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Like a Map of a Place I’ve Never Been by Jayyyy_52
Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson
12 Oct 2025
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What if Connor Murphy was Alive and happy. What if Evans story remained the same. What if Connor was the One person to save Evan when he was falling.
Follow along the boys as their love grows and flourishes into a fresh start for Evan.
This is a gift for my Darling Partner.
Lytton, I love you <3 -
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It begins with a summer-long planned visit to Colorado with his father and step family at the beginning of the summer between his junior and senior year. The other involved isn't even in the same state when it begins, but it begins there all the same.
Or a story about finding love in unexpected places.
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When Evan Hansen first met Connor Murphy, he had no idea how much his life would change from meeting him-- and later, losing him.
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It’s been twenty years since Evan graduated high school, and things finally started to seem like they were turning around.
Only for him to wake up in his old room, 37 years ago.
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When Connor commits suicide, Evan mourns the death of his best friend. He struggles to find a way forward.
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It's been months since Evan came clean. To everyone. And things are getting better, despite the guilt and the whispering about him--things are looking up.
And now Evan has a boyfriend.
How the fuck do you explain that?
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Prescription Pills and Online Fights by feral_and_nonsensical
Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson, Heathers: The Musical - Murphy & O'Keefe, Hamilton - Miranda, Be More Chill - Iconis/Tracz
07 Jan 2021
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Evan and Connor are two sides of the same coin. Although Connor needs a better child lock on pills.
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Jeremy had known taking the SQUIP wasn't a very good idea, but now Michael is hurt, and he realizes exactly how stupid he was.
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Alex had been to eight foster homes in the past five years. Each one piling on more trauma than the last. Now he's going to a new home, and he just hopes none of it comes crashing down before he can get out from under it.
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JD had issues, he knew that. So when Veronica convinces him to try therapy, he doesn't say no. It wasn't all sunshine and rainbows, but they were getting there.Until Kurt and Ram start some bad gossip about Veronica on the school's gossip app.
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Tree Bros With Interesting Foes-- The Rewrite by BeccatheBiscuitBaker
Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson
05 Dec 2020
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Back in 2018 I wrote a story called Tree Bros With Interesting Foes, I had fun writing it--but I've improved as a writer since then. So, guys, gals, and all my pals--I'm going to rewrite a few of the chapters from that story. Maybe not in order, maybe not the whole fic, but a few at least.
Whether you're new to the story or not, I hope you enjoy!
For every thousand years two mortals shall be gifted with abilities of abnormal power. Only those worthy can have the power of gods.
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- Part 5 of TBWIF
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And I See Him Come To Get Me (he’s come to get me) by scooter3scooter
Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson, Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson (Broadway Cast) Actor RPF, Dear Evan Hansen
27 Sep 2020
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Just three minutes left on the oven until our frozen dinners were done, I had to lean against the kitchen counter while my vision began to darken. Shit, shit, not now. Not with Connor here. Everything began to close in, the darkness, the dizziness, everything. Holding as much of my weight against the counter that I could, I desperately tried to keep my balance.
Even if I tried to, I wouldn’t have been able to see Connor even if I looked up, “you okay, Ev?” I would have nodded if I my head did not feel like it was going to fall off my shoulders. This can’t happen now, not with him here. I need to keep standing, I can’t sit down. He’ll know something’s wrong, I can’t burden him even more.
I tried to move my hand towards the cabinet next to me, but my movements were seconds behind my thoughts. Sluggishly opening the door, I grabbed a glass from inside, mumbling something like, “I need water.” I remember grabbing the green glass, I remember it’s coolness against my too warm skin, but then everything’s dark.
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This Can’t be Good For You by DEH_Fanfic_Star
Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson
07 Sep 2020
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This is a re-write of the actual play but if the cut songs where added as well as the actual songs and if Connor and Evan where friends.
