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  1. Public Bookmark 23

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    After Jack has absorbed Chuck's powers, Dean asks him for help. Dean risks his neck to get into the Empty and rescue Castiel. Dean's been haunted by Cas's death and unable to move on. He's able to get Cas back, the trouble is that there's a lot that's still unsaid between them. On the other hand, there's a lot that has been said between them that they are also having trouble processing. It's causing friction between them as they navigate their new circumstances together. The two are struggling to get on the same page and to understand one another. To make matters worse, Sam keeps sticking his nose where it doesn't belong and it's really starting to grate on Dean's nerves. What does he have to do to make Sam understand this is serious, and seriously personal too!? He's going to get that moose to take him seriously one way or another.

     

    "I wanna hold you in my arms, yeah
    I'm never gonna let you go, 'cause I like your charm
    Communication breakdown, it's always the same
    Havin' a nervous breakdown, drive me insane"
    -- Communication Breakdown by Led Zeppelin, 1969

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    23 Aug 2025

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    With Cas dead, Jack gone, and Dean unraveling, Sam turns to therapy. Searching for closure, he digs into the bunker’s surveillance footage—but what he finds shakes his trust in Dean’s account of Cas’s death… and in Dean himself.

    Desperate for normalcy, Sam gets them back on the road, only for their case to take a deadly turn when Chuck returns with a chilling revelation: the universe has trapped them in a Final Destination-style game of fate. As Sam struggles to hold Dean together, he clings to the hope that reuniting their family will set things right. Maybe then... they won’t even need therapy.

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    22 Aug 2025

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    There's a haunted apartment building in Vermont, and the ad says "Professional couple only". Dean and Cas rise to the occasion.

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    14 Aug 2025

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    Only a very few people in the world know that the celebrated and reclusive poet Jack Allen is just Kansas mechanic Dean Winchester, a high school dropout with a few bucks to his name. Not that it matters anymore; life has left him so wrung out he never wants to pick up another pen.

    Until, that is, a string of coincidences leads Dean to audit a poetry course with one Dr. Castiel Novak. The professor is wildly intelligent, devastatingly handsome...and just so happens to be academia's foremost expert on the poetry of Jack Allen.

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    02 Aug 2025

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    Dean dies with the Mark of Cain on his arm, waking up with black eyes and hellfire licking at his heels.

    Cas, sick on the stolen grace that's rotting inside him, gives chase.

    As his pursuit and Dean's evasion ebbs and flows, they begin to figure out the difference between marks given and marks received, and what it means when one such mark is faded but not forgotten.

    Written for the 2015 DCBB.

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    02 Aug 2025

  6. Public Bookmark 41

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    Relegated as a conspiracy nutjob, John Winchester ignored the naysayers and built an underground bunker in preparation for the spread of a deadly virus he knew was coming. When the first few cases are reported, John flees to California to retrieve Sam, who didn’t believe his dad either, leaving Dean behind to hold down the fort. After months without contact with his family and the world descended into chaos, Dean ends up saving the life of a man trying to break into his home to seek refuge. Castiel is a doctor who has been on the run since witnessing the violent behavior of those infected. The two men form a bond, finding comfort in each other as they hide away from the end of the world.

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    30 Jul 2025

  7. Public Bookmark 18

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    "A familiar fury starts building in Dean's gut, rising up into his chest like acid reflux. And of course he’d feel this. Rage is what he knows best, and it’s all he is when one breaks it down to brass tacks; rage and a deficit of gratitude.

    Miracles are wasted on him.

    They always have been."

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    07 Jul 2025

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    DCBB 2015. The sea; it swallows me. It comes up to my knees and it swallows me. The boys owe Jody a few dozen favours, and so when her niece goes missing near an old fishing village on the coast of Maine, Dean, Sam, and a newly human Castiel agree to take the case on. They settle into an old abandoned lighthouse-keepers' cottage, and slowly the tide comes in. (post-s8)

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    04 Jul 2025

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    Murder! Mystery! Blood! Gore! Intrigue! Nick Cave! This series has it all.
    Even hearts and flowers.

    Especially hearts and flowers.

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    30 Jun 2025

  10. Public Bookmark 96

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    Castiel see's his arranged marriage as the end of the line, and Dean is desperate to stop Sam from getting hitched to the wrong woman, when Cas' wedding gets interupted by a confused, but well intentioned Winchester, he see's this as an opportunity to break out from under his families thumb and start fresh, even if that means running away with the guy who kidnapped him from the altar...

    The fic is inspired by @colorlessjay on Tumblr and the title is from a Billy Idol song, enjoy!

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    26 Jun 2025

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    Dear Castiel, 

    Hello – it’s Castiel. This must all seem very confusing, and I’m sorry for that. Dean says to tell you that this isn’t some kind of ‘time-travel stunt’, although I’m sure that won’t be your first thought. I know it wasn’t mine. I’ve told Dean to leave now, as this is my notebook and I want everything in it to come from me – or rather, from you. I know you think it's the fifteenth of January, 2010, but it isn't. At the time of my writing this, the date is the fourth of October, 2013. Dean Winchester is your boyfriend of a year and a half, and you no longer work at the library, and in early 2010 you were hit by a car and hospitalised. I’m sorry.

    a.k.a the 50 First Dates Dean/Cas AU where Castiel wakes up on a day just like any other, except that three years have passed without his knowing, and Dean Winchester is in the kitchen wanting to marry him.

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    25 May 2025

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    25 May 2025

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    In the spring of 1944, the 104th Medical Battalion of the United States Army is disbanded, and its men reassigned to various infantry companies in preparation for their invasion of occupied France. For First Lieutenant Novak, this is less than helpful, as he has so far met his platoon’s designated medic a grand total of twice, and has both times found Sergeant Winchester to be the optimum combination of reckless, arrogant, and downright insufferable so as to make cohesive platoon function near impossible. When the time comes to move out, however, Castiel has to reconcile himself to the fact that men are going to go down and trust that Dean Winchester may well be the only person who can put them back together again. WW2 ETO infantry AU.

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    25 May 2025

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