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“Just get it over with,” Gi-hun growls. “You have the gun. End it.”
“It doesn’t mean anything to win against a cheater. I think I’d rather punish you instead." Gi-hun tries to pull himself away but the man roughly grabs a fistful of his shirt, shoving the gun into his face. The salesman yanks Gi-hun up from his chair with surprising force, and he crumples onto the floor directly in front of him, hard ground hitting his knees. He doesn’t move to stand up. "How about you use your body to pay?"
//Or, Gi-hun tries to shoot the recruiter during Russian roulette. The recruiter figures out a different way to punish him.
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Power in the Blood by beesare
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Thunderbolts (Movie 2025)
26 Jun 2025
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The life of Joules Riperton, a PhD student working on a project for O.X.E., is disrupted by The Void's attack on New York. Later, as the New Avengers find their place in the Watchtower, she is promoted and meets Bob, whose other personality almost killed her, yet now he looks at her with calm eyes and remembers nothing.
Meanwhile, she remembers everything.
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Entre amour et action, les élèves se retrouve pour s'entre aider dans cette nouvelle aventure. Maintenant plus vraiment élèves, ils viennent pour se surpasser.
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When he was a kid, Frank’s father taught him how to hide his emotions. Men don’t cry, he used to say, you have to be strong. Frank always listened to that advice and held his tears whenever he wanted to cry. But now, he had no strength to stop them. Even in rehab, he was disappointing his father. He was disappointing everyone. His kids, his wife, his parents, his coworkers, Robby. His heart ached in pain when he thought of Robby. They ended things so badly, he probably hated Frank now while Frank was busy longing for his warmth on his body.
Frank is in rehab and struggles meanwhile Robby longs for him.
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Before I Sleep by Gozzer
Fandoms: 나 혼자만 레벨업 | Solo Leveling (Webcomic), 나 혼자만 레벨업 | Solo Leveling (Cartoon)
26 Jun 2025
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It had been nine years since the System glitched and remained frozen on the same screen. Woo Jinchul would have rather it stayed that way forever instead of fixing itself with the addition of a new player.
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- Part 1 of The Start of Something New
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It's 2006, and eighteen-year-old Jackie Lawson hates his life. His violent alcoholic father has been in and out of his life since he was four years old, his emotionally and financially unstable mother takes all of her frustration about her life out on him, and his hyper-religious grandmother is always trying to "save" him. He started selling drugs to his schoolmates to keep himself, his mother, and his grandmother from being kicked out of their trailer by their asshole landlord and has been regularly bullied in school his whole life. However, when a man approaches him with an opportunity to make more money and solidify his reputation as a dealer in Chester County, Jackie sees it as a chance to give himself the comfortable and beautiful life he always wanted. But as the months and years pass, how far is he willing to go? Who is he willing to become? And is there a chance he was always this person?
Contains strong language, sexual content, drug use, and some sensitive and or triggering topics
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Cliopher starts visiting Pau'en'lo'ai on his vacations. It feels familiar to him.
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Lydia is a girlboss in her early twenties who was earning $80K a year right out of college. Whose business but hers is it if she wants to spoil a struggling comedian staring his fiftieth birthday in the face by buying him household appliances and paying his outstanding bills after going home with him and seeing what he lives like?
"What does he even have to offer you?"
Uh, love? True love? Some people…
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That story about death by Spideypool_supremacy
Fandoms: Deadpool - All Media Types, Spider-Man - All Media Types, Wolverine (Marvel Comics), Deadpool (Marvel Comics), Spider-Man (Comicverse), X-Men - All Media Types
26 Jun 2025
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"I don't understand how help from him," Spider-Man said, throwing a pointed look at Deadpool, "is any better than mine."
Logan glanced between them. "He was not planned."
"He's right. My parents didn't use any protection for their nasty business. They quickly realized the perks of safe sex after that."
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A roadtrip with Deadpool, Spider-Man, Wolverine and vague signs of depression
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And if one of us dies, I hope I die first by AethersSword
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
26 Jun 2025
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If Lyney were to die now, at least he'd be in love forever.
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A diary fic wherein hopeless romantic Lyney Snezhevich documents his experience with yearning for his terminally ill crush, and maybe get into some wacky hijinks (that being hanahaki)
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Helly learns about her body. Takes place during S1 E05, after Helly returns to work post suicide attempt.
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His attention locks onto Chuuya and he can see the rising and falling of Chuuya's chest, signaling that there's still a bit of life that courses through him.
It isn't the conclusion that he had wanted, but it was the one that they'd arrived at, nonetheless. Mori's eyes take on some distance, even if it's fleeting. "You did well, old friend. I've prepared a more private room for him, in case you did bring Chuuya to me alive. But that will be his final resting place, like a dog being put to sleep for the last time."
