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false smiles (i will support you) by procrastinatingperfectionist
Fandoms: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS
23 Oct 2020
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Namjoon stared down at the carpet to steady himself for another round of translation. The famous red carpet. Why was it red? Was there a significance to it? Namjoon filed that away as something to Naver later. What was the origin of the red carpet? Kings, maybe. Kings and Queens and other such monarchs and their court, he theorised. Does that mean they are the kings here? It certainly didn’t feel like it.
It felt more like they were fresh meat, thrown to salivating wolves with those wicked sharp teeth.
Or: Namjoon wants to fall down, but Seokjin is there to catch him and prop him back up.
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#CompletelyUnexpectedTrueIdentity by Mother of Pearl (notnacre)
Fandoms: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS
06 Sep 2021
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Jungkook doesn't see any problem with roleplaying whatever kind of character he wants, including a princess. Nobody on the internet is ever who they say they are.
Namjoon knows his new roleplay partner Jungsoon isn't really a runaway princess. That's just a game, but it gets real when he starts to fall for her. It doesn't matter that they've never met irl. His gut tells him he knows everything he needs to about the real girl behind the character.
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09 Nov 2020
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dec 4 2020
this is such a fucking delightful brilliant masterpiece omfg my only regret is not being able to read this on my books app otherwise I’d have so many highlighted things and annotations to include in this bookmark but omg. PERFECT FIC
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Namjoon and Jeongguk share a moment in RKive after their GQ interview.
“Aren’t you tired of me bringing up how you were my very first role model and I’m sure you’ll be my very last one too?” Jeongguk shakes his head, his cheeks now a furious shade of red. Winter poinsettias. “I joined Bighit because of you. You’re my inspiration, the one I base my decisions off, the one whose respect I hope to earn with anything I do. I should learn a new answer. Probably. Right?”
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Namjoon can’t imagine enjoying anything that’s being performed tonight, but he adjusts himself in his seat and focuses on the stage.
The lights dim and the sound of an R’n’B guitar riff begins playing before the spotlight illuminates quite literally, the most beautiful human being Namjoon has ever seen in his life, dressed in an animal print shirt that’s almost fully unbuttoned with a red robe on top that has the same print as the tightly fitted trousers he has on.
Namjoon gulps.
Right.
It’s fine, this gorgeous man’s defined pectorals are visible from where Namjoon’s sat across the room, but it’s fine. He promised himself he’s not going to enjoy this.
“Oh yeah,” The demon on stage sings, and his voice is enough to make Namjoon’s knees buckle, even though he’s safely seated in his chair.
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Namjoon watches Jungkook perform My Time for the first time.
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It's Halloween night, and Namjoon is alone in his apartment. His friends are out partying and the candy has run out.
He remembers the cook book his friend Jimin has and decides to use it to make himself a pumpkin pie.
Things don't go according to plan and Namjoon ends up eating something else entirely.
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In retrospect, letting Jungkook move in with him might have been a bad idea.
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“Iwanttocockwarmyou.” He blurts out, words muffled by his current position.
There, it’s out.
“You want to… cockwarm me?” Namjoon parrots, a little confused.
“Yes.”
Namjoon gently cups the back of Jungkook neck and pulls him back in order to be able to see him again. He shoots him a soft look.
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Kim Namjoon had committed two unforgivable sins in his life.
The first was when he was 17 and decided to get dreads.
The second, when he lost the phone number of Jeon Jungkook.
“I mean, at least you learned something from your culturally inappropriate hairstyle choices.” Yoongi says. “But losing a hot dude’s number? A hot dude who liked you back?”
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Only Namjoon would lose a hot dude's (Jungkook's) number, only to find him five years later. Except....does he have a kid????
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While sharing a room together in New Zealand, Jungkook has a wet dream & Namjoon lends a hand.
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I'll face my fear of the evening
Once I get used to this feeling
That's when you're torn away from meOR
Namjoon and Seokjin find out that long-distance isn't quite so easy.
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"Fuck this shit," from the man beside him is what finally shakes Namjoon out of his stupor after hearing it for the third time in five minutes. There's a glass of whiskey in his hand, a leather duffel at his feet, and a totally wasted year to think through and mourn before he gets anywhere near the airplane set to take him back to New York City.
"Tell me about it," he mutters under his breath, before setting his glass down with a loud clack.
Namjoon had flown to Korea with a plan. And now he's returning home with a crushed pride that's certainly seen better days.
