save. The gods had taken her, but her memory wouldn't stop them from winning. Rook wouldn't let it.

"Davrin," she said instead, her voice only slightly rough. "Take Assan and scout ahead. We need to know what we're walking into up there."

Davrin nodded. He had felt the weight of loss, too, and had carried it through every battle since Weisshaupt. "We'll be careful," he promised, and then he and his griffon were gone, disappearing up through a roughly hewn opening.

 


 

The waiting was the hardest part.

Davrin had been gone for more than an hour, and Rook was becoming restless. She paced the small chamber, her boots crunching on debris, unable to stay still. The others shared her tension, their eyes constantly turning toward the crevice Davrin had climbed through.

When she looked at Lucanis, she could see that his jaw was clenched tight and his dark eyes were trained on the exit, head cocked at an angle, listening to something the rest of them couldn't hear. Spite, probably. The demon's enhanced senses often picked up things that escaped normal perception.

He broke the silence then, straightening suddenly. "He's back."

Moments later, they heard the scrape of boots on stone, and Davrin stepped through the opening with Assan trailing behind him. His face was grim, and there was something in his eyes that made Rook's stomach clench with dread.

"The path is clear," he reported, but his tone suggested that it was far from good news. "No guards, no patrols, no Venatori. Nothing."

"Why doesn’t that sound reassuring?" Bellara observed.

Davrin shook his head slowly. "The destruction... I've seen battlefields. Blight incursions. But this... I saw a fountain in the square—the water ran red with blood and decay, and there were... things floating in it that used to be people. The buildings are half-melted, like the stone itself is rotting away. And the smell..."

He didn't finish, but he didn't need to. They had all caught traces of it.

"Survivors?" Rook asked, though she dreaded the answer.

"Hard to tell. The few people I saw were... changed. I don't think they're people anymore."

They prepared to move out in grim silence, gathering their gear and checking their weapons one final time. This was it—their last chance to turn back, to retreat to the Crossroads and try to find another way. But none of them suggested it. They had come too far, sacrificed too much, to stop now.

Lucanis appeared beside her just as she was about to give the command to move forward. Without hesitation, without looking around to see who might be watching, he cupped her face in his hands and kissed her.

It carried a significance that their other kisses hadn't. They hadn’t been hiding their relationship exactly, but affection was usually reserved for stolen moments. Private. Not out of shame, but because it was theirs. 

But now, in the depths of these corrupted tunnels with death waiting all around them, there seemed little point in pretending they were anything less than what they had become.

His lips were warm against hers, his hands steady yet gentle on her face. For a moment, the weight of leadership lifted, and she was just a woman kissing the man she loved before what might be their last battle.

"For luck," he murmured against her lips when they parted.

She kissed him back, brief but fierce. Being seen this way, vulnerable and open, should have made her feel exposed. But it didn’t. These people had followed her into hell itself, she wanted them to see that she was human, that she had something worth fighting for beyond duty and contracts.

"See you on the other side," she whispered back.

She shouldered her pack then and drew her daggers as she looked at the people who had gone through fire for her. The familiar weight of the weapons in her hands was comforting—a reminder of all the battles survived, all the impossible odds overcome. "Let's go save a city."

She led them up through the opening, through passages that grew brighter, following the scent of smoke and corruption toward the surface. Whatever awaited them in the ruined streets of Minrathous, they would face it together.



Notes:

change of plans:
I am so glad I took the time to revisit and refine the earlier chapters. The work feels much more cohesive, and each chapter is no longer its own little island. I cleaned up the timeline, deleted unnecessary stuff, and added a couple of minor things where I thought the romance arc needed them.

It did take me longer than planned, though, so I'm sharing the following 2 chapters instead of waiting until I've written the ending.

Edit: I forgot to mention that I misgendered Taash a handful of times, so I have corrected that as well. I apologize for the mistake. I hope I didn't offend.

Chapter 57: A City In Ruin

Summary:

Smoke rose ahead of them, and when they turned the corner, a building was starting to collapse in slow motion. Massive pulsing tendrils of Blight thrashed against anything that dared approach.
And there was Solas.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

The city lay in ruins. 

Streets that once hummed with life now spoke only of death. Dark ichor pooled in the cracks and gutters, while ash rained down like gray snow. Rook could discern the taste of metal and decay on her tongue. The artificial eclipse persisted overhead, casting a crimson hue that made everything look as if it were drowning in blood.

And above them, always looming, sat the palace in the sky, now tethered to the earth by a massive blight tendril.

They moved through the chaos with urgency. Survivors stumbled from collapsed buildings, their faces streaked with soot and terror. Others had to be dragged from the creeping corruption that was slowly encasing the city in its malevolent embrace, the Blight consuming everything it touched.

Every step forward revealed fresh horrors, twisted bodies, and buildings that pulsed with unnatural veins. The silence of devastation was broken only by the crash of falling stone, the crack of fire, and the distant screams of those who hadn’t made it to shelter.

Hours blurred together, whether two or ten, Rook could no longer tell. Each collapsed street and each shrieking darkspawn stretched the journey until it felt endless. Still, they pressed on.

Finally, they encountered the Shadow Dragons, or what was left of them, in the ruins of their home. Neve's sharp intake of breath cut through the ambient sounds of destruction as she recognized familiar faces among the survivors.

"Rana!" Neve called out, relief flooding her voice as she spotted her friend among the scattered resistance fighters. The former templar looked up, her appearance marred by ash and exhaustion.

"Neve? By the Maker, you're alive," Rana breathed, pulling the mage into a fierce embrace.

"I'm harder to kill than that," Neve replied, embracing her friend briefly before stepping back. "What's the situation?"

"Bad. Getting worse by the hour." Rana gestured toward the twisted skyline. "The Blight's spreading faster than we can evacuate. We've got maybe three thousand civilians left in the safe zones, but those won't hold much longer. The corruption is eating through our barriers."

Rook watched Neve’s face harden at the news as grief made way for grim determination. 

The Shadows led them deeper into the city, following a carefully mapped route. The blight changed the landscape every hour, cutting off more and more paths to safety. Buildings that had stood for centuries now leaned at impossible angles, their stone facades crawling with dark veins.

Smoke rose ahead of them, and when they turned the corner, a building was starting to collapse in slow motion. Massive pulsing tendrils of Blight thrashed against anything that dared approach.

And there was Solas.

He stood with his back to them, grunting and sweating with effort as he wrestled the corruption into submission, slamming the sickened tendrils into nearby structures with controlled violence. The smell of ozone burned Rook's nose as magic crackled around him. The tentacles hissed and writhed as it was slowly consumed by elven fire.

When the last trapped survivor was freed from the building's wreckage, Solas' gaze found Rook's. He pushed the tentacle aside with a final surge of magic, and every member of her team stiffened. Lucanis's hand brushed against hers, a low rumble of alertness in his throat.

"You've gotten out faster than I expected," Solas said, voice smooth, almost conversational as he wiped sweat from his brow.

"You didn't expect me to get out at all," Rook replied, her voice steady despite the raging fire in her chest. She met his gaze evenly, every inch of her body ready for his next move.

"Ah, but you underestimate my faith in your... resourcefulness." He smirked at her, though Rook suspected he thought it would come across as jovial. "So it doesn't matter what I anticipated. You are here now, and that is what counts."

