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    Malachite. Journal. Cup. Bottle.

    He knows how badly he needed them. How badly he still needs them. And yet, he nearly lost all of them. Hell, he did lose three of them. And the ironic part is, most of it was because he only wanted to fix their friendship.

    But he knows now that he shouldn’t have tried to fix what wasn’t broken. It’ll only shatter it more

    (aka i realized im a huge treasure chest kinnie so im projecting onto him)

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    A fic in five acts

    It took them four days to find Christine. Four days she had spent alone, in shock, unable to leave her father's slowly decaying corpse.

    In an attempt to escape the memory of his death, Christine joins the National Opera and throws herself into rehearsals. However, as she settles into her place in the newly constructed opera house, she begins to learn that things are not quite what they seem… And that there are things far more haunting than the memory of her father's rotting flesh.

    Weekly updates on Mondays

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    After being let down by everyone in the system that was meant to protect her, she is left wondering why bad people are never punished. She is driven to ask for God to send her a demon to level the playing field.

    A god responds.

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    Wolfwood's body was heavier than Vash expected. *That's because he was so full of mercy at the end.* The thought came unbidden, renewing his grief all over again. He choked back a sob as he hooked his arms under Wolfwood's arms and dragged him away from the horrible, blood-soaked couch. He couldn't stand to look at it anymore. The thing should be burned, actually. Wolfwood's limp legs carved deep trenches in the sand as Vash dragged him away.

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    Kim Rok Soo opens his eyes as Cale Henituse on the day of his mother's funeral. He knows he must devise a plan to survive the impending war and achieve his dream of becoming a rich slacker.

    Can he truly navigate the challenges ahead?

    A visit from the god of death alters everything. With newfound knowledge and a twist of fate, Cale's journey takes an unexpected turn, setting him on a path filled with danger, intrigue, and the possibility of a life beyond his wildest dreams.

    I don't own the original story Trash of a count family this is simply a fanfic made by a bored fan.

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    Fleur lived her life without her father who never even knew she existed, Howard Stark. Fury brought her into S.H.I.E.L.D. in hopes that she shared the same intellectual qualities as a Stark, but it would prove that she shared more of the attitude of a Stark rather than smarts..

    During a mission gone wrong, Fleur meets the Winter Soldier, set on killing Steve, Natasha and Sam. Although it proves to be life-threatening, Fleur doesn't seem to be too worried in the face of danger, especially when the danger has charming blue eyes staring back at her

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    Entre amour et action, les élèves se retrouve pour s'entre aider dans cette nouvelle aventure. Maintenant plus vraiment élèves, ils viennent pour se surpasser.

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    "Oh, so I crossed your wires?" Markus hummed.

    Connor smirked. "I have enough technical knowledge to pass as an android technician. I could cross some of yours if you're interested."

    Markus liked this. Whatever this was. "As tempting as that sounds, I don't know if I should take you up on that offer."

    "Why? Can't trust me?" Behind that teasing reply there was a note of bitterness.

    Right. Whatever this was. It was wrong. They shouldn't be doing this. They were enemies.

    ---

    It's been two weeks since Markus was victorious in his fight to free his people from the recall centers. Detroit belongs to Jericho now, but the war is far from over. It doesn't surprise him when another RK800 appears before him with a mission to end his life. What does surprise him is how quickly things unravel when Markus' proposed "solution" entwines himself with the deviant hunter and blurs the line between enemies and lovers.

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    Can he keep up the mask before it crumbles to bits

    Neteyam struggles with being the oldest Sully child and his self worth.

    Is someone out there thar can see him from his path of self-destruction

     

    (Cross posted on Wattpad)

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    PLEASE BE AWARE: This is Part 5 of a 5-part series. For your own benefit, PLEASE start with Part 1!

    A life changing event leads to catastrophe. As he reaches the end, Alexander sees the beginning he so selfishly squandered. And as he reaches the beginning, John sees the ending he never thought he deserved.

