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[Podfic] Our Bodies & Other Fine Machines by Mintoki for SilverSkiesAtMidnight
Fandoms: DCU (Comics), Batman - All Media Types
31 Dec 2022
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He has never argued with a punishment, not since he was a toddler, if then. Surely she’ll listen, surely she’ll see this is too harsh, that he wouldn’t be disrespecting her like this if he was simply sulking over not getting his way. He needs that food, needs to be able to eat enough if he wants to be Robin.
He’s been hungry before, but back then, it never mattered if he was a little weak or dizzy. It never risked his life or the life of his partner when he was a kid.
She turns, sighing softly and pursing her lips. She reaches out to pat his cheek, and for a moment his heart soars hopefully, and he barely restrains himself from leaning into the rare bit of contact and soaking up his mother’s touch. “Oh, Timothy,” she tuts. “This is for the best. And honestly, I think it’s wise for you to cut down a bit on the snacks. I’d hate to have to listen to anyone tittering at the next gala that you’re getting chubby.”
And without another backwards glance, she turns and heads upstairs, leaving Tim alone and frozen at the bottom of the steps.
Day 6 - TOUCH AND GO
bruises | touch starved | hunger- Language:
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01 May 2025
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The Neon Void by sugarpastels
Fandoms: Rise of the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (Cartoon 2018), Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles - All Media Types
19 Jul 2024
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Five years. It's been five years.
Hamato Leonardo was b͕̱ͮ̉͐͊ác͎̯̯̈͗͐͑ͯ͑̚k̦
But he was no longer who he once was.
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- Part 1 of 'The Neon Void' Saga
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04 Jan 2025
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THIS IS AMAZING. YOU ARE NEVER TAKING THIS AWAY FROM ME. EVER.
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Mike’s eyes burned with fresh tears. “Just drop it, Lucas,” he muttered, pulling his arm free.
“No!” Lucas’s voice cracked, and he grabbed Mike’s hand, holding it tightly. “Tell me who did this. Please.”
Mike’s resolve crumbled, and he lashed out, yanking his hand back. “Your stupid basketball friends, okay?” he shouted. “Your amazing, perfect friends beat the shit out of me!”
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High school is hard, being bullied is even harder, but being called different by your own friend is heart shattering.
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When Lloyd was captured by the Ninja, he knew he would be running away within a week. He refused to be a prisoner to people who hated him. But if they hated him, then why were they being so... kind?
AKA Lloyd learns what it's like to have a real family.
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09 Dec 2024
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little kid with a big death wish by remrose
Fandoms: Rise of the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (Cartoon 2018)
08 Oct 2023
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Leo's mind rebelled against the sensation. The heaviness burst into awareness, body, limbs, lungs, blinking. The middle distance he'd apparently been staring in focused. Leo was awake. Leo was aware. Leo was alive.
Being alive wasn't something he thought he'd be.
or: recovery fic featuring dissociation problems, missing limbs, and Leo discovering a familiar presence in his mind. twice the trauma in one body, what could go wrong?
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- Part 1 of death wish
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God's Lullabies by English is my death (Lena013)
Fandoms: 人渣反派自救系统 - 墨香铜臭 | The Scum Villain's Self-Saving System - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
22 Jul 2023
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5 times Shang Qinghua sang and the world froze, and once it led to a disaster.
Or: when Shang Qinghua wrote this world, he was listening to music; it makes sense that the world would consider his singing these songs as lullabies.
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- Part 1 of world loves its Creator
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10 Sep 2024
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[Podfic] Late Night Encounters by Vox_la (Era_Penn)
Fandoms: Batman - All Media Types, Batman: Under the Red Hood (2010), Teen Titans (Comics)
19 Jul 2023
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OP Summary: Not long after Jason comes back to Gotham and asserts himself as the Red Hood, Tim meets Jason in a diner late at night and by some miracle he doesn't recognize him. After another chance meeting where Jason still doesn't make the connection between him and Robin, Tim decides that this might just his chance to get to know Jason Todd.