"Is that so?" Rook stepped closer, ignoring the way Lucanis tensed beside her. "Because last I checked, you were content to leave me trapped in that prison while you played hero."

Solas's expression faltered, just for a moment. "It was—" He stopped himself, adjusting the set of his shoulders. "The greater good sometimes requires difficult choices. Surely you understand that by now."

"I understand that you're very good at justifying betrayal."

"If you truly believed your sacrifices justified themselves," Neve cut in, voice sharp, "then why are we still counting the dead in your wake?" 

The silence stretched between them, heavy with unspoken accusations. Around them, the Shadow Dragons worked to clear debris and tend to the wounded, but Rook could feel their eyes on the confrontation, waiting to see how it would unfold.

"You killed Varric." The words came out quieter than she'd intended, but they carried the full weight of her grief. Her throat constricted, and for a moment, she thought the words might choke her before they left her mouth. "My friend." 

Finally, Solas inclined his head slightly. "I—" His mouth pressed shut. When he spoke again, his voice had cooled. "Perhaps we should focus on the crisis at hand. Elgar'nan grows stronger with every moment we delay."

The deflection stung, but Rook recognized it for what it was—an admission wrapped in evasion. She pushed her grief to the side. She would have to be content with that, for now.

 


 

As they carefully made their way toward the Shadow Dragons' makeshift hideout, weaving through rubble-strewn streets and avoiding the worst of the Blight's spread, Solas attempted to make conversation.

"Bellara, your expertise with ancient elven magic could prove invaluable in understanding how he's handling the Blight's growth," he said, stepping nimbly over a fallen stone arch.

Bellara glanced at Rook before responding with clipped words. "I'm sure it could."

Undeterred by the cool reception, Solas shifted his attention to Emmrich. "Fascinating work with the Fade bindings, Professor Volkarin, though I suspect the mortality aspect limits your true potential."

"The Mourn Watch has certain ways to circumvent such parameters," Emmrich replied coolly. 

Solas's eyes lit with genuine interest. "Indeed? I would be most curious to—"

"Secrets of the trade," Emmrich cut him off with polite finality.

Turning to Lucanis, Solas observed him for a second before speaking. “An Antivan Crow and a spirit of…. Determination?” 

“Spite,” The spirit said through Lucanis’ gritted teeth.

“The two of you were bound unwillingly; it is a crime against you both. I may be able to separate you safely.” 

"No." Lucanis's response was immediate and violent, his wings flaring as his mouth moved, but Spite's voice overlaid his own. "You hurt our Rook. You lie."

“A fair point,” Solas conceded. 

The god's irritation was subtle—a slight tightening around his eyes, a barely perceptible shift in his posture—but Rook caught it. He had no leverage here, no authority over her team; their loyalty belonged to her. She allowed herself a faint satisfaction.

Rook brushed Lucanis' fingers for reassurance. His dark eyes held hers, an unspoken agreement passing between them. This fight was far from over.

They reached a partially intact building that served as the Shadows' temporary headquarters. Inside, the smell of smoke, sweat, and fear mingled with the tang of Blight. Maps covered every available surface, marked with evacuation routes and enemy positions.

"Rook." A familiar voice made her turn. The Viper emerged from the shadows, followed by another figure she recognized.

"Ashur, Tarquin," she said, nodding to each of them in greeting, relieved by their presence.

“I’ve never been so glad to see someone,” Tarquin sighed heavily, but relieved. “We’ve not been able to slow Elgar’nan down whatsoever.” He glanced at Solas. 

Solas nodded solemnly. “I agree. I broke out of the prison because I thought I was the only one who could defeat the false god, but I have failed, Rook. The victories that have been won since Elgar’nan and Ghilan’nain escaped are yours, not mine. If we are to save this world, we must work together.”

“How is that possible?” Bellara said defiantly, “When all you do is lie and trick the people who try to help you.”

Solas turned his head towards the elf, his diplomatic mask firmly in place. "I understand your reservations. My methods have been... unconventional. But surely we can agree that Elgar'nan's defeat takes precedence over personal grievances."

"Personal grievances?" Rook's voice was dangerously quiet. Her fingers twitched toward her dagger hilt, a reflex born of rage. "You call trying to kill me a personal grievance?"

"I call it a necessary sacrifice to prevent the end of the world."

"Whose world?" Lucanis spoke up, his voice thick with barely controlled anger. "Because it seems to me you've been quite willing to sacrifice everyone else's world to fix your mistakes."

Solas was quiet for a long moment, and when he spoke again, his voice carried a weight that seemed to press down on the room. “If joining me in defeating the false god requires the Veil to stay in place, then I will pay that price,” Solas said with conviction.”I swear by my own selfish pride: the Veil will never come down by my hand.”

He turned to walk to a grand table in front of a cold hearth. “Now, I can show you what has prevented me from reaching the Palace… and you can tell me your plan.”

 


 

Solas showed them the only remaining Eluvian that the Shadow Dragons managed to salvage from their destroyed headquarters. After Solas activated it, Rook stepped through and gathered the leaders of each faction, pulling them from the relative safety of the Crossroads into this war council.

The assembled leadership gathered around the central table. Maps of the city spread before them, marked with red ink to indicate Blight corruption and black Xs to mark lost evacuation routes. 

The Shadow Dragons had conducted careful reconnaissance and identified numerous traps the Venatori had placed throughout the approaches. Most concerning were the ancient Juggernauts, massive stone and metal constructs that had stood guard at the city's Grand Chantry for centuries, now activated and patrolling the corrupted streets with mindless dedication.

Rook noticed that every time Solas made a tactical suggestion, the others instinctively turned to her for confirmation. While Solas hid his irritation with careful control, she could see the calculation behind his composed façade. They had followed him out of necessity, but now she was back, and she was setting the pace.

"The primary assault should come from the west," Solas traced a finger along the map. "Elgar'nan's forces are concentrated—"

"No." Rook's voice was firm. "Too many civilians are still trapped in that sector. We go from the east, up through the Blight tendril."

"That approach is far more dangerous—"

"For us. Not for them." She looked around the table, meeting each pair of eyes. "We don't sacrifice innocents. Not anymore."The last two words were aimed directly at Solas.

Strife nodded slowly. "Rook's right. We've lost too many already. Time to stop counting acceptable losses."

"I agree," Lucanis added, though his tone suggested he was more than happy to contradict Solas. "Besides, dangerous approaches are our specialty."

After a tense hour and a half of planning, they reached a reluctant agreement. The assault would be multi-pronged: Shadow Dragons and Mourn Watchers would focus on coordinating civilian evacuation. The Lords of Fortune would train their cannons on the Archdemon circling the palace like a carrion bird. Grey Wardens and Crows would lead the ground assault, while Rook's team made the suicidal climb up the Blight tendril to infiltrate the floating fortress.

As the meeting dispersed and the various faction leaders began coordinating with their people, Solas approached her with something that might have been humility.

"Before we begin," he said, reaching for his belt, "you'll need this."

He extended the lyrium dagger. The motion was casual, almost too easy. Suspicion flared in Rook's chest, and Lucanis’s hands rested on the hilt of his blade, ready to strike.

"Why?" she asked, not taking it immediately.

