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    For a moment, Molly lets himself picture it. Sitting on the ground with Caleb, in one of his circles of chalk. Calloused, bandaged fingers carefully running along his tattoos, the warmth of his magic, the clove-and-woodsmoke smell of it. Bright blue eyes drinking all of it in, seeing all the things that Molly can’t. He likes being touched by anyone, and looked at by everyone. But with Caleb…

     

     

    [Caleb and Molly learn how to be people again and also fall in love maybe.]

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    Caleb and Essek had easily made the first leg of their journey, making it into chamber they had previously laid a trap for the Tombtakers.

    So why did Caleb feel this way?

    Whumpril fill: Anxiety

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    “Shadowhand, since you must’ve completed your research you are required back in Her Majesty’s court this afternoon. Send a message upon your arrival in Rosohna.”
    No words lost or spared. Clear and concise. No wiggle room, not that the Bright Queen ever tended to leave any.

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    For Essek Thelyss Lucien and the Somnovum are just the beginning of the fight for his life. Now it's the Mighty Nein vs the might of the Kryn Dynasty to stop Essek being executed for a crime he definitely did commit. Meanwhile Mollymauk grapples with the weight of remembering, Verin has to choose between his love for his people and his love for his brother, and the wizards are bad at expressing their feelings. But you knew that last part already.

    (Canon divergent after 140. Can be read independently or in its series)

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    This is a series of episodes focusing on Caleb’s life since he moved to another country with his family to start a new life.

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    “Well then, I shall ask you a question,” said Essek, “Do you believe I should participate in conversation more than I do?”

    Caleb raised his head in alarm. Did his friend think he was being criticised? Did Essek interpret Caleb’s judgement of his own silence as reflected upon him? Caleb raised his hands plaintively, “No, not at all. In fact, I think I’d be a little taken aback if you did. Please understand, it is not silence itself that I dislike and I certainly do not condemn yours, only my...lack of ability.”

    “Why should you hold yourself to a standard you do not hold others to?"

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    5 times Essek saw Caleb's unmasked self (and loved him all the same) and 1 time Caleb saw Essek's (and loved him the way he deserved).

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    For many, college is a chance to restart and make yourself the person you want to be. You can rebuild yourself and start anew. That was exactly what these 8 planned to do.

     

    AKA, I'm doing a college AU. Read it if you like angst, domestic fluff, found family, and more! I'll focus a lot on Caleb in this, but other characters have planned arcs and will get their time to shine.

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    Lucien sank deeper into the bath.
    "Got a feeling bout that Mage of yours, Sliver." He purred, trailing a fingertip down his scarred chest.

    OR, I I just finished Nine Eyes and I Have Feelings about Widomauk crumbs.

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    Aeor trips can only last so long, and eventually one does need a house and a job. It's good to keep in touch though, and telepathy spells come in handy.

    aka. Caleb Widogast attempts to settle down.

    formerly canon compliant, then the two-shot happened

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    The question was familiar. The same one that Jester had asked in Trostenwald when they first met.
    “When was the last time you had a bath, Caleb?”
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    Caleb is having issues with his hygiene once again, but luckily he has a friend to help him.
    TWs!! This fic deals with Caleb's self-loathing/depression. Self injury is briefly mentioned but blink and you'll miss it. Same for disordered eating. I just like to write soft scenarios where people are loved and cared for, okay?

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    In the mines, Caleb had frozen, arm outstretched towards the burning priest while Shakäste finished off the manticore.  

    This time however, the fight was only just getting going, and Caleb was just standing there in the open, staring blankly at where he had shot the fireball.

    Caleb goes away during a fight, Bren comes back.

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    Caleb Widogast was a man of simple needs. All he required to be happy was a roof over his head, the company of his best friend and roommate, and constant intellectual stimulation. So he bought an old house. It seemed like a good idea at the time.

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    In which Beau and Caleb notice a concerning similarity between him and Caduceus, and Beau is worried for them both.
    (In which Caleb attempts to talk about it with Caduceus and doesn't get very far.)

    *big TW for talking about disordered eating - more info in the beginning note*

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    "He feels a tear roll down his cheek and reaches up, thinking, That's odd. He can't recall the last time he's cried. Crying feels like the needs of a little boy, of a desperate man. He isn't either of those anymore, so why is he crying? ''

    fic in which caleb isn't as good as dealing with his emotions as he would think, and his friends are there to help him.

    ‧̍̊˙· 𓆝.° 。˚𓆛˚。 °.𓆞 ·˙‧̍̊

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    there's weight to a name.
    aka. trans wizard fic

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    At a party in the Kryn Dynasty to celebrate the end of the war, Essek Thelyss meets a strange human who disappears into the night. While he reminds himself he is not interested in him romantically, he does find that searching for this man is a welcome distraction from the pressures of royal life, even as he thinks of the one night they studied magic together.

    Caleb Widogast, planning his escape from the brutality of his teacher, had only gone to the party to be seen before he disappeared. His testimony sent to the Cobalt Soul, he is on the road until he is potentially called into trial as a witness. On the road, however, he can't help but think about the stranger he met on his last night as Bren.

    A Cinderella AU inspired by the ETFC. Title from "We've Got Tonight" by Bob Seger.

    Temporary hiatus because it's the end of the term and grad school is exhausting :)

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    backwards in time, though not in the way he had planned.
    aka: caleb recounts his story to essek post t-dock

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    “Are there things you want to forget?”

    He shakes his head, his jaw tightening. “Nein, there are things I have to remember.”

    “What’s it like?”

    “Ah… hard. Very hard.”

    Molly nods. He fights the urge to reach out and take the wizard’s hand. “I’m sorry.”

    [Mollymauk and Caleb talk about the past, and moving on from it.]

    [title from “Normal Song” by Perfume Genius]

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    Essek explains a term of endearment years later.

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    "Caleb sprawls across from Essek on the plush couch, upholstered in soft, deep red, with a texture carefully chosen to be pleasant for both of its nightly residents. He’s half-horizontal, one leg flung atop the couch and the other tucked up against the back, reading a book amid his veritable nest of cushions, blankets, and one of the kitchen cats, equally sprawled out across the arm of the couch. His hair is loose and soft-looking, freshly washed and touseled dry, and Essek has most definitely not spent the last five minutes peeking over at him across the edge of his copy of a poetry anthology he’s read hundreds of times over."

    Asking your friend/narrative mirror/crush to cuddle with you followed by gratuitous fluff with a fun addition of a Narratively Significant nightmare.

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