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"So what brings you out here anyway?"
Ed's out of the blue question at least answers Stede's anxieties about radio etiquette. He pulls the walkie from his pack and stares at it, deciding how much of his life he actually wants to share with this complete stranger.
"What brings you out here?"
or: Stede takes a job as a remote forest fire lookout in the summer following his divorce, with a plan to find out who he is, and what he wants his life to be. With the help of the enigmatic lookout on the other side of the forest, he ends up getting more out of the experience than he could ever have hoped.
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- Part 1 of seven point three miles
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Arthur died. Then Arthur wakes up. One week after Merlin begins his service as his manservant. Ten years worth of future knowledge is at his fingertips and the chance to make everything right: to rediscover Merlin, magic and all; to be the brother Morgana needed him to be; to spend more time with Guinevere and be the man she knew he could be, the man he aspired to become; to confront his father and change Camelot for the better.
But Arthur’s a prince again. He hasn’t known Merlin for one year, let alone ten, Morgana has no idea they were friends let alone related, Guinevere still thinks he’s a prat, and he has to act the part of a prince if he doesn’t want some poor sod getting killed in the hopes of lifting a fake enchantment Uther thinks was cast on his son.
Things are about to get a whole lot more complicated.
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- Part 1 of Rewind
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1. Onism (Prologue, before he "wakes up."2. Whelve (Waking up and reactions to seeing people again)
3. Exulansis (Goes through Mark of Nimueh)
4. Nemesism (The Poisoned Chalice)
5. Eccedentesiast (Lancelot)
6. Thanatophobia (Remedy to Cure all Ills (very short since Arthur is baldy in it) and The Gates of Avalon)
7. Drapetomania
8. Sciamachy
9. Hiraeth
10. Monachopsis (Part One)
11. Monachopsis (Part Two)
12. Atychiphobia
13. Querencia
14. Abulia
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Onism (n.)
The awareness of how little of the world you'll experienceWhelve (v.)
To bury something deep; to hideExulansis (n.)
the tendency to give up trying to talk about an experience because others are unable to relate to itNemesism (n.)
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edstede firewatch au
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"I was surprised I could love someone like that," Hans confessed. "The fact it was you that I felt that way for was the least surprising bit about it. If I were to love anyone in this world, of course it would be you.”
Hans has always thought of love as flowery words and feelings. It isn't until Henry that he realizes that it's something far more real and steadfast. It's small acts of service, quiet moments of sacrifice, and a passion that nothing in the world can dim.
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Don't Think Too Deeply About This, Okay? by Justa_SnowMoth for SpeckyBaby (Ace_Bitch)
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
01 Jun 2025
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Tomura wont take care of his skin. Dabi has nothing better to do.
(a soft moment in the middle of a war)
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Cute!! So emotionally constipated. 10/10 love it
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Moomin let out a slow breath. “I just wanted to say what I thought.”
“Then you did. And now you learn what it does to others. That’s not failure. That’s living.”
He said it like it was just a thing to know. Like how you had to peel bark away gently if you wanted to find the beetles underneath, or how the wind always made a hollow sound before rain. A piece of knowing that didn’t come from books or grownups or trying very hard, but from… living. Moomin thought Snufkin had a great many pieces like that. Moomin wanted some, too.
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snufkin teaches moomin lessons about love, loss, grief, and how there is no one way for things to be
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What Is This? (ON HIATUS) by MangoSenpai
Fandoms: Transformers One (2024), Transformers - All Media Types
28 Mar 2025
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The first time Orion notices something a bit off is when he sees the same panelling around the pelvis on every cybertronian he knows. At first, he chalked it up to plain design - so what, some bots just had rectangles or squares on their lower frames, nothing more; nothing less. But that’s the thing about Orion - always the first one to break protocol - so obviously he's going to get to the bottom (hah) of what that's all about.
i.e. - Orion finds out what interfacing is and decides he wants in on the action.
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left off ch 3
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All by Myself: A Doctorcest Storyline by GettingMetaphysical
Fandom: Doctor Who & Related Fandoms, Doctor Who (1963), Doctor Who (2005), Doctor Who (Big Finish Audio)
07 Jun 2015
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Here is all of my Doctorcest-fics that tie into each other and has a bearing on an over-arching plot. The storyline is a (relatively) serious attempt at a headcanon that might fit into the series without any noticeable changes.
