13 Works in Evan "Buck" Buckley has RSD | Rejection Sensitive Dysphoria
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“Hi, I’m Eddie Diaz, Jee-Yun’s Uncle.”
“Mr. Diaz, lovely to put a face to the name.” She shakes his hand quickly. “ She talks about you and your husband all the time, and so does Buck whenever he helps out.”
And Eddie should correct her. He really should. He and Buck are decidedly not married, they’re not even dating. Sure, Eddie’s though about it, of course he has. They’ve been best friends for years, his son loves him, and they’ve been sleeping in the same bed since he and Christopher got back from El Paso. But Eddie’s straight, and Buck isn’t into him like that.
He’s going to correct her. Definitely. He’s going to look at her and say–
“Yep, that’s me.”
Oh.
That’s not…
Or: Eddie chaperones Jee-Yun's school field trip, Buck gets jealous, and things spiral from there
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“First, you pack up at the house and don’t tell me, and now you just sneak in here and hope no one sees you?” Eddie asked, hurt. Buck felt himself tense up at the pain he caused his best friend.
“It’s tragic, isn’t it? I can’t even face the people who matter to me,” Buck told him. He turned to look at Eddie.
Eddie was leaning against the door frame, and Ravi started to walk out. “No, you stay,” Eddie said sternly as he looked at Ravi.
Ravi looked between them and didn’t know what to do. He leaned back against the locker. Buck let out a frustrated sigh. “What, now?” Buck asked angrily.
“You think that no one wants to say goodbye? You just left the group chat like it was nothing. You gave your transfer request to the interim Captain after Gerrard left, like it was nothing. No one knows how to talk to you, Buck. You just cut everyone off.” Eddie said. But Buck didn’t cut everyone off, no, he just started talking less, he just hoped no one noticed, but of course Eddie did. Eddie always noticed when Buck self-isolated.
Or, what happens when Buck moves out, leaves the 118, and ghosts Eddie Diaz?
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Tell me where your heart is, where you keep it, where it stays by my_little_pie
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
09 Nov 2025
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Buck calls Ravi after the events of 9x05 needing a shoulder to cry on. Because why wasn’t Buck mourning Abuela with Eddie and Chris.
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A story about grief, healing together and someone finally being there for Buck. Unfolding Buck’s past traumas, finding his new support system and finally getting his happiness back.
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"My life has been horrors after horrors. Every time I bounce back someone dies, or leaves and it crushes me every time. And I... My two biggest parental figures died in a span of six months and I don't know who I am anymore. What I believe. Because ..."
Eddie stops, suddenly not knowing what to say. He knows that Father Brian wouldn't judge him. He never did. Even though there were times he really deserved to be judged. Like right now.
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"Sometimes love is quiet, it doesn't come in this huge fireworks and dazzles, it snuggles you in comfort and safety of another kind soul. Love, like bodies, comes in all shapes and forms Eddie. Love is God, whatever you define God by. God can be nature, or science or again - your Abuela and Captain. You just need to let yourself believe in something before the despair eats you alive (...) chase the sun Eddie. Don't let the clouds win."
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Or: 9x05 coda ✨ Buck, Eddie, Ravi and Christopher's POV on handling grief (hint: they're really not handling it well). A grief study if you will with a little visit of special someone 👀 -
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Buck: wait WHY would he be texting you
are you his gay teacher???
why not me???? i’m literally his best friendHen: You’re like a toddler gay. You are so fresh from the womb of Harvey Milk that you are still learning to walk.
I am seasoned and professional. Queen Latifa held me in her arms as a baby and whispered all the queer teachingsChim: Don’t take it personally, Hen. Buck would get jealous of a stick if Eddie looked at it for too long.
Buck: hey now
Ravi: IJBOL
Eddie: I hate gay people.
Hen: See? He’s getting the hang of it already
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A peek into Eddie Diaz's text conversations following his coming out.
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The lies we tell ourselves (and the ones we tell the world) by Revlynng
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV), Percy Jackson and the Olympians & Related Fandoms - All Media Types
04 Oct 2025
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Evan Buckley has always had an overactive imagination. It's what everyone said, when they weren't trying to diagnose him with something or calling him an attention seeker. By the time he landed a job on the fire station 118 in Los Angeles, he had the art of ignoring strangeness down to a science (mostly). And then the universe laughed in Buck's face.
Disappearing children, flying horses, giant human-eating dogs; LA had it all. If only someone else saw it.
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Or: Buck is sighted, Nico has a trickster spirit to catch, and the Greater Los Angeles County won't stop throwing supernatural wrenches at Buck's probationary firefighter year.Series
- Part 1 of In the eye (brain) of the beholder
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Buck spirals after he starts to feel his family slip away.
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(Title is by the song: No by August Greenwood)
Buck has ADHD and in turn also has RSD (Rejection Sensitive Dysophoria) and Eddie is unaware of this until he accidentally causes Buck to shut down and goes to Maddie for help...
Basically inflicting my own RSD experience on fictional characters, lets traumatize them more shall we?
This was a draft that was written before Bobby Nash died, I'm still recovering, I also flat out refuse to watch any episodes past that point because my blood pressure can't take it! (we live in delusion here)
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The problem was, Buck didn’t have a middle gear, truly. He was either all in or all out. And right now, he was spiralling quietly, performing instead of being, afraid that one more slip would confirm what Bobby (and everyone else) seemed to believe – that Buck was too impulsive, too much, too wrong for this place.
So he shut up. Did his job. Laughed when the others laughed. Kept his head down.
And it worked. Kind of.
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Richelle has always been known as the fearless, determined dancer of The Next Step, but there’s more to her than perfect routines and sharp turns. From the moments that shaped her into a leader to the secrets she keeps off-stage, this collection of oneshots explores the highs, the lows, and everything in between.
Whether it's her navigating friendships, facing challenges with her health, mentoring younger dancers, or even shocking A-Troupe with her hidden talents, Richelle proves time and time again that she’s so much more than just a dancer.
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Buck hates himself. He finds himself annoying and frustrating and unlovable.
Buck is so, so loved.
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“Can I —” Buck stops, swallows once. “Can I be good for Daddy for a while? Please?”
There’s silence for a few seconds, just long enough for Buck to start worrying that this was one more in the list of things he’s managed to do wrong today, and then Tommy squeezes his hand again. “Can you tell me why? I’m not saying no, honey, but if I know what you want to get out of it, I can give it to you better.”
Okay. That’s fair, and entirely reasonable, and there’s no reason for Buck to feel upset. Tommy even said he wasn’t saying no. God this is so fucking stupid. “I just want … I want to not feel like every choice I make is the wrong one. To — to feel like I’m doing something right.”
“Okay, sweetheart,” says Tommy, and squeezes his hand one more time. “How do you feel about warming Daddy’s cock with your mouth for a while?”
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“So…it wasn’t raining men earlier, but maybe it could be raining something else. You know what I mean?” please god let this be clear enough for Buck. Eddie’s been working really hard on actually saying what he wants, but he’s a newly gay latino in his thirties, it shouldn’t be a surprise to anyone that he has some reservations when it comes to talking bluntly about sex.