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    Katsuki didn't realize what this all meant until it all went wrong. Why was his life like this?

    Or rather... Why 𝘸𝘢𝘴𝘯'𝘵 his life like that?

    𝗢𝗿:

    Katsuki, fueled by his newfound immortality and a desire for revenge, is on a mission to track down the organization responsible for his situation. He's determined to eradicate every trace of their existence.

    He 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 get his revenge.

    [contains: gore, angst, human experimentation, suicidal thoughts, foul language, violence, and death]

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    103/108
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    861
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    Hell. The place where there is absence of God. The place no soul should ever want to go. The place of eternal punishment. Eternal suffering.

    When hell is brought to one of the most esteemed, most respected, most magical place on Earth by corruption and greed, what does that mean for the innocent souls trapped within?

    Though, even in the deepest hellhole on Earth, God is with you. Even in the deepest, darkest places, a light shines. Even the faintest, smallest light can bring hope and security.

    Even with the most dangerous of demons lurking and watching from every corner.

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    5/?
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    ⚠️ English is the author's third language, not their native tongue. ⚠️

    ────

    First of all, I’m a bit insane. A proper summary won’t reflect that, so please make sure to read the first chapter for content warnings.

    Chapter Guide:
    Chapter 1: Warning Chapter
    Chapter 2: Spoiler Chapter (Preview of My Humor & Smut Style)
    Chapter 3: Michael's Romance Arc Explanation (Jeremike & Dorimike)
    Chapter 4: Additional Notes (e.g., LGBTQ+ related content)
    Chapter 5: Original Character Introductions

    The actual story starts from Chapter 6.

    This work does not glorify violence, but I also won’t distort the characters just to avoid dark content.
    I’ve done my best to ensure every character remains logically consistent. A thousand readers will see a thousand Hamlets — these are the versions I see in my mind. If they don’t match yours, I hope you’ll understand.

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    Chapters:
    5/5
    Comments:
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    How long has it been?

    Why is he still here?

    Series
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    English
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    6,115
    Chapters:
    5/?
    Comments:
    16
    Kudos:
    28
    Bookmarks:
    6
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    237
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    Neither Shauna nor Laura Lee would have anticipated their paths ever crossing beyond high school soccer, shared classes, and funerals, but their footprints are beginning to intersect and the paths to be taken are merging quicker than they realise. After all, no one understands the extinguishing of a twin flame better than someone else who has tasted the same bitter soot.

    OR

    Shauna and Laura Lee, while picking up the pieces of their other halves, find solace in each other and much more.

    OR

    “Are you alive?”

    “Uh, yes? What kind of q—”

    “Then act like it.”

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    2/?
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    29
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    3
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    Mishima had a curse: Every time he died, time seemingly reversed, and without fail, he came back to life.

    Though perhaps, when you meddle with the yakuza as often as he did, it might turn out to be more of a blessing than a curse.

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    Chapters:
    4/6
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    Ficlet collection for MyGO!!!!!, Ave Mujica, and everything in between.

    1- Happy Birthday, Soyo! [soyo & friends]
    2 - afterparty [anon/taki]
    3 - tea for three [anon/soyo/taki]
    4 - Happy Birthday, Nyamu! [ave mujica]
    5 - favors [soyo/taki]
    6 - tower [anon/soyo]
    7 - invasion [mygo]
    8 - sins [anon/saki]
    9 - council counsel [saki & mygo]

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    Chapters:
    9/?
    Comments:
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    82
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    5
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    After Gi-hun fulfills his goal of stopping the games with the unexpected help of the Frontman, In-ho decides to start a new life on Jeju Island, struggling with the temptation of suicide every time he remembers his tragic past, including the hatred Gi-hun feels toward him, which causes In-ho to develop the Hanahaki disease.

    At first, In-ho dismisses the symptoms, but when he sees the flowers stained with his own blood that he coughs up, it feels like a small glimmer of hope in his miserable life. Meanwhile, as Gi-hun spends more time with In-ho, he begins to feel something special, something even stronger than what he felt with Young-il.

    Could it be possible for Gi-hun to love In-ho before it's too late?

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    Chapters:
    12/?
    Comments:
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    2,318
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    Hello! Ive been wanting to write such a fic for a long time lmao, but idk how often I’ll update ngl

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    325/?
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    soul like a cemetery; hard to ignore, we’re sick to the core
    a world’s been buried, where love is the law: a youtopia.
    (there’s a place i wanna take you.)

    ـــــــــــــــــﮩ٨ـ

    You decided to live out of spite.

