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Regulus gets hurt. James is having none of it.
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- Part 1 of Anything For You Universe
- Part 1 of Morally Grey/Protective James
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What does John see when he looks at Cas?
Cas doesn’t look like a monster.
But neither does Dean.
John stands, slow. He holds out a hand. Calloused like Dean’s hands are calloused. Scarred the same way that Dean’s hands are scarred. There’s the smell of him in the air too. Earthy and dark, slightly sour around the edges. The room feels suddenly choked with it. Claustrophobic.
Cas probably smells like the fabric softener they buy in bulk at Costco, but so does Dean so he can’t tell.
John says, toneless, “I hear you’ve been driving my car.”
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The closer you are to what you want—
Dean's twenty-nine year old mother, his undefined relationship with Cas and their small family. Some kind of impossible reconciliation with John Winchester. Michael, out of his head, without destroying the world. His father's approval. To see the Grand Canyon.
—The more vulnerable you are.
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i’m so confused
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The pill bottles rattle as he pulls the drawer open. He takes one out and unscrews it, spilling the tablets on his palm. He counts each and every one of them. He counts the days and the weeks and the numbers turn out to be right on all three bottles. Not one pill is out of place, because he took them. He swallowed them every morning and every night and there’s no way he’d forget even a single dose because he’s…
He’s better now.
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After their move to the west side, Ian and Mickey are left to deal with the new apartment, the weird neighbors, and Ian’s spiral into a manic episode.
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- Part 4 of post s11 gallavich
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“They’re… chaos,” Remus said firmly. “And chaos is—”
“Rock and roll.”
He looked at Sirius sharply, and for once, matched his grin. “Yeah.”
“Maybe that’s my excuse then,” Sirius said. “I cause a bit of chaos now, and maybe one day, it’ll turn into rock and roll.”After losing his mother at age eleven, Remus has spent the better part of the last four years bouncing from school to school or else running around London and pretending as though he wasn't the kind of well-bred boy his father brought him up to be. Now, with his chances all run out, Remus is sent to Hawkings Independent School as a last-ditch effort to clean up his act. There he meets the very people who will set up the rest of his life, and is forced to confront the pieces of himself he'd long thought had been lost.
(genuinely not apologising for the slow-burn in this fic anymore. You've been warned <3)
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- Part 1 of The Cadence Opus
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scraped up off the pavement by missparker
Fandoms: Bridgerton (TV), Bridgerton Series - Julia Quinn
05 Sep 2024
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After Penelope falls out with Eloise over her popular gossip blog, all the Bridgertons cut contact with her. It's the worst thing that has ever happened to her, but after a few months of wallowing, Penelope moves to Scotland and buys a book shop and gets on with her life. It turns out she can live without the Bridgertons and she's happy enough with the new life she's cobbled together. No one knows anything about her here and that's how she likes it: complete and total separation from her life back in London and her old online persona.
That is, until she spots Colin Bridgerton at the coffee shop next door.
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- Part 1 of scottish bookstore au
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Theseus is perfect, You're perfect by Sourlemon90
Fandoms: Dream SMP, Minecraft (Video Game), Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
16 Nov 2025
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"I-I only wanted to help." The teary blue eyes boy trembled and tried to explain over the traumatic sight of his father figures body. "I only wanted to help!" He pleaded.
"I told you to stay away." Wilbur coldley said. His mind scrambled eyes we're distant from reality and he refused to look at his younger brother.
"Please." Tommy begged. "I told you to stay away!" He moved faster than ever. Striking his little brother instantly harshly leaving no remorse, ignoring how his heart hurt over his little brothers crys.
"WHY DID YOU LEAVE ME?" Tommy scrambles on his knees begging looking upwards tears leaking from his eyes and blood dripping from his nose. "BECAUSE JACK WAS RIGHT, YOU'RE JUST LIKES THAT DAMMED 'HERO' THESEUS."
AKA: arcane x dsmp/mcyt au anyone????
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It's Called: Freefall by third_crow for rinredacted
Fandoms: Minecraft (Video Game), Video Blogging RPF, Dream SMP
19 Aug 2022
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“Look, Tommy, I know this is a lot–”
“I don’t need the pity party,” Tommy interrupted. “Aw, it must be so hard, aw, how sad, it’s… fuckin’… it’s fine. Yeah? So just– how long do I have to stay here?” Phil took a breath, straightening his back.
“At least until we can contact your mom,” he said. “That’s step one.”
“There’s more steps?” Tommy asked incredulously.
“Well, it’s a complicated situation. The fact that they’re already struggling to make contact is… well, it’s a red flag. You lived with your brother, but your mother never transferred sole custody, and considering the situation that left you in, there's some question as to whether or not she may be involved in your brother’s… business.”
“Drugs,” Tommy said.
“Yes. Drugs.”
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Or, Phil is a foster parent who takes in emergency cases, and Tommy… well, Tommy sure is an emergency.
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abandoned, but stil very nice
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Dyle Timesly is submissive, quiet, and introverted. He does what the Toon Handlers ask when they ask him to do it, and he always does it on time.
