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Spillin’ Like an Overflowing Sink by Val_Teal
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
22 Oct 2025
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After spending her middle school years working to save her best friend from an abusive household Kyouka Jirou knows more than most her age about recognizing and stopping abuse.
Shouto Todoroki isn’t at UA to make friends. Jirou doesn’t care.
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Shouto gets an actual character arc, has his own friends, and tries to cope with his trauma. To various degrees of success. Mostly those degrees are negative and it would probably be more accurate to say "various degrees of failure."
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An exploration of complex characters through music.
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“This is it,” Tom murmured, gesturing to the four of them. “For as long as we all want it to be. This is going to be our life. With or without the people who accept it.”
They had always talked about forever in metaphors – the secret bookcase door or jokes about ending up in a retirement home together. But Tom had laid it out more clearly this time. Their life - together.
Fear, rejection, panic and bad memories.
Patience, vulnerability, growth and protection.
Or, progress towards a life lived without metaphors.
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- Part 2 of Four's a Crowd
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Panem et circenses by I_aced_being_bi_by_being_bi_myself
Fandoms: KPop Demon Hunters (2025), Squid Game (TV 2021)
22 Oct 2025
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Zoey is alive.
Or she guesses she is.
Ever since Huntrix split, ever since she cut bridges with the only people who gave her a sense, she hasn't really been feeling like it.
Unable to hold a job, unable to forgive herself, unable to forget.
But she's breathing, so that means she has to be alive, right?
Well, the man in a suit seems to think she is, or he wouldn't be offering a card.
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Mira is surviving.
Stuck in a loop that leaves her feeling like she's been doing nothing but repeating the same actions for the past three years, head stuck to a perfect relationship she won't be getting back, fagocitating what little is left of it in a hope to still feel like she's there.
With a family she will never get back.
Taking a gun in her hand every year.
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Rumi is dead.
Or, at the very least, that's how she feels.
Jaded.
Every year, watching others play to die under Celine's ever vigilant eye.
Missing the treasure she used to have in her two best friends.
Her partners.
Betting on losing dogs.
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“Medkit, for your crimes against the inphernals of the factions, that include but are not limited to, Aiding and abetting, Burglary, Fraud and involuntary manslaughter, the court of Banland herby sentences you to…”
Medkit stared up at the judge with a blank expression, hearing the charges against him fall onto his ears. He wasn’t proud of the things he did for the church, the things they made him do, but he supposed he did them anyways, and that adds up.
He probably could have gotten away with it too, if he had just stayed with the church, instead of running away and getting arrested so they wouldn’t find him. Prison was far better than death, at least he’d get to live without being constantly used and made to do the church’s dirty work.
At least he’d get to live.
“...Death by the electric chair.”
What.
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Don't Think of Him by QueenOfAngryMoths
Fandoms: Dragon Age (Video Games), Dragon Age - All Media Types, Dragon Age: Origins
22 Oct 2025
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In the Deep Roads, Saryi Tabris repairs her new lover's shirt and, most certainly, does not think of where she should have been nor the man that should have been beside her.
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- Part 2 of Saryi Tabris
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"Are the voices inside your head still yours, Lune?"
She cut him a withering glare, dozens of truths and memorized speeches caught in her throat. He met her gaze dead on, irises near colorless where they once held a hint of blue. He didn't look away, and neither could she.
"Are yours?"
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Nearly three years after saving the Canvas, Lune is restless. She's uncovered every mystery, solved every problem, and reached the limit of what the world can give her. Never before has she felt the world so small. The only remaining questions all circle back to the man she refuses to see, and who has isolated himself from everyone else. But when a dangerous new Nevron threatens the city and Maelle disappears, Lune has no choice but to go to him for answers.
Verso wants nothing more than to die. He'll settle for destroying any sliver of love between himself and those he called friend. But when Lune brings word of Maelle's disappearance and a Nevron he's never heard of, even he can't ignore the opportunity.
Once bound by respect and something deeper, Lune and Verso have nothing but distrust and loathing between them. They'll need more than that to save Maelle from the Nevron--and herself.
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Because It's Getting To The Time When She Will Need To Feed. by Kunzaii_Magika
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
22 Oct 2025
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Mori Ougai should've never taken that job position, but he had no choice. And now here he was, a medical student in debt turned into a military surgeon.
No one ever has a choice when war approaches. And even as his hands are slick with blood, eyes wild and teeth too sharp, he is kind still.
And that is the worst thing he could ever be. But he is kind, and war is cruel.
And Ougai must keep young Yosano-san alive. Safe. He must.
Children are important, the future.
Unfortunately for everyone, Ougai's version of safe is fucking questionable at best and animalistic at worst.
Elise does not help.