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All by Myself: A Doctorcest Storyline by GettingMetaphysical
Fandom:Doctor Who & Related Fandoms, Doctor Who (1963), Doctor Who (2005), Doctor Who (Big Finish Audio)
Explicit, Not Rated, Teen And Up Audiences, General Audiences
Choose Not To Use Archive Warnings, No Archive Warnings Apply
M/M, Gen, Multi, Other
Series in Progress
07 Jun 2015
Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings No Archive Warnings ApplyDoctorcest - Relationship Fifth Doctor/Sixth Doctor Doctorbation The Doctor/The Doctor Ambiguous or Implied Relationship(s) Third Doctor/Fourth Doctor Third Doctor/Sixth Doctor Ninth Doctor/Eleventh Doctor Sixth Doctor/Seventh Doctor Seventh Doctor/Eighth Doctor First Doctor/Eighth Doctor Tenth Doctor/Eleventh Doctor Ninth Doctor/Tenth Doctor Ninth Doctor/Tenth Doctor/Eleventh Doctor Sixth Doctor/Eleventh Doctor Eighth Doctor/Ninth Doctor First Doctor/Fifth Doctor Ninth Doctor/Jack Harkness/Rose Tyler Ninth Doctor/Rose Tyler Ninth Doctor/Jack Harkness Second Doctor/Eighth Doctor Third Doctor/Eighth Doctor Fourth Doctor/Eighth Doctor Sixth Doctor/Eighth Doctor Second Doctor/Seventh Doctor Eighth Doctor/Eighth Doctor Fourth Doctor/Tenth Doctor Eighth Doctor/Twelfth Doctor Eleventh Doctor/River Song The Doctor/The Doctor's TARDIS Seventh Doctor/Sixth Doctor Fifth Doctor/Sixth Doctor/Seventh Doctor The Doctor/The Doctor (Doctor Who)The Doctor (5th) The Doctor (6th) Brigadier Lethbridge-Stewart The Doctor (3rd) The Doctor (4th) The Doctor (11th) The Doctor (9th) The Doctor (7th) The Doctor (8th) Clara Oswin Oswald The Doctor (10th) The Doctor (1st) The Doctor (2nd) The TARDIS Jack Harkness Rose Tyler First Doctor Second Doctor Third Doctor Fourth Doctor Fifth Doctor Sixth Doctor Seventh Doctor Eighth Doctor Ninth Doctor Tenth Doctor Eleventh Doctor Twelfth DoctorSelfcest Self-cest First Time Mind Meld Mind Sex Psychological Drama Sexual Repression Banter Angst Fluff Romance Character Study Hurt/Comfort Emotional Hurt/Comfort Introspection Self-Acceptance Hand Jobs Oral Sex Anal Sex Doctorcest doctorbation - Freeform None - Warning Humor Implied Romance Explicit Sex - Warning Demisexuality Mind Manipulation Mind BDSM Ace!Seventh Doctor Nostalgia Self-Denial Unhappy Ending Drama Missing Scene Memory Loss Memory Alteration Hurt Time Travel Happy Sex Pervert!TARDIS if that isn't a tag I am disappoint in this fandom :P Self-Hatred Reminiscing Classic Doctor Who References rated C for meta classic who references in that the Doc is making fun of himself BAHAHAHA casually canonizes Jack/Rose/Nine for my AU because hell yeah Sexual Humor BDSM Dom/sub Explicit Sex Swearing Double Penetration Double Anal Penetration Double Penetration in One Hole Dom/sub Undertones
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Here is all of my Doctorcest-fics that tie into each other and has a bearing on an over-arching plot. The storyline is a (relatively) serious attempt at a headcanon that might fit into the series without any noticeable changes.
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In which Phichit muses about first loves and healing from heartbreak.
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If it were up to Phichit, he and Yuuri would have been together forever.
But it wasn't up to Phichit. Yuuri left.
Left the United States, left skating, and left him.
Fuck first loves.
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This is one of the purest fic ive ever read
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poor bbby
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Brand New by necrosweater for PearTree_Leaving
Fandoms: Young Justice (Cartoon), Young Justice - All Media Types, DCU
23 May 2021
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Coming to the PastFuture has opened the door for a lot of new experiences. Bart’s not sure he’s exactly ready for this one.
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- Part 1 of 100 Words
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he takes the pills during the MVA.
doesn't throw them up. doesn't tell anyone.
just swallows it down like it's nothing - like he hasn't done this before.(he has. he knows exactly how this ends. but that doesn't stop him.)
starts at 7x05 with a major canon divergence from 7x09.
slow collapse. quiet relapse.
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I don't wanna kiss someone else's neck (and have to pretend it's yours instead) by Multifandom_damnation for dharmainitiative
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
31 Jul 2025
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Steve knew that he would always be in love with Nancy, but sleeping in Jonathan's bed, wearing his clothes, and being allowed to hold a pair of scissors to his neck and cut away at his hair matted with Demogorgon guts made him realize that maybe maybe he might be a little bit in love with Jonathan, too, and that wouldn't be so bad, would it?