"Because you'll need it to end Elgar'nan. And because..." He paused, seeming to choose his words carefully. "Because you could—"

"Could what?" Viago interrupted, his tone sharp with professional skepticism. "Tear another hole in the Veil? Forgive me if House de Riva finds your track record... concerning."

The tension in the room ratcheted higher. Tarquin's hand rested casually on his sword hilt. Lucanis’s wings flexed, subtle but dangerous, his gaze locked on Solas as though one wrong word would have him strike. Even Isabella had taken a small step back from the table.

Rook took the dagger, feeling its weight, the way it hummed with contained power. "If this is another one of your games—"

"No games. Not this time." His expression grew serious. "I know you have no reason to trust me. But this is bigger than our conflict, Rook. Bigger than any of us."

"It always is with you, isn't it? Everything's always bigger, more important, more necessary than the people who get hurt along the way."

Viago's eyes narrowed. "In my experience, when someone gives up assets that easily, it's because they've found a way to maintain control through other means."

"I don't expect forgiveness," Solas said quietly. "But is understanding too much to ask?"

"Don't hold your breath."

As the various teams prepared for the assault, Viago appeared at Rook's side with that silent grace all Crows possessed.

"You've done well," he said quietly, studying her face with the intensity of a master evaluating his finest student. "The work you've done on this contract, the impact you've had—on me, on House de Riva. You should know that I'm proud of you."

Rook felt something tight in her chest loosen slightly. In a world of betrayals and uncertainty, Viago's approval carried more weight than she had expected. "Viago—" 

"You're like a daughter to me," he continued, then added with characteristic vanity, "even though I'm far too young and handsome to have a child your age." His expression grew serious again. "And if Dellamorte ever hurts you, you just say the word. Heir to the First Talon or not, no one crosses my protégé." He punctuated his words with a squeeze on her shoulder, the action surprisingly grounding.

The warmth in his voice cut sharper than she expected. Relief and ache tangled in her chest, her laugh breaking halfway to a sob. She needed this steadiness, more than she would admit. 

"Thank you. For everything."

"Don't thank me yet," he replied with a slight smile. "Thank me when this is over and you're still breathing."

 


 

The assault began at dusk. The city became a blur of fire, smoke, and chaos as words clashed in the streets below, and blight creatures shrieked and died. Magic flared in violent bursts that lit the sky like twisted fireworks.

Rook kept her focus narrow: the tendril, the palace above. Casualties fell around her, allies and enemies alike, but she couldn't let grief or horror slow her pace.

The Blight tendril rose like a twisted tree trunk, its surface slick with ichor and pulsing with unnatural veins. The first touch of it was warm and wrong beneath her hands, beating faintly like a diseased heart. She began the climb, each grip and foothold precise despite the burning in her muscles. Below, the city roared and burned—the crash of steel, the shrieks of corrupted beasts, the cries of the dying climbing as high as they did.

She caught glimpses of Grey Wardens cutting through darkspawn, their silver armor gleaming in the firelight. The Shadows coordinated evacuation routes with hand signals and bursts of magic. And somewhere in the chaos, she spotted Viago dancing between enemies with lethal grace.

"We are getting good at this," Bellara called from her position a few feet to the right. The elf was keeping pace well.

"Save it for when we're not hanging off a blight’s umbilical cord," Taash grunted from below them.

They were almost at the top when Bellara lost her footing. Her boots slipped on the tendril's surface as she scrabbled for purchase, but the ichor was too slick.

"Bellara!" Taash lunged for her but just missed.

For a breathless instant, the memory of Lace’s death flared sharp and raw in her chest. Not again. Not this time.

Then, Lucanis twisted with inhuman speed, grabbing the falling elf's wrist just as she started to plummet. The sudden weight nearly dragged them both down, and Rook could see the strain in his body as he fought to maintain his grip on both the tendril and his teammate. 

Then, Bellara found her footing again and detangled from Lucanis’s grip.

"Thanks," Bellara huffed through ragged breaths.

"Don't mention it."

After taking a moment to catch their breath, they continued upward. Each step up the tendril was a promise, a statement of intent: she would see this fight through, whatever the cost.

When they reached the end of the corrupted tendril, and she looked down at the maelstrom of battle below, she steeled herself. Before her, the palace’s architecture was a twisted perversion of ancient elven design. Somewhere inside those corrupted walls waited Elgar'nan, a god driven mad by millennia of imprisonment and rage.

And somewhere below, Solas was playing his own game, as he always did.

"Ready?" she asked her team.

Lucanis tested his blades with quick movements, while Bellara adjusted her gauntlets and checked her magical focuses. Taash cracked their knuckles and shared a meaningful look with Davrin. Emmrich whispered something to Neve that might have been a blessing or a goodbye.

"Let's finish this," Rook said.



Notes:

The last chapter/boss fight is sooooo hard to write... maybe it's because it primarily follows what happens in the game, so I don't feel any creative sparks when writing it.

LMK if you guys would like an epilogue! I have a couple of ideas for it :)

I'm forcing myself to complete this work before I start on my next project (rewrite of 'Feathers so cruel' and 'Shadows so vicious' because I wanted to strangle the FMC and the MMC/antagonist deserved so much better. I seriously wanted to burn that second book. WTH was that even?)

Chapter 58: The Dead Among The Living

Summary:

There, at the chamber's heart, sat Elgar'nan upon his stolen throne.
He was captivating still, despite everything. Magnificent like a perfect blade, or a storm at sea. Tendrils of corruption caressed him with obscene adoration, wrapping around his arms and chest. His skin was pale as moonlight, traced with black veins that pulsed with power. His eyes were pools of absolute darkness, filled with the terrible awareness of a creature that had been alive for millennia.

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The palace entrance loomed before them.

Through the acrid smoke rising from the devastated city below, Rook could see the blight choking every stone and spreading like veins across the courtyard in front of them. Venatori guards flanked the doorway, but these weren't the same cultists they'd fought before. These Venatori’s eyes held the empty stare of the utterly dominated and wore the horrifying evidence of Ghilan’nain’s profane experiments, fighting with the fervor of the truly faithfully tainted.

Rook and the others readied their weapons. She knew there would be no negotiation here, no mercy to be found. These guards would fight until death claimed them, and perhaps not even then.

The battle erupted with savage intensity. The Venatori moved with inhuman coordination, attacking in perfect synchronization as if they shared a single mind. Rook’s blade met the first guard's sword in a shower of sparks, while Lucanis seemed to dance between opponents, throwing their balance off.

For every guard that fell, two more took their place. Neve's ice magic crackled through the air, freezing one attacker before Bellara's lightning arrow shattered him like glass. Davrin fought at the center of the melee, Assan striking from above, his talons piercing blighted armor with ease. Taash was a wall of steel beside Rook, axes rising and falling with brutal rhythm, black ichor spraying as each strike landed.

Crimson soon slicked the floor; as the air filled with the clash of steel and the crackle of magic, punctuated by screams that were sometimes human and sometimes decidedly not.

When the last guard finally fell, Rook pushed through into the palace and stopped dead in her tracks.

It was dying.

No, that wasn't quite right. The palace was being transformed into something else. What had once been pristine white marble was now veined with thick tendrils that pulsed like arteries carrying diseased blood. The blight hadn't just infected this place; it had claimed it utterly.

