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    In a monastery carved into the mountains of fifteenth-century Italy, a priest haunted by devotion meets a novice who prays with his heart before his soul. Between faith and flesh, confession becomes temptation — and love becomes its own kind of salvation.

    Content warnings: religion, spiritual conflict, smut, self-penance (flagellation) described, angst + comfort.

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    Le Royaume de Gryffondor abrite Poudlard, cité dominée par l’antique Cathédrale.
    Après 15 ans d'Exil, Draco revient des champs de bataille pour réclamer son héritage. Lasse de la vie, perclus de solitude, il n'espère plus rien.
    Pourtant, sur le parvis, il rencontre l’Émeraude, danseur sorcier, affilié à la Terre, qui capture son cœur et disperse les ténèbres qui enlisent son âme.
    Si ce n'était que pour lui...
    Dans l’ombre des cloches, Severus, le sonneur, voit en lui son dernier lien avec le monde d'en bas. Et plus sombre encore, Tom, le Maître alchimiste, nourrit pour le danseur un désir dévorant.
    Les grelots de chevilles ne cessent de tintinnabuler, emportant avec eux ce qui reste de sa raison.
    Entre amour, obsession et damnation, les deux amants devront lutter pour sauver leur amour de la fatalité...

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    4/?
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    When Lorgar meets someone who simultaneously welcomes him and challenges his beliefs, he is hit with a slew of emotions - confusion and excitement being the main two.

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    7/?
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    58
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    13
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    5
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    He loves Yukimiya because he's never craved anything more than to corrupt his soul, needs it as much as he thirsts for his blood. Alexis wants to break Yukimiya, wants him giving in to all the pleasures he's denied himself since taking his vows of chastity. Yukimiya could never know a greater love than his. Alexis will become his God.

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    "Stars, hide your fires; Let not light see my black and deep desires.” Macbeth (Act 1, Scene 4)

    Newly ordained priest Father Jayce Talis is sent to a remote village tied to his past after an indiscretion is discovered hidden beneath his mattress. Exiled from his home in Barcelona, he must travel east to an unfamiliar land, yet the very place of his conception.

    There, his faith and vows will be tested in the face of a beautiful man who awakens irresistible desires that could lead the young priest to ruin.

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    7/13
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    Geir Dagrsson knows three things: cattle die, kinsmen die, but the one thing that doesn’t is a man’s deeds. He just didn’t expect his greatest one to be marrying the brat prince of East Anglia, and worst of all, the son of one of his father’s killers: a Saxon.

    Ӕlfstan, son of Cadwallon, loathes the heathens plaguing their lands. When he is sold off in marriage to one, he will do whatever it takes to free himself from the man, his father’s wishes be damned. The Viking he is promised to also proves to be just as irritating as he expected.

    Little do they both know, sinister forces are looking to sow more discord between the denizens of East Anglia, with Geir and Ӕlfstan at the centre of it all.

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    English
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    13/?
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    119
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    Minho watches between his outstretched fingers, the proximity blurring out their details, as Chris's eyebrows crease. And he feels rather than sees when the vampire licks from the pulse point under the pad of his thumb all the way up to his ring finger. Open-mouthed, Minho sees the flash of red on his tongue before he dips back to do it all over again with the other hand.

    It is a sight, to watch something so hungry for scraps. To watch a wretched being thirstily lick his palms clean just to feed himself. The low hums he's letting out as he drags the flat bed of his cold, stiff tongue against Minho's warm, bleeding palms sound like gratitude.

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    Quizás si expiaba sus pecados Dios dejaría de castigarlo con ese dolor que no era nada placentero.

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    Español
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    Las manos de Takahashi temblaban, intentando contener la poca estabilidad que le quedaba en los poros. La habitación lo mareaba tanto, ya no sabía si era por el aroma a incienso o la luz dorada que iluminaba su rostro, encandilando su cuerpo como a un pobre animal. Porque así se sentía, un animal con el corazón en la garganta. Lleno de miedo y sintiendo que la muerte lo estaba buscando. No lo pensó mucho, sus pies lo llevaron de forma automática a hincarse frente a la madera. El dolor ayudaba un poco, al menos a concentrarse en otra cosa que no era en la opresión de su pecho. Con manos duras, llenas de miedo y ansiedad, Yotasuke imploró a la imagen frente suyo un poco de compasión.

