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    Summary

    Collection of the song-inspired one-shots.

    Ch. 1: Destiel series finale fix-it. Slight whump + fluff.
    Ch. 2: Heavy angst. Sabriel & Destiel. Hurt/No comfort

    Series
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    English
    Words:
    3,036
    Chapters:
    2/?
    Comments:
    21
    Kudos:
    9
    Hits:
    163
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    Sam wakes up naked and tied to a bed where he learns that he's been contaminated with Demon blood and that there is a way to cleanse him of this taint. Only problem is it's a sex ritual and his father is the one performing it weather Sam wants him to or not. This takes Sam on a journey through his feelings about what his father did to him as well as discovering his sexuality and a more than brotherly relationship with Dean soon follows. Sam also begins a journey to find a way to help all the other special kids without having to rape them to do it. But through it all there is still something building with his father that Sam will have to admit to and deal with.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    22,854
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    7
    Kudos:
    22
    Bookmarks:
    7
    Hits:
    1,150
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    His breathing is weighed down, each inhale long and deep. “And you’re certain we didn’t have any sort of anaesthesia?”

    “It’s too late for that now.”

    “Did you—”

    “I did not hold out on anaesthesia. I’m not that much of an ass.”

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    440
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    2
    Kudos:
    11
    Bookmarks:
    2
    Hits:
    155
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    Later that night Sam doesn't pray. He hasn't prayed in a long time. Not from lack of faith, he's still devout as he ever was, Sam being Sam hes still desperate to latch onto whatever is above him and pray to it (It had been his father, his brother and then God who earnt Sams devotion in turn) and he would love to scramble to his knees and give himself over to something bigger, but its hard when holy words burn his tongue.

    These days he can barely say father without his throat seizing.

    Or,
    Dean finds Sam in a confessional, nothing good comes of it.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    3,295
    Chapters:
    1/2
    Comments:
    6
    Kudos:
    98
    Bookmarks:
    12
    Hits:
    961
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    Castiel will always remind Sam how important and worthy he is.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    936
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    2
    Kudos:
    86
    Bookmarks:
    6
    Hits:
    1,106
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    The angels have said a lot about him, but not once had they mentioned that Dean’s brother was deaf, and he’s not, but why then does he use sign language?

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    2,019
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    3
    Kudos:
    299
    Bookmarks:
    28
    Hits:
    3,700
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    Sam downloads a dating app and it goes just about as well as you'd expect...

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    6,171
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    3
    Kudos:
    76
    Bookmarks:
    9
    Hits:
    422
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    Sam helps Castiel relax.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    6,028
    Chapters:
    3/?
    Comments:
    10
    Kudos:
    105
    Bookmarks:
    11
    Hits:
    1,267
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    A taste of Sam's life in the cage. That's it, just Sam suffering by Lucifer's hands.

    There's also nails involved

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    6,128
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    2
    Kudos:
    9
    Hits:
    307
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    Have you ever wondered why Hallucifer's words had such a heavy effect on Sam in s7? Here's a little dive into why, especially given that this all occurred just after he got his memories of hell back.

    Read the tags before reading this. I'm warning you. Will add more tags/warnings as new chapters come, but these are based on the plan for the story.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,709
    Chapters:
    1/?
    Comments:
    3
    Kudos:
    6
    Bookmarks:
    1
    Hits:
    221
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    It's technically Sam's birthday, but it starts off rocky to say the least.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    4,558
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    5
    Kudos:
    167
    Bookmarks:
    24
    Hits:
    1,874
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    Aftermath of Lucifer bringing Sam back to life, with bonus Sam/Benny and Protective!Benny.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    712
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    7
    Kudos:
    58
    Bookmarks:
    3
    Hits:
    673
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    Sam is quitting being a hunter for the sake of his unborn child. Alone in Dean’s old Impala, he still grieves the loss of his brother.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    185
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Kudos:
    17
    Hits:
    461
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    The first thing Cas does coming back from the Empty is start a shotgun war with Sam. Twelve years and he's never complained about the backseat once, but apparently he's got the down time to do it now. Sam is outraged and ridiculously competitive. Dean's staying out of it. He's got his own feelings to think about now, this annoying little itch in the back of head that's telling him he's supposed to figure something out. Something to do with Cas. He doesn't know how the now ex-angel summoned the Empty, or what he said that made him smile tears of joy moments before being killed. Dean's got a lot of shit to figure out, but will Cas wait for him?

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    27,026
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    36
    Kudos:
    323
    Bookmarks:
    92
    Hits:
    2,870
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    the night is young, weighed under muddy grey clouds. cornfields on all sides, the road seems endless. how long has it been since the sun went down, since the last gas station, motel, living soul— he could do it now.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    567
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    16
    Kudos:
    46
    Bookmarks:
    8
    Hits:
    575
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    It had been two years since Mom fell through the portal and Cas died. One and a half since Kaia tried to help them, but the spell went wrong and she’d been sucked through a portal to places unknown.

    All three of them, gone forever. The upside, of course, was that they didn’t have an evil nephilim to deal with.

    Those two facts were as certain to Sam as gravity and rain.

     

    or, in another world, Jody and Sam discuss what may have happened to Jack.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,224
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    4
    Kudos:
    14
    Bookmarks:
    2
    Hits:
    170
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    The only way to save Sam's life is to let him die. Repeatedly.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    2,398
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    4
    Kudos:
    95
    Bookmarks:
    10
    Hits:
    1,151
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    Sam is a witch and his day is going from bad to worse. It's his familiar bonding day and it was supposed to be the best. So how did he end up lying here drunk with a stranger trying to numb his soul mate from his heart?

    Dean and Cas are searching for Sam... the clock is ticking, eventually the bond will start to fade and with it Sam and his new soul mate.

    Tick tock... Tick. Tock.

    *******
    It's college based, alternating chapters for characters starting with Sam/Dean/Gabe/Cas. As usual, there is funny/smut/ angst/fluff/romance/mystery and tonnes of drama.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    55,773
    Chapters:
    14/14
    Comments:
    103
    Kudos:
    180
    Bookmarks:
    79
    Hits:
    3,485
  19. Tags
    Summary

    Dean seems to think The Beatles are girly. Sam disagrees.

    Pure unfiltered crack.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,363
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    2
    Kudos:
    8
    Bookmarks:
    1
    Hits:
    175
  20. Tags
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    A late night adventure in the mundane goes awry for Sam and Dean. No Slash. Rated for some swearing.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,876
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    5
    Kudos:
    27
    Hits:
    246

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