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Autistic Buck deals with absolutely everything in his life falling apart again, including his own body.
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14 Jan 2025
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Title Inspo - Love Came Down at Christmas by Christina Rossetti (poem)
Honestly I've been going through it, to say the least, so I transferred my issues to our good friend Buck Buckley. Self harm - act not described, clean-up described, blood described. Dissociation. Also, Buck and Eddie exchange Christmas gifts.
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14 Jan 2025
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Everything is Screaming (I'll Bleed Out For You) by MyArtificialFlowers
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
02 Jun 2024
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It’s a fucking miracle that Buck finds Chris after he falls off the truck and he nearly sobs with relief when the water finally recedes enough that he can plant his feet on solid ground. Buck holds Christopher tight with one arm, his free hand still clutched around the pole he’d held onto as the water had rushed around them, unable to let go just yet.
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“Hey, Chris,” Buck says and rests a hand on his cheek, smiling as brightly as he can. “You have to keep going without me.”
“What?” he exclaims. “No!”
“Chris, listen to me-”
“No! I’m not leaving you!” As if to drive the point home he tips forward and holds onto Buck as tightly as he can.
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05 Dec 2024
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r/offmychest
u/chris_skywalker • 57dmy (m13) dad’s best friend (m31) is dating an ugly old hag when he should be dating my dad (m33)
where do i even start omg…
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OR Christopher takes out his frustrations with Buck and Eddie on Reddit.
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- Part 1 of reddit fics <3
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20 Nov 2024
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Mrs. Young smiled. “As teachers, we don't get to sit down and talk one on one with each child as much as they deserve. This assignment always grants me a beautiful insight to my students. Their proudest accomplishments, their darkest moments, or even some facts I've never known.”
She lifted a hand to her heart. “So with that, I would like all of you hear from one of the most beautiful essays I've had the pleasure of reading, from one of the-” she sighed. “-funniest kids I've met. Please welcome Christopher Diaz.”
...Christopher smiled into the microphone. "My name is Christopher Diaz. Here's my essay."
"Dear abandoning dead Mom."
The silence from the audience was deafening.
"Oh god." Eddie whispered beside him.
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Chris gets an award for Student Performance night!
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- Part 2 of The roots that grow
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13 Nov 2024
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Chris has been dragged to the 118 New Year's Eve party. He definitely didn't attend because a certain friend will be visiting from Miami. Definitely not. Nope. He's just here to support his stupid dads through their latest relationship-but-not-relationship crisis. that's all.
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13 Nov 2024
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"He answers the phone with the snarkiest attitude he can muster as a younger brother when he picks up on her fourth try. “Mads, somebody better by dying or I swear to Go–”
“Mom & Dad are coming to visit!”
Buck darts to sit up & nearly knocks over poor Eddie who's attempting to lean up against the headboard. “They–what?”"
Or, the Buckley parents come to visit & Eddie supports Buck through the chaos.
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09 Nov 2024
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These thoughts… these are the ones that Buck tries to never think about. Usually, he clamps down on the writhing thoughts with the strength of a crocodile’s jaws until they disappear into nothingness. Usually, Buck can distract himself.
Today, he’s not that lucky.
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Buck reminisces on his past and then falls in love.
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04 Nov 2024
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His thumb shakes and it takes him a couple of tries before he finally answers the call, just as its about to send Eddie to voicemail.
“Hey, man. What's up?”
Buck tries to make his voice sound calmed and unbothered, casual— and he thinks he mostly succeeds if the paramedics' annoyed and unamused stares are anything to go by.
“Hey, Buck. Are you busy right now?” Eddie's voice sounds strained and has an edge to it, that immediately has Buck frowning with worry and concern.
“Uh,” Buck looks down at his exposed abdomen where blood is still, even if slow and thin, gushing out of his wound. The skin around it looking red and… not good at all. “Nah, man. I'm not doing anything."
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buck gets stabbed while out on a run and then... doesn't tell anyone about it. eddie loses his shit when he finds out, they have a moment in the kitchen and they kiss.... not necessarily in that order.Bookmarked by swimmerwimmer
03 Nov 2024
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It's only happened a few times.
