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the emptiness is just a lesson in canvases by altmive
Fandoms: KPop Demon Hunters (2025)
23 Oct 2025
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Never cover up, never hide, never change, never again, became the mantra playing on repeat inside her skull. There was a future— This was the future. And it wasn’t the one she’d been fighting for her entire life, but it was more than enough, and it had everything Rumi really wanted, deep down. She was accepted, and almost nobody had to get hurt for it to happen.
Almost is a ball and chain wrapped around her ankle.
(or: huntrix’s next tour is just around the corner, and rumi struggles to come to terms with herself.)
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It’s August 2012, and Cho Sangwoo is walking a fine line between Heaven and Hell. He just graduated med school but he is about to make a big unforgivable mistake that will haunt him for the rest of his life.
Three years later, he is working as an anesthesiologist. He later meets Gi Hun, a restless dreamer with sleepless nights and a smile bright enough to heal. Determined to bring light back to Sangwoo’s life, Gi Hun becomes the hope Sangwoo never thought he’d find again -
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Jinu is trapped in a world of endless fog in the aftermath of Gwi-Ma's attack at the Idol Awards.
He slowly starts to lose his mind, so Rumi with the help of Huntrix and his fellow bandmates (and a mysterious club owner), must find a way to bring him back from the brink before it's too late.
Rumi must get a handle on her new demon abilities, the hunters must build a trust relationship with the demons and the demons must process traumas of their own if they are to succeed.
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It took Jinu a moment to process her question, his mind operating at half-speed, his ears full of honey. "Rumi...please..." he whispered.
"I can't give you what you need if you don't tell me."
"Pl...pl..." Shit, Words were so hard, "Please...please...make it hurt."Series
- Part 2 of Take Me Back to Eden Series
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A Cracked Heart Never Fully Heals by HiddenFlowerDesi
Fandoms: Kingdom Hearts (Video Games)
23 Oct 2025
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A collection of drabbles centered around Ventus at various points in time created during Whumptober 2025
The M rating and content warning is due to the prompt of Day 10 specifically. Everything else thus far is T rated, so if that specific one bothers you, you can just skip it.
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- Part 10 of Whumptober
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Spamton life is shitty, unsurprisingly, and it's noticeable once you breach the doorway of his house. He isn't one to treat himself as his income isn't exactly one of a king's; dumpster diving and resorting to the bare minimum out of desire to save as much as he can. He takes home a telephone and TV to stick his hands in and try to repair. In light of his frustration, he ends up breaking the TV screen with drastic consequence. Magically alive, and rather unharmed for what had happened, a now human like TV conglomerate lays in the center of his totaled living room. It plays distorted children's shows at times, but is rather sweet and well-mannered for something that shouldn't exist. I wonder what could all happen..
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John gets sick from the cure doc gives him and the trio is there to help him. But his thoughts consume him.
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Come Morning Light, We'll Be Safe and Sound by Luvless34
Fandoms: 鬼滅の刃 | Demon Slayer: Kimetsu no Yaiba (Anime), 鬼滅の刃 | Demon Slayer: Kimetsu no Yaiba (Manga)
23 Oct 2025
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Sanemi Shinazugawa doesn't remember the child he used to be, forcing himself to sever all ties to his inner light and suffer alone.
But when a mission goes wrong and another light threatens to fade into darkness, that's when the Hashiras realize that losing one more Pillar can mean losing the war against Muzan Kibutsuji.
Inspiration: Safe & Sound- Taylor Swift ft. The Civil War. Sanegiyuu. Be nice please, I haven't really written too much of this pairing, but I'm compelled after reading their dynamics in the manga and watching the anime.
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Reina has been in Hell for who knows how long by now, it's not a new thing. Neither is her relationship with Vox. Neither are exactly something she would've chosen if given the chance. But Vox rescued her from something even worse, and she doesn't have a way out. Alastor is just her friend from the hotel, if you could even say friend. He doesn't dislike her but he doesn't really like anybody. Vox always had a suspicion there was something between there, which there wasn't, not really outside of Reina's most self-conflicting wishes. There wasn't anything between them, not until Vox put Reina into an impossible situation that Alastor, for some reason beyond her, was able to help her make better. Or worse. It's unclear right now, but he was able to change the situation at the very least.
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At one point, Dazai Osamu had been a good man. Maybe. Probably.
None of that mattered; Now he treated Chuuya like the mud beneath his boots.
Chuuya had no voice, Chuuya had no opinions, Chuuya had no body.
It all belonged to Dazai.
In a Canon Divergence BEAST AU, Dazai was expelled from the Mafia.
The only man who never left him was Chuuya.
He didn't expect Chuuya to stay, but a promise is a promise.
Chuuya can't NOT forgive him. He knows its unhealthy, he knows being together is killing them both.
Neither cared about living anyway. Dazai would continue to break Chuuya and Chuuya would always take it.
Nothing really mattered.
Until it did.
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Ghost’s been retired for 5 years, and alone for a majority of that. Soap’s been recently discharged and conveniently moves to Ghost’s last known location.
Oh yeah, and they’re both in love.
Ghost is 46, Soap is 41.