The walls themselves appeared to breathe, expanding and contracting in an almost tantalizing rhythm. Growths that resembled tumors, swollen and glistening with an oily sheen, reflected the crimson light filtering down from above. The air felt thick, and each breath was a struggle against the spores of corruption.

"By the Maker—" Neve whispered, her hand instinctively moving to cover her nose.

Rook forced herself to take another step forward, her stomach churning. In all their battles against darkspawn, she'd never seen blight this… alive. This aware. It was watching, learning, with a malevolent intelligence that made her skin crawl.

As they pressed deeper into the palace, the architecture had become fluid, organic, more grown than built. Doorways had taken on the appearance of gaping mouths, and windows had become eyes, dark and watching, tracking their movement.

The first wave of defenders came at them from a side passage—more Venatori, this time mixed with Antaam. The Qunari wore armor that seemed to be part of their flesh now, metal and bone and putrid tissue fused into an exoskeleton.

The fighting was brutal beyond anything they'd experienced before. They fought like zealots who had been reforged into weapons, their bodies half-claimed by blight and bound to Elgar’nan’s will.

Rook was pressed back as three Antaam warriors attacked in perfect coordination. Their massive axes moved in deadly arcs, each strike designed to drive her toward the others' weapons. She rolled left, feeling the wind from a blade that would have taken her head, then came up inside their guard. Her sword found the gap in one warrior's throat guard, and blood sprayed on the floor.

Davrin and Assan crashed into the line from the flank, the griffon’s shriek splitting the air as its beak pierced a Venatori helm. Taash took advantage of the opening, burying one axe deep into the exposed side of an Antaam and tearing free with a wet crack.
Beside her, Lucanis was a whirlwind of death, sweat cutting tracks through the grime on his face.

Around them, the bodies of their enemies were beginning to dissolve, consumed by the blight that had made them more than human. 

"Something's not right," Bellara called out during a brief respite from the fighting, wiping black blood from her bow. "Where are the mages? The Venatori always have mages as support for their fighters."

Emmrich nodded grimly, his face conveying deep concern. "Indeed. Most peculiar. Mages form the backbone of their forces. Blood magic, spirit summoning, elemental manipulation—all absent now."

"Maybe Elgar’nan is holding them in reserve?" Neve suggested, though her tone made it clear she didn't believe her own words. "Keeping them near him?"

"Or maybe they fled when they saw which way the wind was blowing," Davrin offered, cleaning his blades, though his eyes were wary. "Even fanatics have limits."

But Rook felt a growing sense of unease. The missing mages bothered her more than she could articulate. It was like a piece missing from a puzzle, and she had the sinking feeling that when they found it, they wouldn't like what it revealed.

 

 


 

They continued their advance through the twisted corridors, leaving a trail of dissolving bodies behind them. The deeper they went, the stronger the blight became, until it felt like they were walking through the digestive tract of some massive creature.

Strange sounds echoed through the palace: whispers, the distant sound of weeping that might have been wind through crumbled stone, and underneath it all, a low humming—corruption singing to itself.

They fought their way through chamber after chamber, each one more nightmarish than the last. Everywhere they looked, the blight had taken something beautiful and made it obscene.

Taash hacked their way through a corridor where the walls sprouted writhing tendrils like grasping hands, their axes cleaving through the growth as if they were chopping firewood. The rest of the Veilguard followed their wake, cutting down what stragglers remained.

When they finally reached the corridor leading to the throne room, Rook called for a halt. They were all breathing hard, wounds amassing despite their best efforts. Rook’s arms ached, Lucanis’s leathers were cut and stained dark, and Taash’s shoulder was bleeding freely where an Antaam axe had found its mark. Davrin’s blades dripped steadily, his grin gone.

"This is it," Rook said, looking at the massive doors ahead of them. "Whatever's waiting for us in there—"
"Will be the worst of it," Bellara finished. Her voice was steady, but Rook could see the fear in her eyes. They all could feel it—the presence beyond those doors, ancient and terrible and utterly without mercy.

She placed her hands against the doors and pushed. They swung open with surprising ease, revealing the chamber beyond.

And that's when they found the missing mages.

"Andraste preserve us," Emmrich breathed, looking around in horror.

The entrance to the throne room had been transformed into a cathedral of horror. The vast space stretched out before them, its vaulted ceiling lost in shadows that seemed to move with a life of their own. Suspended throughout the chamber, like obscene fruit, were dozens of massive blight boils. The missing mages fused to these organic prisons, their faces twisted in expressions of eternal agony. Their eyes were burned-out hollows, empty sockets weeping bloody tears.

But they were alive. Horribly, impossibly alive.

Bellara made a strangled sound, her bow clattering to the floor. "They're still… Maker's breath, they're still aware." Her voice cracked.

The sight held them frozen for several heartbeats. These had been mages who'd thrown their lot in with the Venatori. Now they hung like grotesque decorations in a madman's gallery, their consciousness trapped within shells of living corruption.

For the first time since Rook had known him, Emmrich looked genuinely shaken. "The violation of the natural order here... It's beyond comprehension."

"He's hollowed them out. Broken their minds completely, so they are just a vessel for his will." Neve realized as she carefully stepped closer to study one of the mages.

"Is this how he is controlling the blight without Ghilan’nain?" Bellara asked, her voice shaking in fear and disgust.

Rook forced herself to look away from the horrific sight. There had to be dozens, maybe more, of mages here, all trapped in this living nightmare. 

"If we can kill him," she said, her voice steadier than she felt, "this ends. All of it."

They moved through the chamber of monstrosities, trying not to look too closely at the faces in the boils and tendrils, trying not to think about the cost to create this monument to a god's hubris. 

The throne room doors opened up ahead of them.



 


 

 

There, at the chamber's heart, sat Elgar'nan upon his stolen throne.

He was captivating still, despite everything. Magnificent like a perfect blade, or a storm at sea. Tendrils of corruption caressed him with obscene adoration, wrapping around his arms and chest. His skin was pale as moonlight, traced with black veins that pulsed with power. His eyes were pools of absolute darkness, filled with the terrible awareness of a creature that had been alive for millennia.

"Welcome," he said, his voice echoing strangely in the vast chamber, seeming to come from everywhere and nowhere at once. It was a beautiful voice, rich and cultured and absolutely without warmth. "I confess myself curious. Why have you come so willingly to your own annihilation?"

Behind him, a massive form blocked out the red light of the sun. Rook looked up and felt her heart stop.

The Archdemon was there, enormous beyond all reason, its body bloated with corrupted power until its wings could barely support its weight. Muscles bulged grotesquely beneath scales that were like infected armor.

 

Pride, Rook realized. Elgar'nan's greatest weakness was his pride, and he had made his Archdemon a reflection of that flaw. The creature was too large, too heavy, too unwieldy, too slow. His arrogance had created a possible opening to his own destruction.

The throne room was vast—easily a hundred feet across with a raised dais at its center where Elgar'nan's throne sat. The Archdemon perched behind the throne on a balcony that overlooked the burning city. 

"You cannot defeat me," Elgar'nan continued, rising from his throne with an elegance that spoke of perfect control over his transformed body. "I have already won. Look around you. Soon, all of Thedas will kneel before their rightful god." But as he spoke, one of the tendrils caressing his arm twitched erratically, and Rook saw his jaw tighten almost imperceptibly. 

