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A Burst Vein: Five Times Will Graham Doesn't Make Eye Contact, and One Time He Does by boo_cool_robot
Fandoms: Hannibal (TV)
08 May 2015
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Exactly what it sounds like. Will Graham has his own idea of eye contact as intimacy.
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It hurt Cosette, to have this body and this brain. Hurt in a different way to find friends who knew how it felt.
...Hi, Grantaire.The process of having a developmentally disabled body.
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- Part 1 of The Vague Les Mis Sped AU
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The fact is you have it. The task is to want it.
Season three, told backwards through daemons.
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After the pool of blood and water sliding up her forearms, after the vicious-fast way Alana had reached around her and stuffed bits of Hannibal’s hair and scalp under Mason’s fingernails, after the way they had slotted together their limbs and just held each other for a moment, Margot had gone out to the barn to look at her horse. Clover. Stroking her nose, she had been struck by the realization that she could keep her. That she wasn’t going to approach her bed to find a bloody lump of horseflesh tucked in the covers ever again. At least not from Mason. Did Will feel breathlessly safe too, looking at his dogs?
Here is something she wants. Here is something she lets herself ask for.
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"I had to be more than just a brother, I had to be a father and I had to be a mother to keep him safe. And that wasn't fair. And I couldn't do it. And you wanna know what that was like?"
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There's always a war if you look hard enough.
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“Those are nice,” Aziraphale says lightly, and Crowley blinks.
“They’re new,” Crowley says after a moment.
Aziraphale thinks better of saying I know, fearing it might be interpreted as a slight when he’s simply being honest; he’s sure he would have noticed if Crowley was wearing knee braces when he spent the night two weeks ago.
“They’re nice,” he repeats, and then wants to kick himself over the word choice, but Crowley still looks gently shocked, so Aziraphale shifts smoothly to wanting to kick whoever made Crowley feel like Aziraphale’s lack of disgust is such a miracle.
That is probably, he realizes after a moment, a bit sacrilegious, but, well. These wingtip boots were made for bruising the shins of God Herself, or something.
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it takes time, but time moves slow by prettydizzeed for Princex_N
Fandoms: Pacific Rim (Movies)
29 Nov 2019
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Hermann conducts a cost-benefit analysis every class period of sitting in the back of the lecture hall versus walking down the stairs to the front. He wishes he had hard data for this, to get some actual statistics, and perhaps after a while, if he records his pain level and his ability to read the board and pay attention after each class, he will be able to predict the outcomes given either choice on a particular day.
Two curves, traveling in opposite directions, inversely proportional: pain goes up, concentration goes down. It’s comforting, somewhat, to make it a numbers game. Impersonal. Absolute. Not a tragedy, and not his doing, only his to interpret, a smudged scrawl across his left knee in an unfamiliar handwriting, his to analyze, to decrypt.
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Korra's injuries give her lots of time to think.
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Broken Wings by DumpsterPhoenix (verhalen)
Fandoms: The Silmarillion and other histories of Middle-Earth - J. R. R. Tolkien, TOLKIEN J. R. R. - Works & Related Fandoms, Flameborn (Multiverse)
06 Dec 2020
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Sören and Nicholas are nesting together happily in Covent Garden, and it looks like Sören has finally come out of the dark place he was in during 2014... and then his ex-fiancé Anthony comes around wanting a second chance. Anthony is now disabled after a car accident, which has made him rethink his life and priorities... he has issues from even before the accident happened. Can Sören forgive him? Can Anthony rebuild trust and find a place in Sören's life again? Will Nicholas accept him as part of the family? Can Anthony learn to accept himself?
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- Part 5 of Learning To Fly
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“One to ten?” Booker would ask, grinning, and Yusuf would put on a mock-serious face and reply, “Four-point-three; only slightly better than getting kicked by a horse,” or, waking up after a round of gunshots to the chest, “Like a six.” As a diagnostic tool, it fell apart in the face of the sheer amount of options for the worst pain he’d ever felt, but that was the fun part.
“You two are so morbid,” Andy would say, rolling her eyes at them, but sometimes Yusuf would look up from a stab wound, shake the blood off his hand, and say “Yesterday was worse,” and he could tell she was trying not to laugh.
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JOHNNY: You remember spring break? ‘85? Saw you on the beach and forgot all about the sweat droplets racing each other down my back or the hell I would have to sit through when I got back home. All I could see were your knees.
JOHNNY: That’s what I mean. I want to wake up and be able to tell how bad it’s bothering you, even though you act all cardboard cutout posed in a crane kick to everyone else. I want to reach over your body and turn on the heating pad.
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scenes from a thesis on access intimacy by prettydizzeed for Bitmeddler
Fandoms: Pacific Rim (Movies)
04 Jan 2021
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When people ask how they got together, they say they met at work. They don’t say that Newt knocked way too loudly on Hermann’s door the day after they stopped the world from ending and said, “My eye has been fucking with my depth perception, which might just be worse for me because I’m the idiot who Drifted via upcycled garbage twice, but just in case, I figured it’d make using your cane harder if you were experiencing that symptom, too, so—” and gestured to the food he’d brought.
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I Just Couldn't Say It Outloud by the_interuniversal_geometer for owlphallacies
Fandoms: 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV)
25 Jan 2021
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Sometimes, words are hard for Wen Ning. They get caught in his throat like fish bones, leaving him choking on even the smallest sounds. It happens when he’s anxious, it happens when he’s nervous, but sometimes it just…happens. This is one of those times.