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Harry’s voice was soft. “Loving my parents doesn’t stop me from wishing, every so often, that I was nobody from a family of nobodies.”
Harry has saved the world. He’s proven his mettle. Now he wants to shrug off that burden and, for a while, be a nobody. He’s never had that before, not once in his life, and he just wants to know what it’s like.
But escaping the spotlight might require a bit of scheming.
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behind your smoke and mirrors by via_the_cryptid
Fandoms: 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù, 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV)
08 Mar 2025
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Nie Huaisang is the perfect leverage to hold over Nie Mingjue’s head as the tensions between the Wen and Nie Clans rise. He’s highly valued by his elder brother, and he’s so weak that there’s no chance of him putting up a good fight or managing to escape on his own – or so the Wen assume.
In fact, they have no idea what kind of hell they’re about to unleash when they bring a captive Nie Huaisang into their midst.
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- Part 4 of mxtx aus
- Part 1 of smoke and mirrors
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You're All I Can Think Of by heartsforzoey (vicwritesfic)
Fandoms: KPop Demon Hunters (2025)
01 Aug 2025
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Zoey was young when she was recruited by Celine to become a part of demon hunters. Not that she was aware of this, or even that she was being recruited.
Not until Celine comes over for dinner and proposes the idea. But it's not a proposition.
It's truth.
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As N Approaches Infinity by Corisanna
Fandoms: Bleach, Mahou Shoujo Madoka Magika | Puella Magi Madoka Magica
16 Mar 2025
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Despairing as yet another timeline goes horribly wrong, Homura wanders into Karakura. There she discovers that while the spiritually-aware people of Karakura were distracted by Ichigo Kurosaki and Xcution, Kyubey had managed to contract the Kurosaki sisters as magical girls. Drawing the attention of the shinigami could be just the advantage Homura needs.
Prologue through chapter 80 replaced by edit 11/1/19
Most changes to neaten 1st timeline; no plot changes
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- Part 1 of Significant Figures
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the soloist by mirrorofliterature
Fandoms: Hunger Games Series - All Media Types, Sunrise On The Reaping - Suzanne Collins
28 Jun 2025
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Everyone Clerk Carmine Clade ever loved is dead, but he is still alive to play at Finnick and Annie's wedding, the only musician trapped in District 13. Haymitch Abernathy is there too, a persistent reminder of what he lost.
Or: Long waiting for Snow's regime to crash and burn, Clerk Carmine Clade mourns Lenore Dove, and the rest of the Covey, alone in District 13.
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Spiritual prequel
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Finished
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“Ai, Little Ai’, ‘Zawa, Aizawa, Shouta, Eraserhead.” by Flamefoxphoenix
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
18 Apr 2025
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Art is surgical in the way that it is meticulous, where even the smallest mistake may ruin the whole piece.
But sometimes, that mistake is something else. That mistake becomes something different. Something that means something. Something loved.Quirks are just that: quirks.
They are something a little bit different.It’s the People that define it into something more, than just Different.
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-From the perspective of Aizawa Shouta.
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- Part 2 of Look: Behind the Scenes...
- Part 1 of "People are made, not born."
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It’s Like I’m Seeing Color for the First Time, Like you Open my Eyes by tomatosoupforthesoul
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
10 Jul 2025
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"He thought about that, the way colors painted his world every day. The blue sky he loved to stare at, the bright red peppers at the grocery store, his mother’s favorite yellow dress that made her smile."
Or, in a world where losing your soulmate means losing all color, Eddie is haunted by the fact that everything stayed vibrant after Shannon's untimely death. But when Buck is struck by lightning and dies for those 3 minutes and 17 seconds, Eddie is suddenly sent reeling as he grapples with the fact that his whole world turned grey...
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It all starts with the end.
Han Jisung—a clumsy chemistry student with a painful past—crosses paths with Lee Minho, better known as Venom—the new leader of the notorious Vipers—when two kgs of Venom's cocaine are mistakenly delivered to Jisung's doorstep, then lost by Jisung himself, under circumstances the idiot can't even remember.
Minho accuses him of theft, giving Jisung a fourteen day deadline to either find and give back the cocaine, pay an impossible debt... or take the mysterious third option which, Jisung assumes, has to mean death.
In his desperate quest for a way out, Jisung stumbles through a waking nightmare: unexpected connections between Minho and people he thought he could trust; abandoned mansions; black-tie parties where secrets are whispered behind silk gloves; escaping gunfire on the back of Minho's motorcycle. And every path winds back to the night he lost the drugs—to a man's face he half-remembers, to a place his mind refuses to recall, to a lie, and questions.
What in the f*cking hell happened to the two kgs of cocaine?
What is Minho hiding about it?
And what does the bastard truly want from Jisung?- Language:
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