"Your armies are broken," the god continued conversationally. "Your Archon is dead, and my power continues to grow. Your people huddle in their homes, praying to their Maker while the world burns around them. What possible hope could you have against power such as mine? When I am the ‘Maker’ of their plight?"

Rook raised her blade, "We're still here," she said simply. "That has to count for something."

Elgar's laughter was like silver bells tolling for the dead. "Defiance to the end. How wonderfully mortal of you. I almost regret what comes next."

Before they could move, another voice cut through the air.

"Such grand words from such a petty tyrant."

Solas stepped from the shadows at the edge of the chamber, his hands clasped behind his back. His face was grim, but there was something almost like satisfaction in his eyes—as if he'd been waiting for precisely this moment.

"Solas," Rook breathed, and wasn't sure if she felt relief or dread.

The ancient mage didn't look at her, his attention focused entirely on his nemesis before them. "Tell me, Elgar'nan," he said, his voice carrying easily across the vast space, "is this what you always dreamed of? To rule alone, without your fellow Evanuris to hold back your worst impulses?"

Elgar'nan's face twisted with rage. "You!" The word came out as a snarl, all pretense of civilization stripped away. "You dare show your face after what you did? After the cage you put us in?"

"I dare many things," Solas replied with infuriating calm. "I dared to see through your lies. I dared to rebel against your tyranny. I dared to cage you when the world demanded it. And now..." His eyes glinted with something that might have been satisfaction.

Something in his tone made ice form in Rook's stomach. Even here, even now, she could sense the wheels turning behind those eyes. This wasn't aid—this was an opportunity.

But before she could voice her suspicions, Solas began to change.

It started with his eyes, which flickered from their usual pale purple to something wilder, more primal. Then his face began to elongate, his haughty features stretching into a more lupine form. His body grew larger, his robes tearing as muscles and bones reformed themselves.

Fur sprouted across his transformed flesh, dark and thick. Six eyes opened across his face in a triangular pattern, each one burning with the cold fire of the Fade itself.

The Dread Wolf stood before them in all its terrible glory—his terrifying power revealed in full. 

"Focus on Elgar'nan!" the Wolf roared, its voice ringing out in Rook’s head. "Leave the dragon to me!"

He launched himself at the Archdemon with impossible speed, bursting through the walls, biting and holding on to its hide. The two titans collided with a sound like thunder, claws raking across scales, teeth seeking throats. The palace groaned under their combined weight, chunks of stone raining down on the city below as they grappled.

From inside the throne room, Rook could see flashes of the battle through the shattered windows and walls—the Wolf darting between the dragon's legs, the Archdemon's massive tail whipping around to try and pin its smaller opponent. Every few seconds, the building shook as one of them slammed into the other.

Assan vaulted after them in a razor arc, slashing at the Archdemon’s eyes whenever it banked too close to the broken wall—harassing, not engaging, buying the Wolf space to move. 

Through gaps torn in the walls by their battle, Rook could see Minrathous burning below. The city she had fought so hard to save was being consumed by fire and corruption while its would-be saviors battled among the clouds.

Elgar'nan's fury was incandescent. Power flowed from him in waves that made the air shimmer like heat haze, and when he raised his hand, reality itself seemed to bend around his will.

The battle began in earnest, and within minutes, Rook realized they were hopelessly outmatched.

Elgar'nan fought with the casual contempt of someone swatting at troublesome flies. His movements were fluid as he wielded magic like a master craftsman wielding his tools.

"Is this all?" he asked after deflecting another of Lucanis's precisely timed strikes. "Is this the best the mortals can offer? How disappointing."

"Not again!" Lucanis snarled as he rolled away from a blast of dark energy, and Elgar’nan healed another one of his injuries. "This is an assassin's worst nightmare!"

Outside, the battle between wolf and dragon raged with primal fury. The Archdemon's massive bulk was both an advantage and a weakness—its claws could crush stone, but its bloated form made it cumbersome. The Dread Wolf was lithe in comparison, striking at joints and tendons before darting away from retaliatory strikes.

But Solas was beginning to struggle. He was still just one mage facing a creature empowered by the horrible force of the Blight. The fight continued, brutal and bloody. Through sheer persistence, the Archdemon gained the upper hand. Its massive claws found purchase on the Wolf's flank and pinned him to the cracked marble floor with his enormous bulk. One claw pressed against his throat while its maw opened wide, revealing a furnace of corrupt fire that would reduce even the Dread Wolf to ash.

In the throneroom, Rook ducked another blast of force shot from Elgar’nan’s hands, her lungs burning with the effort of keeping up. Beside her, Bellara loosed arrows crackling with electricity, each shot buying them a precious second. Emmrich’s skeletal warriors clawed their way up, swarming Elgar’nan’s legs until he incinerated them in a single contemptuous gesture. 

That's when Neve made her choice.

 


 

The Archdemon’s jaws opened wide, a blazing inferno building in its throat. Solas writhed beneath its force, claws scraping uselessly against scales that had drunk deep of the Blight’s power.

Rook saw Neve moving toward the edge of the chamber. There, half-formed and writhing, was one of the organic growths that had replaced so much of the palace's original structure. 

Before Rook could comprehend the detective’s intentions, Neve plunged her hands into the corruption without hesitation. "Neve, no!" Rook shouted, but it was too late.

Neve’s scream tore through the throne room as the blight burned its way into her veins, like black lightning crawling up her arms. Her body convulsed, her teeth clenched so hard blood ran from her gums—but she did not let go.

The blight tried to subsume her, but where Elgar’nan’s power had broken the captured mages, Neve had come to this moment by choice. Her mind was her own, her will uncompromised, and she turned that strength against the alien hunger trying to claim her.

The chamber shook. The tendrils pulsed to her heartbeat, and the mages within their boils moaned as though echoing her agony. For one breathtaking instant, Neve was the fulcrum of the entire palace—a mortal mind locking wills with a god.

"This is my city!" she screamed, and the words carried all the fury of a lifetime spent watching injustice go unpunished. "These are my people! And I will not let you have them!"

A massive tendril erupted from the floor beneath the Archdemon, thick as a tree trunk and strong as steel. It wrapped around the dragon's midsection and pinned the massive creature down, forcing it to loosen its hold on Solas, its roar of pain and fury echoing through the chamber.

Neve’s breath hitched as black veins raced up her throat, and Rook lunged to steady her. 

“Finish it,” Neve rasped. “Don’t—waste—me.”

The Dread Wolf didn't waste the opportunity. He surged upward and tore the dragon's throat out in one savage motion. Black blood sprayed across the throne room like acid rain as the Archdemon crashed to the ground below the palace and demolished an entire area of the city with its enormous mass.

Solas, his wolf form bleeding from dozens of wounds, shifted back to his elven shape and grinned with savage satisfaction. "Mortal," he said to Elgar'nan, his voice winded. "You are mortal now.”

Rook turned back to Neve, and hope died in her chest. The detective was still on her knees, her hands sunk into the corruption, but the strength had left her body. Black veins had spread across her face, her eyes clouded and unfocused. Blood frothed on her lips as her breathing slowed.

Lucanis grabbed her shoulder, dragging her back just as Elgar’nan’s power surged again. His voice thundered over them all, livid with rage: "You dare steal my dominion? Then you will die with her!"