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Bruce cracks one eye open and can tell two things about the strangers immediately. The first is that they, like him, disappeared; they don’t have the suspicious look of someone whose ghosts have all come back to life, the lingering sense of fear that what should be a blessing will only ever be a complication.
The second thing is that they’re trouble, as obvious as the red, white, and blue shield shaping a patriotic target on the closer man’s back.
(Can be read as a stand-alone.)
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- Part 2 of woke up in a safe house
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you’re a creature of the night, dear, so body talk me through this by prettydizzeed
Fandoms: The Addams Family (Movies - Sonnenfeld)
31 Mar 2021
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There are three constants in Gomez’s life: pain, tax evasion, and Morticia.
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Living in the aftermath had taken time.
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looking for a lover who will come on in and cover me by prettydizzeed
Fandoms: The Mandalorian (TV), Star Wars - All Media Types
16 Jul 2023
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Cobb gestures to the other side of the booth, crutch hanging from one forearm. “You mind?”
“The opposite,” Din admits, and it’s worth the way it makes him feel off-balance for how it lights Cobb up like a twin sunrise. And Din, he hurts, something fierce and raw from the ride here, the fight on the Imperial ship, the way he cut himself out of a monster on this very planet, some self-engineered resurrection; he’s unused to an ache that could ever feel good, but there it is around his heart, squeezing with a pressure that feels more safe than it does oppressive.
(Can be read as a stand-alone.)
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- Part 5 of crying in the wilderness
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a body that fights (each tiny prayer you whisper to yourself) by prettydizzeed
Fandoms: Pacific Rim (Movies)
05 Jul 2021
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On good days, he counts the cracks of his joints, listens for a pattern. He wonders if Fibonacci did not know more of arthritis than Galen.
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Jon doesn't nest when he's in heat. It takes Martin a while to find out why, and what to do about it.
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- Part 2 of omegaverse coffeeshop
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Ed originally invented these routines, these tasks he assigns himself, to make himself useful, to make himself important to Mr. Penguin, indispensable and in control. That was all he had intended, he thought.
Set sometime back in the nice domestic phase of s3 nygmobblepot.
Bookmarked by bbgulrot
22 Oct 2017
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I first read this when I'd only watched gifs and maybe clips and was in serious denial about how much Gotham I was willing to consume but now I'm deep in Nygmobblepot hell and this fic is so much sweeter. :O
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“Ed—” a hand settles on Ed’s shoulder, one abruptly shrugged off, “—I think it’s high time you take a break and have a nap. You can come back to this later.”
“That is the most ridiculous thing I’ve heard all week. A nap. No…I will not be doing that.” Ed folds his arms over his chest, hands balled into fists. The last thing he needs is Oswald coddling him.
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Post-Plenary Indulgence by katiemariie for guardianofdragonlore
Fandoms: Star Trek: Deep Space Nine
05 Dec 2018
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Years after the war, Garak and Odo have settled into new roles in their recovering civilizations. They don't expect to run into each other at a boring work conference.
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“Those are nice,” Aziraphale says lightly, and Crowley blinks.
“They’re new,” Crowley says after a moment.
Aziraphale thinks better of saying I know, fearing it might be interpreted as a slight when he’s simply being honest; he’s sure he would have noticed if Crowley was wearing knee braces when he spent the night two weeks ago.
“They’re nice,” he repeats, and then wants to kick himself over the word choice, but Crowley still looks gently shocked, so Aziraphale shifts smoothly to wanting to kick whoever made Crowley feel like Aziraphale’s lack of disgust is such a miracle.
That is probably, he realizes after a moment, a bit sacrilegious, but, well. These wingtip boots were made for bruising the shins of God Herself, or something.
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Parker/Hardison/Eliot long-term established relationship fic about the three characters' baggage and how they all have to work through it together. Brief vague mentions of past angst. Romance and humor.
Bookmarked by MangoIndigo
10 Oct 2020
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Boundaries/ accepting people as they are.
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Infinite Coffee and Protection Detail by KristenMaraMusingsOnBuckyBarnes, owlet
Fandom: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
21 Jun 2018
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27 Jul 2021
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Infinite Coffee and Protection Detail, by Owlet
***Best series ever: have laughed and cried repeatedly. Best understanding of ptsd and recovery I have found yet (and there are some good ones out there).
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Items On the Gay Agenda by theleakypen for westiec
Fandoms: 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV), 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
01 Jan 2023
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Luo Qingyang has an agenda for their date; Jiang Yanli thinks it's really cute.
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- Part 29 of Puck's Twitterfics
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dressed in joy by dottie_dramas (dottie_wan_kenobi)
Fandoms: 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
30 May 2024
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Wei Wuxian helps Lan Wangji get dressed on the morning of his fiftieth birthday.
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- Part 9 of Rare Kink Buffet Fills
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“Easy now,” says Doc. The casual tone of his voice is given lie by how tense his flesh-and-blood shoulder is, by the creases at the corner of his eyes. To anyone else, he might look relaxed, but Ren knows him better. “That is delicate, in that bit. If you make those wires touch, we will be in an even worse situation than we are now.”
Given Doc currently has a fully non-functional arm that’s sending feedback loops of pain up into his neck and down his spine every several hundred ticks or so, that’s a pretty big claim. Hard to see how the situation could get any worse than that, in Ren’s opinion.
(Doc has an issue with his arm, and chooses Ren to help him fix it. Ren learns how big of an honour that is.)