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Gamekeeper by AkiBlossom
Fandoms: Dragon Age - All Media Types, Dragon Age: Inquisition, Dragon Age (Video Games), Fallout: New Vegas, Bloodborne (Video Game)
09 Nov 2025
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Alexandra knew ‘things’. Reborn into a world she knew as fiction, she saw the terrible things to come: The coming of the Blight, the Kirkwall rebellion, the Elder One tearing into the veil, and the return of the Dread Wolf. She had to do something, lest her new home be destroyed. She would gather allies, learn ancient lore, travel the globe, and take every precaution she could, even at great cost to herself.
She hoped it all would be enough to turn Thedas on the right path... and enough to make up for her many failings, literal demons, and a consistent lack of competency.
Even knowing the future, there are many surprises in store with everyone.
Are there other reincarnated Earthlings? How can fiction become reality? And really, can the Inquisition handle such a gremlin of chaos as its fortune teller? -
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Robby never meant to inherit a farm or the ghosts that came with it. He was just doing his job when he diagnosed his childhood best friend with early-onset Alzheimer’s. Months later, that same man took his own life, and Robby was left with the will, the guilt, and the heavy silence of a place that was never his.
Dennis has spent his life trapped on that same farm, praying to a God that never answered, trying to make a father proud who only ever saw him as a mistake. When a stranger from the city shows up claiming ownership, it feels like one last punishment, but maybe, just maybe, a chance to start over.
Out in rural Pennsylvania, under skies too big for the things they’re running from, a doctor and a farm boy learn that grief doesn’t leave, it settles, and sometimes what grows from it is something almost like love.
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A deep chill ran through Dazai as he looked into the familiar yet foreign eyes, the horrifying capacity of his own cruelty deeply settling into his very bones.
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To Swim (It Feels Impossible) by PriyaTheCountryhumansFan
Fandoms: プロジェクトセカイ カラフルステージ！| Project SEKAI COLORFUL STAGE! (Video Game)
09 Nov 2025
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Kaito meets an unexpected visitor in Sekai after he tried to disappear.
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- Part 2 of Author Projecting onto Kaito bc Life
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 713
- Chapters:
- 1/1
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Limbo by Mystic (unguibus_et_rostrom)
Fandoms: プロジェクトセカイ カラフルステージ！| Project SEKAI COLORFUL STAGE! (Video Game)
09 Nov 2025
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"I'm sorry for wanting to die."
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Rui finds himself on a journey to limbo as he hangs between the balance of life and death.
This work is part of my Wonderlands x Showtime paranormal hunters AU, Abnormality. If you would like more details on it, feel free to ask me.
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- Part 1 of Abnormality AU Works
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Marked By Waves by BTF_Kia
Fandoms: One Piece (Anime & Manga), One Piece (Live Action TV 2023)
09 Nov 2025
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Killed while saving a child from Truck-Kun is a honorable way to die, isn’t it? I had been wishing all my life to be placed into the One Piece universe and I now find my wish full-filled. Follow Hoshi Elivina through a insane tale with the straw-hats with 3 granted abilites
“Hey Vina!! Not that I would mind, but could ya’ watch my back while I beat up this whale?”
“C-Could you find me a stick first?!”
“I dunno! Why don’t you tear through a wall and grab a pipe?”
“Hun, not everyone can easily wreck through walls!!”
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- English
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- 3,198
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- 1/?
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A New Home's Warmth by KZXXZ197
Fandoms: The Outsiders - S. E. Hinton, The Outsiders (1983)
09 Nov 2025
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Darrel "Darry" Curtis Jr. has spent a year preparing and learning for this day. This day can change the rest of his life, and possibly two others alongside him.
Darrel fosters two kids, Ponyboy Michael Morgan and Sodapop Patrick Harrison. Follow Darrel throughout his journey trying to make the best of these 14 and 16 year old kids lives.
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Carry You by AnimationAspiration
Fandoms: 天官赐福 - 墨香铜臭 | Tiān Guān Cì Fú - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
08 Nov 2025
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Xie Lian manages to save a scrap of Wu Ming’s dispersed soul after he is torn apart by the resentful spirits at Lang-er Bay. He becomes determined to help the ghost regain his physical form. After White No-Face's defeat at the hands of the Heavenly Emperor, Xie Lian makes a deal with Jun Wu to adjust his shackle to allow him to use spiritual energy only for the sake of others, and never himself.
