12 Works in Recovering Demon Blood Addict Sam Winchester
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“First time?” A man’s voice startled him. Sam turned to see an older gentleman with an inviting smile. Sam nodded. “It’s good you’re here, then,” the man said. “Good on you for taking the first step. Come on.” He held the door open. “In you go.”
Sam took a shaky breath and stepped inside. A dozen pairs of eyes flicked toward him, filled with curiosity and empathy. His skin crawled. How was he supposed to spill his darkest secret to a room full of strangers?
The man nudged him gently. “Each one gets easier,” he said. “Find a seat. You might not feel so alone by the end of this.”
Sam took a seat in the circle, the folding chair creaking beneath him. He felt too warm, despite the room’s chill, his body struggling to acclimate to this new environment. The others chatted and smiled, a stark contrast to his turmoil. It was too normal, too mundane, and for a moment, he wanted to walk right back out the door.
But he stayed. As much as he didn’t fit in here, he knew he didn’t fit in anywhere else, either. And maybe that was enough reason to be here.
or as Sam struggles with his demon blood addiction, he finds solace in a group of strangers when he feels hopeless and alone.
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- Part 2 of Same Broken Bones
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Estelle Masters is Castiel & Meg's child who's living at the bunker.
On a rough night Dean & Castiel are on hunt while Rowena is off spoiling Jack leaving Estelle & Sam alone in the bunker.
Unfortunately for Estelle, Sam hears a loud noise and walks in on something he was never supposed to see.Series
- Part 1 of Estelle Masters
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“I saw something,” Foolishly and selfishly, Sam hopes she understands what he’s referring to, so that he won’t have to elaborate. But if she does, she doesn’t show it,”Some blood.”
“Alright.” Her voice is flat, her hands close around the pendant of her necklace.
“Are you hurt?” Dean is straightforward. He’s holding himself the way Bobby does just before he has a talk with them.
When he’s about to chew them out for fighting while on a hunt or getting themselves in their thousandth mess of the day.It’s not a conscious decision, Castiel can tell.
It’s his way of being fatherly, taught to him by the only real father he’s ever had.
The only relevant one.The one he goes to for guidance.
The one he’d called this morning, nearly weeping, when he thought Cas couldn’t hear.
Overwhelmed and out of his element.One he doesn’t have to be an unfeeling soldier for.
Claire moves into the bunker. The boys take notice of some strange things.
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Like a Little Splinter Buried in Your Skin by starrswillfade
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
29 Mar 2025
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Sam and Dean successfully take out a witch while on a case, but not before she curses them to swap bodies. Now Sam’s hungover, Dean can’t handle being freakishly tall, and it doesn’t help that weird things keep happening all around them.
To top it all off, Sam’s clearly hiding something.
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Strung out on demon blood detox gives Sam plenty of time to feel the crushing weight of being alone. Little does he know that Dean is going through the same thing.
Part of Whumptober 2024
Whumptober Day 8: Sleep Deprivation
Isolation Chamber| Forced To Stay Awake| “Leave the lights on”Series
- Part 8 of Whumptober 2024
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Lucifer finds Sam on death's doors and heals him
Sam lets Lucifer follow him to his new apartment
Michael and Lucifer make up
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Late night visits with Sam and Crowley sitting in somber, warm silence...
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Forgive me for what I did not do by Lostfortheworldtoreach
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
20 Nov 2023
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Dean’s at the nearest bar. Sam has “guests”, guests who aren’t so willing to forget the past as others.
The apocalypse is long since stopped. Lucifer back in his cage. Mistakes left in the past so what happens when Dean returns to their room to find Sam covered in blood and the unmistakable smell of sulfur filling the room and it all come rushing back?
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"Sam, why did you try to complete the trials if you knew it would kill you?" Dean demanded. Somehow, he knew he wasn't going to like Sam's answer.
"Because my life means nothing. 'Am a 'bomination. Lucifer's vessel. Demon blooded," Sam's breath hitched, "freak." Sam whispered. "At least my death would mean something."
Dean could practically feel his heart breaking. "No, no, Sammy. Shh, you're not a freak." Dean quickly assured his brother. It was then that he realised with worry that Sam's arms were growing more and more bright, and his pallor was growing paler.
Sam's lazy smile returned briefly, though, really, it read more akin to a grimace. "'ts true."
"No, come on, Sammy. Why would you say that?" Dean begged, starting to grow more concerned for his brother's apparent weakening state than before.
"Because he couldn't cure me," Crowley responded, interrupting the brothers.
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All in all, the whole thing wrapped up pretty damn well. The poltergeist was dead; Gary was back in his normal, gluten-free-apple-pie life; the Impala was parked outside their motel; and, overall, they hadn't even sustained any major injuries. (Yeah, sure, maybe Dean's ribs were hurting something fierce, but he could deal with that no problem.) Then the only thing to deal with was a game of chick-flick-moment chicken that might as well have been rigged against Dean with how much of a certainty it was that Sam would win. Oh, well, you can't win them all.
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After the possession of John Winchester, his sons are born... different. Angelic. Nephilim. They were Michael's sons.
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He sees demons in a puddle of mud.
He sees demons in the column of smoke from the bartender’s cigarette.