    Where are you taking me?
    I’m about to change your life
    Then by all means, lead the way


    Life after death isn't what Alexander Hamilton thought it would be. Maybe he expected pearly gates. Perhaps pits of fire. But not a New York City apartment. Forced to grapple with the reality of being reincarnated, Hamilton faces his past, accepts his future, and learns what it means to be given a second chance.

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    Jordyn doesn't know much about her past before waking up in the facility, but it doesn't really bother her. According to Father, she used to be a superhero; using her powers for good, assisting the police and catching criminals. With no knowledge of her life before her injury, returning to that identity seemed as good a goal to aim for as any, in terms of her rehabilitation and recovery. It's what Father wants her to be, and with everything she owes him, how could she say no? Only, as things progress, and she's allowed more freedom in the outside world for the sake of Father's mission, Jordyn begins to realise that her origin might not be as clear-cut as it was made out to be.

    A superhero living weapon whump series featuring many lesbians, sad women, manipulative old men, god-like eldritch beings, unethical science, probably a few identity crises, a confusing definition of the word 'sister,' and one very unfortunate ghost, haunting the whole thing.

    NOTE: this is explicitly a whump series first and foremost, and will contain many topics that readers may find disturbing or distressing, including torture, abuse, manipulation, gaslighting, and generally just a whole lot of people being miserable. Heed the warnings!

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    Jason is home, trying to build a new life.

    He's not finding it easy.

    Sequel to Better than the Alternative

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    His fingers trembled as he reached out.. but stopped himself, curled them into a fist instead. A whisper slipped past his lips before he could swallow it back.

    "I'm sorry… I've been trying forever… I finally did it... sorry..."

    The words hung in the air, unanswered. Xiaoshi shifted slightly in his sleep but didn't wake....

    What if Lu guang succeeded and saved his loved ones..?

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    “R-Rumi?” It was Zoey, the real Zoey, who found her first. She had hoped for it to be Mira so she could save their Maknae the view. In reality, she didn’t really want anyone to see. She didn’t want them to help her, she didn’t want them to help a mistake.

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    If Lyney were to die now, at least he'd be in love forever.

    Or

    A diary fic wherein hopeless romantic Lyney Snezhevich documents his experience with yearning for his terminally ill crush, and maybe get into some wacky hijinks (that being hanahaki)

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    Dandy gets a ‘great’ idea to create a group chat with every toon in it!!!!

    It… goes!!!

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    𓂋𓏺𓈖 𓆎𓅓𓏏𓊖
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    --Afterlife Au--

    Who knows how long it's been.
    Time is nonexistent.

    There's has got to be something that comes after this hell.

     

    The critters all die one by one leaving only Dogday left in playcare. After being tortured(?) by a certain purple feline, he gives his last breath to Poppy's angel but...

    That's not the end of his story. Especially for the purple cat.

     

    How can he and the other critters deal with the trauma and effects that came from their deaths? And how can they deal with... Catnap.

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    Shen Jiu didn’t know the extent of Jianluo's obsession, he wishes he didn't find out, wishes he killed him sooner

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    In 1979, Severus is lured into Tom Riddle’s dangerous embrace. When Tom dies in 1981, Severus is finally freed. However, that freedom could not last forever. When Tom returns as Lord Voldemort, Severus must return to his side to spy for the Order of the Phoenix. On the verge of breaking, Severus receives compassion from an unlikely source: Sirius Black.

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    A series of one shots of Shadow adjusting to living with the Wachowskis. Some will be a bit silly, others will be more serious and sad.

    Shadow has to learn how to manage his grief while also getting to experience everything that is supposed to come with being a kid/teenager in an actual loving and supportive home.

    He also will slowly have to deal with whatever unspoken feelings keep bubbling up between him and Sonic. Slow burn.

    aka this is just an excuse for me to write a bunch of slice of life fluff and hurt/comfort

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