    “Perdóname, Dios. Perdóname por lo que estoy sintiendo. Aquello no debería haber pasado. Perdóname, por favor.”

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    Brent Fischer, head brewer at New Rochefort Brewing Company, has his workday interrupted when the Affini come to domesticate the planet of Trappist-1e.

    Circeval Purpurea, Thirteenth Bloom, is a xenopharmacologist who doesn't get why Terrans would want to make beer when the Affini can make such effective xenodrugs.

    What happens when they cross paths?

    This work occurs in the Human Domestication Guide setting and is 18+.

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    English
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    Chapters:
    9/?
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    A missing scene from Shadow of Night.

    “An extended period spent kneeling on a cold stone floor will remind him who he truly is.”
    Cardinal Joyeuse’s words prove no idle threat. Left alone beneath the vaulted arches of Mont Saint-Michel, Matthew de Clermont endures a penance meant to purge Protestant taint—and finds that the true battle is not against pain, but against pride.

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    1/1
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    Marina pays her penance for disappointing Mox. Her own hand hits the hardest of all.

    { kinktober 4 / 15; masochism, aftercare, religion }

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    1/1
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    “Show me.” He demanded.
    Sunday swallowed thickly, throat bobbing.
    “Show… Show you…?”
    Answers to questions I cannot ask.
    Feelings, which have been manifesting inside me.
    These desires, which have been festering like a weeping wound.

    Right now, all Sunday could think about was the person before him.


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    Father Sunday is trapped in a beautiful nightmare, where all of his virginal questions could be answered. With the blessing of Ena, he is given the chance to explore all of his desires, a path through which he would find himself and a key to the cage he longed to escape.

    With the Hound of the Dreamscape by his side, change doesn't look quite so frightening anymore.

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    English
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    79,517
    Chapters:
    6/7
    Comments:
    48
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    209
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    noun
    1. A feeling of shame, humiliation, or wounded pride.
    2. Discipline of the body and the appetites by self-denial or self-inflicted privation, especially when undertaken for religious reasons.

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    6
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    Perpetua hadn’t done anything wrong. They had done something wrong together, but neither of them knew, and Perpetua was no more at fault than Copia.

    ”I’m sorry,” Perpetua whispered, and Copia had to resist the urge to gently shush him and kiss his head. He couldn’t. Not… not right now.

    “You have nothing to apologize for,” Copia told him firmly. “I freaked out over… over something someone said. I shouldn’t have taken it out on you. I’m sorry, Pet.”

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    English
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    Chapters:
    8/9
    Comments:
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    231
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    25
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    The death of sinners is the most terrible thing (Psalm 33:22).

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    In the early morning hours in the Titans Tower, Dick wanders into the kitchen, expecting quiet and solitude. Instead, he finds Slade, wanting to talk.
    Tension simmers between the duo as old wounds and passions resurface. With the other Titans just feet away, Dick and Slade decide to let lines blur between the two of them.

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    English
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    1/1
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    Rollo can't sleep because he's burning and can only find one solution.

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    Something is wrong. When Abdirak cast Plane Shift, he had a very clear idea of where he was going, but that wasn't where he ended up. Instead he is in a strange, unknown place, surrounded by darkness and metal.

    Yet somehow, close by, there is something very familiar and he finds himself drawn to it. Perhaps a kindred spirit?

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    English
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    17,529
    Chapters:
    6/6
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    Cas started his mission late, late to faith, or late to truly hating himself. 25. He’s become the big brother in his mission community, often cooking for the brothers and chatting warmly with his trio over dinner. Trios were more common during the Covid mission—limited as they were by shelter in place, and yet brimming with righteous young men. Men like Dea—Elder Winchester, that is. Green eyed, wild grinning. And… why not call him Dean, in the din of his own TV static mind after he’s said amen to Heavenly Father? Why not say Dean… only to himself, only in his mind, only to feel shudders of hopeless agony, shame roiling in his gut, clenching on sin of the mind. But wouldn’t he taste like it? Sin. And big Brother Novak smiles in the clear light of day, gummy and bright, Heavenly Father’s invisible hands nigh obvious on his broad shoulders, even if at night he curls up tight and wretched, doubting and tormented, thinking, Dean.

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    English
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    12,868
    Chapters:
    8/?
    Comments:
    49
    Kudos:
    36
    Bookmarks:
    6
    Hits:
    461

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