    And Aomine decided to love out of spite.

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    Maybe what she has been doing to herself is horrible, but she deserves it. Doesn’t she ?

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    Chapters:
    5/5
    Comments:
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    Just when she thinks she can live a life of anonymity, time and space throw a metaphorical wrench at one Chloe Bourgeois.

    Now, donning the Miraculous of Evolution, it is up to Chloe Bourgeois to fix the very fabric of reality but she must make sure she looks good while doing it.

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    9/?
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    25
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    After witnessing the death of your best friend Henry and his little brother, you're close to giving up and ending it all. Until Joel asks you to join him and Ellie on their journey across the country and gives you a reason to keep fighting.

    Or

    Joel falls for you and he falls HARD. But he hides it in fear of losing you too.

    **NEW CHAPTERS FOR SEASON 2**

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    23/?
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    Tendou's experience with high school, volleyball, and falling in love

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    Chapters:
    19/?
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    164
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    24
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    After cracking his own soul jam and losing most of his powers, Shadow Milk is taken to the Vanilla Kingdom because Pure Vanilla still wants to try and become friends with him. Shadow milk ignores his offer, until he realizes he can use it to his advantage. Shenanigans ensue.

    Or- giving a redemption arc to that little blue freak. Takes place after episode 8 in Beast Yeast.

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    Chapters:
    11/?
    Comments:
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    he takes the pills during the MVA.
    doesn't throw them up. doesn't tell anyone.
    just swallows it down like it's nothing - like he hasn't done this before.

    (he has. he knows exactly how this ends. but that doesn't stop him.)

    starts at 7x05 with a major canon divergence from 7x09.
    slow collapse. quiet relapse.
    painkillers, guilt, and the kind of unraveling you can hide under your scrubs.

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    “I wasn’t going to jump, for fuck’s sake,” he repeats.

    “You looked scared, John.”

    “Well, duh!” He gestures all around them. “Any person with common sense would. We’re on, like, the hundred-something-ith floor, of course I’d be scared as shit to fall from this high up.”

    Bob glances up at him, throat clicking. “You can be scared and still want to jump.”

    ***

    John’s not frothing at the mouth to hurt himself. But after seeing his shame room back in the vault, he can’t help but chase that feeling. That high of living through one of his worst moments.

    (Bob just happens to also be there.)

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    Chapters:
    2/3
    Comments:
    14
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    100
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    18
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    The Juilliard Conservatory of Arts is brutal, you get in if you're the best, you get out if you're the best of the best.
    Handling it isn't for the weak, but if it spits you out alive you're basically a God.
    There are very few things in this life better than power, fame and success, but perhaps the best of them all is seeing it - your name in lights.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    86,753
    Chapters:
    78/?
    Collections:
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    Comments:
    178
    Kudos:
    61
    Bookmarks:
    15
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    1,830
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    Fréaláf Hildeson, sister-son to the King of Rohan and newly appointed First Marshal of the Riddermark, is haunted by his past, concealing his torment behind witty banter and a light-hearted façade. Unable to form meaningful relationships, he follows a self-destructive path in a futile attempt to cope.

    Sigrid, daughter of the slain lord Freca, joins her brother Wulf in exile, grappling with the loss of her father, her identity, and her home. With their future uncertain, she is determined to forge a new life for them both—and meddle in her brother’s love story along the way.

    When Sigrid and Fréaláf meet, sparks fly and tempers clash—but time reveals a love forged through mutual grief, passion, and unspoken devotion.

    ----

    This fic is a spinoff and extended epilogue from main fic 'Defiance' and will contain spoilers.

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    Chapters:
    40/41
    Comments:
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    Kudos:
    13
    Bookmarks:
    5
    Hits:
    697
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    Guys I finally did it. I FINALLY WROTE THE NEXT BOOK :D

    the first chapter for this has been collecting dust in my drive for months and i couldn't contain myself anymore it needed to be posted!!

    please be patient I have a lot of work irl I need to do AND a whole bunch of posting for other fics i'm desperately behind on so stay tuned, i hope to post about once a week if not sooner!

    this new journal begins in middle school..MMMM, SCRUMPTIOUS

    HAVE FUN AO3IANS ☆♪

    !!THIS BOOK IS PART OF A SERIES, PLEASE READ THE FIRST BOOK, THIS CANNOT BE READ SEPARATELY!!

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    2,394
    Chapters:
    10/?
    Comments:
    15
    Kudos:
    11
    Hits:
    244

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