~.(charecters name).~ Means it’s the next charecters POV
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Meet under Mistle by feral_and_nonsensical
Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson
07 Jul 2020
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Everyone knew that every December, two people get a sprig of mistletoe hidden in their locker. No one knew who did this. Everyone called them "Mistle" because right before winter break, if the two people hadn't gotten together, a note appeared in their locker that read, "You always have to kiss under mistletoe, that's the rule." It was signed "Mistle". After the note appeared, those two people somehow ended up under a mistletoe plant. No one knew how.
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In the Bedroom Down the Hall by Justice237
Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson
06 Jul 2020
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What if, just maybe, Evan decided he didn't deserve to be found?
Or - an alternate, very sad ending to the show, written in script format because that's how I imagined it.
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what once was yours is mine by fayewoods
Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson
06 May 2020
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It was a February day.
It wasn't supposed to be a February day.
Mark was supposed to leave in March, after Evan's birthday.Series
- Part 3 of lullabies and nursery rhymes
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Pretend I’m something other by scooter3scooter
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Spiderman Homecoming, Dear Evan Hansen, Your Name AU - Fandom, Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Spider-Man - All Media Types, Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson
01 May 2020
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Though my breathing was still too quick to really be useful I looked around the unfamiliar room. The red blankets were still on the floor from when I threw them off of me upon waking up in this tiny room. My first thought was that I was kidnapped, but that doesn’t make any sense. I remember going to bed last night in the apartment, I didn’t even go out Spider-Manning, I had too much homework. Mr. Stark keeps telling me I can’t choose patrolling over school anymore.
Mr. Stark! I have to call him! I have to ask him to come get me.
No, no he’ll think I’m crazy. He’ll think I’m insane and then he’ll take the suit away again and he’ll tell May and then she’ll get so worried. I’ve been getting better! The nightmares aren’t as frequent, I’ve finally started to get better, I can’t ruin it.
But I’m alone. I’m alone in someone else’s body.
That thought, even to me, still sounds insane.
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In which Peter Parker and Evan Hansen switch bodies
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- Part 1 of Peter Parker/Evan Hansen crossover
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Sincerely, your best and most dearest friend by Noonez_Trash
Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson
30 Apr 2020
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this is basically if Evan wrote about anything but Zoe in his letter when he's in the computer lab.
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I literally have had probably less then three hours of sleep before writing this so if it's bad I blame that and that's the reason why I cant come up with a summary
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Heidi Hansen tried really hard. She was far from perfect. She wasn't the best nurse. She wasn't the best mother. She certainly wasn't the best wife. But she did her best.
At least she thought she did.
A mother's worst fear comes true when Heidi can't protect Evan anymore, and she doesn't know if she can take it.Series
- Part 1 of lullabies and nursery rhymes
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A Talk Over Ice Cream by madamguillotine
Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson
20 Mar 2020
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This is inspired from an entry in the Dear Evan Hansen book, where it talks about Heidi and Evan bonding over ice cream.
This scene takes place before the events of the musical.
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Connor is storming away again, clutching Evan’s letter in his fist and Evan tries to yell after him and plead for it back, but Connor seems like he’s on a mission. And, thankfully, he didn’t hit Evan, so Evan doesn’t feel like he needs to chase after Connor, but then again: he has Evan’s letter. And that letter is more personal than it usually would be and now Connor Murphy has it and it directly talks about Zoe Murphy and if Connor is as bad as everyone says he is, it will be plastered all over social media tomorrow, if not printed out and hung in the hallways for everyone to see and laugh at.
Evan makes a decision.
He chases after Connor.
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or the one where Evan explains himself to Connor and they become friends.
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Two scenes from the musical, novelized, and an extra scene where Evan tells his mother the complete truth.
(It's honestly better than it sounds)
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- Part 64 of one-shot collection
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 885
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Kudos:
- 12
- Hits:
- 314
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Will I Ever Make A Sound? by CravingCraze
Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson
02 Jul 2019
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