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    “I just don’t see what the big deal is,” Chimney says, joining them at the table. “Why don’t you just go on the trip, Buck? Take Eddie. We can get your shifts covered, it’s, what—three nights?”

    “The big deal,” Buck says in exasperation, slamming his fork down, “is that it’s a couples retreat. For couples.”

    “And?” Chimney raises his eyebrows, still not buying it.

    “And I entered the giveaway when Tommy and I were still together!” Buck snaps. ”I don’t want t-to—it would just feel weird, okay? It’s supposed to be all—like, romantic. Flower petals on the bed and stuff.”

    Buck and Eddie take a romantic getaway. Platonically.

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    09 Oct 2025

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    Eddie can’t move. Like this, Buck is illuminated by the sunlight streaming through the window; dust motes shimmering around his head, his hair haloed in gold. Beautiful, Eddie thinks. And to his surprise, he doesn’t feel any sort of guilt about doing so.

    Except — he should. Because Buck is dating Tommy, and he’s happy, and Eddie would rather go to his grave repressed and miserable than ever take away from Buck’s happiness.

    Or: Eddie starts to untangle his complicated feelings about himself, and Buck. Mainly Buck.

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    23 Sep 2025

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    “Eddie,” Buck breathes, laughing humorlessly, his voice wet and thick. “If we sat here and-- and went through the list of things I want…” his hands gesture aimlessly. “We’d-- be here all night.”

    Eddie nods, catching Buck’s eyes again. “Maybe-- we start with mine, then.”

    The space between them feels charged with static, like the second before the thunder finally rumbles.

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    Eddie’s finally choosing to be better-- finally choosing joy. He just needs a push or two in the right direction, first.

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    17 Sep 2025

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    Bobby's death sends Buck into a flare-up from hell. That doesn't make it any easier to let anyone in. Now, he's spiraling physically and mentally, and his family is starting to worry about losing him too.

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    Eddie is watching Buck fall apart at the seams, guilt bubbling underneath his skin. He has a feeling this goes back farther than the funeral, farther than the lab, all the way to the day he shoved most of his belongings in a U-haul and drove to El Paso.

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    Buried in their grief, Buck and Eddie may be sharing a home, but there's still eight hundred miles of unshed emotion between them. And both of them are suffering because of it.

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    15 Sep 2025

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    Buck sleeps naked. Buck also sleep-walks. Buck sleep-walks naked out of his apartment and locks himself out.

    Fate cackles. Enter Eddie Diaz.

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    10 Sep 2025