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Should I Keep Going From Here? by ravengrayash (KaionaporradacomFatui)
Fandoms: KPop Demon Hunters (2025)
23 Oct 2025
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It’s been two months since the Honmoon had turned golden. Two months since the curse rewrote reality. Two months since Rumi is erased from memory, stripped of her name, her place, her worth. To the world, she doesn’t exist. To the people who once mattered most, she doesn’t exist.
This is a story of absence. An angst woven from hunger, exhaustion, and the silence of being forgotten. A story about what it means to survive when the world has already moved on without you, and the emotional and psychological consequences this can trigger.
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My Tears Will Wash Me Away by IvanW
Fandoms: Star Trek: Alternate Original Series (Movies)
22 Oct 2025
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Jim is assaulted at a bar on Starfleet campus. With the help of his older brother and his burgeoning romance with Spock, Jim begins to heal and thrive.
Title is from the song Help by Hurts.
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- Part 18 of Starfleet Academy
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Our Spot by Karliah
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
22 Oct 2025
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I was about to jump when the unthinkable happened. What are the chances that the villain Dabi of all people stops my attempt? Even better, who would have thought we'd continue running into each other?
(Insert character has no name, description or used pronouns. Can be read as any gender, insert, OC or other character. Can be read as romantic or platonic. Has a sad and happy ending.)
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Eat Your Heart Out by Flyoor
Fandoms: One Piece (Anime & Manga), One Piece (Live Action TV 2023)
22 Oct 2025
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Heavy, labored breathing fills the tiny space of the bathroom, red paints the floor in a sickening display, resembling a vast field of zinnias. A young man, hardly 20, lays with a threaded needle held in shaky hands. The red was his own, blood seeping from a near-fatal wound. His vision is spotting, black dots slinking out of the corner of his eyes as he stabs the needle through red-stained flesh again, pulling and tightening, the pain excruciating enough to keep him awake. But he’ll be fine… right?
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A Zolu Band AU where Zoro's dense as always and Luffy's his precious little sunshine self (most of the time). Just add on a lot of blood and gore and Zoro's stupid, self-sacrificing mannerisms. :]
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Obito left a parting gift for Kakashi, discovered months later after he became the next hokage. Sasuke, Sakura, and Naruto fumble their way through helping Kakashi deal with the aftermath, and the feelings they discover as their relationship becomes more intimate as a result.
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- Part 16 of team seven x kakashi stories
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Bro please i need help
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Cid is going through it because Vincent left. He doesn’t ever want to admit it, But Vincent probably won’t come back to him.
This fic can be read as a standalone story, but is meant to be read between chapters of an old fic I wrote! It’s called “Cid Highwind’s Guide on How to Bag a Goth”. Read this fic between chapters 3-4 to have the best time.
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Átē by For_alastspring
Fandoms: The Song of Achilles - Madeline Miller, The Iliad - Homer, Ancient Greek Religion & Lore
22 Oct 2025
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Sometimes, intense emotions blindly entangle the heart and entire consciousness of a person.
They lead to misguided decisions, resulting in tragedies for oneself. Is that the nature of humanity? Or of a monster?
This lust, this desire, this sin.
Can it be forgiven with the excuse that we are family?
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- Part 2 of aphron eros
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alternative title: I project onto 007n7 because I love him so he must suffer
TAKE THE WARNINGS SERIOUSLY PLEASE!! this fic contains GRAPHIC descriptions of sexual abuse and self-harm. I strongly advise you to not read this if it'll make you uncomfortable in any way.
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Spider Lily's Lament by acellence
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
22 Oct 2025
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When Izuku Midoriya gives up on living and attempts to end his life, Kurogiri takes the opportunity to fulfill a mission given to him by Dr. Garaki: Find a suitable test subject who won't be missed by society so he can properly experiment on someone for Tomura Shigaraki's experiments.
Izuku Midoriya is turned into a Nomu and is sent to work with the League. He never imagined he'd get to work with real heroes, and everyone there is supportive of his dreams. He can't thank Garaki enough for the opportunity to work with Tomura Shigaraki to protect Japan from the world's greatest villain: All Might.
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You can’t eat leather but you can’t stop me by A_cutie_patootie
Fandoms: 약한영웅 | Weak Hero (TV), Weak Hero (Webcomic)
22 Oct 2025
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“My name is Ahn Suho. I was bitten by a radioactive spider and for the last 3 years, I have been the worlds one and only spiderman. Or I shouldve been, but I was in a coma for a year and I only got my memories back two months ago. Also my name isn’t Spiderman its Angel-spider but you get the message. Wait- can I start over?”
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A composed and high-profile CEO of a tech company who was tired of the perfection demanded by her status meets a quiet but sharp-tongued office worker of a clothing company whose life has dulled into routine and self-made solitude. Their paths crossed in the most unexpected circumstance on a quiet cliff that sets off a chain of encounters neither of them planned for.