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    What if Rumi’s dark side couldn’t be hidden when she was young? As her demonic traits grow, Celine must hide her away from the world, protect her, and the next hunters, from each other.

    Zoey and Mira aren’t supposed to talk to the mysterious girl who looks after the shrine, no matter how intriguing she is.

    Rumi is just as fascinated by the new hunters. She watches them from afar, unable to interact. It isn’t safe. She isn’t safe.

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    There was no one here. No one to see his pathetic state.

     

    A small mercy, he supposed.

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    She’s dead, and I’m alive.

    Someone knocked on the wall behind him, so as to not startle him.

    “You’re not inside,” Mr. Tumnus said, and Edmund glanced over at him, guilt turning in his stomach, and turned back to the sea.

    “I think I might prefer the quiet,” he admitted.

    Or: The Witch is dead. Narnia has entered its golden era. But her evil deeds still haunt Edmund, far more than he realizes.

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    2004. ARIE is on the rise. The Wrench Monkeys are on the cover of magazines. Daishi is thinning out. Mayuko is still in college. Liisa hasn't passed away. Tatsuya wears silver paint. The paparazzi are hungry dogs. The manager barks like a fish. The medication makes her salivate.

    It's us or nothing. We can't be censored.
    It's like being needled 24/7.

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    Anne hasn't talked to her sister Edith in decades, now she shows up at her dingy sharehouse to check in on her, and asks to stay and make sure she's okay.

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    He was dead, he had killed him.

    It simply wasn’t possible.

    Except it somehow was.

    There was no light in those brown orbs,

    Those cheeks weren’t chubby anymore.

    The clear skin of his face was ruined with bruises of red and purple.

    His lip split open like someone had punched him.

    But there was no mistaking it.

    ''Lucerys?''

    OR

    A greens win AU where Aegon gifts Lucerys to Aemond as a war prize.

    A total of six moons after the conclusion of the dance.

    except the boy is nothing like he remembered.

    Lucerys would do anything to die and Aemond would do anything to save him.

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    After Charlie's death, Dean can barely stand to even look at Sam. Fearing how dangerous he's becoming as the mark on his arm weaponises his grief and anger, Dean opts to shut himself away in Cain's house, with Castiel his only link to the world.
    But Castiel discovers that he can do more than just bring Dean supplies and weather his increasingly bad moods. His touch, it turns out, brings with it the mark-numbing effect of angel grace. With this treatment, Dean can feel something other than pain and rage again.
    What he feels for Castiel, though... that scares him almost as much as the mark does.

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    In a series of tragic events, the killing game rapidly loses participants. The Sponsor introduces a new asset to boost their numbers, which turns out to be none other than Aotsuki Eito.

    In the midst of blood, death and Takumi's confusing feelings for Yugamu and Eito, he finds himself left with a desperate wish: to end the killing game, save his friends and to find a reason to keep living.

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    You’re an inspiring idol. On par with Amai Mask. Though every time you think you found peace, Fate hits you hard with something miserable.

    Slowly, it eats you alive. Exhaustion, Fatigue, Et cetera. But anxiety is what tolls on your emotions the most. As an idol, what would you do?

    Of course, take all your anger on monsters. Yes. You’re going to become a hero.

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    Buck thought talking to Dr. Copeland would help him during the pandemic never did he think he'd get diagnosed with actual illnesses. How does he cope with the aftermath?

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    (Set within the Underline the Black universe). Alpha Anton is assigned a new omega, Alois Flitmouse, who is Hillview Rehabilitation Facility's very first voluntary admission and an older, independent omega who is escaping unfortunate circumstances and seeking protection, and is too jaded and tired to consider bonding with anyone.

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    Lottie Matthews shows up in Natalie Scatorccio’s life after being gone for five years, causing all Nat’s repressed trauma to come right back to the surface.

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    a series of risky decisions finally bites back, leaving both will and james with the worst meet-cute of all time: in the hospital with botulism.

    it's... less fun than it sounds.

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    [Excerpt from a lost journal unearthed within the belongings of Azkaban’s former inmates, bearing the initials S.S. and later translated from ancient runes by Prof. Albus Dumbledore]

    "To any who may happen upon these words, I fear the pages you now hold may be the sole surviving account of the true history and tragic fall of the House of Gaunt. You will not find this tale in any historian’s record, for it was built upon the suffering and blood of too many innocent souls, among them my own dearest friends. And if it is the last thing I do before I wither away within this wretched cell, let it be the preservation of their memory. For even though they have long departed from this world, I refuse to let their names be consigned to oblivion."

    - A forgotten life distilled into tiny vials, each short scene a fragment of a memory ready to be read as if peering into a Pensieve.

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    Izuku had never felt more out of place.
    first of all, no one had tried to kill him yet
    and second of all he hadn't wanted to kill anyone yet?
    The laughter echoing through the rooms was so foreran, and when someone reached out to him, it was to wrap him into a warm embrace.

    but first he had to die.

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    That Melkor is obsessed with her, possessive of her, is under no question. His love, if it can be called that, is demanding and forceful. How she is to survive such attentions from a god that should only exist in fantasy tales, she has no idea. Then there is the elf she met who showed her such kindness, whose face she cannot forget, that tugs at her heart. But such feelings can never be explored without dire consequences. On top of all this is Mairon, who is openly hostile and does not agree with Melkor's regard for her, a constant threat in an already unstable situation.

    This is a story of evolving relationships, complicated feelings, tough choices, survival, and forgiveness.

    ***UPDATE 01 Oct 25: Chapters will be dropped when I can as I am having a baby so time/brain capacity will be limited.***

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    I wrote for as long as the song lasts. A quick edit for SPAG, then it is done. Just for fun.

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    After the events at Namsan Tower, the Huntrix girls are trying to move on, but the memories of the Saja Boys refuse to let go. When some familiar faces show up, desperate for help, the girls follow blindly into the unknown. Only to realise they're in way over their head! Too late to turn back, the trio must face the dark pasts of their former rivals along with their own struggles, if they want any chance of making it home alive.

     

    AKA. I miss the Saja Boys and want to give them all the backstories they deserve 🫶

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    You have always said that you don’t feel much about killing; that you’ve been numb to death for a long time, just as death has numbed itself to you. For it is the souls that wake after that interest you now.

    Let us dare a Glimpse into a new branch, Prophetess. Write your echoes. Remember.

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    The first thing to vanish was the noise. No more chatter from the radios, no more hum of latenight stations filling the emptiness of sleepless hours. Towers went dark one by one, until all that was left was the hollow hiss of static. In the silence that followed, monsters came. Towns crumbled, highways turned into graveyards of rust. Survivors learned to whisper instead of shout, to hide instead of search. Yet sometimes, when the night was quiet enough and the wind turned just right there was still a voice. A voice that told people where not to go, what roads still held danger, which shadows were alive. No one knew the man behind it. Only that when the world itself had gone silent, someone out there was still speaking. And for those who were lost, that was enough.
    Meeting Torchbearer is the first time in months Clancy leaves his bunker willingly. Something about a strange broadcast telling him to follow the yellow cuts through the static of his cynicism. He wonders if someone else out there is carrying a torch for more than just themselves. Clancy doesn't know if this will be his redemption, or just another dead-end signal. But as long as his voice carries, he'll keep speaking.
    Because silence in this world is death.

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