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“I just don’t see what the big deal is,” Chimney says, joining them at the table. “Why don’t you just go on the trip, Buck? Take Eddie. We can get your shifts covered, it’s, what—three nights?”
“The big deal,” Buck says in exasperation, slamming his fork down, “is that it’s a couples retreat. For couples.”
“And?” Chimney raises his eyebrows, still not buying it.
“And I entered the giveaway when Tommy and I were still together!” Buck snaps. ”I don’t want t-to—it would just feel weird, okay? It’s supposed to be all—like, romantic. Flower petals on the bed and stuff.”
Buck and Eddie take a romantic getaway. Platonically.
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Bookmarked by Neeka
09 Oct 2025
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Eddie can’t move. Like this, Buck is illuminated by the sunlight streaming through the window; dust motes shimmering around his head, his hair haloed in gold. Beautiful, Eddie thinks. And to his surprise, he doesn’t feel any sort of guilt about doing so.
Except — he should. Because Buck is dating Tommy, and he’s happy, and Eddie would rather go to his grave repressed and miserable than ever take away from Buck’s happiness.
Or: Eddie starts to untangle his complicated feelings about himself, and Buck. Mainly Buck.
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23 Sep 2025
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“Eddie,” Buck breathes, laughing humorlessly, his voice wet and thick. “If we sat here and-- and went through the list of things I want…” his hands gesture aimlessly. “We’d-- be here all night.”
Eddie nods, catching Buck’s eyes again. “Maybe-- we start with mine, then.”
The space between them feels charged with static, like the second before the thunder finally rumbles.
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Eddie’s finally choosing to be better-- finally choosing joy. He just needs a push or two in the right direction, first.
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- Part 1 of seabird 'verse
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Bookmarked by Neeka
17 Sep 2025
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Bobby's death sends Buck into a flare-up from hell. That doesn't make it any easier to let anyone in. Now, he's spiraling physically and mentally, and his family is starting to worry about losing him too.
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Eddie is watching Buck fall apart at the seams, guilt bubbling underneath his skin. He has a feeling this goes back farther than the funeral, farther than the lab, all the way to the day he shoved most of his belongings in a U-haul and drove to El Paso.
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Buried in their grief, Buck and Eddie may be sharing a home, but there's still eight hundred miles of unshed emotion between them. And both of them are suffering because of it.
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15 Sep 2025
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Buck sleeps naked. Buck also sleep-walks. Buck sleep-walks naked out of his apartment and locks himself out.
Fate cackles. Enter Eddie Diaz.
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10 Sep 2025
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I’ll always be a bridesmaid (and I’ll never take one home) by paleredheadinascifi
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
15 Apr 2025
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“I told you my partner was coming,” the man says, shifting awkwardly. He turns and gestures towards Buck. “Here he is.”
Oh shit. It’s happening. It’s happening. The Universal Rom-Com Allocation System has finally found him and deemed him worthy.
He’s going to be the best Fake Boyfriend this beautiful man has ever seen.
Or, Eddie needs a fake boyfriend. Buck is about to deliver the Oscar-worthy performance of a lifetime.
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Bookmarked by Neeka
10 Sep 2025
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“No offense,” says Eddie, clicking his tongue. “But I really hoped I’d never have to see you again.”
“Likewise, Eddie,” says Frank. “I know you never liked therapy. But your captain has mandated it for all of the 118, and you’re no exception. Especially you. Buck was your partner, your—”
“Buck is my partner,” Eddie cuts him short. “His death could never change that.”
He states it as fact. The sun rises every morning and sets every night. There are eight stars in the Big Dipper. Evan Buckley is dead.
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OR the one where Evan Buckley's heart never started beating again, but he came back to haunt Eddie Diaz anyway.
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Bookmarked by Neeka
31 Aug 2025
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“I won’t survive, Buck,” he says, from where his feet are firmly planted.
“What?”
Eddie does look at him, now, the face of a broken man sewn into his features. “I won’t survive. If my son dies, I will be dead before I have a chance to bury him. I won’t fucking make it.”
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Chris and Carla are in a car accident; when Eddie gets the call at work, he and Buck race to the hospital to be with him and they get some terrifying news.
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15 Aug 2025
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A combat medic and a G.I. meet during one of the world’s greatest battles. A WWII European Theater based AU.
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14 Aug 2025
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All Buck wanted was to be with his family, but things weren’t the same after the lawsuit. He was sidelined, buried in chores, still on the outs with the 118, especially Bobby and Eddie. Unwilling to give up on them, Buck kept his head down and did his job.
Until he died, all alone, while his team was out on a call.
Grief and guilt consume them. They should have been there, should have seen the signs— should have saved him. But Bobby had let his anger blind him, believing there’d be time to make things right. And Eddie had stayed silent, convinced there’d be a someday. Now, Buck is gone, and they can never make it right.
They weren’t the only ones Buck left behind, however. When a group of Navy SEALs arrives at Buck’s funeral, their presence brings more than just surprise. It brings truths the 118 never saw coming, and more grief than they ever could have imagined.