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- Part 18 of DC Podfic
- Part 1 of [Podfic] Brittle Heart
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19 Aug 2024
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lately I've been crying like a tall child. by nocturnity
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
17 Mar 2024
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But... he's not even a child anymore. He's fourteen, for Aeon's sake. Such a number isn't in the aforementioned age range.
...So why is he desperately craving for comfort? He shouldn't. He doesn't deserve it, after everything he caused. He failed everyone. His peers, the Xianzhou natives, the Cloud Knights, Jing Yuan himself—
Yanqing would berate himself until imperfection is unseen; should he let down anyone that has expectations of him. But the General? Who he sees as everything?
That, he sees as unpardonable.
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A Househusband's Guide to the Abyss by blakkatNwillow5
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
13 Jul 2025
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In which Ajax falls into the Abyss for three years instead of months. It spits him back out differently, with a taint in his heart and more battle experience than any mortal since the archon war. That’s the thing about the Abyss; it takes something from you when you enter.
And when you leave?
It gives something back.
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Everything you need to know about entering, living in and escaping the Abyss. Also includes how to make yourself a wanted criminal in your home country, how to take care of your family while running from said country, how to snag yourself a foreign archon for a husband, and more.
Note: Do not attempt at home.
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Painting his happiest memories is a way for him to focus on them, to… overwhelm the negative inside his mind. It might help keep the mara at bay for a while, but this is still an experimental treatment — I'm sorry, Dan Heng, but I can't say how well it will work, or for how long.
To keep himself from succumbing to mara, Jing Yuan paints. Sometimes, Dan Heng and Ren are his canvas.
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Tempt Me Away (But I'll Always Be Yours) by snowytuesdays
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
18 Aug 2024
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"Senior Kaveh! You're early today."
"Of course, I was the one who asked to meet, how could I be late?" Kaveh said, a smile automatically forming on his own face.
"I don't know, perhaps you got distracted by another fraudster, asking 'Oh Lord Kaveh, will you build me a house'?"
"It was that one time," Kaveh said, his cheeks burning slightly. "You just happened to find me at a bad moment."
"Certainly, certainly," the scholar said, mirth in his eyes, “How could anyone possibly fool the great Light of Kshahrewar?”There's a visiting scholar following Kaveh around, all smiles and sunshine, and Kaveh finds himself torn between his lingering unrequited feelings for a certain someone and this bold newcomer.
But Kaveh starts to realise something strange- Alhaitham never appears at the same time as the other guy.
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The Time I Became The Protagonist In An Otome Game by xiaofvcker
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
01 Apr 2025
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While attending an Otome Convention with his friend March, Caelus is sucked into the world of his best friend's favorite video game. While trying to survive as the game's protagonist with all the hijinks that come with it, he must also navigate a conspiracy that threatens to bring all out war to the world he's found himself in.
Will he ever be able to get back home at the end of everything? And just what will he do with his blossoming feeling for the game's leading love interest?
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Lyney's dove, Amour, has gone missing. He's utterly beside himself with worry. When his doves are released and they don't return, it never means anything good, but it's even worse when he has no closure. They're not just his pets, after all, they're his animal assistants. The show won't feel the same without them.
After clawing his way to the Tenryou Commission and Kujou Sara herself, he's grateful to finally have an experienced detective on the case. Their very cutest, in fact. Er, not cutest, he meant best. Their very best.
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- Part 1 of Eternity and Justice
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General's Archon by FeralWorks
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game), 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
14 May 2024
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Liyue... Its beauty was unparalleled, a product of years spent effort. It thrived, it grew, expanding its resources and it had become a renowned city of beauty, prosperity, power, worth and desire. A nation that was essential due to its position and power.
It was beautiful… but still stuck in its age. An age that the Archon had thought it’d passed-.