"You too?"
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Before every performance and interview and photoshoot, Namjoon pulls Jungkook aside and presents his face, smiling gently, cheeks plump and dimples standing at attention, for Jungkook to press his fingers into. And every time, Jungkook feels a wash of relief and gratitude and something that he doesn’t know how to describe wash over the surface of his skin.
He knows it’s magic.
He just doesn’t know where to go from here.
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The chaos is familiar and comfortable, and Jungkook looks around the room again as they’re all heckling Seokjin.
His eyes are drawn, unthinkingly, to Namjoon. Always to Namjoon.
He’s beautiful, grin so wide his eyes look like they’re clenched shut, slapping at the bare skin of his own thigh where his shorts have ridden up. And of course, his dimples, deep and shining with their own collection of magic.
Jungkook wants desperately to kiss him, but that would be too much. Too far. He’s already pushing it, poking Namjoon’s face all the time. And even though Namjoon said it didn’t hurt at all, even felt kind of good, Jungkook doesn’t totally believe him. Sometimes, Namjoon will close his eyes when Jungkook touches him, looking almost pained, even when Jungkook is being extra gentle.
When Namjoon looks over and sees Jungkook looking at him, his smile softens, turns into something private and precious, just between the two of them. Jungkook returns it, grinning widely and rolling his eyes at Seokjin, even as the bottom drops out of his stomach.
Jungkook’s massive crush on Namjoon is threatening to swallow him whole, and he doesn’t know what to do about it. It was fine up until they started doing this...whatever it is they’re doing, this ritual entirely for Jungkook’s sake. Namjoon is a friend and a leader and someone that Jungkook loves, and it was easy to toss all his extra feelings in a corner and ignore them when Namjoon treated him just the same as everyone else. But now they have this thing that’s just for them, a secret, kind of, and Jungkook has never really liked keeping secrets before but he likes this.
He likes having this with Namjoon.
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Taehyung and Jimin both stare at him as they swallow. Jimin takes another crunching bite of apple and hands it over to Taehyung, who slowly does the same.
“Okay, fuck, what is it?” Namjoon is not good under pressure.
“Are you and Jungkookie secretly dating or something?”
Namjoon chokes on air. “Are we what?”
Jimin rolls his eyes again. “Are you dating? Or just fucking before shows?”
“I hope they’re not fucking,” Taehyung chimes in mildly, “they’re only ever gone for like five minutes.”
“True.”
“We’re not fucking,” Namjoon whisper-yells, feeling distressingly close to the end of his rope.
“So you’re dating then.”
“No! We’re not doing that either!”
“I don’t get it.”
“Well,” Namjoon starts, and then stops, because. Well. He doesn’t really get it either.
Jungkook has been poking his dimples for weeks now, usually at least once a day, and Namjoon has been resolutely ignoring the way his whole body reacts to Jungkook’s strong hands cradling his jaw. He doesn’t think Jungkook has noticed yet, too caught up in whatever is going through his own mind, but Namjoon knows he can’t hide it forever.
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“A potion?” Yoongi has an eyebrow raised disapprovingly and a slight frown sitting on his mouth like an unwanted guest.
“It was Jimin’s idea.”
“What kind of potion? Is it a fun one?” Seokjin snags one of Namjoon’s bags of chips and examines it closely before ripping it open and chowing down.
“It’s a truth-telling one. And no, not very fun so far.”
Seokjin and Yoongi both still immediately, and in the silence Namjoon crunches down on the hard candy just for something to do with his mouth that doesn’t involve blurting out all his deepest, darkest secrets--like how he accidentally jerked off wearing one of Yoongi’s FG shirts instead of his own and somehow got come on the sleeve and had to panic-overnight another one.
He feels a slight push at the bottom of his skull, a sensation he’s starting to recognize as bad news, and opens his mouth to confess everything to Yoongi, when Yoongi suddenly brings his palm up and slaps it over Namjoon’s mouth.
“Do you want to talk to us right now?”
Namjoon shakes his head, Yoongi’s hand moving with him, still clamped over Namjoon’s mouth. Namjoon is so grateful for him he could cry.
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Namjoon may be a romantic, wanting to whisk a dazzling and intelligent young man away for a weekend and kiss him on the steps of the nearest palace, but RM can’t date anyone, let alone someone male. Namjoon meets plenty of guys, but he can’t exactly propose to any of them underneath a staggering, majestic tree that somehow perfectly symbolizes their relationship, so he tries not to let himself want.
