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To James Potter, starting university feels like being born a second time. Again he is brutally thrown into a new and unfamiliar world which, this time, he must learn to navigate all on his own. He has to drag himself through the struggles of growing up, making friendship that will last, discovering who he is and learning how to live this strange life, all while keeping up his perfect image. That is, until the pressure of maintaining his reputation as the sunshine boy comes crashing down around him, and the cracks can no longer be stuffed with lies.
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A coming of age story following James and his friends through their first year at university and all the struggles, the highs and lows, and the lessons of life that that experience brings with it.
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To Love Him Deerly by kylethebeloved
Fandoms: Hazbin Hotel (Cartoon), Dayshift at Freddy's (Video Games)
06 Oct 2025
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Dave, threw Alastor entirely for a loop. Because, for reasons he couldn’t quite explain, Dave mattered to him, and made him feel things that he didn’t feel for others. And that, more than anything, was what terrified him the most.
Or: Dave arrives in Hell and makes a man question his sexuality.
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After being let down by everyone in the system that was meant to protect her, she is left wondering why bad people are never punished. She is driven to ask for God to send her a demon to level the playing field.
A god responds.
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Azura, on the eve of the Nether Horde's attack on the Far Plains, can't get one person in particular off her mind...
Azura×Doraine because it looked cute
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More than five years after the publication of Daniel Molloy's book, Louis has settled into Miami's nightlife and Lestat is still touring the world with his band. Outwardly, no one notices that the celebrated rock star is haunted by mysterious nightmares, and even excessive drug use does not help him get rid of them.
After his restrictive relationship with Armand, Louis is content to be his own companion. But then Lestat shows up in town and intends to stay. Old feelings resurface and new dangers loom.::..Please be kind to me. English is not my native language.
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He pulls his tie tight in the mirror, nearly choking himself with the way his fingers shake. He tries again-- once, twice, succeeds on the third try.
Alec shoulders his jacket over everything, all his layers a bit like armour. He glares at his gaunt, pale reflection (it won’t cooperate with him), tries to scrub at the bags under his eyes, then gives up and stands, knees quaking.
⤷ or, a story about healing and how (not) to do it
whumptober day six, technically, but an ongoing fic | “no grave can hold my body down” | pinned to the wall | medical restraintsSeries
- Part 2 of ❛❛ whumptober 2025 ───〃⟡
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From The Ashes, We Rise by yesitsloz
Fandoms: Fallout 4, Fallout (Video Games), Fallout 3, Fallout 76
06 Oct 2025
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Descending hundreds of feet underground as sirens shattered her American Dream, Evangelina Ward believed Vault 111 would secure her family a future. Instead, it stole it from them.
Held captive in a twisted cryostasis experiment, she could only watch as strangers brutally murdered her husband and kidnapped her son.
Two hundred and ten years after the skies burned orange, Eva resurfaces into a lawless, destitute husk of a world.
Haunted by her failures and desperate to keep the past buried, she carves her own path through the wasteland in search of her son. Guided by compassion and a fierce sense of justice, she forges alliances and friendships as she rises through the ranks of its most notorious factions.
But as they say—the higher the climb, the harder the fall.
When allies become enemies and trust turns to betrayal, Evangelina faces the toughest decision of her life.
Will she build the legacy she always dreamed of, or succumb to the one lurking in her blood?
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Whumptober 2025 by helloilovefanfiction
Fandoms: Original Work, Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling, Superman (Movie 2025), Percy Jackson and the Olympians - Rick Riordan, Marvel Cinematic Universe
06 Oct 2025
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My fics for Whumptober 2025.
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Tired of his pointless life, John Watson travels to the place of his childhood vacations in Scotland.
After spending a restless night in a heavy thunderstorm, John finds somebody on the beach who will change his life forever.
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The Ice Court, the most secure prison in the world and stronghold of Fjerda’s might, has never been breached. Goro Akechi’s crew will attempt a break-in, or die trying. Should they fail, the world will encounter its demise at the hands of a disruptive drug. Worst of all: should they fail, they won’t get paid.
Seven desperate people, one impossible heist, and a thousand ways the plan could go wrong. Leigh Bardugo's Six of Crows meets Persona 5 Royal!
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- Part 1 of Aki's Crows AU
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!Written before B.Y. Ep. 12!
"... What you dreamed of giving to Cookiekind was Freedom."
An extended hand beckons him, drawing him in with promises of a better path. He's hesitant, but eventually he reaches out with a hand of his own.