A soft sound drew his attention. It hadn’t been from the God, but rather, the previously unconscious stranger he’d found…
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Or, The one where Morax found an unconscious Jing Yuan on his daily walk and, over time, gets to know him. The two get pretty close and Morax falls for him, and the feelings are mutual.Series
- Part 1 of Genshin+Star Rail || Cross Pairs
- Part 1 of General's Archon Series
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But The World Keeps Turning by ghostnebula (gghostnebula)
Fandoms: IT - Stephen King, IT (Movies - Muschietti)
27 Apr 2025
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He thinks about (and scares himself, for a second, with the potency of it) the way it feels when Richie drapes himself over him when they’re gathered at the quarry or the clubhouse. The way his chin rests on the top of Eddie’s head and his chest presses to his back and his stupid bony arms cross in front of him to hold him in place even though they both know Eddie isn’t going anywhere. How he wouldn’t give up that kind of contact with Richie for the world.
The security of it.
And how hadn’t he realized before?
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The story of the Lucky Seven and their terrible luck, a Turtle who doesn't quite understand humans, accidental telepathy, and Eddie Kaspbrak's many, many life struggles -- in the style of them all growing up, a little bit at a time, and what that entails.
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Mike flopped backward onto the bed, his body sinking into the soft mattress, feeling all warm and fuzzy. “I really missed this, you know.” He said under his breath his eyes locked with Will’s that looked like they were… searching for something in Mike’s gaze. “Missed what?” he asked quietly.
“I don’t know, just... this.” He vaguely gestured at the space between them. “Us, you know”
'You', he wanted to add. He didn’t.
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Post S4, it's the apocalypse (kinda), El breaks up with Mike, some fucked up upside down shit happenes and through it all, Mike starts to realize what really matters to him.
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“If you had the chance to change it, would you take it?”
“To change what?” Mike asked.
“Everything. To go back to the start of all this shit and do things differently. Make the happy ending you deserve.”
Joyce bit her lip. “What exactly are you offering us here?”
“A second chance, like I said. You would go back in time – your consciousness and memories from the present day will be transferred into your past bodies. It would be like rewinding everything that’s happened so far back to the point where it all began.”
Or; everyone gets sent back to the beginning to rewrite their fates.
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Evan goes through highschool in a town where his father is a well-serial killer.
Cross posted + first few chapters r not edited and so ignore the grammar mistakes. This is discontinued.
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Strangers in the Night by veris_militude (semblanceoflife)
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
28 Jul 2024
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Aventurine makes it out of the abyss - and into a different world. Things are different here - simpler. There are no Aeons, no intergalactic factions and corporations, no Paths and Blessings. He is not naïve enough to assume that there is no cruelty and discrimination here - for there always is - but for the most part, everything is peaceful.
Here, Aventurine's priorities are getting people's coffee orders right. Fairly straight forward, if you ask him.
Except for the bit where he is surrounded by too many familiar faces, and they remind him of a place he can no longer return to. That's okay. People come and go, and so will they.
Except for the bit where they come and go and come back.
AKA. Aventurine gets dropped into a coffee-shop AU with all the memories from before. He's handling things until he's not handling things. That's okay, because he still has friends (and Dr Ratio) in this world. He just doesn't know it yet.
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- Part 1 of [HSR!Ratiorine] Coffeeshop!AU
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Dan Heng does not dream.
The moment his egg had cracked, he had seen the clear reflection of the light that the artificial sun produced hitting the water he was surrounded by. His eyes glanced up at it, as if in a daze, no matter how much it stung.
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Dan Heng, since his hatching rebirth, always had a special place to retreat to. One where two figures who called themselves Long and Yaoshi, as well as what looked like an older version of himself, rested, looking after him in their own, very distinct, way.
Despite their weird existence, even after learning what they were named after, he did his best and tried to weave his own fate without letting them lend a hand.
However, when a Stellaron burst occurs in the Luofu and the Astral Express comes to help, weird things seem to start happening around Dan Heng, making him uncover more and more mysteries regarding the entities living in his head, each weirder than the last.