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    It was reaping day.
    William Wisp and Summer Dileo were the tributes representing district 3. And in just a few minutes, after they shook hands and parted ways, they'd have only minutes to tell their families goodbye before they were sent off to the Capitol.
    And he knew, deep in his gut, that nobody was going to raise their hand, and volunteer to take their places.
    Because why would they?
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    “District 3 isn't going to have a winner this year.” David said, and though his voice was cold, it was also strangely intense. “The mayor's daughter isn't getting past any of the career tributes- and you aren't making it past the first hour of the games. Don't you get that?”
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    (or: hunger games au)

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    Luna Lovegood smiled because she never felt that she didn’t have to. She carried her loneliness quietly, wore her bruises like stardust, and told herself it didn’t hurt as long as no one could see it. But pain never disappears just because it stays hidden.

    This is a story about invisible suffering, the silence that follows cruelty, and the slow collapse of a girl everyone thought would be just fine.

    This is what happens when pretending never stops.

    Eccedentesiast, (n.) Someone who hides pain behind a smile.

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    Vi has a stalker, and that becomes a problem for an entirely different reason than she'd expected it would.

    She should have had another drink.


    Isha can see how sad Jinx becomes after the fight in the ventilation shaft even though she tries to hide it.

    That gives her an idea.


    Caitlyn, in her revenge-filled fury to find Jinx, stumbles across a new case—one she can't just ignore like all the other ones because if her hunch is right, it could put everyone in danger...

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    24/?
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    the one where lucifer goes to therapy

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    Mark Sloan has attempted to flirt with Lexie Grey for years to no avail.

    He's depressed, she's oblivioius.

    The events that lead to him not being depressed and her not being oblivious.

    Inspired by the Slexie adjacent Mohabbot from The Pitt.

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    Langa Hasegawa returns home from work one day to a love letter left by his boyfriend. The more he reads, though, the more worrying the words become, until eventually he finds himself rushing to Reki's house in worried panic. Reki's been off for a few months-- but when did it get this bad?

    Reki's always had anxiety and self-esteem issues. But they've been rearing up viciously the past few months, constantly reminding him that his boyfriend, Langa, and his family deserve so much more than he can ever be for them. That he's dragging everyone down. So he decides to do something about it. But nobody was supposed to find him, to see him- especially not Langa.

    And the aftermath, comfort, and resolve following all this heartbreak.

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    Sometimes Things Happen, Sometimes It's Hard To Cope

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    Atsushi begins a new chapter in his life. With a secret past that he is determined to keep hidden, he finds himself entangled in a web of complicated relationships. He is interested in Akutagawa, who seems more focused on getting Dazai's attention. Meanwhile, Dazai is worried about Chuuya, whose heart is set on his music career. As the group navigates misunderstandings and long-kept secrets, could their feelings take an unexpected turn?

    Day 5 of SSKK Week SFW
    Prompt: Classmates

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    “First time?” A man’s voice startled him. Sam turned to see an older gentleman with an inviting smile. Sam nodded. “It’s good you’re here, then,” the man said. “Good on you for taking the first step. Come on.” He held the door open. “In you go.”

    Sam took a shaky breath and stepped inside. A dozen pairs of eyes flicked toward him, filled with curiosity and empathy. His skin crawled. How was he supposed to spill his darkest secret to a room full of strangers?

    The man nudged him gently. “Each one gets easier,” he said. “Find a seat. You might not feel so alone by the end of this.”

    Sam took a seat in the circle, the folding chair creaking beneath him. He felt too warm, despite the room’s chill, his body struggling to acclimate to this new environment. The others chatted and smiled, a stark contrast to his turmoil. It was too normal, too mundane, and for a moment, he wanted to walk right back out the door.

    But he stayed. As much as he didn’t fit in here, he knew he didn’t fit in anywhere else, either. And maybe that was enough reason to be here.

    or as Sam struggles with his demon blood addiction, he finds solace in a group of strangers when he feels hopeless and alone.

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    Mafuyu finds herself in a gas station, somehow. She meets an artist with sunken eyes who smells of smoke.
    That's how it starts.
    The road to healing is paved with the broken girl of music, the lonely runaway and the despair of an artist

    Alternatively, alternate universe where n25 is meeting for the first time after mafuyu starts an impromptu roadtrip (runs away). Much more mental illness than usual?
    Like seriously, do not read if any of the tags are triggers for you.

