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Yeosang is asexual in a world where people find soulmates by having sex. He thinks it means he'll never be happy. Wooyoung and San think otherwise.
Or: In a world where the name of someone your soulmate slept with appears on your body, Yeosang's skin is full of marks, while his soulmate(s) skin doesn't bear any names left by him because Yeosang is an asexual virgin.
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Two years after joining the Armed Detective Agency, Dazai still can't escape the shadow of her past. Every day, Yosano's carefully controlled avoidance serves as a painful reminder that no matter how far she's come, she'll always be seen as an extension of Mori's influence.
Both women were shaped by the same monster in different ways—Yosano during the war, Dazai throughout her entire childhood. But where Yosano was rescued, Dazai was left to rot until she finally found the strength to save herself. Now, every flinch, every conversation that dies when she enters a room, every look of barely concealed disgust chips away at her fragile sense of self-worth.
As Dazai's mental health spirals and old destructive patterns resurface, she begins to question whether leaving the Port Mafia was worth sacrificing the only family who ever accepted her as she was. When a mission goes catastrophically wrong and Yosano is forced to confront her trauma in order to save Dazai's life, both women must face the reality that healing isn't about forgetting the past—it's about learning to live with it.
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Cloaked In Secret by BecauseBraime
Fandoms: A Song of Ice and Fire - George R. R. Martin, A Song of Ice and Fire & Related Fandoms
24 Jul 2025
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When King Aegon learns that his son and heir intends to match Aerys and Rhaella, he intercedes. Using his friendship with Aerys, Tywin encourages a match between Aerys and Genna, thereby ensuring House Lannister has marital ties to the crown. What Tywin does not anticipate are the lengths to which Jaehaerys will go to ensure the prophecy of the woods which comes to fruition. The impact of Jaehaerys' decision is felt for generations that follow.
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Once Bitten, Twice Fallen by Al3x_lik3s_marv3l
Fandoms: Six of Crows Series - Leigh Bardugo
08 Feb 2025
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parallels between Kaz's first time injuring his leg and an injury he receives later
lots of graphic description of injury; please mind the tags
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Nothing happened in the way i wanted, every corner of this house is haunted by 4_adzie_81
Fandoms: Formula 1 RPF
09 Feb 2024
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A package in orange wrapping greeted him at his doorstep the next day as he was leaving for his flight to Las Vegas. He glanced and saw a brief 'Happy birthday' and 'Oscar' before he took it and placed it in his closet filled with fanmail and presents.
He'd open it later.
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OR, The "Did you receive the letters?" "What letters?" Troupe but tragic Landoscar instead.
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SO SADDDDD ALMOST MADE ME BAWL INFRONT OF MY FRIEND
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Dean has been betrayed and hurt by everyone around him. Because of this, he can't act on his submissive tendencies which makes him extremely sick... The worst case Cas has ever seen.
The world thinks he's a lost cause, but Cas is willing to try and save his life. Only one problem: Dean is feisty and refuses to be helped. He fights and runs every chance he gets, hurting himself in the process. He has no reason to trust Cas, which makes his recovery unlikely. Though, maybe Cas can change that (:
Basically, Dean being sick and injured and Cas caring for him. Not always consensually tho. Hence 'Forced Care' tag. Then eventually they grow to love each other and its really sweet. (not complete but working on it, very very very slow, slow burn, so dont be surprised when it takes ages for them to start to trust each other)
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But I'll Know by sushigalore
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
08 May 2023
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"You'll change your name, you'll change your mind. And leave this fucked up place behind, but I'll know." - Christmas Kids by Roar.
For 50 years, you were trapped with Rhysand Under the Mountain. Every bit of shame, torture, humiliation the both of you endured, you two witnessed it together. For 50 years, you held onto each other tight as a noose, until freedom came and every time you see each other, there were only reminders.
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“Captain?” A voice called out behind him, and something clicked. Within a second he had his forearm trapping a body against the wall and the pocketknife dangling off his keys pressed into his jugular, a drop of blood already forming.
“Eren."Levi remembers another life. One so cruel he begs the universe that it isn't real but the utter clarity with which he can recall it says otherwise. Hange doesn't remember, no matter how much he prompts them, leaving him lonely, desperate, and questioning his sanity.
Until he runs into Eren, who addresses him by his familiar old title. And somewhere in between the anger and the betrayal, there's a little something that feels an awful lot like relief, and Levi is weak to it.- Language:
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When the world comes to an end in a blinding flash, those who are fortunate enough to survive are forced to live underground. With the Earth reduced to rubble and ash, humankind begins to adapt, and a new civilization is born.
In this new world, alphas rule the surface, while omegas and betas hide in the shadows. Traditional mating bonds have become a long forgotten concept, and the human race faces extinction as bearing pups becomes near impossible.
However, there is one particular omega that isn't afraid to traverse the wastelands. And on a fateful journey to the surface, Levi risks everything he's come to know and love when he meets an alpha who isn't bound by society's rules.
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nobody hangs hard times on the wall by seance_vent
Fandoms: 終わりのセラフ | Owari no Seraph | Seraph of the End
02 Mar 2019
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“Yuu,” he said, with a gentleness that visibly startled his host, “it’s your home. Just yours. Mika’s gone.”
A pregnant silence took them greedily by the throats, jerking them from side to side between its aching, dripping jaws. Kimizuki’s fingers were still against the fluttering ends of his scarf—he didn’t dare move, not before Yuu reacted. He half feared being kicked out of the house.
