Fadingtogold
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Dennis clasps his hands together, bowing his head. He asks God for forgiveness for what he’s about to do, and for not praying as often as he should—for not going to church and for sleeping with men to not freeze to death in the winter.
“Whitaker?” He startles so hard he nearly falls off the edge. It’s Robby. “What are you doing here?”
“Just sitting.”
“How about you scoot back a little? Sit behind the railing instead. It’s there for a reason, you know.” There’s something careful in his voice. Dennis hates that. Robby should still be angry with him, he should be screaming and cursing.
or: dennis gets talked off the roof by his hot boss after a week of fucking up
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“Hyung,” Donghyuck says, high and put-on, already playing his role to perfection. It’ll be even better once he’s lost his mind a little. “I’ve never—I’ve never done it before. Will it hurt?”
Johnny feels his dick twitch in his sweats. Fuck, he’s such a pervert. “Don’t worry, Donghyuck-ah, hyung will be gentle with you.”
or: johnny and donghyuck pretend they're popping donghyuck's cherry
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“It’s late,” Donghyuck says, pulling away to breathe. “Did you wait up for me?” He
crowds Mark’s space, closer and closer until Mark’s back is flush with the wall, cornered like prey.“Of course. I wanted to see you—today.” Donghyuck’s face twists into something amused—or fond—it’s hard to tell the
difference, at least when he’s looking at Mark.or: mark and donghyuck celebrate the release of taste to the tune of love beyond
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"I think I like you too," he says, and Taeyong's eyes widen like he never thought this outcome was possible. "I don't really know. I can't tell my feelings apart. If you give me some time, maybe I can make sense of it all."
Taeyong smiles, a little bashful, and Johnny doesn't know if the feeling in his chest is new or something he's been suppressing for a long time.
"I can give you time. As much as you want." He moves his hand from where it was on his stomach, laying it on the grass between them and touching Johnny's pinky with his own. "We have all the time in the world." His face flushes, and Johnny thinks it might be the loveliest thing he's ever seen.
Or: Before the events of Preacher's Son, there was hope, and after, there was despair.
Series
- Part 2 of To Love, To Suffer
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After years of pushing—Donghyuck won’t stop fucking pushing—Johnny feels himself lose all his resolve. It crumbles around him as Donghyuck sways his hips to whatever music is playing in Johnny’s living room.
“Hyuung,” he says, dragging the syllable out as he walks over to where Johnny sits, legs spread, on the couch. “Why won’t you fuck me?”
or: johnny finally give donghyuck what he wants
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everyone wants a father figure, and the more time dennis spends in the pitt, the further he feels from god. he hasn’t called his family in weeks. it only makes sense that he starts worshipping dr michael robinavitch instead.
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robby, dennis & jack work their shit out on each other
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01 Dec 2025
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"Is that a tongue ring?"
Heat crawls up Donghyeok's neck. "What?"
"I noticed it in class. When you talk." Jaemin's staring at his mouth now. "Does it hurt?"
"No." Donghyeok resists the urge to hide his face. "Not anymore."
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Maybe Johnny has a savior complex. Maybe he just likes helping nervous boys find their footing. Or maybe it’s just that instant chemistry that he keeps chasing, the head-ringing feeling that he only gets right before he puts a sub on their knees.
Or: Johnny is in the market for a play partner for the first time in years and he meets Mark, newcomer to the scene.
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The words come spilling out before he can stop them. “Aren’t you going to say that this is a mistake?”
“Are you?” Mark asks. His voice is clearer than Johnny expects.
“Isn’t that what exes usually say after… hooking up?”
Mark looks over his shoulder at him. His face is still flush from sex. For once, Johnny can’t read his expression. “Is that what we are?”
Johnny and Mark broke up over a year ago. Johnny doesn't know what that means, now that Mark is back in town.
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Mark is straight. So is his roommate, Johnny. Strapped for cash, and somewhat desperate, they agree on the only logical fix — filming videos of them having sex to post on the internet.
What could possibly go wrong?