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Taehyung dan Seokjin telah bersama selama lima tahun. Seokjin percaya, dialah cinta sejati yang akan menemani Taehyung hingga akhir. Namun saat Taehyung bertemu Jungkook di gym, dunia yang sudah mereka bangun perlahan retak.
Seokjin menolak menyerah—ia rela menunggu, rela menerima luka, bahkan rela berbagi, hanya agar Taehyung tetap berada di sisinya.
Setiap malam, ketika kesepian menyergap, Seokjin hanya bisa memanggil nama itu dalam kegelapan.
Cinta ini miliknya. Dan ia akan tetap menunggu, meski hatinya terus terkoyak. -
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For as long as Jisung had been alive, he had been taught that monsters were the scum of the earth. They could only harm, maim and kill. He had seen it first-hand. That's what had led him to become a monster hunter. But after years of hunting the worst creatures out there without a second thought, one hunt changed it all. The truth was undeniable. With one bite, Jisung had become one of them. He was a vampire.
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Following the events of “Mastermind”, Andrealphus should be enjoying his triumph. But that’s impossible to do when it’s not in any way the victory he imagined. A prequel to the main story of “March of Mephisto” detailing how Andrealphus spent those 40 years.
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- Part 2 of March of Mephisto
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The name is Woo Seulgi.
Every Wednesday, a steaming cup of black coffee—no sugar—is ordered.
And every time, the order is never collected by themself.“Hot coffee for Woo Seulgi!”
Every Wednesday, I call it out.
And every Wednesday, I can’t help but wonder, quietly to myself,'Will today be the day Woo Seulgi comes to claim it?'
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(set in fictional 1800s)
Everyone else’s dream of a life on an idyllic island in the North Sea is one local teen boy’s nightmare. He would trade their place gladly because here he has to hide his true self from everyone - especially his own father. Has to hide his hopes, his dreams, his love from everyone except his childhood best friend who is the only one who understands on this little rock of ignorance, hate and haunted moor landscapes.
But helpless love and naive hope lead the boy to let the wrong people look behind the surface. As things drastically take a turn for the worse, the hopeless dreamer starts to realise that the inner peace he’s been fighting for his whole life might be forever out of reach.!!! Weekly updates guaranteed !!!
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Sentenced to 10 years in Azkaban, Draco Malfoy has all but given up hope. With his freedom gone, he is stuck in the same cycle day in and day out.
Wake up. Survive. Repeat.His mind has always been the one thing he could count on, but when that begins to go, he slowly realizes he has nothing left.
As the owner of a startup law firm, Hermione Granger and her business partner Blaise Zabini, have been struggling to get their business up off the ground. And when a mysterious client schedules an appointment for council, Hermione finds herself sucked into a dangerous game.
Does she have what it takes to free her client? And if she is successful, can she stop his slow and steady descent into madness?
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Who Feeds On Pain by Anonymous
Fandoms: Twenty One Pilots, Trench - Twenty One Pilots (Album), Clancy - Twenty One Pilots (Album)
06 Oct 2025
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“You want to help?”
He should say no. He came out here to get some fresh air, came here to escape the dangers of being captured. He is not about to lose it all helping some dipshit vigilante.
Torch says yes.-----------
After seeking shelter from the Bishops of Dema in its smaller, 'child city' called Trench, smuggler and escapee Torch thought life might wind down for a bit. Then he meets the city's local freakshow, Clancy, and it all goes flying out the window.
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經歷了數個月的平靜與無趣後，雨宮蓮在躲避臥底特工、蝴蝶，以及自己的同學時，遇見了一個有著灼熱紅瞳和許多秘密的迷人男子。
異世界或許已經消失了，但蓮永遠會是一個怪盜。理所當然地，這次的旅程不會和「正常」沾邊。
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Neil is on the run with his mother for three years before his father catches up to them. And after finally being handed off to The Ravens his life is never the same.
After three more years of brutal training and abuse at the hands of Riko and Tetsuji, his life is changed yet again on the day Kevin Day runs away to the foxes, leaving him and Jean Moreau behind to suffer the consequences.
Six more heinous months after that, in the summer before his long promised debut, he's finally allowed to leave the nest...but he's still anything but free.As the list of friends and allies grows, so too does his list of problems. How much of himself is he willing to give away to keep the people who matter to him safe? And how many lies and secrets can he stack on top of one another before his house of cards comes crumbling down?
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