Suddenly, Yuu laughed, but it was not a merry sound. “Well, thanks for stating the obvious.”
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What if Zoey and Mira followed Rumi to Celine instead when her secret was revealed? What if they saw Rumi ask Celine to kill her? What if Zoey and Mira were both painfully in love with Rumi while dating? What happens after they defeat Gwi-Ma?
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“Affirmative. Drake, you have been exhibiting inconspicuous yet suspicious behavior.”
“Exactly! Couldn’t have said it better! Now, Tim-Tam, care to tell us what you were searching for? I swear, it was just sooo annoying, my phone screaming at me at midnight. Y’know how controlling GothNet could be of security! Has to blare it out to everyone in the vicinity.” A lie.
“I don’t see how that’s any of your business. Both of you.”
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After falling in the Lazarus Pit alive and unharmed, Tim Drake comes back to life. In another universe. Will Tim be able to step out of this nightmare version of Gotham with crime organizations instead of vigilantes, or will he fall right into his family's clutches again?
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- Part 2 of Ann's collection of Batfam AU's!
- Part 1 of No Capes Needed
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When an innocent mistake triggers the beginning of the end of the world, Marinette and Alya must fight to keep hope alive and restore things to how they once were. Battling against friends who have become foes, the clock is ticking as good and evil clash, with only one side emerging victorious. Will Marinette and Alya be able to fix the broken world, or will they be taken captive and forced to change alongside it?
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Here at the End of All Things by queercatfan
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
05 Jan 2025
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After destroying the same world he always dreamed of saving, Viktor must live out decades of solitude.
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Valiendo riata...te hace llorar
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Being the outcast of the Seven was never easy. Neither was being judged for his drinking habits, or thought by others to take everything for granted, not deserving his position between the Seven.
But what helped was that they never pronounced those thoughts aloud, so Barbatos could act as if he never noticed the cold stares, the judging looks. That was until he came in late to one of their most important meeting.
So what happens when Barbatos goes missing, and the only sign that he is alive is the slow and steady beating of his gnosis, connected to the other archons'?
Or an AU where the Original Seven are still alive and never died, and judge Barbatos too harshly. But we still love them.
PS: as of the 2.6 update, which is the time I started writing this fanfic, we know nothing of the former archons thus why they might be ooc, but for the sake of the story, we're going to ignore it. I just changed the name of the Dendro Archon to her original one because, for those who will see this in the future, this fanfic wasn't posted when 3.0 came out, so it was easy for me to just put Rukkhadevata instead of Kusanali.
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What the rizz my dude. No. Stop.
I’m gonna have clinical depression after this.
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Feel Again by nanosorcerer
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Iron Man (Movies), Doctor Strange (2016)
04 Jan 2021
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It's Christmas Eve, and Peter is mourning Tony. It's eight months after Tony Snapped to save the universe, and Peter finds himself knocking on the door of the Sanctum, hoping to find what he's looking for from the sorcerer who is also in mourning.
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"Superman," Lex says. His hands move nimbly as he treats his wound. "I almost killed him today. It's always an almost. It's stupid. Why doesn't he just die?"
He swallows and opens his eyes to look at him. "And that would make you happy?"
Lex looks at him. Slowly, directly. "I don't know," he admits, then makes a brief, small face, as if he's considering the bad instead of the good, as if he's already doing the math in his head—he probably already is. "But I'd sleep peacefully."
"And... would you sleep peacefully if someone you loved died believing you hated them?"
Lex doesn't stop his movements, but watches him with a calm gaze. "What's that about?"
Clark shakes his head. "Nothing. Forget it."
Or: Lex hates Superman, but loves Clark Kent.
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The Garden of Union by terriblybusy
Fandoms: Weak Hero (Webcomic), 약한영웅 | Weak Hero (TV), The Hunger Games (Movies)
30 Jul 2025
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When the loose screw of District 7, Geum Seongje, gets reaped for the 78th Hunger Games, the people are concerned but mildly proud at a chance of winning the games after their previous victor, Baku. But when Baekjin announces the name Seo Juntae, the beloved cook who only continued to live in strife after meeting his half-brother four years ago, everyone is torn between the pride of winning and mourning over another beloved tribute they would lose to the games.
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Seongtae
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When the Light Hits Dust by WillieTheNerd
Fandoms: Heartstopper (TV), Heartstopper (Webcomic)
28 Jul 2025
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When Charlie moves into a large old flat in London, he’s just looking for a quiet place to live. But the space feels too empty, too still—and strange things start to happen. The rooms hold memories, the mirrors fog over without reason, and sometimes—just sometimes—he feels like someone is watching him from the stairwell. What he doesn’t know is that Nick Nelson, a gentle 22-year-old who died there nearly a century ago, never left. Haunted by ridicule, softness, and a world that never made space for boys like him, Nick lingers in the silence—waiting for someone who might finally see him.
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Gentle Ghost Boy Nick Nelson and Overly Calm and Vulnerable Charlie Spring
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Holy shit. Just….holy fucking shit. This is so deep. This is philosophical.
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winter, Sweetheart by wilsonsnest
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies)
24 Jun 2019
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To know the Falcon’s identity feels surreal to Bucky. It means nothing. As far as Hydra was concerned, Sam Wilson was erased. He has only ever been The Falcon and to Bucky he’s always been Sweetheart.
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