Then he meets Big Matthew, the living human embodiment of an extra-large meat lover's pizza.
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dec 22 2020
jfc this is one of the best things I’ve ever read. how can someone PRODUCE this type of stuff from the top of the dome this is masterful. like i was just CHEESIN like an idiot the entire way through and taking pauses to my phone down to laugh. BM is such a delight whew
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Mystery Work
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This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!
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“Hyung, did you know that you’re my first love?
My only love.
My one true love.”In which Namjoon's life is full of expectations to fulfill and sometimes he doesn't feel like he can.
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22 Dec 2020
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Dec 22 2020
It was that small moment which led Namjoon to realize that all his previous bitterness and self-doubt had been another form of sabotage, that he had repeated the same pattern from his previous relationships where he projected his own self-loathing into his partner, so they would leave him and he could have more evidence that he was unlovable.
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the muse in the back of my mind by serenaracha for kazella
Fandoms: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS
21 Dec 2020
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namjoon and jungkook are friends and co-creators of a series of graphic novels. their newest challenge is to write a love story.
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Namjoon and Jungkook have already negotiated shower sex like everything else when they started dating. So Jungkook's expecting everything to go somewhat smootly. But it doesn't. And then he realizes why.
They forgot to mention one crucial thing. The water temperature. Something Jungkook very quickly regrets.
Or; the aftermath of failed shower sex.
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dec 26 2020
Namjoon takes a breath, does his best to remain semi-calm and coherent in his response. “JK,” he manages to get out, “he’s sent me something?”
Jin laughs, teasing, “well, it’s obviously not a nude, otherwise you wouldn’t be calling me.”
Namjoon sighs, “no, it’s not a nude hyung. He just sent me can we talk with one question mark. Does that mean he wants to break up?”
“Well, from what I’ve read about the youth,” Jin replies, Namjoon internally reminding himself his hyung isn’t a sixty year old man, no matter how he sounds. For some reason, he just thinks that pretending their age gap is larger is hilarious. “Only one question mark sounds fine, like he probably just wants to talk with you?”
“But what does that mean then? Is it a serious conversation, a playful one, does he want to break up with me?”
“Joonie, I think you are overthinking punctuation. Didn’t you have this same crisis over emoticons a few years ago? When you sent the green one you like and JK sent back a sad face in response?” Namjoon winces at that, though sue him, he still loves that emoji. “He probably just wants to talk to you, and even if it is a serious conversation, he’s not going to break up with you. JK adores you. You know that, we all know that.”
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hold your nose, close your eyes, take a drink by bambirouge
Fandoms: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS
27 Apr 2020
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Namjoon scrubs at his eyes. “I’m going to ignore the fact that you’re spending enough time on the internet to use the phrase ‘creamed my jorts’ and counter by saying that you just broke what you once described to me as the ‘number one witch rule’—no love stuff, was it?”
Taehyung brings a hand down on the counter, pointing a conspiratory finger in Namjoon’s direction. “Exactly! And that excludes lust! Come on, Joonie, you’ve read enough poetry to differentiate the two. I was so bored.”
“Wait, so, like,” Jungkook interjects, worrying his lower lip between his thumb and index finger. “Does it just make you really, uh...horny?”
Taehyung grins again, and Namjoon wonders if he’s starting to have a Pavlovian fear response to Taehyung’s smile.
“Better,” Taehyung says. “You drink it and you can have anyone you want.”
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If there's anyone who could convince Namjoon to experiment with another one of Taehyung's projects, it's Jungkook. But magic is unpredictable, and so is the boy in question.
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Namjoon doesn’t have to look around the room to know that all eyes are on him. His friends have been watching Namjoon carefully, thinking they’ve been subtle in their worries, but Namjoon noticed. The glances, the non verbal communication between the members, wondering what the fuck is going on.
“Seokjin-hyung broke up with me.” The room is silent in shock.
“Did he say why?” Jimin speaks up, after what feels like hours of silence. Namjoon presses his eyes together hard, when flashbacks of the morning come rushing back to him.
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Namjoon and Seokjin broke up, and Namjoon tries to deal with it.
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It’s always been harmless flirting between Namjoon and his best friend’s brother, Jeongguk. Then he gets volunteered to be Jeongguk’s first massage client.