Titles are from If I Saw Him I'd Still Kiss Him by McCafferty -
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every mission has a cost. Task Force - 141 knows this better than anyone, but Siren and Foxglove have had to earn it in the hardest ways. Two omegas are thrust into the pack that is the 141, unwanted by the team they must overcome their past traumas and learn how to navigate in their new normal, while hunting down a chemical weapon unlike anything they have ever seen before.
Co-written by the amazing faeriegames**UPDATES EVERY MONDAY AND THURSDAY**
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“But You Have No Intention Of Giving Up!” by Saralily09
Fandoms: Cookie Run (Video Game)
23 Oct 2025
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Ever since the trip to Beast-Yeast.
Wildberry Cookie had been dealing with depression, without even realising it,
And a voice inside his head that keeps doubting every single thing he does or sees.
Well if that wasn’t bad enough for him,
How about we just throw the Hanahaki Disease into the mix of this already crumbling bodyguard.
So despite the love diagnosis that he was given by Pavlova Cookie,
About their love never gonna work.
He’s going to confess that love to the cookie who he has the most bond with,
Crunchy Chip Cookie.
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- Part 31 of My Cookie Run Fanfics
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Refeeding Syndrome: A set of severe physical complications that result when a malnourished person is reintroduced to food too quickly.
Helena has long been starved of emotional intimacy. As an Eagan, a child of Kier and Industry, she has learned to push down her trivial desires and ignore the gnawing hunger. But when she’s spoon fed a decedent meal of rich care and mouthwatering affection by Mark S, a creeping sickness settles over her.
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A Helena character study via a few ORTBO missing scenes
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Now that I'm twenty-seven, I regret a lot of things.
On her first day of school, Se-mi receives a letter from ten years in the future alerting her about a new student joining her class.
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“Scott is the problem,” Legundo continued, “This isn’t about humans versus vampires, this is about Oakhurst versus the ones who wish us ill.”
Avid snapped to attention, narrowing his eyes in slight confusion as he looked at Legundo. Scott? How could Scott be the main problem when he hadn’t hurt anyone before? Cleo had even said so herself just this morning that he was harmless compared to Owen. The younger vampire had been threatening the town since what felt like their first few days there. Meanwhile, Scott had truly done nothing harmful to warrant the ostracization that Avid delt unto him.
“It’s just Owen,” he mumbled. He hadn’t expected anyone to hear his voice, but the silence and burning stares of the town felt a bit extreme. “I think Scott’s, actually, – “
“It’s just,” Legundo interrupted, narrowing his eyes, “It’s Scott.”
“– not half bad.”
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OR: Avid is struggling with the characteristics of both a vampire and a werewolf, his dwindling sanity, and a past he is trying to outrun.Written before the release of episode 6.
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- Part 1 of Loneliness is Half The Price
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Sugar And Ice by Starbursts And Coffee (StarburstsAndCoffee)
Fandoms: My Chemical Romance
23 Oct 2025
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Gerard Way is a loner outcast both in his family and at school suffering from anorexia. The type of person everyone suspects will take themselves out.
Frank Iero is the freak of the school. The one everyone assumes will be a shooter or serial killer. He only ever seems to eat candies.
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Flowers of Agápē by DescendedGaia
Fandoms: 소설 속 엑스트라 - 지갑송 | The Novel's Extra - Jee Gab Song
23 Oct 2025
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Kim Hajin is a failure. There's no two ways to look at that objective truth. It's a truth that resonates through how others look at and ridicule him. It's a truth that echoes infinitely inside his head, compounding and doubling down on his inadequacies. It's a truth, despite the unconditional love of two parents that soothe but cannot dispel those haunting doubts.
Kim Suho is simply perfection. The desperate vessel and ideal of Hajin's "ifs" and wishes. Because Kim Suho, the protagonist of Hajin's novel, is everything Hajin wants to be for his parents and more. But, that story falls apart at the seams the same way Hajin has lost faith in himself.
Yet, as the common narrative dictates, everything begins anew with an innocuous email requesting to remake Hajin's novel.
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Alternatively, the extremes of Korean culture break Kim Hajin into someone who feels much more acutely, and everything shifts to the left.
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won't you die tonight for love? (baby, join me in death) by charlies_own_inferno
Fandoms: Death Note (Anime & Manga)
23 Oct 2025
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Things are looking bad for Mikami and Light, but Mikami suddenly remembers something that changes both of their fates.
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Slowburn mikalight yaoi
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Yearning For That Warmth by IbullyKanade
Fandoms: プロジェクトセカイ カラフルステージ！| Project SEKAI COLORFUL STAGE! (Video Game)
23 Oct 2025
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Nightcord disbanded, leaving Mafuyu on her own again. After everything that happened, the warmth of Kanade never left her.
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Fallen Stardust/ A new story by Chaos_writes_stories
Fandoms: Sonic the Hedgehog - All Media Types
23 Oct 2025
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A creation made to destroy. A traitorous machine
A life form made of many. Made into the new ultimate life formStardust the hedgehog was made by her creator, a rogue AI of Dr. Robotnik. with the only goal of killing sonic.
But perhaps her life is not all it seems. is she destined for more than being a tool for destruction? and can Sonic and his companions stop whatever is coming?Note: the Explicit label is only on account of some nudity, and high levels of gore. so don't let the label discourage you from reading
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- Part 1 of Fallen Stardust Saga