Banished and homeless, Xie Lian protects the tiny scrap of soul and dedicates everything he has to pouring energy into helping repair it. The opening of Mount Tonglu seems to be the perfect place to harvest spiritual energy, so Xie Lian decides to enter the barrier and battle thousands of ghosts if it will help restore Wu Ming’s soul.
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Stanford Pines experiences recurring nightmares in which he is drowning. Sometimes, he thinks, he has forgotten how to breathe altogether. He realises these nightmares are controlled by a demon called Bill Cipher, who has the perfect idea for a science fair winning project.
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Ego Death at a Bachelorette Party by KeepYourEyesOnANewPrize_Lizz
Fandoms: KPop Demon Hunters (2025)
09 Nov 2025
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Five years ago, Rumi walked off stage and vanished.
She left the two women she promised to finally talk about everything with. After the battle, after the awards, after the world stopped watching… they were supposed to choose each other.
Instead, Rumi ran.
Now she hides, running a little flower-book-café that looks suspiciously like the life they once whispered about building. She tells herself she’s healing, that distance protects them, that love dulls with time. But every morning she reaches for ghosts she chose to leave, and every night she writes songs she swore no one would ever hear.
Until one escapes.
And suddenly the world hears her heart first — including the two people she broke it for. A confession of love, regret, and the terrifying hope that maybe it isn’t too late.
They once promised to talk about their feelings.
Rumi ran instead.
Now the music speaks, and fate demands she finish the conversation.OR
Rumi: runs away to be a sad lesbian :(
Also Rumi: oops wrote the heartbreak album of the century
Saja boys: "we're gonna upload it :)"
Mira&Zoey: "did our ex-demon hunter/lover(?) just drop a diss track(s) about longing for us???"Series
- Part 2 of Rumi Sings
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There is a Traitor among us: Volume One - The Death of a Clique by gvanderwoodsen
Fandoms: Outer Banks (TV), Heartstopper (TV), Gossip Girl (TV 2007), Pretty Little Liars Series - Sara Shepard, Pretty Little Liars (TV 2010), Life is Strange (Video Games 2015 2017 2024), Cobra Kai (TV), Alice in Wonderland (Movies - Burton), Alice In Wonderland - Lewis Carroll, Euphoria (TV 2019), You (TV 2018), Bully (Video Games), Riverdale (TV 2017)
09 Nov 2025
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- Part 1 of There is a Traitor among us
- Language:
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- Words:
- 263
- Chapters:
- 2/?
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There’s a scream. Vi barely sees the rookie thrown toward her, his eyes wild — and then she looks past him.
Too late. Caitlyn turns just as the slab crashes down. It hits her hard — face, shoulder — and she goes down beneath the rubble.
“No! Caitlyn!” Vi screams, lunging forward, flames swirling around the crumpled heap of concrete and limbs.
Vi’s hands claw desperately at the concrete, her heart pounding as she struggles to lift the slab.
She sees the day that ruined her life twenty years ago, and feels the blood on her fingers, sees bodies going up in flames, hears the strangled cries and sobs of the victims
Vi feels her body grow numb, her vision flickering between Caitlyn and the mirror image of someone else she loved, lying in the exact same position. She scoops Caitlyn up in her arms, tears stinging her eyes, and charges out of the room.
Caitlyn’s limp body feels like it weighs nothing and yet a hundred pounds at the same time as she runs out, vision blurry.
Please, Caitlyn. Don’t do this to me.
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CaitVi Firefighters' AU: sad ending version
WARNING: This fic is *very* PTSD and contains a fair bit of suicide/self harm. Read notes for more TW/CW
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There’s a scream. Vi barely sees the rookie thrown toward her, his eyes wild — and then she looks past him.
Too late. Caitlyn turns just as the slab crashes down. It hits her hard — face, shoulder — and she goes down beneath the rubble.
“No! Caitlyn!” Vi screams, lunging forward, flames swirling around the crumpled heap of concrete and limbs.
