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    After spending the last few years living under the name Suzume Takami because of the hero Hawks, Himiko decides to have a drink after finishing her day shift at the girls only bar the Queens pair, but after 7 drinks in she ends up going home with someone cute.

    Unfortunately the next day Himiko wakes up to someone she's wanted to see for the last nine years.

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    Ochako goes out with her boyfriend Izuku one day thinking it's just a normal date, but then he breaks up with her because he believes she is constantly putting everyone first before her self and their relationship is too one sided to be healthy.

    Afterwards she goes to her friend mina for comfort and she suggests going to a bar she knows to meet some cute girls.

    Although reluctant at first about exploring her sexuality she agrees and decides to go.

    There she meets a girl named Suzume Takami.

    She reminds her of someone from her past that is long gone, especially those cute fangs that come out when she laughs.

    After her fifth drink they both decide to go home together where things get heated between them until eventually Suzume ends up spending the night with her.

    But deep down she wishes it was her.

    Himiko.

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    The life of Joules Riperton, a PhD student working on a project for O.X.E., is disrupted by The Void's attack on New York. Later, as the New Avengers find their place in the Watchtower, she is promoted and meets Bob, whose other personality almost killed her, yet now he looks at her with calm eyes and remembers nothing.

    Meanwhile, she remembers everything.

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    13/?
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    48
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    5
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    Some say there’s not much to life at all. You’re born, you live, and you die. But what about everything in-between? Life isn’t that simple, not in their eyes at least.

    Hermione felt life had dealt her the worst of blows. Having been through a war as a Hogwarts student, becoming a healer at St. Mungo’s hospital after, then losing the man she loved, she had become a shell of who she used to be. The bright, forgiving and clever 'golden girl' had gone, replaced by a cold and empty woman pondering if it was worth living at all. All she felt was hate and heartbreak, going about life unchecked and uncaring as she hunted death eaters and traitors alike.

    Draco is trying to turn his life around, but the wizarding community just couldn't understand he had changed. No longer a 'death eater', he now worked as an auror after losing his wife. Harry Potter has accepted him and for both their family's sakes they display a level of civility, but there are always those dragging Draco back into his past and he hated it. Would an unsolved case they were working on turn out to be the end for Draco? Or would it change the course of everything the future held for him...

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    16/?
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    15
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    7
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    1,215
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    These hands know the shape of a kunai like a painter knows his brush. Her body and mind, molded like clay until all that was left was unrecognizable. Hitoka looks at her hands and wonders if she knows how to be anything other than what she is now. A weapon, an empty shell, a monster in human skin.

    She won’t change? What a joke.

    She already has.

    Hitoka Yamanaka once went by another name. The name of a girl who died, who lived again. Torn between Lethe and Mnemosyne, that girl chose neither. Knowledge of her new world stayed intact-

    So when her sibling is slated for Root, Hitoka intervenes.

    Now she struggles to survive the horrors of black ops, to stay clear of the dangerous landscape surrounding the Uchiha Massacre and everything that entails, and to keep her sanity intact. She doesn’t quite succeed.

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    3/?
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    28
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    8
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    Miss Fortune was broke and broken-hearted when they were infected with a mind flayer tadpole and thrust into a wild adventure with a group of misfit strangers. One of these strangers, Astarion the pale elf, wedged his way into their thoughts like a dagger through the ribs. While they didn’t trust him at first, they quickly discovered they had an eerie number of life experiences in common. Developing a bond forged by shared traumas, the rogues find companionship, renewed purpose, and eventually love in each other and transform from messes to menaces to society. Together, Astarion and Miss Fortune grapple with their emotional scars and complicated feelings around sex and intimacy in this sweet and sentimental tale.

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    19/25
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    Bellatrix Black is starting her first year of hogwarts, she is perfect, always. Toujours pur. Her best friend is the girl she will never admit to being in love with.

    Mainly a quillkiller fic, notes of tedromeda and nobleflower, mainly Bella's pov, sometimes others.

    If ATYD was a quillkiller fic

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    It was his fault for having a hangover, sure, but it wasn't as if he'd been given a heads-up that, 'Hey, Mr. Kennedy, we need you to cancel your day off and assist Redfield and the Special Cases and Disposal Team in infiltrating another B.O.W. appearance.'

    Just another day in the office, of course.

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    10/?
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    Being surrounded by people who cared, their idiosyncrasies so vivid and full of life, that it burned in your soul so painfully once the orangey-hued glasses you wore were out of charge, it became hard to ignore your profound loneliness and meaninglessness in this world.

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    Chapters:
    4/?
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    205
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    35
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    Our hero has reunited with the vampire lord but a murder most foul threatens their future together. Can the lovers unravel a tangled knot of politics and prejudice to find the truth?

