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Maya's life was better than she had ever dared to hope for. She had a family. She had the best circle of friends ever, and the best *friend* ever. She had a Matthews college boy that had promised her a someday. She had something she was *good* at.
So why was she falling apart?
Post-canon, set during their sophomore year in HS.
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Alexis looked in the mirror in the center of his room. His arms were pulsing, violent red scratches all over them. He couldn’t feel a thing. Looking at his reflection he was disappointed in what he’d become. He was a shell of himself. If only Blue Lock never happened. If only Michael never had met Yoichi.
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300 years after the Great War, what remains of humanity hides behind the walls of Carbon City ruled by the High Priest and the Church. While the rich and powerful enjoy the pleasures of semi-clean water and individual housing, a conspiracy is brewing in the East District drowning in poverty and suffering from brutal cleansings.
Gerard, a person with no past and almost no future, is the right hand man of the rebellion leader Frank Iero, the native of the East District. As the suicidal attempt at a revolt goes into its active phase Gerard finds himself torn between the interests of the revolution, his own futile search for the past he has lost and his unrequited love for Frank.
Post-apocalyptic dystopia! Theocratic society! Class hatred! Glorious revolution! And a little bit of Pink Floyd. -
None has understood you, but I understand you. by tooyoungtobeold
Fandoms: Dead Poets Society (1989)
26 Nov 2025
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They can’t know. No one can ever know.
Just two boys battling their inner demons. They eventually find solace in one another. Along with the support and love of their friends. It just takes a while to get there.
This is mostly canon compliant but it may just diverge.
Title from Walt Whitman’s “To You”.
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- Part 1 of To You: DPS fix-it series
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Astarion has spent the years following Tavs death in a self-destructive spiral. Every spare coin he makes is spent either finding his long lost family or numbing his pain with substance abuse.
When another call to adventure reunits him with Halsin, he is forced to confront reawakened desires, not just to be intimate, but to be dominated. He agrees to leave Baldurs Gate and help Halsin rebuild Rethewin, but how can he forget the past when every step forward reminds him of what he left behind? And why is he having such strange dreams?
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Husk is not a person; he is a pet.
Angel is not a person; he is a toy.
Emily is not a person; she is an idea.The hotel has been rebuilt, Extermination Day thwarted, and there is a pause, a moment of peace. From the outside, it would seem that the hotel and its residents, old and new, are thriving. But you know how the saying goes: all good things gotta end.
A post S1 canon divergent AU, featuring fallen angel Emily, slow burn Huskerdust, and angst galore
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- Part 1 of Divine Litigation
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Through the Looking Glass by bellamyblakesgirl (margoshansons)
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
26 Nov 2025
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It starts, as most stories do, with a depressed twenty-something hating her life and wishing to be somewhere else.
Except Emma Foster's not twenty-something anymore, she’s sixteen. With acne and body issues and terrible BO, it's her worst nightmare. And the somewhere else she’s ended up in?
Hawkins, Indiana.
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On his birthday, no one remembers Lance. Feeling forgotten and useless, he breaks down alone in his room, convinced he doesn’t matter to the team. Near midnight, overwhelmed by loneliness and exhaustion, he relapses into old self harm habits.
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Lance’s birthday is forgotten by the team and he relapses
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Eternity Can Wait by Heckpup
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021), League of Legends
26 Nov 2025
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Jinx should be dead.
It was not a matter of disbelief, it was a matter of fact. No matter what manner with which Lamb analyzed her life, the little curse should have run her course. Lamb should have already greeted her and walked her past the veil. And yet the woman was not dead, and yet the girl would not die. She chose to chase the Wolf.
That should be where it ended. Another peculiarity in the ocean of lives Lamb had glimpsed, were it not for the newest god seeing that weakness. A god who had never seen the Kindred care, a god who saw the chance to finally move the immovable.
And what does Jinx think about all this? Fuck if she's gonna tell you, cause then she might have to acknowledge the things in her head and the weight in her heart. Hah! What a good joke.