Vi’s hands claw desperately at the concrete, her heart pounding as she struggles to lift the slab.
She sees the day that ruined her life twenty years ago, and feels the blood on her fingers, sees bodies going up in flames, hears the strangled cries and sobs of the victims
Vi feels her body grow numb, her vision flickering between Caitlyn and the mirror image of someone else she loved, lying in the exact same position. She scoops Caitlyn up in her arms, tears stinging her eyes, and charges out of the room.
Caitlyn’s limp body feels like it weighs nothing and yet a hundred pounds at the same time as she runs out, vision blurry.
Please, Caitlyn. Don’t do this to me.
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CaitVi Firefighters' AU: happy ending version
WARNING: This fic is *very* PTSD and contains a fair bit of suicide/self harm. Read notes for more TW/CW
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Vox has created a perfect, idealistic life for himself with Alastor. He has a loving husband, a beautiful house in a quiet neighborhood, and a promising career as the local car dealership’s top salesman.
It’s everything he’s ever wanted. His own personal paradise, his heaven.
But none of it’s real. It’s all lies, hosted within a virtual reality simulation, and Vox refuses to come out, even at the risk of his own life.
Back in the real world, Velvette and Valentino are at their wits end trying to figure out a way to get Vox out of that damn VR machine. Eventually, Velvette realizes that Alastor is the only one who can reach Vox inside the VR terminal.
Reluctantly offering his assistance in exchange for future favors, Alastor agrees to help get Vox out.
Little does he know, he’s in for one wild ride.
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- Part 2 of The Plunge
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Zelda Gets Dragon HRT by Victory42
Fandoms: The Legend of Zelda: Breath of the Wild/Tears of the Kingdom, The Legend of Zelda & Related Fandoms
09 Nov 2025
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You can't come back from infinity unchanged.
Zelda isn't doing very well, so her friends look for some unorthodox solutions.
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Echoes of the Battlefield (Bucky Barnes x Female OC) by BadBitchSinceBirth
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Thunderbolts (Movie 2025)
09 Nov 2025
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What happens when Bucky fails his mission, forcing him to take a different person?
Anastasia Becker faces challenges no normal person could dream of. Lucky for her, she is not a normal person. She is a captain in the Air Force fighting in a war after the events of 9/11. Discover her journey as she battles herself, HYDRA, and how she navigates this new world.
Events take place pre-9/11- present MCU.
I will include events from Captain America: The Winter Soldier & Civil War.
The story mainly follows the time between The Falcon & The Winter Soldier, Brave New World, and Thunderbolts*.This story contains mature content that is not suitable for anyone under 18. I am not responsible for your media consumption.
Each chapter is about 1.2-2k words. The story will end on a cliffhanger, stopping at the Thunderbolts* end credit scene. However, when Doomsday is released, the story will continue.
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- Part 2 of Bucky Barnes Romance
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It's been a month since the events at Namsan. The Honmoon is back up and the demons are gone, but Huntrix is struggling with how things went down. Then Derpy and Sussie show up with a note that reveals the Saja Boys aren't dead, but they need help from Huntrix. And if Jinu can reclaim his soul, why can't they?
If Huntrix wants to save the Saja Boys, they will have to travel to hell and back to find them. While in Hell, they learn how the Saja Boys became demons and how Gwi-ma rewards failure.
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- Part 1 of To Demon Hell and Back Again
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This is Atsushi, saying goodbye for the last time by The_depressed_clouds
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
09 Nov 2025
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If you’re reading this then I’m dead.
I know you’ll all blame yourself’s but please don’t it was none of you guys faults.
I’ve had the greatest life since meeting you all so don’t blame yourself it was my fault. I know you guys would say otherwise but it’s true.
I just want to apologize I’m sorry for not being able to keep living.
Or Atsushi writes his final goodbye
Basically me projecting on Atsushi by writing a goodbye letter because I feel like shit and wanna die but am still alive sadly- Language:
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A reckless, mischievous sorcerer meets an initially Pre-Orb Gale. Their relationship goes from fun and flirty to dangerous and enabling.
A few cute dates, a world-ending orb, and a high cost.