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    Chapters:
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    2
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    “Did I ever tell you how much I hate writing abstracts? It is the worst. How are you supposed to be brief about the work you put so much effort and love in?” Viktor said.
    “Felt. It sucks” Jayce muttered. “How many papers are you even working on parallel while working on your thesis?”
    “Just two…” Viktor muttered.
    Or:
    Working on your PhD thesis while realizing you are crushing (hard) on your lab partner kind of sucks:
    For Viktor, because the lust over his lab partner Jayce turned into a crush, and such a silly human feeling really doesn’t help when you already have a lot on your plate.
    For Jayce, be because he suddenly realizes that he still have to learn so much about himself. How can you fall in love with your best friend when you are already dating your gorgeous girlfriend?
    Just existing between working on your thesis, dealing with becoming something like an adult, the usual anxieties, and crushing hard for your lab partner is hard, okay?
    and what will happen when there is only one bed in the hotel room booked for the conference.

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    Panem is slowly healing after the rebellion. Katniss goes from district to district, looking for work. Nothing keeps her in 7, her family died, and she has no friends. The only job that is offered is housekeeping for Peeta Mellark, the last Victor who barely leaves his huge house.

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    13/?
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    8
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    Tala LeBlanc insists it'll be a cold day in hell when she finally opens up to another human being, but when she goes to college get a degree before an arranged marriage and meets a charming and kind Alpha, she realizes that day has arrived.

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    It’s 2026. Armand and Daniel have been married for just over a year, about as long as Daniel has been clean and sober. However, Armand’s trust issues and baggage threaten their already-rocky union.

    OR:

    Will these two old men get their shit together?

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    English
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    Chapters:
    10/?
    Comments:
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    132
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    The wizarding lore is clear. Muggle society cannot coexist alongside wizarding society. The unforgivable curses will land you a one way ticket to Azkaban. Slytherin is the evil house. Purebloods are superior and shouldn’t be seen with blood traitors, muggleborns or squibs. Oh, and Weasleys and Malfoys definitely don’t get along.

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    Chapters:
    44/?
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    30
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    After a big scare on the anniversary of Thomas Barrow's suicide attempt, life continues.
    Plans are made, love is shared, but danger and sorrow are never far away.

    (This is the sequel to 'A difficult day for Thomas Barrow'. It starts right where we ended, so you won't understand this without reading the first part. Tags will be updated as we go along! <3)

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    English
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    Chapters:
    19/?
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    16
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    In the wake of a brutal mission, Castiel Novak is consumed by the weight of his choices and the fear that his brother may never wake up. Haunted by guilt and uncertainty, he remains by Gabriel’s side, his only solace found in the quiet presence of Dean Winchester. Dean, battered and stubborn, refuses to let Castiel push him away, even as he grapples with his own doubts about his worth and what it means to be truly saved.

    As the two men navigate the fragile line between friendship and something deeper, they begin to challenge each other’s self-destructive beliefs. Castiel is forced to confront the violence in his past and the fierce loyalty he feels for Dean, while Dean begins to see that maybe he deserves to be fought for too. In the warmth of stolen moments and the honesty of whispered confessions, they find hope for a future neither of them believed they could have.

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    Chapters:
    4/?
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    2
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    92
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    he takes the pills during the MVA.
    doesn't throw them up. doesn't tell anyone.
    just swallows it down like it's nothing - like he hasn't done this before.

    (he has. he knows exactly how this ends. but that doesn't stop him.)

    starts at 7x05 with a major canon divergence from 7x09.
    slow collapse. quiet relapse.
    painkillers, guilt, and the kind of unraveling you can hide under your scrubs.

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    Chapters:
    10/27
    Comments:
    6
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    17
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    4
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    242
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    What if the intervention at beginning of ACOSF went a little differently?

    Nesta doesn’t know how long it has been since she was abandoned at the Respite, only that she has not seen her sisters nor her... Cassian for what feels like an eternity. When Azriel learns the extent of Nesta’s isolation, he knows he needs to rescue his sister. But as unrest is growing in Prythian and beyond, will he be able to rescue her from herself, or will it all be too little too late?

    An alternate telling of ACOSF from multiple perspectives focusing on Nesta's journey to healing.

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    22,094
    Chapters:
    7/36
    Comments:
    108
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    97
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    21
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    2,154
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    The offer from Jean's gang-affiliated coworker is pretty tempting: kidnap rich kid Jeremy Knox and get a decent cut when his family coughs up the ransom for his safe return. Jean is positively desperate for something to finally go right in his life, so if the offer seems a little too good to be true and the abduction goes a little too smoothly, then he can't be held responsible for missing the signs that something is definitely off about this job. About Jeremy Knox.

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    51,481
    Chapters:
    14/?
    Comments:
    320
    Kudos:
    549
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    95
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    8,929
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    Un fic interminable que nadie quiere leer, oigan, al menos no es otro crossover, que es lo único que sale para esta serie, al menos aprecien eso?

    Language:
    Español
    Words:
    43,641
    Chapters:
    16/?
    Comments:
    33
    Kudos:
    6
    Bookmarks:
    3
    Hits:
    860

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