 

 


 






Chapter 59: The God of Lies

Summary:

"The world owes you a debt," Solas said quietly. "Both for defeating the Evanuris and for bringing down the Veil." He stumbled to Elgar'nan's body, eyes focused on the dagger. "I am sorry, Rook, for this final betrayal."

Chapter Text

Elgar’nan’s composure cracked completely. His face contorted with rage and something approaching panic as the reality of his situation struck home. Without his Archdemon, he was diminished. Still powerful and dangerous, but no longer untouchable.

"You think this changes anything?" he snarled, but Rook could see the desperation creeping into his movements now, revealing the raw fury beneath his civilized veneer. "I am still your god! I am still—"

"You are nothing," Rook said, cutting him off. She stepped forward, her blades ready, and around her, her companions did the same. "You're just another tyrant."

“For Lace,” Taash growled, charging. “For Neve,” Davrin answered, directing Assan with a sharp whistle. The griffon smashed into Elgar’nan’s warding field, as Taash’s axes hammered low. Bellara’s lightning stitched that opening wider.

Without his endless regeneration, Elgar'nan was still formidable but no longer insurmountable. The battle turned into a grinding war of attrition as Rook and her team pressed forward, no quarter given. 

"You cannot win," he gasped, his dreadful features marred by cuts and exhaustion. "Even if you kill me, even if you destroy everything I've built, the blight will remain. The corruption will spread. You'll have saved nothing!"

Rook pushed her attack and saw her opening. Elgar'nan was focused on Bellara's lightning, his attention divided between offense and defense. Rook drew the lyrium dagger from its sheath and called out.

"Lucanis! End this!"

She threw the blade in a perfect arc, and he caught it with ease. For a moment, it looked like the kill was assured—Lucanis was behind Elgar'nan at the ideal angle for a strike to the lungs or a throat cut.

But Elgar'nan was older than civilizations and had not survived this long by being careless. At the last possible second, he spun and lashed out. His hand closed around Lucanis's throat with crushing force, holding the winged assassin suspended in the air.

"Did you think it would be so easy?" the god hissed, his dark eyes burning with fury. "Did you think I wouldn't see death approaching?"

Lucanis struggled in his grasp as Elgar'nan's slowly crushed the life from him. His feet and wings kicked uselessly in the air, his eyes blazing violet. Lucanis caught Rook’s eye, and she understood immediately. He tossed the lyrium blade in her direction as she dove forward, catching the dagger before it could hit the ground. Without hesitation, she drove the lyrium blade deep into Elgar'nan's heart, the material parting his ribs like they were made of parchment.

The god's eyes went wide with shock and pain. His grip on Lucanis loosened, and he fell to the ground, gasping for breath. For a moment that stretched like eternity, time seemed suspended—the dagger between them pulsing with otherworldly light.

Then power erupted from Elgar'nan's body in a wave that sent them all flying. The palace groaned and cracked around them as energy was released all at once. Through the massive windows, they could see debris raining down on the city below as the shockwave spread outward from the palace.

But something else was happening. As Elgar'nan's blood pooled onto the marble floor, and he took his last dying breath, reality itself began to fray. Veil tears opened throughout the chamber, showing glimpses of the Fade beyond.

She turned back to Solas just as he managed to wrestle himself up from the floor. His eyes were triumphant, and his lips tilted in a smile despite the bruises. Rook then realized that this was his plan. He had guided them here, to this exact moment.

"The world owes you a debt," Solas said quietly. "Both for defeating the Evanuris and for bringing down the Veil." He stumbled to Elgar'nan's body, eyes focused on the dagger. "I am sorry, Rook, for this final betrayal."

"You did this," Rook gasped, struggling to her feet, but the accusation felt hollow even as she spoke it. She'd known Solas long enough to recognize that look in his eyes—the terrible certainty of someone who believed utterly in their cause.

Solas looked at her with something that might have been pity, or might have been regret. "The Veil didn't come down by my hand, Rook," he said calmly. "But yes, I knew this would be the consequence. The blood of the Evanuris—their immortal essence—was what powered the barrier I created millennia ago. With Elgar'nan's death, that power source is severed."

"You knew," she snarled, rage building in her chest like a wildfire. "You knew this would happen, and you let us do it anyway. Whatever it takes, right?"

"The few must be sacrificed for the many," Solas replied, but there was no coldness in it, only the exhausted certainty of someone who had carried this burden too long. "The current world is built on a foundation of pain, Rook. My people—the spirits, the elves—they suffer for every day the Veil stands. I cannot... I will not abandon them again. Now I must continue, the final enchantments require a delicate—"

"Bastard," she snarled, and launched herself at him with all the fury that came with failure and disappointment.

Solas caught her wrist, his grip firm but not brutal. "I told you once that I would not have you see the horrible things I must do. This is one of those things."

They grappled, Rook's fury giving her strength she didn't know she possessed. She managed to break free of his grip and land a solid punch to his jaw, opening a cut along his cheek. Her next blow caught his ribs, and she heard something crack.

But even wounded, even guilty, Solas was still an ancient mage with millennia of experience. He turned her rage against her, using her predictable attacks to counter and redirect her momentum. When his hand finally closed around her throat, there was almost tenderness in the gesture—as if he regretted having to do this to her.

"Enough," he said, his voice heavy with sorrow rather than authority. "This was always how it had to end, Rook. I wish there had been another way. But the world I knew, the world my people deserve—it can only be restored through sacrifice."

He released her, stepping back rather than throwing her away. "The tears are spreading faster than I anticipated," he admitted, studying the growing rifts with concern. "I must begin the final bindings now, before—"

But even as he spoke, Rook could see the strain. The Veil tears were multiplying faster than he had anticipated, reality unraveling with chaotic violence rather than the controlled dissolution he had planned. 

Taash hauled themselves up from where they'd fallen, blood streaming from a gash on their forehead. "Over my dead body," they growled, raising their axes despite the tremor in their arms.

Solas's barrier spell sent them sprawling again, but his attention was divided—part of him focused on the spreading tears, part on containing Taash, part on whatever ritual he was attempting to begin.

In his moment of divided attention, he failed to sense the shadow moving behind him.

Lucanis, having circled through the chaos, struck with lethal precision. The lyrium dagger, still slick with Elgar'nan's blood, tore through Solas's shoulder and erupted in a fountain of crimson. His eyes went wide with shock and pain as he stared down at the gleaming blade protruding from his body. "No," he whispered, understanding flooding his ancient features. "The enchantment… the blood—"

The blade's magic worked with ruthless efficiency. Instead of simply channeling the Evanuris's power to maintain the Veil, it was now drawing from Solas himself—his immortal life force flowing into the barrier he had tried to destroy. The lyrium dagger pulsed with each beat of his heart, each pulse sending more of his essence into the magical construct that separated the worlds.

"I made a promise to tear you apart," Lucanis rasped. "Should have watched your back."

"You played your game too well," Rook said as she watched him struggle. Her throat was bruised from his grip, but her voice was steady. "Always so sure you were the smartest person in the room, always certain you could see three moves ahead of everyone else."

A massive veil tear opened behind him, larger and more violent than the others. The Fade beyond was visible through the rift. Solas fought against its pull with everything he had.