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    Seungcheol doesn't know how to let his members know he needs help. After all, he is the one who is supposed to lead them all and have everything figured out. They look to him for guidance and comfort. So, he keeps his mouth shut for years about his own suffering so his members can thrive until he can't take it anymore.

    OR

    Mingyu and Vernon are frozen in shock when their leader decides to suddenly walk into traffic and Wonwoo tries his best to save Seungcheol's life. The aftermath? Seventeen is forced to face their company's demands for the first time without the protection and guidance of their leader. And they don't know how to cope with that.

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    Based on the song "Paralyzed" by NF

    Graphic depictions of cutting, suicidal thoughts, and a suicide attempt.

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    How often do you find yourself questioning if anything you have ever come to known was truly real? It isn't till MC realizes that her world had been flung into a loop of redundancy. After what had felt like years, she finally got through to Saeyoung. Can the two of them uncover the missing puzzle pieces of their upside down reality?

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    Her silence is her greatest weapon.

    Hogwarts has opened their doors back for students, and Hermione Granger is determined to finish - to achieve the best marks she possibly can on her exams and leave Hogwarts once and for all. She is endlessly devoted to her work, and keeps her head down and mouth shut, only confiding in a secret room and a journal filled with memories.

    When tragedy strikes Hermione, her only coping mechanism is to keep it to herself. But the secret grows larger and larger with every breath and day that passes by, and she can no longer avoid the consequences. What happens when the man she fears the most discovers her damning secret? Will she embrace it, letting the unexpected swallow her whole, or will she continue to push herself away from all who only wish to help her?

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    Chan is in so much pain, his love doesnt love him, he feels so depressed.

    He cant take it anymore

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    One year after escaping from the circus, Jax has slowly come to realize that happy endings truly are nothing more than fiction. He's never been a kind or gentle person, but that's fine. He only ever looked out for himself. Though, it's not like anyone ever particularly cared for him.

    And it's for that very reason that Jax attempts to kill himself on a Sunday evening.

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    10/?
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    “Tommy.” It’s a stuttered plea slipping free from the confines of his shredded mouth, a beg that he ain’t ashamed of as he writhes in his brother's unrelenting grasp, the sores lining his cheeks and rubbing against his teeth alight with fire.

    He’s asking to be let go, to be able to go to his child because she needs him.

    Because he had promised that he wouldn’t let her do this alone.

    The people in that room don’t count.

    They don’t know that her favorite color is forest green even though she’s never been in the woods, that her shoulder aches if she falls asleep on her right side because her foster father fractured it when she was eight and it healed wrong.

    They don’t know that it’s her greatest fear - what’s happening inside that sterile room with grey walls, white bedding and too little warmth.

    To let her die alone would be his failure, his broken promise, and he’s watching it happen. Her heart no longer beating and her chest failing to rise.
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    Even when he’s fighting cancer, Joel can’t help but be dad as fuck, especially when Ellie’s fighting it right beside him.

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    Cale recovers from Choi Han's beatdown and immediately goes out on the town once more. When he returns, he's greeted by some devastating news.

    What is he supposed to do when the whole reason he did any of this is gone?

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    When two failed, broke rappers end up in the games together, some past rivalry may resurface between the two men who had thought their relationship was dead and buried in the past.
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    Squid Game + G-Dragon

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    (Title from 'Lacy' By Olivia Rodrigo)

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    On the eve of their 8th Idol Award win, Huntr/x decides to get absolutely drunk. This leads to one of the worst experiences ever for Rumi, and leaves Mira and Zoey to try and pick up the broken pieces of their girlfriend.

    Major Trigger Warning: Please use the tags to gauge if you can read this fic. I won't be upset if you skip it over. More tags might be added later on.

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    —Dick...
    —Cierto. Necesitaba concentrarse. Esto no podía esperar—.
    ¿Qué pasa, Little Wing? —El tono de Dick se suavizó, como si percibiera que Jason estaba al borde del abismo. Siempre lo sabía. Siempre lo sentía a kilómetros de distancia—.
    Dick, creo... creo que tienes un hijo.

    Peter sintió que caía al abismo, presa de un leve pánico. Dejó que sus párpados se cerraran, entregándose a la oscuridad. Su corazón se ralentizó y una calma inquietante inundó sus pensamientos. La última imagen que cruzó su mente fueron los ojos sin vida de May.
    Peter esperaba no despertar de nuevo.

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    Chapters:
    10/?
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