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“I dunno what kinda wake up call you need, but this stops. You hear me?”
Sam looks up, his expression blank. He doesn’t have to fight to keep it that way, because really he just feels numb. His palms tingle, the adrenaline and low blood sugar making him clammy with trembles. “It’s nothing.”
“No, this is not nothing, Sam!” Dean shouts, harsh and angry. His eyes stare wide and heavy into Sam’s “Are you listening to me? This stops.”
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He can feel the acid eat away at his stomach, but something about the sensation is comforting rather than painful.
Sam cannot really explain it, because he doesn’t fully know why he does it.Series
- Part 1 of Starving Soul
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I'm gonna cry I love this so much
(and its a happy ending!!! this is my favorite eating disorder fic ever)
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An exploration of Sam and drinking blood.
Sam tries to purify himself using Castiel's blood, knowing that it is an agonising process, and thinking Cas supports him doing it.--
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- Part 3 of Sunlight Sapphire Ruby Red Blood
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Sam tells himself it started with the visions.
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In which the only way for Cas to save Sam in the Born Again Identity is to possess him. Sam, however, does not know what is going on, and sees him as Lucifer.
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"It was funny. Of course, the thoughts came in flashes, and they were somewhat bland in flavour, like the world was still in colour but the synapses in his brain were all turning through a disconnected filter. He remembers wanting to ask Cas about if his brain was alright. He remembers the first time Cas healed him, and how he felt like he could think clearer than he had in years. He remembers looking at Cas and making sense of everything including him through new comprehension. He remembers seeing nothing but love.It’s all so funny. Because with one touch, Cas also destroyed him."
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Supernatural season 16 by SupernaturalSidepiece
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005), The Winchesters (TV 2022)
11 May 2025
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Chuck is a writer. Chuck is God. The writers wrote Chuck. The writers wrote the writer. The writer's writer wrote a shitty ending. Story over, characters dead OR...
Dean makes friends with a mysterious entity, hell bent on bringing this "finished" story to an actually happy end.
Meta as hell.
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Doctor Athena Chloros is introduced to the world of unnatural creatures and damaged men, this is her story. A story of Dean Winchester's battle against the Mark of Cain and his own self loathing. She's not a miracle worker just a therapist.
Or it's my personal mission to overanalyze Dean Winchester's emotion state and character traits.
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“Six-six-six,” Dad is saying somewhere above him, “the number of the beast.”
I’m six, Sam thinks. I’m six. I’m sick, I’m six. Six-six-sick, six-six-sick.
“Actually,” says Pastor Jim, “it’s better translated as six-one-six.”
Something in Sam’s head cracks open at the temple to let the light in.
OR: Sam Winchester + obsessive compulsive disorder. Set in season six, with Sam reflecting on his life up until then.
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mathematics for the witching hour by occasionally_always
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
30 Jan 2023
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Sam works on the wards and thinks about numbers.
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ocd无法停止思考的米
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This series >>>>
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Sam's been having a hard time since he got back from hell, and his OCD was flaring up as a result. Dean hoped Sam would let him help him this time.
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Sam Winchester gets a long-awaited OCD diagnosis.
A sequel.
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- Part 2 of Shepherds: Sam Winchester has OCD
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Sam's OCD symptoms between ages 8 and 12.
A prequel.
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- Part 3 of Shepherds: Sam Winchester has OCD
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Sam Winchester is afraid he has schizophrenia. In reality, he's struggling with OCD.
From the perspective of a writer with OCD.
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- Part 1 of Shepherds: Sam Winchester has OCD
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Rewrite of S8E12 As Time Goes By--and what follows. Instead of an underground bunker, Henry Winchester leaves Sam and Dean an old motel.
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Thee #motelnatural fic. Betaed by my incomparable wife, @absolutebearing/grim-work.
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“They killed Bobby,” Dean’s sobbing in his ear, and then it’s just Bobby’s name, over and over on a harsh loop until Lillian and Mona come in with a doctor and pull Dean off of Sam to replace the IV and give him some more diazepam.
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Stories about a version of Sam Winchester who suffers from Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder.
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Where is the origin point that Sam needs to counter-balance, to make symmetrical?
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Best friends of six years and counting, Gabriel Novak and Dean Winchester are hunters who travel the country hunting down the monsters that went bump in the night. Although it was more of a struggle to victory ratio, they still scraped by and tried their best.
Sam Winchester was the Prodigal Son and one of the most acclaimed hunters in the world. Although he was estranged from his brother and most definitely not at all speaking to their father, he continued his work in exorcisms and making a new name for himself. As far as he was concerned, he was dead to his family and their paths would never cross again.
That is, until an angel named Castiel who claims the world is ending crash lands on the side of a highway in rural Nebraska and their fates intersect once again.
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Which came first? The fear or the inevitability?
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The first time Sam tastes blood it's human blood, and it feels like shame and the closest he has been to truly human wrapped up in one. He's never been so safe and in love. The second time it's electric and consuming. He has nothing left, but the desire to chase the power and hold on to the objective of revenge, only still connected at her touch. The third time, he's pretty sure it will kill him, burn him like purifying light from the inside out.
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An exploration of Sam and consuming blood. This work is the first time: with Jessica Moore.
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- Part 1 of Sunlight Sapphire Ruby Red Blood