 

"You sneer at me as if you understand!" he snarled, his composure cracking entirely as panic set in and the magical binding took hold. "You are mortal! Compared to you, to your infinitesimal existence… I am a—"

 

"Say it to someone who cares," Rook said, delivering a calculated shove that sent him stumbling toward the rift. "You don't get to decide for everyone else anymore."

His form disappeared into the rift as the tear swallowed him whole. For a moment, the tear pulsed with violent light, as if something within was fighting to escape. Then it sealed with a sound like thunder, and the palace was suddenly quiet except for the lyrium dagger clattering to the floor.

The remaining veil tears flickered and faded as reality reasserted itself. The Veil held, now powered by the very mage who had created it—a prison of his own making, maintained by his own life force. The barrier between worlds was secure, the mortal realm protected from the chaos of the Fade.

They had won. But victory felt hollow as Rook looked around at the devastation surrounding them.

 




Rook stumbled to her knees as the adrenaline left her body and exhaustion finally set in. Every muscle in her body ached, every breath was a struggle. After catching her breath, Rook got back to her feet, using her daggers to help her stand up.

She stumbled her way to where Neve was fused with the blight growth, now wilting away with no power to guide it. Davrin and Taash helped her as she used her daggers to cut Neve free, carrying her body away. The black veins that marked where the blight had entered her system were still visible, spider-webbing up her arms like dark lightning. There was no breath to count.

Rook bowed her head to Neve’s brow. “You saved them,” she whispered. “All of them.”

Emmrich was at her side in an instant, his hands surprisingly gentle as he checked for what he already knew was gone. "The blight infection overwhelmed her, but what she managed to do… extraordinary," he said, his professional manner not quite hiding his grief.

"The others," Rook said hoarsely, looking toward the antechamber where the Venatori mages hung in their organic prisons. "Are they...?"

Bellara had already moved to investigate, her face grim as she studied the nearest blight boil. The membrane was already growing thin and brittle, the amber fluid within turning dark and viscous. "They're dying," she said softly. "The connection is severed. They're finally being allowed to die."

Lucanis was sitting against a broken pillar, massaging his throat where Elgar'nan's fingers had nearly crushed his windpipe. 

Through the massive windows, they could see Minrathous stretching out below them. The city was still burning, but the blight corruption that had spread through the streets like a plague was already beginning to recede.

"The people," Bellara said, pressing her face to the glass. "Look at them."

Rook joined her at the window. Far below, she could see figures emerging from buildings, pointing up at the palace, gathering in the streets. There would be mourning for the lost, anger at the destruction, fear about what came next—but there would also be hope.

After a while, they began to make their way out of the ruined throne room, lifting Neve together—Rook at the shoulders, Taash at the feet, Davrin steadying the shrouded form while Assan paced, low and watchful. They stepped carefully around the debris that littered the floor.

As they walked, Rook found herself thinking about the choices that had brought them to this moment. The alliances forged, the sacrifices made, the prices paid. 

There was a certain poetic justice to it, she supposed. The Dread Wolf, who had spent so long trying to tear down the barrier between worlds, was now condemned to maintain it for all eternity. His immortal life was bound to the service of the world he had tried to unmake.

They reached the palace entrance as the first light of dawn was breaking over Minrathous. 

Rook lingered for a moment longer, looking at each of her team in turn—these people who had become more than allies, more than friends. They were family now, bonded by shared pain and common purpose. 

She thought about Neve and Lace, about Solas. About myths and legends.

The Crows' daughter. The Wolf's foe. The assassin who had killed a god and lived to see the dawn that followed.

The future stretched ahead, uncertain but alive with possibility.




Chapter 60: Epilogue

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

One Week Later

The Lighthouse felt empty.

It had served its purpose in their fight against the gods, and it felt wrong to stay there now with no maps or battle plans covering every surface, with no discussions or banter echoing through its halls. 

Nelle walked the familiar corridors in a slow and steady pace, her body still aching from the final battle. They were all damaged in different ways—bodies bruised, souls weary, hearts heavy with loss. The packing was slow work when every movement reminded them of what they'd endured.

She found Emmrich in his library, surrounded by half-filled crates and towering stacks of books. Manfred was carefully wrapping delicate instruments in cloth, his skeletal fingers surprisingly gentle with the fragile glassware.

"The Mourn Watch wishes for me to resume my teaching duties, so I am revising the curriculum to include our discoveries," Emmrich said without looking up from the grimoire he was examining. "The Fade rifts, the nature of the Veil, the true history of the Evanuris—there's so much knowledge that needs preserving." He paused, setting down his quill. "Though they have granted my request to reduce the number of pupils per class. Ten students! What were they thinking?"

"You're looking forward to it?"

"I believe so. I do admit that I have been a little homesick this entire time." He glanced at her with a small smile. "Though I suspect I'll feel the same regarding our little family here."

He put the leather-bound book on a table as he stood up and walked over to her. “I do hope you will accept my invitation for a walk in the gardens,” he said as he clasped her hands affectionately.  “Or if you’d rather attend a lecture...”

"I'd like that," Rook said warmly. "Both, actually."

Emmrich beamed. "Excellent. Manfred will be so pleased!"

Nelle thanked him and left him to his sorting and packing. She found Taash in the main hall, checking over their equipment. Their movements were stiff, the shoulder wound from their final battle with Elgar'nan still healing.

"Heard there's a dragon up north," Taash said, not bothering with pleasantries. "Been terrorizing some villages near the Hunterhorn Mountains. Thought I'd check it out. See what it has in its lair."

"Alone?"

Taash shrugged, wincing slightly. "Yeah. Need some time to think, figure out what comes next. Dragons are... simpler than people. You know where you stand with them."

"Be careful," Rook said. "We've lost enough already."

"I always am," Taash replied, but their expression softened. "Don't worry. I'm not looking to die gloriously. Just need to remember who I am when I'm not part of a team."

The infirmary was empty now, but Rook lingered there anyway, remembering Varric. She could still hear his laugh, see his knowing smile. The room felt smaller without him in it. The silence felt wrong. This room should echo with his laughter, his terrible jokes, his gentle wisdom disguised as cynicism. But there was nothing now—just empty space where a larger-than-life man used to be. Even if he was just in her head.

Bellara's workspace was pristine—the most organized Rook had ever seen it. Gone were the scattered tools and half-finished projects, and notes that usually covered every surface. In the center of her desk sat the ancient artifact she'd been restoring, its structure now whole and gleaming as it hummed with power.

"I'm taking it back to the Veil Jumpers," Bellara explained, joining Rook in the doorway. "It's an archive spirit. Might help us understand our history, the technology in Arlathan ruins."

"And after that?" Rook asked.

"I've been thinking about writing," Bellara said softly. "Not just research notes—stories. There are so many tales that need telling, and I want people to remember what happened here. What we all sacrificed."

Lace's greenhouse was harder to face. The dwarf, who had loved the surface world so much, would rather stay lost in the forest than venture near a town. The space still smelled of earth and growing things, of the careful tending that had brought life to this magical place. Her plants were thriving, green and vibrant. Tiny tomatoes hung heavy on their vines, and herbs released their fragrance at the slightest touch. Rook could only hope some of Lace's essence would keep them going even after they had left.

"She would have wanted them to be useful," Bellara said quietly, appearing beside her. "I've been talking to some of the local healers. They can use the medicinal plants."