But when production starts on the Dandy's World show, he realizes that Gardenview may not be the place he thought it was...-
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DYLE POV FIC I SCREAM AND GIGGLE
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slipping through my fingers by achillesofthesun
Fandoms: Batman - All Media Types, Batman (Comics), DC Extended Universe
22 Oct 2025
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“Dick Grayson.” The voice was barely more than a whisper, but it kept catching him off guard. He would be almost asleep, so close to letting himself relax just enough to collapse into any semblance of rest, and then he would hear it. After checking for any sort of device that could be stowed away in his apartment and half-way destroying each room looking for someone hiding, he gave up on trying to find the source.
After three days, he had turned off his phone. He thought that it would be better to just turn it off than smash it when the next person tried to call him.
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Dick Grayson has a manic episode, and does not have a good time. Somehow, Jason is the most capable of handling the situation.
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That was the first time Mickey Milkovich made Ian feel safe, but it was by no means the last.
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- Part 6 of Gallavich Week 2K17A
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“I want you here,” Mickey says. “Tee wants you here.”
Ian’s staring at his meds sitting on the table. At the mention of their daughter, his face crumples into dejection. “I don’t want her to see me like this.”
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Set 10 years into the future, Ian has his first depressive episode since having their kid.
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- Part 1 of post s11 gallavich
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When the cop comes asking about Mickey after he broke out, it's time for Ian to come clean with Trevor about the most important man in his life.
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- Part 6 of Gallavich
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Ian refuses to bend to Terry Milkovich's plans. If there's a way to fuck him over with Ian getting his way, he'll find it. If there's a way to fuck him over while protecting the man he loves, he'll find it. And if Ian can't then he's not going to lose gracefully.
Ian has always been skilled at chess, the one skill he has over Lip. To Ian, life is just one giant chess game and Terry Milkovich just started the most important one of all.
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The time line is all kinds of wonky from Season 3 by a couple months with some things happening earlier than others.Series
- Part 3 of Gallavich
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Ian’s not exactly sure how the concept of family and kids came about, but he’s not unhappy with the topic. He’s also pretty sure that a chilly afternoon in March, sitting in a Jewish cemetery isn’t the place where they’d suddenly click on the subject.
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- Part 1 of Soft Bitch
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I took the pills for these empty nights by All_for_the_andreil
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
04 Dec 2022
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He gazes at Neil and thinks about all the questions he’s too afraid to ask. Would you still want me when I’ll be a mess? Would you stay even after you see how fucked I am? Would you hate me if I stopped playing exy for good? And perhaps the most important one: Will they kill you if we fail this season because of me?
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Andrew gets diagnosed with bipolar disorder and is prescribed medication. Given his history with that, he has some issues.-
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Birds of Paradise by elthedane for SunriseMod
Fandoms: Shingeki no Kyojin | Attack on Titan
23 Nov 2022
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Eren says the Sunrise Motel is a shithole, but Zeke doesn’t see it that way at all. He likes the ghost in the walls that flickers the lights to say hi and the rust stains that make the sink look like a crying elephant.
Zeke likes his life. He just wishes Eren would smile more.
(or, Eren struggles to take care of his little brother in the slums of Paradis Island, a popular tourist destination)
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Professor Hwang Hyunjin. Cold, composed, and famously unbothered. He was the kind of man who kept his curtains drawn and his heart locked even tighter.
But then came Felix.
With boba eyes wide and wonder-filled, with a warmth so loud it echoed into Hyunjin’s quietest corners. The boy who lived across the balcony. The boy who danced barefoot under morning light. The boy he mistook as a girl. The boy he had some wet dream until the dream sat in his classroom seat.
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Since being diagnosed with bipolar disorder, Orlaith O'Hara felt she'd been given a life sentence. She was beyond grateful to be accurately diagnosed in her early twenties, and the plethora of resources given to her to help her balance between hypomanic and depressive episodes. But, despite being four years out from her initial diagnosis, she still felt like a tightrope walker most days. Orlaith had been resigned to the fact that she'd walk this path of life solo. That was until she met a certain weathered attending with his own load of baggage. Maybe she wasn't meant to do it alone after all.
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It goes about like this, with Hawke taking the lulls in the middle of the day to stare out the window across the street, gaze helplessly drawn towards the window of the rival business.
And look, he really doesn’t long—or sigh wistfully, or any of the other, many things his coworkers and regulars have teased him over; it’s just that he can’t help it if there’s a particularly attractive looking barista who works nearly identical hours to him, and he gets a little distracted, sometimes.
If the distraction comes with drawn-out fantasies about an imaginary life with the beautiful blond man who stands behind the other counter, well, that’s his own concern.
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- Part 2 of Anders Week 2025
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ƎNA: Katamari by BreadBee22
Fandoms: ENA - Joel G (Web Series), ENA: Dream BBQ (Video Game)
08 Nov 2025
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Ena and Moony get up to mischief, until Ena accidentally meets someone familiar.
(This coincides with my other fic, Girl Hell 1999. I always appreciate kudos and comments!)