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A tale of two twins, both eternal optimists, both concealing the struggles hidden within.
Fred Weasley; traumatised by the death of his brother Percy and plagued with survivors guilt, finds himself falling for Hermione Granger, his little brother’s ex.
George Weasley; haunted by nightmares of losing his twin and struggling to accept his own sexuality, meets Theodore Nott. A man who turns his world upside down.
Will misunderstandings and secrets come between the tightly knit twins? And will either of them allow themselves the love they deserve? Because in the end, nothing else matters.
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The Cistern by theklutzycrow
Fandoms: Percy Jackson and the Olympians & Related Fandoms - All Media Types
26 Nov 2025
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"Just say how much you wanted to hurt someone like you got hurt."
Or, why happily ever after is more complicated than it seems, why the concept of college scares the shit out of Nico di Angelo, why it's two years into their relationship and suddenly Nico is scared to be alone with his boyfriend, why being gay is gayer than Nico thought it would be, why his best dreams resemble his worst nightmares, and why he does everything in his power to avoid Percy Jackson.
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Wednesday Addams goes to Nevermore at the start of the year. She also isn't as hateful towards Enid/Has emotions and can sorta express them.
This is bad writing probably but i refuse to go back to Wattpad so whoops. Also this probably won't get updates very often because I only write sometimes and i get too many fic ideas
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The ethical dilemma of pain as punishment is irrelevant when a beautiful stranger begs for its infliction.
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After his defeat, Vox is left alive somewhere- alive and defeated and pathetic -and Alastor is delighted by that idea. He goes searching for his old pal with purely kind, altruistic motives in mind.
Apparently.
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Fallen Stardust/ A new story by Chaos_writes_stories
Fandoms: Sonic the Hedgehog - All Media Types
26 Nov 2025
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A creation made to destroy. A traitorous machine
A life form made of many. Made into the new ultimate life formStardust the hedgehog was made by her creator, a rogue AI of Dr. Robotnik. with the only goal of killing sonic.
But perhaps her life is not all it seems. is she destined for more than being a tool for destruction? and can Sonic and his companions stop whatever is coming?Note: the Explicit label is only on account of some nudity, and high levels of gore. so don't let the label discourage you from reading
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- Part 1 of Fallen Stardust Saga
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existential disconnect by Race_582
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime)
26 Nov 2025
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Each street light blurring against his windshield seems to repel the insects that are burrowing beneath his skin, settling the flesh until it sits proper upon his muscles and bones. Each gear change, each turn of the steering wheel, each press of the brake humanises the corpse that controls it.
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it takes a car accident to make satoru feel human
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Rumi had always been alone.
She was always meant to be alone.
She had her training, she had Celine, and she had the grave, that was enough. Or, at least, it should have been enough. -
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Shadow gets sent on a year-long mission with no notice, having no time to tell his fiancé, Sonic. When Shadow returns eight months later, Sonic is gone and no one knows where he is, all they have to go off of is a cryptic message from Silver.
Accusations of Sonic abusing Shadow come out, leaving Sonic confused and drowning in guilt. Sonic is left on his own, none of his friends wanting anything to do with him. Silver comes and whisks him away a week after the accusations come out, but he doesn't know what happened during the week Sonic had been left on his own and none of them know what'll happen next.
Updates aren't consistent!
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"System Error: Wait holy shit is this Phighting" (A Phighting SI) by Vee_Vex
Fandoms: PHIGHTING! (Roblox), Mahou Shoujo Madoka Magika | Puella Magi Madoka Magica, Library of Ruina (Video Game), Various Other Fandoms - Fandom
26 Nov 2025
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If you were fictional, and knew it in full, what would you do? If you knew you were simply on the whim of a writer, how would you react? If you knew a million eyes were on you, how would you treat yourself, knowing that you are a story?
A system goes through a classic isekai scenario, and realize quickly that they are in a fanfic. At first, they pretend to be the perfect entertainer- but the gravity of their situation hits. As It always did. As It always does.
There's no use returning to a past that didn't exist in the first place.This is this, and that is that.
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