Neve's room was the most difficult. She and Bellara had spent hours sorting through the detective's belongings, trying to decide what could be saved and what should be let go. Every case file told a story of someone Neve had tried to help, every book bore annotations in her precise handwriting. In the end, they'd packed everything—her case notes, her books, even the half-empty bottle of whiskey she kept hidden behind.

"Rana will know what to do with the cases," Bellara said quietly. "She's taking over Neve's work, trying to help the people. It's what she would have wanted."

"She saved everyone," Rook said, her voice thick with emotion. "In the end, she gave everything to save her city."

"She did," Bellara agreed. "And Minrathous stands a chance because of it."

Davrin was in the courtyard with Assan, both of them preparing for the journey back to the Anderfells. The griffon looked magnificent in the afternoon sun, his feathers gleaming gold and brown.

"Evka wants me back in the Anderfells," Davrin explained, scratching behind Assan's ear. "We're expanding the breeding program. If we're careful, if we're lucky, we might actually bring them back properly." Davrin's smile was warm but tired. "Take care of yourself, Rook. And take care of him." He nodded toward the Lighthouse, where Lucanis was no doubt packing his own belongings. "He pretends he doesn't need anyone, but we both know better."

"He's lucky to have you looking out for him," Rook said.

"We all are. This team... we're family now, aren't we?"

"Always," Rook replied.

Rook found Lucanis in what had once been the music room, sitting at the piano with his hands resting motionless on the keys. The melody that had filled these halls was silent now.

"It's time," she said softly.

"Almost." He turned to face her, and she saw something vulnerable in his expression. "Come with me, Nelle. To Villa Dellamorte."

"Lucanis—"

"I know it's complicated. I know Viago will have opinions about this, but..." He stood, reaching into his pocket. "This was my grandmother's."

The ring was simple but elegant, a thin gold band set with a single opal. It caught the fading light from the windows, seeming to glow with inner fire.

"It is the mark of her favor, and she once gave it to my mother before she was murdered. Now she has given it to me, trusting me to know who to give it to." His voice was steady, but his hands shook slightly as he held the ring out to her. "My heart beats for you, Nelle. It always has. It always will."

Tears burned her eyes, but they were good tears, the kind that came with overwhelming joy rather than grief. "Yes," she whispered, and then louder, "Thank you, Lucanis."

The ring fit perfectly, as if it had been made for her.

Lucanis kissed her then, soft and sweet and full of promise, and for a moment the weight of everything they'd lost seemed balanced by the hope of everything they might yet find together.

Hand in hand, they walked through the eluvian for the last time, leaving the Lighthouse behind. 

 

One Year Later

The familiar scent of ale and roasted meat filled the air as Nelle entered The Hilt, Lucanis close behind her. The tavern looked much the same as it always had, though there were fewer patrons than she remembered. The world was still healing.

Caterina's ring caught the lamplight as she waved to their friends, already gathered around a large table in the center of the tavern. Even after a year of wearing it, she still felt a small thrill every time she felt it on her finger. Not quite a chantry marriage, but binding in the traditions that mattered most to them.

"Late as always," Bellara called out, though her tone carried nothing but affection. She was sitting at the corner, ink stains on her fingers and a manuscript spread before her.

"Talon meeting ran long," Lucanis replied, settling beside Nelle. "Apparently, being First Talon means everyone expects you to hold their hands. Not to mention the upkeep of Villa Dellamorte."

"The burdens of leadership," Davrin said, raising his tankard in mock sympathy. He looked healthier than he had in months, the constant strain of war finally easing from his features. "It’s not too late to join the Wardens, you know."

"How are the griffons?" Nelle asked.

"Growing stronger every day. We've got a new clutch, if you can believe it." Davrin's grin was infectious. "The Wardens are talking about expanding the program to other strongholds. Might actually have a real future for them."

Emmrich arrived a few minutes later, looking distinguished in his robes. "My apologies for the delay. I was just finishing a correspondence with the College of Magi in Cumberland. They've requested I present my findings on the Veil at their winter symposium."

"The third university this month," Lucanis observed. "You're becoming quite the celebrity, Professor."

"Academic recognition is... gratifying," Emmrich said with a modest smile. "Though I must say, I would rather focus on teaching Manfred now that he has discovered his magical gifts. He is advancing so fast in mastering fire."

Lucanis groaned in frustration. “Don’t give Spite ideas, Emmrich.”

As the evening wore on, conversation flowed as freely as the ale. 

Lucanis turned to Emmrich with a more serious expression. "Did you manage to speak with  the Nevarran nobility yet?”

Emmrich's eyebrows rose. "About King Markus, you mean? My dear Lucanis, I can’t just tell them to stop taking out contracts on him."

“Twenty contracts, Emmrich.” Lucanis sighed. “The man seems impossible to kill. It’s getting out of hand.”

Davrin leaned forward with a mischievous glint in his eye. "Speaking of getting out of hand—how's Spite behaving these days?"

Lucanis rolled his eyes. "He's been remarkably well-behaved, thank you. I think having a stable home life agrees with him."

"Domestic bliss soothes the savage demon," Bellara observed. "I should write that down—it might make a good chapter title."

"About that," Bellara continued, turning to face the others. "I'm working on a new serial about a thieves' guild, and I could really use some professional consultation. What's the most ridiculous heist you've ever heard of?"

Taash snorted. "Once, I saw someone try to steal a dragon's egg. From an active nest. While the mother was sleeping on it."

"Did they succeed?" Bellara asked, pen posed.

"Of course not." Taash frowned. “He was burnt to a crisp and was fed to the dragonlings a day later when they hatched.”

"Perfect," Bellara said, scribbling notes. "Rook, what about you?"

"There was this job in Salle once—someone hired me to steal their own diary back from their ex-lover. Turned out the ex-lover had already sold it to a bookseller, who'd published it as a romance novel."

Lucanis laughed. "I remember that. Viago gave me a copy."

"It’s a good book," Rook said primly.

As the night grew late, the conversation inevitably turned to absent friends. They raised toasts to Varric's memory, spoke of Neve's fierce dedication to justice and her sardonic humor, as well as Lace's unquenchable love for nature and her infectious optimism..

"She would have loved to see Minrathous recovering," Nelle said quietly, thinking of Neve. "All those corruption sites are finally being cleared."

"She did see it," Emmrich said gently. "In the end, she chose to ensure it would happen."

"To absent friends," Lucanis said, raising his tankard.

"To absent friends," they echoed.

As they finally prepared to leave and said their goodbyes, there was something charming about the reluctance in the air. These moments—the six of them together, no world-ending crisis to solve, no gods to kill—they were worth treasuring.

"Same time next year?" Bellara asked.

"Wouldn't miss it," Nelle replied.

"Ready to go home?" Lucanis asked, taking her hand in his.

She took it, feeling the solid warmth of him beside her, the weight of Caterina's ring on her finger, the certainty of a future that stretched ahead of them like an unwritten page.

"Ready," she said.

As they walked through the eluvian and made their way through the Crossroads, past spirits paddling their wares in their stalls and scholars studying the Fade, Rook thought about how the word "home" had changed for her. It wasn't a place anymore—not the Lighthouse, not even Villa Dellamorte, beautiful as it was.

Home was this: Lucanis's hand in hers and their friends' laughter still echoing in her ears.

 

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