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Wenn das Schwert zerbricht - a Zenless Zone Zero/TNO crossover by pandaguy11111
Fandoms: Zenless Zone Zero (Video Game), The New Order: Last Days of Europe - Fandom, Historical RPF
26 Jun 2025
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After five harrowing months stationed in Ostland, German soldier Eckhart returns home to Aachen — or what remains of it. The city, though physically intact, feels alien and lifeless, a place suspended in memory and guilt. Haunted by the war, disillusionment, and the atrocities he’s seen and committed, Eckhart finds no solace in the familiar streets of his youth.
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Hoshimi Miyabi enters a Hollow on a routine mission — a dangerous one, but nothing she hasn’t faced before. Then everything goes wrong. Her memory fragments. The last thing she remembers is a sense of overwhelming danger, and then… a void. She regains consciousness not in a Hollow, but in an unfamiliar, antiquated room — wooden walls, stale air, and a strange, eerie stillness. Disoriented and on edge, she senses movement behind her. Acting purely on instinct and panic, she strikes, hurling the perceived threat against the wall with inhuman speed. Only when she raises her sword does she see the truth: the man she attacked isn’t a Hollow. He’s human — shaken, confused, dressed in an old military uniform. His desperate cry of “Heil Hitler!” means nothing to her.
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Helpless by his_violet_eyes
Fandoms: Hamilton - Miranda, 18th Century CE RPF, Hamilton - Miranda (Broadway Cast) Actor RPF
26 Jun 2025
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PLEASE BE AWARE: This is Part 5 of a 5-part series. For your own benefit, PLEASE start with Part 1!
A life changing event leads to catastrophe. As he reaches the end, Alexander sees the beginning he so selfishly squandered. And as he reaches the beginning, John sees the ending he never thought he deserved.
Where are you taking me?
I’m about to change your life
Then by all means, lead the wayLife after death isn't what Alexander Hamilton thought it would be. Maybe he expected pearly gates. Perhaps pits of fire. But not a New York City apartment. Forced to grapple with the reality of being reincarnated, Hamilton faces his past, accepts his future, and learns what it means to be given a second chance.
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- Part 5 of The Lenses of a Man Called Alex
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You seldom came across a person whose emotions were so complex in their strength that they overwhelmed your abilities. But the man that sat in front of you put them all to shame. The breathtaking grief that welled up inside Matt Murdock swirled in a vicious whirlpool full of rage, pain, fear, and above all, burning shame. The currents were so strong that you did not know how he wasn’t drowning in them. And at the center twisted a bottomless core of self-loathing wrapped in the razor wire of abandonment that felt all too familiar. And while you recognized that no human being should ever be left to suffer so completely – the way you had been all those years ago – the resistance you were met with time after time when you tried to extend him a lifeline left you terrified that you would fail him. But damned if you weren’t going to try.
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James and Regulus only talked a little throughout the years, even when they had the opportunity to. It all abruptly evolved when Regulus changed schools and had to spend more time with James, realizing that maybe he wasn't as bad as he thought in the past. But struggles fill their teenage lives, so nothing will be easy for them, and to overcome their problems, they will need to face a reality they might not like.
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“First time?” A man’s voice startled him. Sam turned to see an older gentleman with an inviting smile. Sam nodded. “It’s good you’re here, then,” the man said. “Good on you for taking the first step. Come on.” He held the door open. “In you go.”
Sam took a shaky breath and stepped inside. A dozen pairs of eyes flicked toward him, filled with curiosity and empathy. His skin crawled. How was he supposed to spill his darkest secret to a room full of strangers?
The man nudged him gently. “Each one gets easier,” he said. “Find a seat. You might not feel so alone by the end of this.”
Sam took a seat in the circle, the folding chair creaking beneath him. He felt too warm, despite the room’s chill, his body struggling to acclimate to this new environment. The others chatted and smiled, a stark contrast to his turmoil. It was too normal, too mundane, and for a moment, he wanted to walk right back out the door.
But he stayed. As much as he didn’t fit in here, he knew he didn’t fit in anywhere else, either. And maybe that was enough reason to be here.
or as Sam struggles with his demon blood addiction, he finds solace in a group of strangers when he feels hopeless and alone.
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Tale of Two Dekus (Quirkless) by K4t_the_Dr4gon (Kat_Marie)
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
26 Jun 2025
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**Updates Sundays and Wednesdays**
Izuku Midoriya lost One for All to a virus, and with it, the future he spent his life fighting for. Now the Commission expects him to keep pretending to be the Number One Hero until they figure out what to do with a powerless symbol.
Katsuki Bakugou thought he’d earned forgiveness. But when Deku loses his quirk, old wounds fester into something raw and vicious, threatening to unravel the uneasy peace between them.
Q gave up her identity as Izuku Midoriya in exhange for a second chance and has never regretted it. Now she's assigned to protect the person she could’ve been while the life she built begins to crumble beneath her.
Hitoshi Shinsou has always walked the line between hero and covert operative. But when those two worlds collide, he's pulled in the kind of mess he's spent his whole life avoiding.A bioweapon. A betrayal. Two fractured love stories.
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Hermes is engaged to the crown prince of a neighbouring kingdom, but he has no idea how it will be to live somewhere new and marry a man he has never met