The first time he was thirteen, sleeping in his bed at home after another ER visit. Maddie had just left and he felt more alone than he ever had, and he woke up unable to move. At first he thought he'd hurt himself worse than the doctors had said, that he'd been paralyzed. He could still move his eyes and look around him in the dark room and he could still feel his sheets pressed against him as he was curled on his side. But he couldn't move a muscle.
He thought he would be stuck like that forever, staring into the darkness.
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Buck has sleep paralysis. He's gotten used to handling it on his own.
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- Part 12 of Buddie One-Shots
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02 Nov 2024
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Buck is done talking. He reaches behind him until his fingers wrap around the doorknob.
Tommy doesn't let him get far.
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Buck breaks up with Tommy and briefly goes missing. Eddie (obviously) freaks out about it.
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- Part 14 of Buddie One-Shots
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01 Nov 2024
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Buck decides to hide an injury after a long extra shift. Eddie (and Bobby via phone) don’t let him get away with it. Originally for Day 5 of Febuwhump 2022.
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- Part 19 of The Reposted Collection
- Part 5 of Remy's Febuwhump 2022
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29 Oct 2024
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Buck wakes up during a home invasion in the worst possible way. Originally for Day 2 of Whumptober 2021.
Chapter Two is originally for Day 4 of Febuwhump 2022.
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- Part 86 of The Reposted Collection
- Part 4 of Remy's Febuwhump 2022
- Part 2 of Remy's Whumptober 2021
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29 Oct 2024
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Buck's apartment catches fire, and he gets hurt while helping people get out, and then waves the paramedics away to treat others. This results in a severe injury being undiscovered until it was almost too late.
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28 Oct 2024
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A month after Christopher left for Texas, Buck had a tsunami flashback on a call.
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27 Oct 2024
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Chase Mackey blackmailed Buck into taking the money, and then continued using the blackmail material to keep Buck under his thumb. After things go a bit too far, Buck goes to the 118 for help.
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27 Oct 2024
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27 Oct 2024
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“Didn’t you save Tommy’s life once?” Eddie asks, narrowing his eyes at Chim. “Back when he worked at the 118?”
Chim gives Hen a look that Eddie can’t read.
“I did,” Chim responds eventually. “We were on a call, and there was a building with a gas leak. He’d passed out inside and I ran in to save him. I carried him out just as the building blew up.”
Eddie considers it for a moment. “Why?”
Chim stares at Eddie, a shocked look on his face.
“Eddie!” Hen lightly smacks Eddie’s arm. “You’re a mean drunk.”
“That’s also what we call an inside thought,” Chim adds, now looking vaguely amused.
Eddie shrugs unapologetically. “Well it’s out there now.”
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(Drunk Eddie really hates his best friend's boyfriend. Drunk Maddie thinks her brother should date Eddie instead.)
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26 Oct 2024
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“Buck,” he says softly. “He told me I had to be brave and that you would find me. And he said everything was going to be okay. He lied!” Chris yells the last part and Eddie's heart breaks.
Eddie pulls his son into his lap and scents him. He breathes in his pup's sorrowful scent and wants to wail. His son is so young to lose so many people. He buries his nose into Chris’s unruly hair again and breathes deeply and feels a flare in his chest. Buck scented him before letting him go. He can smell Buck on his son. Even in his desperation to get Chris to safety, he had thought to offer his son comfort, even offering his own shirt.
Eddie's alpha howls. Mate, mate, mate. Buck isn't his, he reminds himself again, but it doesn't seem to matter. All he wants is to have Buck in his arms.
A tsunami fic with omegaverse where Eddie finds Chris before he finds Buck and Buck is not doing too hot.
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23 Oct 2024
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"Buck's coming over tomorrow, right?" Christopher asks as he turns back to his dad, looking hopeful.
His best friend has said he'd be there, but he doesn't want to let Chris down if Buck ditches them. Biting down on his lower lip, Eddie nods slowly. "He should," he says finally, sparing a glance at his phone on the coffee table. Then, more resolutely, "He said he will, okay?"
Chris looks appeased at that, and burrows into his dad's side once more.
He's asleep less than an hour later, and the 'Raincheck?' text comes a few minutes after that.
(Or, after Eddie comes back to the 118, something's wrong with Buck.)
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22 Oct 2024