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Bookmarked by Neeka
07 Aug 2025
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Every step of the way by Angelwithwingsoffire, DaniWib for SpringSprague, TheGhostWriter313
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
15 Oct 2024
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After the tsunami that devastated Los Angeles, Athena goes to the rescue after a report of people in need of help. To her horror, she finds Christopher and Buck stranded amidst the wreckage of the city. And Buck’s leg is pinned — the same leg that had only just healed from being crushed by a ladder truck.
As time runs out, Buck is being crushed all over again, and Athena faces an impossible choice. With Christopher watching, she must decide: do the unthinkable, risking Buck’s career as a firefighter forever, or hesitate — and let the man beloved by the 118 die in front of the boy who might as well be his son?
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Bookmarked by Neeka
07 Aug 2025
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It unravels, somewhere between a strawberry milkshake and a burger that drips grease onto the Formica table, when Christopher says:
“I have to go to church on Wednesday.”
Eddie pauses with a fry halfway to his mouth and dripping in ketchup, and glances over the table at him. “On Wednesday?” he repeats. “For what?”
Chris shrugs one shoulder. “There’s a-a healing service.”
Eddie slowly sets the fry back down on his tray as Christopher takes a bite of his burger. “Healing service,” Eddie says. He’s trying not to jump to conclusions— really, he is, both because he wants to give his parents the benefit of the doubt and because if this is going where he thinks it’s going, he might actually lose his mind.
“Yeah,” Christopher says. “It might be a good idea.”
or: eddie goes to texas and finds that the situation is worse than he'd thought.
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06 Aug 2025
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04 Aug 2025
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“We are friends Buck.” Eddie cried desperately. “You’re my best friend!”
“Christ Eddie, you gave me your son!” He yelled now, the anger rising fast from somewhere he didn’t recognise. “You wrote it, signed it and sealed it with your life, binding us all together. What did you expect me to do with that!? Or was it just a…a break glass in case of an emergency thing? Buck will always be there to pick up the pieces, but only when we need him and when he can be useful.”
Eddie scowled, his jaw twitching.
“That is not fair.” His eyes were dark, eyebrows furrowed in equal anger to Bucks. “You can’t use that against me.”or
Eddie leaves for Texas, and Buck follows, only to quickly return a broken man.
As they deal with the fallout, Eddie learns to fight for himself and Buck learns to live again in a world where he doesn't get to love Eddie Diaz.
But that's not the end of the story...Bookmarked by Neeka
03 Aug 2025
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“Sorry, uh, I’m not doing this right,” she says.
“Doing what right?” Eddie asks.
“Actually, sorry, one sec, this is bugging me,” she says before flicking her wrist in the direction of the star. It shifts where it sits atop the tree, untouched, straightening ever so slightly.
“Much better,” she says, turning back to Eddie with a smile.
“H-how did you do that?” Eddie asks.
“I’m your ghost of Christmas past,” she explains, as if it’s the simplest thing on earth. In Eddie’s—albeit, sleep deprived—mind, it certainly is not.
“My…huh?”
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On the night before Christmas, Eddie is visited by three (or four) ghosts who show him what it means to let go, to be loved, and to love someone back.
Bookmarked by Neeka
02 Aug 2025
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eddie realises that he does NOT like thomas kinard, and neither does literally anyone
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28 Jul 2025
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Two months after the sniper and three weeks after Eddie left the 118, Buck is left dealing with his trauma alone. He decides to go to the beach to clear his mind, and ends up with more than he bargained for.
Meanwhile, when Eddie goes to check on him, he finds a letter than he really, really wasn't supposed to see...
Alternatively; the angsty presumed dead fic that I couldn't get out of my mind.
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Bookmarked by Neeka
26 Jun 2025
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There is a light that shines on me (The loving of Eddie DIaz) by Superheronerd_1
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
07 Nov 2024
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There was a warmth in those tiny kisses, a sensation that travelled up Eddie’s thumb, past his shoulders, down to his toes and back up at the base of his spine. Something sweet.
“Hey, buddy.” Eddie finally asked when the silence became too much. “What are you doing?”
Buck paused, giving him a look so serious that Eddie was about to call bullshit on the pain meds. “I’m making you better. Idiot.”
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Five times Eddie used his kisses to heal or to be healed, plus one time he didn't have to do anything at all.
(The healing kisses buddie fic)
●This blew up a little randomly one day and it forced me to reread it and make some edits enjoy! I hope.
Bookmarked by Neeka
16 Jun 2025
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r/offmychest
u/chris_skywalker • 57dmy (m13) dad’s best friend (m31) is dating an ugly old hag when he should be dating my dad (m33)
where do i even start omg…
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OR Christopher takes out his frustrations with Buck and Eddie on Reddit.
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- Part 1 of reddit fics <3
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Bookmarked by Neeka
15 Jun 2025
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he's your hero, your savior, your son (then there's me) by rainny_days
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
31 May 2025
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Christopher implies that he doesn't want to be in LA, and Buck reacts accordingly. Also, Bobby's alive, there's a building collapse, and those two things may or may not be connected.
(or: Evan Buckley, on being loved and being needed)
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- Part 1 of when our long night is done
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Bookmarked by Neeka
11 Jun 2025